Perspectives and Findings

These are notes and summaries of the first 3 and a half hours of listening to the Reality Transurfing audiobook.   The notes and summaries are a combination of direct quotes and summations in my own words.  This is only a fraction of the material.  This is a huge undertaking, but I'm motivated enough to see it through.  I hope that the length of this post is not a turn-off.  Here goes: It's not a matter of changing oneself.  It's a matter of returning to oneself. Mistakes can be made right. Every theory of reality is but only one aspect. Scripts cannot be changed, but they can be chosen.  Choose scripts that are to one's liking. To escape a pendulum, be neutral towards it, and then ignore it.  Focus on something else, not in a way to directly avoid the pendulum, but with a 'neither here nor there' mentality. Being empty inside stops pendulums from hooking into oneself.  This is why Eckhart Tolle's works benefit people.  Being present bey...

In the visionstate, I saw an anomalous entity that could be from the subquantum realm that looked somewhat similar to the monsters that eat up the past from "The Langoliers." https://youtu.be/x_2LpM3gNj8 (The entity had more facial features than the Langolier monsters, but was definitely a round ball with a very sharp and aggressive set of teeth.) Although clearing frequencies are coming through, there is still no noticeable progress with addressing the main problems on the planet surface.  Subquantum anomaly and the Lurker continue to destabilize many different situations.   I regretted watching the video on Hal Turner's site of a military officer who burned himself alive in front of the Israeli Embassy while screaming "Free Palestine!"  (Someone eventually used a fire extinguisher, but the guy probably did not survive.  I was quite nauseated for a time afterward.)   On one level, this military officer was incredibly heroic, but on another level, incredibl...

I'm listening to this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K_A2S0a9a-k&list=PLDVdsZ67fl1Rv9iLSU7OGWVb15TAETvqh If so guided, people can take what they find to be useful in the above audiobook compilation.  It has very interesting perspectives - many of which I've never heard before.  One such perspective is that those who judge others are placing themselves in danger of becoming who they judge.  Therefore, I have decided to stop judging the cabal.  I understand that the cabal need to be stopped from causing any further harm, and that many cabal members will be deleted because they are beyond the point of no return, but I no longer judge them.   ------- People can donate to this if they feel guided: Fundraiser for Enhancing the Lightworker Grid in the US https://fundrazr.com/blessingUS_goddesseclipse_path?ref=ab_7XuRUsLaE037XuRUsLaE03 ------- I was being influenced to include beans in my diet.  I've been eating small amounts of beans with meals every d...

- The whey protein powder was causing my stomach to heat up.  I could do massive amounts of whey protein powder when previously working very physically intense seasonal work, but when not working, somehow it has a damaging heating effect. - Bread has been discontinued due to poisoning from roundup and over-fortification.  Hominy is a fantastic alternative.  It helps me be in "perfect hominy."   - Certain plant foods are not as toxic as previously thought and are being reintroduced into the diet.  2/23 Update: I tried going vegetarian again.  I just can't do it.  After a couple days, I get tired, weak, and shaky.  The solution may be protein cycling: Have a day with the primary source of protein being from whey with no meat, followed by a day of the primary source of protein being from meat with no whey protein.  That way, there is several-hour-interval after going to bed when changing the protein source - no discord-causing meat-dairy protein...

I wrote a mostly negative post earlier today and deleted it shortly afterward.  Goddess energy can have that effect, causing a positive change in course.  From day 2 of the Phoenix Ascension Conference, Cobra stated: "I will be talking a little bit about goddess energy. This is the most important energy today on the surface of the planet. In the universe, there is always the perfect balance between feminine and masculine energies. But on this planet, the balance is very much distorted. It is time now to bring the goddess energy back. The goddess energy is pureness that brings love, compassion, beauty and harmony. The energy that exists in higher planes. The energy is present in Galactic center and throughout the universe. It needs to come back here. the easiest way to bring it back here is the human reincarnation on the surface of the planet to open the portal to the universe, and we can anchor the energy to the planetary grid and our own physical bodies. Throughout...

Update: The way to prevent the negative future dystopian dream discussed below is to de-manifest it, which is suggested in the Phoenix conference on the part regarding de-manifestation.  I clear it and I don't give it my attention.  Same goes for war scenarios, including civil war in the US.  Just don't give these scenarios the power of attention.  I will leave the original post as is so that others may analyze the tactics of the dark forces if they so wish: I had a very long and convincing dreamstate experience of being in the future, and this future was dystopian.  There was more technology, but people's lives were very closely monitored and controlled.  Even children having ice cream for dessert was controlled.  (I'm against eating extra sugar of course, but that's not the point, lol!)  People had extremely limited rights.  I was then showed a timeline that this dystopian future would go on for decades before finally breaking free....

I had a dream regarding First Contact.  I'm not sure if I should stay quiet or reveal it.  Because I wasn't told to stay quiet, and my intuition isn't telling me to stay quiet, I'll go ahead and reveal the dream. I was talking to Howard Wolowitz, who was the character from The Big Bang Theory.  This character was an astronaut, so the choice was excellent for my subconscious.  He told me he had contact with positive Ets, and that they can give me anything I want, and that they can give humanity anything humanity wants.  I then saw their craft.  In this instance, their craft were not flying saucers, but were more like very advanced cargo ships.  Star trek had cargo ships like this from time to time.  Howard then said there were some conditions that needed to be met.  I can't specifically remember what these conditions were, but they gave off a feeling of being reasonable.   Later as I woke up more, I had a vision of several flying sau...

(I won't put references.  People can do their own research to confirm or deny what I'm saying.  This is also written outside the context of intervention from positive forces, which is (hopefully) taking place.) If there were no wars and so forth to impoverish the global population, by the year 2030, the global economy would collapse anyway from skyrocketing medical bills from skyrocketing cancer rates alone.  Years before covid and the vax, it was predicted that cancer and other diseases would exponentially increase.  These are the main causes: Monsanto: No explanation is needed.  Most people know that roundup is in their food.  The only thing to add is that a population without a diverse and healthy microbiome is in serious trouble. Other poisonings of major food groups: Wheat is over-fortified.  Even most organic wheat is over-fortified.  Cereals are over-fortified.  The folic acid added to wheat is toxic.  Most humans cannot assimilat...

Requesting that the Light Forces and Underground Resistance remove all energy weapons of all types from the planet, once and for all.   Requesting that all who have been using energy weapons of all types be brought to justice. A special meditation has been done for this purpose. Victory of the Light.

About a week and a half ago, I started hearing a never-ending low pitched humming sound - day and night.  It's called "The hum."  It's a widespread phenomenon: https://theconversation.com/cracking-the-mystery-of-the-worldwide-hum-60296 The hum is also mentioned in a Targeted Individual document: https://www.ohchr.org/sites/default/files/Documents/Issues/Torture/Call/Individuals/ElectromagneticTorture.pdf Earplugs don't help much to get the humming down.  This is another problem I have no ability to fix.  I've added it to my "It's not my fault, and I let it go" list.  (I have quite an extensive list.) I'll focus on connecting to the Sun and other kinds of Light, which help me to feel better.  Music can also be listened to in the daytime. Update 2/13: The pattern is that when I connect to the Sun and other kinds of Light, very severe distortions of consciousness quickly follow as some sort of reaction.  These distortions become a form of mental...

Although I don't have enough money to get in-depth mainstream medical care, nor do I feel that in-depth mainstream medical care could help me, I do occasionally experiment with supplements.  In fact, over the last decade I've probably spent a few thousand dollars on supplements.  I also used to work in a health food store. My latest experiment was to combine quercetin with bromelain.  The quercetin supplement had 250mg of quercetin in a phytosomal form - it said that it had 20x absorption on the label.  (20 x 250mg is 5g.)  I started getting stomach pains, nausea, and a constant ringing in the right ear.  (This ringing was in addition to other chronic sounds in the brain mentioned in a previous post.)  Then, I watched this video: What are the side effects of quercetin and bromelain? (From researching other sites, ear ringing is another symptom of high quercetin intake.) On top of that, I had already been taking a high amount of silica in gel form - a f...

I'll be reading books on therapy.  I don't have access to a therapist, so I'll become an unofficial therapist to maximize the benefits of self-therapy.  All problems that I cannot solve - I let them go.  That's an important first step to feel better. Perhaps the silica supplement has been messing me up.  It's a very high dose of silica in a gel form.  I'll discontinue all supplements with the exception of vitamin D.   I'll keep trying different strategies until I can return to a state of balance.  The stomach has still been burning.  One priority is to get this burning to stop. It's very important to have a clear mind.  A mind full of junk has little room for bringing Light through.   Sure, I'll look at various updates, but there's nothing that really catches my attention in the world.  So far, it's all just been a huge mess on a computer screen. The true essence of life is beyond 1's and 0's.

(My perspective has changed because I found out that I've been poisoning myself with a silica supplement, but some things needed to be said, so I'll leave this post as is.) I have a constant set of sounds in the background that go on in my brain.  One of the sounds is almost like a vacuum cleaner.  There is another one that is like the vacuum cleaner sound, but at a lower pitch. There is a low rumbling sound outside at night, like some kind of very low frequency soundwave.  (I plug my ears to make sure it's not inside my brain.  It's a definite external sound.) I get pulsing sensations in my head as though I have a fever, but without the high temperature of a fever. I get very brief localized pains in different parts of my head.  This doesn't happen too often, but is often enough to take note. I have extremely bizarre dreams.  My mind thinks its ok at the time.  After I wake up and know better, it can be very disturbing.      The above s...

It's a mind-game to tell people to wait for the Event to experience any real positive intervention and results.  'Darkest before dawn' is also a mind-game.  Both of these mind-games are extremely abusive, and could easily be argued to be in violation of the Galactic Codex. With less mind-games, it's much easier to hold the Light. ------- There are problems that I cannot solve no matter what I do.  I realize that these problems are not my fault because I've done everything I could to fix them.  I won't be a loosh battery from problems that are beyond my control.  At this point, they are no longer my problems - I let them go. ------- I've been suffering from a heart problem for the last several hours, but fortunately, my heartbeat has finally returned to normal.  This heart problem is what made me completely stop drinking for over 4 and half years and counting, but it has resurfaced.  Fortunately, this heart problem is not an unsolvable problem. ...

Everything is starting to come together.  The lurker being intertwined within the surface population is being seen on very personal levels.   An awesome commenter mentioned a movie that comes across as a shoot-em-up kind of film, but there's a surprise.  This movie actually exposes the anomaly and lurker: https://youtu.be/s46HWMCLZug There's the old saying that everyone has a devil on one shoulder and an angel on the other.  This cliche is extremely accurate.  Everyone has a force for devolution and evolution.  In my own experience, the over-two-decades-long stalemate has finally come to and end, with the force of evolution becoming stronger than the force of devolution.   There is accessing presence beyond thought.  There is body awareness.  There is space awareness.  There is the I Am observer of thoughts and emotions.  There is the reversal of devolution self-talk, with constructive thoughts for positive reprogramming...

Lately I've been feeling my stomach area really start to heat up.  It's like this kind of burning inside.  I had to modify my diet again to get it under control.  I won't say what I'm eating anymore.  All I'll say is that it's important to listen to one's body to know what to eat.   I had a very intense encounter with my shadow - more intense than ever before, but now I'm more stable.  Energies are very strong.  Emotions are very strong.  Everything is extremely intense, but I'm ok with it now.    ------- I hope Libra is ok.  I hope it wasn't anything I said.  My way of dealing with anomaly can be very different, and I hope I didn't come across as being pushy with my comments on her blog, which as far as I can tell, is no longer there.  I'm sorry to see that happen.  Maybe she'll put it back if possible before it's permanently deleted.

I'm reading the book, "Trauma-Sensitive Mindfulness: Practices for Safe and Transformative Healing," by David A. Treleaven.  I'm surprised that this book is heavily politicized to the Left.  I had to sift through the political aspects in order to get to the real information.   I'm not finished with the book yet, but if I report on the entire book at once, it will turn into a mega-post.  For the most part, I myself get turned off when I see a post that is really long, so this will be a series of smaller posts.  Some notes from the book so far: One definition of mindfulness is: "Paying attention in a particular way: on purpose, in the present moment, and non-judgmentally."  Another definition: "The aware balanced acceptance of present experience.  It is opening to or receiving the present moment, pleasant or unpleasant, just as it is." "Mindfulness allows for focus to be directed instead of scattered, so that attention does not have to be ta...