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Help Requested!

There is a Lightwarrior who needs help getting a cintamani stone: https://fundrazr.com/32JDkd?ref=ab_3Jt6RHP5A2B3Jt6RHP5A2B&utm_campaign=campaign-status-change&utm_medium=email&utm_source=11-2023 Thank you, and Victory of the Light!

Whey is Not the Same as Casein, and The Final Countdown

Whey protein concentrate powder has almost no casein.  My power level weakened because I stopped taking it, believing it was the same as casein, when it's not.   It's only casein that needs to be avoided, which is in milk, yogurt, etc.  The hyperlinked video says there are benefits to casein, but casein is damaging to the gut and has a drug-like effect. For various reasons, I'm definitely still motivated to help with the clearing.  Mine as well go all out for the final countdown.   I'm not really into DBZ, but found this to be interesting: https://youtu.be/8PBIClnpKik?t=83

Only God and the Light Forces and Participants Among the Surface Population on Earth Can Clear the Subquantum Anomaly and lurker

I'll correct my previous statement on this post to this: Only God and the Light Forces and participants among the surface population on Earth can clear the subquantum anomaly and lurker. 😅 (This is in regards to Cobra's latest update.)

The 3D Flower of Life

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An awesome commenter messaged me about a 3D version of the Flower of Life:  https://www.gaiamamart.com/fleur-vie-3d/ It looks like this:     Here is similar information in English: https://www.abzu2.com/the-flower-of-life-and-the-64-tetrahedron-grid-the-mother-and-father-of-the-geometry-of-the-fabric-space/ The youtube channel Knew Geometry also goes into this: https://youtu.be/g2i8fQZcWHM Octahedral geometry like this has been on the mind lately as well:  

Are the Archons Losing Their Touch?

One of the ways archons manipulate is through comments and replies on various forums - blogs, youtube, facebook, etc.  However, lately I've noticed that comments and replies that are designed to be aggressive toward me have many misspellings and incoherent sentence structure. Online, how can the archons get under someone's skin when their keyboard puppets appear to be mentally 'not all there' and deranged?  No one takes someone else seriously when their communication is substandard to the point of being like a young child who's just learning to talk. It's a win-win because the more these kinds of comments and replies show up, the less seriously they will be taken.  The trolling can still be seen as an annoyance, but it can't get under the skin like it used to because it has turned into incoherent babbling.  Maybe the archons are losing their touch.

Final Conclusion Regarding Dairy Protein, a New Year's Resolution, and Addressing Psychology

Regarding dairy protein, I've gone back and forth on whether it's healthy to eat.  My final conclusion after a vast amount of experimentation and research over the years is: Dairy fat is healthy, but dairy protein is unhealthy and has an opiate effect.  This under-5-minute video helps explain why: "Are You Addicted to Dairy?" My latest idea is to take heavy whipping cream (which has virtually no dairy protein) and whip it into whipped cream.  I add a little stevia and vanilla extract, and it's absolutely delicious!  Butter also has virtually no dairy protein.  Cream cheese has a small amount of dairy protein - around 1g to 2g per serving, but maybe some is ok; time will tell.  As for all the rest, especially in my case, I no longer eat.  No more milk, yogurt, kefir, and hard cheeses, which all have large amounts of dairy protein.  Also, no cottage cheese, which is very high in dairy protein.  Also, no more whey protein concentrate powders.   Pea protein isolate is

A Little Humor Goes a Long Way

Libra's epic post inspired me to make this post on the importance of not being confined to only fitting into one mold.  It's important to get out of the box, be spontaneous, and have fun!  Maybe look into finding some good standup comedy and so forth.  'Sky's the limit.' I really like this episode of Voyager.  It's out of character for Star Trek: https://youtu.be/D8gqITziHEM 🤣 🤣 🤣 I really enjoyed watching The Office.   https://youtu.be/CPKv0c7FWGo

Regarding A Recent Conflict, Pluto's Date for Entering Aquarius, Cabal Agendas, and Advice Regarding the lurker (whew!)

Lately I've been promoting peace between Lightworkers.  Of course after I do this, something will come up to get me to contradict myself and 'get into it' with another Lightworker (or so-called Lightworker - it's hard to tell anymore).  That's usually what happens when I take a stance. 🥳 Pluto doesn't officially enter Aquarius until January 20, 2024.  Some of the energies for this are coming through, but there can still be some difficulties.  Winter Solstice is generally a difficult time energetically (long story on this - it's not my intel so I won't go into it), and the dark forces will of course take advantage of this to the maximum extent possible.  Yesterday I had nausea that lasted longer than it ever has before that went into the next morning, which may be connected. Regarding debates over trans people:  Yes there is a cabal trans agenda.  Here are some examples: - Trying to make it legal for those who are physically male to enter women's bat

The Clearing is Both Planetary and Personal

Main thing that's coming up is layers upon layers that need to be let go.  I'll use myself as an example: Earlier this morning, I let go of one thing from my past that came up, and then something else from my past came up.  I let that one go too, and then again something else came up.  This kept happening until there was nothing left to let go.   After doing this, I noticed some trolling from a comment as a form of attack on The Unveiling's blog.  I addressed the trolling, and then I let this go.  Possible Further trolling as 'retaliation' to my addressment can be dealt with as well, which will also be let go.  So on and so forth, I address what needs to be addressed, and then I let it go.  This will be my modus operandi from now on. Summary: The Lurker is probably involved in constantly trying to bombard people with 'traumas and dramas' to try to keep them in a constant state of stress and loosh generation.  The solution is letting go, along with activation

Why The Lurker Always Fails (Updated)

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I'm able to know what others want and post it, like I did with the latest comment of the music video on 2012 Portal.  What really struck me about this music video, in addition to the interesting lyrics, is that the people are all looking up into the sky.  It can easily be interpreted that they are looking at the Light Forces.  I enjoy finding material to inspire people like this. But for myself, it's possible that not even the LF/RM would accept me.  The main message I'm picking up is that only Source accepts me.  Maybe I'm so messed up inside that there can only be a relationship between myself and Source, along with all the portals to Source.  With other humans, I fake virtually all of my behaviors.  I live a lie with them, so maybe it would be the same with positive Ets. I can't help but feel this way:  I'm not into soul groups, soul families, twin flames, and so on.  None of that resonates with me anymore.  I regard myself as a total reject by them all, but

A Fictional Interview

The following is a fictional interview I was inspired to write.  The names of the two characters are randomly chosen. Rick:  So tell me about how you get back into your center when things get dark for you. Chris:  Well, I used to believe I had to do all these fancy rituals that occultists kept suggesting, like the one where you banish by drawing pentagrams in all four directions and call on angels – that sort of thing.  But those kinds of rituals never got me anywhere, and it’s almost like they made things even worse sometimes.  So I started to just listen to music and focus on my breath without thinking about anything.  With the focused breathing it's not for a set amount of time or a set routine, just whenever I remind myself to, off and on.  I could be playing a video game with nice scenery while listening to some nice music, which made it easier, but other times I would sit in nature or even in my apartment in silence, just letting myself be in the moment.   Rick:  Just sitting

There Are Alternatives to an Economic Crash

I'm really tired of gloom and doom, and I've earned the right to be tired of it because I've been subjected to so many years of it, but I decided to give "The Great Taking" a chance, and I'm glad I did.  The documentary actually turned out to not be gloom and doom at all, bringing a positive message: https://youtu.be/dk3AVceraTI I've realized that there cannot be positive results from an economic crash.  I completely oppose any such scenario in the future.   The documentary goes into how the crash can be prevented so that private interests are stopped from subjugating humanity through a crash and reboot. 

Heart of Sufism Book Notes Regarding Balance

(These are direct quotes from the book, but are compiled in a way to provide a summary for the chapter on balance.) Success and failure are caused by balance and by the lack of it.  Progress and lack of progress can be explained as coming from balance and lack of balance.  However, perfect balance controls movement too much, bringing it to the pitch of inertia.  If the right and left leg were equal, one would not be able to walk.  The ordinary balance, which is not complete, brings about success. Balance is naturally there, so there is no need to attain it.  The question is only how to maintain balance.  By keeping a few minutes for a process of meditation, of silence, we can touch complete balance for a moment, and then, naturally, in our active life a balance is maintained.  Complete balance in meditation makes one capable of maintaining the balance necessary for activity.  Once balance is lost, it’s very difficult to bring it about again.  It is just like a clock getting out of orde

The Case Against Veganism

I had to really search because the algorithms want to only show me pro-vegan videos.  After bypassing all the spam from unhealthy vegan narcissists who like to hear themselves talk even more than I do, here are some videos I found: What veganism over 25 years did to my body EX VEGAN https://youtu.be/OY4JBi8NKSc I Stopped Being Vegan After 14 Years and Feel Better Than I Ever Have (My Ex-Vegan Story) https://youtu.be/8MprLRv-IHs Why I Am No Longer Vegan https://youtu.be/N-6z5AUox24 I QUIT Being A Vegan (It's a SCAM) https://youtu.be/zEvaYSwGACc Joe Rogan vs. Dr. Greger - Vegan Diet Debunked https://youtu.be/K9HwU4nzjcs Veganism Is A Corporate Scam https://youtu.be/YTKkeZfYNQ0 Plant-based meat is literally a scam https://youtu.be/CTJj6Gjw7YU 10 Ways Vegans Are Ruining The World https://youtu.be/RyNmgSefNA4

The Dark Forces Use Extreme Opposites for Control

They promote making fun of people who use the term "they" to talk about them.   They told me in thoughtforms to "shut up" a few times earlier this morning, so I must be doing something right.   Let's look at how they stop people from finding real information regarding diet: First of all, one who eats a diet that makes one healthy results in one becoming very powerful - not just physically, but also metaphysically.  The dark forces therefore spend considerable resources creating a maze of dietary confusion.  This is why there are so many different diets that people claim to be the 'holy grail,' with opposites being promoted:  - High carb low fat is opposite to high fat low carb. - Veganism is opposite to the carnivore diet. Long-term, veganism is harmful to health: "Vegan diets don't work.  Here's why" https://youtu.be/MpxgZGnEF7E (The youtube ads keep getting longer and longer.  People can use a youtube downloader add on and download th

How Do the Ascended Regard Form, and Angry Archons

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I have long wanted to explore many different forms.   Would it be wrong to say this is attractive? (It's too bad furries became politicized.  Politicization tends to ruin things.)   I'm not into bestiality.  I regard the above as not quite human, but also as not quite animal.   The above is perhaps a part of the positive side of imagination.  The Lurker unfortunately can especially compromise those with powerful imaginations, using their imaginations to poison their minds.  Fantasies can turn into nightmares.  This is of course in the process of being remedied.   Regarding form:  For those who are ascended, for them personally, does it no longer matter what form is taken when they re-materialize? ------- The archons became rather upset with me the other day.  Maybe I angered them by trying to be a peacekeeper.  I need not go into details regarding the attack.

Why It's So Important to Have Cooperation

" If the light workers are not fighting each other, the war in Ukraine and Gaza did not happen. If the light grid was stable, the dark forces could not engineer the war. But on the other hand, we have prevented so many wars, maybe 20 or more wars. We have prevented a war in Ukraine 5 times, the war between Iran and Israel 4 or 5 times. But we can not prevent everything because it is simply too much." "At this point, most of the life experience is from the quantum entanglement of Lurker. Most of the negative events happened on you without any apparent reason are engineered by Lurker. Most of unprocessed negative emotions which is not from trauma, is actually from Lurker because Lurker is quantumly entangled with your emotional body. Most of mental confusion and misunderstandings is not because your brain is not sharp enough or something like that. It is because the quantum entanglement with Lurker. On the surface of the planet, Lurker’s interaction is quite strong."

A Doctor That Backs Up Everything I've Been Saying about the Fructose in Simple Sugar

The world needs more people like this: "Warning Signs You're Eating Too Much Sugar & What Happens If You Quit for 7 Days! - Dr. Robert Lustig" https://youtu.be/VBmvvP53818 There's only one brief remark from him I had to look past regarding the vax.  Everything else he says is 100%. Interestingly, he even mentions a study where a group is fed processed foods, but all added sugar from the processed foods is first removed.  The group's health dramatically improves!   If someone were to give me a choice between a sweetened whole grain oatmeal cookie (whole food) that has 25g simple sugar, and a slice of store-bought pizza (processed food) that has 3g simple sugar, every single time - hands down - I will choose the slice of pizza. I take it a step further and mostly avoid eating fruit, but only because my dietary needs are unique. These are also high in fructose: - Honey - Agave nectar - Maple syrup - Organic cane sugar (It doesn't matter if it's organic -

Personal Finding Regarding Loosh

If there's something that's bothering me that I can't do anything about, I force myself to stop thinking about it, letting it go.  Another option is visualizing what's bothering me being solved.   Option that generates massive loosh: fixating on it with feelings of anger, powerlessness, and depression.  Also, making projections and conflicts, which creates loosh within loosh.  (In my case this takes the form of rants when I'm at home.)

Another Health Protocol and the Importance of Reducing Loosh Generation

I decided to 'splurg' yesterday when a very large amount of simple sugar was eaten.  I was with a couple others and did not want to be rude and say "No."  The total amount of simple sugar eaten was probably around 60g.  I figured that maybe if I fasted afterward I would be ok.  Not a chance.   Whenever I eat this amount of simple sugar, my dreamstate becomes schizophrenic and I have horrible inorganic 'cancer feelings' in my liver area.  I dreamed last night that I was going on a road with dead grass everywhere that was bloody, as though the blood had dried and hardened.  The scenery was extremely disgusting - completely alien in the worst possible ways.  Then I ran into a yellow fire that was burning the grass, along with a gate that blocked my path.  (The fire aspect was positive.  I wanted the scenery to be burned into nothing.) There were significant stinging sensations as well last night - very strong directed energy weapon attacks.  That's what I sus

A Completely New Direction For This Blog

Instead of leaving this blog as a 'ghost blog,' which was what I really meant when I said I was leaving for awhile, I'll keep going but will now post about subjects delving into various sciences (and perhaps arts as well) that have always fascinated me.  If others want to stop by, that's fine.  If not, that's fine too.  With that out of the way, here goes: Recently seeing mushrooms in nature along with the video below have renewed my interest in fungi.  I had no idea there are 3 million species! "Why These 5 Mushrooms Are Better Than The Other 3 Million" https://youtu.be/5cATnedwHP4   Imagine what it would be like to be the first to discover a new species of mushroom that has medicinal properties! Earth truly is an amazing and diverse planet, and life on the microscopic level is so mind-blowing!  There's so much to explore!   

Follow-up Idea, A Question, and Farewell for a While

The previous exercise of taking an object and focusing on it - try doing this with a plant and see how much you can connect with it. ------- I gave it several days - going lacto-vegetarian was a complete disaster.   Cycling protein sources is extremely important. ------- Maybe ask oneself, "Can I know anything that's not in a book, and that no one ever told me?"   Aside from a bit of book reading as a meditation, I'm feeling guided to completely stop listening to anyone else, and find answers only through experience.   Aside from the Law of Correspondence, there is nothing anyone can know outside experience. Farewell for a while.

Methods for Positive Evolution

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In no particular order: Take a deep breath, and only focus this breath.  This doesn't have to be fancy.  It can be anywhere at any time, and doesn't even have to be more than one breath.  Read and work through logic based books, such as science books and math books.  Read spiritual books that create a sense of well-being.  This doesn't have to be a major project.  I only read 5-10 pages per day.  The current book I'm reading is this one:     An awesome commenter mentioned some very useful information regarding astral parasites.   One of the best ways to starve astral parasites (the world is obviously still very saturated with them) is to be in the blue part of the spectrum instead of the red.  Therefore, focus on blue Light, or the Blue Flame.  Focus on parts of the body, or the body as a whole.   Focus on body movements at various times throughout the day.  It can be normal body movements performing everyday tasks. Focus on one's physical surroundings and harmonize

Regarding Transition, No More Tarot Cards, and What is Ideal for Psychic Communication with Positive Ets

In the US, it can be argued that people need a rude awakening, because they live off credit cards and can't pay off their debt.  However, what about people who are just trying to survive and feed their families?   Some may say, "Yeah, let the financial system get more unstable and go down!  Make the elites feel the pain!"  What isn't realized is that it's everyday people who will be feeling the pain.  Put simply, if the cost of living from hyperinflation goes up with wages not being able to keep up, this lowers the standard of living.  This hurts everyday people.   Sure, those who have mastered manifestation powers will be able to pull through with stability, but for the majority of the surface population, this will not be the case.  The timeframe before the Event will not be a stable transition if there is greater financial instability and hardship.  That's just a fact.  If there is no other way, then so be it, but on a personal note, I'm not a fan of the

Dreamstate Update

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The dreamstate attacks have reached a level beyond anything I thought possible in terms of horror.  The stinging sensations are also increasing in intensity. A possibility: I am one of the most targeted Lightworkers (if I am considered to be a Lightworker by the LF and RM) on the planet.  I would only make such a bold statement because of the indescribable horror of the nonphysical attacks. The beyond excessive attacks by the cabal against me would also mean that I am a primary occult target of the Lurker.  I will not continue to publicly log negative dreamstate experiences because this would be unfair to other Lightworkers.  Lightworkers are better off not hearing of such matters, as this can be a damaging distraction to the larger picture. When I start to have positive dreamstate experiences, I will post them here in the future. I won't be used as a puppet by the cabal to dissuade other Lightworkers.  That was probably the cabal's plan, and it has failed.   I advise that othe

Amazing Kundalini Information!

I was informed of a less-than-10-minute video describing the various experiences with kundalini. https://youtu.be/_ytvu7BENf4 The video goes through the positive and negative experiences with kundalini. Wow, really good to know this!

I Can Do This For the Rest of My Life, But the Cabal Can't

(Sorry for making so many posts in such a short time.  There are enormous amounts of 'downloads' lately.) A main objective of the attacks is to get Lightworkers to be in an unbalanced frame of mind, so that it's more difficult to connect to sources of Light and well-being.  To restate, there are many sources of Light and well-being.  Nature, Earth, physicality itself, Cobra meditations, the Sun, the Galactic Central Sun, the Cosmic Central Sun, the Cosmos, the Sun sephiroth and/or Keter sephiroth on the tree of life, one's own 'inner knowing' - these are a few examples. The key is to develop the skill of reconnecting to sources of Light and well-being after attacks, regardless of one's state of mind.  Also, the key is to realize that no  matter how severe the attacks are, it's always possible to reconnect and heal.  I'll post my reply to someone who prefers to remain anonymous regarding preserving one's own Light: "I agree, preserving the Li

A Dark Portal Has Been Used Against Me

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I'm going to go ahead and post one of the attacks because it needs to be exposed.   In the dreamstate this morning, I heard a female voice tell me she was the "Queen of ants."  I then saw a giant and aggressive ant.  The ant made some hostile sounds against me and 'got up in my face.' Right after waking up, I saw a portal that looked similar to dark moving static on a TV screen for a few seconds: The portal was inside my eyes, not being externally physical.  It was fair in size but did not take up all of my vision.  The rest of my vision was my waking surroundings. I had a problem with this kind of portal a few years ago.  I didn't expect to see it again.

Regarding Attacks, The LF and RM Need to be Much More Informed, And So Shall Be

Despite following the previously listed immunity protocols and doing at least one meditation per day, the nonphysical (and physical, as there can often be various body pains that have no other explanation) attacks continue.  I will now be filing factual reports of what's being done to me.   This needs to be said (sorry, it's a bit long):  I'm not having positive dreams of Ets.  The vast majority of my dreamstate experiences are either nonsensical or highly negative.  I am also not as interested in Ets anymore.  I rather prefer the 'shamanistic path.'   Although I don't claim to be a shaman, I have a strong connection to Earth, nature, physicality itself, the Sun, the Cosmos, and Source.  On a personal level, it's my finding that Ets are not needed for such connections and the well-being such connections generate, nor are others among the surface population.   I can safely state that if my basic necessities were met, I would be fine never seeing another human

Follow-Up to Immunity Post

Regarding the part on vegetarianism and veganism: In the past, I was too impatient with vegetarianism.  When going vegetarian, it takes a few days to fully 'energetically detox' from any meat that has previously been eaten, which I did not see. If someone decides to stop eating meat, this should not be done out of 'stuckupness,' but instead out of a desire to have a better chance to get outside the range of certain attacks and/or to be in a better position to say "No" to various 'dark tendencies.'  (Some attacks take the form of dark tendencies, which then allow for other attacks; it's a viscous cycle.) As there are more and more cosmic energies coming through, perhaps it actually would be a better idea to stop eating meat, or at the least, stop eating meat for periods of time for the sake of cleansing.  Lately I've felt guided to stop eating even the cleanest meat. In the past I ate meat because I believed I needed extra strength to perform ph

Advice to Have Greater Immunity from Attacks

(This advice is in no particular order.) Don't drink alcohol. Don't smoke marijuana (no THC, period.) Don't do caffeine. Don't do any drugs of any kind. Don't take any pharmaceuticals.  (Disclaimer: I'm not a doctor and this is not medical advice.) Keep simple sugar (the sweet stuff) intake very low. Keep vegetable oil intake very low. Don't have any 'food vices.'  Meaning, don't get addicted to one particular kind of food.  (In my case it was a yogurt addiction.) Eat 'clean,' and if eating wheat, it should be organic when possible to avoid Monsanto's Roundup.  This doesn't necessarily mean go vegan or vegetarian.  Vegans and vegetarians do not have a 'superior spiritual standing.'  Some people don't do well with oxalates, phytates, saponins, and lectins, so they avoid many fruits and vegetables.  It's individualized. Don't look at pornography of any kind. Have an (individualized) exercise routine.  It doesn&#

Current Status of Attacks

At first I thought there may have been some progress with decreasing the attacks, but this is not so.  My previous post confirms this. Also, there are continued burning and stinging sensations, along with continued electronic dark thoughtform bombardments.  There is also the previously mentioned helicopter incident.  Sorry to say, the attacks are still very active, and have not abated on any experiential level. Back to 'square one.'

To Be Brutally Honest

Over the years, I've experienced several lifetimes of experience through the dreamstate.  It really is that vast.  I'm concerned that my mind will start falling apart because it's just too much to fit into one mind. One of my abilities is to momentarily have someone else's perspective, completely experiencing it as my own.  I just had the perspective of (probably) a member of the Light Forces about me, and it was not exactly positive.  The perspective was: "I love you, but you are still very brutal." I didn't know how to exactly say it, but yes, it's true.  I'm am one of the most brutal people on the planet.  However, I am a Master in the truest sense at keeping the brutality to myself, unlike the cabal.   If someone were to call me a lightworker, I would be the lightworker who by far has the largest shadow, who by far carries the most anomaly.  It's actually quite rare for someone like myself to still try to contribute to planetary liberation

Keeping It Simple

It's well known that I like to explore other esoteric practices beyond 2012 Portal.  I do this for more self improvement and curiosity.  My latest experiment was to chant letters from the Hebrew alphabet (while internally visualizing their characters) to A432 frequencies while looking at sacred geometry on my computer last night before bed.  The result was complete disaster in the dreamstate. I won't describe what happened in the dreamstate except to say that I was messed with in a way to try to make me go completely insane and never come back.  I've been through worse, but this one took me off guard.  I really didn't expect to have my energies be put in a blender, in very incompatible and dangerous combinations. This morning I returned to some lightwork, chanting Oooom and Eeeeaaaah to the Flower of Life sphere and connected to the Central Suns, and now feel better. Conclusion: When being a target of the dark forces, it's best to not get complicated and use differe

Let's Talk About Stellar Man

("Stellar Man" by John Baines was originally written in the 80's, so should be taken into context of that time.  In consideration of 2012 Portal's intel, perhaps many matters have changed now.   Regardless, the book is extremely profound, and was therefore read slowly, as was the case with "Mind Clearing.")  One of the most important themes throughout "Stellar Man" is that many people can talk intelligently and have specialized fields which they excel at while still not being truly intelligent.  In fact, it's stated that the more one is educated, the less intelligent one will be, because the education only grants a limited intelligence within limited boundaries and encourages one to be more like an automaton.   Even many pioneers in science and technology are not truly intelligent.  Selective intelligence is not true intelligence.  True intelligence is fluid. Observation: One who possesses true intelligence should be able to decode the mys

Tarot Cards Revisited, and the Naturally Positive

Several years ago I was meditating on various cards from the Rider Waite tarot deck.  The result was being knocked around by animals in the dreamstate on multiple occasions - particularly horses and cows.  Recently I had a realization come through telling me why: The horses and cows are representative of the subconscious.  Myself being knocked around is representative of the conscious.  The subconscious was out of control of the conscious.  I needed to be on top of the animal with reigns, steering it where to go - the conscious directing the subconscious to accomplish desired goals.  Being on the ground and getting knocked around was a way of showing me that I needed to take initiative.   The cards themselves are not evil and so forth.  It was the intensity of the dreams that scared me away.  If I meditate on the cards again in the future, I will go slower and be more cautious. ------- Even a mind with major issues can be transcended by focusing on that which is naturally positive.  Th