Perspectives and Findings

There is a massive level of promotion of the benefits of meditation, but could there also be detrimental effects?  This video goes into a much less heard perspective of meditation, which is actually being trolled and silenced by the spiritual community.  This is a must-see for anyone who wants to know the entire spectrum of the effects of meditation: "Why do so many meditators want to Kill this Neuroscientist?"  https://youtu.be/KpZBENXzutM I'm not saying people should stop meditating if they feel it's beneficial to themselves and/or to the world.  2012 Portal meditations can help clear subquantum anomaly and liberate the planet.  But definitely, gurus and spiritual teachers are suppressing information on a mass scale. The website the interviewee mentioned for "meditators in distress" is: https://www.cheetahhouse.org/ Update 2/1: Reps are angry about the Cobra conference.  Saw them in the dreamstate.  One was in a human body.  Then I saw a really ...

Eckhart Tolle would say that it's to be unconscious to get upset with one's mind, and that it's just the egoic mind when getting upset with one's mind, but I'm finding that there are times when it's better to take a more aggressive approach.  Telling my mind to shut up is actually quite liberating.  Sometimes there's just no other way to get it to stop being so noisy and stupid.  I'm also finding that it's liberating to make fun of my mind.   (Eckhart would say that it's identification with the mind to call it "my mind," but I'm not sure how else to state this.) Pretty much, my mind has become a freak show.  The minds of others who secretly judge me who have been spying on me (unrelated to Lightworkers) have also pretty much become a freak show, so it's a freak show over a freak show that's happening.  I'm not taking their minds seriously either - I often make fun of their thoughts about me. Yeah, I'm really messed u...

Eckhart Tolle stated in one of his many lectures that one's presence is far more intelligent than thoughts.  He said that in fact, one's presence is one's source of intelligence.   One's presence, or I Am Presence, is the you that is experiencing you.  When mental noise ceases, one's I Am Presence can shift from being in the background to being in the foreground.   Experiences that cannot be defined with words may be part of the intelligence of I Am Presence.  Connecting with the essence of plant life and other environments can be experienced as undefined.  I extrapolate that I Am Presence is among the highest sources of Divine Power.  I Am Presence combined with the Violet Flame is particularly powerful.  Perhaps Saint Germain would agree. Personal observation:  My own battle against the dark forces has been a battle over my I Am Presence.  The dark forces wish to suppress my I Am Presence through a multitude of energeti...

I'm glad to see that finally, there is a coordinated effort to go up against the cabal in the United States.  I'm not political, but yes, the border is being exploited for drug trafficking, human trafficking, and for bringing dangerous criminals into the US.  It's possible that the cabal want a civil war in the US, but this doesn't feel like it's cabal-orchestrated.  Something had to give.  Enough is enough.  I'm excited to see what happens next with this! ------- It's important to go into presence beyond all thought: https://youtu.be/P_0ICsolRcU Eckhart Tolle's works are not an end-all.  There's no such thing.  However, 'hitting the reset button' allows one to have a much more effective and functional mind when in use.  Negative thought-patterns can be weakened and broken up when going into a state of presence beyond all thought spontaneously throughout the day, even if it's only for a few seconds.  Brief intervals of presence beyond th...

I was able to be very free from the negative aspects of the mind when putting space between myself (I Am Presence) and negative programming.  However, I did this exclusively, and ceased to do work with the Violet Flame and other Lightwork.  This left me more vulnerable to attacks.  It's a disadvantageous human tendency to want to do all of one thing or all of another thing.  Versatility is the solution.  Versatility is key.   (Is this a contradiction to a previous post about the merits of singularizing focus?  Yes and no.  Versatility can be a useful strategy within singularized focus.) Disentanglement from negative programming and bringing Light through - very powerful.

Some say he's "too successful," and thus should not be listened to, but I disagree.  If what he says helps, I listen.  And indeed, what he says helps. Eckhart Tolle - Enjoying Every Moment - Full Movie  

In addition to real life nature, artwork of nature is also quite beautiful:

I need to take a step back and go into 'watcher mode,' detaching from the mind, being the witness of the mind.  By "mind" I mean thoughts and emotions.  The reason for this is because I'm traumatized over the accident that could have killed me if circumstances were slightly different (there's also the possibility of this accident harming me financially), and because my mind is a mess, and because the world is a mess.   Regarding the world, I'm sad about what happened to Gonzalo Lira, who was tortured for months in prison before recently dying.  I'm sad that I live in a country who's government openly supports the genocide of Palestinians.  I read some testimony of what's going on in Ukraine on Hal Turner's website with men and young men being kidnapped and being forced to fight in the war where they are basically slaughtered - this too saddens me.  There are wars taking place on so many fronts that just being aware of this has become a sour...

Last night in the dreamstate, I had some interesting awareness come through that cannot be explained in words, followed by the most extreme screeching in my head that was physically experienced as I woke up.  It was like having my brain being put into a blender.   This was the most extreme 'fringe experience' I've ever had because it was so intense and loud.  The archon doing this may have been the grey that's been harassing me for over 10 years.  Perhaps the archon matrix is finally being dissolved.  ------- Today I got into an accident that could have easily killed me if circumstances had been slightly different.  I'm still a bit shaken up by it, but I'm physically unharmed.   To say that things are being 'laid on thick' would be an understatement.  It must be the dark forces panicking over Pluto entering Aquarius.  I'm going to focus on staying calm and will not be traveling anywhere until after the 21st.  ------- I figured Cobr...

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Someone wanted to sound smart when they said it's a vested corporate interest to claim that breakfast is the most important meal of the day.  Yet, the evidence, and my personal experience, shows that breakfast is indeed the most important meal of the day. Through years of going down dead end roads, alas, I conclude that almost all health information is disinformation.  Low carb is a scam.  Veganism is a scam.  Intermittent fasting is a scam.  Oh, and Dr. Berg - I can't stand that guy!  (He's a member of the low carb cult.) This one is the closest I've found to being truly scientific: https://youtu.be/G3-EW7nWCbU (I had to sift through many fad health videos that promoted fasting when typing "fasting is a scam" in the searchbar to find the above video.  Oh how far have we fallen when even trying to find a counterpoint to something, only mostly promotional videos pop up for the opposite!) I found it interesting from the above video that the alleged ben...

Gonzalo Lira has died in prison. No one should be tortured and murdered for exercising free speech.  https://twitter.com/TuckerCarlson/status/1733581286256607619 I kept hoping he would make it.  He will be missed.

At around 9.5 minutes in, Sarah Adams talks about the Rainbow Light: https://youtu.be/H7tB48ViLAI?t=582 (The entire interview is well worth watching.) I strongly feel that Earth is the most beautiful planet in the universe.  She needs love and healing to be free again.  All the frequencies of the Rainbow can be accessed on Earth.  Her skies and oceans are blue.  Her plant life is green.  The sun gives white Light in her day, golden-yellow Light in her morning and late afternoon, and orange and red Light at her sunrise and sunset.  Her flowers have all the colors of the Rainbow, including pink and violet. May the Rainbow Light Shine Through! Update: In this conference, Sarah explains matters in a very unique way, and discusses the purpose of Golden Light in the Q and A: https://youtu.be/k2EYxBTYRR8 Perspective on what Sarah says about those who abuse power in the above video: Many people in the world who are abusing their power do have a hurt child within th...

I often unite with nature and the sun as a replacement for a romantic partner.  This actually can be done to the extent that I start to believe I don't need a relationship with anyone else.  When I really put for the effort, I can feel a strong connection to Source that can bypass the desire for human relationships.   However, I also ask myself, why do I watch clips like these?   Love Will Find A Way   I know it's Disney (which is of course is a cabal-run company) and I could be made fun of, but yeah, I would watch this kind of material in High School and even later on in life, longing to be with my other half.  Therefore, I can't say I'm beyond the desire for a partner.     Regarding twin flames:   The primary message of The Matrix Resurrections is the power of twin flames.  The reason twin flames have been kept apart is because their reunification would cause an end to 'the matrix.'    Within the surface population,...

There are claims and testimonials that jogging is healthy, and there are claims and testimonials that jogging is unhealthy.   I used to jog several hours per week.  This was too much jogging - it caused my body to go into a state of inflammation. However, with walking, there are only positive health claims and testimonials.  The powerful health benefits of walking are both physical and mental.    A youtube search of "Walking 10,000 steps per day" came up with several videos that further inspired me to stick with the recent decision to go on daily walks. I calculated my walking, and so far, I'm walking about 6,000 steps per day.  It takes 1.5 to 2 hours to walk 10,000 steps, depending on walking speed.  Many say it takes them 1 hour and 45 minutes to walk 10,000 steps - this could be the average time for most walkers. According to the above hyperlink, there are also benefits with less than 10,000 steps per day: "By now, you’ve probably heard the 1...

Personally, the duality between wanting to be one with nature, the planet, and the sun, and connecting to the ships above has been an issue.  The conflicting intel on Ets confused me quite a bit as well, and I developed trust issues.  However, the duality and trust issues are no longer so prevalent.   Maybe I just don't care about the internal conflicts and ambivalence anymore.  Maybe it's possible to both be connected with nature and work with ATVOR.   I was relaxing a little while ago and imagining how wonderful it would be to be on a star ship like in Star Trek, and then I felt some nice energies come through.  So I figured, why not pursue this more?  "One important aspect of that new technology is ATVOR. It is a technology of pillar of light. It was first presented on the earth at the time of Atlantis as a simple pillar of light. It was greatly expanded to fit to the surface of the planet because there is too much anomaly here. So muc...

There are different meditations people will be more strong with, and perhaps there are certain meditations that should be prioritized to meet specific needs.  For example, as shown in a previously mentioned video, someone's kundalini could rise up a bit, but then go back down, which causes imbalance.  Many Lightworkers also need more shielding from attacks - who doesn't these days?  Therefore, the Rainbow Flower of Life Sphere could be a primary focus.  The Rainbow Flower of Life provides shielding, harmonizes/balances kundalini, and helps to reverse inverted kundalini.    There are many possibilities though.  Others may do better with the Violet Flame being a primary focus.  Others yet may do better focusing on all meditations equally.  Meditations that go outside the scope of 2012 Portal can also help.  I really like accessing golden solar energies, so I sing A432 frequencies while looking at or imagining really nice scenery suc...

This post has been removed because I'm probably just being manipulated or my imagination is running away with me.  The only true part of it may be the sadness (in the form of sad piano music) the LF are experiencing over the escalations being made in an attempt to bring about WW3. Thank you to Libra for pointing out that in the past, a monthly update has been delayed up to 9 days. Update: There is a massive amount of infiltration.  This just happened:     The infiltration is both online and in the astral.  I've never seen it at this level.  Could this be a final attempt from the dark forces before Pluto enters Aquarius on the 21st? 

I had some really positive support from a couple Lightworkers.  I'm feeling much better now, and can see why it's important to not always 'go at it alone.'   Audenis stated: Greetings, i personally started having incredibly strong depressive attacks from the DF, also to a point where i have thoughts most of the time to commit suicide, or that i am a really bad person that needs to be disintegrated into the central sun because of past actions etc. It started happening a lot lately, especially after participating in the latest divine intervention meditation. It's all just an attack, the Light forgives, redeems, does not judge. If you see yourself in that person's place, and you understand that if you were in that place what you might have caused (you know the whole ''we are all one, what you did onto another you have done onto yourself'' deal), simply ask for forgiveness, and that will be granted (because you realize where your actions w...