Options and Possibilities, Roger Kerr's Et Paradigm, My Contradictions and Attackers, Psychology is Key, Minds and Science, and Still, a Worthy Mention

Options and Possibilities

Regarding my previous post on meditation, there are people who don't have PTSD who still don't want to meditate at all, which is totally fine.  Some have high energy and need physical and/or mental activities to 'get it out of their systems,' and even a short amount of meditation can cause them to be more high-strung.  Definitely, meditation isn't for everyone, and 'no one size fits all.'  

No one should feel alienated for being different.  I myself have felt great alienation when I would research sensationalist health claims on youtube and other platforms.  I often ended up thinking/feeling, "They say this works for just about everyone, but it harms me.  No fair."  That is not a fun place to be.  The real individual in the real world does not adhere to most of the claims that are out there.  Reality doesn't work that way, even though the internet constantly attempts to make it look like it does.

Regarding my advice to others, "advice" is too strong a word.  I'm instead going to use the word "options."  Also, "possibilities."  My blog can say something like, "This is an option that may or may not work, depending on who it is," and "I found this as a possibility to explore."  Some examples of possibilities are from science, the occult, and Et paradigms.  

I still have my own stances, and it's virtually impossible to exclude this from my material.  Yet, 'my take' on various matters is not 'the gospel truth.'  And, there can be open debates in the comments.

Roger Kerr's Et Paradigm

Over a decade ago before I came across 2012 Portal, I read something very potent called "The Truth About the "Orion Lizards" by Roger Kerr:

https://thinkaboutit-aliens.com/truth-about-orion-lizards/

This material goes into "changelings," who are compared to Deep Space Nine's Odo and Dominion.  They can take various forms on various planes, and when I really thought about them, it makes sense that they would be the most powerful manipulators in existence.  Cobra's "chimera," the draco, and reptilians actually would never have been at the top of the food chain of the dark forces if Kerr's paradigm is true, or if a significant portion of it is true.  This is because changelings can take the form of chimera, draco, and reptilians.  Beings that can take the form of anything far outmatch the manipulative power of beings that cannot.  

It took some digging to find Kerr's short book, and it's some of the most mind-blowing material I've ever come across.  So many Et paradigms paint draco and reptilians as the villains, and I love how Kerr's paradigm 'rocks the boat' in some of the most unique ways I've seen.  There may be reservations by those who decide to check Kerr's material out (I had some myself), such as forgiveness of hostile forces being laid on very thick, but the paradigm of changelings existing and manipulating everything is absolutely brilliant!

Kerr's material also stands out because he actually had a prediction that came true.  Kerr stated:

"But don't expect any miracles to happen in December 2012, because nothing is going to happen, of that much I am sure."  (Kerr wrote his short book stating this in 2001.)

(I've seen many beings in the dreamstate and visionstate that could morph their forms.  For unknown reasons I did not take another look at Kerr's material and mention it sooner, and that strikes me as strange.)

My Contradictions and Attackers

My contradictions:  1. I said I would leave my blog but I came back.  2. I said I wouldn't discuss 2012 Portal anymore in my posts but I did.  3. I said I wouldn't discuss 2012 Portal anymore in the comments but I did. 

My solution:  I won't say I will or will not say or do (fill in the blank).  This in itself is me saying I won't say or do something though, and there may or may not be rare exceptions.  Or, I could say I may or may not say or do (fill in the blank).  (This is making me laugh a bit now, but as far as I can tell, this is now covered.)   

Why did I contradict myself?  I wanted to 'start life over' and completely disengage.  Yet, I later realized that the only way out was to go through it, step by step.  It doesn't just 'go away' by trying to ignore it.  The mind doesn't operate that way.  It has to be hashed out fully so that the mind can have a definite conclusion – closure.

Some can AI my entire blog to see if they can find more contradictions if they want.  I'm open to learning the flaws in my thinking and patterns of thought so that I can improve.  However, if projecting, bullying, manipulation, and other related tactics are used when calling something out I've said, or if it's not calling out something I've said and is just an attack in general, such tactics can be exposed through 'dissection.'  It's also possible to look through all the tactics and get down to the root of the actual substance of what an attacker is saying, turning it into a distortion-free message.  

This is also relevant:

https://www.logicallyfallacious.com/fallacies  

(Wow, there are 238 logical fallacies on that list!)

I may or may not dissect every attacker, as there are time constraints, and of course this sort of thing is bound to happen when there are many commenters; it just 'goes with the territory.'  I'm pleased to say though that I'm getting faster and faster at doing this, with or without AI's assistance.  Is this a waste of my time though?  Not entirely. 😂  Learning how to do this increases the knowledge and power of psychology – in particular, the psychology of how some people use manipulation.  Heck, for those who still follow 2012 Portal, this can be seen as 'lurker dissection.'  

Psychology is Key

One can ask oneself with any particular paradigm/following (Et or otherwise), "What's the psychology?"  Readers here can do that for my blog too.  I'm certainly not exempt.

Cobra mentions personal empowerment, but the locus of control has been very external with so much focus on Et interventions.  And, when this gets changed to being more of an internal locus of control through a change in the narrative, of course this is going to be very upsetting to many.  It goes something like, "We did all these meditations and so forth, and you said they'd do all these interventions that turned out to have no backing evidence, and now you're saying humans are the "biggest problem," which includes me.  No fair."

Cobra is very strongly intertwined with participants.  However, truly powerful and effective forces would not rely so heavily on participation from surface dwellers to liberate earth.  The question can be asked, "What's the actual power of the Cobra's alleged light forces without mass meditations, stone plantings, and all other forms of participation from surface dwellers?"  Sure, people can participate if they wish.  It's the you-are-absolutely-critical-to-the-success-of-the-mission aspect that does not make sense, especially since the 'white hats,' who are supposed to have more leverage, have obviously consistently failed. 

Of all the Et paradigms out there, Cobra's is by far the one that has emphasized/spotlighted Ets doing all these interventions over so many years.  It's off the charts compared to any other Et paradigm I'm aware of.  I then see many saying how they hate Ets and the light forces.  Yet hypothetically, if Cobra had never been encountered by them, would this still be the case?  Probably not.  I don't see followers of other non-Cobra Et paradigms having this deep hatred.  More on this here:

https://share.google/aimode/gOBiTqBq6xoH0N4sk

(I only used AI after writing what I wrote, for the purpose of further articulation.  This qualifies as not having AI doing my thinking for me.)  

And, the Event gets held in front of followers like a carrot on a stick.  It keeps many stuck, believing that no matter how bad it gets, in the 'blink of an eye' it will all just magically become 'heaven on earth.'  This can keep followers hooked regardless of the timeframe and level of damage. 

One of the most striking realizations I've had is that facing reality (business as usual) is difficult but not impossible outside the lens of the Cobra paradigm.  Facing reality through the lens of the Cobra paradigm, however, can be magnitudes worse. 

The 'psychological cost' of leaving Cobra's paradigm is very high.  Part of this was done through giving promises of the most profound heavenly experiences possible, which made life without this perceived as less than nothing.  The promises/expectations from 2012 Portal were so out-of-this-world high that many followers could not pay the mental price of walking away and accepting and working with the world we actually live in.  

Hence, I concluded that to make it in this dog-eat-dog world as perpetual business as usual, perhaps one can train oneself to bear the unbearable.  I myself have had a very hard time doing this, but the more this is applied, the easier it gets.  Even some degree of inspiration can return for learning the mysteries of how things work through the sciences.  (Again, this is optional.  I'm not forcing this on anyone.  Just because I get excited about certain aspects does not mean everyone else should too.  'Do your thing.')

Minds and Science 

The intuitive mind without the logical mind can be gullible and even cult-like in behavior.  The logical mind without the intuitive mind can be rigid/closed minded.  Having both minds well developed and working together in unison is of course ideal.  

Intuition can be open to the metaphysical/fringe while logic can come up with a filtering system so that not every metaphysical/fringe claim that's out there is instantly believed.  For example, it can easily be argued that cloudships have entirely mundane explanations.  They are what's known as "lenticular clouds" or "altocumulus formations."  They form when stable, moist air flows over mountains or other large terrain, creating standing gravity waves in the atmosphere.  (A "standing gravity wave" is a pattern of rising and sinking air that stays roughly in the same place when stable air flows over mountains, like ripples fixed in place while water moves through them.)  As the air rises within a wave, it cools and moisture condenses into a cloud.  As it descends, the cloud evaporates.  Because the wave can remain stationary while air continuously moves through it, the resulting cloud can maintain a remarkably smooth, sharply defined disk or saucer-like shape.  Under the right conditions, multiple layers can form, producing stacked or elongated structures that look surprisingly artificial.  The phenomenon is entirely natural and predates the modern UFO era by centuries from observation, and they've existed for millions of years before that.  More on this here:

https://youtu.be/mM5eYUvknHI

https://youtu.be/0s8n03Xlqyw

Some can say that they felt Et energies from these clouds, but what if a group of people have energies they are giving off that does this through collective belief?  What if people believing in something in unison is what causes such energetic experiences?  When the logical mind starts working with the intuitive mind (and vice-versa), beliefs can be challenged that were not challenged before, which can help to get closer to reality.  

Another example is precognition.  If someone has a precognitive dream, the way to prove this to oneself is through something manifesting in the near future that confirms the dream.  Several years ago, I had a dream of dinosaurs on a screen.  I thought, "What the heck?"  The next day, I asked a family member what he wanted to do for his birthday.  He said he wanted to go see Jurassic World, and that's what we did.  The most reliable metaphysical experiences are ones that have physical counterparts.  

Yet, even with physical manifestations, there are instances when claims can be kept in check.  For example, are sightings of UFOs actual evidence that these UFOs are the light forces?  ("UFO" is what I want to use.  At least to me, "UAP" is just an OCD-inspired acronym.)  There are so many other Et paradigms that have entirely different claims about the nature and intent of UFOs.  The evidence that UFOs are the light forces would be these UFOs doing Event-level interventions instead of continually  protracting.  Because directly experienced promised results continue to not happen when all of Cobra's requirements for Event-level interventions were met several months ago (despite his attempted pivot in the narrative to hyper-inflate the lurker), the conclusion can be, "Based on the evidence, I cannot conclude that the light forces exist.  Positive Ets exist, but maybe not under Cobra's paradigm."

(Tangent:  A major thesis could be developed arguing that the reason there's so much suffering and abuse on earth is because humanity doesn't know how things work well enough.  (I'm using "how things work" for convenience.)  If humanity reached a certain level of knowing how things work, the dark forces could be defeated without Et assistance because part of knowing how things work is knowing how the dark forces work (and of course taking action based on this).  How things work is versatile though.  It would have to be knowing how things work with science, psychology, metaphysics, and ethics.  And, humanity would have to have a very deep level of cooperation.  ("Ethics" would be "How do we use how things work for net constructive purposes instead of net destructive purposes?")

Still, a Worthy Mention

An awesome commenter has been mentioning meditations from an interesting angle:

This blog is open to Cobra followers, Cobra dissenters, those who don't care about Ets, those who do, scientists, truthers, meditators, non-meditators, everyday people, and so on.  I do have my own stances and agreements and disagreements with others, but that doesn't mean I'm always right, and if something comes along that disproves what I'm saying, I'll change my stance.  For example, if there actually are Event-level interventions, I'll definitely say I was wrong.  I would love to be proven wrong there.  Yet, inescapably, the whole of reality continues to do something else.

Stress and The Relaxation Response

After making my previous post about how meditation can cause harm, I asked, "What are the personal benefits of meditation, and what's the best way?"

This post is a combination of research done from reading the book "The Relaxation Response" (the updated and expanded version) by Herbert Benson and my own findings when meditating.  This is also in the form of note taking.  This starts out with stress, and then goes into meditation as a way to counteract stress.  

There are many health problems that arise from stress:

Hypertension is very common, which can lead to strokes and heart attacks.  The age at which people get heart attacks has been getting younger and younger.  More and more people have been getting heart attacks in their 30's.  This is due to all the stresses of living in the modern world while having to continually modify behaviors to fit ever-diversifying environments.  

Technology has made life easier.  Survival isn't as much at the forefront as it was for human ancestors, but with technology comes stressors more of a psychological nature that can cause survival-based stress responses to remain chronically activated.  Hence, high blood pressure and heart attacks and strokes that go along with this are the leading causes of death globally.

Those living in cities and/or ghetto environments have higher blood pressure compared with those living in rural environments.  Again, this is because survival-based stress responses often become chronically activated in such environments.

Many planetary liberation-based lightworkers have ultra-high levels of chronic stress, which can cause health problems of many different kinds as shown in the list above, and probably conditions beyond that list.  It absolutely makes sense that many lightworkers have dire health issues.  Never again will I underestimate the power of stress to destroy the body.  

A major cause of stress is from trying to hold incompatible mindsets/beliefs.  Here are some examples:

Work on yourself and go within, but the world needs to change.  Don't wait for the Event, but the Event will fundamentally change the world and give you what you truly want and need.  You have free will and enormous spiritual power, but powerful forces control, attack, and subdue the surface population.  Your consciousness affects reality, but external cabal-circumstances can override your efforts.  Raise your vibration, but you will be more targeted/attacked because you radiate more Light.  Do inner work, but your inner work must manifest externally for it to be authentic.  The Event and Event-level interventions will occur when certain conditions are met (they have been met for several months) and the "State of consciousnesses of the surface population is NOT a deciding factor in the timing of the Event," but "Humans are the biggest problem."

The Relaxation Response was devised as an 'anti-stressor' to all the stressors of the modern world, and is a form of "Transcendental Meditation."  Here is the technique:  

--  Sit quietly in a comfortable position and relax.

--  Breathe naturally through the nose.

--  Silently repeat a chosen word or short phrase.  Traditionally this is done on each exhale, but this can also be repeated at a comfortable, natural rhythm if this is found to work better.

--  Maintain a passive attitude (sometimes called "passive concentration").  Do not judge when the mind wanders; that's just what the mind has a tendency to do.  If/When the attention drifts, simply think "Oh well" or something similar, and gently return to the chosen word or short phrase.

This can last 10-20 minutes, or whatever amount of time that works best.  The best timing is said to be before breakfast and before dinner.

I've personally benefited from the relaxation response already.  Yet, not everyone wants to meditate.  Although it has massive health benefits, it's not everyone's thing, and those with PTSD should not continue with a meditation practice and instead seek professional help if it makes their conditions worse.  For those who meditate though:

Repeating a phrase to oneself such as "Health and prosperity" can have a dual purpose, with one purpose being to keep the mind from wondering, with the other purpose to imprint a constructive command to the subconscious.  Regarding the former purpose, the mind wants to think of something while meditating, so a personal phrase can be repeated for the mind to 'go to' as needed.  

The physical environment and parts of the body can be focused on simultaneously.  The muscles can be deeply relaxed, with near-zero movement.  

Even lifting weights or isometric exercises can be a form of meditation.  There are so many methods, and there's no one way that works best for everyone.  Meditators can have their own ways of meditating.  This is an intuitive process unique to each individual to find what works best.  Meditation can be custom-made to make it the most effective and beneficial.  Even though the above protocol has been scientifically proven to work, there are many other methods that can work too.

Meditation certainly doesn't need to be for 'planetary liberation.'  People don't need to believe that they are 'key lightworkers,' with all the stress and psycho-physiological issues that often go along with that.  Meditation can instead be for personal healing, equilibrium, expansion, and so forth, without having to fit into anyone else's paradigm, including mine.  (If I have one; maybe I do.)  Meditation can even be for the entirely secular reason of creating a healthy physiological state in the body, and nothing more.  It can go no further than "I'm increasing vagal activity to lower my blood pressure."  The 'fluff' can be taken out of meditation.  

If those with PTSD decide to meditate, they can do this in a way that doesn't make their past traumas overwhelming.  Trauma can come up and then be released while the attention returns back to the meditative state, with part of the attention being grounded in the physical environment.  This is "dual awareness," which was mentioned in my previous post.  

It's up to the meditator to decide how much to be the watcher/observer and how much to identify with emotions/feelings that may arise.  Those with PTSD who decide to meditate can find a balance, so that "observer mode" doesn't become spiritual bypassing, while at the same time, past trauma doesn't become intense enough to become overwhelming (retraumatization).  Trauma can come up and be released in 'manageable waves.'

This is an excellent document regarding the blood pressure lowing effects of Transcendental Meditation and Mindfulness-based Stress Reduction (MBSR):

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3303565/

I am going to get into MBSR by reading this book, which is basically the MBSR training manual:

Full Catastrophe Living by Jon Kabat-Zinn, Revised edition

However, it's 720 pages long, and this post is long enough already.  

To end this post, here are more references:

Work Stress as a Risk Factor for Cardiovascular Disease

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4523692/

Association of Psychosocial Risk Factors With a Risk of Acute Myocardial Infarction 

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/15364186/

Psychological Stress and Susceptibility to the Common Cold 

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/1713648/

The Link Between Stress, Depression, and Diabetes

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC5334212/

Slowing of Wound Healing by Psychological Stress

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/7475659/

The Interaction of Stress and Chronic Pain

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC6914269/

Stress Reduction for Low Back Pain

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/23009599/

Mindfulness Mediation and Immune Function

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/12883106/

Mindfulness Meditation and Inflammation

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/22820409/

There are more studies that can be listed, but people probably get the idea.  More research is needed, but this makes a solid case.

Update on 08/15:

Later in the book there is this protocol (verbatim):

1.  Sit quietly in a comfortable position.

2.  Close your eyes.

3.  Deeply relax all your muscles, beginning at your feet and progressing up to your face.  Keep them relaxed.

4.  Breathe through your nose.  Become aware of your breathing.  As you breathe out, say the word "ONE" silently to yourself. For example, breathe in...out, "ONE" in...out, "ONE." etc.  Breathe easily and naturally.

5.  Continue for 10 to 20 minutes.  You may open your eyes to check the time, but do not use an alarm.  When you finish, sit quietly for several minutes, at first with your eyes closed and later with your eyes opened.  Do not stand up for a few minutes.

6.  Do not worry about whether you are successful in achieving a deep level of relaxation.  Maintain a passive attitude and permit relaxation to occur at its own pace.  When distracting thoughts occur, try to ignore them by not dwelling upon them and return to repeating "ONE."  With practice, the response should come with little effort.  Practice the technique once or twice daily, but not within two hours after any meal, since the digestive processes seem to interfere with the elicitation of the Relaxation Response.

(It's also stated that other words can be used. It's up to the one doing the meditation to decide.  This is just the final version of his method.) 

Trauma Post, A Note on Diet, and A Note on Comments (Updated on 07/30 with donation link)

(Disclaimer: "Present immediate environment" and similar phrases only apply to those who are not being blown up by missiles and being genocided and so forth in their current physical environments.)

This post is not a replacement for therapy for those who need it.  Maybe view this post as only an analysis.  I also didn't make this into a 'thesis.'  The format is more like note taking in places.

Basically, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) is non-integrated trauma.  PTSD can result from extreme forms of trauma, such as someone having a gun to their head and being screamed at.  Yet, PTSD can also result from a long chain of traumas, such as often being bullied and mistreated in the past.  PTSD can also arise from repeated metaphysical attacks, much of which are experienced in the dreamstate.  One of my own sources of PTSD is from dozens of hostile 'visitations' from greys when asleep.  (These greys may actually be terrestrial.  Some subspecies of Jinn actually look like greys.)  Another cause of PTSD is seeing someone suffer horribly.  And, there's even "humiliation trauma." (The list of causes is quite extensive.)

When someone is shaky or crying after a traumatic experience, this reaction occurs for the purpose of integrating the trauma, or "completing the circuit."  Social pressures and not wanting to be seen as weak can suppress this process, which encourages PTSD.  

Dual awareness is focusing on two areas at the same time.  Someone can have a portion of focus on their present physical environment (this is called "open monitoring") while having traumatic memories come up inside them.  Dual awareness helps to process trauma, because then the trauma can surface at levels that are not overwhelming.  An overwhelming level of recalling past trauma results in "retraumatization." 

A meditation teacher who doesn't have knowledge about how trauma operates can tell a student "That's a good sign of progress, so keep going" when the student has increasing turmoil from surfacing traumatic memories during meditation.  This is not progress though.  Damage is actually being done to the student.  When someone with PTSD 'goes within,' the trauma stored within their body is what's inside, which can easily take on a life of its own.  This trauma can multiply and multiply in intensity with the mind not being able to know the difference between memory and real-life experience.  

A meditation teacher who is "trauma-informed" will not say to keep going or "This is you losing your ego or previous self" (and other 'spiritual rhetoric').  Instead, a trauma-informed meditation teacher will tell the student that it's best to stop for the time being and will try to get the student centered in the immediate environment for grounding.  Also, the meditation teacher could refer the student to a therapist or counselor.  Otherwise, if the student keeps going, the trauma becomes a personal hell that just loops over and over with increasing intensity without resolution.  

Definitely, PTSD cannot be meditated away, and meditation can make matters much worse.  "Going within" for those with PTSD is like turning up the volume of inner turmoil, as their body and mind says there is a threat long after the threat has passed.  The student who meditates can also feel ashamed for becoming so destabilized.  ('Insult to injury.')  In the worst-case scenario, this morphs into victim blaming in the form of self-blame and/or blame assigned from others.

There are two ways the body deals with a strong threat for survival purposes.  The first is fight-or-flight, and the second is to freeze.  The freeze response is also called the "Medusa Effect."  Someone can have this response when meditating when their trauma overwhelms them; they freeze in a panic. 

PTSD causes a person to alternate between hypervigiliance and hypovigilance.  Between these two extremes there is what's called the "window of tolerance," which is the ideal state to be able to learn and 'deal with matters.' 

Animals in the wild have either the fight-or-flight response or freeze response only when in immediate danger.  Humans, however, carry these two responses with them long afterward.  It can be very harsh for animals in the wild, but I sometimes become envious of them because at least they don't have the tendency to carry their trauma over months to years as a personal hell.  

For severe cases of PTSD, even focusing on one's breath or abdomen as an anchor can be destabilizing.  However, maybe sight or hearing is stabilizing.  Everyone has different anchors that assist for stability.  Individuals can find the anchor(s) that work best for them.  The more tangible the anchor, the less prone the mind is to wandering and fixating on past traumas.  Something uplifting can be focused on as well.  It's not about escapism though.  This is a balance of dealing with trauma in a way that doesn't cause the trauma to continue to build upon itself and become overwhelming.  

"Interoceptors" are senses inside the body.  "Exteroceptors" are senses outside the body.  Generally, sensing one's physical environment (exteroceptors) helps to manage trauma.  

Disassociation is the feeling of not being in the physical and emotional body, which occurs for the purpose of escaping unbearable experiences as a survival mechanism.  Depersonalization is a type of disassociation where someone is watching themselves.  Extreme forms of abuse can cause this.  Yet, the healing process is hindered when being in a disassociated state long after a traumatic experience took place.

When someone has flashbacks of a traumatic past experience, it's best that they try to snap out of it and affirm that nothing bad is happening in the present immediate environment.  Also, when someone with PTSD talks to someone else about their trauma, it's best for this to be labeled with a title instead of being specific.  This helps to discourage flashbacks.  

Internal Family Systems (IFS) can be a very useful approach.  There are different parts of a person that have different wants.  The Self is like the sun, and the other parts that have different wants are like clouds.  The Self can get intertwined with the clouds without realizing it.  Those with deep trauma have these clouds as necessary survival mechanisms to not be overwhelmed.  However, clouds resulting from trauma can be detrimental when staying long-term.  IFS therapy helps to reduce the intensity of these clouds through 'convincing them.'  It's possible to identify with the Self, and (for example) change the statement of "I'm depressed" to "A part of me is depressed."  More on this here: 

https://chatgpt.com/share/6a677bea-a7ec-83e8-89e4-a5e398d511ba

The hardest part to realize for those who are isolationists (some lightworkers and truthers are definitely isolationists, and I myself am in a very isolated environment) is that humans are hard-wired to be "social animals."  Having relationships with others who are supportive helps to heal trauma very powerfully.  It's even said that trauma cannot truly be healed alone.  (I tend to challenge this claim, even though it may be unavoidably true.)  Other people can be perceived as 'sharing the load.'  Probably, the power of the "social activation system" for mental health cannot be overstated.  

I found this video to be useful.  He doesn't go into how even a 20 minute meditation can be retraumatizing for those with PTSD, but he still reveals a great deal:

A Note on Diet

A commenter wanted to see something on diet, so I thought I'd mention this:

There are those who do well on the fruitarian diet, but I've found that it's important to keep fructose and seed oil consumption low.  There are experiments that can be done as well.  For example, someone could eat only plain full fat yogurt with nothing else for a meal and see how they feel.  I've compared yogurt with milk.  Milk hinders my health while yogurt has a healing effect.  Some say that it takes a couple days to see how a certain food makes them feel, but interestingly, my body tells me in less than an hour.  As always, "No one size fits all."

A Note on Comments

In the interest of honesty/transparency and free speech, the comments section will remain uncensored.  

Cobra stated, "All those comments can be seen as viruses leaving the body that fights the infection."  So, maybe I'm accelerating the clearing of the lurker by allowing all comments. 😁 

Update: 

Those who are not poor who see value in my work can donate here:

https://ko-fi.com/starlight432

I'm not pressuring with guilt to donate, and I'm approaching this without expectation in either direction.  

(This donation link has been added as a sidebar on my blog as well.)

I'll Go There One Last Time

I decided to read the interview

https://www.welovemassmeditation.com/2026/07/sisterhood-of-rose-interview-with-cobra-1221-ascension-portal-activation-part-2.html

from start to finish, and give feedback on certain parts.  I searched within myself to see what I really felt and thought, not catering this to fit anyone's expectations:

Debra: And to achieve this, we really hope to involve people who are maybe not necessarily very familiar with meditation or our topics...

Cobra: Even if they have no prior experience with meditation, they just need to do the best they can and that's it.

Starlight:  Probably, the method being used to reach critical mass is to not rely on long-term participants, because too many of these people have become very damaged and burned out.  The method is to instead seek out new people who are completely unfamiliar with 2012 Portal.

Debra: Within groups in the community, there are still people whose main aim is not to serve the higher good, but rather to serve their own ego, or as an infiltrator, even to undermine the work, whether consciously or unconsciously. What difference does it make in terms of the success or the mission and/or energetically if someone wishes to serve their ego, such as wanting to be in control, wanting power, wanting to be respected, wanting to feel important, et cetera, or if someone intends to sabotage the work/mission, often in subtle ways so that it isn't noticeable at all. And how can we protect the work, the mission, when such people are involved?

Cobra: Unfortunately, infiltration happens a lot and people have many weaknesses. If somebody is disturbing the mission too much, that person needs to be expelled from the mission.

Debra: Why is it that some people who were previously seen as sincere Lightworkers, their driving force has become satisfaction of their ego? Is it because the energies are shifting in such a way that deception is becoming more difficult or because these energies are throwing people off balance? And how should we deal with such people?

Cobra: One aspect of the situation is people got tired, people are waiting for results and they didn't come and they gave up, and they just want to get their reward, which is understandable, but this needs to be put into balance. So anybody who is too off balance either needs to change their way or they need to leave the mission and go somewhere else.

Starlight:  Anyone who legitimately calls something out can be labeled as "undermining the work, whether consciously or unconsciously," and/or as "egotistical."  Anyone can be labeled an "infiltrator" and so forth if they start using their own discernment and begin to see inconsistencies.

This is from AI, but makes a really good point:

"Cobra acknowledges that people are frustrated because they are waiting for results and they didn't come, "which is understandable."  But instead of examining whether the predictions or promises were accurate, the focus shifts to the individual's attitude:  they want their reward and are "off balance," and should either change or leave.

That doesn't necessarily mean the advice is entirely wrong.  It's true that groups sometimes have disruptive members, people can become motivated by status or control, and organizations sometimes need to remove people who genuinely undermine their work.  The manipulative potential comes from how broad and subjective the criteria are.  If criticism, skepticism, or frustration can be interpreted as evidence of "ego," being "off balance," or "disturbing the mission," then those labels can discourage dissent and protect the leadership from accountability."  

And, there may not be a methodology to "be expelled from the mission," unless maybe someone is arrested.  There have been lightworkers who became rapists.  I remember the girl who was in the hospital from this.  Such occurrences were placed under the rug, with Cobra calling this "infighting." 

Cobra: Many wars were prevented, many negative things that would have otherwise [occurred] have been prevented. Of course, people have greater expectations, and I also had greater expectations, and we were all expecting things to get better and easier before, but there is simply so much darkness on this planet that it takes time to resolve all of this. So it is not a question if this is working or not. It is just a question how much it has to transform and it's a lot. Believe me, it's a lot.

Starlight:  Actually, it is a question of whether this is working or not, because no one can know with their own experience, nor with any evidence, that “Many wars were prevented, many negative things that would have otherwise [occurred] have been prevented.”  People only have Cobra's word to go on as an authority figure in this instance, and that’s it.  Any and all outcomes often get connected with the 2012 Portal Paradigm.  Yet, there are many other possible causes for events that take place in the world, many of which are quite mundane.

Debra: Okay, very good. So I have a curious question. Is this Part 2 the second half of the 12:21 Ascension Portal Activation, or do you anticipate there being additional parts in the future?

Cobra: This is classified information at this point.

Starlight speculation:  There will be a Part 3 toward the end of the year.  Part 3 will probably go something like this:  “Many hell to heaven conversions have taken place, but to take this to the final level for Source to trigger the Event, Part 3 will bring the quantum field to the final needed stage.” 

Debra: Okay, thank you. In the instructions for the 12:21 Ascension Portal Activation Part 2 meditation, we are to visualize a wave of opalescent blue light of the New Heaven descending from the sky into our heart chakra, all cosmic beings of light supporting this process. Then we visualize a wave of emerald green light of the New Earth ascending from the Earth into our heart chakra, with all subterranean beings of light supporting this process. Then we visualize both energies merging in our heart chakra and creating a field of opalescent blue-green energy of paradise around us. Would you discuss the meaning and power of this opalescent blue-green energy of paradise?

Cobra: That energy is the energy of the 12th Ray. This is the energy which will anchor the perfect archetype for our future. This is like the best possible, super golden, the best possible timeline for the planet. It is, I would say, the most possible positive energy.

Starlight:  I resonate with the blue-green and golden energy aspect.

Cobra: The main thing is if people manifest their Golden Timeline, this is the best approach towards the Event because then they will be less stressed, they will be more balanced, and this is exactly the energy which is needed for the Event to happen.

Starlight:  Yet, it was repeatedly stated in the past that more instability is a “boiling point” that can cause Source to trigger the Event.

Debra: Okay, thank you. There are a few questions about life after the Event. What's approximately the timeframe to integrate advanced technology into the general public after the Event?

Cobra: I would say a few years.

Starlight:  Yet, no one knows when the Event will happen.  When it becomes so cryptic, this is when I start tuning out.

Cobra: What is most important to know is that this nightmare will be over. I don't know exactly when or how, but it will be over and there are already results which can be felt. The energies on the surface are definitely better than they were 10 years ago. If you remember how things were 10 years ago or even a few years ago and now you can feel the difference and things are going in the right direction, it just takes time. So what is important for us is just to keep going until the finish line.

Starlight:  Not knowing how and when is too ambiguous.  Cobra is not God, but this isn't something that can be worked with when neither how nor when is known.  And, how exactly are the energies better now compared with 10 years ago?  This doesn't ring true at all.  

"Just keep going until the finish line" is how it's been done for 14 years and counting.  Followers are made to feel obligated to keep going no matter what, and no matter how long it takes.  This obligation can become a trap that is never broken free of if the Event keeps being postponed into the future.  There has to be a line drawn somewhere.  This extreme level of protraction is a life not worth living for those who are continuing just because they don't want to be 'quitters.'

It's a form of slavery to keep going with the mind fixated on a finish line that is continually out of reach.  Such a finish line obliterates access to the present moment.  (Disclaimer: "present moment" only if not being starved, bombed, physically tortured, etc.)

Cobra: This is the first result of the infiltration of the positive Andromedans and Aldebarans within the Trump administration. There are some people who are not of a human origin who are basically part of the Andromedan and Aldebaran team who are within the administration and they're engineering this. So it is happening because, I would say, the deep state cannot stop this anymore. So they're trying to spin it, but they cannot stop it.

Starlight:  Yet, there are countless people who really don’t like Trump, so they will not be excited about disclosure coming out through the Trump administration.  They will simply tune this out.  And, there are many lightworkers who are not in favor of government disclosure.  (I take no pro nor anti stance on Trump myself; I'm not focused on Trump and Elon.) 

Cobra: I was describing how the implants are structured, what the programming is and how this is being dismantled. And if people follow that guidance, there will be many breakthroughs.

Debra: Okay. Do you see this has been getting better in this area?

Cobra: No.

Debra: So we need to do more work on that.

Cobra: This has not even started.

Starlight:  If the implants were being disabled/removed, this would not solely rely on ‘working on oneself’ and so forth.  The guided self-work can help, but the many implant clearings over the years should have already been having effects that are independent of participation.  After all those 2012 Portal posts about implant clearings, now we get "This has not even started."

Debra: Now in the past you've said that the manifestation of the Event does not depend on the consciousness level of humanity, but yet now raising our consciousness and our vibration by working to manifest our personal and planetary timeline does seem to be important and necessary. So why is it the Light Forces are now asking us to do this, and why now? Have the energies become more favorable for us to manifest?

Cobra: As I have said before, since the activation last August, we can begin to start utilizing our free will, and this is exactly why this process is taking place now.

Starlight:  Cobra’s answer does not address the question.  Having more free will is fantastic (is there really though?), but it’s a massive inconsistency in the narrative to say that humans working on personal and planetary timelines is absolutely needed.  I have no problem with improving 1% and working on golden timelines, but this needs to not be presented in a way that makes people feel obligated.  “No pressure” is key.  When there’s no pressure, people don’t feel strongarmed and will be more likely to give it a go.  The same applies for mass meditations.  The mindset of great urgency can have a sabotaging influence, especially when there are gaping contradictions in the narrative.  (Newcomers to 2012 Portal may be a different story.)

Cobra: Okay, number one is that I know what my purpose is and I follow that purpose. I would say my will is unbreakable because I know what I came here to do and I will do it. This is not to say it was easy; it was extremely hard, but it does not mean that we will not be successful. It just means that it takes longer. There are many disappointments, but the main key is to connect with the Higher Self and to be aware of the highest purpose all the time.

Starlight:  I must admit, I admire an unbreakable will.

Concluding Statement

My main focus will be healing trauma, which means a new line of research I'm pursuing.  I don't want to slow this down by getting caught up in the 2012 Portal paradigm, for or against.  It just goes in circles with 2012 Portal, stunting my research/growth.  Per day, one can spend too much time calling out inconsistencies with 2012 Portal, and too much time being in discord from all the resulting mental prisons in relation to Ets.  My plan is for this post to be the last post that addresses 2012 Portal and related material.  Others can comment about 2012 Portal if they'd like of course, but I myself will no longer participate in this, not even when I agree with what the comments say.  (That's just me.)

And, it's fine for those who need to focus elsewhere and do other things.  There's no obligation.  No pressure.  There's no such thing as quitting when there's something else to start.  Unbreakable wills do not all have to go in the same direction.  There are so many people in the world who 'hold the Light' very powerfully/profoundly who are unfamiliar with 2012 Portal, and who are not into Ets at all.

Just the same, it's fine to continue with the 2012 Portal paradigm for those who feel guided.  Just because I find 2012 Portal to be disempowering does not mean others will.  

I'm not sure how long it will take to read the new material I've encountered on healing trauma.  It's a considerable amount of research with surprising findings.  When mindfulness and meditation is done too much and/or in the wrong way, past traumas can actually surface so severely that a person experiences "retraumatization."  For the most part, this is something meditation retreats and spiritual teachers/leaders do not understand.  Every person has different needs, and just as there is no one-size-fits-all with diet, this is also true with mindfulness, meditation, and 'spiritual pursuits.'  

I'm also in battle with a being (or maybe beings) that I will call "The Ruiner."  This may or may not be the "Lurker."  The Ruiner is one of the strongest adversaries I've ever faced.  I can achieve some of the most superhuman feats in the dreamstate and it's nothing to this thing.  I won't give up though.  I must defeat it.  My soul's survival is in jeopardy if I don't.  

I may take a month or so off from posting. 

P.S.

There are many awesome commenters.  I really resonate with this youtube channel (quite a name for a channel but I don't take the name literally 😂) that someone mentioned:

https://www.youtube.com/@Dark-sd5xh/videos

And last but certainly not least:

An Alternate Scenario, Keeping It Low Key, Where I'm At With 2012 Portal, and Dark Lords

An Alternate Scenario 

In the scenario of no direct Et intervention, with humanity left to evolve more or less on its own (there's nothing wrong with exploring this possibility), it would take a considerable amount of time for humanity to become a type 1 civilization.  If someone wanted to have type 1 civilization tech in their lifetime, the best option would be to prolong their lifespan.  Developments for this are already taking shape:

Yet, earth could become a dystopian type 1.  This would of course make anti-aging and all the other 'nice stuff' available only to the elites, with a setup very similar to the movie Elysium:

Time will of course tell where earth is headed.  We'll see where AI goes, along with all the war scenarios.  There's no need to doom and gloom, but I'm in strong favor of being a 'realist.'  This means seeing both positive and negative aspects of AI and so forth.  The closest I can come currently for "Will earth become a non-dystopian type 1 civilization in the future if there is no direct Et intervention?" is, "Maybe, maybe not."

There is of course plenty of material on X for disclosure of Ets, but as a realist, I recognize that there was plenty of disclosure on Epstein, and nothing really happened with that (no mass arrests an so forth).  I'm not completely closed to the possibility of direct Et intervention, but I definitely take it with a hefty 'grain of salt.'  

If there was Et contact though, the Ets would need to be type 1, as this is humanity's next stage of evolution.  I emphasize that there can be no skipping of evolutionary phases.  Still, there is an ultra small number of humans who are ready for contact with type 2 and above, and a small portion among these who are ready for ascension.

Keeping It Low Key

I recognize the importance of keeping matters low key.  I actually almost didn't even post the above video on anti-aging peptides because there have been so many instances of very negative events occuring.  Remember back when the person with free energy technology was on his way to a Cobra conference and was murdered before he got there?  Because my blog was heavily associated with 2012 Portal, my blog could also be used as a 'monitor station' for the dark forces.  So, it may be best to keep it low key and not disclose developments in the world that are in the direction of type 1, nor personal developments on my blog (including comments).  (I make no accusation that 2012 Portal is intentionally a monitor station for the dark forces.  This could be entirely unintentional.  I'm just observing what's been happening.)   

All in all though, I see that definitely not all developments can be kept track of by the dark forces.  It's a 'whack-a-mole' scenario; they can't keep track of over 8 billion people, try as they may.  That's of course why they are pushing so hard for WW3. 

Where I'm At With 2012 Portal

I'm told that there are accusations against those who call matters out and question Cobra's narrative.  I'm told that Cobra stated at the latest workshop that such individuals are "hindering the process of planetary liberation."  That's what weaponized spirituality does.  It places blame on those who don't blindly follow the particular narrative.  Blaming and shaming is used to keep adherents 'in line.'  I wouldn't be surprised if some of that blame and shame was aimed in my direction.

Anyway, I was one of the biggest supporters of Cobra over the years.  I spread mass meditations all over the planet through various online means.  Six of my blog posts were posted on 2012 Portal.  I have already gone far and beyond the call of duty.  Alas though, I feel that I am done.  

After my family member was brutally tortured from the most extreme unexplainable chronic pain for 9 years, and then died about 5 months after the month Cobra's 'source' said there would be medbeds, with him dying in ICU in a truly horrible location that was said to be in the area of a 'goddess vortex' when this area is absolutely nothing of the sort... that was the final straw for me.  Yet, that's just me.

For those who want to participate in the upcoming 2012 Portal mass meditation, who want to keep going, that's fine.  I will neither encourage nor discourage this, nor will I discriminate. 

For those who want to permanently leave 2012 Portal externally (online) and internally, in order to truly do so, you cannot hate Cobra.  Hating Cobra ensnares you and brings you into darkness. 

Dark Lords

'Dark lords' (I make no accusation that Cobra is a dark lord) who have a narrative with a following operate in this way:

Those who adhere and support the dark lord make the dark lord more powerful.  Yet also, those who hate the dark lord make the dark lord more powerful.  That's the trap that ensnares.  Those who become disillusioned can end up becoming ensnared in hatred against the dark lord, which results in becoming ensnared in darkness, with the dark lord becoming stronger from this.  It's of course fine to call matters out and expose what needs to be exposed, but beyond this, the only way out is to no longer engage with the dark lord and their material.

Update:

An awesome commenter gave this excellent analysis: 

"The situation with Dark Lords you describe is typically the same with all negative, vampiric entities.  They need attention, positive or negative and it feeds them/invigorates them.  Not getting attention or being "fed" is usually the bane of their existence.

The modern internet saying "don't feed the trolls" comes to mind.  Same with people who are haunted or dealing with a negative attached entity terrorizing them:  reacting with hate or anger only delights and empowers the parasite.

Many abusers and criminals also enjoy it when their victims hate them or curse them or even seek revenge, as it "proves" to them they made their impact and accomplished the damage and chaos to others they sought to create."

Most Initiates Fail Part 2

This is a continuation of this post:

https://starlight432.blogspot.com/2023/10/the-vast-majority-of-initiates-fail.html

When a human fails to do good and instead defaults on abuse with gifts granted by higher forces, these higher forces actually have to pay a price for giving the human such gifts.  The evolution of both the human and the higher forces is damaged.

It's much easier to have metaphysical awareness and abilities after death, but having this when in a physical body, with all of its instinctual programming/drives and so forth... this gets very tricky.

Learning from adepts of the past, in order for a human to become an adept, this takes many lifetimes just to prepare.  And according to the theosophists, when someone dies, they take about 1000 to 1500 earth years to incarnate again. 

Humans have to go very slow, and there are probably no shortcuts.  Someone can't simply conclude that "I'm going to become an adept in this lifetime" if more incarnations are needed to prepare.  If the evolution is too fast, the human's animal nature rebels on overdrive, causing the human to sink into extreme depths.  Someone who receives an awakening when they aren't meant to in this lifetime can develop major darkness.  This is the dark side of 'waking up' that almost no one talks about.    

What is an "adept" anyway?  Something like this:

"A person who has attained an exceptionally advanced stage of spiritual evolution through many lifetimes of disciplined self-development.  An adept is said to have complete mastery over the physical, emotional, and mental nature, direct knowledge of spiritual realities, profound wisdom, and unwavering dedication to serving humanity.  Adeptship is achieved through a series of initiations and is regarded as the culmination of human evolution, with psychic or occult abilities considered secondary to moral and spiritual attainment."

This is great physical and metaphysical abilities combined with the wisdom to master all duality combined with service to others.  The implications of this are beyond anything I'm capable of in this lifetime, and also, dare I say it, beyond what virtually all lightworkers are capable of in this lifetime.  I wonder how many spiritual people have actually 'jumped the gun' and are accelerated beyond what they should handle in this lifetime. 

It's fine to live a life in the here and now without getting super 'metaphysically fancy.'  The alternative may be to become like some of the ones I mentioned in part 1 of most initiates failing.  And, when kundalini gets intertwined with 'Et stuff,' results may not be so good.

When people who mess with kundalini become sexual perverts and/or lose their minds, when people who meditate too much get into a state of unrelenting psychosis, and when people who work with the occult let it go to their heads (big time), it explains quite a bit.

Off and on, I sense judgement being placed upon me for not waking up to the degree needed, with me being seen as a failed initiate.  Really though, I'm fine being more physically oriented, because the physical world is so unique with so many possibilities.  It's possible to go beyond all judgment and hierarchy and be engaged in the present moment with the physical world (disclaimer: if not being bombed and tortured and so forth).  If I'm in a physical body, maybe it's best to be preoccupied with the physical world.  

I'm not ready to have constant conscious awareness and volition in the astral and mental plane.  This would be an astronomical amount of responsibility.  And apparently, once this is activated it cannot be turned off.  Maybe in a future lifetime I'll be ready to be an adept. 

It's fine to work with A432 frequencies.  Some level of awakening is alright.  Yet, with these initiations we keep hearing about, which probably includes initiations necessary for direct positive Et contact, this is something else entirely.  I'm not interested in making first contact with Ets for this reason.  Or, the Ets would need to only be type 1 on the Kardashev scale.  They would not require adepthood, nor high mastery of duality.  (Earth is currently estimated to be at 0.73.)  

(I'm not saying the above in the context of 2012 Portal.  Cobra has changed first contact to require initiation, which is a contradiction of previously promised direct interventions; initiation was not a prerequisite before.  I'd prefer to just 'not go there' anymore with that entire paradigm.  It gets too messy.)

I'll conclude this post with a Kardashev scale up to type 3 with spirituality keeping up with technological progress:  

"Type I:  Planetary unity and responsible stewardship achieved, with a significant degree of collective psychological and spiritual maturity.  (Non-dystopian type 1.)

Type II:  Most individuals have attained what many traditions would call advanced realization or adeptship, allowing the civilization to wield stellar-scale power responsibly.

Type III:  Spiritual mastery is nearly universal, and the civilization's technological and conscious development have advanced together across a galactic scale."

May as Well, In the Interest of Fairness, Leaving it Open, Adepts Did Not All Agree (with Tangent Rant), and The True Vastness of Et Intel

May As Well

Getting 1% better every day, which was mentioned by Cobra at his latest workshop, was started in the 2000's by Dave Brailsford:

https://durmonski.com/self-improvement/1-better-every-day/ 

And, it became popularized by James Clear's book, Atomic Habits:

"Atomic Habits: An Easy & Proven Way to Build Good Habits & Break Bad Ones is a 2018 self-help book by writer James Clear on habit reversal. Its general assertion is that the willpower a person needs to overcome a negatively-affecting habit, such as an addiction, is most easily developed by slowly replacing it with a small and minimally exerting positive habit—"getting 1% better each day"." 

The subconscious can indeed handle 1% better a day without this backfiring, and this does add up.  If it works, may as well make use of it.

In the Interest of Fairness 

Sheldan Nidle was making the same promises since the 1990's that Cobra has been making.  I mentioned this in a previous post, and an awesome commenter recently mentioned the Wikipedia article that goes into this: 

"The narrative stated that during Earth's entry into the photon belt and no later than December 17, 1996, a mass landing of 15 million star ships of the "Galactic Federation" would complete the raising of the consciousness of humanity using their advanced technology. This would achieve a paradise of sociological and ecological evolution—a galactic and divine society—by 2012."

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ground_Crew_Project

An explanation for why the mass landings and transformation of earth did not take place is the archon invasion of 1996 stopped all of this.  Yet, it does reach a point when no explanation works anymore, with strong doubt in the entire paradigm taking hold.  However, in the interest of fairness, there are independent confirmations of 2012 Portal.  Azara commented this recently:

Leaving it Open  

When I really started using my imagination with the white flame just before making the previous post about it, I had a vision of a male with long hair who looked like he might be an Aldebaran.  However, this could have been an adept or master in a physical body, or a being projecting downward from the Devachanic plane, or a positive thought-elemental, and so forth.  Currently, my strategy is to not say one way or the other if this was a positive Et, leaving it open.  Talia Pharol pointed this out very well:

Yet, if the being expressly states that it is an Aldebaran, such as with Azara's description, maybe it is.  I find both Talia's and Azara's comments on this to be very noteworthy – just in different ways.  Maybe one could leave the being as uncategorized unless the being chooses to reveal where it came from.  And, it's up to the one encountering the being to conclude if the being is what it says it is.  (Azara's account sounds legit; 'fair is fair.')

Adepts Did Not All Agree (with Tangent Rant)

One thing's for certain:  Positive forces/intelligences take a liking to those who show initiative.  Yet, in my case at least, I feel better not associating positive forces with Ets.  I very much prefer to instead work with material from past adepts.  This is much smoother because Ets are no longer looked to for interventions, and all the confusion and cognitive dissonance that Et intel tends to bring is also absent.  With adepts from the past, there is no frustration with planetary change taking too long, nor does one get the feeling of, "We had a deal.  Why wasn't the deal honored?"  Adepts of the past didn't go into Ets and interventions and so forth like this.  They instead focused specifically on how all the planes and metaphysics operate, and other related ventures.

And hey, suppose Cobra's paradigm is the real deal.  Ok, great.  The Ets can help personal and planetary situations behind the scenes for the most part, even though this could be changing for some through "inner contact."  Yet, I at least have better things to do with my time than, for example, chase after geopolitical events while trying to link this to the light forces and underground resistance operations without really knowing what many of these operations are (because we're not told what many of them are).  Many times such 'efforts of explanation' fail.

So, with all the different speculations – anymore, no thanks.  With (fill in the blank ad nauseam), no thanks.  Sorry, but this stuff just isn't where it's at for me, and maybe not for some others as well.  But hey, people are going to 'do their thing.'  Why go around 'chasing one's tail' though?  That's what it looks like much of the time with this stuff.  Oh well.  

Some may get offended and think I'm being too harsh, and I'd love to be proven wrong.  "Look Starlight!  (Fill in the blank situation) really did work out!"  And, maybe it will work out, but the timeframe may be longer.  To the ones saying "Summer of 2026 is going to be huge!", yeah, yeah.  Summer of 2025 was supposed to 'be huge' as well, and it's not out of line to say that it was basically a dud.  Sorry, I'm not going to play these games anymore.  But hey, if Summer of this year really is huge, and I mean huge by Event-level interventions, then great, I can be wrong.  Again, I'd love to be wrong. 

But yeah, I remember the mass meditation for covid back in April of 2020, with Cobra posting a chart of the numbers going down shortly afterward as proof of its effectiveness, only to have the numbers skyrocket to levels far worse than ever before within months as the chaos and crackdowns on human rights increased to insane levels.  Sure, the whole 'covid thing' was mostly concluded... about two years after far exceeding critical mass!  (Ok, end of tangent rant.)

Back to adepts of the past.  Even with adepts of the past, there were inconsistencies, which is something I keep in mind:

https://chatgpt.com/share/6a355bf5-546c-83e8-be60-73a0b133b6c9 

The above GPT convo is well worth checking out, I promise.  And I wonder, is it possible to change the programming of the Causal Body through intent when physically incarnated?

The True Vastness of Et Intel 

For those who feel guided to explore other horizons, there are countless individuals and paradigms that go outside Cobra's.  Here's a massive list of alleged contactees: 

Alex Collier, Amorah Quan Yin, Ananda Bosman, Arizona Wilder, E'Asha Ashayana (aka Ashayana Deane), Barbara Hand Clow, Barbara Marciniak, Barney Hill, Betty Hill, Brad Johnson, Buck Nelson, Carla Rueckert, Christine Day, Clifford Stone, Corey Goode, Daniel Fry, Darryl Anka, David Icke, David Parcerisa, David Wilcock (rest in peace), Dolores Cannon, Don Elkins, Eduard "Billy" Meier, Elena Danaan, Enrique Barrios, Enrique Castillo Rincón, Ernest Norman, Ethel P. Hill, Eugene Drake, Frederick Spencer Oliver, Gabriel Green, George Adamski, George Hunt Williamson, George King, George Van Tassel, Howard Menger, Howard Storm, James Gilliland, James Rink, Jason Rice, Jay Essex, J.J. Hurtak, Jean-Charles Moyen, Jim McCarty, Jim Sparks, JP (Michael Salla's anonymous military experiencer), Kelly Rosano, Kim Gougen (she mentions Ets while not being centered around them, but is worth mentioning), Lyssa Royal Holt, Mark Richards, Max Spiers, Megan Rose, Michael Prince, Michael Relfe, Michael Wolf, Miriam Delicado, Nada-Yolanda, Norma Milanovich, Orfeo Angelucci, Patricia Cori, Penny Bradley, Phil Schneider, Phyllis Schlemmer, Randy Cramer, Rebecca Campbell, Reinhold Schmidt, Ricardo González Corpancho, Ricardo Rojas, Robert Dean, Ruth Montgomery, Ruth Norman, Ralf Ettl, Sarah Adams, Sherry Wilde, Sister Thedra, Sixto Paz Wells, Steven Greer, Stuart Holroyd, Suzy Hansen, Teri Wade, Terry Lovelace, Timothy Good, Tim Tactical, Tolec, Tony Rodrigues, Travis Walton, Truman Bethurum, Tuella, Val Valerian, Wendy Kennedy, Whitley Strieber, and William Tompkins.

Some of these are primarily channelers (Anka, Marciniak, Cori).  Some are known mainly for abduction/experiencer accounts (Strieber, Walton, Betty and Barney Hill).  Some are SSP or super-soldier claimants (Goode, Cramer, Rodrigues, Bradley).  Some are researchers, promoters, or intermediaries whose claims involve ET contact but who are not always direct contactees themselves (Wilcock, Good, Rink, Salla's JP case). 

Yes, I used AI on the list.  And of course, many of the channelers are not 'legit,' but were included nonetheless.  

There are many more alleged Et contactees found on James Rink's youtube channel and post-channel:

https://www.youtube.com/@SuperSoldierTalk/videos (Rest in peace James Rink, who died in November of 2025 from heart issues which he was saying were from directed energy weapons.) 

https://www.youtube.com/@SuperSoldierTalk2/videos  

With physical contacts, there are advanced craft that were reverse-engineered from real craft by governments/corporations.  There's also Project Bluebeam and other advanced holographic technologies, and there's of course AI in the mix.  There needs to be a definite way to know what one is getting, and perhaps in time, this can be made clear in ways that words cannot describe.  And actually, with all that's been said, the isness of the moment feels like it mysteriously surpasses everything.  Many experiences cannot be described with words. 

I'll be keeping an open mind, but will also not allow all of the different possibilities to be overwhelming.  And, the adepts from the past provide a powerful and vastly under-represented filter to deal with all the claims being made in modern times.  One can 'narrow information down' for much-needed clarity.