I do not believe the ascension timeline is in jeopardy. I know that the ascension timeline is absolutely, 100% guaranteed to succeed. I know that the path to the ascension timeline is also absolutely, 100% guaranteed to succeed, as the success of the path to the ascension timeline is the prerequisite to the success of the ascension timeline.
I create posts through the use of intuition and logic. Yet, if nothing comes through to be posted, nothing will be posted. This has been an amazing experience, and I’m glad so many have benefited! Thank you to everyone here for sharing in this journey with me!
Monday, August 30, 2021
Statement of Knowing
Who We Really Are
It's a similar situation with the Cintamani stones. "Don't be upset or unstable with a Cintamani stone or you will damage the Agarthan network/grid." This yet again creates a fear of loss. "Maybe I'm inadequate to even have one."
Again, what we are afraid of is more likely to manifest. Don't be afraid of the cabal timeline. Remove ALL fear. Yet, then it becomes "Remove all fear or you will be doomed," which creates more fear.
So, the solution is to focus on the light, but as a natural expression, not worrying about the timeline. Break free from the endless feedback loop of fear of loss, not from from a place of removing fear of loss in order to not lose, but from a place of being who you really are. Allow the undefined You to come forth.
The mind, as always, just gets in the way with its endless feedback loops. This timeline war and the implied fear of loss isn't who we really are. It has nothing to do with who we really are. We are not uncertainty and insecurity.
Sunday, August 29, 2021
An Unstoppable Force
A huge amount of alternative media is made to be false on purpose. This is done in order to discredit the alternative media so that the mainstream media gains credibility. It's all by design. The cabal are professionals at manipulation, so regarding the media, they have been underestimated. The cabal will go to any length in order to control the narrative. There will be people who appear to be 'the good guys' telling you 'inside information' who are nothing more than cabal agents.
The mainstream and alternative media will probably be the last thing to go, because the media is the cabal's Ace card. They won't let their Ace card go until the very last nanosecond of this war.
Personal testimony is the surface population's Ace card. Personal testimony means that the public themselves become the media, which is for the most part the only type of media that is not infiltrated by the cabal. This is a direct threat to the cabal's narrative, which is why so much censorship has taken place on social media to stop personal testimony. However, personal testimony has become an unstoppable force because there are many other means of communication beyond all the social media that's owned by big tech. Of course even personal testimony can be infiltrated by the cabal, whereas the cabal can pretend to be members of the public giving personal testimony, but this will not be effective enough to stop or manipulate to much of an extent what has irreversibly gone into motion.
Trucker strikes would be the other Ace card for the surface population, organized through unstoppable personal testimony.
The cabal have been controlling Earth for eons of time. This time around though, the cabal have perhaps 'bit off more than they can chew,' because the world's population is too great in number to effectively control. Plus, there are the operations of the light forces to consider.
The cabal don't have unlimited resources, and are probably being stretched too thin. Thus, the cabal are in panic mode, throwing everything they have left at the surface population. Above all, the cabal need to appear as though they have an absolute stranglehold on the surface population, which is of course NOT the case AT ALL, no matter how bad the situation may SEEM.
Saturday, August 28, 2021
Carry On?
- Others disagree with 2012portal's claim that the covid vaccines will not cause a global genocide based on certain evidence. This evidence states that people will start dropping like flies 1 year after getting the covid vaccines, and some of those who believe this might be on the PFC council.
- The cabal may be fabricating evidence supporting the global genocide scenario from covid vaccines that looks very compelling, dispersing this into the alternative media. If so, this was done for the purpose of generating a very substantial amount of loosh to slow the clearing of remaining astral/etheric entities. Additionally, this would help to damage the reputation of the awakened community, as was the case with flat earth theory and similar disinformation, and also cause conflict within the awakened community.
- Either way, there will be Nuremberg-like trials exposing Fauci, Gates, and the rest of the cabal. In the case of there not being a global genocide from the vaccines, the vaccines are still experimental drugs, and the same people who made the vaccines are the same people who started the entire covid ordeal.
- Carry on?
Thursday, August 26, 2021
Much Better!
I feel MUCH better now that I've disciplined myself to stop looking at practically all media. The only media I look at is the 2012portal blog, Fulford's weekly posts, and Janine's videos. These don't have 'gloom and doom,' unlike other sources I've been following. (Well, Fulford occasionally has some gloom and doom but for the most part he has a positive outlook.) I also visit PrepareForChange, but I filter out gloom and doom articles that show up there from time to time. I notice that PrepareForChange now has much less gloom and doom compared to the past.
I no longer watch any television, because there are too many vaccine ads and surprise covid news previews in the commercials.
I was going to msn.com to analyze the fear and manipulation tactics from all the articles posted there, but now I've cut out the mainstream media entirely. No more msn.com - not even to keep tabs on them. Screw them!
Other sites I frequented were various alternative outlets that were loaded with gloom and doom. I didn't realize how much this was adversely affecting me until I forced myself to quit looking at them. What kept happening was I would see gloom and doom and be overwhelmed by it. Then I would become very dark inside, adding to the problem.
Anyway, my mind feels like it's no longer in a blender!
And then there is the violet flame to help the light grids:
Wednesday, August 25, 2021
Two Wolves
This parable may be especially relevant to the current times.
Two Wolves - A Cherokee Parable
An
old Cherokee chief was teaching his grandson about life...
"A fight is going on inside me," he said to the
boy.
"It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves.
"One is evil - he is fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed,
arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies,
false pride, superiority, self-doubt, and ego.
"The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity,
humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth,
compassion, and faith.
"This same fight is going on inside you - and inside
every other person, too."
The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked
his grandfather,
"Which wolf will win?"
The old chief simply replied,
"The one you feed."
Going Where the Wind Blows, No More?
The fact that I keep alternating between various viewpoints means I don't have a viewpoint of my own. I just 'go where the wind blows.' Astrology is this way as well for me, as I've basically been a pawn to the astrological forces, especially with this Eris square Pluto configuration. Being this way is getting very old. By making my focus on the undefined, perhaps I can override astrological influences, or at least reduce their severity. Adept magicians use astrological forces to their advantage, and/or drastically reduce harmful astrological forces, certainly not 'going where the wind blows.' I will focus on being the same.
Tuesday, August 24, 2021
I'm Sorry
At this point I will have to completely stop looking at any and all media/news, including alternative media for a while. I know that people may tell me I'm putting my head in the sand, but my physical body cannot handle anymore 'fight or flight' reactions. I am not able to handle what I'm seeing. Just for a while - possibly until the end of the diabolical Pluto square Eris configuration, I need to forget about everything. During this time, maybe I can be more effective with meditations and so forth, because when seeing all the negative news, I am consumed with fear and anger, rendering me powerless.
I know that there are ways to be more detached and 'take a step back' while looking at various media, but the level of severity of bad news is so extreme that this is no longer possible, at least for me. People can say that I'm weak if they like. Maybe I am. Sorry, but I can go no further. My body will just start shutting down from the stress if I keep looking at any kind of news. Maybe others are stronger than I am and can handle it.
If I can become happy again, I need to be careful. It's their favorite thing to do to hurt people by surprise who are happy. It hurts so much more when someone is happy and then something really bad happens to them. That's at least been the pattern with my life. I'm open to my life not having to be this way anymore though. Either way, I won't let my guard down, but I can go no further with the news.
When it reaches the point of sabotaging my 'spiritual development' (this is a cliche term but I can't think of any other term to use), I have to let go.
I have to discipline myself as well. There will be temptations to look at various media. It's going to take a great amount of effort and will power just to stop looking, as I have a tendency to be obsessive.
I wrote articles such as "Let's Talk About Loosh." Now it's time to live by my words.
Monday, August 23, 2021
Thank You All For Putting Up with me
This will soon be in the comments section on the 2012portal blog, after "The Bottom Line" comment:
Regarding my previous post "The Bottom Line," I'm going to really start letting go as much as I possibly can. When I learned that the FDA approved the Pfizer vaccine today, I began to physically shake and felt like I was going to throw up. If these are the last days I will be on this Earth, why live them in anger and fear though? I'll be prepared to survive, but if I don't survive, why not make my last days the best they can be? I may not be posting anything further in the near future. I'll leave a couple final posts I made that are uplifting if anyone's interested.
Accessing Timelessness
https://starlight432.blogspot.com/2021/08/accessing-timelessness.html
Undefined Sound, Undefined Form, and Undefined Light
https://starlight432.blogspot.com/2021/08/undefined-sound-undefined-form-and.html
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Time to let go, and whatever our fate will be, is what our fate will be. I have no good news to give. No further insights. No further predictions. I would like to say that it's been an interesting life, and I have a few good memories I will try to take with me if this really is the end. Make your days the best that you can. Thank you all for putting up with me. š
Saturday, August 21, 2021
Undefined Sound, Undefined Form, and Undefined Light
Form has 'definition.' For example, it's definition that makes a rock a rock, and a tree a tree. However, the EXPERIENCE of form is undefined. With experience, there is a lack of definition, yet differentiation. This lack of definition can only be experienced beyond the constructs of the mind - beyond mental constructs such as sadness, fear, anger, depression, and so forth.
Same goes for sound.
Same goes for light.
With music, one kind of sound is experienced in a unique and undefined way from another.
Same goes for form.
Same goes for light.
When form, sound, and light are not taken for granted, the undefined experiences of their uniqueness are dramatically enhanced.
The combination of these three provides an infinite number of unique undefined experiences.
There is no desire to 'escape' when undefined experiences of creation are embraced.
Experiencing Sound as Undefined
Experimental sounds that defy category really help to get me out of my head. I really enjoy listening to this while playing old school video games. It's difficult to find high quality experimental electronic music, but this has some spots that are worth listening to:
I really like unique beats combined with unique sounds.
I've been a long-time listener of Steve Roach:
Message Sent to the Governor of Oregon
Kate Brown recently made a vaccine mandate for all teachers and staff in Oregon, which will go into full effect on the 18th of October. I sent Kate Brown this message on her contact page:
Most people who are gainfully employed have real-world experience with this virus, and know that this virus does not pose a significant enough threat to get the vaccine. That's why most people who had jobs during the pandemic refuse to get the vaccine. By making vaccine mandates for teachers, entire schools will shut down due to teachers quitting. Any future vaccine mandates, such as mandates for essential workers, would result in grocery stores shutting down across the state, resulting in massive food shortages. You are thus advised to cease an desist with vaccine mandates of any kind. It's not a matter of 'right vs. wrong' or 'saving lives,' because more lives will be lost due to the resulting chaos if you continue on your current path.
Friday, August 20, 2021
Debunking Another New Age Belief
It's stated by some, "everything that happens is supposed to happen" and "everything that happens is a part of the divine plan." If someone believing this experienced the worst forms of abuse, they would definitely change their mind, and this belief would be thrown in the trash where it belongs.
Creation did NOT go the way it was supposed to go. HUGE MISTAKES were made. The real divine plan is to undo the mistakes that have been made - to undo what has been done.
Thursday, August 19, 2021
Update on Flower of Life Meditation
I dreamed of a hurricane hitting New York City a little over a week ago, and it looks like now there's one on the way.
I've been extremely upset lately, unable to control my anger and depression over the planetary situation, even when focusing on Eckhart Tolle's material. However, today I had a strong ringing in the ear and felt calmer. Maybe the ear ringing was positive this time. Maybe something big was cleared.
I then had an idea for negating covid tyranny using the Flower of Life sphere.
With the Flower of Life sphere around the Earth:
Focus on the people in public who enforce covid restrictions calming down and realizing the pointlessness of what they are trying to do. They calm down. They relax. Relax... Relax... Calm down. Focus on the light clearing out the drama inside them.
Focus on neutralizing the holocaust/genocidal energies of Pluto. Know that feeling vulnerable from the energies of Eris is a part of release and self-empowerment. Allow yourself to feel this release in your heart. The tyranny calms down... loosens... oppressive energies are neutralized, and heart-centered self-empowerment sets the surface population free.
Wednesday, August 18, 2021
Freedom's Core Motive
Preserving human rights is more than just about preserving freedom. On a deeper level, preserving human rights is about survival. On a deeper level, humanity knows this, because on a deeper level, the collective consciousness of humanity has been historically abused and genocided every time human rights were taken away. From the Soviet Union to the holocaust to countless other genocides throughout history, the prerequisite was losing human rights. Only when a sufficient level of human rights disappears can a genocide take place, so it's very understandable why humanity fights so hard to preserve freedom.
All genocides are in the name of a nonexistent greater good. In modern times, the nonexistent greater good is getting a covid vaccine for a virus that has a 99%+ survival rate. Those who refuse to get the vaccine are first discriminated against, not having the same rights as others through the vaccine passport. Those who refuse to get the vaccine are also regarded as subhuman, 'justifying' their genocide. Fortunately in the United States, people have the right to bear arms, and as long as this remains the case, the US will probably not have a genocide. Other countries like Australia, however, are currently at a very high risk of genocide, as the people in Australia don't have the right to bear arms and are being held hostage by the politicians, military, and police. In Afghanistan, there is a current genocide that is taking place. The Taliban own all the guns in Afghanistan, and the Taliban are psychopathic murderous religious extremists who regard Afghans as inferior.
Freedom = survival
Losing freedom = death
Tuesday, August 17, 2021
Psychological Form and Undefined Form
Eckhart Tolle discusses psychological time as being identification with the past and continuous compulsive projection into the future. Psychological time is destructive. Then, there is clock time, which is time that deals with practical aspects of life. Clock time is constructive. Just as there is psychological time and clock time, there is also psychological form and undefined form. To my knowledge, psychological form and undefined form was not discussed by Eckhart Tolle (although he alluded to this in many ways through his writings), but was something that came to me in a flash of knowing. It would be interesting to see Eckhart's perspective regarding this.
Psychological form is identification with form based upon insecurity and neurotic psychological needs. For example, a person could want to have a perfect head of hair (no balding and so forth) in order to have self-value, or defines happiness according to his/her material possessions as a neurotic need to feel superior to others. Psychological form manifests itself as endless neurotic addictions to matter and substance, including drug addictions, as drugs are also of form.
Undefined form, however, is to know the undefined nature of form. Ever look various physical substances in amazement at how complex and unique these substances are? The uniqueness of physical matter is something unknowable, so is undefined. Going out in nature, and accessing the Now in this way, taking in all the scents and physical surroundings beyond all mental constructs, is accessing undefined form. Undefined form is not limited to nature though, as all form can be accessed as undefined.
Any interaction with form that brings a person out of their neurotic psychological mind is the accessing of undefined form. Any interaction with form that reinforces the neurotic psychological mind, with its endless insatiable neurotic needs, is psychological form.
Monday, August 16, 2021
Prison Break 2.0
One's own I Am presence comes before everything else, including the light forces and the 2012portal blog. When there is rampant abuse taking place in the world, such as the genocide in Afghanistan that is currently underway, and there is no needed physical intervention from the light forces, my solution is to read Eckhart Tolle's The Power of Now and to stop giving attention to the light forces, because there is this endless head-game lose-lose feedback loop that exists regarding the light forces:
Horrible abuse happens in 3D. The light forces don't stop the horrible abuse. I can't do anything myself to stop the horrible abuse except to do Cobra meditations. The meditations don't work though because the abuse in 3D continues. I then get angry and I stop doing the meditations. Then I start again because I feel that it's my responsibility and that I can help the situation. Then I notice that more abuse keeps happening. Then I get upset again and stop doing the mediations again. Then I am told "Just hang in there and keep going!" So then I do the meditations again. Then I notice that more abuse is happening. And on and on this goes.
I'm also told that the light forces can't intervene because of "such and such." There's always some reason why there cannot be any physical intervention. First it was stranglet bombs, then toplet bombs, then it was the chimera underground bases, and now it's (correct me if I'm wrong) sub-quantum anomaly and toplet bombs in the surface population. Days turn into weeks which turn into months which turn into several years of this. Anger festers against the light forces. Then guilt arises out of this anger. "It's not their fault. They're doing everything they can, and I'm hurting the operation by getting upset with them." But horrible abuse in the world keeps manifesting. Then thoughts arise such as, "It's because the light forces are not real. The 2012portal blog is a psy-op." Then I feel awakening energies, and I feel that these energies are possibly coming from the light forces. So then I do the meditations again, fighting my own disbelief in the light forces, and/or anger against the light forces, because again, horrible abuse in the world keeps happening over, and over, and over again, with history repeating itself over, and over, and over again. The abuse then becomes too obvious and I get upset again and stop. Then I start again. And on, and on, and on this goes.
Then the guilt-trip arises when I feel that the light forces are trying to help me. I shouldn't be so mad at them when they are trying to help me, right? But then I see all this horrible abuse taking place in the world. So, then I say to the light forces, "Don't help me! They have it way worse than I do! Why won't you help them!?"
I really actually don't know what's real and what's not real regarding the light forces. There were the earthquakes in the Congo a while back, but that could have been a coincidence. There have been many earthquakes in the Congo when looking at the decades long time-frame on the world map. I don't know. I do know that it is completely schizophrenic to believe in beings that are of so much love and light that allegedly exist close to the planet when there is simultaneous rape, pedophilia, torture, covid tyranny, etc., with absolutely nothing physically being done to stop it. I do know that this is the most extreme schizophrenic mind-fuck ever.
So it's Edkhart Tolle's findings that work the best for me. It also must be stated that I don't make a religion out of Eckhart Tolle. He just provides insight into why the world is so screwed up. His explanations make sense as to why the world is so insane. It's fine to do Cobra meditations and so forth, but when the inevitable mental prison feedback-loop results as described above, I have to make I Am presence primary. There is no geometry, no meditation, or anything that comes before I Am presence. I Am presence precedes all geometry, all light work, and all intel from the 2012portal blog. It is only I Am presence, as the eternal Now outside of all thoughts and emotions, that can free me from the mental prison that the light forces themselves have become. Again, it's a schizophrenic mental prison to believe in beings of love and light when the abuse on Earth continues with no end in sight.
Sunday, August 15, 2021
An Ace Card for Wellness
I previously believed that excess protein was causing me to have 'psychosis.' My latest finding is that it's not excess protein, but instead a high amount of protein with a high amount of carbohydrate eaten at the same time. It's probably the spiked insulin that is the cause, as a high amount of protein causes an insulin spike, as does a high amount of carbohydrate, so when combining both in one meal, this doubles the insulin spike to very high levels, causing me imbalances.
Furthermore regarding protein, there is an Ace card for wellness - undenatured protein. Most people do not get much tryptophan in their diet. When people eat meat and other cooked protein, the heating process denatures the protein. Tryptophan is an amino acid that is destroyed when heated. Milk and yogurt and so forth are pasteurized, destroying the tryptophan. Turkey for Thanksgiving does not contain viable tryptophan, and tryptophan does not necessarily make a person tired, but instead increases DMT levels in the dreamstate, as tryptophan breaks down into melatonin which breaks down into... it's a long story (A profoundly brilliant scientist named Ananda Bosman has the full explanation).
The reason there are people who advocate eating only raw food, including even raw meat, is because the undenatured protein makes them feel INCREDIBLE. I myself don't want to eat only raw food though, and there's another way to obtain undenatured protein. Look for a powdered whey protein that is specifically stated to be processed at low temperatures. Somewhere on the label it should say it's "undenatured." Most whey protein powders are denatured, so it takes some hunting. If anyone is curious about a specific brand that I recommend, feel free to comment on this post. (I have no ulterior motive to try to be a salesman; I simply found something that works quite well.)
Update: No one has commented, but I'll post an image of the product anywhey.
Saturday, August 14, 2021
Health Update
The 'seizures in my sleep' (I don't know of any other term to use) started up again, but I then remembered something very important. Today is my 26th month anniversary of being alcohol-free. Back when I was drinking, I wouldn't say I was an alcoholic, but I was well on my way and I came very close to dying from very high blood pressure and a severe heart arrhythmia that would last for hours at a time. This is what forced me to quit drinking. I'm actually very glad that I almost died, because this is what it took to make me stop forever. Every time I think about getting drunk I think about dying the day afterward or sometime in the near future, as when someone starts drinking again, it's very unlikely they will not stop.
Heavy drinkers and alcoholics have a condition known as 'wet brain' caused by thiamine deficiency, as discussed here:
https://americanaddictioncenters.org/alcoholism-treatment/wet-brain
https://novarecoverycenter.com/alcohol-abuse/what-is-wet-brain/
I've been going gluten free lately, which seems to make the seizures worse. Just about all breads, and even organic breads, ARE fortified with thiamine. Most gluten free foods, such as rice (I prepare the rice to be very low in arsenic) however, are NOT fortified with thiamine, so going gluten-free dramatically reduces a person's thiamine intake. Perhaps thiamine deficiency, or greater need for thiamine, remains even after someone quits drinking. Although the symptom of having seizures in one's sleep was not discussed in the links above, I decided to take some thiamine early this morning before going back to bed, and I woke up later this morning without any seizures. So, maybe this is the solution! Time will tell. I will definitely be supplementing with thiamine when going gluten free.
This doesn't mean that there are not metaphysical attacks against me. There definitely are. However, metaphysical attacks probably operate by targeting people's weaknesses. The less weaknesses a person has, the lesser the potential to be attacked. The possible weakness of thiamine deficiency will no longer be a method of infiltration in my case, which is a definite step up!
Friday, August 13, 2021
Clock Time and Psychological Time
There are two kinds of time Eckhart Tolle discusses. They are:
1. Clock time - Time that deals with practical aspects of life. Clock time is constructive.
2. Psychological time - Identification with the past and continuous compulsive projection into the future. Psychological time is destructive.
Clock time is not just making an appointment or planning a trip. It includes learning from the past so that we don't repeat the same mistakes over and over. Setting goals and working toward them. Predicting the future by means of patterns and laws, physical, mathematical, and so on, learned from past and taking appropriate action on the basis of our predictions.
But even here, within the sphere of practical living, where we cannot do without reference to past and future, the present moment remains the essential factor: Any lesson from the past becomes relevant and is applied Now. Any planning as well as working toward achieving a particular goal is done Now.
The enlightened person's main focus of attention is always the Now, but they are still peripherally aware of time. In other words, they continue to use clock time but are free of psychological time.
Be alert as you practice this so that you do not unwittingly transform clock time into psychological time. For example, if you made a mistake in the past and learn from it now, you are using clock time. On the other hand, if you dwell on it mentally, and self-criticism, remorse, or guilt come up, then you are making the mistake into "me" and "mine" - you make it part of your sense of self, and it has become psychological time, which is always linked to a false sense of identity.
Thursday, August 12, 2021
Dissolving Negative Timelines
I am showing this dark scenario below in order to expose it. This is being brought to the light of awareness to further assist in preventing it, and similar outcomes to it across the planet, from happening.
Incorporate dissolving the cabal's negative timeline with the light in the Flower of Life meditation. Yes indeed. Visualize the cabal's negative timeline(s) being dissolved by the light!
Here's the dark scenario I wrote down a couple hours ago:
If the FDA approves the vaccine as safe and effective early September, this is when the United States will turn into an anarchy, and/or a military police state just like Nazi Germany, where the military are deployed to enforce a national vaccine mandate. Citizens will rebel in armed uprisings, which is the anarchy aspect.
Over a decade ago I had a dream that was way more than just a dream. This dream was a direct vision of the future. This dream was burned into my mind. This dream was so intense that I began to cry when I woke up. I will NEVER forget what I was shown in this dream. This dream was extremely vivid and traumatizing. In this dream, I was in a city where the military was everywhere, and a family member (I'd rather not be specific) was shot in the head by one of the military officers.
If the light forces don't do anything else, please, I am BEGGING you, DO NOT ALLOW THE FDA TO APPROVE THE COVID VACCINES!!! The 3.5 week period is the time period to prevent the FDA from approving the vaccine. It is ABSOLUTELY CRITICAL that the FDA REJECTS the vaccine as being safe and effective!!! A national vaccine mandate MUST be stopped AT ALL COSTS!!! Please do NOT take my dream lightly. I've never been more serious IN MY FUCKING LIFE!!!
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Regarding the Flower of Life meditation, here's a modified step 4 to dissolve negative future timelines:
4. Visualize the rainbow colored Flower of Life sphere around the Earth, expanding below the surface and also expanding all the way up to the Moon's orbit. Visualize the Flower of Life sphere assisting the planetary liberation process, clearing all darkness and future dark timelines from the surface of the planet. Then visualize the Flower of Life sphere and Violet Flame purifying the leylines and vortices within the planetary Light grid.
Accessing Timelessness
Here is a quote an excerpt from Eckhart Tolle's The Power of Now. This
excerpt is not verbatim to the book, as I skipped around to piece it
together. I have a follow-up perspective below the excerpt as well.
"A
large part of people's sense of self is intimately connected with their
problems, creating an illusory sense of self, invested in pain and
suffering.
The root of unconsciousness is identification with the
egoic mind, which includes emotions. Once you step out of this, you
become present. When you are present, you can allow the mind to be as
it is without getting entangled in it. The mind in itself is not
dysfunctional. It is a wonderful tool. Dysfunction sets in when you
seek your sense of self in it and mistake it for who you are. It then
becomes the egoic mind and takes over your whole life.
Remove
time from the mind and it stops, unless you choose to use it. To be
identified with your mind is to be trapped in time - the compulsion to
live almost exclusively through memory and anticipation. This creates
preoccupation with past and future and an unwillingness to honor and
acknowledge the present moment and allow it to be. The compulsion
arises because the past gives you an identity and the future holds the
promise of salvation, of fulfillment in whatever form. Both are
illusions. The more you are focused on time - past and future - the
more you miss the Now, the most precious thing there is.
Why is
it the most precious thing? Firstly, because it is the only thing.
It's all there is. The eternal present is the space within which your
whole life unfolds, the one factor that remains constant. Life is now.
There was never a time when your life was not now, nor will there ever
be. Secondly, the Now is the only point that can take you beyond the
limited confines of the mind. It is your only point of access into the
timeless and formless realm of Being.
Have you ever
experienced, done, thought, or felt anything outside of Now? Do you
think you ever will? Is it possible for anything to happen or be
outside of Now? The answer is obvious, is it not? Nothing ever
happened in the past; it happened in the Now. Nothing will ever happen
in the future; it will happen in the Now. When you remember the past,
you are doing this Now. When you think of the future, you are doing
this Now."
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My perspective on this is to also use
memories of when I accessed the Now from my past. For example, when I
was living in the country in High School, I remember walking out in the
woods on a sunny day, and I felt very joyful and time disappeared.
Although these kinds of experiences are in the past, they were Now
moments that I can use as chosen. I can also create new timeless
moments in the present. I can, for example, go for a walk in a park,
admiring the scenery and the special essence/atmosphere of the park.
Whatever can be used to access joyful timelessness is key.
Here are a couple rare cinematic examples:
Wednesday, August 11, 2021
Exposing A Couple Harmful Catch Phrases
It's always "Darkest before dawn" before a Golden Age exposed:
It's true that there are examples of great suffering preceding breakthroughs in consciousness. However, "Darkest before dawn" needs to be held to its true meaning. "Darkest" means matters get as negative as possible. In the current situation on Earth, this means that the unvaccinated need to be holocausted and those who got the covid vaccine need to die from having their immune systems severely compromised. Thus, "Darkest before dawn" means that the cabal's NWO plans and depopulation agenda would need to be successful before there can be a Golden Age. So, whenever I hear "Darkest before dawn," I will know better. I will know that this a catch phrase to justify a global dictatorship and genocide, because a global dictatorship and genocide fits the real definition of "darkest." Actually, it could be taken even further than this, with even worse scenarios. "Darkest before dawn" is possibly a mental trap designed by the cabal, because this catch phrase definitely works in their favor!
"Things will get worse before they get better" exposed:
"Things will get worse before they get better" is one that's been floating around awakened communities for several years. For several years, awakened communities have believed this, and lo and behold, matters indeed kept getting worse! People believed this and it came true lol! Things kept getting worse, and people believed that things were supposed to do this (before getting better), and this kept happening over and over in a viscous cycle. Just exactly how much worse does it need to get before it gets better? Does it have to be the scenario of "Darkest before dawn"with a global dictatorship and genocide? Sometimes it is true that things do get worse before they get better, but many times it is unnecessary, and the cabal probably smile when people believe that it is necessary. Regarding the planetary situation, what if things don't have to keep getting worse, and things can actually... get better? There's a thought! Therefore, the catch phrase can be changed to this: "Things don't have to get worse before they get better."
Tuesday, August 10, 2021
Personal Update on the Flower of Life Meditation
I'm using the Rainbow Flower of Life Meditation to assist in reversing my own mutations of consciousness. I will be intending to clear the mutations/anomaly on Earth as well, as this is a part of the meditation, but the main reason for me doing the meditation is to help repair my own consciousness.
I'm finding that the meditation is not helping the extremely negative situation for the surface population, but maybe there are positive changes that are less seen. Either way, I will no longer be getting upset if there are no visible positive results for the surface population from the meditation. Also, knowing intel or 'the inside scoop' regarding operations of the light forces is very low on my priority list.
I'm re-reading Eckhart Tolle's The Power of Now, and taking notes on the highlights. I thought about making a post of them in the future, but there are some really good quotes I found here.
Monday, August 9, 2021
Alternate Flower of Life Meditation
Doing this one instead, using the golden light to focus on drastic physical intervention from both the light forces and the surface population to remove the cabal from power simultaneously.
Source wants liberation, and liberation it is!
Sunday, August 8, 2021
What Causes Sheeple to be Sheeple
(This article is in regards to the human implants mentioned on the 2012portal blog, and can be regarded as theoretical.)
Since it was the chimera who designed the implants, their evil is within the surface population. When people reach a certain level of awareness, the implants activate people's 'dark side' to make them to go back to sleep. People who have a very active 'dark side' (implants activating the 'beast code') become afraid of themselves, so they go to authority figures for guidance. The main two establishments people give their authority over to are religion and 'the state.'
'The state' is the secular authority, which is basically the corporate media/deep state. Religion is the nonsecular authority, which takes many different forms, not limited to Christianity. Religion, however, although originally designed to make the surface population go back to sleep, has in many cases been a source of inspiration to resist tyranny in modern times.
Religion contained only partial aspects of the Higher Self, and was used in a way to manipulate and distort the connection to the Higher Self for negative purposes. In many ways in modern times though, religion is in opposition to 'the state,' and it is now 'the state' that contains the greatest amount of anomaly. 'The state' is currently the authority people flock to that causes the greatest harm.
The implants can backfire. In certain people, when the implants activate the 'beast code,' instead of going to 'the state' to 'keep them in line,' or religion, they continue with the awakening process despite the evil the implants generate inside them. These people use the evil from their implants to understand how the cabal operates in order to implement countermeasures. These people overcome the 'beast code' by exerting self-control, along with using tools such as meditation, and they learn the secrets of evil in order to dismantle evil.
Even if the implants were dissolved, which is inevitable, there still needs to be some form of guidance. This guidance would be effortless and automatic if the implants were dissolved, because then there would be no obstacles/distortions from the 3D mind and the Higher Self. This 'guidance' would be oneself becoming one with oneself (GodSelf), and there would be no further inner conflict and duality, but instead only inner well-being and infinite, undefined, non-mutated expressions and experiences.
Saturday, August 7, 2021
The War will Be Very Chaotic if there is no Ace Card for those who Say "No"
For those in the United States:
People who choose not to get the covid vaccine can say to others who are pushing the covid vaccine, "If you are worried about getting sick from covid, you can choose to get the vaccine, but I'm not hurting anyone by choosing not to get the vaccine myself. Vaccinated people can spread the variant just like unvaccinated people."
This argument won't work because of the following counterargument:
"Unvaccinated people are creating new variants, and new variants will exist in the future that the vaccine will not be able to protect against. Therefore, by choosing not to get the vaccine, the unvaccinated will be killing people in the future."
The above counterargument of course may not be true, but I'm trying to defeat the corporate media and their propaganda on their own playing field. The corporate media stating that the unvaccinated will create new variants that will kill many people in the future because the covid vaccine will be unable to protect against these new variants is a death blow to those who say that getting the vaccine should be optional.
Here's another death blow to those who say that getting the vaccine should be optional:
Red states, which have lower vaccine coverage, as a net whole, currently have much higher daily covid cases and covid deaths, according to the official numbers. I've been looking at the numbers extensively, and blue states with high vaccine coverage do indeed have a fraction of new daily cases and new daily deaths compared with low vaccine coverage red states. I don't need to put up a bunch of graphs showing this, as it will be easy to see for oneself using these two links:
https://www.bloomberg.com/graphics/covid-vaccine-tracker-global-distribution/
https://www.worldometers.info/coronavirus/country/us/
It could be argued that the reason Texas has a higher number of new covid cases and deaths is because of all the illegal immigrants. However, this will not work for many of the other red states. California has a higher vaccine coverage, but has higher daily covid cases and daily deaths compared to other blue states, and is the only exception to the rule that I've found thus far. Again, as a net whole, states with higher vaccine coverage have much lower daily cases, and more importantly, lower daily deaths, compared with states with lower vaccine coverage, and this is another death blow to those who say that getting the vaccine should be optional.
I'm not saying that the numbers maybe aren't being fudged and so forth, and that there are not very real conspiracies in play. Hal Turner, for example, is stating that vaccine deaths are over 1 million so far in the United States. If this is true, these deaths are probably too spread out over the country to fully expose the vaccine. In order to truly have any defense against the growing number of covid vaccine mandates and increasing vilification of those who choose not to get the vaccine, there needs to be a very solid defense beyond the argument of "My body, my choice," and beyond awakening information being in the backstage on alternative media websites. There needs to be something so undeniable that is in favor of those who choose not to get the vaccine that the corporate media would be forced to report it everywhere. As far as I've looked, that doesn't exist. For that reason, the cabal do indeed have the upper hand. Therefore, those who choose not to get the vaccine are on the losing side of this war, at least when it comes to a peaceful resolution.
The only leverage I can think of to defend those who choose not to get the vaccine is that the majority of Hispanics and Blacks are choosing not to get the vaccine. This can be an advantage because the corporate media doesn't want to appear racist for casting blame on minorities for creating future variants lol! That's not going to be enough though. Thus far, the cabal have Ace cards while those who choose not to get the vaccine do not.
Those who choose not to get the vaccine can say "No" no matter what of course, and protest. If the cabal don't have the military on their side, and/or other mercenary armies, then those who choose not to get the vaccine will be victorious, but the chaos to reach this victory will be extreme because vaccine mandates will be everywhere in the near future. Yes, it will become vary chaotic indeed unless there is some kind of Ace card for those who choose not to get the vaccine. Even peaceful non-compliance would create chaos. For example, if there were to be vaccine mandates for essential workers (corporations would do this in cooperation with the government), and essential workers quit in droves (there is a very substantial number of essential workers who choose not to get the vaccine), the entire goods and services infrastructure would cease to adequately function. (This is somewhat happening already from a lack of workers due to overcompensation from unemployment.) The result of essential workers quitting their jobs from refusing to comply with vaccine mandates would result in massive shortages of food and supplies, as grocery stores across the country would shut down due to an extreme lack of workers. Looting would result from extremely long lines, forcing these shut downs.
On a positive and personal note, the rainbow flower of life meditation feels very calming and healing. It has always been my favorite meditation, and makes the world feel ok again. Maybe there can be an Ace card in a very positive and unexpected way from bringing this light through.
Friday, August 6, 2021
Piercing Through Their Trickery
The cabal and their corporate media want to scare people. The cabal desperately need to appear far more powerful than they actually are. It's all about fear for them. The cabal need people to feel afraid in order to maintain control, because the cabal does not have very many resources. The surface population is actually in charge of the situation, because it's the people who really have all the power, so the cabal uses the media to make the appearance that the 'powers that were' are in charge, when they could easily be overthrown by the people. The cabal are weak, so they need to appear strong. The cabal's media likes to talk big, but they are actually very small.
Trying to Cover All Bases
Although I support the most positive drastic changes for the surface population taking place in August, all possibilities must be covered.
In the possible scenario where the cabal basically throw everything the have left at the surface population without being removed from power in August, there needs to be protocols known in advance for every move the cabal makes.
There are two forms of non-compliance to tyranny:
1. Peaceful non-compliance (Example: Choosing not to get the covid vaccine.
2. Non-peaceful non-compliance (Example: Rioting in the streets against vaccine mandates)
Probably all peaceful non-compliance hinders the cabal. In the case of non-peaceful non-compliance though, many times (but perhaps not all) non-peaceful non-compliance works in the cabal's favor. (Protesting is kind of in between peaceful non-compliance and non-peaceful non-compliance. Aggression is involved in protesting, but there is no physical damage to property, unlike rioting.)
If the public engages in non-peaceful non-compliance through rioting and/or protesting against vaccine passports, vaccine mandates, and mask mandates, does this work in the favor of the cabal because the cabal can use the non-peaceful non-compliance to enforce a national lockdown?
The argument can be made that there are enough people to not comply with the lockdown to render the lockdown powerless, but the argument could also be made that the cabal could overwhelm all the non-compliant citizens with military and/or mercenary army enforcement.
This is where I stop because I don't have enough information. I can't see what the results will be, because I can't see deeply enough into the cabal's plans and amount of resources. I do know that the lockdowns worked last time because the public was very complacent. If the public was not very complacent though, would there simply be more severe measures to enforce the lockdowns with the cabal's possible resources? Or, are the cabal out of resources and they mainly only have the media to exert control over the public? What are we really dealing with this time around?
Australia obviously had enough resources to enforce complete and absolute control over its people. What are the cabal's resources in the United States though? The cabal don't have many resources in France, because the French are protesting extensively, so maybe the United States is similar to France? Or, not?
The Future is Fluid
Regarding past events, differing beliefs about what happened probably have no effect on what really happened. However, regarding future events, beliefs can help shape the outcome. The reason for this is the events haven't happened yet, so are in a state of possibility. If something isn't 'etched in stone' yet, what will end up being etched in stone can be influenced through beliefs, because beliefs are 'energetic contributions.'
Certain groups that make predictions for the near future, such as NESARA, are probably not making predictions at all, but are instead saying something positive in the near future will happen, so that people will believe that it will happen, in order for it to be more likely to happen. The reason NESARA's positive 'predictions' never happen is partly because not enough people believe in the predictions. It's not even entirely certain that something will happen even if extremely large numbers of people believe it will happen. It is, however, more likely, or at least, more possible.
The only pitfall of believing in a positive future timeframe is the future timeframe going horribly wrong, thus contradicting people's beliefs. This leads to disappointment, which leads to discouragement, which leads to a lesser likelihood of believing in positive timeframes 'the next time around' and so forth. I would imagine that there are many people who are not pleased with NESARA lol!
The solution is to be aware of both positive and negative future possible timeframes and outcomes and choose to place one's energy in what is most desired (the most positive future timeframes and outcomes of course.) Then, if the future timeframes and outcomes don't work the way people want, they will know that at least they tried, and won't be so discouraged nearly as much because of being aware that the future is fluid. People can be prepared for 'things just not working out,' but also put their energy into what is desired.
The 2012portal blog has a considerable following, and the latest 2012portal update stated:
"Between August 15th and October 18th, Eris and Pluto will be in an almost exact square. This is the most powerful astrological aspect of the year and it signifies a battle between two timelines, the positive Ascension timeline and the negative Coronavirus reset timeline:
This period might appear to be very frightening, as the dark forces will do whatever is within their power to continue with their long term plan to impose vaccine passports and maybe even forced vaccinations."
The solution to this negative mentioning of a timeline war and implication that matters will get even more negative than they already have as a result of the cabal doing "whatever is within their power," is to NOT believe in this. Stop believing in this negative timeframe, in order to help cancel this negative timeframe. Support the belief that the surface population has already been through the worst of it, and that things can only get better from here on out as the cabal are continually removed from power. People need to be prepared for anything of course, but can place their energies into a much better future timeframe. People can also place their energies into drastic positive changes taking place in the current month of August.
Monday, August 2, 2021
The Covid Vaccine Debunked - A Statistical Analysis
This post is to debunk those who state that the Covid vaccine is the cause of the decrease in Covid cases and deaths earlier this year in the United States. I will use official, corporate media statistics. Note that even when using officially accepted corporate media statistics, I can still debunk the Covid vaccine.
Here is the graph of the progression of vaccines for the United States. I will be using February 15, 2021 as a good time stamp in relation to the graphs that follow for Covid cases and deaths. People started getting vaccinated in the United States mid-December, 2020. On February 15, 2021, there was only 8.2% coverage. (These images can be clicked and downloaded for a larger view.)
The maximum number of daily cases was on January 8, 2021:
After January 8, 2021, as a net whole, cases began to dramatically decline. Here is the number of daily cases for February 15, down from 304,532 daily cases on January 8 to 53,111:
How can Covid cases go down that quickly when by the date of February 15, 2021, there was only 8.2% vaccine coverage? That's a statistical impossibility. Plus, in January, when the cases started to dramatically go down in the U.S, there was far less than 8.2% coverage for the entire country.
Let's take a look at daily Covid deaths now for the U.S. Here's the peak of Covid deaths on January 12, at 4,464:
On February 15, Covid deaths went down to 1,004:
This steep decline in Covid deaths cannot be accounted for by the vaccine, because the entire country had less than 10% coverage in mid-February. It would take far more vaccine coverage than 8.2% to be able to make this dramatic of a decline in Covid deaths. Before the delta variant, the official vaccine tracking website stated that it takes a very high vaccine coverage to cause a significant decline in Covid cases (and thus deaths). Yet, Covid was significantly declining long before vaccine coverage gained any significant percentage.
The question then would be, what actually made the numbers go down? On January 20, 2021, the WHO changed the PCR cycles to have less false positives. This is not far off from January 8, when Covid cases began to dramatically decline. The numbers therefore show that it was not the vaccine that caused a dramatic decline in the officially documented numbers for Covid cases and deaths, but it was instead the changes that were made to the PCR testing.
The current casedemic with the delta variant will be analyzed in the future when more information becomes available. Regarding the current increase in daily cases though, this can obviously be stated: As daily cases rise once again, but daily deaths still remain under 500, the mortality of Covid keeps getting lower and lower with time, even lower than it was previously.
Sources:
https://www.bloomberg.com/graphics/covid-vaccine-tracker-global-distribution/
https://www.worldometers.info/coronavirus/country/us/
https://www.who.int/news/item/20-01-2021-who-information-notice-for-ivd-users-2020-05







