History of Esoteric Groups/Individuals I Followed (Unfinished Version)

 Desteni Productions

I encountered this group in 2008.  The group started out with a girl who was the voice of an interdimensional portal, where different kinds of beings would come through.  Desteni Productions covered a wide range of esoteric topics, including the Annunaki and Atlantis.  According to Desteni Productions, all life everywhere else in the universe has been destroyed through wars, and earth is the last planet with life.  The cause of all of this was the "mind consciousness system."  Only the physical is said to be real, and life is to be "birthed in the physical" by removing all mind-systems, including love.  This group was said by some to be the teachings of the 'illuminatti.'  This controversial group was eventually banned from youtube.  Old videos of portal interviews have returned to youtube.  I watched about 500 of their videos, and was very much a believer 'back in the day.'  I had a falling-out with the group though over another person's information named Amitakh Stanford.

Amitakh Stanford

This author had the site xeeatwelve.com, which no longer leads to her work.  Amitakh Stanford has many gnostic writings about the nature of the universe, which I was very much interested in around 2009.  According to Amitakh Stanford, the universe is a creation from darkness.  At its smallest unit, physical matter is composed of spinning tetrahedrons, and light that it trapped within these spinning tetrahedrons is what keeps the universe going.  The sun is said to actually be a cube that spins so fast that it is spherical only by appearance.  When light is liberated from physical matter, the universe will cease to exist.  The "True Realm" is the real world, which is a world that is free from the prison of geometry.  The Annunaki and demiurge are discussed.  Manichaeism is the specific branch of gnosticism that Amitakh Stanford promotes, and the prophit Mani is an "Attas of light" who came to liberate light from physical matter.

Keylontic Science

I encountered keylontic science in the early 2000's when I was doing an internet search for activating multidimensional DNA.  E’Asha Ashayana (current name) is the author of Voyagers - The Secrets of Amenti Volumes 1 and 2.  Many topics are discussed, including Ets, DNA activation, merkaba, and the history of the universe.  The scope of E’Asha Ashayana 's work is astronomical, with countless lectures and programs.  Metatron is said to be fallen, and the metatronic merkaba is called a death star merkaba, which leads to finite life and a non-eternal nature.  The flower of life is said to be metatronic, and therefore very much avoided.  This lead to great confusion, as I was a follower of many other people and groups who were promoting the flower of life or the metatronic merkaba, including Dan Winters, Ananda Bosman, and Cobra.  E’Asha Ashayana terms the fibbonaci sequence as the "fib of no chi," which is a merkaba that has to vampire on everything in its path to sustain itself.  The "krystal spiral" was stated to be the true eternal progression of numbers, with a ratio of the square root of 2 instead of phi, which is 1.618.

Ananda Bosman

This person is said to the the founder of the A432 hz movement.  Through tuning music to A432 tuning, and also having music at 144 beats per minute, it is stated that a harmony can be reached of compassionate love, which is 8hz.  Ananda Bosman states that the pineal gland calcifies at puberty but can be re-awakened by drinking ayahuasca, which contains pinoline, DMT, and other alkaloids.  Ayahuasca is also said to activate 8 hz.  What interested me so much about Ananda Bosman was that the white and dark brotherhoods could be bypassed through "All-Is-God," meaning that the physical world is also God, without any seperation.  The duality of heaven vs. hell can be bypassed through 8hz, leading to a novelty of experience outside polarity.  I decided to drink ayahuasca in 2006, as I wanted to gain psychic abilities and become physically immortal.  I drank the ayahuasca under the wrong settings though, and it was the most frightening experience I've ever had.  I don't state this to disuade others if they wish to give ayahuasca a try though.  After the 6 hour journey, I was completely unafraid of death.  The ayahuasca allowed my concsious mind to make contact with the underlying fear that is present in the physcal body (all physical bodies have this fear but it's in the background), and transmute a portion of this fear.

Dan Winters

Dan Winters worked with Ananda Bosman on certain projects.  Dan Winters was a developer of "perfect compression," which involves phi-ratio progression of numbers.  The main goal is stated to be able to die successfully (whenever death may arrive), whereas after death there is enough coherance to be able to maintain choice, as a self-stearing tornado of sorts.  Dan Winters uses the pentagram as the main sacred geometry to illustrate this.  Dan Winters also developed the "imploder nozzle," which sends water through a vortex to make the water very rejuvinating.  Plants who were given this water were shown to grow faster, healthier, and taller than plants given normal water.  

Cobra (Compression Breakthrough)

This site is 2012portal.blogspot.com, which covers a number of topics, including Ets (mainly the Pleaidians), the origin of evil (the "anomaly"), reptilians, chimera spiders, mass meditations, astrology, planetary affairs, and solar system affairs.  The Cobra blog has a been a source of great frustration for me in the last year, as mass meditations were not able to stop COVID NWO plans despite reaching and in some cases far exceeding "critical mass."  I had a falling out with this blog when I saw that case numbers and deaths for the virus were sky-rocketing just after the November 11th mass meditation.  I was already in a very upset state when over 1 million acres of forest were burned in Oregon fires (I live in Oregon).  California has had many fires as well.  I was upset that action was not taken to stop these fires by Ets and "the resistance."  I visit the Cobra blog from time to time, but I take information from this blog with 'a very large grain of salt.'  All of my comments are blocked from being posted on the Cobra blog because I said "Fuck you."  The real reason may have been that I was exposing the absolute failure of the meditations to fix the timeline.  I could write more about this blog here, but it's such a 'can of worms,' and my other blog posts about Cobra go into this in greater detail.

Grand Order of Draco Slayers

I encountered this group around the same time I was having a falling out with Desteni Productions.  Bear Heart, who was the youtuber who made occult-inspired videos, is a western ceremonial magician who has confirmed super-human strength.  He channels all kinds of heroic beings, the main one being Thor.  The first video I saw from him was his description of getting in to a physical fight with a physical reptlian.  This blew my mind away.  I've watched every single video he's ever made, although his main channel is no longer on youtube.  I learned a great deal about the occult from G.O.O.D.S.  I talked with Bear Heart on the phone as well.  Later with his videos, he started talking about working with the 72 spirits of the goetia.  I didn't understand this, which seemed to take a very different direction from his Thor videos.  I didn't quite feel that I should be working with the 72 goetic spirits (maybe I'm a wimp lol, but my intuition told me to stay away from it).  Bear Heart also had a blog with many updates, but he completely disappeared from the public arena around 2015 or so.  

MindandMagick

This is another western ceremonial magician who may have had a history with Bear Heart.  Mindandmagick's youtube channel and programs delve into the occult, and I in addiction to Bear Heart's teachings, I have learned a great deal from Mindandmagick's material.  Topics include astrology, polarity, manifestation, and various magical techniques.  

SirisKing

This youtuber delves into this occult, giving information about various ways of initiation, including lunar initiation and solar initiation.  I used to watch SirisKing's older videos, which talked about a wide range of subject matter, giving some very interesting knowledge, but these older videos were later removed.  Current videos also have excellent occult knowledge with very unique perspectives.  SirisKing focuses on various cultures as well, and states that culture is a very important factor in the occult.  A great deal of occult knowledge and development can't be accessed without some kind of initiation from an adept, which is probably true.  SirisKing also gives excellent suggestions for reading material to learn about the occult.

David Wilcock

Emery Smith

Corey Goode

Jay Essex

Sarah Adams

Phillip Sunnen

Chrisie Thai

Otto Jackobson

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