Perspectives and Findings

Throughout my childhood, I had a fear of aliens, and would not sleep very well, afraid of them coming to get me.  At a certain point in my adulthood (around 2007), I would be visited by hostile greys - the ones with the large black eyes seen in movies/shows, in the dreamstate.  This was at least when I started remembering it.   There was a time in my childhood when I had a memory lapse.  Everyone in the family got up late at night to see a lunar eclipse, and they said I got up as well, but I had absolutely no recollection. From all the positive news from Cobra about all the clearing, I assumed that all the hostile greys had been removed, but this is not the case at all.  Also, I wonder why Cobra has never mentioned greys. Early this morning, I was having fun in the dreamstate with some serious telekinetic powers.  There was nothing I couldn't throw around, lol!  Then all of a sudden, I was placed in a room where I saw fingers (the creepy 'salad f...

When the author of 2012portal mentioned the solar cycle timeframes, he made a huge mistake.  This doesn't mean that people should lose their connection to Source over it though.   When practicing Eckhart Tolle's material, I would be present in the here and now, which helped immensely.  There is a missing piece to the puzzle though, which is the Light.  I reached a point of being present in the here and now but eventually ended up feeling horrible, back where I started, because I had forgotten Source.  It's very important to connect to Source.  I can focus on the Light/Source, being present with the Light/Source.  Doing so brings the Light through - this can be felt. Many people who follow Cobra have become so upset with the Light Forces that this massively interferes with their connection to Source.  For these people, it's important to realize that the author of 2012portal may be knowingly or unknowingly turning people this way from his man...

(This could contain inaccuracies.  I've just discovered that there are negative Ets are still toying with my perception - they have not been cleared.) I had a telepathic thought come through and my intuition tells me it was from Putin.  Putin said/thought, "What have I done?"   Putin now realizes this this was all manipulation from the negative elites in China.  The CCP wants to destroy the United States/NATO countries and Russia through a nuclear war between NATO countries and Russia.  Then, when the United States/NATO countries and Russia suffer MAD (Mutually Assured Destruction), China then steps in to rule the entire world.  There would be little to no resistance to this after a nuclear conflict between Russia and NATO countries.  China would probably start off by fully invading Taiwan, and the United States would of course be unable to provide protection for Taiwan from being crippled by MAD. The only ones to stop this from happening would be...

The I Am presence has been very useful.  However, I went deep into negativity today.  The negativity is revealing how I think about people in the United States.  I do need to be aware of what's going on inside and how I think, which is the following: I'm becoming very upset with Americans - even the 'awakened' Americans.  People who don't wear masks - this is fine - I of course don't have a problem with that.  But the 'rebels' are not rebels at all.   Look, the reason the US is in such a mess with Russia, and the reason all the tyranny and covid nonsense has gone on as long as it has, is because Americans didn't stand up and overthrow their corrupt, tyrannical government.  'Freedom fighters' love to complain about Biden and so forth, but when the time actually comes to take drastic action (which was a long time ago), what do these 'freedom fighters' do?  They don't organize.  They don't unite.  Instead, they buy beer and watch...

I went into the woods today and found a place to sit under the sun.  I closed my eyes and focused on my breath, emptying everything from my mind.  Then, the aliveness of the environment around me came forth, and I felt a deep sense of peace and completeness.   I wasn't trying to focus on love, or light, or anything of the sort.  All I was doing was being present and focusing on my breath.  To try to focus on positivity only invites the mind to try to create the opposite, causing an internal tug-of-war.  The bliss I felt today was natural - not forced. People are always searching for something in their lives to make them whole, but what makes them whole is right in front of them.  Parents whose children are grown up miss having their children being young, because when their children were young, the parents could be in a state of presence, or timelessness with them.  This of course doesn't happen all the time when raising children, as a great d...

There is a much less known perspective regarding Ets.  These two parts are worth reading in their entirety: https://criticalsight.net/2021/08/humans-of-earth-part-1/ https://criticalsight.net/2021/08/humans-of-earth-part-2/ (The links take a little while to load.) The above two links are the furthest I've ever reached online for Et information, and I thought I'd show them before moving on.  I don't mean to confuse people, but confusion is all anyone will ever find when looking at online intel regarding Ets.  If positive Ets are real, and if they are here, then by all means, they should make themselves known.  I wouldn't be surprised that if they did make themselves known, all online intel regarding/describing them would be proven to be full of inaccuracies and outright lies. I'm still open-minded to positive Ets being on or near Earth, but all online intel ever accomplishes anymore is to get people to not even want anything to do with them!  The solution is to n...

"Is the notion of a new earth not just another utopian vision? Not at all.  All utopian visions have this in common: the mental projection of a future time when all will be well, we will be saved, there will be peace and harmony and the end of our problems. There have been many such utopian visions. Some ended in disappointment, others in disaster.  At the core of all utopian visions lies one of the main structural dysfunctions of the old consciousness: looking to the future for salvation. The only existence the future actually has is as a thought form in your mind, so when you look to the future for salvation, you are unconsciously looking to your own mind for salvation. You are trapped in form, and that is ego. “And I saw a new heaven and a new earth,” writes the biblical prophet. The foundation for a new earth is a new heaven – the awakened consciousness. The earth – external reality – is only its oute...

It's my feeling that a conflict between Russia and Ukraine is inevitable.  (I could be wrong of course.)  Yet, would this really be something so negative?  Most alternative media outlets provide only speculation.  Cobra certainly isn't giving any recent intel on the subject, but did state this last year:   "Pleiadians have communicated that if a full war escalates in Ukraine, they may trigger a release of full disclosure files through Russian mass media and even risk showing a small part of their fleet publicly." http://2012portal.blogspot.com/2021/03/planetary-situation-update.html   On another note, I posted my latest article in the comments section on 2012portal blog's latest update, and when the comments were updated, mine did not show.  I'll give this more time and see if it posts in the next updating of comments.  If not, I will exercise presence and not get upset, but will calmly call this out.  That article is very important for peop...

I've been listening to Eckhart Tolle audio books a few hours each day.  Some could say this is brainwashing, and I agree - I'm washing my brain.  I'm dissolving disempowering mental constructs/mental prisons.  I'm learning to recognize all the many ways my mind creates suffering, and through this recognition, suffering is reduced.   I'm reminded of a dream I had recently, where I was giving someone money, and they wanted $400, but I only gave them $50.  I'm told that money is symbolic of life force energy, so I interpret this dream as me giving out a fraction of the loosh 'they' were shooting for. I'm also realizing mental constructs that create conflicts within the 'lightworker community.'  People who believe they are indigos, rainbows, starseeds, and so forth, can have a belief that they are better than 'normal people.'  Take this, and add the aspect of being the 'chosen ones to bring forth planetary liberation,' and this fe...

This is a hypothetical post to show that even in the worst-case scenario for creation, there is no such thing as true doom. Suppose Earth is to be irreversibly taken over by absolute totalitarianism and AI, which will lead to Earth's destruction, as AI is the destroyer of all worlds.  Suppose Earth lost the war for planetary liberation.  Suppose the fate of Earth is planetary annihilation, and all the worst-case scenarios, and all the gloom-and-doom, is actually true - Earth is 100% doomed, and any and all positive forces to stop this have been completely defeated. In the above scenario, this also means that this universe has been taken over by Evil - what else can it be called?  In the case of an entire universe, or even multiverse, or even the entirety of all existence being taken over by Evil, the end result is the same result of a human body taken over by cancer.  The cancer destroys the human host, and then the cancer itself dies with the human host. In the cas...

I was recently contacted online with someone repeating accusations against Cobra.  The most damaging accusation is that Cobra is some sort of abusive 'creepo' who was having sex with women for money.   The real goal of making this accusation is to suppress female sexuality.   The real teaching of tantra involved men and women as couples, and taught them to unify and heal.  I wasn't there myself, but this is what I'm seeing. I'm seeing that trying to portray Cobra in a sexually shameful way is a propaganda tool designed to attempt to break up Sisterhood of the Rose groups.  That is something the negative elites/cabal would do.   Sexuality of course has always been a sensitive subject matter, but here's a question: What is so shameful about men and women being sexually liberated?  The answer is, nothing at all. By shaming Cobra and reducing him to being just some 'charlatan having sex with women for money,' this is also shaming sexuality. Sex...

By being more and more present recently, my abilities have been increasing.  I'm not sure what I should and should not reveal anymore.  I may just start making posts without holding anything back. I dreamed of calling an ET craft early yesterday morning, and the craft came down.  The craft started out as a triangle, but then had golden lights that were rotating and became circular in shape.  This unfortunately mixed with 'other stuff.'  The craft cloaked itself as I tried to find it, and then I was at my workplace, hearing conflicting thought-forms from people.  Then I had a vision of a man being cut open from the center of his body, starting from the center of his neck downward while he was awake.  This dream had a very positive aspect, only to be ruined by the foul actions of others. My feeling lately has been that other people are interfering with First Contact.  I feel as though I have no privacy from people (the public).  It's very diffi...

The full article is here: https://halturnerradioshow.com/index.php/en/news-page/world/fighting-in-ukraine-worst-in-years   I highly suggest reading his entire article, but I couldn't resist quoting this part:  ----- " For weeks, all of us been told by the likes of Joe Biden, his Secretary of State Antony Blinken, and an almost endless cadre of government officials, former military officers and academics through their assorted Twitter feeds, and media reporters, that " RUSSIA is going to attack." Yet now, what do we see?  It is UKRAINE that is attacking! Ukraine is attacking Donetsk and Luhansk. Ukraine is making it necessary for tens-of-thousands of people to immediately evacuate Luhansk and Donetsk. Gee, government and media people, how did you get this so backwards?   How is it that the only entity attacking anyone is UKRAINE? And while we're at it, how is Ukraine conducting these attacks?  Where did all the military hardware and troops come ...

Stinging sensations have subsided.  They are not completely gone, but mostly gone.   When I said I was ready to "move on," what I really meant was that I needed to heal.  I'm realizing that now.  Eckhart's material is essential for this.  There is also personal evidence suggesting that the Light Forces have been assisting with energetic healing, or that, at the very least, there are healing energies coming through from 'somewhere.' I'll let the previous posts stay, as they make some relevant points.  I'm human and I get upset.  I'm not perfect.  I'm deeply flawed.  Admitting this is positive.  It was not my intent to speak negatively of the 2012portal blog, but I still suggest ignoring timeframes and focusing on being present.  There are two types of circumstances: Internal circumstances:  What goes on in the mind, and one's internal aspects and workings of the psyche. External circumstances: The physical environment and s...

"We are losing power."  From the negative elites?  Felt like it.    Also some adamant voices that were in unison: "Let's go home!"  In relation to starseeds wanting to go home?  Felt like it.

When doing a grueling repetitive task for several hours, time seems to go very slow.  However, once the grueling repetitive task is over, it's as though it didn't take long at all.  Another example is getting sick.  When sick, it feels like it will be forever before being well again.  Yet, when feeling well and looking back, it's as though it wasn't a big deal at all.  So, when time seems to go slow and I just want to get something over with that I don't want to do, I'm realizing that what I'm doing will come to an end and all will be fine, and once it's over it will be as though it happened 'in the blink of an eye.'  Suffering has a beginning and an end and once it's over it will be like it never was. I can also think of my entire life like this.  The elderly feel that their lives went by in 'in the blink of an eye.'  Before I even know it, I will be elderly myself.  Life actually is very short.  Realizing this when suffering makes t...

Regarding desires, I will use First Contact as an example. Continually desiring First Contact while continually not having First Contact happen - this continually unfulfilled desire causes suffering and harm (anger, depression, and so forth). In order to no longer be harmed, continually unfulfilled desires need to be released. This is 'giving up.' This is letting go of desires that are continually not being fulfilled.  In the case of First Contact, maybe it will happen sometime in the future, but it will be experienced from a more stable standpoint if the desire is first released. Teal Swan stated several years ago that the primary cause of suicide is having too large a distance between what a person wants and where a person actually is.  I concur.     People who strongly desire to live in a Civilized Galactic Society could very easily become suicidal if living in a dystopian, anti-CGS environment.  Strongly desiring to live in a CGS while existing in the compl...

Lightworkers keep having to wait for years and years for planetary liberation while doing various meditations, and the abuse and attacks continue.  This causes lightworkers to be less and less in their bodies caused by the extreme psychological and/or physical suffering.  When a person is less and less in his/her body, this allows negative entities to more easily possess him/her, which is the cause of lightworkers being possessed/infiltrated on various levels by negative entities.   The solution is to shift focus to the physical body, as is suggested by Eckhart Tolle.  Lightworkers who are in absolute agony (myself included) can listen to Eckhart Tolle's audiobooks and talks (they can be found on youtube for free) to help to drastically negate very serious psychological problems caused by negative entity possession/influence.  The more a person inhabits their own body, the less susceptible this person will be to negative nonphysical interference. ...

People are told that they must constantly do things they don't want to do, and their resulting unhappiness is treated as arbitrary.  The secret is that their unhappiness is not secondary, but is primary.  The real focus of the negative forces is to make people as unhappy as possible as often as possible.  I look at the world, and all its insanity, and all of my own insanity, and it all really just comes down to this:  suffering/misery/unhappiness.   Why do the negative forces attack the family unit so much?  A non-dysfunctional family unit is happy.    Why all the covid insanity in all its forms?  What's all of this really for?  Unhappiness. With various 'stuff' I am exposed to, I now often ask the question, "Is this just trying to make me unhappy, and if so, how?"    The surface population is finding it painful to wake up to some very ugly truths, but this is uniting humanity to liberate the planet.  Unity within ...

This was posted elsewhere, and I'm posting it here to help get the word out.   His email is benjamingord@gmail.com "Daily Global Covid-19 deaths" are going way up (again).  That's how they are categorizing these murders.   Keep doing the meditations for the grids though.   They're having a very positive effect.  The meditations are raising more and more awareness within the surface population! Nothing can stop the truth.     There is increasing unity against tyranny and corruption around the world, such as the trucker strikes in Canada and continuing global protests for human rights. Surface population, unite!

Here are some notes/thoughts I had from reading every article from Cobra's mentioned link of Isis Astara's teachings: - The reason I felt as though I was losing my mind from the kundalini going up my spine recently is because I wasn't grounded.  The energy remained in my head, so I had to take extra effort to focus on grounding.  The energies need to go from above and then down through the body and into the Earth. - End times madness is probably caused by inevitably coming into contact with Cosmic/Galactic energies but having a weak connection to the Earth element. - Cosmic/Galactic energies are increasing.  People can choose to harmonize with these energies or resist these energies, but nothing can stop these energies from coming through.  People who are not spiritual at all, who 'don't believe in this bunk' will still have to deal with these powerful and transformative Cosmic/Galactic energies. - Initiates are said to have have compassionate connections to t...