A Request
Requesting that the Light Forces and Underground Resistance remove all energy weapons of all types from the planet, once and for all.
Requesting that all who have been using energy weapons of all types be brought to justice.
A special meditation has been done for this purpose.
Victory of the Light.
Despite trying to just concentrate on the here and now, I got reminded yesterday of the fact again that I cannot escape what I'm trying to escape.
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I have an appointment in roughly 2 weeks regarding my job future - it is the first appointment since approximately 10 months. My general strategy is to play for time and to dodge the slave system as much as possible, but it is just pure irony:
I decided to take some distance... and a few hours later, the notification of that appointment shattered my peace again!
I have less a problem with work itself, rather than with people. It wouldn't be that bad if people wouldn't be so dehumanized already! There's no future for me in this society, but I still have to explain myself somehow towards those who still believe in those illusions. I don't even want to build up any relationship with those people, but I am still forced to superficial and pointless interactions with them.
And all of this brought me back to...
... the planetary liberation thing!
I'm always being led back to it... 'sigh'....
State of mission report on the Portal blog is 14 days overdue already...
I dunno how to describe it, but... it feels like being trapped in some kind of void filled with indescribable tension!
Dude... something special MUST have happened and I want to know what it is!
Another part of presence is accepting what is - nonresistance - even if it's something that's not liked, such as job stuff. It's accepted as what it is if it can't be changed. That's what I'm doing with my tinnitus and many other unsolvable problems. I can't escape, so I surrender.
DeleteSame goes for some people who are in prison for consecutive life sentences. They accept what is and find a sense of inner peace. They aren't totally ecstatic, but their loosh is greatly reduced. Of course, this is way easier said than done. If this can't be done all the time, which I myself can't, the other trap is to judge oneself for not being able to get the loosh down, which only generates more loosh. Disentanglement can be very tricky, which is why I'm reading therapy books to increase my 'arsenal inventory.'
2012 Portal comments were updated, which is good. Maybe there will be an update in a week or less from now. I was thinking there would be something around the middle of this month. The monthly update - maybe this will be explained in the next update, or updated just before the next update.
The energy weapons though - I believe this can be changed. So, it's not surrendering to everything. It's only surrendering to what is known with certainty to have no solution, or no viable/desired solution, in the here and now.
DeleteThere can be too many carbs. I'll have a lower carb meal every now and then to balance it out. If I go low carb for too long though, my body goes into hypoglycemic shock. (If there was no food around anywhere, maybe my body would eventually recover and balance itself out.)
DeleteMain carb to avoid is fructose. Starches don't have fructose unless sugar is added. Fructose is impossible to avoid unless going carnivore, but it can be greatly reduced. Sweets like sodas, donuts, candies, etc, definitely can trigger depression. I have a strong sweet tooth so I use stevia as a sugar replacement.
DeleteUndigested carbs due to intolerance (fructose, lactose, gluten) ferment in colon, and they bind to tryptophan , rendering it unable to synthetize serotonin.
DeleteVery useful excerpt from one of the books I'm reading:
ReplyDelete"The human brain is a wonderful thought-producing machine. It turns out millions of thoughts every day. Most of the time, this makes our lives much easier. But unfortunately, we can’t fully control what our brain thinks about. Here’s an example. Imagine a picture of your favorite cartoon character, such as Bugs Bunny, Snoopy, Superman, or whoever. Close your eyes and see the character in vivid detail in your mind’s eye. Remember exactly what it looks like. Think about the character for about fifteen seconds. Got it? Now, for the next thirty seconds do your best not to think about the character. Try to block the character from your thoughts. But be honest with yourself and notice how often the character pops into your thoughts. It’s impossible not to think about the character. In fact, the harder you try not to think about it, the more power you give to the image and the more your brain keeps bringing it into your thoughts. It’s almost as if the harder you try to forget something, the harder your brain tries to remember it. This is why forcing yourself to forget about something that happened to you is impossible. It’s also why you can’t simply force yourself to get rid of emotions that you don’t want.
So, instead of trying to force yourself to forget a memory or thought, try to distract your thoughts with other memories or creative images." (Examples are then given in the book.)
Yeah, loosh can beget loosh. Self-acceptance - "I'm ok with not being ok," can help. Once being ok with not being ok, it becomes ok, sending a message to the mind/body to be ok. Doesn't always work, but it can be a useful thought-exercise.
DeleteChildren definitely can let go quickly. Animals too - the duck that flaps its wings and then returns to homeostasis.
Wow! Quite a scene!
ReplyDeleteMany Lightworkers are regarded as useless and losers in 3D terms. Today I heard a thought directed at me that I'm a parasite. May have been from one of my extended family members. I'm regarded as a nobody who did nothing with his life.
Past lives can affect the current one. Healing of trauma can definitely be an intense process!
Excellent points! It's definitely time for the world to go beyond this!
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