Planetary Update Deleted Because... (personal post)
I keep thinking that if I don't pierce through to see 'what's really going on,' the world will be doomed or something. This is probably not the case, and regarding the planetary situation, there are matters that are code black that I won't be able to see no matter how hard I try. I shouldn't be trying in the first place, but I often can't help myself. More and more though, I'm reaching the point of needing to let go and not care about all the insanity that's going on. My only true happiness is found when I enjoy being in nature, or looking at a sunset, and not having a care in the world. Perhaps I'm sticking my head in the sand and being selfish by being happy like this, but more than anything, I just want to forget about everything and allow myself to feel the undefined experiences of being. Is it ok if I just let go? I'm so tired of it all. Is it alright? Can I be at peace? On another note, I'll be returning to my job soon beca...