Holding the Light, The Problem I've Run Into, and Aggression May Still Help if Used 'Properly'

Holding the Light

To really be stronger with "holding the light," it's not only a matter of having a versatile/adaptive psychology and doing meditations.  The physical body must also be in a balanced state. 

Eating meat increases 'barbarian aspects,' which definitely hinders holding the light.  Even after no longer eating meat for a day or two, it's still in the system in the colon.  The cleansing of meat from the system can be sped up through colonic irrigations.  There are ways to do this without going to a colonic irrigation clinic.  I won't go into the details though for the sake of 'etiquette.'  

Here are some personal findings.  These findings may or may not apply universally: 

– Whey protein isolate or concentrate is destabilizing. (This still isn't certain, but is becoming more and more probable.)

– Dairy in its natural forms are not as destabilizing as meat, and can be consumed without being placed too much off balance.

– Being lacto-vegetarian is easy, but being vegan is extremely difficult.  (Those  who can be vegan for long periods of time without issues have accomplished quite a feat!)

– Pea protein isolate and rice protein isolate only cause tiredness when combined with dairy.  A dairy meal can therefore be alternated with a non-dairy meal with vegan protein powders.

Back to physiology:  I can apply CBT and stoicism, but if my physiology is imbalanced, the imbalanced energy doesn't dissipate, and almost all of my attention has to be focused on distancing myself from destructive thinking.  Only the combination of physiological balance with CBT and stoicism creates a state of balance and harmony.  With all of these conditions being met, meditations can be done with much greater access to the light.  ("Stoicism" is not being used here with the common definition as "cold and unfeeling."  I'm referring to historical stoicism, which is entirely different.)

True lightwork involves tapping into a harmony that prevents conflicts before they start.  This allows for synchronicities to work in one's favor, as well as in the world's favor.

Some prefer to be fighters though.  I knew someone who ate large amounts of meat to give him strength to rip apart negative entities in the astral.  However, light can come through to dissolve these entities instead.  It's just a matter of what one prefers.  There is no 'one size fits all' approach.  For those who do Cobra meditations though, eating meat doesn't mix well.  It requires a high level of 'fine tuning' to be able to be in a balanced enough state to access the light when working with Cobra meditations.   

The Problem I've Run Into

Being vegetarian and holding the light has placed me on the other side of the 'predator-prey' spectrum.  In the dreamstate this morning, two others tried to dominate me with their 'animalistic urges.'  (I'd rather not go into too many details.)  Just as a predator hunts its prey in the animal kingdom, humans (maybe just the cabal portion of humanity along with certain compromised individuals) hunt those who hold the light.  

(Important note:  Being on the prey side of the predator-prey spectrum does not mean I preyed on anyone in the past when being more on the predator side.  I never went after anyone, but I was more aggressive and had more 'barbaric vibes' – vibes which I kept to myself.  For example, I never tried to kidnap someone and sell them into slavery – in the dreamstate this morning I was threatened with this as I was being assaulted.)     

With all the subquantum/lurker cleared, I'm very puzzled because there's still so much darkness in the world.  'Predatory animalistic tendencies' of people appear to be amplified.  It's still very unclear as to why this would be.  (I'm not complaining; I just don't understand.)

Aggression Can Help When Holding the Light if Used 'Properly'

Sometimes when my mind keeps tormenting me with stupid nonsense, such as imagining scenarios of conflict and 'getting all worked up,' it works to aggressively tell the mind to shut up.  (I live alone, so there's no one to look at me like I'm crazy when I start saying, "Shut up!")  

Sometimes a more aggressive approach is needed when the bull starts getting really stupid.  Doing so does not appear to be compromising.  It provides relief when nothing else works to make it stop with its bull-shit.