Perspectives and Findings

I'm going to go ahead and post one of the attacks because it needs to be exposed.   In the dreamstate this morning, I heard a female voice tell me she was the "Queen of ants."  I then saw a giant and aggressive ant.  The ant made some hostile sounds against me and 'got up in my face.' Right after waking up, I saw a portal that looked similar to dark moving static on a TV screen for a few seconds: The portal was inside my eyes, not being externally physical.  It was fair in size but did not take up all of my vision.  The rest of my vision was my waking surroundings. I had a problem with this kind of portal a few years ago.  I didn't expect to see it again.

Despite following the previously listed immunity protocols and doing at least one meditation per day, the nonphysical (and physical, as there can often be various body pains that have no other explanation) attacks continue.  I will now be filing factual reports of what's being done to me.   This needs to be said (sorry, it's a bit long):  I'm not having positive dreams of Ets.  The vast majority of my dreamstate experiences are either nonsensical or highly negative.  I am also not as interested in Ets anymore.  I rather prefer the 'shamanistic path.'   Although I don't claim to be a shaman, I have a strong connection to Earth, nature, physicality itself, the Sun, the Cosmos, and Source.  On a personal level, it's my finding that Ets are not needed for such connections and the well-being such connections generate, nor are others among the surface population.   I can safely state that if my basic necessities were met, I would be fine never seeing another human

Regarding the part on vegetarianism and veganism: In the past, I was too impatient with vegetarianism.  When going vegetarian, it takes a few days to fully 'energetically detox' from any meat that has previously been eaten, which I did not see. If someone decides to stop eating meat, this should not be done out of 'stuckupness,' but instead out of a desire to have a better chance to get outside the range of certain attacks and/or to be in a better position to say "No" to various 'dark tendencies.'  (Some attacks take the form of dark tendencies, which then allow for other attacks; it's a viscous cycle.) As there are more and more cosmic energies coming through, perhaps it actually would be a better idea to stop eating meat, or at the least, stop eating meat for periods of time for the sake of cleansing.  Lately I've felt guided to stop eating even the cleanest meat. In the past I ate meat because I believed I needed extra strength to perform ph

(This advice is in no particular order.) Don't drink alcohol. Don't smoke marijuana (no THC, period.) Don't do caffeine. Don't do any drugs of any kind. Don't take any pharmaceuticals.  (Disclaimer: I'm not a doctor and this is not medical advice.) Keep simple sugar (the sweet stuff) intake very low. Keep vegetable oil intake very low. Don't have any 'food vices.'  Meaning, don't get addicted to one particular kind of food.  (In my case it was a yogurt addiction.) Eat 'clean,' and if eating wheat, it should be organic when possible to avoid Monsanto's Roundup.  This doesn't necessarily mean go vegan or vegetarian.  Vegans and vegetarians do not have a 'superior spiritual standing.'  Some people don't do well with oxalates, phytates, saponins, and lectins, so they avoid many fruits and vegetables.  It's individualized. Don't look at pornography of any kind. Have an (individualized) exercise routine.  It doesn&#

At first I thought there may have been some progress with decreasing the attacks, but this is not so.  My previous post confirms this. Also, there are continued burning and stinging sensations, along with continued electronic dark thoughtform bombardments.  There is also the previously mentioned helicopter incident.  Sorry to say, the attacks are still very active, and have not abated on any experiential level. Back to 'square one.'

Over the years, I've experienced several lifetimes of experience through the dreamstate.  It really is that vast.  I'm concerned that my mind will start falling apart because it's just too much to fit into one mind. One of my abilities is to momentarily have someone else's perspective, completely experiencing it as my own.  I just had the perspective of (probably) a member of the Light Forces about me, and it was not exactly positive.  The perspective was: "I love you, but you are still very brutal." I didn't know how to exactly say it, but yes, it's true.  I'm am one of the most brutal people on the planet.  However, I am a Master in the truest sense at keeping the brutality to myself, unlike the cabal.   If someone were to call me a lightworker, I would be the lightworker who by far has the largest shadow, who by far carries the most anomaly.  It's actually quite rare for someone like myself to still try to contribute to planetary liberation

It's well known that I like to explore other esoteric practices beyond 2012 Portal.  I do this for more self improvement and curiosity.  My latest experiment was to chant letters from the Hebrew alphabet (while internally visualizing their characters) to A432 frequencies while looking at sacred geometry on my computer last night before bed.  The result was complete disaster in the dreamstate. I won't describe what happened in the dreamstate except to say that I was messed with in a way to try to make me go completely insane and never come back.  I've been through worse, but this one took me off guard.  I really didn't expect to have my energies be put in a blender, in very incompatible and dangerous combinations. This morning I returned to some lightwork, chanting Oooom and Eeeeaaaah to the Flower of Life sphere and connected to the Central Suns, and now feel better. Conclusion: When being a target of the dark forces, it's best to not get complicated and use differe

("Stellar Man" by John Baines was originally written in the 80's, so should be taken into context of that time.  In consideration of 2012 Portal's intel, perhaps many matters have changed now.   Regardless, the book is extremely profound, and was therefore read slowly, as was the case with "Mind Clearing.")  One of the most important themes throughout "Stellar Man" is that many people can talk intelligently and have specialized fields which they excel at while still not being truly intelligent.  In fact, it's stated that the more one is educated, the less intelligent one will be, because the education only grants a limited intelligence within limited boundaries and encourages one to be more like an automaton.   Even many pioneers in science and technology are not truly intelligent.  Selective intelligence is not true intelligence.  True intelligence is fluid. Observation: One who possesses true intelligence should be able to decode the mys

Several years ago I was meditating on various cards from the Rider Waite tarot deck.  The result was being knocked around by animals in the dreamstate on multiple occasions - particularly horses and cows.  Recently I had a realization come through telling me why: The horses and cows are representative of the subconscious.  Myself being knocked around is representative of the conscious.  The subconscious was out of control of the conscious.  I needed to be on top of the animal with reigns, steering it where to go - the conscious directing the subconscious to accomplish desired goals.  Being on the ground and getting knocked around was a way of showing me that I needed to take initiative.   The cards themselves are not evil and so forth.  It was the intensity of the dreams that scared me away.  If I meditate on the cards again in the future, I will go slower and be more cautious. ------- Even a mind with major issues can be transcended by focusing on that which is naturally positive.  Th

If a nation allows uncontrolled immigration, the nation turns into a third world country, because there are simply not enough resources to take care of millions upon millions of immigrants.  It's the same with one's own consciousness.  A mind that gives attention to millions upon millions of areas will be scattered, and a scattered mind is a powerless mind. Ignore = ignorance.  The word "ignorance" has a negative connotation, but in the case of someone who's mind is stretched far too thin, ignorance is not just bliss.  Ignorance becomes self-empowerment!   What should one ignore?  It's individualized.  As a general rule though, if there's something negative happening that one doesn't have the power to change, when focusing on this something, loosh generation and a reduction in power are the results. Conflicting intel is also something one would do well to ignore. Summary: A scattered mind is powerless. A mind that singularizes focus is unstoppable.

Update: There will of course be the one who says the occult is just "hidden knowledge."  I'm referring to the occult here in a different sense, as a vast amount of hidden knowledge is no longer hidden anyway.  Most people will know what I mean. Yesterday before going to bed in the evening, I was watching a hilarious show called Northern Exposure.  In this show, there is a particular character named Maurice.  It's actually difficult to find any scenes of Maurice, or anyone in Northern Exposure on youtube.  It's apparently a very underrated and unknown series.  Here's a deleted scene of Maurice: https://youtu.be/8m0jKy_LXYw Anyway, there was one episode where Maurice made a wax figure of himself because he's so vain.  I later laughed and said, "Maurice is one of those guys you just love to hate!"  I then said something else I can't quite remember, further poking fun at the character. I knew a guy named Maurice in the occult group I left, and af

Because the dreamstate is becoming schizophrenic in the truest sense of the word, and because my psychic abilities may not be nearly as accurate as I thought, I have decided to only regard the physical world, and the various types of Light that interact with the physical world, and any such related experiences, as real. (Light can be regarded as physical as well, but there are also types of Light that are beyond the physical.)   All dreamstate phenomena, all thoughtforms that I 'hear,' and other such cesspool insanity, will now be regarded as nonreal. Cobra stated that the physical world is the result of anomaly interacting with aspects of Source, but perhaps the physical world is now mostly cleansed of anomaly on the atomic and subatomic levels, and perhaps the physical world can still maintain its form without anomaly.  Whatever the case may be, I will be looking to the physical world for structure and grounding to maintain what's left of my sanity, and to build much nee

Whether it's bringing Light through in various ways, https://youtu.be/KJoPIgg17U4?t=308 returning to innocence, https://youtu.be/Rk_sAHh9s08 going beyond words, https://youtu.be/aJGDIQ1B9N8?t=4039    or some of the above, all of the above, none of the above, or all of the above and more, Happy 11/11!  

Usually when I say something like "Nothing really gets to me anymore" as I did in my previous post, I get put to the test.  Apparently today was the day when the game was played to see if I could be pushed over the edge.   First, I had chaotic and diabolically psychotic dreams early this morning that I'd rather not go into detail about.  Then, I was dizzy for a few hours after I woke up and felt like I was going to vomit, followed by hiccups and very bad heartburn.  Then, I had a bad accident at work.  Then, everyone including me thought the work day would be short, but it turned out to last nearly 10 and a half hours.  (All this time I kept reminding myself of what I said about not whining and so forth in my previous post.)   What really broke me down was after I got home from a long day's work, my bank sent me some questions to my phone about the donation I made earlier to the fund promoted by Libra.   (When I made the donation, my first card was blocked for some od

If I were to have a life story, my life story would be summed up in one word - humiliation. Throughout childhood and adulthood, I've been humiliated many times in front of many people.  One example of many from childhood: I was pushed down in the gym by someone in front of about 60 other kids and they all laughed at me after I fell.  One example of many from adulthood: My intelligence drastically lowers when I'm at my current job.  I make stupid mistakes, and there are others who wonder if I am actually mentally retarded. From the car I drive, to my balding head, to others I used to know who stab me in the back in ways I'd rather not go into, it's humiliation, humiliation, humiliation.  I've even been sexually humiliated.  Yes indeed, on the deepest levels, humiliation is the #1 form of abuse in my life.  Humiliation even supersedes any financial troubles I've ever had, because financial troubles are merely a tool to humiliate me in front of my extended family. 

The 'I-hate-it-here-on-this-prison-planet' and 'we-need-intervention-now-dammit' mentality is definitely not only from Libra and Sherman.  I've encountered it many times before.  This was actually a mentality I had in the past, and only fairly recently have I (mostly) 'grown out of it.'  Libra is absolutely brilliant with her compilations of intel from Cobra, such as the document she made of every Cobra interview.  She does amazing work!  It's just that the personal stuff can get toxic.  That's usually the case with anyone really, which is why I make it a rule to not talk about anything personal on my Starlight blog, unless it has something of value to reveal information that may be helpful at large.  (I have broken this rule in the past.  I'm far from perfect, but this is a very good rule to do one's best to follow.) Definitely, nowadays I try to not make posts that are about my 'personal needs,' because I understand t

As replies to my miscellaneous post on 2012 Portal, Libra said: https://libraspacegirl.blogspot.com/2023/11/you-cannot-escape-slave-system.html Sherman said: "Living like an animal in the wild is not any better, really. Same things...they hunt you, still." My reply: Sherman and Libra, I was referring to esoteric sciences, such as plant alchemy, and being able to communicate with and merge with the plant kingdom, and so forth.   The psychic world beyond 3D is never boring.  Although people are within the confines of society, they can still access other worlds.  These other worlds have vibrations and feelings that are very interesting.   A person's body can be trapped within the confines of 3D, but their soul can go beyond 3D, which becomes easier and easier the more the veil is lifted.  I don't limit myself into only thinking in terms of 3D. Follow-up thoughts: Even Chemistry is a fascinating science.  It's very unique that different elements can combine to become

"1995-2023 time loop" would be negative scenarios such as wars repeating themselves.  2023 is perhaps the last year for such time loops. Feel the sound tones of A432 frequencies in the body when singing to them.  This amplifies the meditations.  The Light can be felt in the body. Only life in society can be boring.  Reality beyond society is never boring, if one can go outside the boundaries of society. Am working hard, but I don't feel trapped.   Very alarming escalations in the Middle East are definitely happening, but somehow it doesn't feel like it will result in WW3. Eeeeee Aaaaaah being sung has a powerful effect, as has been previously mentioned by Cobra. There is something very negative I caught a glimpse of in the dreamstate early this morning.  It was some very horrible sounding music that is difficult to describe.  'Vibratory states' can become music, some of which is positive, some of which is negative.  'Horrible music' can be transmuted.