Perspectives and Findings

The Mcdougall protocol of going high carb and low fat was a disaster.  I felt better for a few hours eating meals that were primarily starch, but then I had excruciating heartburn.  Then I looked at myself in the mirror today, and I have pale skin with large bags under my eyes.  I look like a damn zombie, or that I've aged 30 years, just like that occultist I kept tabs on.  I've also been napping several hours a day.  It doesn't help that the US government is taxing me $1000 when I didn't even make 20 grand last year.  I'm sure my tax money will go to the meat grinder in Ukraine.  Maybe I just won't pay my taxes, nor pay the fines for not paying.  Hey, at least in prison I don't have to pay for food and shelter.  There could be a 'Bubba issue' though. Anyway, I'm done with dietary protocols.  I'm just going to eat whatever I want and not care anymore (within reason of course).  The main focus needs to be having a stronger mind and w...

Akron, Ohio is 66 miles from East Palestine, Ohio when using mapquest. Me deflecting his attacks hopefully didn't backfire in the manifestation of the train wreck in Palestine.  He had an insane level of dark occult power, but it would be narcissistic of me to entertain too much the possibility of my deflection of his attacks resulting in the biggest environmental catastrophe in US history.  ( The severity of harm from the chemicals is on the same level as being hit with a nuke.) The movie made staged in Ohio just weeks before the disaster proves that this goes beyond myself and "the occultist."   I (reluctantly) created a facebook with a fake name so I could go to his page to check up on him.  The guy doesn't look like a threat now.  I saw him in some recent videos, and he looks like he's aged about 30 years starting at around 2019.  He looks old and weak. 

Some people may find the subject of diet boring and a dead end, as there are so many contradictory claims, but I cannot over-stress the importance of how much diet affects physical, mental, and spiritual health.  (I'm using the word "diet" for convenience.  The word "diet" doesn't have to have a negative connotation.) There are three main diets.  Two of the three diets obtain positive results, while the remaining one causes disease.  There are also diets that are in between, as it's quite a spectrum, but here are the main three: 1. High fat, low carb. 2. Low fat, high carb. 3. High carb, high fat. The main cause of obesity, diabetes, and disease among the population comes from the trend to go with #3.  #3 is a diet that includes sugary sodas, foods fried in vegetable oils, candies, and so forth. In my opinion #1 gets far too much attention, becoming more like a cult.  #1 may work well for others, but what about people who have a vegetarian blood type? ...

If disempowering self-talk happens, or if I hear disempowering thoughtforms directed at me, I will focus on the I Am Presence that goes beyond words.  I Am Presence can be accessed at any time, regardless of being attacked or not being attacked.   There are many experiences that cannot be labeled with words.  Words need to be used primarily for balancing and self-empowerment purposes.  This doesn't mean that words cannot be used to call matters out though, because calling something out can be a form of self-empowerment.  Regarding online interactions, someone chooses whether or not to become upset by the words of another.  In comments, no one can harm another with their words, unless this is allowed by the other individual.  I repeat, no one can be hurt by the words of another unless this is CHOSEN to be ALLOWED.  Being triggered is a CHOICE.  From past interactions, I owe nothing to anyone else, and no one else owes anything to myself....

2012portal and the Light Forces are critical of Russia, but I understand why Russia is taking action.  There's a recent video found by Hal Turner that explains quite a bit: https://htrs-special.s3.us-west-2.amazonaws.com/The-Truth-About-Russia-Ukraine-War.mp4 The Light Forces expecting Russia to just sit back and allow Ukraine to become a nuclear threat to them is completely ridiculous.   Did the Light Forces stop Covid and the resulting horrific abuse from the vax campaign?  No.  Why would Russia expect the Light Forces to protect their country then?  The Light Forces were never able to do anything tangible for humanity on the planet surface.   Russia is simply doing what it must do.  No, I don't want China ruling the world.  But no, I don't want the WEF to keep their cabal stronghold in Ukraine either, and the cabal in the US need to be removed from power, and it should be painfully obvious by now that the Light Forces (and Underground Resi...

Anymore, I just don't have it within me to be positive.  I've seen too much abuse and have been abused too much.  I do, however, have it in me to be neutral.  I can harmonize with my environment in a neutral state, beyond the duality of Light vs. Dark.  Then, ironically, equilibrium and a positive state can come forth naturally.  Yet, there is no 'reaching' for anything.  There is no more trying to 'hold the light.'  Such ideas are artificial. I just am.  Reality just is.  An adept I used to know said it well: https://youtu.be/aWPyjOvLVfs It is possible that God/Source is not centered around humanity.  There are many other types of lifeforms that can supersede humanity.  Perhaps Source has other plans that do not include humanity.  Again, this is stated as a possibility.  As always, time will tell.

With me at least, the attempts on my life are 2 main ways: 1. Using my metaphysical abilities against me, putting dangerous ideas into my mind, primarily in the realm of diet and health protocols. 2. Severe attacks in the dreamstate. The latest attempt was the first way.  I got the idea to eat primarily cashews and peanut butter to get my fats in.  This caused a very close call of having diverticulitis.  I was getting very tired and was dizzy when standing up.  I then had to 'take a dump,' and I knew it was a big one.  The dump was so huge and painful that my body started convulsing and I nearly lost consciousness.  This was after using an enema.   If I had continued eating nuts for fats, this would have surely caused me to either die, or wish I was dead from the medical bills from having to go to the emergency room.   (I was also drinking aloe vera juice, which made the problem worse.   It's interesting how specific combinations co...

I kept wondering why certain issues have been coming up, and big time.  I've been going gluten free, with the only source of starch being quinoa.  This has been an absolute disaster.   I would eat the quinoa, and I would get hungry and unstable afterward.   Quinoa is extremely toxic, even if rinsed.  The saponins even damage the metabolism.  I've been through such intense hell over the last few days to the point of considering suicide, and now I know why.  https://carnivoreaurelius.com/saponins/ Update discussing plant foods and the microbiome: Fruits and vegetables have these toxins as well. In the distant past, humans had much stronger microbiomes/guts and could handle plant toxins.  In modern times though, humanity has very weak microbiomes (to a large extent - there are of course exceptions) .  This is why people who go on the carnivore diet get such positive results, because they are no longer eating plant toxins that mostly can't ...

Update on 02/18: Now I'm reading that the Ohio train derailment is being blown out of proportion for clicks. 🙄 I'll leave this up though, because it is still just like clockwork. I hear news about the cabal losing power and being brought to justice, but there is strong evidence that the cabal are still very much in power.   A film was made about the train derailment in Ohio not long before it happened: https://www.atlasofwonders.com/2022/12/where-was-white-noise-filmed.html I watched this film a while back, and it definitely showed what was being planned. If the cabal can keep telling people what they are going to do in films before they manifest it, then how exactly have they lost power?   The plandemic was in movies and video games before it happened: https://youtu.be/FQPQsUiaaEc https://youtu.be/4sYSyuuLk5g   https://youtu.be/8lSNNyHzmc4 And of course there are references to 9/11 before it happened: https://youtu.be/Tz6Tf5bs6po The disaster in Ohio is said...

Over the past few days, my back has been twitching almost nonstop.  It was quite annoying and was interrupting my sleep.  So, I focused on finding out why.  The answer came to me:  I have been eating 2 hard boiled eggs every day for the past 2 weeks.  The choline from the yolks made my acetylcholine levels go too high.  One of the symptoms of too high acetylcholine levels is muscle spasms/twitching.  I also would get flushing at times, which is another symptom: https://men-elite.com/2020/06/26/the-high-acetylcholine-syndrome/ (I'm not saying never eat eggs of course.) Since no longer eating eggs for a while, the twitching has stopped.  How did I learn that this was the cause?  I silenced my mind and I listened. What was the cause of my heart problems when jogging?  There are three causes.  First, I wasn't breathing correctly.  I was breathing through my mouth when jogging.  Mouth breathing is very unhealthy.  The phys...

I gravitated information regarding the dreamstate from this book: Out of This World by Neville Goddard https://youtu.be/aO_XltYHGWc The information applies to the deeply relaxed state, the hypnotic state, and the dreamstate.  In such states, the mind can become a 'manifestation machine.'  It's extremely important to stop the influence of negative dreams to prevent them from manifesting in 3D.  This is kind of what I was doing when I became so upset about the negative dreams.  In my own way, I was negating the unwanted dreamstate scenarios. The above book allowed me to have a much more constructive approach to the dreamstate.  Matters that previously didn't make sense, now make sense.   From what I presently know, the 3 mentioned states are useful for: - Precognition to be able to prepare for and even change the future. - Seeing into the subconscious. - Seeing which kinds of entities and influences are present. - When combined with intentional imaginat...

If dreams want to warn me about something to be careful about or avoid in the future in 3D, that's fine.  If dreams want to let me experience realms like 5D and above, that's fine.  But if dreams are just a bunch of neurotic stupid bullshit, I will completely disregard them, because they have zero value.   Here's the latest bullshit from my dreamstate: A bunch of druggies are driving my car and making me do drugs in my car, and then the druggies take over the house I grew up in, and refuse to go away, armed with guns.  Then I wake up in the morning, and guess where my feet go?  The floor.  Guess what dimension the floor is in?  Is it 4D?  5D?  Nope!  It's...(drum roll please)... 3D! What does the above dream have to do with anything?  What validity does it have?  Should I get into dream interpretation?  Not thanks.   So many people get into metaphysics but they don't even have a life in 3D.  That's why metap...

When 2012portal deals with "clearing the chimera," these are beings from the tree of death, or qlippoth.  Lighworkers basically get thrown straight into the qlippoth when working with 2012portal.  Entities from the qlippoth are the most unstable in existence.  Occultists such as Aleister Crowley worked with the qlippoth in his later years, and this drove him insane.   Therefore, understandably, Lightworkers are not stable.  It's not 'personal character flaws' that make Lightworkers unstable.  It's because of being thrown into the qlippoth.  Then, Light is brought through, which is great, but the number of beings and entities from the qlippoth, and the extreme instability of the qlippoth - this becomes an overwhelming force.   2012portal stated quite some time ago that trillions upon trillions of negative entities were brought down to a much smaller number, and I am seeing some amount of progress with some entities being cleared, but the ...

Around 2011 in the dreamstate, I had 2 experiences I can never forget.   First one - I went to a realm where there were planets, but there was no void in space - the space was made of Light.  Second one - I was taken up in a golden vortex with singing voices.  The realm I went to had structures made of pulsing Light.  My body was pure energy a few seconds after waking up.  This one made everything in 3D seem like nothing at all.   I can't remember how it felt though because the 3D mind is incapable of knowing this.   It definitely felt like some kind of ascension.  I didn't do anything to initiate this - it was spontaneous.  Crazy as it sounds, the metal heater in my room was somehow connected to the portal. I wonder, is this what it's like to be human? https://youtu.be/PIIWNXBxLzs

The best way I know of to deal with a hyper-polarized 'reality' is to take opposite extremes, and draw a line somewhere down the middle.  Here are a couple examples: In the US, the Left claims that racism is systemic, while the Right claims that vastly, no one is racist anymore, with the exception of the KKK.  However, I know of towns that are racist - not the fake projected kind from the Left, but real racism.  The middle is:  The Left takes it too far.  Racism is not "systemic."  However, the Right also goes too far in saying that only the KKK is racist.  Racism is not as bad as the Left claims, but not as nonexistent as the right claims either.  It's somewhere in between. Another example: Regarding the planetary situation, there are people who claim that everything is gloom and doom, with negative forces having a stranglehold over Earth.  To these people, everything that happens is from the manipulation of the negative forces - all is hope...

The vast majority of my dreamstate 'experiences' are either pointless or negative.  I won't go into the graphic details on the negative ones anymore.  I'll just say that it's reached a level where I will be disregarding the dreamstate entirely.  Positive dreams (which are extremely rare for me) will not be paid attention to either.  It's just not worth it anymore.   The dreamstate has become a torture chamber for my mind, so it's time to make my main focus the here and now in the physical. The only purpose I can see for the dreamstate becoming a torture chamber is to get me to realize how abusive the mind can be, so that I can go beyond this.  With all the chaos 'elsewhere,' the here and now in my immediate physical environment is all that remains that is calm and stable. If I had super positive dreams would I be saying this?  Probably not.  However, the astral, or 4D, is the real maya, or illusion.  To no longer be bound by 4D is to go beyo...

At the timestamp here, https://youtu.be/rG_cMDm7U1A?t=1323 he states, "Who is the one person really in charge of everything, making sure everything happened?  The annunaki - the ruling annunaki families.  The ones here in America, he's gotta go because he's gonna tell the world that we exist and everything else." As was stated before, the jinn are a huge part of Et disinformation.  The jinn do this in order to conceal their identity.  "He's gotta go because he's gonna tell the world that we exist and everything else."  Jay Essex could be manipulated by the jinn, and the jinn are coming through and saying this through Jay without him even realizing it, as a slip-up. I could be incorrect, and Jay Essex is the real deal, and when he gets out of his body he's going to do all the things he says he going to do.  There's no denying that Jay has some serious abilities.  However, Jay looks like he's healthier compared with a few months ago.  He...