Methods for Positive Evolution

In no particular order:

Take a deep breath, and only focus this breath.  This doesn't have to be fancy.  It can be anywhere at any time, and doesn't even have to be more than one breath. 

Read and work through logic based books, such as science books and math books. 

Read spiritual books that create a sense of well-being.  This doesn't have to be a major project.  I only read 5-10 pages per day.  The current book I'm reading is this one:

 

 

An awesome commenter mentioned some very useful information regarding astral parasites.  One of the best ways to starve astral parasites (the world is obviously still very saturated with them) is to be in the blue part of the spectrum instead of the red.  Therefore, focus on blue Light, or the Blue Flame. 

Focus on parts of the body, or the body as a whole.  

Focus on body movements at various times throughout the day.  It can be normal body movements performing everyday tasks.

Focus on one's physical surroundings and harmonize with them.

This one's a good mental exercise for insomniacs:  Memorize a place and all the objects in that place.  This can be room or part of a house, or even the entire house.

If having a very difficult internal experience of oneself, go into positive memories and pull their positive energy into the present.  (Hard core people may say they've never had a positive memory in their entire lives, but come on - everyone has had at least one!)

Pick a physical object and hold it in your hand.  Focus attention only on this object.  (This can be for 5 to 10 minutes, or longer if preferred.)  If the mind starts having thoughts that go elsewhere, return the attention back to the object.  See how long you can have a present and alert focus without any thoughts.  Quartz crystals and other rocks are fun to do this with, but it can be any object.  A lit candle or plant works well too.

Catch harmful thoughts and cascades of harmful thoughts and correct them.

Take care of your health.

Visualize and connect with the Sun. 

 

Create your own empowering affirmations.

Learn the art of letting go, and simply be.

Listen to music that you love, and be sure to hunt for new finds.

Go for walks and connect with nature.

 

 

Be in the present moment.  (All of the above suggestions pertain to this.)

Know that you are from Source and can access Source at any time.

Victory of the Light!

 

Regarding Transition, No More Tarot Cards, and What is Ideal for Psychic Communication with Positive Ets

In the US, it can be argued that people need a rude awakening, because they live off credit cards and can't pay off their debt.  However, what about people who are just trying to survive and feed their families?  

Some may say, "Yeah, let the financial system get more unstable and go down!  Make the elites feel the pain!"  What isn't realized is that it's everyday people who will be feeling the pain.  Put simply, if the cost of living from hyperinflation goes up with wages not being able to keep up, this lowers the standard of living.  This hurts everyday people.  

Sure, those who have mastered manifestation powers will be able to pull through with stability, but for the majority of the surface population, this will not be the case.  The timeframe before the Event will not be a stable transition if there is greater financial instability and hardship.  That's just a fact.  If there is no other way, then so be it, but on a personal note, I'm not a fan of the idea and will try not to think about it anymore, as it makes me feel too sad for people's hardships. 

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I've decided to stop looking at tarot cards.  (I started looking at them about two weeks ago.)  Part of why the attacks have been so severe lately is because I've been meditating on them.  I was being very careful, but unfortunately, it's still a no-go.

The reward for mastering tarot is having a very high level of control over one's environment.  The dark forces and parasites in my auric field picked up on this and 'gutted me like a fish.'  (This happened every time I meditated on the cards over the years.)  If I really persevere with tarot, maybe I can 'pull through,' but maybe I would end up with schizophrenia in a padded room.  It's a chance I can't afford to take - not enough negative interference has been cleared.  

Again, I'll have to keep it simple and connect to previously mentioned sources of Light and well-being.  I hate to admit defeat on this, but the dreamstate reached such a level of horror I won't go into graphic detail about... it's for the best that I give up tarot cards, at least for now...

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I wrote down a list titled, "What is Ideal for Psychic Communication with Positive Ets?" Here are the main points on that list:

- No tug-of-war, meaning no situation of having a pleasant dream of meeting positive Ets one night, followed by horrific attacks and dream infiltration by the dark forces the next night.  Having near perfect protection from any and all attacks from the dark forces.

- Inner traumas need to be healed to an adequate degree, allowing one to have an adequate degree of inner stability.

- Having mental plasticity, similar to the mind of a child, but at the same time, having a certain degree of wisdom.

- No confusion from conflicting intel regarding positive Ets.  Very little to no paranoia.  Example: No wondering if Corey Goode is telling the truth when he made very negative claims about Pleiadians.  Another example of a conflicting claim: A recent comment on 2012 Portal claiming that Aldebarans are working with greys and draco for a NWO. (Ugh!) 

Note on conflicting intel: Of course, discernment can be used, but discernment is based on experience.  Is there enough experience to really know who's telling the truth?

- A very low degree of spiritual and/or religious confusion.  For example, no wanting to be a positive occultist and forget about Ets while still trying to work with the LF/RM and Cobra meditations.  Another example: No conflicting 'religious reservations' while wanting psychic connection with positive Ets.

- Having a high degree of pure intent.  Example: Does one want psychic interaction with positive Ets because one wants to do something with one's life and impress others?  If so, one's intent is not pure.

- No religious mindset toward positive Ets.  No worshiping them.  Understanding that first and foremost, we all come from Source.

In my case at least, less than half of the above factors have been met.  Therefore, I feel guided to take a step back and have less participation.  Perhaps in the future the situation will be more ideal.

Dreamstate Update

The dreamstate attacks have reached a level beyond anything I thought possible in terms of horror.  The stinging sensations are also increasing in intensity.

A possibility:

I am one of the most targeted Lightworkers (if I am considered to be a Lightworker by the LF and RM) on the planet.  I would only make such a bold statement because of the indescribable horror of the nonphysical attacks.

The beyond excessive attacks by the cabal against me would also mean that I am a primary occult target of the Lurker. 

I will not continue to publicly log negative dreamstate experiences because this would be unfair to other Lightworkers.  Lightworkers are better off not hearing of such matters, as this can be a damaging distraction to the larger picture.

When I start to have positive dreamstate experiences, I will post them here in the future.

I won't be used as a puppet by the cabal to dissuade other Lightworkers.  That was probably the cabal's plan, and it has failed.  I advise that other Lightworkers continue, and I'll persevere, stating the following:

I don't care what is used against me in the dreamstate and so forth.  No matter what is 'done,' nothing can stop my connection to Source/the Divine.  All of the attacks will backfire and be returned to the sender(s), and the Lurker will be no more.

Victory of the Light!

Amazing Kundalini Information!

I was informed of a less-than-10-minute video describing the various experiences with kundalini.

https://youtu.be/_ytvu7BENf4

The video goes through the positive and negative experiences with kundalini.

Wow, really good to know this!

I Can Do This For the Rest of My Life, But the Cabal Can't

(Sorry for making so many posts in such a short time.  There are enormous amounts of 'downloads' lately.)

A main objective of the attacks is to get Lightworkers to be in an unbalanced frame of mind, so that it's more difficult to connect to sources of Light and well-being.  To restate, there are many sources of Light and well-being.  Nature, Earth, physicality itself, Cobra meditations, the Sun, the Galactic Central Sun, the Cosmic Central Sun, the Cosmos, the Sun sephiroth and/or Keter sephiroth on the tree of life, one's own 'inner knowing' - these are a few examples.

The key is to develop the skill of reconnecting to sources of Light and well-being after attacks, regardless of one's state of mind.  Also, the key is to realize that no  matter how severe the attacks are, it's always possible to reconnect and heal.  I'll post my reply to someone who prefers to remain anonymous regarding preserving one's own Light:

"I agree, preserving the Light within is important.  Yet, if one's Light runs low, one can connect to sources of Light, such as nature, the sun, Galactic Central Sun, Cosmic Central Sun - Source.  The Light can be replenished, as an open system.  That's why they couldn't erase me.

Humans can be fantastic channelers of Light!  The cabal's days are numbered, but I can keep going on and on.  I could keep getting hit for several decades and still be fine when I keep reconnecting to what enlivens me.  It takes practice, but the more one reconnects, the stronger one gets!  It's awesome!"

At the same time, as stated before, it's important to let the LF and RM know about the attacks for clearing.  The LF and RM can maybe provide assistance.  Also, the LF and RM can maybe help people to better access sources of Light and well-being.  The LF and RM should not be regarded as replacements though.  One needs to find one's own connection(s) in one's own unique way(s), not being reliant on assistance from anyone else.  Otherwise, one loses one's own ability to connect, which renders one powerless.

A Dark Portal Has Been Used Against Me

I'm going to go ahead and post one of the attacks because it needs to be exposed.  

In the dreamstate this morning, I heard a female voice tell me she was the "Queen of ants."  I then saw a giant and aggressive ant.  The ant made some hostile sounds against me and 'got up in my face.'

Right after waking up, I saw a portal that looked similar to dark moving static on a TV screen for a few seconds:

The portal was inside my eyes, not being externally physical.  It was fair in size but did not take up all of my vision.  The rest of my vision was my waking surroundings.

I had a problem with this kind of portal a few years ago.  I didn't expect to see it again.

Regarding Attacks, The LF and RM Need to be Much More Informed, And So Shall Be

Despite following the previously listed immunity protocols and doing at least one meditation per day, the nonphysical (and physical, as there can often be various body pains that have no other explanation) attacks continue.  I will now be filing factual reports of what's being done to me.  

This needs to be said (sorry, it's a bit long): 

I'm not having positive dreams of Ets.  The vast majority of my dreamstate experiences are either nonsensical or highly negative.  I am also not as interested in Ets anymore.  I rather prefer the 'shamanistic path.'  

Although I don't claim to be a shaman, I have a strong connection to Earth, nature, physicality itself, the Sun, the Cosmos, and Source.  On a personal level, it's my finding that Ets are not needed for such connections and the well-being such connections generate, nor are others among the surface population.  

I can safely state that if my basic necessities were met, I would be fine never seeing another humanoid being of any kind ever again.  (I'm not saying this to be hurtful - it's just a fact.)  

Yes, I am still a social being by design, and yes, I can still get lonely at times (just barely), but I prefer to connect to environments instead of other humanoid beings.  I'm definitely a hermit, and/or am very 'hermetic.'  

If there was never Et first contact, I know that I can still be at peace because I still have Mother Earth and so on to enliven me.  Yes, I can still be open to Ets, and perhaps I have been assisting in certain operations, but no, I don't need them to be happy.  

Again, the shamanistic path, or at least shamanistic mentality, can really be quite fulfilling in its own right, and I can't just try to be something I'm not.  It's very important to be honest with oneself.  I'm sorry if this is not ideal for the LF and RM, but I should not deny my true feelings, and as far as I can tell, these are my true feelings, not being cabal-induced and/or negative entity-induced.  However, I'm often very changeable.  One could say I'm never the same person.  Yet also, the shamanistic theme has been getting more and more prevalent throughout all my different 'selves.'  I feel more guided to heal from attacks through shamanism rather than through trying to connect to the LF and RM.

With all that being said (I've definitely been biting my lip on how I really feel), the factual reports of abuses will be posted on 2012 Portal's most recent posts in the comments.  The LF an RM need to be more informed about what's been going on.  (This is going in the opposite direction of my own 'code black' of silence on such matters, which I wasn't really following anyway.)

I'd prefer not to post abuses on my blog here.  Or, I may make posts of attacks on my blog on a monthly basis, or a weekly basis, as the posts will probably become mega-posts if done monthly.  If 2012 Portal does not post a comment of abuses (for whatever reason - the reason may not be nefarious - there is quite a bit of third party shadow-banning going on), I may also post it here.  The postings should be regarded as official claims made to the LF and RM to better inform them with what needs clearing, and also for the sealing of dark portals.

Someone could troll with, "You brought this on yourself, so clear it yourself."  I'll do what I can, but I also understand that I don't have the ATVOR and Mjolnir technologies.  All the 'nasty stuff' needs to be cleared in order to liberate the planet, and the LF and RM have agreed to intervene.  All I'm doing is helping to ensure that their contract is fully honored.  I regard this as a business operation - cut and dry.

Additionally, I encourage other lightworkers to inform the LF and RM of attacks they have been experiencing.