Follow-Up On The Most Difficult Thing
The reason I have so much difficultly with emeralds and so forth is because this is too advanced for me. And, judging from the behavior patterns of many commenters on 2012 Portal along with Cobra repeatedly mentioning infighting, this may be too advanced for many lightworkers as well.
There are some who can handle it very well, but it's possible that these people are the exception and not the rule. I at least am definitely not the exception.
If many lightworkers can't handle it, the surface population will probably have a very, very tough time with the Event, and the days ahead that lead up to the Event.
Maybe much of the surface population would handle it better if the level of trauma and damage didn't run so very deep within so many.
Anyway, I've decided to get stronger roots and stability by reading and applying this book:
I was using grounding rocks to become more stable, but this wasn't enough. I'm going to have to drastically strengthen my foundation with stoicism. It's something I've been meaning to get into, but have been holding off until now. I've only read the first chapter so far and I'm very impressed!
Despite being free of all psychoactive substances and eating a healthy diet, there are just too many issues I developed over the years that have been spiraling out of control. Who knows, maybe when I'm stable enough I'll be able to handle 2012 Portal participations in the future. 'Never say never.' But for now, I feel guided to really focus on grounding and stability.
Take care!
ReplyDeletePretty cool! 👍
ReplyDeleteObservation:
ReplyDeleteCobra places strong emphasis on Goddess love and sexuality. The ideal lightworker is one who has a sexual partner. Or, a lightworker who has a wealth of experiences with romance and sex. A 40 year old virgin such as myself who has been sexually harassed by other men and sexually exploited in the dreamstate is definitely not the ideal lightworker.
My interpretation of Goddess love includes sex, but also includes that wonderful feeling of laying next to one's partner afterward I've been told about – connecting with each other and loving each other, as the happiest moments in the world, "like an angel was put on earth, just for you." So it's not just sex, but sex is always a part of this when it comes to romantic love, which is a type of Goddess love.
DeleteIt's not the only type of Goddess love. Compassion for other creatures is another form. But the heart can 'turn to stone' without knowing what it's like to give and receive love with a partner, as the 'entire package,' which includes passionate sex. But I agree, it's not just about 'getting laid' or 'losing your virginity.' That's not the primary focus, but sex also cannot be excluded from romantic love. It's a very important part of romantic intimacy.