Am I Being Manipulated by Negative Forces?

There is the inverted tree, which is called the Qlippoth.  In this inverted tree, there are many, very powerful beings that know only destruction, chaos, and oblivion.  

The chimera, which are discussed by 2012portal, according to occult science, have their origins in the inverted tree.  There are vampiric arachnids in the inverted tree, along with countless other beings that are grotesque in nature beyond description.  

It could easily be said that Lightworkers are combating entities from the Qlippoth, and the situation may be something entirely different than what 2012portal claims.  I’ve repeatedly thought that the chimera were being cleared from me, only to later get stinging sensations.  These stinging sensations, to the best of my knowledge, is my etheric body being eaten away by vampiric beings – in this case, vampiric arachnids.  

If one were to ask true occultists if the inverted tree of could be cleared away in the foreseeable future, they would laugh.  The entities and number of entities in the inverted tree are massive to say the least.  These beings are the ancient ones, who are the oldest of all beings.  Probably, the best thing anyone can do is try to seal them off, to avoid getting sucked down into the inverted tree.  

Perhaps lightworkers who follow 2012portal are just food for entities from the Qlippoth.  'Rainbows and unicorns' keep getting promised by 2012portal to lightworkers who have practically zero occult knowledge.  Just enough Love and Light are sent to lightworkers to pacify them into continuing onward, being oblivious to the danger they are placing themselves in.  

My experience says that there is no end in sight to the arachnid entities.  Excuse after excuse keeps being made by 2012portal as to why these beings still exist, so the feeding ground for the inverted tree continues.  The saviors never show, and lightworkers become food for the inverted tree.  

Should lightworkers just ‘hang in there’ while continually exposing themselves to extreme danger, or should lightworkers do the best they can to get out of the situation and call on help that is completely unrelated to 2012portal?

2012portal is also always so excited about a new Atlantis, but it was (to the best of my knowledge) the Atlantians who were the fools who opened portals to realms such as the Qlippoth. 

I do not make the claim that the above description is what’s really going on.  However, I do know that the inverted tree has not been cleared.  I was given this knowledge by Angels in the dreamstate, and my intuition tells me that I am not being deceived.  Plus, there is the case of the Jinn that was previously discussed, yet even the Satanic Jinn don’t want to go down into the inverted tree.

The Violet Flame, Fire of An, and so forth are still very powerful, but perhaps should be used to help seal off the inverted tree, instead of trying to clear evil, because trying to clear evil, especially when it comes to the chimera, means directly taking on the inverted tree.  

A counterargument could be made that I’m being manipulated to protect the chimera, but when this amount of time has passed and my etheric body keeps getting eaten away (I’m taking action to stop this now from sources outside of 2012portal), and I learn occult knowledge that is never discussed on 2012portal on a countless number of subjects, with zero closure for this long… maybe something else is going on… or maybe I’m being manipulated to say this to destabilize key lightworkers as a last ditch effort to stop the clearing of the quantum supercomputer.  At the very least, extra protection protocols beyond the scope of 2012portal probably wouldn’t be a bad idea.