What I experience in the dreamstate has a very deep impact. In my case, the dreamstate is akin to a second life. Regarding negative experiences in the dreamstate, vibes in combination with visuals can be burned into me for long periods of time. There is a massive amount of trauma that needs to be healed from negative dreamstate experiences, and new traumas are still being created. The greys are still creating traumas. When I do something wrong, such as eating something wrong, my defenses are weakened, opening me up to later be attacked in the dreamstate. Last night the attack was something that was so horrible, my mind blocked it out, but I sensed the presence of the greys. When I got out of bed, I felt that I was in danger. Negative Et dreamstate experiences are connected to my childhood. During early childhood, I was terrified of the Et in the movie Et the Extraterrestrial, and also of Yoda. This fear turned to a fear of greys in later childhood. At night, I would look up