The Power of Ignorance

If a nation allows uncontrolled immigration, the nation turns into a third world country, because there are simply not enough resources to take care of millions upon millions of immigrants.  It's the same with one's own consciousness.  A mind that gives attention to millions upon millions of areas will be scattered, and a scattered mind is a powerless mind.

Ignore = ignorance.  The word "ignorance" has a negative connotation, but in the case of someone who's mind is stretched far too thin, ignorance is not just bliss.  Ignorance becomes self-empowerment! 

What should one ignore?  It's individualized.  As a general rule though, if there's something negative happening that one doesn't have the power to change, when focusing on this something, loosh generation and a reduction in power are the results.

Conflicting intel is also something one would do well to ignore.

Summary:

A scattered mind is powerless.

A mind that singularizes focus is unstoppable.

Why The Occult Is So Ridiculous

Update: There will of course be the one who says the occult is just "hidden knowledge."  I'm referring to the occult here in a different sense, as a vast amount of hidden knowledge is no longer hidden anyway.  Most people will know what I mean.

Yesterday before going to bed in the evening, I was watching a hilarious show called Northern Exposure.  In this show, there is a particular character named Maurice.  It's actually difficult to find any scenes of Maurice, or anyone in Northern Exposure on youtube.  It's apparently a very underrated and unknown series.  Here's a deleted scene of Maurice:

https://youtu.be/8m0jKy_LXYw

Anyway, there was one episode where Maurice made a wax figure of himself because he's so vain.  I later laughed and said, "Maurice is one of those guys you just love to hate!"  I then said something else I can't quite remember, further poking fun at the character.

I knew a guy named Maurice in the occult group I left, and after I went to bed, in the dreamstate, I got in a fight with someone completely out of nowhere.  We exchanged some blows, and then I was touched in a really nasty way on my right side as I was waking up.  After I was awake for a bit, I 'connected the dots.'  Oh, Maurice from the occult group psychically picked up that I was saying I love to hate him behind his back.  But no, of course it had nothing to do with him!  It was the character in Northern Exposure I was talking about!

This is why the occult is so ridiculous.  The occult is really just one huge jumbled cesspool mess of mishaps.  You have to be so careful to guard what you say and think, etc, that it becomes an entrapment.  That's been my experience anyway.  

In my last post I said I no longer pay attention to thoughtforms, because I start believing negative thoughtforms are about me and I get all riled up when the thoughtforms probably have nothing to do with me.

Even if the attack wasn't from Maurice the occultist, I was still attacked from someone, and these kinds of attacks would happen to me all the damn time when I got into tarot cards and so forth.  (I didn't do a bad job of defending myself but then they'd always 'go for the meat' and start touching me in nasty ways, ugh.) 

Dreamstate fights and other such mayhem often happen with people's subconscious, not even being consciously chosen.  The subconscious is so vast and complex and becomes 'Murphy's Law on meth' when the occult gets involved.

The occult in the modern world is truly in a sad state.  Occultists believe they know 'what's what' when really, they are bullshitting themselves and everyone else.  

(No offense to any occultist in particular - this is just the general trend.  Also, I'm not saying I myself know 'what's what.'  But it becomes very easy to delude oneself in the occult world, and many occultists who 'make it' and actually get some powers are not aware of the damage they are causing.)

What Must Be Done

Because the dreamstate is becoming schizophrenic in the truest sense of the word, and because my psychic abilities may not be nearly as accurate as I thought, I have decided to only regard the physical world, and the various types of Light that interact with the physical world, and any such related experiences, as real. (Light can be regarded as physical as well, but there are also types of Light that are beyond the physical.)  

All dreamstate phenomena, all thoughtforms that I 'hear,' and other such cesspool insanity, will now be regarded as nonreal.

Cobra stated that the physical world is the result of anomaly interacting with aspects of Source, but perhaps the physical world is now mostly cleansed of anomaly on the atomic and subatomic levels, and perhaps the physical world can still maintain its form without anomaly.  Whatever the case may be, I will be looking to the physical world for structure and grounding to maintain what's left of my sanity, and to build much needed fresh sanity.  I will be looking to the Light as a source of love, strength, cleansing, inspiration, and creativity.  

I regard Light interacting with matter as Divine Expression.

Imagination is of course best used in relation to improving circumstances in the physical world, but can also be indulged in for other purposes if chosen.  However, in cases of indulgence of the imagination for purposes unrelated to the physical, it will be kept in its proper place to prevent the development of delusional belief systems.

If I have a very coherent and positive dream in the dreamstate, which is extremely rare, I may make an exception and give the dream a degree of credence, but I will not allow the dreamstate to wreak any further havoc on my life.

Happy 11/11!

Whether it's bringing Light through in various ways,

https://youtu.be/KJoPIgg17U4?t=308

returning to innocence,

https://youtu.be/Rk_sAHh9s08

going beyond words,

https://youtu.be/aJGDIQ1B9N8?t=4039  

or some of the above, all of the above, none of the above, or all of the above and more,

Happy 11/11!

 

Today I Was Put to the Test

Usually when I say something like "Nothing really gets to me anymore" as I did in my previous post, I get put to the test.  Apparently today was the day when the game was played to see if I could be pushed over the edge.  

First, I had chaotic and diabolically psychotic dreams early this morning that I'd rather not go into detail about.  Then, I was dizzy for a few hours after I woke up and felt like I was going to vomit, followed by hiccups and very bad heartburn.  Then, I had a bad accident at work.  Then, everyone including me thought the work day would be short, but it turned out to last nearly 10 and a half hours.  (All this time I kept reminding myself of what I said about not whining and so forth in my previous post.)  

What really broke me down was after I got home from a long day's work, my bank sent me some questions to my phone about the donation I made earlier to the fund promoted by Libra.  (When I made the donation, my first card was blocked for some odd reason but my second card worked.)  After answering the questions, I got a message telling me my bank card is now blocked/deactivated.

I'm going to therefore revise "Nothing really gets to me anymore."  I'll re-modify it to the following:

"It takes more than it used to for negative situations and occurrences to get to me."

When it reaches the breaking point, it really is ok to let it all out.  

Regarding Libra:

Although sometimes it feels like Libra can 'lay it on a little thick,' she still is an awesome individual who goes the extra mile in her own unique and awesome ways.  

Ok.  I did a bunch of Wim Hoff breathing and then accidentally hit the back of my head on the fridge as I was getting something out.  Then I spilled protein powder as I was preparing meals for the next work day. 

This day is officially over.  

Done. 

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Update on 11/09:

Much better dreams this morning.

The Silver Lining

If I were to have a life story, my life story would be summed up in one word - humiliation.

Throughout childhood and adulthood, I've been humiliated many times in front of many people.  One example of many from childhood: I was pushed down in the gym by someone in front of about 60 other kids and they all laughed at me after I fell.  One example of many from adulthood: My intelligence drastically lowers when I'm at my current job.  I make stupid mistakes, and there are others who wonder if I am actually mentally retarded.

From the car I drive, to my balding head, to others I used to know who stab me in the back in ways I'd rather not go into, it's humiliation, humiliation, humiliation.  I've even been sexually humiliated.  Yes indeed, on the deepest levels, humiliation is the #1 form of abuse in my life.  Humiliation even supersedes any financial troubles I've ever had, because financial troubles are merely a tool to humiliate me in front of my extended family.  My extended family are successful in life, and I'm the only one who turned out to be a failure in their eyes, whether or not they tell this to me directly.  

Where am I going with all of this?  

The Galactic Codex states that enlightenment through suffering is from the archons to enslave the surface population.  Although this is true, since the damage has already been done, and in my case, continues to be done, why not make the best of it, and use it to attain higher states?  If humiliation from the past and continued humiliation is involuntary anyway, mine as well find the silver lining and see it as an opportunity for growth.

The Sufis are basically the 'cream of the crop' of Muslims.  There are even Muslims who persecute Sufis, as they regard them as illegitimate Muslims.  People would do very well to learn from Sufism.  There are Sufis who publicly humiliate and shame themselves on purpose to dissolve their need for validation from others so that they can focus exclusively on connecting to higher states and higher realms.  Sufis humiliate themselves to have humility as a spiritual tool.  Therefore, I can view my own life of humiliation in the same way.  I can decrease relationships with others in order to increase inner resources for a relationship with the Divine.

There are many who say, "I don't care what others think of me." Do people who say this truly own those words?  Probably not.  Humans are hardwired to be social and seek validation.  It's much easier said than done to truly go beyond such programming.  However, in extreme cases of humiliation, such programming dissolves.  

In my personal life, I either have the choice to become a victim and allow humiliation to destroy me, or I can make use of humiliation to go beyond the "me" and connect to the "Divine I," in all it's diverse and unique expressions.  That's what I've been doing, and that's why I have a certain level of spiritual power.  However, the victim mentality often reasserts itself, so the path of Divine Connection requires it be dealt with on a daily basis.  With time though, it becomes less and less difficult to overcome. 

Others may be in similar situations of abuse.  Maybe ask yourselves, "How can I use this to increase my Divine Connection?"  Or not - it's a choice people make.  And again, I understand that the Galactic Codex says suffering has no place in creation and is archonic.  But again, since the eggs have already been scrambled, mine as well make scrambled eggs.  This isn't ideal in a perfect utopian world, but we still don't live in a perfect utopian world, and the alternative choice of victimhood just turns a person into a loosh battery, big time.

So I say, go for it! 

Believe It or Not, Some Inner Peace Has Been Attained

The 'I-hate-it-here-on-this-prison-planet' and 'we-need-intervention-now-dammit' mentality is definitely not only from Libra and Sherman.  I've encountered it many times before.  This was actually a mentality I had in the past, and only fairly recently have I (mostly) 'grown out of it.' 

Libra is absolutely brilliant with her compilations of intel from Cobra, such as the document she made of every Cobra interview.  She does amazing work!  It's just that the personal stuff can get toxic.  That's usually the case with anyone really, which is why I make it a rule to not talk about anything personal on my Starlight blog, unless it has something of value to reveal information that may be helpful at large.  (I have broken this rule in the past.  I'm far from perfect, but this is a very good rule to do one's best to follow.)

Definitely, nowadays I try to not make posts that are about my 'personal needs,' because I understand that there are those who have it far worse than myself.  There are those who are getting their bodies blown to bits.  There are innocents who are being ripped apart, literally.  So, if I were to complain about frustrations in my own personal life, this would be the behavior of someone who is spoiled rotten.  I have no business complaining when, for example, there has been the genocide of several thousands of innocents in Gaza within the last two weeks alone.

Here is some advice for those who live in relative safety, who are not having their house blown to bits, are not being brutally harmed and/or killed, and so forth:

Don't be negative and gloomy.  Don't allow stuff to sweep you under the tide.  Live life to the fullest in the here and now.  Be grateful to be alive and feel the sunrise in the morning.  Enjoy nature and its multidimensionality.  Connect to higher realms.  Delve deeper into the hermetic principles.  Do meditations to bring more Light through.  Better yourself and, as they say, hold the Light - that sort of thing. 

To those who are always so angry and frustrated:

Try, just try, for 10 minutes a day, to stop thinking about how much you hate your life and the world around you and how you aren't getting what you want and so forth.  Embrace what's beyond that.  Go beyond the 'me' to the I Am.  If not for 10 minutes, maybe... for one nanosecond? 😌

Regarding First Contact: 

The Light Forces could have First Contact with a lightworker, but First Contact would be for the sole purpose of creating a cascade effect in consciousness on a planetary scale.  This doesn't make the individual who (hypothetically) has First Contact not matter.  It's just that it also goes far beyond the individual and their wants and needs, as First Contact is a global catalyst.