Something Exists

One thing I found in common between most who have 'inside information' is they see themselves as saviors.  David Wilcock believes himself to be the reincarnation of Edgar Cayce and that his intel will liberate the planet.  The author of the Cobra blog stated that he saved Earth from annihilation on multiple occasions.  Jay Essex stated he is the reincarnation of Gandhi and will fix everything 'once he gets out of his body' (dies).  Kim "Possible" states that she has virtually identical DNA to the original Eve and that she has the highest level clearance on the planet for distribution of all the world's money, and she is denying the cabal the power to enslave/genocide humanity by completely cutting off their funds.  There are probably more examples of people like this out there who have managed to gain large followings.  Are any of them telling the truth, or are they all just lying on purpose or are delusional?  Only time will tell.  

The only thing I can really know for certain is this:

Something exists.  I may perceive this something to not be as this something really is.  Yet, this something exists. 

The End

A Christmas Story

Santa got Covid.
Then he got the vaccine.
Now there's no more Santa.

The End

Considerable Increase in US Population Despite 'Pandemic'

This is something I decided to check out. Here is the population for the United states over the last 3 years: 

Dec 1, 2020 330.66 million

Dec 1, 2019 329.02 million 

Dec 1, 2018 327.43 million 

Doing some basic subtraction with these dates, there was a 1.59 million increase in population from 2018 to 2019. From Dec. 1, 2019 to Dec. 1, 2020, there was a 1.64 million increase. During this ‘pandemic,’ there was an even greater population increase than the prior year! Some could say it’s because of ‘increased immigration.’ With these lockdowns and travel restrictions though, there would actually be less instead of more immigration. Just thought I’d point the numbers out for arsenal against the propaganda that Covid has been so deadly to the US. Others could do this for their own countries as well. They would probably have similar findings.

Source for numbers:

https://www.multpl.com/united-states-population/table/by-month 

How to Reduce the World's Population by 90%

This petition is the most awesome petition you will ever sign! 

https://www.change.org/p/the-awakened-population-planetary-liberation-now

And this meditation is the most awesome meditation!

http://2012portal.blogspot.com/2021/11/make-this-viral-divine-intervention_23.html

I have a bit of an ability to do mind-reading, and maybe I was able to get inside the minds of the cabal.  Here's their possible (probable?) plan:

The vaccines will be lethal, not killing immediately, but in the near future by destroying the immune system and so forth.  The vaccine deaths (from those who at first choose to get vaccinated) will be blamed and recorded as deaths from the new Covid strain.  Because we are saying that our vaccines also protect against the new Covid strain, the artificially higher mortality from the new Covid strain (vaccine deaths) will be used as leverage to force vaccinate the rest of the population.  Also, make a small portion of the vaccines nonlethal, in a form that shuts down higher faculties in order to have a small portion of the population survive as our mindless slaves (~500 million).  A population of 7.5 billion people is too great to be controlled, but ~500 million mindless slaves is a different story.

Update:  There's something else to consider as well:

"There are many scary news in the media but ultimately there is no reason to be afraid for the vast majority of people reading this blog. The vaccines are NOT being used to depopulate the planet, and vast majority of people taking the vaccine will NOT die. After the Event, the Light Forces will be able to reverse and heal ALL negative side effects of the vaccines with their technology.

Light Forces have also communicated that it is very good for people to minimize their exposure to mainstream and alternative media and rather spend more time in nature, meet each other in small inspiring groups, listen to the music or do whatever it takes to keep the vibration high. If you feel so guided you can also meditate and clear the energy of Lightworkers and of the planetary energy grid with the violet flame."

And, don't feed the bad wolf:

https://starlight432.blogspot.com/2021/08/two-wolves.html

 

Seeing Reality for Myself

I thought Benjamin Fulford's idea of going to hospitals and investigating for oneself was a good idea.  I live on the West coast, and cases are said to be particularly high in my county. 

Here is an article about the hospital:

https://www.nbcbayarea.com/news/coronavirus/bay-area-hospital-bed-availability-declines-as-covid-19-cases-rise/2413561/

Here is the Bay Area Hospital mentioned in the above article, in Coos Bay, Oregon on Friday December 18, 2020, at around 2:30 pm.  I don't know about the mentioned hospital beds running out from the news article, but I found that this hospital was not super busy and had many empty parking spaces:

 

If Benjamin Fulford is Correct

If Benjamin Fulford is correct about Covid being a global scam, this would mean that the number of people who are a part of this scam is far greater than most would think.  I had the thought-form that the number of people it would take to keep the scam going would be around 1 in 20 people, or maybe even more.  There would be no other way to keep the scam going unless a very substantial portion of the surface population is participating.  I'm not pointing this out to say that Fulford is incorrect.  He may very well be correct.  

The problem is that for the vast majority of the surface population, the situation is this:

If you give someone enough money, this person will do JUST ABOUT ANYTHING.

Pay someone enough money to be a crisis actor, and 9 times out of ten (or more), this person will gladly comply.  This makes the surface population look really bad, especially to positive Ets.  I really hope that I'm exaggerating here, and there are less people than I'm saying who would throw away their integrity (and humanity) for money.  If it's just 1 in 20 people on earth who would throw away their integrity for money, betraying humanity on this large a scale, with this many people 'in on it,' this also makes the surface population look really bad to the rest of the universe.  

The bottom line is that money needs to be in the hands of the 'good guys,' so that people will do good in the world for money.  If the cabal has most of the money, there are more than enough people in the world who would gladly accept the offer to participate in the genocide of humanity.  This would apply even if Benjamin Fulford is partially correct.  Suppose the virus is real and is killing a very small number of people, but the numbers need to be inflated to have a genocide (global forced vaccination and/or mass starvation from lockdowns), so 1 in 20 people are crisis actors and/or people in high positions of authority to continue the lies and propaganda.  Either way, Covid is definitely being used for NWO purposes. 

Taking Our Power Back

If people feel that the next Cobra mass meditation will create real changes, then by all means do so.  I will probably participate in the meditation myself.  However, I'm not going to rely on the meditation, nor the light forces, to save the world.  I'm not waiting anymore.  The time is now, and here is what I have to say:

The Cobra blog states this in their December 15th update:

"If the critical mass is reached, the Light Forces will be able to intervene more directly in the global situation, start dissolving the Matrix, and a cascade of events will follow that will inevitably lead to the Age of Aquarius.

If we wish to achieve an impact on the physical plane and reach the critical mass, tt is extremely important that we do our meditation exactly at the time which has been determined by the Light Forces to have the maximum positive impact..."

This is the problem.  The Cobra blog encourages people to rely on the light forces to enact real change on earth.  It's always about the light forces intervening, instead of the surface population intervening themselves.  So, people are always waiting on future meditations before anything real will change in the physical world.  This has been going on for several years.  This is also why there were so many comments of people complaining about the light forces not doing anything to physically intervene.  The Cobra blog should never have encouraged people to rely on the light forces like this in the first place.  

The main mentality created by the Cobra blog is this:

"You will live a miserable existence in a hostage situation until the light forces are able to intervene, but do mass meditations to speed up the process of planetary liberation.  Until these mass meditations are completed, with the proper astrological alignments in place, there is nothing else that can be done to help the situation.  Well, maybe go out in nature for 30 minutes a day to feel better, but you will still be in a hostage situation when doing so."

Every mass meditation starts out like this:

"It is time to take action again! It is time to take the destiny of our world in our own hands! We all agree that the process of planetary liberation is taking too long."

Yet, the Cobra blog strongly implies that only the actions of the light forces (positive Ets) can liberate the planet, so how exactly are we taking our destiny into our own hands?  Humanity itself is basically made out to be powerless to solve the situation themselves, short of mass meditations which by the way, have not even created any noticeable positive changes.  This next one (December 21, 2020) is supposed to be the next big one though that will finally allow physical changes to occur.  However, it was mentioned in previous mass meditations that this would be the case as well.  This isn't the first time Cobra has stated that the light forces would be able to directly intervene after a mass meditation.

Here's what was said for the August 21st, 2017 solar eclipse meditation:

"This meditation helps the Light forces to ground the energy of Light on the surface of the planet to resolve the deadlock between the Light and the dark forces, finally setting humanity free."

A quarter of a million people participated in the August 21st mediation, exceeding critical mass.  This is just one example of many where the Cobra blog led people on to believe that the light forces would finally be able to enact real positive changes for the surface population.  The April 4, 2020 meditation had 1.1 million people participating lol!  And here we are now, over 8 months later, with the world in a very sad state of affairs.

While Cobra followers have been helplessly waiting on this next mass meditation, I have been contacting armies across the globe to help the United States stop the CCP (Chinese Communist Party).  I don't count on mass meditations and Et help to save the day.  I instead count on real people, right here, right now.  Here is my message to militia across the globe as an email:

Subject line:  Military Assistance Requested to Save the World from the CCP

"As I'm sure you are aware, the United States is outnumbered by the Communist China Party, infiltration from within, and from possible invasion from UN armies.  If the United States is taken over by the CCP, the entire world will fall under the dictatorship of the CCP as well.  Here is an example of what the military in the United States is up against:

https://prepareforchange.net/2020/12/15/communist-china-successfully-infiltrated-vaccine-giants-pfizer-astrazeneca-and-glaxosmithkline-as-part-of-unrestricted-warfare-to-defeat-the-us-military-and-conquer-north-america/

Although your country has not always been on the best terms with the United States, please provide help for the sake of the future of your own country, as no one on earth will escape the rule of the CCP if the CCP takes over the United States.  Please also request aid from all other armies across the globe who are not owned by the CCP to assist in liberating the United States from the CCP.

Thank You."

'Not Quite Ready'

This is a response to David Wilcock's latest video.  I want to point out that I'm not trolling him here, but felt that it was important to point something out very strongly.  

Here's his latest video on youtube:

https://youtu.be/4Z4DcQ53yfM

In this video, Wilcock states that first contact will not happen yet because 'people aren't quite ready.'

My response is this:

No one was ready for this whole 'COVID NWO thing,' but people are learning to stand up for their rights.  There are countless things that happen to people that they are 'not ready for,' but they still happen, and people learn to be able to handle it.  That's why I 100% disagree that people are not ready for first contact.  People would definitely be able to handle first contact right now.  It may be a shock to them, but how would this shock be any different to them than, for example, the birthing process itself?  The baby isn't premature either.  The baby's already been in the womb for too long.

Maybe the positive Ets want to have a 'proper' first contact that is some great moment in history.  I, however, strongly feel that this simply needs to happen ASAP.  Just get it done.  How many children have to starve to death every day, and how long do the people of earth have to suffer and be abused, just to have a 'proper' first contact?  Action needs to happen ASAP.

Wilcock also goes into how he 'wasn't wrong' about saying that things would happen back in April.  He says that he wasn't wrong but his 'timing was off.'  If someone says something is going to happen but it doesn't happen, this person is wrong.  No one's perfect, but this wasn't the first time Wilcock has stated something would happen and it didn't happen.  Back in April I stocked up on food and water.  This time I will NOT be stocking up on food and water.  If others feel the need to do so, go for it.  Whatever. 

I have a bad attitude for a very good set of reasons.  The romance is dead.  Let's just get this bullshit over with. 

Free Choice

Someone who has 25% accurate information regarding the subject of choice makes choice A.

If this someone had 100% accurate information on the subject of choice, this someone would have instead made choice B.  Therefore, free choice is maximized when accurate knowledge is maximized.  Free choice cannot exist when information is incomplete and/or inaccurate.

The media tries to violate free choice through misinforming people. The media operates like this:

“Those others are lying to you, but I’m telling you the truth, so listen to me, and make decisions based on what I’m telling you.”

History of Esoteric Groups/Individuals I Followed (Unfinished Version)

 Desteni Productions

I encountered this group in 2008.  The group started out with a girl who was the voice of an interdimensional portal, where different kinds of beings would come through.  Desteni Productions covered a wide range of esoteric topics, including the Annunaki and Atlantis.  According to Desteni Productions, all life everywhere else in the universe has been destroyed through wars, and earth is the last planet with life.  The cause of all of this was the "mind consciousness system."  Only the physical is said to be real, and life is to be "birthed in the physical" by removing all mind-systems, including love.  This group was said by some to be the teachings of the 'illuminatti.'  This controversial group was eventually banned from youtube.  Old videos of portal interviews have returned to youtube.  I watched about 500 of their videos, and was very much a believer 'back in the day.'  I had a falling-out with the group though over another person's information named Amitakh Stanford.

Amitakh Stanford

This author had the site xeeatwelve.com, which no longer leads to her work.  Amitakh Stanford has many gnostic writings about the nature of the universe, which I was very much interested in around 2009.  According to Amitakh Stanford, the universe is a creation from darkness.  At its smallest unit, physical matter is composed of spinning tetrahedrons, and light that it trapped within these spinning tetrahedrons is what keeps the universe going.  The sun is said to actually be a cube that spins so fast that it is spherical only by appearance.  When light is liberated from physical matter, the universe will cease to exist.  The "True Realm" is the real world, which is a world that is free from the prison of geometry.  The Annunaki and demiurge are discussed.  Manichaeism is the specific branch of gnosticism that Amitakh Stanford promotes, and the prophit Mani is an "Attas of light" who came to liberate light from physical matter.

Keylontic Science

I encountered keylontic science in the early 2000's when I was doing an internet search for activating multidimensional DNA.  E’Asha Ashayana (current name) is the author of Voyagers - The Secrets of Amenti Volumes 1 and 2.  Many topics are discussed, including Ets, DNA activation, merkaba, and the history of the universe.  The scope of E’Asha Ashayana 's work is astronomical, with countless lectures and programs.  Metatron is said to be fallen, and the metatronic merkaba is called a death star merkaba, which leads to finite life and a non-eternal nature.  The flower of life is said to be metatronic, and therefore very much avoided.  This lead to great confusion, as I was a follower of many other people and groups who were promoting the flower of life or the metatronic merkaba, including Dan Winters, Ananda Bosman, and Cobra.  E’Asha Ashayana terms the fibbonaci sequence as the "fib of no chi," which is a merkaba that has to vampire on everything in its path to sustain itself.  The "krystal spiral" was stated to be the true eternal progression of numbers, with a ratio of the square root of 2 instead of phi, which is 1.618.

Ananda Bosman

This person is said to the the founder of the A432 hz movement.  Through tuning music to A432 tuning, and also having music at 144 beats per minute, it is stated that a harmony can be reached of compassionate love, which is 8hz.  Ananda Bosman states that the pineal gland calcifies at puberty but can be re-awakened by drinking ayahuasca, which contains pinoline, DMT, and other alkaloids.  Ayahuasca is also said to activate 8 hz.  What interested me so much about Ananda Bosman was that the white and dark brotherhoods could be bypassed through "All-Is-God," meaning that the physical world is also God, without any seperation.  The duality of heaven vs. hell can be bypassed through 8hz, leading to a novelty of experience outside polarity.  I decided to drink ayahuasca in 2006, as I wanted to gain psychic abilities and become physically immortal.  I drank the ayahuasca under the wrong settings though, and it was the most frightening experience I've ever had.  I don't state this to disuade others if they wish to give ayahuasca a try though.  After the 6 hour journey, I was completely unafraid of death.  The ayahuasca allowed my concsious mind to make contact with the underlying fear that is present in the physcal body (all physical bodies have this fear but it's in the background), and transmute a portion of this fear.

Dan Winters

Dan Winters worked with Ananda Bosman on certain projects.  Dan Winters was a developer of "perfect compression," which involves phi-ratio progression of numbers.  The main goal is stated to be able to die successfully (whenever death may arrive), whereas after death there is enough coherance to be able to maintain choice, as a self-stearing tornado of sorts.  Dan Winters uses the pentagram as the main sacred geometry to illustrate this.  Dan Winters also developed the "imploder nozzle," which sends water through a vortex to make the water very rejuvinating.  Plants who were given this water were shown to grow faster, healthier, and taller than plants given normal water.  

Cobra (Compression Breakthrough)

This site is 2012portal.blogspot.com, which covers a number of topics, including Ets (mainly the Pleaidians), the origin of evil (the "anomaly"), reptilians, chimera spiders, mass meditations, astrology, planetary affairs, and solar system affairs.  The Cobra blog has a been a source of great frustration for me in the last year, as mass meditations were not able to stop COVID NWO plans despite reaching and in some cases far exceeding "critical mass."  I had a falling out with this blog when I saw that case numbers and deaths for the virus were sky-rocketing just after the November 11th mass meditation.  I was already in a very upset state when over 1 million acres of forest were burned in Oregon fires (I live in Oregon).  California has had many fires as well.  I was upset that action was not taken to stop these fires by Ets and "the resistance."  I visit the Cobra blog from time to time, but I take information from this blog with 'a very large grain of salt.'  All of my comments are blocked from being posted on the Cobra blog because I said "Fuck you."  The real reason may have been that I was exposing the absolute failure of the meditations to fix the timeline.  I could write more about this blog here, but it's such a 'can of worms,' and my other blog posts about Cobra go into this in greater detail.

Grand Order of Draco Slayers

I encountered this group around the same time I was having a falling out with Desteni Productions.  Bear Heart, who was the youtuber who made occult-inspired videos, is a western ceremonial magician who has confirmed super-human strength.  He channels all kinds of heroic beings, the main one being Thor.  The first video I saw from him was his description of getting in to a physical fight with a physical reptlian.  This blew my mind away.  I've watched every single video he's ever made, although his main channel is no longer on youtube.  I learned a great deal about the occult from G.O.O.D.S.  I talked with Bear Heart on the phone as well.  Later with his videos, he started talking about working with the 72 spirits of the goetia.  I didn't understand this, which seemed to take a very different direction from his Thor videos.  I didn't quite feel that I should be working with the 72 goetic spirits (maybe I'm a wimp lol, but my intuition told me to stay away from it).  Bear Heart also had a blog with many updates, but he completely disappeared from the public arena around 2015 or so.  

MindandMagick

This is another western ceremonial magician who may have had a history with Bear Heart.  Mindandmagick's youtube channel and programs delve into the occult, and I in addiction to Bear Heart's teachings, I have learned a great deal from Mindandmagick's material.  Topics include astrology, polarity, manifestation, and various magical techniques.  

SirisKing

This youtuber delves into this occult, giving information about various ways of initiation, including lunar initiation and solar initiation.  I used to watch SirisKing's older videos, which talked about a wide range of subject matter, giving some very interesting knowledge, but these older videos were later removed.  Current videos also have excellent occult knowledge with very unique perspectives.  SirisKing focuses on various cultures as well, and states that culture is a very important factor in the occult.  A great deal of occult knowledge and development can't be accessed without some kind of initiation from an adept, which is probably true.  SirisKing also gives excellent suggestions for reading material to learn about the occult.

David Wilcock

Emery Smith

Corey Goode

Jay Essex

Sarah Adams

Phillip Sunnen

Chrisie Thai

Otto Jackobson

GHREES

Jordan Sather

Toying With My Emotions

That's how it feels regarding positive Ets.

Maybe there's a small sign here and there that they are out there, but when it comes to the really serious problems that I need help with, positive Ets just aren't there.  I don't like asking for help in the first place.  I like being self-reliant.  But when I wake up in the morning and the area where my kidneys are hurts, and everything thus far that I've done to stop this has failed, I suppose I do need help.  My doctor didn't seem to think anything was wrong with me from the blood tests, but something definitely is wrong when I wake up in the morning feeling absolutely horrible.  It's problems like these, among many other problems, where the really big help is needed, the Pleiadians have always done absolutely nothing to assist.  All kinds of excuses are made of course from the Cobra blog as to why help cannot be provided. 

I've had thought-forms come to me where they say that they love me and so forth, but then they just let me suffer like this as my body falls to pieces.  I exercise.  It's been nearly 18 months without any alcohol.  I try all kinds of dietary changes.  I will continue to try all kinds of dietary changes.  What else can I do?  Help with the most important problems is never available.  Help is always... just out of reach.

I'm not complaining.  I'm being factual.  It's a fact that these problems go unaided, and have gone unaided for several years.  That's true for everyone else as well who are rapidly deteriorating.  Hearing "I love you" just makes things worse when core problems remain unsolved and unrelenting.  

I try not to think about positive Ets, because when I do, the confusion and frustration that arises from them not truly being there to truly help gets in the way of accessing Source.  I need to go to Source for help, and not get caught up in first contact, because all first contact has ever been for me was a broken heart.  If they really love me, why won't they help me?  The only conclusion I can arrive at is that they don't really love me.  But they say that they do!  Maybe Source loves me.  Maybe Source can finally come through and help me, and fix my problems and the planet's problems.  So yes, I let Source flow through me.  But no, I will not allow the mind-game that has become first contact to get in the way.  

If positive Ets want to make first contact, then do so.  Or don't.  Either way, I will not allow reunification with Source to get side-tracked. 

Know Your History

I didn't realize how widespread and severe the abuse has been in the not-so-distant past toward those who didn't want to go along with the agenda.  Waking up is definitely not a pleasant process. 

https://metallicman.com/laoban4site/what-the-progressive-liberals-have-in-store-for-conservatives/

Thank you to Spec Ops for informing me about this.  

 

 

Message to Positive Ets

See you in the real world. 

 

 

 

 

 

My First Protest

I held this sign for close to an hour.  It started raining and was windy but there were quite a few cars on the road.

 

A girl who was jogging looked at my sign and said that the planet is more clean from the lockdowns.  I told her there are better ways of cleaning up the planet. 

The Final Straw

I will not be participating in any Cobra meditations because there is no proof that the light forces are helping the surface population.  It is unacceptable to just 'wait for the next meditation' to fix everything like this over and over again, for years on end, especially with NWO plans being practically finalized!

COVID case numbers are going absolutely insane, and restrictions are returning, with the very real possibility of second lockdowns in many states in the U.S.  Corrupt people in power are, as always, allowed to do whatever they wish at the expense of the surface population.  The numbers speak for themselves:

https://www.worldometers.info/coronavirus/

https://www.worldometers.info/coronavirus/country/us/

I did the 11/11 meditation, and afterward things just got way worse.  If there will be no positive physical results in 3D for the surface population, I will have to take action against the Cobra blog, because the blog is taking advantage of many well-meaning people.  I gave the light forces and commanders one last chance, and they have once again failed.  I have to draw the line somewhere, and I draw it here.  I will not be making baseless allegations though, unlike the other person who falsely accused Cobra of ridiculous garbage that has no basis in reality.  No, my claims are legitimate!  

The last really big meditation far exceeded critical mass, yet most of the world fell into a NWO dystopia.  The NWO just got way worse for the U.S and probably many other countries in the world when the cases had record breaking levels on the 13th, just after the 11/11 meditation.  I will not cooperate and bite my lip any further.  I've had enough! 

Calories in = Calories Out - Not Necessarily

It's a popular belief that with exercise, calories in = calories out, so it's just a matter of burning enough calories to lose weight.  On the surface, this makes sense.  However, over the past month, I've been jogging about 4 hours a week on average, and the stubborn last bit of weight I was trying to skim off stuck around, and I even gained a couple pounds! 

My finding from negative results when jogging so much is that different intensities of exercise have different metabolic effects.  It's probably not a matter of how many calories someone burns off and consumes in a day, but how the body is activated to process the calories.  With jogging, my body wasn't being pushed enough, and probably went into 'storage mode.'  This is why I've stopped jogging and have decided to do a combination of boxing in place on a mat and intervals of jumping jacks for 30 minutes.  The boxing/jumping jacks is more intense, and the first time I did this, I was so sore I had to wait 3 days to heal before repeating!  My shirt was also wet with sweat.  When jogging, it took nearly an hour to get any sweat on my shirt, compared to 30 minutes with boxing/jumping jacks.

There are those who say that sprinting for short intervals, resting for less than a minute, then repeating a few times is superior to what's known as 'steady state' (jogging).  There is the more popular HIIT (High Intensity Interval Training), and there is LISS (Low Intensity Steady State) among exercisers and athletes.  I tried HIIT in the past, but fans of this always say to push your body as hard as you can, which could be unhealthy.  The last time I did HIIT, I would get heart palpitations, which is no fun at all!  This may have been because I was combining LISS with HIIT to try to get the benefits of both, which was probably pushing my body too hard.  My finding is that LISS isn't enough, and HIIT is too much.  The boxing/jumping jacks is definitely more intense than LISS, but doesn't make me feel like I'm about to 'kill over,' as is often the case with HIIT.  I feel invigorated with the boxing/jumping jacks, and it's a whole-body workout, giving both my upper and lower body some very high quality action.

It will be interesting to see what happens with my new form of exercise.  I'm only wanting to lose another 10 pounds to get rid of that 'dad bod' thing I've got going.  It's not a super big deal, but I wasn't feeling very good with the jogging anyway, being tired all the time and having a very annoying tingling in my feet/lower legs in the morning, which is a sign of high blood sugar.  I was amazed that I would still have this issue when jogging so much.  

I'm happy to try something new!

I Don't Understand After All

There was something I thought I understood, but I don't.  Not to be cliche, but many successful men in the world say they could not be successful without the support of their women.  If this is true, I'm at an extreme disadvantage, because  I've never had a woman to support me in life (as an adult with a romantic partner).  I don't know what it's like to truly love someone else like this.  I've been 'in love' before, but never actually truly been intimate with a lover and built a lasting relationship with her, so being 'in love' doesn't give me the understanding that comes with actual love being lived.

So, regarding the sabotage mentioned on Cobra's post, I don't understand.  I don't think I could ever live with myself knowing that I in large part caused the mass enslavement of humanity on earth, creating an insurmountable amount of suffering from coronavirus NWO plans.  I feel that if I were in a situation where my twin soul was going to be tortured by the draco, I would risk allowing the draco to do so for the greater good.  I couldn't just let the people of earth be subjugated, in several cases murdered (mass murder by intentionally placing the elderly with the virus together in nursing homes, deaths from the virus and in larger part deaths from lockdown measures and so forth), and tormented like this just to save my twin soul.  That would be so selfish of me!  

Yet again, regarding twin souls, or twin flames, or soulmates and so forth (there are many different terms for this), I don't know what it's like to truly love someone else in this way.  If I had my twin soul being held hostage on the other side like this, I also wouldn't be allowed to participate in the mission, as it would be a violation of protocol.  

I don't mean to be a 'stick in the mud.'  This is just how I've been seeing things lately, as it's been building up for a while.  I know in the end that the mission and compression breakthrough will be a complete success. 

In Excess, Protein Becomes Negatively Psychoactive

Protein is needed for maintaining health, but most people consume more than what is required.  Researching from various sources, the amount of protein required per day is possibly 0.36 grams per pound of body weight.  

My own experience is that, just as in the case with excess fructose, excess protein activates various mental problems over time.  

Also, it's possible that powdered protein (whey, pea, soy, etc.) is more efficiently utilized compared to food sources.  This is possible because powdered protein has been isolated from food, which may make it easier to absorb.  This has been true at least in my own experience, although I don't have actual studies for official proof.  If this is true. even less than 0.36 grams of protein per pound of body weight needs to be consumed per day if the protein is in powdered form. 

Lockdowns

There are those who have been promoting population reduction for a long time. Here's a question:

Why would those who promote population reduction all of a sudden care so much about human safety?

It's not even a conspiracy theory.  It's just common sense.  What happened to farmers when the world had all these lockdowns the first time around?

“Look what’s happened to smallholder farmers all over the world. Look what’s happening to poverty levels. It seems that we may well have a doubling of world poverty by next year. We may well have at least a doubling of child malnutrition.”

https://nypost.com/2020/10/11/who-warns-against-covid-19-lockdowns-due-to-economic-damage/

At the very least, lockdowns from the coronavirus have made the rich get richer and poor get poorer on a global scale.  At the very worst, continued and/or reinstated lockdowns will collapse the global economy, causing the world's food supply to collapse, resulting in a significant reduction of the world's population through mass starvation.  The worst case scenario hasn't happened... yet.

Environmentalists, animal rights advocates, and various political activists believe there are too many people in the world.  Yet, if asked to step to the front of the line to be the first to die, those who promote population reduction would probably decline.

The coronavirus is definitely a calamity, but if the global food supply collapses the coronavirus will look like virtually nothing at all by comparison.  Mass starvation and chaos from hunger strikes would plunge the world into a per-industrial era.

What kind of future does humanity want?  Does humanity want to digress back to the stone age or keep progressing forward?  Humanity, it's up to you to decide. 

Fructose is Kryptonite

Fructose is what makes sweet food taste sweet.  Sucrose (sugar) is one fructose molecule and one glucose molecule.  If fructose was removed from sugar, the sugar would become pure glucose which would then no longer taste sweet.  

Fructose is about equally damaging to the liver compared with alcohol:

https://youtu.be/f_4Q9Iv7_Ao

Fructose intake is also associated with various mental problems:

https://www.studyfinds.org/sugar-high-fructose-intake-adhd-bipolar-disorder-aggressive-behavior/

Most fruits people eat in modern times are hybridized to taste sweet.  Before organized agriculture, fruit would taste bitter instead of sweet.  Thus, people promoting fruit as a health food are promoting a scam.

Every time I indulge in something sweet, even when making sure the sugar is content is not nearly as high as soda and so forth, I still have mental problems of various kinds as a result. 

Starch does not contain fructose unless added during food manufacturing.  Most breads, for example, contain various amounts of added sugar.  Starch intake does not cause mental problems in my case unless very high levels are consumed in a short amount of time. 

Health Update

- Recently switched to a vegetarian diet, but no powdered whey.  Pea protein isolate is so far a success.

- Jogged 4.4 miles (7.08 km) in 45 minutes in spite of the smoke yesterday.

- Lifting very light weights to avoid raising blood pressure.  4 sets of 75 reps of 5lbs on each arm.

- Month 15 of zero alcohol intake.  

- Zero psychoactive intake of any kind, with the exception of needed protein. 

One Of My Experiences With Torture

A few years ago, I was intaking small amounts of hydrogen peroxide to increase the oxygen in my bloodstream as a health protocol.  I found that this caused stomach/digestion problems, so I seeked an alternative way.  There are those who inject it, but of course I didn't want to use a needle.  The only other way I could think of to get hydrogen peroxide into my bloodstream was to create a homemade hydrogen peroxide enema.  

However, I didn't know that the alkalinity of the hydrogen peroxide was much too strong for the intestines.  It rapidly fizzed up my intestines, and began to eat away at them.  I couldn't flush it out, as it locked my large intestines shut.  I could feel it burning out my insides, and I constantly felt like I had to defecate.  When I strained to defecate though, only blood came out.  I became very weak and thought I was going to die.  I didn't go to the hospital.  I toughed it out for 3 days.  That's how long it took the burning process and bleeding to end.  During these 3 days, I would wonder if there were holes being created in my large intestine, allowing waste to enter my bloodstream and poison me to death.  I was all alone for these 3 days.  This was comparable to physical and psychological torture.  

Negative ETs Visit (Again)

Lately I haven't been feeling like myself.  Part of the problem may be that I've been taking whey protein isolate to see the effects.  Whey isolate has a very strange taste to it and may have been causing 'glitches' in my mind.  I'll be doing something and then I forget what I'm doing, or forget how to have basic thoughts.  It can reach the point where I feel like I could almost 'forget who I am' and disappear entirely.  It's definitely not fun!

These symptoms were in combination with being visited by some human-grey hybrids in the dreamstate this morning.  They infringed upon my space and were basically tweeking me.  I tried to fight back but they of course had me in a state of being paralyzed.  Afterward for over an hour I was in this tweeked state of believing myself to be in a different place and even a different person.  I knew this wasn't right and had to struggle to figure out where I really was and so forth.  I've had dreams of greys before, and they were always very negative.

There are a couple of methods for getting rid of these horrible AI invaders.  One is to imagine them being sent to the Galactic Central Sun, or being dissolved with light.  The other way is to be more aggressive, and imagine all kinds of ways of destroying them.  You could, for example, imagine them falling into a meat grinder, or cutting them up with a chainsaw, or dropping them into a volcano filled with lava.  Regarding the more aggressive way, some may think that this kind of aggression can cut a person off from higher states.  This is probably not true.  It's ok to be angry.  Anger can be used as a tool to motivate a person to fight back.  Not all anger stems from fear either.  My rights have been violated for the trillionth damn time.  I'm angry, and I'm going to 'break shit.'  Let the anger out and destroy the baddies at the same time.  Win-win.

It would probably be best to send them to the GCS first, but if that doesn't work, it's time to 'get down and dirty.'  You could even use occult words of Mars and so forth.  Usually the GCS method works though.  Usually...

Draco and Their Minions are Still Running the Show

In the dreamstate, I was speaking with an associate from work.  There was an area that I was denied access to, which was at the corporate level.  There were negotiations taking place in this area, and I eventually found a way to 'interdimensionally' hack into this area.  I then was told to basically "Go back to sleep and be a good worker" by a person in corporate, and my reply was "But I have all these abilities, so why can't I move up to a much higher level?"  I then realized the one I was saying this to had yellow eyes, and these yellow eyes then became reptilian/snake eyes.  I thought I was talking to a person, but this person was clearly not human, and was very dangerous.  Everyone was afraid of him.  I asked the others if anyone would stand up to him, and everyone basically told me "No way!"  

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Synopsis:  At work lately, there have been changes that are very NWO.  Everything is encouraged to become digital, and a very nasty move was made to where there are no sales prices and no coupons that are able to be scanned unless the store card is scanned first.  Many customers don't take issue with the changes, but there is a substantial number of customers who are confused and angry.  I wanted out of my job in the past, and now more so than ever before as a result of these changes.  

Putting things together, the draco/reptilians are still very much in control of the situation on the planet surface.  If there are draco/reptilians running the company I work for, they are probably also still running the show with the cabal as their puppets on a global scale.  The draco/reptilians who are controlling the planet surface are not being cleared out, which is why the cabal are not being cleared out.  (The draco/reptilians are probably not in physical bodies posing as humans on the 3D level, but are indeed still in control of the planet surface.) 

I have seen draco being cleared out by the light forces, but this is probably only in orbit around the planet, and not closer to the planet surface.  I really, really hope this changes very soon.  Now more than ever, the NWO needs to be reversed because the causalities are already non-negligible.  All draco/reptilians on all levels need to be cleared out ASAP. 

To Those Who Fail To Act

The bottom line:  Action or failure to action.  The time for talk and negotiations is OVER.  The planet surface can be purged along with deep underground bases simultaneously.  Those who have the power to act yet fail to act:  You, along with the cabal you fail to purge, are TRAITORS OF HUMANITY.  All the suffering and death inflicted upon the population - their blood is on YOUR hands. 

Victory of the Light

Positive imagery from an image search:

 

 

 

 

 

 

Out of Control Telepathy?

Part of my problem is I can hear other people's thoughts, and I often don't like what I hear. 

I live in an apartment complex where I have neighbors living close, having their door directly across from my door. Today a package was accidentally delivered to my address instead of my neighbor's.  When a package is delivered, the deliverer knocks on my door, and then places the package on the porch in front of the door.  When I opened the door to see what was going on after the deliverer had left, my neighbor opened his door as well.  I read the package, and it had my neighbor's name on it, but it took a while for me to find his name, so it was awkward.  When I finally found his name, I gave it to him.  Later, when not being able to sleep at night, I causally had my neighbor in mind, as he often is active doing various tasks at night, opening and closing his door, sometimes shutting it loudly for some reason.  I heard the thought-form "Thief."  I immediately knew that my neighbor now thinks I'm a thief!  

There are other derogatory thoughts that are perhaps directed my way that I would rather not mention. 

I don't control this thing, and I'm getting very tired of it.  I get angry at people because of what they are thinking!  Perhaps some of this is in my head though, or I'm partly insane.  Yet, I've proven, at least to myself, that I can hear other people's thoughts by confirming it with them.  The ability doesn't work if I put forth effort.  I can't, for example, hear someone think a number from 1 to 10.  It's often when I'm in a passive, 'idle mode' that I start hearing thoughts.

Sometimes there is silence, when I don't hear other people's thoughts at all and I'm fine.  Other times, I will have my own thought processes interrupted by other people's.  The thoughts are often just short phrases, but when I hear them, I try to analyze them and so forth.  I don't hear the thoughts in an auditory way, but I still know they are there, kind of like having a song stuck in the head.

I also see dots, which could be thoughts as well.  I assume that the red dots are more aggressive.  I will also from time to time see a U-turn sigil very annoyingly and persistently flash at me.  Glass half full, it could be the sign of Leo, but it looks more like a U-turn.  

 

 

 

 

The Planet's Actual Infestation

In many ways, humanity has become an infestation on the planet.  I'm not a pseudo-intellectual 'environmentalist' who buys into climate change propaganda and so forth, but humanity has kind of 'trashed the place.'  I can even understand how the cabal could see themselves as being heroes for trying to dramatically reduce the world's population in order to clean things up.  

However, it's the same cabal that want to 'clean things up' who have been suppressing technologies that would allow the planet to be ultra clean, even if there were several billions more people living on earth than the current number.  So, the cabal are the ultimate hypocrites, because they like to think of themselves as 'moral,' yet they are actually the very ones responsible for turning the planet into a garbage dump in the first place by suppressing technological innovation on an astronomical level.  

Had the cabal not ever existed, Earth's humanity would probably already be living in a reality beyond what we see in Star Trek.  So, although even I will get the temptation to want to see most people disappear because they create so many messes and consume just about everything in their path, I will know the reason WHY they are this way - the cabal.  

The popular cabal counterargument is that humanity allowed themselves to be turned into all-consuming mess-makers.  Yet, the cabal never play fair, and bribe anyone with a planet-changing innovation for a buy-out to make sure the innovation is not mass produced.  If bribery doesn't work, the cabal resort to other forms of suppression, including murder.  Some would say this is just 'conspiracy theory.'  Yet, there are thousands of suppressed patents for purposes of 'national security.'  It's also rather odd that people are still driving around in cars, and that there have been no major breakthroughs in technology beyond the all-too-popular smartphone (pathetic).  Looking closer, it becomes obvious that humanity's growth has been stunted and mutated.  So what's the real planetary infestation?  The cabal. 

Attacks Continue

This one was a dream of me being the only white guy around (what's the politically correct term now?) black people.  They were nice to me, and I was having fun.  Then a couple of them, who I thought were nice but were not so nice, had guns and knives on them.  They pinned me down with knives, and were about to start cutting me to pieces.  I woke from this dream feeling very unsafe.  Burning sensations were also happening in my legs, which is indicative of an attack.  

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I did the 12 21 command and 771 command before going to bed.  I guess things just didn't work out so well this time around.  Really not so well at all...

I haven't been paying attention to BLM and rioting.  Now I'm shocked to learn that just about every major US city has significant damage from the riots.  Then there are the California fires.  And the coronavirus, and mass murder occurring because of HCQ being withheld because the WHO gave patients toxic amounts.  And mass censorship on a level never before seen.  To say things are getting crazy is an understatement.  

Regarding the Pleiadians, time and time again, they have stated they would do something positive, but then they don't completely follow through.  Not being able to stop the coronavirus is one such example.  They thought they could completely remove the virus, but fell short.  Then they offered the 771 and 12 21 commands.  Yet, they haven't healed me, or been able to protect me from metaphysical attacks. 

I'm sure the Pleiadians have very good intentions, but they don't understand the situation.  They don't know what they are dealing with.  I guess I don't either.  What's been done to me over the years is really not ok, and it's not ok what I'm seeing the cabal do on the planet surface.  Maybe the cabal know they are finished, and this is why things have gone completely insane.  The cabal are doing as much damage as possible on their way out.  I really hope the cabal run out of ammo really soon. 

Ascension Dream

In this dream, I was perhaps watching myself in the second person.  I was told that it was time to go home.  Then, a vortex of light opened above, and I went into it.  I alternated frequencies in an unstable way, but the final outcome was that I ascended into the white spectrum of light.  

There was a second version of this dream later in the morning, but this version had infiltration from two grand daddy long legs and random unrelated thought-forms.  The grand daddy long legs got caught in spider webs and then disappeared.  In this version I was afraid to ascend.

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An interesting note about the first version is that the instability of the ascension reveals how end times madness operates.  In my own experience, I will at times have revelations about higher realities, only to later become angry.  I've also noticed that other people can be nice one moment, and then later lash out.  Thus, end times madness is akin to bipolar disorder. 

Negative Et's Show Themselves in Dreamstate

In this dream, there were those who were 'chosen ones' selected to go up into ships.  The chosen ones were warned not to go by other native inhabitants.  The Et's then showed themselves, who had elongated heads.  They nonchalantly killed one the native inhabitants for answering one of their questions.

One of the Et's then said, "So what if we torture children?  It makes them stronger."

(Many details have been left out to avoid being a mega-post.)

Analysis:

These are the negative Et's who follow the 'evolutionary path' that violates the Galactic Codex in the most extreme ways possible.  Hopefully they will be sent to the GCS very soon. 

12 21 Protocol

I have been doing the latest Cobra protocol since it was posted on August 12, 2020 to have assistance.  And, I have felt energetic assistance.  However, in the dreamstate, I am still attacked on a regular basis.  

My latest attacks have been these extremely loud noises.  I was beginning to really open up and ascend in my latest dream, only to be attacked with this noise.  The noise is accompanied by destructive energy of some sort hitting me in the head.  I researched a condition known as "Exploding Head Syndrome," but with EHS, the noise is like a brief gunshot or explosion that wakes a person up.  Instead of being brief, what hits me can be loud and continuous, and I don't always immediately wake up from it.  

Other dreams are pure chaos which would take a very long time to describe.

Also, when asleep and shortly after I wake up, I can have a strong pulsing sensation in the head.  If strong enough, this turns into some kind of seizure, but only in the dreamstate.

I have suspected that I have some kind of brain tumor, but I don't have the finances to get the very expensive brain scans needed to find out.  The last visit to my doctor was a 'clean bill of health.'  I'm still paying off what I owe from my last couple of visits.

So, although I am receiving some energetic assistance from the 12 21 protocol, unfortunately I'm going to need much more in depth assistance that goes further than anything the light forces are willing, or able, to provide.  Not all of my dreamstate experiences are negative, but there is inadequate protection to keep the baddies off me. 

It's like being stuck in a tug-of-war.  The light forces help me, and then later the cabal and so forth will hit me with all sorts of nasty stuff.  It would be nice to get out of the situation entirely.  The tug-of-war thing really wears a person out.  Also, some may say that I'm just not doing enough protection work on myself, and that's why I'm being attacked.  My reply is that Astara herself did not have adequate protection, no matter how well she was connected to the light forces and to Source.  If anyone would have the highest level of protection, it would have been her, yet she was killed. 

 

If the World Becomes Like China, It's All Over

There may have been a 'deal that went down' between China and Australia, which would explain why Melbourne, Australia is experiencing astronomical abuses of human rights.  

Regarding human rights, China is a complete nightmare.  China has their social credit score, and the Chinese people have practically no freedoms.  Should the U.S go to war with China though?  No, because that would mean WW3.  However, those responsible for creating and maintaining the NWO in China should be hunted down and exterminated, as Benjamin Fulford often mentions.  

Fulford also stated that China killed millions of its own population using 5G attacks:

"The Cabal, anticipating this event, tried to bow the Chinese into submission with a failed biological weapons attack and a more successful electromagnetic attack using 5G and satellites.  This attack probably caused millions of casualties in Wuhan, China, according to CIA sources who secretly visited Wuhan after the attack."

 https://benjaminfulford.net/2020/04/13/elites-fighting-desperately-against-global-slave-revolt/

To this day I don't understand why Cobra didn't address whether or not it's true that around 2.7 million Chinese were murdered using 5G attacks.  

One can think of the planet as having cancer, and people like Bill Gates as being the tumors.  The enslaved surface population is planetary inflammation.  Inflammation can be cured (cells with inflammation returned to a state of health) by removing the tumors/cancer cells.  The removal must be done carefully though, so cascade reactions don't occur resulting in planetary death. 

Unclogging the Intestines

Bananas clog the intestines like nothing else I've ever experienced.  After doing a cleanse something very interesting happened.  

It's amazing how the smallest matters that seem so unimportant can have such enormous effects on one's power level.

 

 

The Mystery of the Thorn Revealed

This is the primary message that needs to be heard by those who feel that aggression has no place in removing tyranny. 

 

 

 

 

It's also a part of the fighting spirit in the U.S that stopped the cabal from creating the next Melbourne Australia or dystopian China.  Many 'health officials' in the U.S have already been forced to step down.  

 

Thank You Bear Heart!

Solar Initiation vs Lunar Initiation

SirisKing is one of my favorite youtube channels because he provides authentic perspectives rarely encountered in the modern world.  

"In any true lunar system, one of the first things they know is, you can take the most physical activity that humans have, and if you can see the spirituality of that activity, it supersedes anything..."

Message to Cobra Regarding 'Initiation'

This post is in regards to Cobra's post on August 12, 2020, found here:

http://2012portal.blogspot.com/2020/08/planetary-initiation.html

Planetary Initiation

"You can counteract the effects of this Corona ritual by reframing it. You can reframe isolation/social distancing into meditative retreat, you can reframe hand washing into spiritual purification and you can reframe mask wearing into occult silence which is always needed before the initiation.

By doing so you can shift the energies of the negative Corona ritual into positive energies of spiritual initiation/breakthrough."

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My reply: 

I see what you are saying about re-framing perspective, but thousands of people are being murdered in order to keep this charade going.  Something much more drastic than re-framing is very much needed.

Article:

"Big Pharma, Big Tech and Big Media are waging an all-out WAR against humanity, and their goal is to mass murder as many human beings as possible before they are stopped"

https://prepareforchange.net/2020/08/14/big-pharma-big-tech-and-big-media-are-waging-an-all-out-war-against-humanity-and-their-goal-is-to-mass-murder-as-many-human-beings-as-possible-before-they-are-stoppe/

No matter how the initiation is framed, there can be no valid initiation when mass murder is required to sustain it.  People being murdered probably by the thousands per day from coronavirus cures being withheld, in order to keep this so-called 'initiation' going, is a direct violation of the Galactic Codex.  Promoting any positive spin on the mass cabal ritual to turn it into an initiation is a direct violation of the Galactic Codex, because this promotes evolution through abuse and suffering.

I ask that the light forces please take immediate drastic action to allow the cures to be easily accessible to the surface population to end any further coronavirus deaths.  Doing so will put an end to any further lockdowns and/or outright violations of fundamental human rights.  Not doing so shows that the author is promoting pure hypocrisy.  The question would then be, do the light forces support this hypocrisy as well, or was this the author's own idea?

Dissolution of Murphy's Law

If the anomaly was not stopped, the possibilities for abuse are beyond the imagination.  Even with all the abuse that has already transpired in existence, only a fraction of the possible forms of abuse have manifested. 

The manifestation of the anomaly is abuse, while the anomaly itself is the possibility of abuse.

The end result of the transformation the universe is going through will not only end all abuse, but will make any future abuse impossible.  Murphy's Law will no longer exist because there will be nothing that can go wrong. 

It will be impossible to be disconnected from Source.  

Choice will still exist, but all possible choices will be incapable of manifesting abuse.   

When the Healing Fails

In regards to my previous post, when visualizing golden light from the sun to heal the stomach area is ineffective, there is always sheer will.  This 'thing' doesn't play nice.  It doesn't play nice now, and it didn't play nice nearly a decade ago when it started.  I don't have to play nice either.  The rose has thorns for a reason. 

A human can be tortured over and over, but the spirit can never be defeated.  So when I'm relentlessly tormented (especially when at work), I stop giving any more fucks and I smash right through every cursed moment.  Yep, it's time to get out the hammer.  I'm stronger than this thing, and I will outlast it.  I can outlast anything through my immortal will.  The spirit can never be destroyed.  I can never be destroyed.

 

   

Healing the Navel/Solar Plexus Area

I will often get these horrible feelings in my stomach area.  These horrible feelings are accompanied by having my mind placed in disgusting dystopian environments, or mutated feelings implanted into places I used to know.  I can't really describe how awful it feels, and how hopeless I would get because I was being forced to feel what I did not want to feel.  I don't know if I'm being targeted, or if it's some kind of cancer, or just 'in my head.' 

The "Command 771" protocol may have been helping me figure out what I need to visualize to negate whatever this 'thing' is whenever it shows itself.  Visualizing golden sunrises and sunsets helps to negate the inorganic feelings. 

 

Taking a Chance

I wasn't sure of whether or not to reveal what happened to me close to a week ago, but decided to go ahead and post about it.  I cashier at a grocery store, and I had a family come through the checkout line with a huge order of food and clothes.  When the order was completely rung up, the total was exactly $771.  There was a roundup to the next dollar the customer said "yes" to, but that doesn't negate the significance of the total being exactly $771.  Those who follow 2012portal.blogspot.com will surely know what I'm referring to when mentioning the numbers 771.  The total being this amount definitely cannot be blown off as mere 'coincidence.'  Sirius-ly, what are the odds of this number showing up like this!?  The family of people didn't seem to be different than other customers either.  Also, most orders are not this high.  I haven't had an order this high since last Thanksgiving.  

I was doing the "Command 771" protocol a day before having the number show up at my register, and last night I did the protocol again before going to sleep.  Then in the dreamstate, I received threats from an aggressive, non-human voice.  When I woke up from the dreamstate after the threats, I felt a definite danger.  Despite this feeling of danger, I did the protocol again and went back to sleep.  

It appears there are those who are very upset that I'm doing the protocol, and also possibly because I made this blog.  I've suspected for years that there are those who are actively hunting me down.  It's unfortunately a common occurrence among certain people.  Hopefully, as the planet continues to be cleared away of baddies, this type of abuse will stop happening.  I'm thinking this will be the case as I write this post.

The Mind Can Get in the Way

A primary characteristic of Source is that Source is unpredictable.  So when accessing Source (or whatever it is I'm accessing lol!), I never know what I'm going to come up with.  That's how creation should work.  It would be so boring if everything was predictable.  One nature of infinity is that infinity is outside of predictability.  When planetary liberation occurs, something unpredictable may happen that has never happened before.

A new creation that has never before been created may be created.  This is why I don't even like to visualize any kind of golden age utopia in a meditation, because Source is far more spontaneous than any kind of visualization from the mind.  The mind trying to visualize something usually just gets in the way of things.  Just being present can be enough.  That's been my experience anyway.  I guess it just depends though.  There are instances when visualization of something specific is necessary.

Regarding infinity, the reason the infinity symbol is an 8 is because 8 can be traced forever without stopping.  The circle is also this way.  I know of no other symbols that have this characteristic.