Self-Honesty about the Situation

Yesterday I saw a video of people being pinned down and force vaccinated in Australia.  I'm now starting to see just how far the deep state is taking things, and I felt the need to be honest about my feelings.  I'm afraid.  I'm afraid of the world going to this really dark place and never coming out of it.  I'm afraid that messages saying "In the end everything will be ok" are just messages to pacify me with false hope, and that there is no light at the end of the tunnel.  

If someone gets forced vaccinated with the covid vaccine, and the vaccine doesn't kill them in the future (which is an open discussion - time will tell), this person mine as well be dead, because one of the most fundamental freedoms has been violated.  If people don't even have the freedom to choose what they put into their own bodies anymore, people mine as well be dead, because such a world is a world that is not worth living in.  A world without having basic, core freedoms is a dead world, void of any meaning or point whatsoever.

The threat of forced vaccination and/or vaccine passports is a very real threat.  The line is being crossed and then some.  I don't know what will happen next.  I don't have any real reassurance that the world will pull out of this.  I don't have any closure.  No matter what happens though, I can envision a world I want to live in.  That's all I can do right now. 

This war is very scary.  Admitting that I'm afraid, and what I'm afraid of, is healthy.  Many people don't know that it's fear making them act out in crazy ways, doing crazy, often destructive things.  I acknowledge my fear because by doing so, I can maybe deal with my fear in healthy ways.  I acknowledge my fear, and then, despite this fear, I persevere.

This post is not about giving people hope, or predictions for the future.  This post is about self-honesty, because self-honesty is the way forward. 

I am afraid. 

Very Strong Pine Needle Tea

I boiled them and let them steep for a while.  Then I put the pan of hot water and pine needles in the fridge to cool it like someone would cool jello.

 

After the pan of water and pine needles became cool in the fridge, I then poured it into a couple mason jars using a strainer to separate the solid material.  It's murky-looking because it's so potent from being in hot water for so long.  Therefore, this amount may last me for a few days.  The taste is strong.  It's bitter but has a sweet aftertaste.

 

 

A while back, Prepareforchange mentioned this video on the different types that can be made.  The one I used above is White Spruce.

 

Statements of Intent for Liberating the Surface Population

Below are some things that can be intended in a meditation.  There's nothing to fear in the case of lightworkers, although of course keep your guards and protections up.  For them though, there is everything to fear.  

The chimera underground bases have been cleared, and other underground bases have also probably already been cleared by now, so now it's time to place all the focus on liberating the planet surface and surface population.  Here are some intents that can be used in a meditation to liberate the surface population:

- Remove all remaining chimera beings and entities, archons, draco, and reptilians.  I as One with the Galactic Central Sun command this be done now.

- Remove the unholy 5 from their physical bodies and send them to the Galactic Central Sun.  I as One with the Galactic Central Sun command this be done now.

- Remove all jesuits/archon families from power.  I as One with the Galactic Central Sun command this be done now.

- Remove all deep state operatives in the mainstream media and big tech from power.   I as One with the Galactic Central Sun command this be done now.

- Remove all deep state politicians and governmental authorities from power.  I as One with the Galactic Central Sun command this be done now.

 

My Predictions for the Very Near Future

Often, I make predictions for the future and these predictions become reality.  For example, I made a post on July the 10th stating that covid tyranny would reassert itself because covid cases were beginning to go back up.  Low and behold, mask mandates are now being reinstated across the U.S.  

Another prediction that came true was a post I made on January the 7th, stating that big tech would use the capitol riots to go on a censorship spree like never before, even closing down alternative sites like Prepareforchange.  This prediction fortunately wasn't completely accurate, as many alternative sites are fortunately still up and running, including Prepareforchange.  However, big tech did indeed use the capitol riots to censor like never before.  

On December 22, 2020, I made a post titled "How to Reduce the World's Population by 90%."  In this post, I predicted how the vaccine would kill 90% of the world's population.  This one hasn't come true so far, and hopefully won't.  I also stated that a 'new strain' (from vaccine deaths) would cause the rest of the population to be force-vaccinated.  This part of the post is partly true.  Covid deaths remain low and it is the casedemic that is being used to try to force-vaccinate people.  Some countries are trying to make vaccine mandates and/or are trying to implement the vaccine passport.

All in all, although my predictions are not always 'spot-on,' many events that I foresaw came to pass before anyone else said anything.  I used my intuition to make the predictions; I have no access to any kind of covert intel.  Because my predictions seem to want to come true, I will now make more predictions.  My current predictions for the very near future are the following:

People in the U.S will rebel against the reinstated mask mandates to a level where the mask mandates have to be completely abandoned.  Businesses will initially reinstate employee mask mandates, but so many employees will walk out on their jobs that businesses will be forced to disobey the mask mandates and will once again allow employees to go to work without masks.  

Even many of the people who are the most brainwashed by the mainstream media and big tech will wake up to the inconsistencies of the CDC, and will join the rest of the public who distrust the government and the mainstream media. 

The unvaccinated will not be blamed for the delta variant by most of the public, despite the media's relentless attempts to get the public to blame them.  The few in the public who do cast blame on the unvaccinated will have no one to directly blame because the public doesn't specifically know who is and who is not vaccinated.  

Vaccine mandates and/or vaccine passports will not go into effect in the U.S, and the media will be completely helpless to control the minds of most of the public.  In other countries, vaccine mandates and/or vaccine passports will be completely abandoned due to the uprising of the populations.

Drastic action will be taken to remove the cabal form power in the U.S, and other countries will follow.  Fauci, Gates, Schwab, and all the other big cabal players will be arrested and/or executed for their crimes against humanity.  Deep state politicians will also be arrested and/or executed.  There will be nowhere for the cabal to run and hide.  Then, the mainstream media and big tech will be forced to tell the public the truth about covid.  Big tech and the mainstream media will be forced to reveal the harmful nature of covid vaccines and how covid vaccines were unnecessary in the first place because suppressed effective treatments for covid were the real cause of the vast majority of covid deaths in hospitals.  Also, the mainstream media and big tech will be forced to reveal the ineffectiveness of lockdowns and masks, and the inaccuracy of PCR testing that caused several millions of false positives.  Then, the mainstream media and big tech will be fully run by the light forces, and there will be full disclosure. 

After full disclosure, first contact with Ets will occur.  Earth will join the rest of the cosmos as a fully liberated planet.

Victory of the Light!

Liberation to France, Liberation to the Surface Population!

I'm Interested in Solutions

I'm always hearing about problems in the world reported by the alternative media.  This often causes me to get a feeling of 'gloom and doom.'  Problems are everywhere.  Yes, we all know.  I'm not interested in problems.  I'm interested in solutions.  When encountering problems, instead of getting upset and depressed, why not pursue solutions?

For example, the surface population still hasn't been liberated from the cabal.  Instead of complaining about things taking too long, one can do a meditation for the surface population being liberated from the cabal.  When something desired is not manifesting, one can focus on the manifestation of what is desired.  Doing this creates a feeling of liberation instead of frustration, because it puts a person in the driver's seat instead of playing the 'waiting game.'  

Another example is the vaccines.  "People who are vaxxed are all going to die, and they will spread their spike protein to the rest of us!"  Yes, I've heard this a million times before.  Now, in addition to the vaccines containing the harmful spike protein, it's being stated that the vaccines contain graphene oxide.  Ok, yeah that's terrible.  Yeah bro, that just sucks!  But um... is there a solution to the threat posed by covid vaccines?  Why is this question not asked?  It's obvious to anyone doing independent research that the covid vaccines are harmful, and that no one should take them.  Yet, besides choosing not get a covid vaccine, what can be done for others who have been vaccinated, and what can be done for those who are exposed to those who have been vaccinated?  (Both of these categories include just about everyone on the planet now unless someone lives in a cave or something.)  One solution is pine needle tea, which can help those who have been exposed to others who have been vaccinated, and could also help those who have been vaccinated.  It's stated by some that the harmful (ultimately deadly) effects of the covid vaccines are irreversible, but this is not necessarily the case.

Hearing about problems without knowing about solutions just creates more of a nightmarish reality.  The nightmare is obvious.  Ways to end the nightmare though?  Ways to end the nightmare are grossly under-reported by the alternative media.  Doom and gloom needs to become "Here are the problems, and here are the solutions."  Solutions can be found for both internal and external problems.  Both internal and external problems need solutions instead of hopeless despair.  Even though many problems may seem unsolvable, one would be amazed at the hidden potential within that can be awakened to solve them.

A Very Intense Tug-of-War is Taking Place

Around 8:00 a.m. UTC time on 07/25/2021, I experienced a very powerful connection to my higher self.  I was meditating on freeing the surface population at the time, and I had tears of joy in my eyes.  After a while of meditating (maybe 30 minutes or so), my ears rang a bit and I began to have doubtful thoughts.  I tried to fight off these doubtful thoughts unsuccessfully, and I could no longer access feelings of love and joy.

I have a theory that whenever awareness and access to the higher self grows to a certain point, the cabal use 5G to shut down the awareness and access to the higher self.  Ringing in the ears has a strong correlation to this, so it's probably a symptom when being hit by 5G.  Ringing in the ears is probably not limited to only being hit by 5G though.

The 'tug of war' between the light forces and dark forces may be intensifying, because I'm finding more and more that I am becoming bipolar.  I will be of a very low nature for a time, but then at a later point in time I will almost be like some sort of saint.  I find that I'm doing '180's' quite often.  Perhaps this is currently the experience of other lightworkers as well.

Ultimately, the cabal probably want me to be like them.  That's why the cabal hit me with 5G and associated technologies to shut me down and then prey on my vulnerabilities.  I have a specific vulnerability that I will not disclose, but the damage that's done is extreme.  This vulnerability has become a full-blown mutation.  Hopefully the light forces (positive Ets, positive military, and underground resistance) will shut down the cabal's 5G control grid in the very near future.  The importance of this task being completed cannot be stressed enough.  

The biggest obstacle for myself regarding the Cobra meditations is feeling like a hypocrite because of the severe mutation within my consciousness.  I will, however, continue with the meditations.  It's important to keep in mind though that just because someone has a nice, fancy lightworker profile pic, fancy (ish) profile name (Starlight), and provides (possibly) enlightening insight and so forth, this does not mean the actual person is a hero or anything of the sort.  Here's a documentary to consider watching regarding how a spiritual person can be overrun with inner mutations:

 

I'll end this post on a very positive note: 

When I access the Galactic Central Sun, I realize that there will always be a part of me that is beyond all mutations.  The world is this way too.  The Galactic Central Sun can remove all evil in myself and the world, regardless of the severity.  Victory of the Light!

Surface Population Liberation Meditation

Surface Population Liberation Meditation

Instructions (Suggested duration of the meditation is 20 minutes):

1. Use your own technique to bring you to a relaxed state of consciousness.

2. State the following intent:  It is my intent to do this meditation to bring direct physical intervention from positive Ets, the underground resistance, and the positive military to the surface population, resulting in the full and permanent removal of the cabal from power on Earth, forever setting the surface population free.

3. Invoke the Violet Flame from its primary source to place a circle of protection around you during and after the meditation. Ask it to transmute anything that does not serve the Light.

4. Visualize a pillar of pink Light, emanating from the Galactic Central Sun and then descending down through your body and deep into the center of the Earth.

5. Visualize this Light flowing through your heart and then through your hands directly to the surface population. Visualize the Light forces liberating the surface population from all members of the cabal, from the highest to the lowest rank.  Visualize this process taking place throughout the entire Earth's surface, quickly and smoothly. Visualize the surface population being fully and forever set free from the cabal, and the Age of Aquarius physically manifesting. 

6. Ask the Goddess presence (the divine feminine) to direct energies of healing to the surface population so that their traumas are completely healed.  Let these energies then flow onwards and expand to the surface of the planet so they can heal all other situations worldwide. Allow these energies to continue to flow through your heart and then through your hands into these situations for a few minutes.

Goddess wants liberation and liberation it shall be!

 

Power to the Surface Population!!!

There are many examples of cabal engineered protests that turn into chaos causing harm to the public.  Protesting forced/coerced vaccination in mass, such as in France and other countries, however, is something the cabal DOES NOT WANT.  It's the people who have the power, because it's the people who operate society.  If enough people say NO, the cabal fail.  There are historical examples when mass protests against other planned forced vaccines stopped the vaccine laws from going into effect.  If you live in a country that is planning on vaccine passports and/or forced vaccination, STAND UP AND SAY NO!  March on the streets in mass and say NO!  Shout NO!!  Scream NO!!!  The Ets may agree with me here, and they may want you to say NO, instead of whining and moaning about "Oh what will I do?  Why won't the Ets save us?  I might... lose my job!"  Seriously, stop that!
 
Power to the surface population!!! 

Let's Talk About Loosh

Loosh is food for the dark forces.  Loosh is generated in three ways that I am aware of:

A first way is to be abused.

A second way is to be aware of others being abused but not be able to do anything to stop it.  Not being able to stop abuse creates feelings of anger, helplessness, hopelessness, and despair.

A third way is to engage in unnecessary conflicts.

Lightworkers (the authentic kind) can generate a tremendous amount of loosh because lightworkers are often aware of abuse without being able to stop it, and are also abused for the light work they do.

Meditations can be done to help stop current abuse and prevent future abuse.  It's important to understand though that there are not enough meditations that can fit into one lifetime to cover all the abuse on Earth.  There's only so much a lightworker can do!  There are other beings throughout the universe who are here who can help with the rest.

If lightworkers stopped looking at all the bad news in the world, they would generate less loosh.  However, this is akin to 'putting your head in the sand.'  There may be a way to maintain awareness without the awareness generating loosh.  

When I encounter something negative that I am completely powerless to change, I realize there's nothing I can do about it, and I let go.  I of course make sure there's nothing I can do about it first, but when I realize this, I understand that I will just make the problem worse by getting upset about it when I can't change it.  Self-empowerment results when constructive action is taken from anger, such as refusing to obey tyrannical Covid restrictions, but only loosh is generated when being angry yet being unable to do anything, such as seeing Fauci lie to the public while not being able to directly hold him accountable.

It's always important to know about what the cabal are trying to push, in order to be informed and prepared, and to help others who will listen to also be informed and prepared.  Yet, this needs to be done without feeding feelings that generate loosh.   Ultimately, the #1 thing the dark forces need is for people to be miserable and in a state of fear and drama as much as possible.  It damages the dark force's plans when people let go and are carefree and at peace.  All too often, there is the situation where lightworkers get angry about problems that cannot be fixed by them.  Let the light forces fix the problems that cannot be fixed any other way.

I even say this to myself when I encounter abuse I cannot stop:  "It's not my fault, it's not my problem, and I don't care."  This is very harsh, and makes me seem like a cold and uncaring person, but often times I find myself in the situation of being stuck in the Chinese finger trap - you know, the one where the more one tries to pull their fingers out, the tighter the trap becomes.  The more upset I get over problems I am powerless to fix, the more trapped I become as a battery source for the dark forces.  When energy is not allowed to accomplish positive results, the energy becomes trapped.  Another way to think of loosh is to see it as trapped energy.  Ironically, there are cases where not caring actually helps to starve the dark forces.  In other cases where there is the power to change the situation, it's very important to care, and exercise this power.

The ego is a double-edged sword.  The ego was created as a survival mechanism.  A positive aspect of the ego is that it can be protective, creating needed boundaries.  A negative aspect of the ego is that it can be used to create abuse and unnecessary conflict.  There are many unnecessary conflicts between lightworkers.  People going out and protesting planned forced vaccinations is an example of necessary conflict, as this has historically negated vaccine laws in various countries.  However, lightworkers projecting problems onto each other, pointing the finger at one another, and arguing with one another - this is an example of unnecessary conflict, which generates loosh.  I wrote a previous post that goes into this issue in more detail, providing perspective and understanding, which can help to perhaps prevent future conflicts between lightworkers.

Here are a couple sidenote ideas for generating less loosh:

When life is overwhelming, it's ok to not care about anything at all for a while.  "Forget this world.  Forget this life.  Forget everything."  Go into the void!  It's very rejuvenating.  Fret not; the world will still be there upon returning.  

Lastly, laughter is important.  I will use my place of employment as an example.  There are so many situations that are beyond stupid at my place of employment that I am powerless to change (the 'people upstairs' never listen to suggestions).  Instead of allowing these stupid situations to get me to feel sorry for myself for having to put up with them, I laugh at how stupid they are, which stops the loosh generation dead in its tracks!  There are many other scenarios where laughter is a fantastic way to negate loosh generation. 

Conclusion - Not My Fault, Not My Problem

All the tyranny in the world, all the abuse in the world - I can't directly do anything about it.  I have no power to directly fix all these problems.  Others do though, such as the positive military, the underground resistance, and the light forces.  It is their job to directly fix these problems, because they have the capability to do so.  I do not.  I don't have a high tech machine gun to take out the negative elites, and I wouldn't even be able to find the negative elites if I did have a high tech machine gun because I don't have the necessary intel to find them.  I don't have advanced Et craft to be able to neutralize the dark forces.  I don't have replicators to feed the starving people in Southern Africa. 

If the situation on Earth continues to plunge further and further into chaos and tyranny, it's not my fault, and I don't care.  I can only do what I can do, and I won't worry and get upset about the rest.  Why worry and get upset over problems that I can do nothing to directly fix and that are not even my fault?  

What can I do though?  I can be healthy.  I can say no to mask mandates and I can say no to vaccines.  I can defend myself if anyone tries to violate my basic inalienable human rights, peacefully if possible.  If my physical safety is in jeopardy, I can physically defend myself.  I can do meditations to bring more light to this very dark world, which helps the positive forces.  As for anything else, I'm not going to worry and get upset anymore.  Again, directly resolving the world's problems is not my responsibility, but is the responsibility of the positive military, underground resistance, and positive Ets.  I don't have all the awesome technology and intel to directly get the job done.  They do.  

 

Just Say NO

Covid cases keep rising in the US, and there is now a new mask mandate in a county in California.  It's very easy to predict where this is all headed.  The unvaccinated will be blamed for the delta variant (and any other variants they come up with).  Also, the vaccine is said to be less effective against the delta variant.  Mask mandates will be renewed across the US, and probably many lockdowns as well.  The freedom in the US from mask mandates and lockdowns is only brief.  Things will be going right back to the same way they were during the 'pandemic,' with all that wonderful tyranny and subjugation.  

My job will once again require all employees to wear masks.  Only this time, when this happens (it's not a matter of 'if' - the cabal are ridiculously predictable with their plans), I will take a leave of absence from my job.  Every day I work at my job I'm completely miserable anyway.  Also, this time I will not be wearing a shield when shopping in grocery stores to 'be nice' or 'uncategorized.'  This time, I'm saying NO.  I'm saying NO to the vaccine and I'm saying NO to wearing a face shield at my job when my job inevitably reinstates the employee mask rule.  I'm DONE.  NO MORE.

My patience is GONE.  Let the store close down because there are not enough employees.  This is NOT MY PROBLEM.  I don't care what happens after I leave.  I don't know what I will do for money.  I'll either find something or not.  I DON'T CARE.  I won't put up with this BULLSHIT any more!  END OF STORY.  PERIOD.  

I hope that other people really start rebelling this time around.  It's time to stand up to tyranny ONCE AND FOR ALL.  All anyone really has to do is JUST SAY NO, and defend themselves if anyone tries to violate their basic inalienable human rights.  It's really quite simple.  Say NO to their script.  Say NO to their tyranny.  Say NO to the worthless reality they want to push on everyone.  

NO!!! NO!!! NO!!! NO!!! NO!!! NO!!! NO!!! NO!!! NO!!! NO!!! NO!!! NO!!! NO!!! NO!!! NO!!!

Level Up

This symbol has great power.  I haven't used it in years.  Somehow I forgot about it. The one who goes by the name "Bear Heart" is the one who disclosed this symbol.  The idea is to use this to become more powerful in other areas, such as meditations for clearing out remaining underground bases/tunnels. 

Part 1: 

 

Part 2:

 

 

The colors and the symbol names were not all explained, but they were described by Bear Heart in a previous Middle Pillar video.  The colors for each symbol are:

Uranus - White Light

Pluto - Neon Green Light

Sol - Golden Light

Lunar/Luna - Violet Purple Light

Terra - Black/Void

  

Questions Answered Part 1:

Questions Answered Part 2:

 

Bad News Needs to be Balanced With Good News

I've decided to stop looking at negative news from the alternative media.  I'm not 'putting my head in the sand.'  It's just that I keep seeing the same kind of bad news over and over again: lockdowns being reinstated in parts of the world, people being physically pinned down and forced to take vaccines, claims that the vaccinated will all start to die in the near future, fires getting bad in Oregon (again, wtf) when it's not even quite halfway through July yet, and countless other bad news.  

To truly illustrate that I'm not putting my head in the sand, I have seen in the dreamstate that the cabal sexually tortures animals and children, and also of course physically.  Also, in the dreamstate I've seen genetic manipulations/mutations that are horrible beyond description.  I'm well aware of the very real adrenochrome harvesting that goes on, which is what the cabal constantly does.  Yes, I know.  I've known for several years, helpless to do anything about it.

The problem with constantly knowing about these horrors is that this can cause a person to become 'compromised' as a result of not being able to stop the abuse (I guess those superpowers just didn't work out).  Most people would either become psychotic, commit suicide, or not be able to function if they really knew just how deep the abuse goes on Earth.  Then, on top of all this, the alternative media gives mostly bad news, creating a 'doom and gloom' mentality.  At the very least, there needs to good news to balance out bad news, for the sake of maintaining sanity.

I've seen enough bad news for a thousand or more lifetimes.  It's time to balance this out now with good news.  Is there any good news?  If not, then I will not look at any news at all - none from the mainstream media (I don't trust the mainstream media but I was keeping tabs on the agendas the mainstream media pushes), and none from the alternative media. 

The surface population will really have a tough time when all the hidden crimes against life itself come out.  It will just be another day to me though.  Again, I've known about atrocities beyond description for several years.  It may be different if the actual footage comes out though.  Perhaps this will have more of an effect than seeing these horrors in the dreamstate.  Regardless, I'm going to try to focus on something positive for a change.  Why should I have all the fun seeing just how bad it really gets?  The surface population has been missing out.  

(I'll continue following 2012portal.blogspot.com and continue with meditations.  There is very good news there today!)

The True Value of Money

The amount of money someone makes is supposed to be directly proportional to the benefit he or she provides to the world.  Menial labor doesn't provide much benefit to the world, which is why menial labor doesn't pay very much.  However, a world-changing invention will make someone very wealthy, because the benefit to the world is very substantial.  

I will give an example.  A cashier doesn't get paid much because a cashier just maintains the status quo.  The computer, scanner, and all the technology the cashier uses to provide customer service are world-changing inventions from others.  The cashier invented nothing, and can easily be replaced.  The inventor of the assembly line, however, changed the world.  There are countless inventions that benefited the world, granting the inventors their deserved wealth.  

Benefiting the world is of course not limited to inventors.  For example, someone who provides very positive, life-changing self-help learning material to others benefits the world in a great way, and deserves to be wealthy.  There is a very large list of ways to benefit the world.  It of course cannot be measured how much someone benefits the world, but it can be assessed if a person greatly benefits the world, or if a person just maintains the status quo, or if a person is somewhere in-between, or if a person parasites on others.  There is a vast spectrum. 

I myself have not benefited the world very much.  I have zero motivation to do anything.  My idea of a nice day is to goof off all day (I'm serious!).  The part-time job that I have I don't like at all.  I don't like menial labor, and I'm not a genius or anyone of any significance.  I basically just want to get my life over with.  I figured that maybe I could benefit the world in a different kind of way though, covertly.  No one would guess that I participated in meditations/magick to remove the most evil beings in existence.  But, what was my motivation for doing so?  Did my motivation arise out of wanting to make the world a better place, or did my motivation arise out of insecurity for being a menial labor drone?  This is a very difficult question to ask, because if I did the meditations/magick because I wanted to make up for being a menial labor drone, then my motivation was superficial from the very start, not being a motivation from any higher purpose.  Perhaps if I can ask this question of myself though, my motivation did come from a higher purpose. 

Anyway, setting my own life story aside which no one, including myself, gives a damn about (humor intended), what's been done to money is despicable.  When people get free money without providing any benefit to the world, money becomes worthless.  People mine as well just steal groceries from a grocery store, because the money they use to buy their groceries with was given to them for free, which really is no different than stealing.  I no longer look at money as having value because of what's been done to money.  

When money has no value, the quality of products and services goes down the tube.  What's the solution?  It will take an intelligence and force far beyond human capabilities to defeat those who are turning the US into a third world country.  People by their own means are nothing compared to those who have, for a very, very long time, been sabotaging and subjugating humanity.  I just hope the opposing forces who are powerful enough to stop the cabal are real.  There is evidence indicating that the light forces are real.

(I suppose I went on some tangents in this post.  I cannot think of anything else that is pertinent at this time to write, so I will leave it here.)

Prison Break

Only being present, without any thoughts whatsoever, can break up the countless mental prisons created within my mind.  

Here's an example of one of countless mental prisons:  I encountered an alternative media website today with an audio clip claiming that in September or October, the military will start going door to door with mandatory vaccinations in blue states at gun point.  The audio clip claimed that political dissidents (I would definitely be regarded as such simply for refusing to get the vaccine, along with other reasons) would be taken to concentration camps (FEMA camps) to be 'eliminated.' 

Ok.  Firstly, I seriously doubt it will ever reach this point, because wasn't our military supposed to be taking out the cabal anyway?  I've seen some evidence suggesting that the cabal are being arrested and/or eliminated, although this process is being dragged out to the point of making it seem virtually endless.  At the very least, the US military would probably never betray US citizens in this way.  My conclusion is that the audio clip is fear mongering to get me to freak out, creating yet another mental prison.  

Secondly, if things ever did actually get to this point, life would no longer be worth living anyway, so I'd definitely get my gun out if they busted through my door in my home, and I would try to take some of them out before they shoot me to death.  I might get a couple shots in on my way out.  Whatever.  Life would be 100% meaningless and pointless by that point anyway, so I would 'go out with a bang' lol!  

Thirdly, whenever this thought process occurs, trying to get me to be afraid of the military coming to kill me in the near future (I live in a blue state), I will interrupt this thought process by stopping all thoughts and being present in the moment.  I could focus on my surroundings, or my physical body - anything that is in the present moment.  I interrupt mental prisons by being present, greatly weakening them.  I then feel much better.  I repeat this process as needed throughout the day.  It's very difficult for me to be present more than a few seconds anymore, but this is all it takes to interrupt the mental prisons.  

There are so many horrible thoughts and possible scenarios that continuously go through my mind.  If I were to give a percentage of the amount of negative thinking I have, it would probably be 90% negative thinking, and 10% positive/neutral thinking.  There is the technique of turning around negative thinking into positive thinking, or choosing to accept or reject my thoughts (this was a suggestion from a very positive occultist online).  I can't even do this though, because there are too many negative thoughts to keep track of, overwhelming me.  So, the only option left is to interrupt the entire process, and continually reboot my mind through being present.  Each time I reboot my mind, the seemingly endless negativity becomes weaker and weaker.  Currently, this is all I can do.  Perhaps in the future, once the negativity is neutralized to a certain point, I will be able to choose to accept or reject my thoughts.  

While on the subject, Eckhart Tolle offers some very useful perspectives regarding negative thinking.

 

 

 

I also still focus on the violet flame and pink light to help clear and harmonize the planetary situation, but it is I Am presence that is behind all visualizations.  If I'm not even present when focusing on visualizations due to being overrun with negative thinking, I may want to strengthen what is primary (I Am presence), at least in my own case.  

The End of All Mental Prisons (A Rant to End All Rants)

Covid cases in the US keep going up and up on the graphs, up from a low of just under 10,000 on June 27th to just over 27,000 on the 9th of July.  The mainstream media will probably make news articles stating "Covid cases are up nearly 300%," just like clockwork.  The unvaccinated will of course be blamed for everything.  This is the perfect scenario for the cabal to take more freedoms away.

Guess what though?  I've made a discovery.  Everything I think about regarding current events, from Covid to droughts to vaccines to cyber attacks to (fill in the blank here)... has become a mental prison.  When I think about the light forces and how they are not able to clear things out, this is a mental prison.  When I get stinging sensations and then I wonder why the light forces still haven't cleared this out despite eons of time passing, this is a mental prison.  When I have horrible, pointless, schizophrenic dreams in my sleep, this is a mental prison.  When I go to multiple alternative media sites to read more about the BS the deep state keeps pushing, this is a mental prison.  When I look at the mainstream news to see what tactics they are using lately (tactics which are often very predictable), this is a mental prison.  Just about everything I think about has become a mental prison.

If all civilization is just a bunch of stupid fucking bullshit, it's time for me to move on.  But oh, putting my head in the sand am I?  No.  I've known what the cabal are up to for several years.  It's just the same BS over and over and over again.  There's no point in watching the same old show anymore.  It's time to change the channel.  I'd be putting my head in the sand if I kept looking at all the stupid fucking bullshit.  

I'm moving on.  The only freedom I can know now is to completely empty my mind and be present in the moment.  As cliche as that sounds, it's the only thing that works.  If the entire world is a cesspool hell, at least I don't have to have a cesspool hell in my mind anymore.  If the cabal are not going to be deleted from reality, and are now being allowed to make the 'official' Covid cases (for whatever those numbers are worth - those numbers are probably not very accurate) go back up again to further subjugate the United States, at least I can delete them from my mind.  At least I don't have to have them in my head anymore laughing at me and how they are going to fist fuck me and the rest of the world with their continued allowed abuse.  Obviously no one will delete them.  Not my fucking problem anymore. 

Does that make me a coward?  I've stuck it out longer than most, and I've been put through abuse most wouldn't even think to be possible, fighting the good fight.  It's time for EVERYONE ELSE to finally wake up and do something for a change. 

I'm not going to get upset anymore.  This is my final rant.  It's time for me to make peace with my life, and be present instead of being stuck in all this garbage that gets endlessly thrown around.  The world may be going to hell in a hand basket (it truly is), but this is MY MIND, and I can do whatever I wish with MY MIND.  MY MIND is not a damn garbage dump!  I'm tired of being upset all the time over all this endless BS.  The only freedom left is found when the mind is cleared of everything, as pure presence, because everything else is endless bad news with no light whatsoever at the end of the tunnel.  Fuck that.

I don't care anymore.

 

 

 

 

I Just Had to Go There

This is a controversial subject, and I simply wrote as the thoughts occurred to me.  This may be a more personal issue that is being projected outward.  Therefore, the following writing may have distortions and untruths.

Lightworkers have quite a few dysfunctions, not just because they are ruthlessley energetically attacked, but also because most of them don't have a sex life.  In fact, many may regard sexuality as a 'lower nature' that has no place in spirituality.  This of course ends up biting lightworkers in the ass (without any ass biting taking place - sorry - bad joke).

I've encountered those who do what they love, and live a very successful life.  In order for someone to attain this though, they must be sexually satisfied.  Anyone who does not have their sexuality satisfied will be dysfunctional in all other areas of life.  It's that important, and that's why so many people give their power away, because they are cut off from the power that a satisfied sexuality brings.

Humans are actually designed to be care-free in a wilderness, just like the animal kingdom.  Humans are not designed to have all the current types of technology and so forth - this was a hybridization.  All these terms like 'higher self' and 'spiritual this' and 'spiritual that' and so forth have become artificial.  Humans were eventually meant for such developments, but this process was artificially sped up by 'non-terrestrial' positive forces, but then hijacked and distorted by 'non-terrestrial' negative forces.  The technology that exists today has greatly been influenced by negative forces.  It's not a harmonious technology.  If humanity evolved in a natural way, technology would be of a much higher quality, and would not have so many dangers, such as the threat posed by trans-humanism.

Back to sexuality.  It's ok to be driven by a higher purpose, but there can be no 'higher nature' when the 'lower nature' remains unsatisfied.  Generally speaking, the less a person's 'lower nature' is satisfied, the less power this person will have (unless this person is cabal, who steals power - thus, it's not the cabal's power anyway).  One of the most powerful forces in the universe is hidden in 'doing the nasty.'  Sexuality has become imbalanced, with all the porn anyone could ever dream of, yet little to no sexual satisfaction in the real world because of all the engineered conflicts between the sexes, religious shaming, and secular shaming (shaming for not being homosexual).  

(Regarding homosexuality, homosexuals, and also transexuals, can have greater psychic abilities.  I'm not sure why this is.  It may have something to do with the energetic merging of similar polarities in the case of homosexuals.  Transexuals might somehow be merging both their male and female aspects within themselves, allowing for greater abilities.)

Laziness is not the result of 'just being lazy.'  Laziness is the result of the 'lower nature' being unsatisfied.  One profoundly powerful sexual experience can CURE depression, along with other neurotic problems.  A powerful sexual experience is the #1 experience most lightworkers lack.  

A person can satisfy themselves alone, but this is more difficult.  The danger of being alone without a partner is that more and more extreme fantasies might be imagined in order to be gratified, which can become a mental prison.  Porn addiction is also a mental prison.  A possible solution to experience sexual satisfaction when alone is to role play the male, and then alternate to the female.  This way, both the projecting and receiving energies are merged together, possibly making up for the lack of a partner.  When chronically alone, perhaps the individual must become both the male and female to be more fully satisfied.   

Lifting weights and other forms of exercise is essential for those who don't have a partner.  Exercise helps alleviate sexual dissatisfaction in many ways.  The endorphins released from exercise perhaps have a similar benefit compared with a powerful sexual experience.  The exercise needs to not be overdone though, as overdoing it creates the opposite desired effect.

There are those who do what's called "nofap."  This may for some people.  For many though, they just aren't able to stop fapping for long periods of time, no matter how much they try lol!

This is all I can think of regarding sexuality at this point.  If further thoughts arise, I will make updates on this post.

Evil Intelligence (EI)

This post regards what I will term as Evil Intelligence (EI).  EI has many other names as well, including "Demiurge" and "AntiChrist."  These are probably all terms that describe the same Evil.  I use the word "Evil" because when abuse reaches a certain extreme, I could not find any other word to use.

Within the mainstream and alternative media, EI is very clever.  There were instances in the past when I researched intel from the alternative media, and then the mainstream media debunked this intel.  The alternative media intel was engineered to be false by EI in order to make the mainstream media look more credible.  There have also been cases when the alternative media intel was true but didn't give enough specific information, and I was left unable to counter the mainstream media's debunking.  I've been made a fool of in this way, making me look like a whack job who didn't know what I was talking about due to this lack of specific information.  EI often sets up situations where there is enough information to make a claim, but not enough information to make a case.  If there is enough information to make a case, EI does everything it can to keep the case from reaching the majority of the population.

Furthermore regarding the media, when EI is countered by positive forces in the arena of world events, and matters are improving, the mainstream media omits this positive information.  Then, EI gets the mainstream and alternative media to focus too much on negative events that are occurring, encouraging a 'doom and gloom' perspective.  Both in the mainstream and alternative media, many journalists probably have good intentions, not even realizing they are being manipulated by EI.  There are also, however, many journalists in the mainstream and alternative media who know exactly what they are doing, as agents of EI (cabal).

EI is very good at orchestrating negative synchronicities for desired negative outcomes.  It's not always evil people behind the scenes orchestrating negative synchronicities though.  Many times, well-meaning people become unknowing assistants to EI.  EI makes it as difficult as possible to obtain a 'mountain eye view,' resulting in unforeseen manipulation.  And, there are many cases when it seems like oneself has a 'mountain-eye view' when in fact there are many EI engineered blind spots.  The cleverness of EI is often underestimated.  

When people are in a state of emotional distress, this makes it much easier for EI to manipulate them.  EI knows the power of emotion well, and steers emotion to benefit itself.  This can easily be seen in the engineered political conflicts in the US.  In the US, people get emotionally engaged in opposing political belief systems, and then passionately fight one another.  'Divide and conquer' is definitely a MO of EI.  People fight one another instead of uniting against their common enemy, allowing the active agents of EI - the cabal - to remain in power.  Countless wars have been fought throughout time, and the majority of them were of course engineered by EI.

In the past, I noticed that when I would be in a peaceful, carefree state of mind, something negative would happen to me.  EI was threatened by my peaceful state, as this created a shortage of loosh, and thus EI needed to cause something negative to happen.  This is probably also why lightworkers are not allowed to reunite with their twin souls, to prevent as much access as possible to any feelings of peace and well-being. 

An interpretation of the movie The Matrix is to see everyone as a battery for EI.  EI orchestrates traumas from an early age, and these traumas are used to create conflicts and loosh throughout the rest of one's life.  The frequency, severity, and particular type of programming from traumas experienced in childhood determine the amount of loosh generation throughout adulthood.  Traumas can be healed though.  Being aware of how childhood traumas cause present conflicts is crucial to removing EI's influence over one's own life.

Goddess presence is probably the #1 threat to EI, because Goddess presence cuts off the loosh that maintains EI's existence.  Without enough loosh, EI would starve and be dissolved.  Goddess presence heals and makes peace, only allowing war when war is absolutely necessary, but stops all unnecessary wars from happening before they begin.  EI, however, starts all wars that are unnecessary, and stops all necessary wars before they begin.  For example, there have been countless times when EI stopped the very necessary elimination of top cabal key players.  

EI was an experiment in creation that got out of hand.  The experiment was perhaps as follows:  All-possibility includes anti-possibility.  EI is anti-possibility, as its true nature is to ultimately destroy everything, including itself.  It's impossible to be outside of God/Source though.  EI will be returned to God/Source.  EI's defeat is guaranteed, and being aware of how it operates is a useful tool to hasten this process.

Goddess Drought

Goddess presence (the kind mentioned on the 2012 portal blog) is so powerful because it stops wars before they begin.  Wars that only benefit the cabal can be stopped before they begin with Goddess presence.  

I dreamed last night that all the grass was completely brown and dead, surrounded by desert.  I interpret this dream to be the state of how little Goddess presence exists on Earth.  This is the reason why so many people want to pick fights nowadays.  The Earth is still experiencing a very severe Goddess drought.

 

Source Music

I made a playlist of some of the most powerful music I've ever listened to.  Much of this is soundtrack music, but I disassociate the soundtracks from the movies.  Be sure to temporarily hit the volume button to mute out all the ads that may pop up before the videos, especially the invasive vaccine ads.  Most of the ads have a 'skip ad' button that shows up after 5 seconds to skip to the music.

Unfortunately, most music is tuned to A440 instead of A432.  All the music in this playlist is probably tuned to A440.  I've discovered that even when tuning A440 music down to A432, this only preserves a small percentage of the A432 frequencies.  The only way to get the music properly tuned to A432 is to make the music tuned to A432 from scratch.  I've found that if the melody/melody progression is good enough though, music still has a profound effect, even if tuned to A440.

If I find new ones to add, I will add them as I find them.  If others have suggestions, this is very much welcome!

Enjoy!

Source Music

Employee Mask Rule Overturned

I was prepared to walk out today over making non-vaccinated employees wear masks while vaccinated employees don't have to wear masks.  However, today the rule was changed so that no employees have to wear masks, regardless of vaccination status.  

This is a great example of it being the people who have all the power.  If the mask rule remained, enough employees would have walked out just like me in grocery stores everywhere to cause a major shut down. The people always have had, and always will have, all the power.  It's just a matter of the people choosing not to give their power away, standing their ground!  I look forward to more and more instances of people reclaiming their basic human rights like this everywhere!

Victory of the Light :)

Paleo for Now

Seems starch itself is causing inflammation.  So, I will probably go paleo, with fructose at around 20g per day.  The fructose/sucrose will be my only source of carbohydrate, unless eating some diary again, getting some lactose.  

I'm all out of ideas.  Nothing else works, so I will give this a go.  I'm avoiding beef, and am using the air fryer for tender drum sticks from chicken.  Here's the plan:

 

- Tenderized unbreaded chicken

- Yogurt with no sugar added, or a very small amount of sugar added with some stevia

- Cheese

- Egg whites

- Small amount of fruit

 

Paleo is basically low carb because there's no starch.  However, some people who go paleo eat small amounts of rice.  I will forgo all starch for the time being though.  

I supplemented with some buffered vitamin C yesterday and today, and oddly enough, this did not make me tired.  Something is different now.

Bring It On

At work yesterday, the mask rule changed.  The new rule is employees who are vaccinated don't have to wear masks.  Unvaccinated employees, however, still have to wear masks.  

This rule isn't being fully enforced, because there is no official way to know who is and who is not vaccinated.  However, there is a lottery ticket giveaway and a $100 bonus for employees who get the vaccine.  This $100 giveaway will probably be used to track employees who did or did not get the vaccine.  

Here's the deal.  The next day I go to work, I'm going to work without wearing a face covering of any kind.  If I'm told by anyone in upper management that I have to wear a face covering because I didn't get the vaccine, I will walk out.  And guess what?  I'm definitely not the only one who's going to do this.  Fortunately there is a substantial portion of employees who are not going to allow this discrimination and abuse.  They will also take the same course of action.

The grocery store where I work is already operating with a skeleton crew.  The grocery store cannot afford to lose any more employees.  Employers across the US are desperate for workers, but hardly anyone wants to work because in far too many cases, people get paid more money NOT to work.  It's interesting that so many CEO's are upset because there's not enough workers to operate the nuts and bolts of their companies, yet it's these same CEO's who went along with the scamdemic in order to push for the great reset.  Well, this didn't quite work out the way they wanted.  They underestimated the resilience of the human spirit.

Even if one person calls in sick on a work day, it becomes a disaster trying to get someone from another department in the store to fill in for their shift.  So go ahead.  Tell me I have to wear a face covering for not getting the vaccine.  Let's just see if the store can be run without me, and others like me.  You will be fucked. 

I've been at this job for the last 5 years, and I'm beyond sick of it.  The idea of not having to work there anymore makes me ecstatic!   

I'm back :)