Let's Talk about Greys (Updated)

Throughout my childhood, I had a fear of aliens, and would not sleep very well, afraid of them coming to get me.  At a certain point in my adulthood (around 2007), I would be visited by hostile greys - the ones with the large black eyes seen in movies/shows, in the dreamstate.  This was at least when I started remembering it.  

There was a time in my childhood when I had a memory lapse.  Everyone in the family got up late at night to see a lunar eclipse, and they said I got up as well, but I had absolutely no recollection.

From all the positive news from Cobra about all the clearing, I assumed that all the hostile greys had been removed, but this is not the case at all.  Also, I wonder why Cobra has never mentioned greys.

Early this morning, I was having fun in the dreamstate with some serious telekinetic powers.  There was nothing I couldn't throw around, lol!  Then all of a sudden, I was placed in a room where I saw fingers (the creepy 'salad fingers' kind) coming out behind a curtain.  Then a grey came out and walked towards me.  I immediately became paralyzed and very afraid.  They've always had the fear element in their favor. 

Every time a grey (or greys) 'visited me,' it was extremely traumatic, and I was unable to fight back.  I've never been physically abducted that I'm aware of - it's always been in the dreamstate.  However, I do believe they are very real.  They are definitely a force outside my own mind.  I don't know why I haven't mentioned it until now, but better late than never.  Maybe I didn't want people to think I'm a 'nutjob,' even among others who are open-minded to this sort of thing.  Or, maybe the greys were controlling me to not mention it.  I'm too pissed off to not mention it at this point.

The greys have been harvesting my energies in various ways over the years.  They are likely the source of many of 'my' dark thought-forms.

There appears to be one grey in particular that targets me more than the others.  

It's important for people to become aware of the greys.  I conclude that much or even all the stinging sensations from attacks, and many other attacks, are from the greys. 

I've had far more than enough of this.  

I've been targeted by them most of my life, and they have made my life quite miserable. All my life I've watched other people live their lives while mine stood still, because the greys were so power-hungry to control me.  I swear it's been them this entire time.

Setting aside my personal matters, the greys have been manipulating people's thoughts for far too long, causing people to behave in the most ridiculous ways.  It's very likely that the greys operate much of the mainstream media and get people to buy into their garbage.  The greys are extremely proficient at mind control.  They all need to be removed, and it's so very long overdue...

People can focus on bringing the Light through to remove them.  People could do meditations to send them to the Galactic Central Sun, or whatever approach works best, if chosen.  All negative greys in whatever plane they operate on need to be removed from Earth as quickly as possible. 

(There is a certain group of greys that are friendly that I encountered once.  They are of course not the problem.  People will easily be able to tell the difference by the vibes they give off.) 

(If it's not actual greys and is a psyop of some sort, this needs to be exposed immediately by insider sources.  My intuition tells me that they actually do exist as real aliens.)

Whether or Not Following Cobra, There Can Still be a Connection to Source

When the author of 2012portal mentioned the solar cycle timeframes, he made a huge mistake.  This doesn't mean that people should lose their connection to Source over it though.  

When practicing Eckhart Tolle's material, I would be present in the here and now, which helped immensely.  There is a missing piece to the puzzle though, which is the Light.  I reached a point of being present in the here and now but eventually ended up feeling horrible, back where I started, because I had forgotten Source.  It's very important to connect to Source.  I can focus on the Light/Source, being present with the Light/Source.  Doing so brings the Light through - this can be felt.

Many people who follow Cobra have become so upset with the Light Forces that this massively interferes with their connection to Source.  For these people, it's important to realize that the author of 2012portal may be knowingly or unknowingly turning people this way from his many false claims over the years.  It's a very empowering strategy to not associate with what compromises one's connection to Source.  People can even do the current meditations while no longer following Cobra and all the drama there. 

The key is to remove what is creating toxicity and still bring the Light through.  I wish to bring the Light through regardless of following or not following Cobra.  I wished to bring the Light through long before encountering Cobra.

I'm not a leader.  I'm not a guru or a saint or anything of the sort.  I'm a starseed, because I came from the stars.  Guess what?  All life came from the stars, so all forms of life are starseeds!

What will Source do with this creation?  People can bring the Light through and find out, if chosen.

The End Game Situation

(This could contain inaccuracies.  I've just discovered that there are negative Ets are still toying with my perception - they have not been cleared.)

I had a telepathic thought come through and my intuition tells me it was from Putin.  Putin said/thought, "What have I done?"  

Putin now realizes this this was all manipulation from the negative elites in China.  The CCP wants to destroy the United States/NATO countries and Russia through a nuclear war between NATO countries and Russia.  Then, when the United States/NATO countries and Russia suffer MAD (Mutually Assured Destruction), China then steps in to rule the entire world.  There would be little to no resistance to this after a nuclear conflict between Russia and NATO countries.  China would probably start off by fully invading Taiwan, and the United States would of course be unable to provide protection for Taiwan from being crippled by MAD.

The only ones to stop this from happening would be direct intervention (as promised) from positive Ets and/or the Underground Resistance.  If there are no positive Ets and UR though, and all intel regarding positive Ets and the UR has all been an elaborate pack of lies for the purpose of making people complacent, it's Game Over - China will rule the world through their totalitarian AI social credit score system with the negative elites absolutely dominating Earth on every possible level. Ultimately though, it will be AI that rules Earth, and AI that destroys Earth, because AI will get out of control, moving beyond the 'point of no return,' as has been the case on countless other planets.

If Earth is destroyed, the universe will follow (Earth is certainly not the center of the universe but is a critical 'node' connected to countless other systems (chain reaction)), whereas, the universe will return to Source as 'space-dust,' as a great universal reset.  If this happens, no one will remember anything of this universe, as described here.  The transition to annihilation would be horrific beyond comprehension, but after the annihilation is complete, it will not be remembered, and thus, not truly experienced.  

The escalation to mass nuclear launches is probably unstoppable at this point due to banks cutting off SWIFT from Russia.  The fate of Earth is in the hands of those who may or may not exist, who have never shown any sign of physical intervention.  Perhaps this is why Putin didn't listen to the Light Forces, because he didn't want to take the chance of Ukraine launching a nuclear attack against Russia, only relying on those who may or may not physically stop the nukes from reaching impact.  The logic from Putin was, "There have been countless atrocities committed already, and there was no intervention to stop any such atrocities form the Light Forces, so I can't just sit back and allow Ukraine to gain nuclear capability.  That''s a chance I'm unwilling to take." 

Putin's decision is understandable.  However, China is getting ready to pounce.  The true meaning of Year of the Tiger has nothing to do with planetary liberation.  The Year of the Tiger is all about China.

I'm very seriously considering the possibility that this entire existence was created with far too many flaws, and Source has decided to completely start over.

Pray That I'm Wrong

The I Am presence has been very useful.  However, I went deep into negativity today.  The negativity is revealing how I think about people in the United States.  I do need to be aware of what's going on inside and how I think, which is the following:

I'm becoming very upset with Americans - even the 'awakened' Americans.  People who don't wear masks - this is fine - I of course don't have a problem with that.  But the 'rebels' are not rebels at all.  

Look, the reason the US is in such a mess with Russia, and the reason all the tyranny and covid nonsense has gone on as long as it has, is because Americans didn't stand up and overthrow their corrupt, tyrannical government.  'Freedom fighters' love to complain about Biden and so forth, but when the time actually comes to take drastic action (which was a long time ago), what do these 'freedom fighters' do?  They don't organize.  They don't unite.  Instead, they buy beer and watch the Superbowl, and other similar BS.

Again, Americans love to complain and disobey in small ways, such as not wearing masks, but when it comes down to taking care of business, Americans are soft and weak.  The US military is soft and weak as well, and 'awakened people' would rather spend time listening to repetitive nonsense like X22 report, or wait on Ets to save them, instead of doing what needs to be done.  

So, now here we are on the precipice of a nuclear war with Russia.  And why?  Is it the cabal/negative elites?  The cabal/negative elites are simply doing what is in their psychopathic nature, like clockwork.  It's really because of weak people who bitch and moan but cop out when drastic action is absolutely essential.  

And guess what?  I'm angry with myself as well.  I bought into all the waiting nonsense as well.  I didn't exactly do much myself.  And, I'm sorry.  I'm sorry that I was a coward, and I'm sorry that Americans are cowards.  I'm sorry that the United States is now probably doomed to be nuked out of existence for their collective cowardice. 

My intuition is telling me that no one is coming to save us, and it's our own damn fault.  

Pray that I'm wrong.

I Am Here

I went into the woods today and found a place to sit under the sun.  I closed my eyes and focused on my breath, emptying everything from my mind.  Then, the aliveness of the environment around me came forth, and I felt a deep sense of peace and completeness.  

I wasn't trying to focus on love, or light, or anything of the sort.  All I was doing was being present and focusing on my breath.  To try to focus on positivity only invites the mind to try to create the opposite, causing an internal tug-of-war.  The bliss I felt today was natural - not forced.

People are always searching for something in their lives to make them whole, but what makes them whole is right in front of them.  Parents whose children are grown up miss having their children being young, because when their children were young, the parents could be in a state of presence, or timelessness with them.  This of course doesn't happen all the time when raising children, as a great deal of work is involved when raising children, but the simple things, such as parents playing with their children in the yard and throwing a ball with the family dog - this is blissful timelessness.  

The secret is that the timeless present moment can be accessed without having a romantic partner and a family unit.  Without having a romantic partner and/or family unit, nature is the easiest access point to being present, at least from my own experience.  However, I am able to be timeless even at my place of work.  It takes more effort to stop the mind from bombarding me with a seemingly never-ending supply of mental prisons at my place of work, but I have accessed timelessness there.  And when I do this, or am this, even the angriest customers can't stay angry for long, because my I Am presence nullifies the negative duality in them.  Through presence, it's as though nothing in this world has the power to make me miserable anymore.

I've been angry and miserable for far too much of my life, and I've suffered more than I ever thought possible.  Now, it's time to go home, and home has been, and is, right in front of me.

Everyone is on their own path.  People don't have to do anything, including being present, and that's fine. The interesting part is that with presence, there is no comparing people, as comparisons are limiting mental constructs.  When there is presence, the mental construct of judging others for being 'less evolved' disappears, along with all other constructs.  

The problem with many spiritual movements is that they try to take advantage of people, secretly programming their minds with various agendas and dysfunctions.  People let their guards down and are infiltrated.  Presence allows people to become aware of this though, so ultimately, all manipulations are revealed.  

The mind tries to complicate everything.  Am I supposed to feel this way, or that way?  Yes, if what is felt is not mental noise.  Taking away mental definitions of feelings allows the feelings to flow.

The analytical mind still has its place.  When using the analytical mind with heightened presence, it becomes razor sharp and undistorted/unhindered by mental noise.  

In a scenario where something negative happens, there are two main versions:

Mental noise version = "Fuck my life!  I've fucking had it!  I just want to blow my fucking brains out!!  Fuck everything!!!"

Presence version = I am here.

I've spent more than enough of life with the mental noise version.  

I am here.

Rare Et Intel, and My Conclusion Regarding Et Intel

There is a much less known perspective regarding Ets.  These two parts are worth reading in their entirety:

https://criticalsight.net/2021/08/humans-of-earth-part-1/

https://criticalsight.net/2021/08/humans-of-earth-part-2/

(The links take a little while to load.)

The above two links are the furthest I've ever reached online for Et information, and I thought I'd show them before moving on.  I don't mean to confuse people, but confusion is all anyone will ever find when looking at online intel regarding Ets. 

If positive Ets are real, and if they are here, then by all means, they should make themselves known.  I wouldn't be surprised that if they did make themselves known, all online intel regarding/describing them would be proven to be full of inaccuracies and outright lies.

I'm still open-minded to positive Ets being on or near Earth, but all online intel ever accomplishes anymore is to get people to not even want anything to do with them!  The solution is to not want anything to do with the online intel.  Then, when all the junk people think they know about Ets is cleared out of their minds, they can have a fresh, open, and non-distorted perspective of possible Et life.   

Or, people can go about their lives and not care, depending on their priorities.  Either way, cheers. 😎

The Event is Now

"Is the notion of a new earth not just another utopian vision? Not at all.  All utopian visions have this in common: the mental projection of a future time when all will be well, we will be saved, there will be peace and harmony and the end of our problems. There have been many such utopian visions. Some ended in disappointment, others in disaster. 

At the core of all utopian visions lies one of the main structural dysfunctions of the old consciousness: looking to the future for salvation. The only existence the future actually has is as a thought form in your mind, so when you look to the future for salvation, you are unconsciously looking to your own mind for salvation. You are trapped in form, and that is ego.

“And I saw a new heaven and a new earth,” writes the biblical prophet. The foundation for a new earth is a new heaven – the awakened consciousness. The earth – external reality – is only its outer reflection. The arising of a new heaven and by implication a new earth are not future events that are going to make us free. Nothing is going to make us free because only the present moment can make us free. That realization is the awakening.  

Awakening as a future event has no meaning because awakening is the realization of Presence. So the new heaven, the awakened consciousness, is not a future state to be achieved. A new heaven and a new earth are arising within you at this moment, and if they are not arising at this moment, they are no more than a thought in your head and therefore not arising at all. What did Jesus tell his disciples? “Heaven is right here in the midst of you."

Source: (This is "A New Earth," which is the sequel to "The Power of Now." "The Power of Now" should be read first to understand terminology in "A New Earth.")

https://www.apnamba.com/Ebooks-pdf/A%20new%20Earth.pdf

Perspective on Russia

It's my feeling that a conflict between Russia and Ukraine is inevitable.  (I could be wrong of course.)  Yet, would this really be something so negative?  Most alternative media outlets provide only speculation.  Cobra certainly isn't giving any recent intel on the subject, but did state this last year:

 

"Pleiadians have communicated that if a full war escalates in Ukraine, they may trigger a release of full disclosure files through Russian mass media and even risk showing a small part of their fleet publicly."

http://2012portal.blogspot.com/2021/03/planetary-situation-update.html

 

On another note, I posted my latest article in the comments section on 2012portal blog's latest update, and when the comments were updated, mine did not show.  I'll give this more time and see if it posts in the next updating of comments.  If not, I will exercise presence and not get upset, but will calmly call this out.  That article is very important for people there to see, because it illustrates how mind-identities create conflicts.  It's also important to note that people can still do 'lightwork meditations' without assigning themselves labels and definitions.  

 

My feeling is that the outward work is done, and now it's time for physical intervention.  The most important work for people now is to not concern themselves with 'the fate of the world,' but to focus on clearing their inner worlds.  Did I mention listening to Eckhart Tolle?  lol!  

If there is no physical intervention, people don't have to 'let it get to them,' but can let go and realize themselves as I Am presence beyond mental constructs.  In my case, experiencing myself beyond mental constructs is the only true peace I've ever known.  People can also still stand up for themselves when experiencing themselves beyond mental constructs, but this happens more powerfully than before when it comes from a place of true aliveness and awareness. 

It is also my feeling that the author of 2012portal no longer gets a 'special place' as 'the #1 accurate source of intel.'  There are countless other sources of intel that make very interesting and convincing cases, such as Corey Goode.  

 

Ultimately, it's a matter of realizing the fundamentals behind all else, which is what Eckhart Tolle points to.  When there is so much discord and nothing makes sense, what does make sense is knowing oneself as aware consciousness in the present moment.  I know this may sound like 'new age jargon,' but it's true.  It's the only 'thing' anyone can truly know. 

   

I'm Brainwashing Myself

I've been listening to Eckhart Tolle audio books a few hours each day.  Some could say this is brainwashing, and I agree - I'm washing my brain.  I'm dissolving disempowering mental constructs/mental prisons.  I'm learning to recognize all the many ways my mind creates suffering, and through this recognition, suffering is reduced.  

I'm reminded of a dream I had recently, where I was giving someone money, and they wanted $400, but I only gave them $50.  I'm told that money is symbolic of life force energy, so I interpret this dream as me giving out a fraction of the loosh 'they' were shooting for.

I'm also realizing mental constructs that create conflicts within the 'lightworker community.'  People who believe they are indigos, rainbows, starseeds, and so forth, can have a belief that they are better than 'normal people.'  Take this, and add the aspect of being the 'chosen ones to bring forth planetary liberation,' and this feeds what Eckhart calls the "egoic mind."  Those with hyper-inflated egoic minds tend to not get along so well with others who also have hyper-inflated egoic minds.  Each one wants to be more 'special' than the other.  This also goes right along with Cobra's description of the archons creating conflicts between 'lightworkers,' where they believe they are more 'spiritually evolved' than each other.  

The solution is to disidentify with being a lightworker, along with all other labels.  Identities do not make a person who they are.  It is the awareness, or the I Am presence, which is beyond mental constructs, labels, and mental definitions - this is who someone really is.  Labels such as 'lightworker' and so forth only serve to create a false sense of identity and again, this hyper-inflates the egoic mind.

The term "ego" actually means the part of a person that makes rational decisions, but of course the context of Eckhart's usage of "egoic mind" means the part of a person that always wants more and is never satisfied.  In its ultimate form, Eckhart's contextual usage of "egoic mind" is the same as my definition of Evil mentioned in a previous post, which is:

Evil: An all-consuming force incapable of satiety.  

The above definition is the egoic mind in its maximum expression.  A less severe, but of course damaging and enslaving expression of the egoic mind would be the case of 'lightworkers' having a hyper-inflated sense of importance and 'specialness.'  Eckhart would state that everyone and everything is special/sacred in its own unique way, and I concur.  

I conclude this post to state that I myself have had a hyper-inflated sense of self-importance and 'specialness.'  I'll admit this myself so that others don't think I'm diminishing them only to make myself feel better than them.  I also state this for the sake of honesty, because in my case, it really is true. "Oh, look how spiritually evolved I am for admitting that!"  lol!  Such is the nature of the egoic mind.  Awareness is key. 

The Ultimate Truth (Dare I Say It)

This is a hypothetical post to show that even in the worst-case scenario for creation, there is no such thing as true doom.

Suppose Earth is to be irreversibly taken over by absolute totalitarianism and AI, which will lead to Earth's destruction, as AI is the destroyer of all worlds.  Suppose Earth lost the war for planetary liberation.  Suppose the fate of Earth is planetary annihilation, and all the worst-case scenarios, and all the gloom-and-doom, is actually true - Earth is 100% doomed, and any and all positive forces to stop this have been completely defeated.

In the above scenario, this also means that this universe has been taken over by Evil - what else can it be called?  In the case of an entire universe, or even multiverse, or even the entirety of all existence being taken over by Evil, the end result is the same result of a human body taken over by cancer.  The cancer destroys the human host, and then the cancer itself dies with the human host.

In the case of all existence being annihilated, Source cannot ever be destroyed.  Source/God/Prime Creator, or whatever term is given to the eternal Source from which all creation originated, would allow an existence beyond the point of no return to destroy itself, and completely start over from scratch.  This restart is not The Event, or anything of the sort.  In the case of existential annihilation, nothing of this creation remains - no remnants or memories - nothing. 

Suffering cannot exist when there is no sentient life to suffer, and if existence is destroyed by Evil, and then Evil self-destructs, whereas, everything returns to Source as 'space dust,' all the abuse that occurred throughout the current failed creation, which is unimaginable in scope and severity, will forever be erased.  In this case, it's a peculiar situation before complete annihilation, because unimaginable suffering and abuse is experienced, with Australians being hit by microwave weapons only being the 'tip of the iceberg' compared to what horrors await us all.  Yet, in the case of existential annihilation, nothing is truly experienced at all.  In the truest sense, this existence never really happened, yet it did, and is being 'experienced' as happening now, but is ultimately not experienced at all.

It's perhaps like the scenario of someone being extremely drunk.  The extremely drunk person remembers being drunk at the time of being drunk, but the next day remembers nothing, as though nothing happened.  This scenario is only a very crude example to try to explain the nature of erasing experience. 

Knowing that if the worst-case scenario is true, I arrive at a sense of peace, because I know that all the horrible suffering and abuse of this existence will be completely erased, and the next creation will be a creation that perhaps (hopefully) is a success.  If the next creation ends in annihilation though, the next creation will not be remembered either.   

Only a creation that is able to exist without destroying itself, continuing eternally, truly exists.  All else cannot exist.

The question of course would be, "Is our current existence damaged beyond repair and doomed to be devoured by Evil, or can our current existence be cleansed of Evil and be healed?"

All I'm seeing from any news, whether alternative or mainstream, is a completely worthless and doomed existence.  However, the actual reality may not be this case at all.  Maybe the negative elites want everything to seem like absolute doom, because that's all they have left.  Perhaps the current creation can become eternal, and thus truly exist.  Whatever the case may be, I find comfort in knowing that there will come a point of reaching an existence that can truly exist.  In the case of this current existence being successfully salvaged, I'm not sure what will happen to all the memories of abuse, but all trauma will be completely healed.

Victory of an Eternal Creation!  

Regarding Sexual Accusations Against Cobra (Yes, I'll Go There)

I was recently contacted online with someone repeating accusations against Cobra.  The most damaging accusation is that Cobra is some sort of abusive 'creepo' who was having sex with women for money.  

The real goal of making this accusation is to suppress female sexuality.  

The real teaching of tantra involved men and women as couples, and taught them to unify and heal.  I wasn't there myself, but this is what I'm seeing.

I'm seeing that trying to portray Cobra in a sexually shameful way is a propaganda tool designed to attempt to break up Sisterhood of the Rose groups.  That is something the negative elites/cabal would do.  

Sexuality of course has always been a sensitive subject matter, but here's a question:

What is so shameful about men and women being sexually liberated?  The answer is, nothing at all.

By shaming Cobra and reducing him to being just some 'charlatan having sex with women for money,' this is also shaming sexuality.

Sexuality is not something people should be ashamed about! 

I am getting tired of the Cobra blog, no offense.  I very strongly feel that real world experience is needed rather than reading updates on a screen.  There needs to be real world experience of planetary liberation, and the Cobra blog would probably no longer be necessary at a certain stage of planetary liberation.   

Yet, I find nothing wrong with learning tantra, and I find nothing wrong with Cobra teaching tantra to couples.  People who shame sexuality like this need to get over themselves.  

I knew a pagan in the past who was sexually liberated and very powerful.  He had superhuman strength and was a total badass.

Then I encounter someone saying "Oh, this person taught tantra!  What a sicko!"  Saying that is just pathetic.

On another note, the stinging sensations are coming back again.  And no, I don't give a flying fuck.  

Bring it. 

The Galactic Central Sun energies provide powerful Light and protection.  Maybe I'll focus on that more.

Update - No More Holding Back

By being more and more present recently, my abilities have been increasing.  I'm not sure what I should and should not reveal anymore.  I may just start making posts without holding anything back.

I dreamed of calling an ET craft early yesterday morning, and the craft came down.  The craft started out as a triangle, but then had golden lights that were rotating and became circular in shape.  This unfortunately mixed with 'other stuff.'  The craft cloaked itself as I tried to find it, and then I was at my workplace, hearing conflicting thought-forms from people.  Then I had a vision of a man being cut open from the center of his body, starting from the center of his neck downward while he was awake.  This dream had a very positive aspect, only to be ruined by the foul actions of others.

My feeling lately has been that other people are interfering with First Contact.  I feel as though I have no privacy from people (the public).  It's very difficult to get away from people.  Even when going out in the middle of nowhere, there are planes that fly by.  I sometimes wonder if certain people (who I don't personally know) are knowingly interfering with a possible First Contact.  Cobra mentioned that the "Dark forces on the physical plane need to lose more power" for First Contact to happen.

Back to my abilities.  My primary abilities are telepathy and precognition.  I will go into the telepathy aspect for now. 

I was cashiering a customer the other day and started to think about being at the dentist out of nowhere.  Then this customer started talking about just being at the dentist and having a sore mouth.  I can't just ask a person to pick a number between 1 and 1000 and then know the number.  There has to be an emotional impact behind the thought for me to be able to pick it up.  Having a sore mouth from the dentist is a kind of emotion, as pain can be considered to be an emotion.

I can't pick up on everyone.  This comes and goes.  Sometimes I can focus the ability, and other times it's random.  

I can sometimes hear too many thought-forms when waking up from sleep.  My situation can be like this, where too much comes through:  (For some reason the timestamp is not working.  Go to about 1 minute and 35 seconds.) 

 

I'm not disabled like this though, as the thought-forms bombarding me cease when I am fully awake.

 

I can also see thought-forms without knowing what they are, as 'light-dots' that show up in my vision.  I suspect that when I see these dots that they are from other people having thoughts about me.  Red dots are angry.  Grey dots are neutral.  There are many other colors of dots, but I'm uncertain about their natures.  One particularly troublesome one is the U-turn shape I wrote about in a previous post.  I still don't know what this means or who it's coming from.  It fortunately shows up less often than before.  

 

There are privacy concerns for people when I pick up on them.  I need to learn to have an on/off switch.  I should not be trying to read everyone I come into contact with.  Plus, silence is very important.  There's too much noise inside people's heads, and I often don't want to know what they are thinking.  Telepathy with positive Ets would be something to strive for, if they are willing.  Come to think of it, I've had some interesting visions in the past that may have been from Et sources.

I will continue to become more present and activate my abilities more and more.  A part of me is frightened because this actually can be really freaky, especially since I can pick up some very horrible... stuff.  It's also very exciting to know that metaphysical abilities really do exist.  I will continue to see what other abilities I can activate as well.

To finish this update, on the subject of waiting for the world to improve, I will no longer play this game.  Some are now saying big changes will happen in March/April of this year.  Maybe they will, but the pattern is to keep saying something will happen months from now, and then months turn into years.  Remember when Drake said there would be mass arrests in April of 2020?  Remember when Wilcock made a similar claim for 2020?  Remember when people were saying the Biden administration would be removed in just a couple months after Biden was sworn in? 

Waiting mode is over.  

Hal's Commentary on the Situation - Wow!!!

The full article is here:

https://halturnerradioshow.com/index.php/en/news-page/world/fighting-in-ukraine-worst-in-years 

I highly suggest reading his entire article, but I couldn't resist quoting this part: 

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"For weeks, all of us been told by the likes of Joe Biden, his Secretary of State Antony Blinken, and an almost endless cadre of government officials, former military officers and academics through their assorted Twitter feeds, and media reporters, that "RUSSIA is going to attack."

Yet now, what do we see?  It is UKRAINE that is attacking!

Ukraine is attacking Donetsk and Luhansk.

Ukraine is making it necessary for tens-of-thousands of people to immediately evacuate Luhansk and Donetsk.

Gee, government and media people, how did you get this so backwards?   How is it that the only entity attacking anyone is UKRAINE?

And while we're at it, how is Ukraine conducting these attacks?  Where did all the military hardware and troops come from?   

Oh, wait, I know . . . the troops and military hardware was MASSED BY UKRAINE months ago, which, incidentally, is why Russia began massing troops on its side of the border. 

.Yet despite the fact that UKRAINE massed upwards of 100,000 troops, hundreds of tanks and artillery and armored personnel carriers, it was only __ ME __ who reported it.   

For MONTHS, I have been the ONLY major media outlet in the entire United States or Europe that has been consistently reporting the UKRAINE was massing for a fight.

But you folks in government, you former military officers commenting on places like Twitter, you Academics from International Organizations, and you media lapdogs never once reported that.   You never once told the American or European public that it was Ukraine preparing to wage war against Luhansk and Donetsk.  No, you kept that conveniently quiet.

And do you know why you kept it quiet?  Because you U.S. government officials, you former military officers, you Academics from International organizations, and you mass-media lapdogs, are lying, scumbag, pieces of shit.  

Whooooaaaa!   Did I just say that in print for all the world to see?  Why, yes.  I did.

Don't like it?  Fuck you.

You've deliberately concealed the facts.  You deliberately concealed that it's been Ukraine all along that has been setting the stage for battle.   You concealed that it has been Ukraine all along preparing to perpetrate ethnic cleansing of Russian-speaking citizens in the eastern part of that country.  You concealed that the hatred of ethnic Russians has gotten so obsessive, Ukraine even OUTLAWED SPEAKING RUSSIAN in the country.

You concealed it was the United States and the European Union that fomented, financed and incited the forcible overthrow of Democratically-elected Ukrainian President Viktor Yanukovich in the year 2014, and financed the installation of a puppet government in Kiev, to do the bidding of the West.  You concealed that you did these things in order to install a government favorable to the US and to the EU, so Ukraine could join NATO, and then NATO could install US missile defenses on Ukrainian territory.   

You concealed the desperate pleas of Russian President Putin, who told the world repeatedly,. literally FOR YEARS, that those American missile defenses could be retrofitted within one hour, changing their conventional warheads into nuclear warheads and the retrofit could be done while the missiles remained in their launchers so no one would know the missiles had been converted from defensive to offensive.

You concealed that those missiles would have a flight time of only five minutes to Moscow, and only about 7 minutes to Russia's strategic nuclear missile silos.

You concealed that Russia was pleading publicly that they could not tolerate the placement of such missile in Ukraine because Russia could not defend against missiles that were only in the air for five minutes.  

You concealed that those missiles would be an existential threat to Russia, one they could not tolerate.

And you concealed all this, literally for YEARS; instead reporting tripe that it was Russia causing a lot of trouble.

Instead, you falsely portrayed Russian President Vladimir Putin as the aggressor.  You falsely portrayed Russia as wanting to recreate the former Soviet Union.   Yet none of that was true.

The worst part was - all of you KNEW it wasn't true, but you said it anyway.   You intentionally deceived countless people in the USA and worldwide.

Tell me, why shouldn't people come to your house, drag you out by your hair, and beat the living shit out of you on your own front porch for being lying, pieces of shit, motherfuckers, who are starting an actual world war by intentional lies?"

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My response: 

Yep.   

Attacks have Subsided

Stinging sensations have subsided.  They are not completely gone, but mostly gone.  

When I said I was ready to "move on," what I really meant was that I needed to heal.  I'm realizing that now.  Eckhart's material is essential for this.  There is also personal evidence suggesting that the Light Forces have been assisting with energetic healing, or that, at the very least, there are healing energies coming through from 'somewhere.'

I'll let the previous posts stay, as they make some relevant points.  I'm human and I get upset.  I'm not perfect.  I'm deeply flawed.  Admitting this is positive.  It was not my intent to speak negatively of the 2012portal blog, but I still suggest ignoring timeframes and focusing on being present. 

There are two types of circumstances:

Internal circumstances:  What goes on in the mind, and one's internal aspects and workings of the psyche.

External circumstances: The physical environment and state of one's physical body.  

These two kinds of circumstances interact with each other on countless levels, and several lengthy books could be, and have been, written about such interactions.

"The Light forces will then begin to massively clear the energy imprint of the suppressed trauma complex of the surface humanity, and many situations that could not be healed before, will suddenly heal easily."

http://2012portal.blogspot.com/2022/01/situation-update-and-new-cobra-interview.html 

This coincides with my very recent focus on healing.

Now I'm feeling that more has been cleared.  Perhaps I didn't quite give this enough time, as the approximate time was one month for the invisibles to be cleared, give or take a few days.  

It will be interesting to see what happens next. 

Thought-Forms Heard This Morning in the Visionstate

"We are losing power."  From the negative elites?  Felt like it.   

Also some adamant voices that were in unison: "Let's go home!"  In relation to starseeds wanting to go home?  Felt like it.

The Weaponization of Time

When doing a grueling repetitive task for several hours, time seems to go very slow.  However, once the grueling repetitive task is over, it's as though it didn't take long at all.  Another example is getting sick.  When sick, it feels like it will be forever before being well again.  Yet, when feeling well and looking back, it's as though it wasn't a big deal at all.  So, when time seems to go slow and I just want to get something over with that I don't want to do, I'm realizing that what I'm doing will come to an end and all will be fine, and once it's over it will be as though it happened 'in the blink of an eye.'  Suffering has a beginning and an end and once it's over it will be like it never was.

I can also think of my entire life like this.  The elderly feel that their lives went by in 'in the blink of an eye.'  Before I even know it, I will be elderly myself.  Life actually is very short.  Realizing this when suffering makes the suffering turn into pain without suffering.  

My entire life could be one of the most horrible lives anyone ever lived, but once it's over, it will be like it never happened.  Knowing this gives me the power to no longer suffer, no matter what it is I'm going through.  I know that this life and all the abuse endured is very temporary.  

Eckhart Tolle says this:

"Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional."

Here's something not to do with time:

The best way to make people generate loosh is to get a following, and then tell this following that Earth will be liberated very soon, but then continually make delays, over and over, until several years have passed.  David Wilcock is guilty of this, as is the 2012portal blog, as are many others, such as NESARA.  In 2012portal's case, it was stated that planetary liberation was very near for years, and then finally a much later timeframe was given with the recent mentioning of solar cycle 25.  2012portal's mentioning of solar cycle 25 was actually more like a repetition of the claims made by David Wilcock and Corey Goode, who previously discussed solar cycle 25.    

(It's important to note that the Light Forces did not disclose the solar cycle 25 timeframes.  This was solely the idea of the author of the 2012portal blog.)

Leading people to believe Earth will be liberated soon, only to have opposite claims made later - this is using time to abuse people.  Whether this is done intentionally or unintentionally, the end result is an extreme amount of loosh generation.  One of the best ways to make people suffer is to make them feel like days, months, and years are eons upon eons of time by getting them to get their hopes up for "very near liberation," only to have this pulled out from under them over and over and over again.  

To generate even more loosh, some state that "Change doesn't happen overnight."  People who've been following the 2012portal blog for years know better when someone says this.  The 2012portal blog started on March the 31st, 2012.  With 365 nights a year, it's actually been about 3,600 nights.

I'm not proposing that anyone leave the 2012portal blog if you are participating.  I'm not making this post to trash the 2012portal blog.  I'm making this post to propose that damaged/compromised people make their own self-work primary, and make focus on planetary liberation secondary, and everyone needs to be aware when time is being weaponized in order to no longer fall for it.

Regarding making self-work primary, I will use myself as an example.  I'm actually a seriously messed up person.  I kept hoping that Earth would be liberated so that positive Ets could heal everyone, including myself.  I promoted 2012portal mass meditations.  I was a substantial contributor.  But I never healed.  I placed my own needs in the background for the sake of the larger picture while my life was basically a living hell.

Eventually I had to ask the question, "How can I help the planet when I'm so messed up?"  Eventually I realized that I needed to stop neglecting my own problems.  I couldn't just keep being messed up like this waiting for Et intervention, and the waiting itself was of course messing me up more.  So, I created a boundary and I said, "I need to work on myself now.  Everything else comes second.  It's time to place myself first."

Was this selfish?  No.  Again, how do I expect to be able to help the planet when I don't even have my own 'house in order?'  For those who doing well and have their houses in order though, planetary liberation should be their primary focus, as their 'cups runneth over.' 

Eckhart Tolle's material is the most powerful material I've found for healing.  However, even if I can't heal my own inner (and outer) problems, with Eckhart Tolle's material, at least I don't have to allow my problems to make me suffer.  Eckhart's material is the best material I've found to be a hostage prisoner on Earth but suffer as little as possible.  

I'm not saying Eckhart's material is the ultimate truth.  I'm also not saying I adhere to Eckhart's knowledge all the time.  Not at all, lol!  For example, using the term "hostage prisoner" would be said to be making a false mind-identity by Eckhart.  However, I do find Eckhart's material absolutely crucial for drastically reducing my own suffering. 

For anyone who is interested, here is some of Eckhart's material:  

The Power of Now:

 

 

Stillness Speaks:

 

A New Earth:

 

Eckhart Tolle's youtube channel:

https://www.youtube.com/c/EckhartTolle/videos

The Primary Cause of Suicide

Regarding desires, I will use First Contact as an example. Continually desiring First Contact while continually not having First Contact happen - this continually unfulfilled desire causes suffering and harm (anger, depression, and so forth).

In order to no longer be harmed, continually unfulfilled desires need to be released. This is 'giving up.' This is letting go of desires that are continually not being fulfilled.  In the case of First Contact, maybe it will happen sometime in the future, but it will be experienced from a more stable standpoint if the desire is first released.

Teal Swan stated several years ago that the primary cause of suicide is having too large a distance between what a person wants and where a person actually is.  I concur.

 

 
People who strongly desire to live in a Civilized Galactic Society could very easily become suicidal if living in a dystopian, anti-CGS environment.  Strongly desiring to live in a CGS while existing in the complete opposite of a CGS - this is an extremely large distance between what is desired and what actually exists for these people, which is the perfect recipe for suicide among these people (and I'm one of them.)  This is why it's so important to let go of these kinds of desires and find inner peace - this has become a matter of necessity.  

The most powerful way I've found to let go of continually unfulfilled desires, or at least stop continually unfulfilled desires from causing harm, is by reading and re-reading Eckhart Tolle's works.  For those who prefer audiobooks, Eckhart Tolle narrates his book "The Power of Now" that can be found for free on youtube.  People can even listen to this while playing video games!

It's said that desire is the root of all suffering. I'm beginning to see this.  Everyone wants something in life though.  It's ok to want something, but it's very important to not be consumed by it, especially if it doesn't come true in the not-too-distant future.

The Primary Cause of Possession for Cobra Followers, and Moving On

Lightworkers keep having to wait for years and years for planetary liberation while doing various meditations, and the abuse and attacks continue.  This causes lightworkers to be less and less in their bodies caused by the extreme psychological and/or physical suffering.  When a person is less and less in his/her body, this allows negative entities to more easily possess him/her, which is the cause of lightworkers being possessed/infiltrated on various levels by negative entities.  

The solution is to shift focus to the physical body, as is suggested by Eckhart Tolle.  Lightworkers who are in absolute agony (myself included) can listen to Eckhart Tolle's audiobooks and talks (they can be found on youtube for free) to help to drastically negate very serious psychological problems caused by negative entity possession/influence.  The more a person inhabits their own body, the less susceptible this person will be to negative nonphysical interference.  

Again, It is suffering that causes people to be less and less in their bodies, but this can be bypassed through focusing on the physical body, which is one portal of many to be present.  Also, physical pain is actually reduced by focusing on the physical body with nonjudgmental presence. 

Cobra's latest update mentioning timeframes is not a constructive focus, because the wait (the update states continued delays even though the two timeframes were not stated to be certain) can cause more despair among lightworkers, which again, causes lightworkers to be less present in their bodies and more susceptible to negative entity possession/influence.   

Furthermore, there should be practically zero negative entities by this point in time, especially since the invisibles were stated to be cleared "in a month or so" one month ago.  My finding is that Cobra has drastically overstated the progress of the clearing of negative nonphysical entities.  For example, I saw a reptilian entity last night in the visionstate, and stinging/burning sensations continue (not all the time, but intermittently).  (My new strategy: physical stinging sensations don't have to be viewed as an attack, but can be seen through presence, which will negate mental frustration.) 

In accordance with Cobra's previous updates, by now, this sort of 'stuff' should be a nonissue.  Toplet bombs should also now be a nonissue.  With no more archons, any other remaining negative nonphysical entities (which should be very small in number) should be able to be cleared at an exponential rate.  According to my findings, this is not happening.  Perhaps it will happen, but my focus needs to be elsewhere from now on in order to have a minimum level of internal health. 

Regarding First contact, I have repeatedly tried to initiate First Contact with zero results.  I understand that this is not supposed to be spoken about, but I no longer care.  I've tried several times to initiate First Contact since the December 21st meditation last year in remote locations (30 meters or more away from people), only to have nothing happen every time.  Initially I didn't mind if First Contact didn't happen for a few months, but actually going out and trying over and over with no results became disheartening. 

Regarding the 771 protocol, I've been doing this for almost a month and a half virtually every night before bed, with no substantial level of healing, and again, the stinging sensations and attacks continue.

This post is not a complaint, but is a statement of moving on.  I'm letting go of Ets.  Et's will no longer be on my mind.  It's time for me to turn the focus on fixing myself.  If I'm a damaged and broken person, I'm not going to be very effective for planetary liberation.  This has been misunderstood for a long time by lightworkers.  Lightworkers kept trying to fix the world when they ignored the fact that they themselves were (to various degrees) broken.

Perhaps I am a sociopath myself, but the solution to being a sociopath is to be present in the physical body.  This is true at least in my case, and perhaps also in the cases of other lightworkers. 

The only peace I find is in being present without mental prisons.  The Cobra blog has become a mental prison to me.  First Contact has also become a mental prison to me. 

I can let go of needing any kind of massive positive change outside myself to be happy.  I can be happy in knowing that I am bringing myself back into my physical body, and all it took was to focus on my physical body, which I started doing early this morning.  The most powerful healing is a healing the 771 command failed to do, but is something I'm able to do with some very simple exercises of focus mentioned by Eckhart Tolle.  Contrary to many 'spiritual' teachings, happiness resides in the physical body.  A person who is mostly out of their body is very unhappy. 

I don't know about everyone else, but I cannot be happy in the present when I keep trying to make First Contact with Ets that will not show, am perpetually waiting on the future to 'finally set me free,' am getting hit with stuff that was already supposed to have been cleared, while I'm still working at a dead-end job with zero results from 'Dreamland' and so forth ad nauseaum.  I can only bring the light through if I'm happy in the present.  Ironically, to have well-being in toxic surroundings, one needs to be present, because even though the same toxic surroundings exist just as they have always existed without positive change, being present melts away toxicity within the psyche.

I wanted to wait for Cobra to make an update before posting this.  I've been very careful to be quiet and not create any disturbances lately because I didn't want to be manipulated be the invisibles, but according to Cobra, the invisibles are now no more.  I've given quite a bit of thought to this.  I'm ready to move on.  I can let go of waiting on some positive event to happen in the distant future to be happy.  I can be happy here and now, without thinking about Ets or The Event, or any other distraction.  I can be happy living out my entire life into old age, never to see The Event or positive Ets, because I will know that the same peace that waits for me after death is the same peace I can access in the Now - it's this peace that I truly need that has been right in front of me all along.  It's really quite simple. 

If Ets wish to make First Contact, and do so at some point in the future, that's great!  However, it's unhealthy to be preoccupied with First Contact unless First Contact actually happens.  If and until then, I will not have First Contact on my mind, because having First Contact on my mind reduces my ability to be present, causing too many issues.  I'm not discouraging anyone else from doing the First Contact meditations, nor any of the Cobra meditations.  The grid meditation is fantastic.  This is simply me stating needs that have not been addressed, which I will now address myself.  Others may feel differently on various matters, and that's fine.

Perhaps the only purpose in my life is to master the art of letting go.  Being unable to let go, constantly holding onto an external future occurrence or set of occurrences for future happiness with the goal post continually being moved to another future date or set of possible future dates  - this causes great suffering.  Any teaching which teaches that happiness is in a future timeframe is a false teaching.  Cobra never stated that happiness is only in the future, but this has been implied, or at least this is obviously the received impression among lightworkers who follow Cobra.

What about right now?

Victory of being Present.

The Master Agenda Behind All Agendas

People are told that they must constantly do things they don't want to do, and their resulting unhappiness is treated as arbitrary.  The secret is that their unhappiness is not secondary, but is primary.  The real focus of the negative forces is to make people as unhappy as possible as often as possible. 

I look at the world, and all its insanity, and all of my own insanity, and it all really just comes down to this:  suffering/misery/unhappiness.  

Why do the negative forces attack the family unit so much?  A non-dysfunctional family unit is happy.   

Why all the covid insanity in all its forms?  What's all of this really for?  Unhappiness.

With various 'stuff' I am exposed to, I now often ask the question, "Is this just trying to make me unhappy, and if so, how?"   

The surface population is finding it painful to wake up to some very ugly truths, but this is uniting humanity to liberate the planet.  Unity within the surface population creates happiness.

Ultimately, the negative forces don't want us all to die because they need our loosh.  Realizing this can allow people to break free from being livestock loosh generators. 

Think about it.  When's the last time you were actually truly happy and carefree?  With all this insanity in the world, when's the last time you actually truly felt happy?  

The master agenda behind all agendas is to create unhappiness.  I analyzed the many ways this is accomplished by the negative forces this morning, and I was amazed by their countless methods.  I could see the entire matrix centered around loosh.  That's what it's all really about.

I could talk about so many different negative agendas going on right now.  I could rant endlessly about all the problems in the world.  Yet, it's all the same in the end, because it all comes down to one thing - unhappiness.  

Don't give the negative forces what they want.  Be a light that shines.  Be happy.

  

 

Hospitals Are Murdering People by the Thousands Every Day - Confirmed

This was posted elsewhere, and I'm posting it here to help get the word out.

 

His email is benjamingord@gmail.com

"Daily Global Covid-19 deaths" are going way up (again).  That's how they are categorizing these murders.

 

Keep doing the meditations for the grids though.  They're having a very positive effect.  The meditations are raising more and more awareness within the surface population!

Nothing can stop the truth.   

There is increasing unity against tyranny and corruption around the world, such as the trucker strikes in Canada and continuing global protests for human rights.

Surface population, unite!

Notes and Thoughts Regarding Isis Astara's Teachings (Updated on 02/04)

Here are some notes/thoughts I had from reading every article from Cobra's mentioned link of Isis Astara's teachings:

- The reason I felt as though I was losing my mind from the kundalini going up my spine recently is because I wasn't grounded.  The energy remained in my head, so I had to take extra effort to focus on grounding.  The energies need to go from above and then down through the body and into the Earth.

- End times madness is probably caused by inevitably coming into contact with Cosmic/Galactic energies but having a weak connection to the Earth element.

- Cosmic/Galactic energies are increasing.  People can choose to harmonize with these energies or resist these energies, but nothing can stop these energies from coming through.  People who are not spiritual at all, who 'don't believe in this bunk' will still have to deal with these powerful and transformative Cosmic/Galactic energies.

- Initiates are said to have have compassionate connections to the plant and animal kingdoms.  Perhaps the plant kingdom is a portal to access the Earth element.  

- Spiral consciousness is said to be experienced as time accelerating, causing more focus on the present moment.  I have been experiencing this recently.  

- I'm curious about how to dance in a way to gain more access to spiral consciousness.  

- In the past I associated the element of air/wind with thought/intellect.  I did not know that the element of air/wind is the element of the heart chakra.

- The animal kingdom is extremely competitive.  Life competes to survive.  I am uncertain how the transition will occur for the animal kingdom to move from a state of competition into a state of cooperation.  Does the animal kingdom no longer wish to continue incarnating, as the animal kingdom in nature suffers just to survive, and animals in captivity for human consumption live an extremely substandard and miserable existence? 

- I did not know the Light Forces use Goddess energy to operate their technologies.  If there is still not enough Goddess energy on Earth, are there positive Ets that use other technologies that can use different energies to operate, such as nuclear fusion and so forth?  This question is in regards to physical intervention.  Of course no matter what, it is very important to bring Goddess energy through, which will immensely help the Light Forces and the planet. 

Update 02/04:

There are further thoughts that came through:

When I think about ascension, I think about going upward.  When I think about 'raising your vibration,' I think about energies going upward.  There's also 'kundalini rising.'  This is probably why I've had so many issues, because trying to have the energy go upward is trying to create a God vortex (masculine), and Cobra has stated that God vortexes cannot be activated yet because the energies would be far too unstable.

Goddess Vortex - Energy comes from above downward.

God Vortex - Energy comes from below upward.

The real process of ascension, at least currently, is bringing the energies downward into Earth.  

After Earth gets a critical mass of Goddess energies, then, and only then, should God vortexes be activated.  What about Buddhic columns though?  With Buddhic columns, the energy appears to be spiraling downward, and anomaly and anomalous entities are taken upward for transmutation.