Vadim Zeland's "Reality Transurfing" Notes and Summaries, Chapter 9 Part 1

(This chapter is divided into two parts, as the audio for it is nearly two hours long.  I ended this part at a good stopping place at around 40 minutes.)  More and more, I'm left speechless by this material.

When stopping one’s own mind of activity, there is still an awareness that exists.  What remains of the self when one’s social identity, memories, and the entire universe is taken away from one’s mind, and there is only oneself?

People assume themselves to be either master or servant, but neither is true.  Humans are nothing more than drops that fly in from the ocean for brief moments.  Individual drops don’t think they have anything in common with the ocean until going back into the ocean, with their oneness restored.  

Drops can take multiple forms:  An ice-icicle, a snowflake, or a cloud or stream.  The form differs, but the essence is the same.  All these different forms find it difficult to know that they are all water.  

Near death experiences are often of feeling one with the cosmos.  In a sense, the drop has returned to the ocean and rediscovered its true essence, knowing that it consists of the same substance as the ocean.

Humans have always sought enlightenment - the dissolution of the ego and being one with all that is.  However, it is not the task of Transurfing to help people reach enlightenment, for this is too great a task and not essential to personal goals.

Transurfing allows for a loop-hole to access the amount of outer intention necessary to fulfill personal desires.

The mind has will, but is not capable of ruling outer intention.  The heart, on the other hand, can experience oneness with outer intention, but has no will, flying through the alternatives space like an uncontrolled kite.  This is why unity of heart and mind allows outer intention to be under the sway of your will.  This unity is difficult, but not unachievable.  

We have been taught since early childhood to concentrate on separate elements.  There is an established template of perception.  If someone has never seen another person’s energy field, the mind would be reluctant for the eyes to see it because this is not aligned with the established template.  There can be theories of auras, but perception has been taught not to see them.  

Ants have never seen the stars, the sun, mountains, or even the forest.  Their vision is designed from birth to only focus on objects that are in close proximity, so an ant’s perception of the world is radically different than our own.  

“What does the world look like?” is not an objective question, because it’s only a question that can be answered by our own template of perception.  To a blind mole, “looks like” does not exist.  

The subconscious is from birth, while the conscious is defined in terms of ideas and definitions of human language.

The soul will always be illiterate, because it does not understand the world in terms of human words.  The heart is only capable of understanding what we call feelings.  

You do not have to have words to think.  Thoughts are primary, not words.  There’s no point in trying to communicate with the subconscious using the language of the intellect.  

Everyone can understand the language of the heart - love and passion.  

Art can be understood on a deeper level than words.

Language became the primary focus, so replaced deeper levels of communication.  Even descriptions with words in this book are just based on intellectual concepts.

The mind can retrieve lost knowledge, but can only do so with unity between heart and mind.  

Your heart already has everything you need to know to realize your desires.

In the Wizard of Oz, the tin man dreams of having a brain, the scarecrow longs for a heart, the lion strives to acquire courage, and the girl wants to go home.  All the characters already have what they desire, but if the wizard tells them so, it would sound too implausible, so he creates a magic ritual instead.  All the tin man, scarecrow, and lion needed was to give themselves permission to have what was already in their souls.  For Dorothy, her will needed to carry her home on the wind of intention.

Not everything connected with outer intention fits into the framework of the concepts of the mind.  

Pendulum-monsters only benefit from people who do not stand out in any way, who are content to work for them like a cog in a wheel.  The realization of individual potential is a threat to the pendulum, because an individual who is free works for his/her own prosperity.  This is why from childhood we are conditioned to be obedient adherents.

On the one hand, rules help a person to function in life.  On the other hand, social conditioning strongly suppresses a person’s unique individuality.  People cannot say what they really want, and they have no idea of their true capabilities.   If you want to suppress a person’s ability to master outer intention, is it enough to break the heart’s connection with the mind.

Throughout history, huge efforts have been made to divorce the heart from the mind.  The mind has worked constantly to perfect its language of symbols while at the same time becoming ever-less practiced in the language of the heart.  Pendulums of religion, like pendulums of science, have pulled the mind in different directions, as far as possible from the true nature of the heart.  And finally, modern technologies have dissolved the connection altogether.  

The influence of pendulums is particularly present in modern times, because everyone is reading books, listening to the radio, watching television, and accessing information via the internet.  Humanity has absorbed a huge volume of knowledge, and equally as much delusion, which holds just as steadfastly in the psyche.  The separation of heart and mind is humanity’s greatest loss.

It is widely accepted that success can only be achieved by a small number of famous individuals.  No one seems to question this, or see this as abnormal.  There’s no point in trying to ‘save humanity.’  But maybe ask yourself, “Why them, and not me?  What do I have to do to become one of the chosen few?”  The answer is that you already have everything you need.  All you have to do is use it.  You are capable of anything.  It’s just that no one has told you this.  Turn to your heart, because your heart has all knowledge, and all achievements of humanity.  You just have not asked your heart yet.

All great geniuses of art, science, and business have only succeeded in creating masterpieces because they turned to their hearts.  What makes your heart any worse than theirs?  Nothing.

The mind can make a perfect copy, but only the heart is capable of creating an original.  Just accept that your heart has everything you need, and take joy in making the most of it.  The reader may doubt this, because pendulums want you to think your goals are unattainable.  Ignore such arguments, and know that when unified, your heart and mind are capable of anything.  After all, you have nothing to lose.  For what have you achieved in the framework of all those ‘reasonable arguments?’  You only have one life.  Why not shake off all those limiting beliefs?

One of humanity’s greatest delusions:  “Sacrifice your own desires, and act in the interests of others.”  

Allow yourself to be you.  You really are an amazing, unique being.  Take off the masks from pendulums and allow yourself to be so.

Only the heart can create an ingenious creation.  Make sure your mind allows your heart to do so.  

Pendulums love to show off their favorite stars to the majority.  Stars are born independently, but are lit up by pendulums.  Star-worship is set up by pendulums.  In films, in stadiums, and on TV, we are constantly being shown society’s best representatives - the chosen ones.

Pendulums promote stars in order to get people to serve them more.  The propaganda that is promoted is, “Anyone can be a star, but they have to work really hard.  Do what they do, and you will be successful.  Stars have qualities you don’t have, so you have to labor especially hard if you want success.”  These are the slogans pendulums use.  
It would be the certain death of pendulums if everyone were to discover their own remarkable abilities.  Pendulums do best when their adherents think and act in the same way.  Pendulums need stars to only be the exception, and not the rule.  And the rule is, “Do what I do.”  

Many young people fall into the pendulum’s trap, trying to be like their idols, copying them, with posters of them on their bedroom walls.  Reason tells the heart that she’s less than perfect.  “Even with my abilities, success is beyond me.  I have no chance.  But these people - now that’s a different story!  Look at them!  We need to learn from them!”  The desire to be like idols is inner intention, like the fly beating itself against the window.  

Copying someone else’s script creates a parody.  The heart’s potential can never be fully realized in a sector that does not belong to it.  How do you find your own sector though?  There is no need for the mind to worry about this, because when left unhindered, the heart will find the path of self expression.  The mind’s task is to forget about other people’s experience, to acknowledge the heart’s extraordinary nature, and to allow it to find its own path.

Teenagers are particularly susceptible to the influence of pendulums, because they don’t know what to do or how to behave.  It’s easier for them to emulate others than to stand out on their own.  The crowd provides security, but hinders individuality.  Teenagers have cliques, dress the style, and use phrases like “wicked,” “cool,” and so forth, behaving consistently with each other.  They definitely follow the pendulum’s rule of, “Do as I do.’  The very small section of teenagers who embrace their own individuality help set the trends.

It is better to put a photograph of yourself on the wall, and admire that, than someone else’s image.  Loving yourself is extremely beneficial and constructive.  Loving yourself leads to self-approval, and only brings forth balanced forces when accompanied by disregard for others.  

You really are a unique individual, and in a sense, no one else can compete with you.  Just give yourself permission to be yourself.  There can be no competitors to your own personal uniqueness.  Remember that you have a right to your own individuality, and you will have a huge advantage over those who try to copy the experiences of others.  

When giving up futile attempts to be like others, everything will work out.  When acknowledging the brilliance of your own individuality, others will have no choice but to agree with you.  

Movie stars are stars because they are themselves.  Removing the masks creates “life on the stage.”  

Shake off the stereotypes imposed by pendulums, and once and for all claim the infinite possibilities of your own soul.  There is nothing pendulums can do to stop you if you reject the experiences of others and give yourself permission to be a star.  All pendulums can do is lie to you, saying, “A star is beautiful, and I’m not beautiful.  A star has to be able to sing well, act, and dance, but I cannot.  A star has to have talent which I do not have.  I don’t have what it takes.  I’m better at watching others do it.”

Look at the stars of pop, science, sporting, and business models.  Many, if not all, do not fit the standards of what a star should look like.  Every celebrity has a bundle of flaws that could easily eclipse their positive traits.  Examples:  One star has a long nose, but people still think she’s beautiful.  Another star cannot sing but people are crazy about her songs.  Another has no acting ability.  The directors sent her packing, but she still climbed to the ranks of celebrities.  Another is short and fat, leaving one to guess why women love him so much.  

A bright personality breaks the rule, and pendulums have to acknowledge them as an exception, while the other stereotypes remain in force.  

You can sing with a well trained voice and be in obscurity, or sing terribly but in your own curious manner, and everyone will love it.  You can boast brilliant intellectual abilities and never achieve anything, while someone else with less intelligence who constantly harps about their mad ideas makes a brilliant discovery.  You may have outstanding physical qualities but never become a sports star, whereas the one who dares to break the conventional stereotype leads the game on the field in an unexpected way and ends up the golden player.  

Watch out not to be on the pendulum hook by chasing someone else’s goal.  This will only lead to disappointment.  What good is someone else’s goal?  Listen to your heart.  Your heart knows best of all where you can shine like a star.  

Pendulums have the law than only a chosen few can become favorites, while everyone else must fulfill the function of ordinary adherence and observe the rules of the system.  Transurfing cannot remove this law, but it can help you to break away from it.