How To Get Out Of The Most Awkward And Insane Position Of All Time

To say the least, 2012 Portal's evacuation scenario is not practical.  Most of humanity has little interest in Ets.  Most of humanity are religious, and if not religious, are understandably skeptical regarding Ets.  Only a small percentage of the surface population would be willing to go up into Et ships.  Also, the mega tsunami would genocide all plant life on the planet surface.  Also, the logistics of saving all the animal life is not practical.  This, along with other reasons, is why I'm more open to E'Asha Ashayana's material.  

Below is my current stance in the context of her material.  This stance is subject to change if there is significant tangible progress from 2012 Portal's 'Light Forces' to explain everything publicly, from 'why E'Asha Ashayana is incorrect', to the Jinn, to proof of the qlippoth being dissolved, and everything in between (there is a near zero percent likelihood that any such disclosures and explanations will occur).

(Metatron came from the ascended consciousness gestalt Giovanni.)  The attempted solution to trapezoidal geometry was metatronic geometry.  Yet, this solution became another problem, and ended up being used to take living systems into black hole systems.  

I don't doubt that there is a war against the cabal from the 'metatron crew,' but the metatron crew are knowingly or unknowingly a part of a much larger deception.  There could be a liberated Earth and galaxy, but if the merkaba requires external quanta, obtaining energy from the creation instead of the Creator, the end result is space-dust, non-sentient return to Source.  Billions of years could go by for this to happen, but the end result always has the final say.  The problems Earth and the cosmos face are extremely layered - layers upon layers upon layers.  One layer of truth ends up becoming a layer of deception in the larger picture beyond the 'larger picture.'

2012 Portal has been saying "We are running out of time" because the fallen agenda that wants to pull Earth into a black hold system is being blocked by the Guardians.  The time for the fall agenda to succeed was within the 7 Jehovian seals/trumpets of death being released.  Now that the final seal/trumpet of death is being dissolved by the Chevron from the Guardians, the time has expired for the fallen pole shift to succeed.  2012 Portal saying "Time is almost up" was true, but was not meant for the real positive forces.

E'Asha also states that the Milky Way Galaxy is an artificial fallen galaxy, and that there is not a central sun in the center.  The center of the Milky Way galaxy is instead a black hole.  I also confirmed this with another source.  Earth, however, is naturally from Source, not originally being from the Milky Way.

If there are not going to be detailed explanations from 2012 Portal to address every single concern and conflicting intel, the logical conclusion is to move to other sources and use discernment to the best of one's abilities, and, as always, find answers for oneself through direct experience, because without experience, nothing can truly be known.

If the Light Forces really are so powerful, people would not have to try to fit reality into 2012 Portal's paradigm in a state of cognitive dissonance. 

Even if 2012 Portal is telling the real truth, I will not believe I am helpless against microchip implants while waiting on the Light Forces to clear out the DARPA pit that should have been cleared out months ago, and/or immediately since all the toplet bombs are gone.  No one should ever place themselves in such a position or frame of mind.  No one should give their focus and power away to helpless scenarios.  Focus needs to be on self-empowerment and the empowerment of others as much as possible.

I'll end this with the following advice:

No one should 'put all their cards in one place.'   

House Gets Cleared In Dream

I just had a dream of uninvited guests being thrown out of a house I was living in.  This directly coincides with E'Asha Ashayana's timeline of a "Chevron" (as they are called) activating today, May 22, to dissolve the 7th and final jehovian seal or 'trumpet of death' that came through November of last year.

E'Asha also stated that there are imposters pretending to be 'good guys.'  This makes sense because there are so many Et groups who are not what they claim to be at all.

The negative forces are probably aware of the Chevron, but no one can stop it.  Good riddance.

Attacked by Ugly Greys in the Dreamstate - Once Again

About an hour ago I had another horrible dream of greys, or Jinn, if that's what they really are.  Yep, I keep getting picked on, and as always, there is no protection at all.  This is why I can't trust Et stuff, because this is what happens.  I hate these things.  I just wish they would all die.  

I watched this video just after the attack, that was posted on Siris King's patreon, which goes into how Et stuff is really the attempted recreation of Atlantis for a 'New World Order' scenario - whereas, Ets are promoted as a distraction from what are really very negative forces that go back to the old corrupted Atlantis.  The current situation is not positive Ets to 'save us' at all.  They are really just trying to connect new satellites to old Atlantean satellites for the next attempted global takeover.

https://youtu.be/ssWLYUQ6vZU

There's One Exception To All Et Groups Being The Same

Regarding my previous post saying that all Et groups are the same, this isn't 100% true.  E'Asha Ashayana's work is very different from the rest.

I've been watching probably close to 20 hours of material from E'Asha Ashayana's live replays over the last week or so, which can be viewed for a reasonable price (in my opinion) here:

https://www.arhayas.com/pages/upcoming-events

(This is what I've been looking at lately - I'm not trying to be a salesman or anything.) 

There will probably be more material from her before the end of the year to finish the series.

I telepathically heard that the "Guardians," as they are called in her material, asked her to forgive me.  I haven't exactly been the nicest over the last few years.  For some reason I didn't see that she was still continuing her work and had not gone silent.  She works harder than anyone I've ever seen, and in my ignorance, I made ridiculous assumptions.  I also did 'energetic activations' that could definitely be seen as being on the side of negative agendas.  Those who watch her material will understand what I'm talking about in this regard.

Definitely, her series has the most advanced metaphysical mechanics and techniques I've ever seen!

She discusses year by year in the current timeframe what's been happening and what will happen with the planet and cosmos.  She also goes into the future for the next 1,011 years.  Without giving too many details, Earth and its inhabitants are being liberated from a very dismal fate.  She states that there will still be some conflicts, but that the conflicts are being blocked from becoming cataclysmic.

I find her paradigm much more balanced compared to other Et intel because false promises such as medbeds, mass arrests of the cabal, etc, are not promoted.  There are no empty promises that continually get moved into the future like a carrot on a stick.  No such nonsense is in her work.  

E'Asha Ashayana's material is definitely worth consideration in comparison to other Et groups and their claims.  If chosen, people can hear her out and then decide what direction to go.

All Et Groups Are The Same

Now this is going on:

https://halturnerradioshow.com/index.php/en/news-page/world/radiation-from-ukraine-reaches-lublin-poland

Millions of people who are not a part of the Nazi regime in Ukraine - civilians - will be getting cancer, and future generations will be getting really nasty birth defects.  The radiation is even going to countries outside Ukraine.

I don't follow the comments much on 2012 Portal, but this is noteworthy: 

 

I am in agreement.  

The pattern with all Et groups, and I mean all of them, is to make promises for positive intervention, while conditions continue to worsen for the planet. 

I'm sure that when 2025 rolls around, there will be a whole new set of excuses as to why there cannot be any intervention on the planet surface.  I'd love to be proven wrong, but unfortunately, thus far I've been proven right every time on this.  Therefore, I am abandoning all Et intel.  If Ets want to intervene, as I've said recently, this is going to have to be on their own merits.  

It has become psychologically harmful to think about Ets while the cabal are perpetually allowed to harm the surface population with impunity. 

Here is the difference of perspectives of Ets promising positive intervention, and Ets not even entering the mind:

Having Ets promising positive intervention on the mind when things keep going wrong, both personally and in the larger picture:

"Why do they allow this to keep happening?  Why won't they intervene?  This is how they show their love for us?  What a bunch of assholes, living in their cozy ships while people down here are being abused like this!" (etc.)

Ets and their empty promises not entering the mind at all when things keep going wrong, both personally and in the larger picture:

"I'll do the best I can to live life the best I can, even with personal issues I haven't been able to resolve yet, and with all the horrible things that keep happening in the world.  Knowing that the problems in my life and in the world at large are not really my fault can help me to let go so that the evil actions of others can fall back on them.  It's worth a shot!"

By the way, here's a book worth investigating.  This and related materials is where it's really all at:

 

 

What if there is a way to take charge of one's own health by learning how to make secret elixirs?  It's possible to prolong one's own life far beyond 100 years with exceptional health.  Nope, sorry.  No falsely promised medbeds involved.  This is plant alchemy.  

There are (non-cabal) secret immortal societies on Earth that know how to live for a very, very long time through positive occult sciences that make Et intel a joke by comparison.

In closing, this is something only a very small number of people would know what I'm talking about when I ask this: 

I wonder what the secret police and chiefs would have to say about all this 'Et stuff?'

Regarding Kundalini

Serpent energy is often talked about very positively in the spiritual community.  However, most people can't handle large amounts of the energy well.  9.9 times out of 10, this energy becomes a corrupting force.  I've come to the conclusion that the documentary "Holy Hell" is an example of a spiritual teacher who was corrupted by excess serpent energy over time:

https://youtu.be/2f2BG43JW0o

Sai Baba is another example of a spiritual teacher who had a sex scandal.  I wonder how many spiritual teachers out there have sex scandals or are not what they appear.  My intuition and other claims say that the number of corrupted spiritual teachers and followers is on an epidemic level.  Many spiritual groups and teachings are termed as "weaponized spirituality" by a previously known individual.  This is a very accurate term.

The reason kundalini energy is called serpent energy is not a coincidence.  Snakes can be found reproducing by entangling each other in sex orgies in nature.  

Extreme trauma and stress can activate kundalini, which could factor into criminal behavior.  There is a strong theory that criminal behavior originates from too much stress.  At the very least, stress definitely causes people to not get along with each other.

There is a way to master massive amounts of serpent energy, but no spiritual teachers and followers have access to this knowledge.  Such knowledge is highly guarded among the most adept of the adept.  Accurate and complete knowledge about it cannot be found in any book or online.  2012 Portal has discussed kundalini energy, but 'only barely scratched the surface.'  Knowledge about kundalini is kept ultra-secret partly to protect this knowledge from being misused.  Kundalini is definitely not something to 'mess around with.'

In and of itself, serpent energy is not evil, but when mixed with humans in excess who don't have above-top-secret knowledge, it causes their reptilian brains to go into overdrive. 

Humans think they are above being animals, but really, humans are animals that have more sophisticated technology.  I was told by someone who really knows what they are talking about to learn to be a good animal first.  Learning to be a good animal is the foundation that people definitely overlook.

What I Must Do

In my case at least, life is becoming too chaotic and difficult.  Here are some things that have been going wrong as of late:

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In the stock market, I invested $2400 of my hard earned money in First Republic Bank when it was at $25.  I decided to do this because I thought the meditations would allow First Republic Bank to go back up to where it was before, which was over $100, or at least to somewhere that would at least double my money.  This was not the primary reason for me doing the meditations to alleviate the financial situation, but I figured, why not give it a go?  For so many years, I've been trying to find ways to not have to work 9-5 jobs so that I could focus on 'higher aspects.'  The motive to 'make it big' has not been out of greed.  I simply wanted to have my attention freed up.  Anyway, I sold First Republic Bank at around $15 and cut my losses.

My phone doesn't work no matter what I do to try to fix it.  I spent quite a bit of time yesterday after a long day's work chatting on my computer with the the phone service to get it to work to no avail.  Although I rarely use my phone, when I do use it, I really need for it to work.  This has been a major stressor, especially since it stopped working when trying to order a very important product when the seller kept blocking my purchase online.

I've been making mistakes at my job to the point where other employees started treating me like I'm 'mentally handicapped,' or at least it seemed so.

The road rage incident.

The tachyon discs really messed me up, and I'm not getting a full refund on one of their products, even though I shipped it back to them 3 weeks ago.  There has been no response when I contacted them about this.  Cobra's tachyon chamber did not have the benefits I thought it did either after doing 7 sessions (8 sessions now, as I did one more yesterday.)

I have a case of 'kundalini syndrome' that gets worse when I place my attention on 'spiritual matters.'  The kundalini syndrome has been a great source of stress and suffering in ways I'd rather not go into.  I'll just say that many spiritual teachers are not what they appear to be at all, because they cannot handle the serpent energy.

My car is having problems that need to be fixed.

I'm still getting stinging sensations in my left arm and other parts of the body.

Continuing stomach issues and other health issues.

Horrible things keep happening in the world, with a list that is practically endless.  Gonzalo Lira being kidnapped by 'authorities' doesn't help either.  If I want to have an especially bad day, all I have to do is look at Hal Turner's news and so forth.  I'm not saying people should 'stick their head in the sand.'  It's important to know what's going on.  But I myself already have a full plate just keeping my own life going.  There's no more room on my plate for the additional stress of 'the world at large' and the cabal's latest tactics that they employ, as per usual, with impunity, despite all the propaganda saying that the cabal are being taken out from Fulford and others (which they've been saying for several years now.)  

I recently had a negative dream about Ets, including a UFO made of light that had a very scary Et come out to 'visit me' resembling the diabolical greys.  This is not the first time this has happened.  Because of these very traumatic experiences, I now subconsciously associate first contact with being in danger from the Ets themselves.  I didn't want to mention this before the Portal of Light Activation, so I bit my lip until now.

My heart is skipping beats again, probably because of the above stressors.  Heart palpitations would of course be an additional stressor.

(This is a just a list off the top of my head.)

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I need to stabilize my 'life situation,' and I've found that if I no longer pay attention to Ets and all the 'other stuff out there,' and instead have my attention on life in the here and now, I'm much more stable.  Maybe the dark forces want me to no longer pay attention to 'all the other stuff,' but I have to do what I have to do, and it's not my fault.  There simply wasn't enough intervention on any remote level to improve my life situation from outside forces, such as the Light Forces.  However, it is my responsibility to no longer give my power away to outside sources of intervention.

Furthermore regarding my place of employment, it's a difference of 'night and day' when I focus on tasks at hand with a mind that is present, as opposed to thinking about intervention to 'rescue me from a life of drudgery' and so forth.  All thoughts about 'being saved' cause me to become stressed out and create a victim mentality.  However, when I let all of this 'intervention stuff' go, I can perceive the stresses at my job as challenges I can overcome, which improves self-confidence.

Critical mass has been reached for the Portal of Light Activation, and the May 2nd and May 5th meditations are completed, which is fantastic, but where I stand now, very understandably, from here on forward, the Light Forces are going to have to 'take action' on their own merits.  I'm not going to sacrifice my well-being anymore, because when my well-being is sacrificed, I'm no good anyway.  

So, this is goodbye, at least for now.  I'm going to put 'all this stuff,' including the Event and everything else, completely out of my mind, in order to tend to my own garden, which is not selfish at all, because a garden that is full of weeds (which in many cases the weeds are not my fault) is of no use.

All the best.