Help Requested!

There is a Lightwarrior who needs help getting a cintamani stone:

https://fundrazr.com/32JDkd?ref=ab_3Jt6RHP5A2B3Jt6RHP5A2B&utm_campaign=campaign-status-change&utm_medium=email&utm_source=11-2023

Thank you, and Victory of the Light!

Whey is Not the Same as Casein, and The Final Countdown

Whey protein concentrate powder has almost no casein.  My power level weakened because I stopped taking it, believing it was the same as casein, when it's not.  It's only casein that needs to be avoided, which is in milk, yogurt, etc.  The hyperlinked video says there are benefits to casein, but casein is damaging to the gut and has a drug-like effect.

For various reasons, I'm definitely still motivated to help with the clearing.  Mine as well go all out for the final countdown.  

I'm not really into DBZ, but found this to be interesting:

https://youtu.be/8PBIClnpKik?t=83

Only God and the Light Forces and Participants Among the Surface Population on Earth Can Clear the Subquantum Anomaly and lurker

I'll correct my previous statement on this post to this:

Only God and the Light Forces and participants among the surface population on Earth can clear the subquantum anomaly and lurker. 😅

(This is in regards to Cobra's latest update.)

The 3D Flower of Life

An awesome commenter messaged me about a 3D version of the Flower of Life: 

https://www.gaiamamart.com/fleur-vie-3d/

It looks like this:

 

 

Here is similar information in English:

https://www.abzu2.com/the-flower-of-life-and-the-64-tetrahedron-grid-the-mother-and-father-of-the-geometry-of-the-fabric-space/

The youtube channel Knew Geometry also goes into this:

https://youtu.be/g2i8fQZcWHM

Octahedral geometry like this has been on the mind lately as well:

 

Are the Archons Losing Their Touch?

One of the ways archons manipulate is through comments and replies on various forums - blogs, youtube, facebook, etc.  However, lately I've noticed that comments and replies that are designed to be aggressive toward me have many misspellings and incoherent sentence structure.

Online, how can the archons get under someone's skin when their keyboard puppets appear to be mentally 'not all there' and deranged?  No one takes someone else seriously when their communication is substandard to the point of being like a young child who's just learning to talk.

It's a win-win because the more these kinds of comments and replies show up, the less seriously they will be taken.  The trolling can still be seen as an annoyance, but it can't get under the skin like it used to because it has turned into incoherent babbling.  Maybe the archons are losing their touch.

Final Conclusion Regarding Dairy Protein, a New Year's Resolution, and Addressing Psychology

Regarding dairy protein, I've gone back and forth on whether it's healthy to eat.  My final conclusion after a vast amount of experimentation and research over the years is:

Dairy fat is healthy, but dairy protein is unhealthy and has an opiate effect.  This under-5-minute video helps explain why:

"Are You Addicted to Dairy?"

My latest idea is to take heavy whipping cream (which has virtually no dairy protein) and whip it into whipped cream.  I add a little stevia and vanilla extract, and it's absolutely delicious!  Butter also has virtually no dairy protein.  Cream cheese has a small amount of dairy protein - around 1g to 2g per serving, but maybe some is ok; time will tell.  As for all the rest, especially in my case, I no longer eat.  No more milk, yogurt, kefir, and hard cheeses, which all have large amounts of dairy protein.  Also, no cottage cheese, which is very high in dairy protein.  Also, no more whey protein concentrate powders.  

Pea protein isolate is still a possibility for a protein source, but will not be the only protein source.  Some meat will be eaten, but will not be the only protein source either. 

Conclusion:

When I made the post Advice to Have Greater Immunity to Attacks, back doors were used to hack into me through dairy protein consumption.  Therefore, one of my New Year's Resolutions is to strictly adhere to nearly eliminating dairy protein consumption, starting out with less than 10g per day.  If that is insufficient, it will be reduced even more.  This New Year's Resolution has been declared a few days before New Years Day, starting now.  

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If accusations and projections are made against a social movement, the result is the social movement doubling down on its position.  Starting around 2016, the political Left and Right fought with one another like never before, doubling down on their positions.  Politics were 'in your face' on a daily basis.  

Doubling down also applies to individuals.  If person A goes on a tirade against person B, person B doubles down on his/her position.  Such is the psychology regarding negative interactions between people on Earth.  

Solutions become worse than problem people, or perceived problem people, when the solutions involve tirades and finger pointing.  This has been proven in the comments section on Sebastian's latest blog post.

A Little Humor Goes a Long Way

Libra's epic post inspired me to make this post on the importance of not being confined to only fitting into one mold.  It's important to get out of the box, be spontaneous, and have fun!  Maybe look into finding some good standup comedy and so forth.  'Sky's the limit.'

I really like this episode of Voyager.  It's out of character for Star Trek:

https://youtu.be/D8gqITziHEM

🤣🤣🤣

I really enjoyed watching The Office.  

https://youtu.be/CPKv0c7FWGo

Regarding A Recent Conflict, Pluto's Date for Entering Aquarius, Cabal Agendas, and Advice Regarding the lurker (whew!)

Lately I've been promoting peace between Lightworkers.  Of course after I do this, something will come up to get me to contradict myself and 'get into it' with another Lightworker (or so-called Lightworker - it's hard to tell anymore).  That's usually what happens when I take a stance. 🥳

Pluto doesn't officially enter Aquarius until January 20, 2024.  Some of the energies for this are coming through, but there can still be some difficulties.  Winter Solstice is generally a difficult time energetically (long story on this - it's not my intel so I won't go into it), and the dark forces will of course take advantage of this to the maximum extent possible.  Yesterday I had nausea that lasted longer than it ever has before that went into the next morning, which may be connected.

Regarding debates over trans people:  Yes there is a cabal trans agenda.  Here are some examples:

- Trying to make it legal for those who are physically male to enter women's bathrooms.  This law would be abused by men pretending to be trans to rape women and girls.

- Fining someone several thousands of dollars for not using the proper pronoun.

- Victimizing children in schools in various ways through far Left doctrines, and encouraging them to change their genders.  There are those who believe they are trans who are not really trans because of brainwashing/indoctrination.

- Trans who violate boundaries for public decency.  For example, a trans who walks in public with a dildo strapped into their anus (there is video footage of this online).  Note though:  It is not a violation of public decency for a man to wear women's clothes, but no one should wear clothes that expose genitalia.  I guess there are nudist colonies but I'm sure people get the idea.

No, not all trans are a part of the cabal trans agenda.  People like simple answers to complex problems, so they make generalizations.  (Of course I just made a generalization right there, lol!)  More and more, I'm finding that situations are indeed context specific.  There are many good people who are trans.  It's the 'bad apples' that are used to try to make all trans people look the same, when they are not.  As was stated before, there are souls that are used to incarnating into one specific gender.  If the gender is changed in a future incarnation, this is a form of abuse by the dark forces.

Cobra stated that the lurker hides in sexual traumas.  Of course those who are victims of rape are sexually traumatized.  However, it's also sexually traumatizing to be trans.  Also, non offending pedophiles are sexually traumatized and they often hate themselves.  Regarding non offending pedophiles:

Just as there is a cabal trans agenda, there is of course a cabal pedophilia agenda.  The cabal pedophilia agenda seeks to sexualize children and normalize adults engaging children sexually.  However (and this may be hard for some to believe), there are pedophiles who never harm children and never look at illegal pornography.  I know this to be true because I've seen them with my metaphysical abilities.  Are non offending pedophiles good people?  Some say they should be treated the same as pedophiles who sexually abuse children, equating them with sex offenders even though they never commit sexual crimes.  My perspective is that non offending pedophiles are not bad people, but the dark forces and lurker use them as massive loosh batteries.

Concluding:  Too often, I see people not using their own faculties.  They instead adopt the beliefs of others.  Even if the beliefs are anti-establishment from the alternative media, more critical thinking is needed, because just like the mainstream media, the alternative media very often promotes a 'one size fits all' narrative.  I've even seen PrepareForChange do this in some of their blog posts.  The truth is, Earth is extremely complicated.

Advice regarding the lurker:

Have a massive arsenal of tactics to deal with situations, and be versatile.  There are times when Eckhart Tolle's works can help.  Other times, various Cobra meditations are needed.  Other times, as Libra pointed out, stoicism is needed.  Other times, letting go is needed.  Other times, the opposite of letting go is needed.  Other times, (fill in the blank).    

The Clearing is Both Planetary and Personal

Main thing that's coming up is layers upon layers that need to be let go.  I'll use myself as an example:

Earlier this morning, I let go of one thing from my past that came up, and then something else from my past came up.  I let that one go too, and then again something else came up.  This kept happening until there was nothing left to let go.  

After doing this, I noticed some trolling from a comment as a form of attack on The Unveiling's blog.  I addressed the trolling, and then I let this go.  Possible Further trolling as 'retaliation' to my addressment can be dealt with as well, which will also be let go.  So on and so forth, I address what needs to be addressed, and then I let it go.  This will be my modus operandi from now on.

Summary:

The Lurker is probably involved in constantly trying to bombard people with 'traumas and dramas' to try to keep them in a constant state of stress and loosh generation.  The solution is letting go, along with activation of the Violet Flame.  

When letting go, it can be helpful to make healthy verbal statements.  Example:

"It's in the past.  There's nothing I can do about it.  Getting caught up in it accomplishes nothing.  Why not let it go?  I let it go."

Why The Lurker Always Fails (Updated)

I'm able to know what others want and post it, like I did with the latest comment of the music video on 2012 Portal.  What really struck me about this music video, in addition to the interesting lyrics, is that the people are all looking up into the sky.  It can easily be interpreted that they are looking at the Light Forces.  I enjoy finding material to inspire people like this.

But for myself, it's possible that not even the LF/RM would accept me.  The main message I'm picking up is that only Source accepts me.  Maybe I'm so messed up inside that there can only be a relationship between myself and Source, along with all the portals to Source.  With other humans, I fake virtually all of my behaviors.  I live a lie with them, so maybe it would be the same with positive Ets.

I can't help but feel this way:  I'm not into soul groups, soul families, twin flames, and so on.  None of that resonates with me anymore.  I regard myself as a total reject by them all, but I'm not hurt by this.  I accept this, because I know that Source doesn't reject me.  I know that Source would not have created me if I was a mistake.  It feels like Source, but only Source, can love me. 

Regarding Sebastian's latest post, I'm neither for nor against.  It's possible to not be a black sphere, nor a white sphere.

I've been asking myself this question:  Can I stand before Source alone, with absolutely no one else having my back?  Over several years of being so isolated and alone, my answer is a resounding Yes.

Maybe some of what I'm saying is the Lurker messing with me, but even if it is the Lurker, the Lurker always fails, because I can bypass all relationships and go straight to Source.  And in so doing, I can still be cordial to others and contribute in various ways.

Here's another way of putting it:  Cobra said the Lurker's two main places of hiding are sexual traumas and relationship traumas.  I don't define myself by my sexuality, nor by my relationships with others.  I know that the real me is beyond both - I strongly feel that Source told me so - to the deepest parts of myself.  It doesn't mean I don't try to improve in these two areas, but the eternal aspect of myself can never be ensnared within them.  What the Lurker is after is always out of reach.

Update:

After writing this post, a powerful darkness came to me to try to compromise my connection to Source.  I responded by returning to the Violet Flame, and now all is well.

 

A Fictional Interview

The following is a fictional interview I was inspired to write.  The names of the two characters are randomly chosen.

Rick:  So tell me about how you get back into your center when things get dark for you.

Chris:  Well, I used to believe I had to do all these fancy rituals that occultists kept suggesting, like the one where you banish by drawing pentagrams in all four directions and call on angels – that sort of thing.  But those kinds of rituals never got me anywhere, and it’s almost like they made things even worse sometimes.  So I started to just listen to music and focus on my breath without thinking about anything.  With the focused breathing it's not for a set amount of time or a set routine, just whenever I remind myself to, off and on.  I could be playing a video game with nice scenery while listening to some nice music, which made it easier, but other times I would sit in nature or even in my apartment in silence, just letting myself be in the moment.  

Rick:  Just sitting there, and that’s it?

Chris:  Yeah.  I would just sit there for a bit, maybe for only a few minutes.  I don’t try to be positive or negative.  I don’t try to be anything.  The goal is to make my head just shut up, and when it shuts up, it’s almost like a reset button gets pushed, and all the chaos and dark stuff in me just goes away, and I get this really nice feeling of, I guess you could call it, a pleasant sort of clarity.  Sometimes I would pick an object to focus on, but other times I would just focus on my body and environment.  

Rick:  Do you feel any sensations in your body when you do this?

Chris:  Actually yeah.  I feel a kind of tingling in different parts of my body.  My legs do this quite a bit, but also sometimes it’s at the top of my head.  Other times it can be in the stomach.  Sometimes I wonder if it’s light of some kind coming through.

Rick:  That sounds really cool!  This clarity – how long does it last after resetting?  

Chris:  It depends.  If I look at news online, not the mainstream junk that lies most of the time, but you know, the alternative news -

Rick:  Yeah, I look at alternative news too.  Definitely can be a lot of discord there though.

Chris:  Oh yeah, definitely!  I look at that stuff… I mean, I know I need to be aware of certain things, but damn it’s hard to look at.  I’ll look at the latest war stuff in Ukraine, or what’s going on with the Middle East.  Or how the economy keeps going down the tubes, making life harder and harder for people to live.  Man it really stresses me out!  And when it stresses me out, my mind gets dark again, almost like an escapism.  I mean, there are things I know I shouldn’t entertain in my mind, but in a way it also feels good.  Then I feel bad about feeling good and this stresses me out even more.  Kind of like a viscous cycle, yeah.

Rick:  What kind of dark things do you entertain in your mind?

Chris:  Is it ok if maybe I skip this question?  I mean, I know this might be a bit concerning that I don’t want to talk about it, but -

Rick:  Hey sure, no problem.  If it’s personal stuff you don’t feel comfortable talking about, that’s ok.  Moving on, do you ever get unpleasant sensations in your body, like maybe something that’s the opposite of the light?

Chris:  Yeah.  I get these stinging sensations, mostly in my legs, but other parts too.  My left arm for some reason gets really bad sometimes.  It can almost be like getting a bee sting, but it doesn’t quite hurt that much.  I’ll also get a prickly feeling in my feet at night when trying to sleep.  And my dreams get all messed up.

Rick:  Sounds rough!

Chris:  Yeah, for sure.  I think the stinging feelings are attacks that cause some of the dark stuff somehow.  I’ll get angry because I keep hoping things will improve but they never do.  But all that goes away when I hit the reset button.  That’s the only way I can find relief, and maybe it’s helping to clear bad stuff.  And oh yeah, I almost forgot.  I’ve been seeing glimpses more and more of places made of really bright and beautiful light when almost asleep.  It’s like there are – what’s the phrase some people use?  Cracks in the veil.  Yeah.

Rick:  Wow!  You never know right?

Chris:  You never know.

There Are Alternatives to an Economic Crash

I'm really tired of gloom and doom, and I've earned the right to be tired of it because I've been subjected to so many years of it, but I decided to give "The Great Taking" a chance, and I'm glad I did.  The documentary actually turned out to not be gloom and doom at all, bringing a positive message:

https://youtu.be/dk3AVceraTI

I've realized that there cannot be positive results from an economic crash.  I completely oppose any such scenario in the future.  

The documentary goes into how the crash can be prevented so that private interests are stopped from subjugating humanity through a crash and reboot. 

Heart of Sufism Book Notes Regarding Balance

(These are direct quotes from the book, but are compiled in a way to provide a summary for the chapter on balance.)

Success and failure are caused by balance and by the lack of it.  Progress and lack of progress can be explained as coming from balance and lack of balance.  However, perfect balance controls movement too much, bringing it to the pitch of inertia.  If the right and left leg were equal, one would not be able to walk.  The ordinary balance, which is not complete, brings about success.

Balance is naturally there, so there is no need to attain it.  The question is only how to maintain balance.  By keeping a few minutes for a process of meditation, of silence, we can touch complete balance for a moment, and then, naturally, in our active life a balance is maintained.  Complete balance in meditation makes one capable of maintaining the balance necessary for activity. 

Once balance is lost, it’s very difficult to bring it about again.  It is just like a clock getting out of order; it cannot work as long as it is not brought into a proper balance again – and the same is true for the condition of the soul.  To be too sad, to be too busy, to be too lazy – all these things are signs of a lack of balance.  All that can be called too much, is always out of balance.

The Case Against Veganism

I had to really search because the algorithms want to only show me pro-vegan videos.  After bypassing all the spam from unhealthy vegan narcissists who like to hear themselves talk even more than I do, here are some videos I found:

What veganism over 25 years did to my body EX VEGAN

https://youtu.be/OY4JBi8NKSc

I Stopped Being Vegan After 14 Years and Feel Better Than I Ever Have (My Ex-Vegan Story)

https://youtu.be/8MprLRv-IHs

Why I Am No Longer Vegan

https://youtu.be/N-6z5AUox24

I QUIT Being A Vegan (It's a SCAM)

https://youtu.be/zEvaYSwGACc

Joe Rogan vs. Dr. Greger - Vegan Diet Debunked

https://youtu.be/K9HwU4nzjcs

Veganism Is A Corporate Scam

https://youtu.be/YTKkeZfYNQ0

Plant-based meat is literally a scam

https://youtu.be/CTJj6Gjw7YU

10 Ways Vegans Are Ruining The World

https://youtu.be/RyNmgSefNA4

The Dark Forces Use Extreme Opposites for Control

They promote making fun of people who use the term "they" to talk about them.  

They told me in thoughtforms to "shut up" a few times earlier this morning, so I must be doing something right.  

Let's look at how they stop people from finding real information regarding diet:

First of all, one who eats a diet that makes one healthy results in one becoming very powerful - not just physically, but also metaphysically.  The dark forces therefore spend considerable resources creating a maze of dietary confusion.  This is why there are so many different diets that people claim to be the 'holy grail,' with opposites being promoted: 

- High carb low fat is opposite to high fat low carb.

- Veganism is opposite to the carnivore diet.

Long-term, veganism is harmful to health:

"Vegan diets don't work.  Here's why"

https://youtu.be/MpxgZGnEF7E

(The youtube ads keep getting longer and longer.  People can use a youtube downloader add on and download the videos for much greater efficiency.) 

Then of course there's going to be someone who tries to debunk the above video:

"Vegan diets don't work Debunked - What I've Learned Response"

https://youtu.be/mKyIF1DiUOs

I wonder if the World Economic Forum has anything to do with many of the studies promoting vegan diets.  Hmm...

As anyone who reads this can see, there have always been countless heated debates promoting polar opposite diets.  At least as far as I can tell, the reality is:

Vegan diets don't work long term, creating many nutritional deficiencies. 

Low carb diets don't work long term.  (The only possible exception would be for type 1 diabetics).  I've seen people who go low carb lose a massive amount of weight, only to later go off the diet and become even more obese than before.

The Standard American Diet (America is being used as an example because it's one of the most physically unhealthy countries on the planet) makes people so fat and unhealthy because of the high fructose and high vegetable oil intake combined with consuming too many net carbs.  It's probably safe to say that over 50% of Americans eat 300-400g of net carbs per day.  The solution of course gets promoted to either go vegan or do the opposite: go low carb and/or go on the carnivore diet.

Did it occur to anyone that it's possible to reduce carbohydrate intake without being in the category of low carb?  How about, say, 100-150g of net carbs per day, which is lower carb, but still not ketogenic?  It's rare for anyone to say to reduce carbs without jumping on the low carb bus.  It always has to be something extreme.  That's what the dark forces want: polar opposite extremes to confuse people.

One could ask oneself, "What areas are opposite extremes promoted as solutions?"  The dark forces really don't want people asking that question.

How Do the Ascended Regard Form, and Angry Archons

I have long wanted to explore many different forms.  

Would it be wrong to say this is attractive?

(It's too bad furries became politicized.  Politicization tends to ruin things.)  

I'm not into bestiality.  I regard the above as not quite human, but also as not quite animal.  

The above is perhaps a part of the positive side of imagination.  The Lurker unfortunately can especially compromise those with powerful imaginations, using their imaginations to poison their minds.  Fantasies can turn into nightmares.  This is of course in the process of being remedied.  

Regarding form: 

For those who are ascended, for them personally, does it no longer matter what form is taken when they re-materialize?

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The archons became rather upset with me the other day.  Maybe I angered them by trying to be a peacekeeper.  I need not go into details regarding the attack.

Why It's So Important to Have Cooperation

"If the light workers are not fighting each other, the war in Ukraine and Gaza did not happen. If the light grid was stable, the dark forces could not engineer the war. But on the other hand, we have prevented so many wars, maybe 20 or more wars. We have prevented a war in Ukraine 5 times, the war between Iran and Israel 4 or 5 times. But we can not prevent everything because it is simply too much."

"At this point, most of the life experience is from the quantum entanglement of Lurker. Most of the negative events happened on you without any apparent reason are engineered by Lurker. Most of unprocessed negative emotions which is not from trauma, is actually from Lurker because Lurker is quantumly entangled with your emotional body. Most of mental confusion and misunderstandings is not because your brain is not sharp enough or something like that. It is because the quantum entanglement with Lurker. On the surface of the planet, Lurker’s interaction is quite strong."

https://prepareforchange-japan.blogspot.com/2023/11/chiang-mai-ascension-conference-day-1.html

The cabal work with the Lurker in attempts to manipulate perceptions for conflicts. 

Although not viewed by many people, the comments section on 2012 Portal can be indicative of underlying conflicts between Lightworkers.

Being aware that attempts are being made to manipulate perceptions for conflicts can help to dissuade conflicts. 

The less conflicts between Lightworkers, the less chaos and abuse manifests in the world.  

A Doctor That Backs Up Everything I've Been Saying about the Fructose in Simple Sugar

The world needs more people like this:

"Warning Signs You're Eating Too Much Sugar & What Happens If You Quit for 7 Days! - Dr. Robert Lustig"

https://youtu.be/VBmvvP53818

There's only one brief remark from him I had to look past regarding the vax.  Everything else he says is 100%.

Interestingly, he even mentions a study where a group is fed processed foods, but all added sugar from the processed foods is first removed.  The group's health dramatically improves!  

If someone were to give me a choice between a sweetened whole grain oatmeal cookie (whole food) that has 25g simple sugar, and a slice of store-bought pizza (processed food) that has 3g simple sugar, every single time - hands down - I will choose the slice of pizza.

I take it a step further and mostly avoid eating fruit, but only because my dietary needs are unique.

These are also high in fructose:

- Honey

- Agave nectar

- Maple syrup

- Organic cane sugar (It doesn't matter if it's organic - fructose is fructose.)

- High Fructose Corn Syrup (HFCS) - There are people who go on and on about the toxic chemicals in HFCS without realizing it's primarily the high fructose content that makes it so toxic.

Advice: 

Unless it's stevia or allulose and other nontoxic alternatives to sugar, if it's sweet, avoid it.

Personal Finding Regarding Loosh

If there's something that's bothering me that I can't do anything about, I force myself to stop thinking about it, letting it go.  Another option is visualizing what's bothering me being solved.  

Option that generates massive loosh: fixating on it with feelings of anger, powerlessness, and depression.  Also, making projections and conflicts, which creates loosh within loosh.  (In my case this takes the form of rants when I'm at home.)

Another Health Protocol and the Importance of Reducing Loosh Generation

I decided to 'splurg' yesterday when a very large amount of simple sugar was eaten.  I was with a couple others and did not want to be rude and say "No."  The total amount of simple sugar eaten was probably around 60g.  I figured that maybe if I fasted afterward I would be ok.  Not a chance.  

Whenever I eat this amount of simple sugar, my dreamstate becomes schizophrenic and I have horrible inorganic 'cancer feelings' in my liver area.  I dreamed last night that I was going on a road with dead grass everywhere that was bloody, as though the blood had dried and hardened.  The scenery was extremely disgusting - completely alien in the worst possible ways.  Then I ran into a yellow fire that was burning the grass, along with a gate that blocked my path.  (The fire aspect was positive.  I wanted the scenery to be burned into nothing.)

There were significant stinging sensations as well last night - very strong directed energy weapon attacks.  That's what I suspect it to be based on correlations.

I woke up I did an old emergency protocol I've done in the past, and it's worth mentioning here.  I downed a little over a tablespoon of psyllium husks in water with some lean protein (ground turkey) afterward.  I felt better this morning.

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The reason I wanted to leave this blog or have this blog discontinue discussion and focus on 2012 Portal and Ets is because there is still too much negative infiltration.  I found that I would be better off holding the Light by taking a step back and trying to heal, because nearly every time I try to reach out to the LF/RM, I get severely energetically attacked.  My forehead is also twitching all over the place lately, which may be some kind of negative programming that the dark forces are trying to 'install.' 

My finding is that it would be better to ground more and focus on practical aspects of  life until the clearing has reached a point when it's 'much more ideal' to reach out, which is why I made the post "Methods for Positive Evolution."  I'm seriously no good to anyone being so damaged and broken.  Others may be able to withstand the attacks, but I'm going to have to admit that need a break. 

I understand, and others who have been upset lately can understand as well, that the reason the LF/RM cannot intervene is because it was stated that for every Lightworker that was helped in a significant way, 10 or more Lightworkers could be killed by the cabal:

"Light forces cannot contact any light worker because the dark forces will retaliate. If there is a light worker doesn’t have money to survive, and is expelled from the house. Let’s say the light forces contact this person and give him money, the dark forces could kill ten or more light workers. We are still in hostage situation. It is not time yet, not yet."

https://prepareforchange-japan.blogspot.com/2023/11/chiang-mai-ascension-conference-day-1.html

I take the above quote to mean that no significant physical and mental healing from the LF/RM will be possible either until the clearing reaches a certain point, which will probably take half a year or more.  In many ways, Lightworkers need to understand that they will have to find ways to manage the best they can in the meantime.  I theorize that it's loosh generation from Lightworkers that causes the grid to be 'less than ideal.'  This loosh generation ranges from personal suffering to outward conflicts with each other.  Outward conflicts fits the category of relationship issues, which is one of the places Cobra said the Lurker hides.  This is why I conclude that the main focus needs to be on reducing loosh generation as much as possible.

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I changed the comment section so that anyone can comment here, with or without a google account.  I hadn't paid attention to this option before.

A Completely New Direction For This Blog

Instead of leaving this blog as a 'ghost blog,' which was what I really meant when I said I was leaving for awhile, I'll keep going but will now post about subjects delving into various sciences (and perhaps arts as well) that have always fascinated me.  If others want to stop by, that's fine.  If not, that's fine too.  With that out of the way, here goes:

Recently seeing mushrooms in nature along with the video below have renewed my interest in fungi.  I had no idea there are 3 million species!

"Why These 5 Mushrooms Are Better Than The Other 3 Million"

https://youtu.be/5cATnedwHP4 

Imagine what it would be like to be the first to discover a new species of mushroom that has medicinal properties!

Earth truly is an amazing and diverse planet, and life on the microscopic level is so mind-blowing!  There's so much to explore!   

Follow-up Idea, A Question, and Farewell for a While

The previous exercise of taking an object and focusing on it - try doing this with a plant and see how much you can connect with it.

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I gave it several days - going lacto-vegetarian was a complete disaster.  Cycling protein sources is extremely important.

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Maybe ask oneself, "Can I know anything that's not in a book, and that no one ever told me?"  

Aside from a bit of book reading as a meditation, I'm feeling guided to completely stop listening to anyone else, and find answers only through experience.  

Aside from the Law of Correspondence, there is nothing anyone can know outside experience.

Farewell for a while.

Methods for Positive Evolution

In no particular order:

Take a deep breath, and only focus this breath.  This doesn't have to be fancy.  It can be anywhere at any time, and doesn't even have to be more than one breath. 

Read and work through logic based books, such as science books and math books. 

Read spiritual books that create a sense of well-being.  This doesn't have to be a major project.  I only read 5-10 pages per day.  The current book I'm reading is this one:

 

 

An awesome commenter mentioned some very useful information regarding astral parasites.  One of the best ways to starve astral parasites (the world is obviously still very saturated with them) is to be in the blue part of the spectrum instead of the red.  Therefore, focus on blue Light, or the Blue Flame. 

Focus on parts of the body, or the body as a whole.  

Focus on body movements at various times throughout the day.  It can be normal body movements performing everyday tasks.

Focus on one's physical surroundings and harmonize with them.

This one's a good mental exercise for insomniacs:  Memorize a place and all the objects in that place.  This can be room or part of a house, or even the entire house.

If having a very difficult internal experience of oneself, go into positive memories and pull their positive energy into the present.  (Hard core people may say they've never had a positive memory in their entire lives, but come on - everyone has had at least one!)

Pick a physical object and hold it in your hand.  Focus attention only on this object.  (This can be for 5 to 10 minutes, or longer if preferred.)  If the mind starts having thoughts that go elsewhere, return the attention back to the object.  See how long you can have a present and alert focus without any thoughts.  Quartz crystals and other rocks are fun to do this with, but it can be any object.  A lit candle or plant works well too.

Catch harmful thoughts and cascades of harmful thoughts and correct them.

Take care of your health.

Visualize and connect with the Sun. 

 

Create your own empowering affirmations.

Learn the art of letting go, and simply be.

Listen to music that you love, and be sure to hunt for new finds.

Go for walks and connect with nature.

 

 

Be in the present moment.  (All of the above suggestions pertain to this.)

Know that you are from Source and can access Source at any time.

Victory of the Light!

 

Regarding Transition, No More Tarot Cards, and What is Ideal for Psychic Communication with Positive Ets

In the US, it can be argued that people need a rude awakening, because they live off credit cards and can't pay off their debt.  However, what about people who are just trying to survive and feed their families?  

Some may say, "Yeah, let the financial system get more unstable and go down!  Make the elites feel the pain!"  What isn't realized is that it's everyday people who will be feeling the pain.  Put simply, if the cost of living from hyperinflation goes up with wages not being able to keep up, this lowers the standard of living.  This hurts everyday people.  

Sure, those who have mastered manifestation powers will be able to pull through with stability, but for the majority of the surface population, this will not be the case.  The timeframe before the Event will not be a stable transition if there is greater financial instability and hardship.  That's just a fact.  If there is no other way, then so be it, but on a personal note, I'm not a fan of the idea and will try not to think about it anymore, as it makes me feel too sad for people's hardships. 

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I've decided to stop looking at tarot cards.  (I started looking at them about two weeks ago.)  Part of why the attacks have been so severe lately is because I've been meditating on them.  I was being very careful, but unfortunately, it's still a no-go.

The reward for mastering tarot is having a very high level of control over one's environment.  The dark forces and parasites in my auric field picked up on this and 'gutted me like a fish.'  (This happened every time I meditated on the cards over the years.)  If I really persevere with tarot, maybe I can 'pull through,' but maybe I would end up with schizophrenia in a padded room.  It's a chance I can't afford to take - not enough negative interference has been cleared.  

Again, I'll have to keep it simple and connect to previously mentioned sources of Light and well-being.  I hate to admit defeat on this, but the dreamstate reached such a level of horror I won't go into graphic detail about... it's for the best that I give up tarot cards, at least for now...

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I wrote down a list titled, "What is Ideal for Psychic Communication with Positive Ets?" Here are the main points on that list:

- No tug-of-war, meaning no situation of having a pleasant dream of meeting positive Ets one night, followed by horrific attacks and dream infiltration by the dark forces the next night.  Having near perfect protection from any and all attacks from the dark forces.

- Inner traumas need to be healed to an adequate degree, allowing one to have an adequate degree of inner stability.

- Having mental plasticity, similar to the mind of a child, but at the same time, having a certain degree of wisdom.

- No confusion from conflicting intel regarding positive Ets.  Very little to no paranoia.  Example: No wondering if Corey Goode is telling the truth when he made very negative claims about Pleiadians.  Another example of a conflicting claim: A recent comment on 2012 Portal claiming that Aldebarans are working with greys and draco for a NWO. (Ugh!) 

Note on conflicting intel: Of course, discernment can be used, but discernment is based on experience.  Is there enough experience to really know who's telling the truth?

- A very low degree of spiritual and/or religious confusion.  For example, no wanting to be a positive occultist and forget about Ets while still trying to work with the LF/RM and Cobra meditations.  Another example: No conflicting 'religious reservations' while wanting psychic connection with positive Ets.

- Having a high degree of pure intent.  Example: Does one want psychic interaction with positive Ets because one wants to do something with one's life and impress others?  If so, one's intent is not pure.

- No religious mindset toward positive Ets.  No worshiping them.  Understanding that first and foremost, we all come from Source.

In my case at least, less than half of the above factors have been met.  Therefore, I feel guided to take a step back and have less participation.  Perhaps in the future the situation will be more ideal.

Dreamstate Update

The dreamstate attacks have reached a level beyond anything I thought possible in terms of horror.  The stinging sensations are also increasing in intensity.

A possibility:

I am one of the most targeted Lightworkers (if I am considered to be a Lightworker by the LF and RM) on the planet.  I would only make such a bold statement because of the indescribable horror of the nonphysical attacks.

The beyond excessive attacks by the cabal against me would also mean that I am a primary occult target of the Lurker. 

I will not continue to publicly log negative dreamstate experiences because this would be unfair to other Lightworkers.  Lightworkers are better off not hearing of such matters, as this can be a damaging distraction to the larger picture.

When I start to have positive dreamstate experiences, I will post them here in the future.

I won't be used as a puppet by the cabal to dissuade other Lightworkers.  That was probably the cabal's plan, and it has failed.  I advise that other Lightworkers continue, and I'll persevere, stating the following:

I don't care what is used against me in the dreamstate and so forth.  No matter what is 'done,' nothing can stop my connection to Source/the Divine.  All of the attacks will backfire and be returned to the sender(s), and the Lurker will be no more.

Victory of the Light!

Amazing Kundalini Information!

I was informed of a less-than-10-minute video describing the various experiences with kundalini.

https://youtu.be/_ytvu7BENf4

The video goes through the positive and negative experiences with kundalini.

Wow, really good to know this!

I Can Do This For the Rest of My Life, But the Cabal Can't

(Sorry for making so many posts in such a short time.  There are enormous amounts of 'downloads' lately.)

A main objective of the attacks is to get Lightworkers to be in an unbalanced frame of mind, so that it's more difficult to connect to sources of Light and well-being.  To restate, there are many sources of Light and well-being.  Nature, Earth, physicality itself, Cobra meditations, the Sun, the Galactic Central Sun, the Cosmic Central Sun, the Cosmos, the Sun sephiroth and/or Keter sephiroth on the tree of life, one's own 'inner knowing' - these are a few examples.

The key is to develop the skill of reconnecting to sources of Light and well-being after attacks, regardless of one's state of mind.  Also, the key is to realize that no  matter how severe the attacks are, it's always possible to reconnect and heal.  I'll post my reply to someone who prefers to remain anonymous regarding preserving one's own Light:

"I agree, preserving the Light within is important.  Yet, if one's Light runs low, one can connect to sources of Light, such as nature, the sun, Galactic Central Sun, Cosmic Central Sun - Source.  The Light can be replenished, as an open system.  That's why they couldn't erase me.

Humans can be fantastic channelers of Light!  The cabal's days are numbered, but I can keep going on and on.  I could keep getting hit for several decades and still be fine when I keep reconnecting to what enlivens me.  It takes practice, but the more one reconnects, the stronger one gets!  It's awesome!"

At the same time, as stated before, it's important to let the LF and RM know about the attacks for clearing.  The LF and RM can maybe provide assistance.  Also, the LF and RM can maybe help people to better access sources of Light and well-being.  The LF and RM should not be regarded as replacements though.  One needs to find one's own connection(s) in one's own unique way(s), not being reliant on assistance from anyone else.  Otherwise, one loses one's own ability to connect, which renders one powerless.

A Dark Portal Has Been Used Against Me

I'm going to go ahead and post one of the attacks because it needs to be exposed.  

In the dreamstate this morning, I heard a female voice tell me she was the "Queen of ants."  I then saw a giant and aggressive ant.  The ant made some hostile sounds against me and 'got up in my face.'

Right after waking up, I saw a portal that looked similar to dark moving static on a TV screen for a few seconds:

The portal was inside my eyes, not being externally physical.  It was fair in size but did not take up all of my vision.  The rest of my vision was my waking surroundings.

I had a problem with this kind of portal a few years ago.  I didn't expect to see it again.

Regarding Attacks, The LF and RM Need to be Much More Informed, And So Shall Be

Despite following the previously listed immunity protocols and doing at least one meditation per day, the nonphysical (and physical, as there can often be various body pains that have no other explanation) attacks continue.  I will now be filing factual reports of what's being done to me.  

This needs to be said (sorry, it's a bit long): 

I'm not having positive dreams of Ets.  The vast majority of my dreamstate experiences are either nonsensical or highly negative.  I am also not as interested in Ets anymore.  I rather prefer the 'shamanistic path.'  

Although I don't claim to be a shaman, I have a strong connection to Earth, nature, physicality itself, the Sun, the Cosmos, and Source.  On a personal level, it's my finding that Ets are not needed for such connections and the well-being such connections generate, nor are others among the surface population.  

I can safely state that if my basic necessities were met, I would be fine never seeing another humanoid being of any kind ever again.  (I'm not saying this to be hurtful - it's just a fact.)  

Yes, I am still a social being by design, and yes, I can still get lonely at times (just barely), but I prefer to connect to environments instead of other humanoid beings.  I'm definitely a hermit, and/or am very 'hermetic.'  

If there was never Et first contact, I know that I can still be at peace because I still have Mother Earth and so on to enliven me.  Yes, I can still be open to Ets, and perhaps I have been assisting in certain operations, but no, I don't need them to be happy.  

Again, the shamanistic path, or at least shamanistic mentality, can really be quite fulfilling in its own right, and I can't just try to be something I'm not.  It's very important to be honest with oneself.  I'm sorry if this is not ideal for the LF and RM, but I should not deny my true feelings, and as far as I can tell, these are my true feelings, not being cabal-induced and/or negative entity-induced.  However, I'm often very changeable.  One could say I'm never the same person.  Yet also, the shamanistic theme has been getting more and more prevalent throughout all my different 'selves.'  I feel more guided to heal from attacks through shamanism rather than through trying to connect to the LF and RM.

With all that being said (I've definitely been biting my lip on how I really feel), the factual reports of abuses will be posted on 2012 Portal's most recent posts in the comments.  The LF an RM need to be more informed about what's been going on.  (This is going in the opposite direction of my own 'code black' of silence on such matters, which I wasn't really following anyway.)

I'd prefer not to post abuses on my blog here.  Or, I may make posts of attacks on my blog on a monthly basis, or a weekly basis, as the posts will probably become mega-posts if done monthly.  If 2012 Portal does not post a comment of abuses (for whatever reason - the reason may not be nefarious - there is quite a bit of third party shadow-banning going on), I may also post it here.  The postings should be regarded as official claims made to the LF and RM to better inform them with what needs clearing, and also for the sealing of dark portals.

Someone could troll with, "You brought this on yourself, so clear it yourself."  I'll do what I can, but I also understand that I don't have the ATVOR and Mjolnir technologies.  All the 'nasty stuff' needs to be cleared in order to liberate the planet, and the LF and RM have agreed to intervene.  All I'm doing is helping to ensure that their contract is fully honored.  I regard this as a business operation - cut and dry.

Additionally, I encourage other lightworkers to inform the LF and RM of attacks they have been experiencing.

Follow-Up to Immunity Post

Regarding the part on vegetarianism and veganism:

In the past, I was too impatient with vegetarianism.  When going vegetarian, it takes a few days to fully 'energetically detox' from any meat that has previously been eaten, which I did not see.

If someone decides to stop eating meat, this should not be done out of 'stuckupness,' but instead out of a desire to have a better chance to get outside the range of certain attacks and/or to be in a better position to say "No" to various 'dark tendencies.'  (Some attacks take the form of dark tendencies, which then allow for other attacks; it's a viscous cycle.)

As there are more and more cosmic energies coming through, perhaps it actually would be a better idea to stop eating meat, or at the least, stop eating meat for periods of time for the sake of cleansing.  Lately I've felt guided to stop eating even the cleanest meat.

In the past I ate meat because I believed I needed extra strength to perform physically demanding jobs, but perhaps this is not so.

As always, I'm not telling anyone what they should do.  This is just my latest personal finding regarding meat. 

I've found that whey protein doesn't cause 'balance issues.'  I feel guided to go vegetarian but not vegan. 

Advice to Have Greater Immunity from Attacks

(This advice is in no particular order.)

Don't drink alcohol.

Don't smoke marijuana (no THC, period.)

Don't do caffeine.

Don't do any drugs of any kind.

Don't take any pharmaceuticals.  (Disclaimer: I'm not a doctor and this is not medical advice.)

Keep simple sugar (the sweet stuff) intake very low.

Keep vegetable oil intake very low.

Don't have any 'food vices.'  Meaning, don't get addicted to one particular kind of food.  (In my case it was a yogurt addiction.)

Eat 'clean,' and if eating wheat, it should be organic when possible to avoid Monsanto's Roundup.  This doesn't necessarily mean go vegan or vegetarian.  Vegans and vegetarians do not have a 'superior spiritual standing.'  Some people don't do well with oxalates, phytates, saponins, and lectins, so they avoid many fruits and vegetables.  It's individualized.

Don't look at pornography of any kind.

Have an (individualized) exercise routine.  It doesn't have to be anything fancy.  It could just be taking a walk. 

Practice the art of focus and meditation, allowing for greater internal balance.

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The above advice doesn't allow for invincibility to attacks, but does help quite a bit.  Just knowing that oneself is living better - this increases both confidence and 'energetic standing.'  

Current Status of Attacks

At first I thought there may have been some progress with decreasing the attacks, but this is not so.  My previous post confirms this.

Also, there are continued burning and stinging sensations, along with continued electronic dark thoughtform bombardments.  There is also the previously mentioned helicopter incident.  Sorry to say, the attacks are still very active, and have not abated on any experiential level.

Back to 'square one.'

To Be Brutally Honest

Over the years, I've experienced several lifetimes of experience through the dreamstate.  It really is that vast.  I'm concerned that my mind will start falling apart because it's just too much to fit into one mind.

One of my abilities is to momentarily have someone else's perspective, completely experiencing it as my own.  I just had the perspective of (probably) a member of the Light Forces about me, and it was not exactly positive.  The perspective was:

"I love you, but you are still very brutal."

I didn't know how to exactly say it, but yes, it's true.  I'm am one of the most brutal people on the planet.  However, I am a Master in the truest sense at keeping the brutality to myself, unlike the cabal.  If someone were to call me a lightworker, I would be the lightworker who by far has the largest shadow, who by far carries the most anomaly.  It's actually quite rare for someone like myself to still try to contribute to planetary liberation.  

Even if I can say all the right things (occasionally), this doesn't mean I'm good natured.  I just wanted to let people know who may look up to me that I'm not someone to look up to.  I'm not being too hard on myself either.  No, seriously, don't look up to me.  

I have a good heart, but again, I've had too much interaction with the anomaly over the years.  People would be very shocked if they knew just how bad it really is.  The Light Forces may know.  If not, I'm giving them fair warning.  I suspect they know though because it feels like they are being especially cautious with me.  

I have some ideas to better manage my shadow, but it will take time.

On another note, an unmarked black helicopter with more than one rotor flew extremely low over where I live.  It was so low that the place shook.  It was so low I'm surprised it didn't run into a tree.  The probability of this being coincidental is virtually zero because I live in a somewhat remote location.  There is a small airport not far away, but it's only for coast guard, and their helicopters are not unmarked.  So, as anomalous as I may be, perhaps I'm doing something right to be harassed on this level - who knows. 

But again, don't believe I'm positive.  A part of me kind of even enjoys being messed up.  I'm just being 'brutally honest.'  It's better that I do so now and not try to be someone I'm not, and/or portray myself as someone I'm not.  

Keeping It Simple

It's well known that I like to explore other esoteric practices beyond 2012 Portal.  I do this for more self improvement and curiosity.  My latest experiment was to chant letters from the Hebrew alphabet (while internally visualizing their characters) to A432 frequencies while looking at sacred geometry on my computer last night before bed.  The result was complete disaster in the dreamstate.

I won't describe what happened in the dreamstate except to say that I was messed with in a way to try to make me go completely insane and never come back.  I've been through worse, but this one took me off guard.  I really didn't expect to have my energies be put in a blender, in very incompatible and dangerous combinations.

This morning I returned to some lightwork, chanting Oooom and Eeeeaaaah to the Flower of Life sphere and connected to the Central Suns, and now feel better.

Conclusion:

When being a target of the dark forces, it's best to not get complicated and use different symbols/symbolism, because targets have Murphy's Law apply to them much, much more than the 'average joe.'

Oooom and Eeeeaaaah are simple.  The Flower of Life is simple.  The Sun symbol and Cosmic Central Sun symbol are simple.  When it's simple, Murphy's Law cannot latch onto anything to cause mayhem - at least not the kind of mayhem that results in irreversible madness and/or deletion. 

Murphy's Law and the physical:

The physical is the most complex because it's the most dense, so has the greatest potential for Murphy's Law and incompatible combinations.  A prime example of an incompatible combination in 3D is Monsanto's Roundup.

Important note:

Simple does not equal weak.  The simplest can actually be the most powerful. 

Let's Talk About Stellar Man

("Stellar Man" by John Baines was originally written in the 80's, so should be taken into context of that time.  In consideration of 2012 Portal's intel, perhaps many matters have changed now.  Regardless, the book is extremely profound, and was therefore read slowly, as was the case with "Mind Clearing.") 

One of the most important themes throughout "Stellar Man" is that many people can talk intelligently and have specialized fields which they excel at while still not being truly intelligent.  In fact, it's stated that the more one is educated, the less intelligent one will be, because the education only grants a limited intelligence within limited boundaries and encourages one to be more like an automaton.  

Even many pioneers in science and technology are not truly intelligent.  Selective intelligence is not true intelligence.  True intelligence is fluid.

Observation:

One who possesses true intelligence should be able to decode the mysteries of existence without being told by a special book or authority figure.  

I've discovered that I myself do not have true intelligence.  This is being made painfully obvious to me in many ways.  One such way is that although I am fairly good at writing, with many of my blog posts being published on PFC, when I was doing seasonal work this year with a crew, I made mistakes as though I was mentally retarded.  Another example is that I cannot look at a tarot card and be able to decode the hidden meanings without the help of written descriptions.  A third example is that in the dreamstate my intelligence can dramatically decrease and I often don't understand why I dream what I dream, which is why I've been such an easy 'dreamstate target' over the years by the dark forces.  Although I am very psychic and can tap into great intelligence, I often 'don't know what to make of it.'

On the surface I could just try to 'blow it off' when realizing I do not have true intelligence, but I can't help it - this upsets me.  It's beneficial that I see this though, because as painful as it is, I'm better off knowing this in order to have a chance to rectify the situation.  One can be more like a child in certain ways, which is also suggested by the book, and in so doing, the ego can step out of the way to (possibly) be able to develop true intelligence.

The book states that the vast majority of people who take the path of the initiate don't make it because they cannot stand certain very harsh truths they will encounter on their journeys.  On the surface, one may think one can handle initiation, but when being put to the test, in the vast majority of cases, one drops out and can even become damaged.  However, the reward for reaching initiation is to go beyond the 'wheel of life.'

There's so much to this book that isn't discussed in this post, such as the bestial mind, programming from the "central computer of the species," the "Volitive I," the mentioning of St. Germain and the like, various beneficial techniques, the power of the present moment to reunite the spirit with the body, and so much more.  This post would become really long to try to summarize everything.  I chose to summarize true intelligence vs. false intelligence, as this is what 'hit me the hardest.'

Tarot Cards Revisited, and the Naturally Positive

Several years ago I was meditating on various cards from the Rider Waite tarot deck.  The result was being knocked around by animals in the dreamstate on multiple occasions - particularly horses and cows.  Recently I had a realization come through telling me why:

The horses and cows are representative of the subconscious.  Myself being knocked around is representative of the conscious.  The subconscious was out of control of the conscious.  I needed to be on top of the animal with reigns, steering it where to go - the conscious directing the subconscious to accomplish desired goals.  Being on the ground and getting knocked around was a way of showing me that I needed to take initiative.  

The cards themselves are not evil and so forth.  It was the intensity of the dreams that scared me away.  If I meditate on the cards again in the future, I will go slower and be more cautious.

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Even a mind with major issues can be transcended by focusing on that which is naturally positive.  The light of the sun is naturally positive.  Plants and trees are naturally positive.  The stability of one's physical surroundings is naturally positive.  (The physical does always change, but physical objects in one's environment, and one's physical body, are very structured and grounding.)  The violet flame is naturally positive.  The universe is naturally positive.  (There are more examples than the ones given, but these are what currently stand out.)  Lock on to that which is naturally positive, and a distance from internal problems can be obtained, allowing for healing.  

Avoid locking on to other people who exude natural positivity.  Others can embody natural positivity and bring it through, but it's because they tap into the sources.  Tap into the sources of natural positivity first, and then others who have also done so can be worked with for mutual development, as colleagues.