Follow-Up to Immunity Post

Regarding the part on vegetarianism and veganism:

In the past, I was too impatient with vegetarianism.  When going vegetarian, it takes a few days to fully 'energetically detox' from any meat that has previously been eaten, which I did not see.

If someone decides to stop eating meat, this should not be done out of 'stuckupness,' but instead out of a desire to have a better chance to get outside the range of certain attacks and/or to be in a better position to say "No" to various 'dark tendencies.'  (Some attacks take the form of dark tendencies, which then allow for other attacks; it's a viscous cycle.)

As there are more and more cosmic energies coming through, perhaps it actually would be a better idea to stop eating meat, or at the least, stop eating meat for periods of time for the sake of cleansing.  Lately I've felt guided to stop eating even the cleanest meat.

In the past I ate meat because I believed I needed extra strength to perform physically demanding jobs, but perhaps this is not so.

As always, I'm not telling anyone what they should do.  This is just my latest personal finding regarding meat. 

I've found that whey protein doesn't cause 'balance issues.'  I feel guided to go vegetarian but not vegan. 

Advice to Have Greater Immunity from Attacks

(This advice is in no particular order.)

Don't drink alcohol.

Don't smoke marijuana (no THC, period.)

Don't do caffeine.

Don't do any drugs of any kind.

Don't take any pharmaceuticals.  (Disclaimer: I'm not a doctor and this is not medical advice.)

Keep simple sugar (the sweet stuff) intake very low.

Keep vegetable oil intake very low.

Don't have any 'food vices.'  Meaning, don't get addicted to one particular kind of food.  (In my case it was a yogurt addiction.)

Eat 'clean,' and if eating wheat, it should be organic when possible to avoid Monsanto's Roundup.  This doesn't necessarily mean go vegan or vegetarian.  Vegans and vegetarians do not have a 'superior spiritual standing.'  Some people don't do well with oxalates, phytates, saponins, and lectins, so they avoid many fruits and vegetables.  It's individualized.

Don't look at pornography of any kind.

Have an (individualized) exercise routine.  It doesn't have to be anything fancy.  It could just be taking a walk. 

Practice the art of focus and meditation, allowing for greater internal balance.

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The above advice doesn't allow for invincibility to attacks, but does help quite a bit.  Just knowing that oneself is living better - this increases both confidence and 'energetic standing.'  

Current Status of Attacks

At first I thought there may have been some progress with decreasing the attacks, but this is not so.  My previous post confirms this.

Also, there are continued burning and stinging sensations, along with continued electronic dark thoughtform bombardments.  There is also the previously mentioned helicopter incident.  Sorry to say, the attacks are still very active, and have not abated on any experiential level.

Back to 'square one.'

To Be Brutally Honest

Over the years, I've experienced several lifetimes of experience through the dreamstate.  It really is that vast.  I'm concerned that my mind will start falling apart because it's just too much to fit into one mind.

One of my abilities is to momentarily have someone else's perspective, completely experiencing it as my own.  I just had the perspective of (probably) a member of the Light Forces about me, and it was not exactly positive.  The perspective was:

"I love you, but you are still very brutal."

I didn't know how to exactly say it, but yes, it's true.  I'm am one of the most brutal people on the planet.  However, I am a Master in the truest sense at keeping the brutality to myself, unlike the cabal.  If someone were to call me a lightworker, I would be the lightworker who by far has the largest shadow, who by far carries the most anomaly.  It's actually quite rare for someone like myself to still try to contribute to planetary liberation.  

Even if I can say all the right things (occasionally), this doesn't mean I'm good natured.  I just wanted to let people know who may look up to me that I'm not someone to look up to.  I'm not being too hard on myself either.  No, seriously, don't look up to me.  

I have a good heart, but again, I've had too much interaction with the anomaly over the years.  People would be very shocked if they knew just how bad it really is.  The Light Forces may know.  If not, I'm giving them fair warning.  I suspect they know though because it feels like they are being especially cautious with me.  

I have some ideas to better manage my shadow, but it will take time.

On another note, an unmarked black helicopter with more than one rotor flew extremely low over where I live.  It was so low that the place shook.  It was so low I'm surprised it didn't run into a tree.  The probability of this being coincidental is virtually zero because I live in a somewhat remote location.  There is a small airport not far away, but it's only for coast guard, and their helicopters are not unmarked.  So, as anomalous as I may be, perhaps I'm doing something right to be harassed on this level - who knows. 

But again, don't believe I'm positive.  A part of me kind of even enjoys being messed up.  I'm just being 'brutally honest.'  It's better that I do so now and not try to be someone I'm not, and/or portray myself as someone I'm not.  

Keeping It Simple

It's well known that I like to explore other esoteric practices beyond 2012 Portal.  I do this for more self improvement and curiosity.  My latest experiment was to chant letters from the Hebrew alphabet (while internally visualizing their characters) to A432 frequencies while looking at sacred geometry on my computer last night before bed.  The result was complete disaster in the dreamstate.

I won't describe what happened in the dreamstate except to say that I was messed with in a way to try to make me go completely insane and never come back.  I've been through worse, but this one took me off guard.  I really didn't expect to have my energies be put in a blender, in very incompatible and dangerous combinations.

This morning I returned to some lightwork, chanting Oooom and Eeeeaaaah to the Flower of Life sphere and connected to the Central Suns, and now feel better.

Conclusion:

When being a target of the dark forces, it's best to not get complicated and use different symbols/symbolism, because targets have Murphy's Law apply to them much, much more than the 'average joe.'

Oooom and Eeeeaaaah are simple.  The Flower of Life is simple.  The Sun symbol and Cosmic Central Sun symbol are simple.  When it's simple, Murphy's Law cannot latch onto anything to cause mayhem - at least not the kind of mayhem that results in irreversible madness and/or deletion. 

Murphy's Law and the physical:

The physical is the most complex because it's the most dense, so has the greatest potential for Murphy's Law and incompatible combinations.  A prime example of an incompatible combination in 3D is Monsanto's Roundup.

Important note:

Simple does not equal weak.  The simplest can actually be the most powerful. 

Let's Talk About Stellar Man

("Stellar Man" by John Baines was originally written in the 80's, so should be taken into context of that time.  In consideration of 2012 Portal's intel, perhaps many matters have changed now.  Regardless, the book is extremely profound, and was therefore read slowly, as was the case with "Mind Clearing.") 

One of the most important themes throughout "Stellar Man" is that many people can talk intelligently and have specialized fields which they excel at while still not being truly intelligent.  In fact, it's stated that the more one is educated, the less intelligent one will be, because the education only grants a limited intelligence within limited boundaries and encourages one to be more like an automaton.  

Even many pioneers in science and technology are not truly intelligent.  Selective intelligence is not true intelligence.  True intelligence is fluid.

Observation:

One who possesses true intelligence should be able to decode the mysteries of existence without being told by a special book or authority figure.  

I've discovered that I myself do not have true intelligence.  This is being made painfully obvious to me in many ways.  One such way is that although I am fairly good at writing, with many of my blog posts being published on PFC, when I was doing seasonal work this year with a crew, I made mistakes as though I was mentally retarded.  Another example is that I cannot look at a tarot card and be able to decode the hidden meanings without the help of written descriptions.  A third example is that in the dreamstate my intelligence can dramatically decrease and I often don't understand why I dream what I dream, which is why I've been such an easy 'dreamstate target' over the years by the dark forces.  Although I am very psychic and can tap into great intelligence, I often 'don't know what to make of it.'

On the surface I could just try to 'blow it off' when realizing I do not have true intelligence, but I can't help it - this upsets me.  It's beneficial that I see this though, because as painful as it is, I'm better off knowing this in order to have a chance to rectify the situation.  One can be more like a child in certain ways, which is also suggested by the book, and in so doing, the ego can step out of the way to (possibly) be able to develop true intelligence.

The book states that the vast majority of people who take the path of the initiate don't make it because they cannot stand certain very harsh truths they will encounter on their journeys.  On the surface, one may think one can handle initiation, but when being put to the test, in the vast majority of cases, one drops out and can even become damaged.  However, the reward for reaching initiation is to go beyond the 'wheel of life.'

There's so much to this book that isn't discussed in this post, such as the bestial mind, programming from the "central computer of the species," the "Volitive I," the mentioning of St. Germain and the like, various beneficial techniques, the power of the present moment to reunite the spirit with the body, and so much more.  This post would become really long to try to summarize everything.  I chose to summarize true intelligence vs. false intelligence, as this is what 'hit me the hardest.'

Tarot Cards Revisited, and the Naturally Positive

Several years ago I was meditating on various cards from the Rider Waite tarot deck.  The result was being knocked around by animals in the dreamstate on multiple occasions - particularly horses and cows.  Recently I had a realization come through telling me why:

The horses and cows are representative of the subconscious.  Myself being knocked around is representative of the conscious.  The subconscious was out of control of the conscious.  I needed to be on top of the animal with reigns, steering it where to go - the conscious directing the subconscious to accomplish desired goals.  Being on the ground and getting knocked around was a way of showing me that I needed to take initiative.  

The cards themselves are not evil and so forth.  It was the intensity of the dreams that scared me away.  If I meditate on the cards again in the future, I will go slower and be more cautious.

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Even a mind with major issues can be transcended by focusing on that which is naturally positive.  The light of the sun is naturally positive.  Plants and trees are naturally positive.  The stability of one's physical surroundings is naturally positive.  (The physical does always change, but physical objects in one's environment, and one's physical body, are very structured and grounding.)  The violet flame is naturally positive.  The universe is naturally positive.  (There are more examples than the ones given, but these are what currently stand out.)  Lock on to that which is naturally positive, and a distance from internal problems can be obtained, allowing for healing.  

Avoid locking on to other people who exude natural positivity.  Others can embody natural positivity and bring it through, but it's because they tap into the sources.  Tap into the sources of natural positivity first, and then others who have also done so can be worked with for mutual development, as colleagues.