An Update

There isn't much I've been having on the mind to say lately.  I've been noticing self-repeating thought-patterns that go nowhere.  It has all become very predictable. Therefore, I'm relying more on feeling than on thought.  There are some things I will say about the recent black alert (now it's down to red) and grid ratio failure though.

Close to the same time as the black alert and grid ratio failure, I had the most intense stinging on my left elbow I've ever had.  Then my upper body began stinging all over.

Also, I'm the one who wanted to die, and I was hoping I wouldn't wake up after going to bed on the night of the 25th.  I was ready to drop this body because of being so sick and tired of the 'daily grind' and still not feeling all that well.  I felt very strongly that my time had come to leave the physical behind.  I've never wanted to die so badly.  This was even reflected in the comments section with some posting that someone had died.  Perhaps someone had died and this was vicariously felt by myself and others.  Or, perhaps it was all coming from me. 

After not dying and being alive the next morning, I pulled myself together and lifted weights and did push-ups.  I later become extremely negative with my thinking at work.  I'd rather not be specific regarding my thought-forms. 

However, after all of this, I have found a new strength within and my resolve to help clear the non-physical has dramatically intensified.  Ultimately, all the attacks really accomplished was to allow me to find a new inner strength I didn't know I had. 

The daily Ljubljana vortex meditation accomplishes many things.  It allows for the healing, protection, cleansing, and re-awakening of the Goddess vortex in Ljubljana, and it stops the plans of the negative elites and their minions to hijack the grids with what little anomaly is left.  

The invisibles will all be destroyed, and then the negative elites and their minions will be defeated, resulting in physical planetary liberation.

Victory of the Light!  

 

 

Reasons Why I Often Delete My Posts and Comments

1. What I write seems like it's a good idea at the time, but I later find that my thinking was flawed.

2. I make premature conclusions that I later find to be false.

3. I write something that I have no business writing because I lack the integrity of character to write it.

Regarding Melatonin

In addition to helping people with covid, melatonin also helps people with the flu!

Melatonin possesses an anti-influenza potential through its immune modulatory effect

https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S1756464619302452

Fever has been gone for a few days now.  I don't know if what I had was the flu or covid.  The coughing lasted for about a week.  It's only now finally going away.  

I'm Not Supposed To Know And I'm Fine With That

Part of the reason why the Pleiadians are against violence so much is because their own planet was destroyed eons ago from wars.  However, it's realized by the Pleiadians that there are times when there is no other choice but to use violence.  

It's true that giving a psychopath tyrant a flower will not make the psychopath tyrant 'be nice.'  The only way to stop a psychopath tyrant from hurting others is to remove the psychopath tyrant from this world.

Ukraine cannot be allowed to commit genocide against Russians again, which already happened when a puppet government was installed during Obama's term.  

There are ways to use violence constructively.  Questions must always be asked before proceeding such as "Is this a trap?" and so forth.  

I'm beyond disappointed in the US government.  The US government is nothing more than a puppet government run by the CCP and Jesuits.  The US government is a criminal terrorist organization.  I hope the US government is stopped from committing yet another genocide.  

There is a way to take out the trash without having WW3.  It can be done.  The specifics of course are beyond my capability to know, and I'm fine with that. 

My Kundalini Experience Last Night

Last night I was doing a meditation and was listening to some very powerful soundtrack music.  I decided to really focus on the Light like I've never done before and my emotions became extremely intense.  I was in such an intense state that my 'kundalini' as they call it, went up my spine and into my head.  

I've had energies I've felt in the head area before and they were no problem.  However, when it's a full force kundalini activation, this can actually be dangerous.  This can fry a person's brain.  My entire head was buzzing - literally.  I immediately had to stop.  My internal organs began 'heating up' (not to be confused with a fever - my fever was completely gone at this point.)  I've had this happen before in the past, but not for quite some time.

My intent was to access the true power of Source and to have an amazing, beautiful spiritual experience beyond anything I had ever felt before, flooding the planet with Light like never before.  This then turned into a dangerous situation.  I had to focus on grounding as much as possible, and I'm fine now. 

This really reminded me that I have no clue what I'm doing.  I even became afraid of the Light itself.  There really does reach a point where a person can go no further without special knowledge and training.  Perhaps the point of being able to go no further alone is this state where the kundalini blasts up the spine like this. 

I am curious that if I could hold this power without going insane what my powers would be.  I almost want to see if I can do this again, but I better not.  Tantra works works with the kundalini, but this requires a partner, and the partner needs to already be fully initiated.  At least one of the participants needs to know what they are doing.  The number of people within the surface population who are at this level is an extremely small number. 

Regarding Common Sense

I found this quote from Cobra's latest interview to be very important:

"Rhona: Do you have any specific message for the surface population of the planet at this difficult time?

Cobra: Yes, definitely. It is very important at this point to hold the Light, to anchor the Light, in your own Light, in your own body, in your own energy field and around you. And also to use common sense, we are in the period of end time madness, do not focus too much on it. Use common sense.

Rhona: Yes.

Cobra: Common sense is very important."

I found this to be very important when I became sick.  I've been sick like this before.  The last time I was this sick was in March of 2020.  This wasn't something that was life threatening.  However, with all the mainstream media's fear porn everywhere, the mentality about getting sick has changed.  I had to reassure myself that what was happening to me was not out of the ordinary.  The stupid thing to do would have been to panic and go to the hospital so they could murder me with a ventilator and make an example out of me because I didn't take the experimental drugs.  The smart thing to do which is what I did, was to tough it out and get better on my own.  

On a scale of 1 to 10, where 1 is the least horrific of experiences, and 10 is the most horrific of experiences, I would place this one somewhere in the 5 range.  A 10 experience was back in 2011 when I did a hydrogen peroxide health experiment that brought me very close to death.  When placing this recent illness on a larger spectrum, I can know not to be afraid.  The only concern I have would be other people freaking out.  I need to remember to not allow their fear to become my fear.  It really was just like a flu. 

Onward!

My (Likely) Covid-19 Experience

I actually have a policy to not say if I get sick anywhere online, because this could be used as ammunition against me, whereas, pro-vaxxers would say "See, you should have gotten the vaccine," but my recent illness has turned into a success story.

I started having a couple symptoms on the 17th that are allegedly from Omicron - a scratchy throat and a headache.  I went to a remote location outside to do the full moon meditation for First Contact on the 17th, but it was cold out and I was not wearing a warm enough coat.  I was also under a great deal of stress from my job (feeling trapped), and I was not eating very healthy food.  All of this combined to weaken my immune system to make me sick.

After the meditation my symptoms worsened.  I got a fever and a sore throat.  I felt absolutely terrible, and became rather upset.  My line of thinking was, "I do a First Contact meditation and get covid - oh what fun."  I didn't test for covid, but I'm pretty sure that's what it was.  I tried the RCV command several times, starting on the 17th, but the RCV command did not work.  

I realized that I was on my own to deal with this thing, so I took full responsibility to take care of it myself.  At first I didn't eat for almost 24 hours.  After the fast, I decided to do a combination of Benydryl and milk, which helped to some degree.  Even the mainstream media speaks highly of this method:

https://news.yahoo.com/early-stage-research-suggests-milk-002425317.html

(I also took vitamin D and buffered vitamin C.)  The above method didn't work as well as I needed it to though, and I was starting to get a bad cough.  Mucus was building up, and I started to have to try to cough it up and spit it out.  My throat also became quite sore.  I had to dig deeper.  I then recalled this from the Spartacus letter document: 

"The correct treatment for severe COVID-19 related sepsis is non-invasive ventilation, steroids, and antioxidant infusions. Most of the drugs repurposed for COVID-19 that show any benefit whatsoever in rescuing critically-ill COVID-19 patients are antioxidants. N-acetylcysteine, melatonin, fluvoxamine, budesonide, famotidine, cimetidine, and ranitidine are all antioxidants. Indomethacin prevents irondriven oxidation of arachidonic acid to isoprostanes. There are powerful antioxidants such as apocynin that have not even been tested on COVID-19 patients yet which could defang neutrophils, prevent lipid peroxidation, restore endothelial health, and restore oxygenation to the tissues."

I realized that I had melatonin on hand, so last night I megadosed on melatonin, and also began taking Cold-Eeze slightly prior to this, which is a very good zinc lozenge.  I usually don't take melatonin, because for some reason it makes me wake up in a pool of sweat in the middle of the night and/or the morning after, but I was getting rather impatient.  I took about 20 mg of melatonin last night (not all at once), woke up in a pool of sweat, but found that my fever was completely gone this morning and that my throat and cough was also nearly gone.  So, it appears that the melatonin and zinc combination did wonders, and I see this as confirmation of the legitimacy of the Spartacus Letter.  

There are of course many different variables to consider.  For example, what would my condition be like now if I only took the zinc without the melatonin?  I took the zinc before the melatonin, and the zinc wasn't causing any immediate positive results.  It at least appears that the melatonin is what really allowed my immune system to take this thing out.

Although I've had a particularly rough few days, I'm not upset, because I took matters into my own hands, and I kicked ass.  I believed that I was protected and would never get sick from covid because of the RCV command, so I felt very discouraged at first, and then very disempowered.  Yet, I pulled through and I beat this thing with my own research and methods.  So ultimately, this was very positive and self-empowering.  Perhaps the Light Forces wanted me know the agendas of the negative elites and their minions - that there are cheap and effective cures for covid that make all the 'covid vaccines' a complete waste at best - through direct experience.  Direct experience is the most powerful way to know.

Also, I found strength knowing that the world is visibly being liberated.  It's wonderful that covid tyranny is beginning to be reversed around the world.  There are positive news stories regarding this, so it looks like the negative elites and their minions are finally losing power on the planet surface!

And as always, I will continue to say "No" to the experimental drugs.  

Victory of the Light!