Meaning, Paradigms and Psychological Consequences, A Massive Problem Within Spiritual Movements, Regarding Distractions, My Life Stories, and Beyond the Veil

I sometimes get to where I want to leave 'blog life,' but when I'm finally about to truly let it go, something else comes through for me to post.  This has been the pattern thus far at least.  And, I understand the importance of having a place to go to express oneself.  So, the Starlight blog continues!  Here are some observations as of late:

The Surface Population Seeks Meaning 

Eckhart Tolle states that the search for meaning is only a mental construct.  However, with those who are inspired to be in the present moment, being in the present moment gives them meaning.  It's probably inescapable to seek meaning.  Furthermore regarding meaning:

I set goals for myself.  These goals aren't lofty ones like becoming independently wealthy or anything like that.  Not so much anymore.  I just have small goals that give me something to do, such as reading a book, lifting weights – that sort of thing.  Why?  Because without any meaning or purpose at all, the body's immune system goes down, and in the most extreme cases, the body starts to seriously shut down (not the kind of shutting down that comes with natural sleep) with death looming.  So, even if it's small accomplishments, this has become essential, if nothing else than to keep a minimum level of physical health.  This appears to be universal for all gulag inhabitants (the entire surface population to one degree or another).

The above protocol was inspired by the book, "Man's Search For Meaning" by Victor E Frankl.  This book is intense but well worth reading.  It’s an account from a concentration camp survivor that goes into what's called "logotherapy."  

I had to sift through some archonic ideas in this book, such as 'spiritual growth through suffering,' but it still has some very profound insights into psychology.  Although the vast majority don't live in the conditions like the author did in this book, it may be relevant to the situations of some lightworkers/warriors who can be in conditions that are on the harsher end of the spectrum. 

Different Paradigms Have Different Psychological Consequences 

Corey Goode maintains that humanity needs to set itself free and that positive Ets will only intervene in the distant background.  This is in stark contrast to 2012 Portal.  2012 Portal has stated countless times that positive Ets will liberate earth with drastic interventions, and that lightworkers/warriors just need to help out with meditations and planting stones and so forth for preparation.  This is why I (and others who may relate) started calling out Cobra when it at least felt like the tone started going in the direction of “Humanity needs to wake up to allow for planetary liberation.” 

The psychological effect of being told Ets will intervene on countless levels and then this being delayed for so many years is absolutely devastating.  There are so many damaging aspects to relying on these interventions and then having these interventions continually be out of reach, and not even knowing their real timeframe.  

Corey Goode’s followers (the ones remaining after his court case) are probably in a better psychological state, because Corey Goode’s followers were told from the start that “Humanity has most of the power,” while 2012 Portal has repeatedly stated “Humanity is in a hostage situation that only positive Ets can resolve,” which sets up many followers to be chronically obsessed with being rescued.   

There can be endless debates about how much control the dark forces currently have over the surface population, but whether or not humanity 'has the power' is not the point I’m trying to make.  I’m only looking at this in terms of psychology.  It’s far more mentally healthy to view oneself as self-empowered rather than viewing oneself as being a hostage who needs to be rescued with the rescue operation being continually protracted.  Even those living in very dire conditions would be more sane if not being told for so many years that Ets would rescue them with this continually failing to materialize.

(At this point, I’m going to have to become a psychologist.  I may not get a Master’s or PhD, but I’ll increase my psychological research to a 'professional level' with or without the ‘fancy piece of paper on the wall.’  Psychology is only one piece of the puzzle, but I drastically underestimated it.  At the same time though, I'll use discernment to not be limited by psychology, as psychology is mostly not open to 'metaphysics.')  

Somewhat Related: 

One can learn about black nobility families (I suggest doing so if one's unfamiliar), and this is important, but the reason I haven't posted on this subject is because I take a different strategy.  I'm more interested in the psychology that is employed by the dark forces, which is something that may be universal among them.  I endeavor to learn the psychology of their manipulations and then to come up with solutions.  One of their main manipulations a wise one once told me is to promise change and then always have this change be out of reach.  This is what believers of the 2012 Portal paradigm are continually being put through.  (I'm not accusing 2012 Portal of intentionally doing this, but this is the result thus far.) 

A Massive Problem Within Spiritual Movements

Regarding recent verbal abuse in the comments section(s), what comes out of all of this is a massive problem within spiritual movements.  There can be abusive behavior, and this behavior gets excused because "We're all on the same side" and so forth.  Various ways are found to downplay the abusive behavior.  These kinds of mentalities can be used to justify all forms of abuse.  

There are countless instances of physical and sexual abuse that get pushed under the rug within countless spiritual movements in real life.  Fortunately this has only been in the form of verbal abuse here recently, as my blog confines interaction to text and media on a screen; I don't have any following in real life.  Yet, imagine if some of the really unstable ones who visit my blog lived together in a spiritual group in a compound. (Actually, maybe try to not imagine this. 🫣😅)  I of course don't mean to single anyone out when saying this, but this kind of material has been known to gravitate 'all kinds of crazy.' 

Anyway, at least on my blog, here's my advice, take or leave: 

If you find something that benefits you and others start hating on it, just don't listen to them.  Keep going with it.

Also, don't listen to the happiness police, and don't listen to the unhappiness police.  (The happiness police try to force others to be positive all the time with toxic positivity, and the unhappiness police try to force others to be miserable all the time with doom and gloom and "Only Ets can save us so don't you dare enjoy anything on planet gulag."  Well, they often say "mostly anything" at least.)

Do what works best and don't let others discourage you if they make the attempt.  

Regarding Distractions

Really, who am I to bash material that helps someone?  I won't do that, and those who do become nothing more than distractions.  The same awesome commenter who mentioned the recent playlist also pointed out that the dark forces use distractions to hinder growth, and it's true, they do.  

Maybe some people get used as puppets to unknowingly try to create distractions for others.  This is a pattern I've been noticing both online and in real life.  I'll also ask myself, "Are there ways I'm being used as a puppet?"  

Anyway, I found the playlist recently mentioned by the awesome commenter to be very helpful.  Yet, if some resonate more with information from elsewhere (internal and/or external places), that's fine too.  People can 'do their thing.'  There's no one size that fits all.  

My Life Stories 

The first video in the playlist was very synchronistic for me because I've been noticing that with the stories I've been telling myself, there's been a great amount of negativity bias.  It's as though only selectively negative memories come up in a chain to create harmful stories.  

So after viewing the video linked above, I started looking for alternative 'life story evidence' to poke holes in my harmful life stories.  I found many such holes, which provided me relief.  I began reframing in a grounded way, pointing out previously ignored facts that contradicted my harmful life stories.  I didn't go 'rainbows and unicorns' with my past, but I debunked many of the destructive stories I've been telling myself, which helped me immensely. 

Beyond the Veil

Beyond words (including my own words), and beyond the two main forms of aggression, there are realities beyond the veil that can be accessed.  There really is emerald light and so many other aspects that can be accessed inwardly.  And, opals really do have rainbow frequencies, which reminds me of the Rainbow Flower of Life.  And yes, there really can be inner first contact.  Yet, there's no "first in line."  It's instead a free flowing situation without this becoming a spiritual competition.  

An excellent personal goal can be to go beyond the two main forms of aggression and related distractions that attempt to act as blocking mechanisms.  A big part of this is learning to let go of what doesn't serve oneself.  

So yes, even if momentarily (in my case it's momentarily, although this can change with more practice), what's beyond the veil can be inwardly accessed.  Associate this with 2012 Portal or not.  I understand why there are those who don't.  Either way, it's still possible to access what's beyond the veil.

The Sweet Spot (Updated on 04/13)

I've run into issues with the belief that the video in my previous post on psychology is a 'fraud' and 'toxic positivity,' so maybe in the future I will only say what needs to be said in my own words to reduce what I call "toxic distortivity."  Toxic distortivity can be defined as:

"Going to extremes to distort and/or falsely label what's being said."

In my own words, here's some psychology that may be useful:

Beyond positive thinking (which is toxic positivity) and beyond the emotions, there is the story that people tell themselves based on their past.  When analyzing myself, I found that I have destructive stories I've been telling myself for a long time that do indeed cause destructive life tendencies.  It actually is the stories I've been telling myself (when I'm alone with no external disturbances) that underlie my destructive thinking and feeling. 

The dark forces promote that truthers have a know-it-all attitude that is closed off to exploring certain subject matter.  The dark forces want truthers to not venture to explore the hard sciences, for example, and instead blow off the hard sciences as 'cabal disinformation.'  Yet, if truthers actually got into the hard sciences, they could come up with breakthroughs that 'normies' would not have come up with (hopefully not getting assassinated in the process of course).  This is because truthers have a more powerful imagination than average people that can reach new heights when this is applied to the hard sciences.  

Psychology is also a science, although not 'hard.'  In addition to promoting that the hard sciences be avoided, the dark forces also use various psychological methods to get truthers to blow off the benefits of psychology as being 'cabal nonsense' or a 'fraud' or 'toxic positivity' in order to keep them in a limited lane of thought.

Here's a question:  If all the sciences are 'cabal-run junk' and so forth, why do we have cars and jets and advanced computers and so forth?  It's obvious that the hard sciences have countless tangible manifestations.  It's just that there are of course limitations and directions the hard sciences do not venture.

There definitely is a closed-mindedness to the hard sciences, but blowing off the hard sciences (and psychology) is actually even more closed-minded than the hard sciences are.  How ironic that many truthers who see themselves as having so much 'out-of-the-box thinking' are actually more closed-minded than mainstream scientists! 

A truly awakened and powerful individual embraces the hard sciences and psychology and is open to metaphysics and alternative information at the same time.  Also, any distortions in the hard sciences and psychology, along with distortions from alternative information, get sifted through with discernment.  (Questioning of authority is still 100% enacted.)

With that being said, back to accusations of 'toxic positivity' against my previous post:

All I'm saying is that there can be a balance between toxic negativity (and toxic distortivity) and toxic positivity, which also has its own version of toxic distortivity (a modified definition of toxic distortivity within toxic positivity).  

It's definitely not beneficial to be 'sunshine and rainbows' all the time.  Yet, it's also definitely not beneficial to be 'doom and gloom' all the time either.  There can actually be a middle ground between the two.  Surely there is a 'sweet spot.'  That is my aim.  

It's understood that many need direct intervention from the light forces ASAP.  Yet, day after day, week after week, year after year, and decade after decade (some have been into being extracted since the "Age of Aquarius" music video came out in the late 1960's) goes by without interventions that can be directly experienced, so it may be even worse to wait on the light forces in a great state of need without exploring other avenues.  I for one will not wait on intervention while my life wastes away.  Pardon my 'french,' but that way of 'living' can go fuck itself. ⚡️🔥

Update on 04/13:

I felt it necessary to scrutinize the video in the previous post using AI.  I asked AI to come up with a better, more complete version of the video that removes inaccuracies.  I also requested that this be stated in a way that is easily relatable.  Here goes:

"A more accurate way to understand “core stories” is not as a single hidden force that controls your life, but as part of a larger system made up of your thoughts, emotions, behaviors, and experiences, all constantly influencing each other.  What people call a “core story” is basically a deep belief or pattern you’ve learned over time about yourself, other people, or how the world works (for example, “I’m not good enough” or “people will hurt me”).  These beliefs don’t just come from one moment in childhood.  They usually form from repeated experiences, especially emotional ones, and they stick around because your mind keeps finding ways to confirm them, often without you realizing it.

These “stories” feel true not because they’re always accurate, but because they’re reinforced in multiple ways.  For example, if you believe you’ll be rejected, you might avoid social situations or act guarded, which prevents you from having positive experiences that could prove the belief wrong.  Your mind also tends to focus on evidence that supports what you already believe and ignore what doesn’t.  On top of that, emotions play a role. If something feels scary or uncomfortable, it can make the belief seem even more valid.  So the story keeps itself going, not just as an idea, but as a loop between thinking, feeling, and acting. 

Because of this, real change doesn’t come from simply “telling yourself a new story.”  It usually requires a more structured process.  That includes questioning your beliefs, looking at actual evidence, and most importantly, testing them in real life by doing things you might normally avoid.  Over time, these new experiences can start to weaken the old patterns and support more accurate, flexible ways of thinking.  Changing your “story” is part of the process, but it happens gradually, as your mind updates based on what you consistently experience, and not all at once through insight alone. 

At the same time, it’s important to be realistic about responsibility.  You’re not in control of everything that shaped you or everything that happens to you.  But you do have some control over how you respond and what you choose to do next, within your circumstances.  So a better way to look at it is this: your core beliefs matter, but they are not fixed and not all-powerful.  They are part of a system that can change, but only through repeated, real-world adjustments, and not just by deciding to think differently about the stories you tell yourself."

The Thing Behind The Thing

An awesome commenter sent me a playlist of videos here:

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLckrOG6wXxv1HYNcTwsyr2nwfmkx08p3F&si=lggut3uEaanUQPKW 

I watched the first one from start to finish: 

 

 

It's understood that not everyone here has an interest in money.  Many just want to go home, and that's fine, but the above video's core message can be extremely helpful to all walks of life.  I'm extremely impressed by his level of information.  Many self-help gurus say to "change your thinking," but he states that the actual core behind the thinking comes from the stories we tell ourselves based on our past.  This is a major breakthrough! 

He also goes into distortions in the spiritual community, explaining that some individuals use inner work “as a superiority flex,” expressing attitudes such as “You haven't done the inner work that I’ve done, so you’re just not as spiritually evolved as me.”  He points out the irony that this stance arises “from a place of superiority and ego,” reinforcing a narrative of “why I’m better than others,” including beliefs such as “I’m chosen” or “the universe speaks through me and not other people.”  He's definitely correct in calling this out.

He is slightly different than Eckhart Tolle because he states that new identities can be made while Tolle suggests being present beyond all identities.  My finding is that one can forge new identities and also have times to go beyond all identities, as the "undefined."  And, the 'control room behind all identities' can be from the standpoint of the undefined I Am Presence.  

I don't see the above video as the law of attraction or law of assumption, as of course those two interrelated principles have distortions.  (Spirituality can be weaponized to blame victims for atrocities.)  I more look at this in terms of not changing reality, but instead changing how reality is dealt with.  If outer manifestation doesn't change when personal psychology is improved, 'it is what it is.'  However, at least how the world is dealt with doesn't have to result in massive amounts of loosh generation. 

I'll definitely be watching more videos on the above playlist.  I'm very grateful to the awesome commenter who sent this! 💖

Loosh Management Strategy and a Surprise

Important note:

The strategy of not feeding energetic currency to unwanted personal realities is most easily applied for those who have a basic level of safety and health.  For those who do not have their survival needs met, those who are in very real danger, and those who have severe medical conditions, this becomes much more difficult to implement.

Historically, there have been cases of very hard-core stoics who were able to detach from being physically tortured for years on end.  There have also been prisoners of war who detached from the abuse they went through.  There's no expectation for those living in dire circumstances to do this though, and the result can often be PTSD.

Very often for those in dire conditions, hope of being rescued is all they have to keep them going.  So, to those who are in dire conditions who are reading this post, I would never try to say to give up on hope.  (This leads me to conclude that there's no one-size-fits-all way to deal with every scenario.)

With this being said, the following is addressed to those who live in average conditions (sub-par because earth is still not liberated, but not dire):

With personal life situations, we all have bills to pay and we deal with scenarios that are just no fun.  We all have to ‘go through the motions.’  Yet, through the teachings of the stoics and being present beyond “my life” and “my situation,” it’s possible to have a level of detachment to reduce the amount these situations leech our energies through loosh.  I’ve been able to energetically detach in this way to a moderate extent.  I’m still stuck in the situations, but at least I’m not feeding them massive amounts of my energy.  This is a skill that grows the more it’s applied. 

I’m not advocating the Law of Attraction or the cliché, “What you think about, you bring about.”  This is more precisely, “One need not make unwanted situations worse through amplification from giving them energetic currency.”  (Energy and focus is a current of energy – hence "energetic currency.") 

Just as energetic currency is given or withheld to personal life situations, energetic currency is also given or withheld to global situations.

Giving energetic currency to “ends times madness” narratives, such as the narrative that the world will continue destabilizing and worsening followed by an Event that ‘saves the day’ – this only results in feeding the realities of more severe economic hardship, wars and genocides, and other various doom and gloom scenarios.  Atrocities in the world being justified as 'just a part of the plan for destabilization for the Event' is a very dysfunctional and abusive mindset.    

I’m not denying that global issues exist.  Yet, feeding these issues with the belief system above and other forms of fixation only amplifies them, especially for those who have activated their manifestation powers with Flower of Life meditations and so forth.  

Tangent:  When both constructive and destructive occurrences in the world are seen as 'progress,' this results in a narrative that cannot be held to scrutiny.  Surely I'm not the only one who has a problem with that.

Basically: 

Beyond what Cobra or anyone else says (including me), people can ask themselves, “What am I feeding?”  Situations must be faced, but there can at least be the exercise of power over feeding.  This doesn’t have to be done in a way that is ‘sticking our heads in the sand.’  Reality should not be ignored.  It's just that unwanted situations need not be made even worse through giving them vast amounts of energetic currency.  

Anyway, not to be the 'loosh police' or anything; just trying to 'make do.'  Getting outside and going for walks in nature, if possible, really helps.  So does learning the hard sciences or some form of challenging mental activity.  These kinds of activities help take the mind off all the 'stuff.'  The 'stuff' may still there, but it doesn't have to be a massive vampire.

The Flip Side 

Well, I've got it all figured out don't I?  Everything can just be 'managed,' nice and neat. 😏     

I recently reached a point where my own issues tormented me so much I accessed Source with my entire being crying out, "Why?"  I broke down in a way I've never done before, and everything became alive in a way I can't describe as tears rolled down my face.  I got pushed so far nothing could stop the floodgates from bursting.  

This could be seen as awakening through suffering.  I guess in my situation, I don't care anymore.  This is just the way it happened.  

Sometimes there are no more strategies.  No more techniques.    

Sometimes it's just oneself and the Creator.     

My Golden Planetary Timeline

There are two types of Golden Timelines per person.  One Golden Timeline is what someone wants personally (Personal Golden Timeline), and the other one is what someone wants for Earth (Planetary Golden Timeline).  These two Golden Timelines intertwine and overlap in many areas.

I prefer to live spontaneously, so I don't have a Personal Golden Timeline laid out with specifics.  However, my Planetary Golden Timeline is as follows:

First, liberation forces would need to have their trillions upon trillions of forces (it would be this number if the entire multiverse/omniverse is here) to keep any and all possible retaliations from the dark forces against the surface population in check.  Part of this would involve liberation forces beaming off all nukes from the planet surface.  All chemical/biological weapons are beamed away.  Also, all secret bombs in all major cities would be beamed away.  (I've come across intel saying major cities are held hostage in this way.)  All the dark forces are beamed off-world and processed.  (Militaries can still remain, except for the ones that are exclusively of the dark forces).  This all happens simultaneously.  

Then, millions of Et-level EMPs would be used to shut down all remaining militaries on the planet surface.  This would be done to stop all missile launches against all UFO craft and civilians.  Boots on the ground Et militaries would also surround countless areas of vulnerability to stop any armies from committing genocides.  These Et militaries could be cloaked until needed.

All core systems for water and so forth would be managed by liberation forces.  The surface society would be completely infiltrated on every level by liberation forces (covertly in the beginning).   

By this point, many in the surface population know 'something's up,' because missiles are no longer able to be fired anywhere on the planet surface and there have been many strange sightings of 'beamings.'  Around this time, UFOs start showing themselves in mass and start broadcasting through mainstream media.  Some time is given for the surface population to digest all of this.  Chaos is avoided because again, liberation forces have so thoroughly infiltrated all aspects of all societies.

When the surface population digests this enough, liberation forces distribute replicators, medbeds, and all other really cool tech and so forth.  Then, the Event happens.

(There may be pieces I'm missing, but this is the 'gist of it.'  I could state what happens beyond the Event in this timeline, which entails starseeds and earthseeds going where they want to go in the cosmos along with many other activities, but I feel the Event is a good stopping place for now.) 

The Event doesn't trigger these interventions.  Instead, these interventions trigger the Event.

The timeframe for my Golden Planetary Timeline's completion is this year.  

I'm not saying my Golden Planetary Timeline is 'how it will go down,' but this would definitely be my chosen course for planetary liberation.

(I apologize for making so many posts in such a short time.  This one's more important, and I'll give it a decent amount of time before making another.)

If It Causes Harm, Why Feed It?

I found this to be very interesting: 

"Now on the other hand there are other types of resets that are more positively fed to you. Some of those would be the Global Currency Reset that has been in the works now for almost two decades, which never pays out. Nesara/Gesara which has been in the works for allegedly much longer and neither of them are telling you the truth.

...The Great Reset is the next possible option for the elite to maintain control of us cattle as they call us. So that being said, the reason why they put out different versions of the Great Reset online is because they are looking for your implied consent, whether you favor the positive one or watch lots and lots of video about the negative Great Reset. The implied consent there is you watch, you fear it, so you’re giving away your power through fear. In addition to that, you do nothing about it. Not like there is anything you could do about it, but once you know and you do nothing that is implied consent. So, you are consenting to what they are about to do to you, based on the fact you are doing nothing. They say willful ignorance is a crime and this is where they kind of get you on a technicality.

Now this isn’t anything negative towards all you listening to this in any way shape of form because there really isn’t anything you can do and they know it. But they put this information out there, both positively and negatively so they can get the majority of people to follow along and to do nothing but sit there and wait for the positive thing to happen, while the others are just looking for signs everywhere and anywhere that the negative could possibly be happening."

(Link)

(Some may take issue with this source, but what she's saying here makes a massive amount of sense.  In many ways her material far exceeds my expectations.)   

(The loosh from gloom and doom that goes with the dark forces' great reset is obvious, so there's no need to discuss that in this post.)

The positive great reset promised by 2012 Portal generates a massive amount of loosh because this goes in a cycle of hope to fear to despair/hopelessness to hope again.  This repeats over and over.  

Followers have hope that the Event and the positive Et great reset will bring about planetary liberation, but as the world continues to deteriorate (wars, genocides, increasing economic hardship and so forth), fear comes into play:   

"What if the Event doesn't happen for such a long time the world gets so bad that even earthseeds (natives to earth who are more used to hardship) will not be able to stand it anymore?"  "What if we are all just left standing with a broken world and no intervention?  That's the pattern so far and it's already over 3 months into 2026!"  

Then the fear turns into despair/hopelessness, but the despair/hopelessness is unbearable to endure for too long, so it returns back to hope again.  And on and on this goes. 

My solution is to no longer accept any narrative that promotes deteriorating conditions followed by an Event that 'saves the day.'  I'll no longer feed the narrative that deteriorating planetary conditions is 'progress behind the scenes leading to the Event.'  I'll instead go with what's tangible.  What happens in the physical world can have the final say regarding what's real and what's fabrication.

Anymore, at least in my case, it's about "Does this belief system benefit me or does this belief system cause me harm?"  It's not selfish to approach it this way, because when someone stops being harmed, this means it's one less person in the world being harmed, which means less harm to the world itself.

Personal Golden Timelines are fine.  There's nothing wrong with this.  Eliminating harmful belief systems assists such timelines.  And, if followers want to keep participating in meditations and so forth, that's fine too.  Maybe this could be done without feeding that horrendous 'loosh cycle' though. 

The most progress I've ever made in life was when I internally implemented Eckhart Tolle's material of going beyond harmful mental constructs.  Yet, if some don't like Eckhart Tolle because he's wealthy, it's possible to come up with one's own methods of going beyond harmful mental constructs, or a hybrid method of sorts.  

Ultimately though, people will do what they do.  This is not up to me.  This is just 'where I'm at,' and maybe some will benefit from what's being said here.

Update:  A disclaimer needs to be added:

I'm not saying that unavoidable aspects of life can just be ignored.  There are many narratives that are physically occurring that must be dealt with, such as paying taxes (or trying to bypass taxes for those brave few who unfortunately often end up in prison).  Yet, Event narratives do not fit this category.  Unlike paying the bills and so forth, the Event continually does not manifest.

I'm not saying to just avoid reality.  In fact, by no longer energetically supporting narratives that continually have no physical manifestations, I'm promoting that we 'get real.'

It's also possible to do what must be done to survive without giving it as much frustration/anger/fear.  I learned this from Eckhart Tolle and stoicism.  Of course this doesn't change reality, but it does get the loosh down.

Disclaimer #2:

It's detrimental to 'fall into materialism.'  There are metaphysical realities as well.  However, most don't know the actual 'structures' of metaphysical realities (I'm fuzzy on this myself) and how they really operate.  

I have metaphysical abilities, but I use caution to not get too tied up in this.  Telepathy and dreamstate experiences, for example, can be disabling if I focus too much on them, especially when not being grounded.

Believe It Or Not

A commenter stated this:

"I am from southern China. I can confirm that the allegations against Li Haoyang are true; he is a monster who raped a girl and tried to cover it up. Li Haoyang was arrested by the police in 2024 and is currently in prison. Additionally, Liu Ziwen, the founder of the Blue Dawn organization, and his assistant Li Bei were arrested by the police in September 2024. They were apprehended in Tibet and are currently serving prison sentences as well, charged with using religious superstition to undermine public welfare."

Cobra mentioned the issue of "greyhat lightworkers." I'm reminded of a post by Ascend Liberation

https://optimaltimeline.blogspot.com/2025/09/the-broken-bridge-why-awakened.html 

that has this quote from Cobra:

"Light Forces are estimating that about one third of people in Lightworker groups (physical and online) are either entity possessed, MK-Ultra programmed double agents (sleepers) or some of them even infiltrated agents of Jesuits, Illuminati and intelligence agencies."

https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2019/12/blue-dawn-ascension-conference-report.html

It's important to understand the psychology of some rapists and pedophiles.  Some of them are really sorry for what they do and they will cry, but then will continue with their abusive behaviors because the programming goes so deep into their natures.  When anomalous programming bonds with sexuality, it's like scrambled eggs (that of course cannot be unscrambled).  It goes to such a deep level that someone like this who has a good heart cannot stop.  (I'm not taking the side of these individuals.  They absolutely need to be apprehended so that no more people get hurt.  This is only stated to understand the inner workings.)

Believe it or not, sexual deviants who are not born psychopaths (the ones who still have a heart and empathy) can connect with Source.  This is because sexuality is not the only aspect of a human being.  It's just that when someone with these issues connects with Source/higher realms, their distortions are not a part of this.  

Their sexuality would be non-salvageable, so if going back to Source, that part of them would be disintegrated while the rest of their non-distorted aspects survive.  This would be a partial restart, and one who is like this would rebuild aspects that are disintegrated if chosen.  (I'm approaching this from the angle of abusive sexualities being unable to be repaired no matter how much anomaly/subquantum/lurker gets cleared.  I could be wrong though; this is just what I'm seeing from current understandings.)

I'm able to become other people and embody their perspectives when drifting off to sleep at night.  (This is not under my control.)  Some of this comes through when I return to myself upon waking up, and I can see very private aspects of others.  I also have entire dreams of other people's experiences.  (Also not under my control.)  This places me in a position to go beyond surface-level understandings.  

The subject matter on this one is 'touchy,' but the remaining clearings reside within touchy issues.  There is no subject that should go unexamined if any tangible progress is to be made.