Perspectives and Findings

Yesterday I saw a video of people being pinned down and force vaccinated in Australia.  I'm now starting to see just how far the deep state is taking things, and I felt the need to be honest about my feelings.  I'm afraid.  I'm afraid of the world going to this really dark place and never coming out of it.  I'm afraid that messages saying "In the end everything will be ok" are just messages to pacify me with false hope, and that there is no light at the end of the tunnel.   If someone gets forced vaccinated with the covid vaccine, and the vaccine doesn't kill them in the future (which is an open discussion - time will tell), this person mine as well be dead, because one of the most fundamental freedoms has been violated.  If people don't even have the freedom to choose what they put into their own bodies anymore, people mine as well be dead, because such a world is a world that is not worth living in.  A world without having basic, core freedoms is a d

I boiled them and let them steep for a while.  Then I put the pan of hot water and pine needles in the fridge to cool it like someone would cool jello.   After the pan of water and pine needles became cool in the fridge, I then poured it into a couple mason jars using a strainer to separate the solid material.  It's murky-looking because it's so potent from being in hot water for so long.  Therefore, this amount may last me for a few days.  The taste is strong.  It's bitter but has a sweet aftertaste.     A while back, Prepareforchange mentioned this video on the different types that can be made.  The one I used above is White Spruce.  

Below are some things that can be intended in a meditation.  There's nothing to fear in the case of lightworkers, although of course keep your guards and protections up.  For them though, there is everything to fear.   The chimera underground bases have been cleared, and other underground bases have also probably already been cleared by now, so now it's time to place all the focus on liberating the planet surface and surface population.  Here are some intents that can be used in a meditation to liberate the surface population: - Remove all remaining chimera beings and entities, archons, draco, and reptilians.  I as One with the Galactic Central Sun command this be done now. - Remove the unholy 5 from their physical bodies and send them to the Galactic Central Sun.  I as One with the Galactic Central Sun command this be done now. - Remove all jesuits/archon families from power.  I as One with the Galactic Central Sun command this be done now. - Remove all deep state operatives i

Often, I make predictions for the future and these predictions become reality.  For example, I made a post on July the 10th stating that covid tyranny would reassert itself because covid cases were beginning to go back up.  Low and behold, mask mandates are now being reinstated across the U.S.   Another prediction that came true was a post I made on January the 7th, stating that big tech would use the capitol riots to go on a censorship spree like never before, even closing down alternative sites like Prepareforchange.  This prediction fortunately wasn't completely accurate, as many alternative sites are fortunately still up and running, including Prepareforchange.  However, big tech did indeed use the capitol riots to censor like never before.   On December 22, 2020, I made a post titled "How to Reduce the World's Population by 90%."  In this post, I predicted how the vaccine would kill 90% of the world's population.  This one hasn't come true so far, and hop

I'm always hearing about problems in the world reported by the alternative media.  This often causes me to get a feeling of 'gloom and doom.'  Problems are everywhere.  Yes, we all know.  I'm not interested in problems.  I'm interested in solutions.  When encountering problems, instead of getting upset and depressed, why not pursue solutions? For example, the surface population still hasn't been liberated from the cabal.  Instead of complaining about things taking too long, one can do a meditation for the surface population being liberated from the cabal.  When something desired is not manifesting, one can focus on the manifestation of what is desired.  Doing this creates a feeling of liberation instead of frustration, because it puts a person in the driver's seat instead of playing the 'waiting game.'   Another example is the vaccines.  "People who are vaxxed are all going to die, and they will spread their spike protein to the rest of us!"

Around 8:00 a.m. UTC time on 07/25/2021, I experienced a very powerful connection to my higher self.  I was meditating on freeing the surface population at the time, and I had tears of joy in my eyes.  After a while of meditating (maybe 30 minutes or so), my ears rang a bit and I began to have doubtful thoughts.  I tried to fight off these doubtful thoughts unsuccessfully, and I could no longer access feelings of love and joy. I have a theory that whenever awareness and access to the higher self grows to a certain point, the cabal use 5G to shut down the awareness and access to the higher self.  Ringing in the ears has a strong correlation to this, so it's probably a symptom when being hit by 5G.  Ringing in the ears is probably not limited to only being hit by 5G though. The 'tug of war' between the light forces and dark forces may be intensifying, because I'm finding more and more that I am becoming bipolar.  I will be of a very low nature for a time, but then at a la

Surface Population Liberation Meditation Instructions (Suggested duration of the meditation is 20 minutes): 1. Use your own technique to bring you to a relaxed state of consciousness. 2. State the following intent:  It is my intent to do this meditation to bring direct physical intervention from positive Ets, the underground resistance, and the positive military to the surface population, resulting in the full and permanent removal of the cabal from power on Earth, forever setting the surface population free. 3. Invoke the Violet Flame from its primary source to place a circle of protection around you during and after the meditation. Ask it to transmute anything that does not serve the Light. 4. Visualize a pillar of pink Light, emanating from the Galactic Central Sun and then descending down through your body and deep into the center of the Earth. 5. Visualize this Light flowing through your heart and then through your hands directly to the surface population. Visualize the Light forc

There are many examples of cabal engineered protests that turn into chaos causing harm to the public.  Protesting forced/coerced vaccination in mass, such as in France and other countries, however, is something the cabal DOES NOT WANT.  It's the people who have the power, because it's the people who operate society.  If enough people say NO, the cabal fail.  There are historical examples when mass protests against other planned forced vaccines stopped the vaccine laws from going into effect.  If you live in a country that is planning on vaccine passports and/or forced vaccination, STAND UP AND SAY NO!  March on the streets in mass and say NO!  Shout NO!!  Scream NO!!!  The Ets may agree with me here, and they may want you to say NO, instead of whining and moaning about "Oh what will I do?  Why won't the Ets save us?  I might... lose my job!"  Seriously, stop that!   Power to the surface population!!! 

Loosh is food for the dark forces.  Loosh is generated in three ways that I am aware of: A first way is to be abused. A second way is to be aware of others being abused but not be able to do anything to stop it.  Not being able to stop abuse creates feelings of anger, helplessness, hopelessness, and despair. A third way is to engage in unnecessary conflicts. Lightworkers (the authentic kind) can generate a tremendous amount of loosh because lightworkers are often aware of abuse without being able to stop it, and are also abused for the light work they do. Meditations can be done to help stop current abuse and prevent future abuse.  It's important to understand though that there are not enough meditations that can fit into one lifetime to cover all the abuse on Earth.  There's only so much a lightworker can do!  There are other beings throughout the universe who are here who can help with the rest. If lightworkers stopped looking at all the bad news in the world, they would gene

All the tyranny in the world, all the abuse in the world - I can't directly do anything about it.  I have no power to directly fix all these problems.  Others do though, such as the positive military, the underground resistance, and the light forces.  It is their job to directly fix these problems, because they have the capability to do so.  I do not.  I don't have a high tech machine gun to take out the negative elites, and I wouldn't even be able to find the negative elites if I did have a high tech machine gun because I don't have the necessary intel to find them.  I don't have advanced Et craft to be able to neutralize the dark forces.  I don't have replicators to feed the starving people in Southern Africa.  If the situation on Earth continues to plunge further and further into chaos and tyranny, it's not my fault, and I don't care.  I can only do what I can do, and I won't worry and get upset about the rest.  Why worry and get upset over proble

Covid cases keep rising in the US, and there is now a new mask mandate in a county in California.  It's very easy to predict where this is all headed.  The unvaccinated will be blamed for the delta variant (and any other variants they come up with).  Also, the vaccine is said to be less effective against the delta variant.  Mask mandates will be renewed across the US, and probably many lockdowns as well.  The freedom in the US from mask mandates and lockdowns is only brief.  Things will be going right back to the same way they were during the 'pandemic,' with all that wonderful tyranny and subjugation.   My job will once again require all employees to wear masks.  Only this time, when this happens (it's not a matter of 'if' - the cabal are ridiculously predictable with their plans), I will take a leave of absence from my job.  Every day I work at my job I'm completely miserable anyway.  Also, this time I will not be wearing a shield when shopping in grocery

This symbol has great power.  I haven't used it in years.  Somehow I forgot about it. The one who goes by the name "Bear Heart" is the one who disclosed this symbol.  The idea is to use this to become more powerful in other areas, such as meditations for clearing out remaining underground bases/tunnels.  Part 1:    Part 2:     The colors and the symbol names were not all explained, but they were described by Bear Heart in a previous Middle Pillar video.  The colors for each symbol are: Uranus - White Light Pluto - Neon Green Light Sol - Golden Light Lunar/Luna - Violet Purple Light Terra - Black/Void    Questions Answered Part 1: Questions Answered Part 2:  

I've decided to stop looking at negative news from the alternative media.  I'm not 'putting my head in the sand.'  It's just that I keep seeing the same kind of bad news over and over again: lockdowns being reinstated in parts of the world, people being physically pinned down and forced to take vaccines, claims that the vaccinated will all start to die in the near future, fires getting bad in Oregon (again, wtf) when it's not even quite halfway through July yet, and countless other bad news.   To truly illustrate that I'm not putting my head in the sand, I have seen in the dreamstate that the cabal sexually tortures animals and children, and also of course physically.  Also, in the dreamstate I've seen genetic manipulations/mutations that are horrible beyond description.  I'm well aware of the very real adrenochrome harvesting that goes on, which is what the cabal constantly does.  Yes, I know.  I've known for several years, helpless to do anythi

The amount of money someone makes is supposed to be directly proportional to the benefit he or she provides to the world.  Menial labor doesn't provide much benefit to the world, which is why menial labor doesn't pay very much.  However, a world-changing invention will make someone very wealthy, because the benefit to the world is very substantial.   I will give an example.  A cashier doesn't get paid much because a cashier just maintains the status quo.  The computer, scanner, and all the technology the cashier uses to provide customer service are world-changing inventions from others.  The cashier invented nothing, and can easily be replaced.  The inventor of the assembly line, however, changed the world.  There are countless inventions that benefited the world, granting the inventors their deserved wealth.   Benefiting the world is of course not limited to inventors.  For example, someone who provides very positive, life-changing self-help learning material to others ben

Only being present, without any thoughts whatsoever, can break up the countless mental prisons created within my mind.   Here's an example of one of countless mental prisons:  I encountered an alternative media website today with an audio clip claiming that in September or October, the military will start going door to door with mandatory vaccinations in blue states at gun point.  The audio clip claimed that political dissidents (I would definitely be regarded as such simply for refusing to get the vaccine, along with other reasons) would be taken to concentration camps (FEMA camps) to be 'eliminated.'  Ok.  Firstly, I seriously doubt it will ever reach this point, because wasn't our military supposed to be taking out the cabal anyway?  I've seen some evidence suggesting that the cabal are being arrested and/or eliminated, although this process is being dragged out to the point of making it seem virtually endless.  At the very least, the US military would probably n

Covid cases in the US keep going up and up on the graphs, up from a low of just under 10,000 on June 27th to just over 27,000 on the 9th of July.  The mainstream media will probably make news articles stating "Covid cases are up nearly 300%," just like clockwork.  The unvaccinated will of course be blamed for everything.  This is the perfect scenario for the cabal to take more freedoms away. Guess what though?  I've made a discovery.  Everything I think about regarding current events, from Covid to droughts to vaccines to cyber attacks to (fill in the blank here)... has become a mental prison.  When I think about the light forces and how they are not able to clear things out, this is a mental prison.  When I get stinging sensations and then I wonder why the light forces still haven't cleared this out despite eons of time passing, this is a mental prison.  When I have horrible, pointless, schizophrenic dreams in my sleep, this is a mental prison.  When I go to multiple

This is a controversial subject, and I simply wrote as the thoughts occurred to me.  This may be a more personal issue that is being projected outward.  Therefore, the following writing may have distortions and untruths. Lightworkers have quite a few dysfunctions, not just because they are ruthlessley energetically attacked, but also because most of them don't have a sex life.  In fact, many may regard sexuality as a 'lower nature' that has no place in spirituality.  This of course ends up biting lightworkers in the ass (without any ass biting taking place - sorry - bad joke). I've encountered those who do what they love, and live a very successful life.  In order for someone to attain this though, they must be sexually satisfied.  Anyone who does not have their sexuality satisfied will be dysfunctional in all other areas of life.  It's that important, and that's why so many people give their power away, because they are cut off from the power that a satisfied s

This post regards what I will term as Evil Intelligence (EI).  EI has many other names as well, including "Demiurge" and "AntiChrist."  These are probably all terms that describe the same Evil.  I use the word "Evil" because when abuse reaches a certain extreme, I could not find any other word to use. Within the mainstream and alternative media, EI is very clever.  There were instances in the past when I researched intel from the alternative media, and then the mainstream media debunked this intel.  The alternative media intel was engineered to be false by EI in order to make the mainstream media look more credible.  There have also been cases when the alternative media intel was true but didn't give enough specific information, and I was left unable to counter the mainstream media's debunking.  I've been made a fool of in this way, making me look like a whack job who didn't know what I was talking about due to this lack of specific informa

Goddess presence (the kind mentioned on the 2012 portal blog) is so powerful because it stops wars before they begin.  Wars that only benefit the cabal can be stopped before they begin with Goddess presence.   I dreamed last night that all the grass was completely brown and dead, surrounded by desert.  I interpret this dream to be the state of how little Goddess presence exists on Earth.  This is the reason why so many people want to pick fights nowadays.  The Earth is still experiencing a very severe Goddess drought.  

I made a playlist of some of the most powerful music I've ever listened to.  Much of this is soundtrack music, but I disassociate the soundtracks from the movies.  Be sure to temporarily hit the volume button to mute out all the ads that may pop up before the videos, especially the invasive vaccine ads.  Most of the ads have a 'skip ad' button that shows up after 5 seconds to skip to the music. Unfortunately, most music is tuned to A440 instead of A432.  All the music in this playlist is probably tuned to A440.  I've discovered that even when tuning A440 music down to A432, this only preserves a small percentage of the A432 frequencies.  The only way to get the music properly tuned to A432 is to make the music tuned to A432 from scratch.  I've found that if the melody/melody progression is good enough though, music still has a profound effect, even if tuned to A440. If I find new ones to add, I will add them as I find them.  If others have suggestions, this is ve

I was prepared to walk out today over making non-vaccinated employees wear masks while vaccinated employees don't have to wear masks.  However, today the rule was changed so that no employees have to wear masks, regardless of vaccination status.   This is a great example of it being the people who have all the power.  If the mask rule remained, enough employees would have walked out just like me in grocery stores everywhere to cause a major shut down. The people always have had, and always will have, all the power.  It's just a matter of the people choosing not to give their power away, standing their ground!  I look forward to more and more instances of people reclaiming their basic human rights like this everywhere! Victory of the Light :)

Seems starch itself is causing inflammation.  So, I will probably go paleo, with fructose at around 20g per day.  The fructose/sucrose will be my only source of carbohydrate, unless eating some diary again, getting some lactose.   I'm all out of ideas.  Nothing else works, so I will give this a go.  I'm avoiding beef, and am using the air fryer for tender drum sticks from chicken.  Here's the plan:   - Tenderized unbreaded chicken - Yogurt with no sugar added, or a very small amount of sugar added with some stevia - Cheese - Egg whites - Small amount of fruit   Paleo is basically low carb because there's no starch.  However, some people who go paleo eat small amounts of rice.  I will forgo all starch for the time being though.   I supplemented with some buffered vitamin C yesterday and today, and oddly enough, this did not make me tired.  Something is different now.

At work yesterday, the mask rule changed.  The new rule is employees who are vaccinated don't have to wear masks.  Unvaccinated employees, however, still have to wear masks.   This rule isn't being fully enforced, because there is no official way to know who is and who is not vaccinated.  However, there is a lottery ticket giveaway and a $100 bonus for employees who get the vaccine.  This $100 giveaway will probably be used to track employees who did or did not get the vaccine.   Here's the deal.  The next day I go to work, I'm going to work without wearing a face covering of any kind.  If I'm told by anyone in upper management that I have to wear a face covering because I didn't get the vaccine, I will walk out.  And guess what?  I'm definitely not the only one who's going to do this.  Fortunately there is a substantial portion of employees who are not going to allow this discrimination and abuse.  They will also take the same course of action. The groc