Update: Very Useful Information on the Dreamstate Has Been Found

I gravitated information regarding the dreamstate from this book:

Out of This World by Neville Goddard

https://youtu.be/aO_XltYHGWc

The information applies to the deeply relaxed state, the hypnotic state, and the dreamstate.  In such states, the mind can become a 'manifestation machine.' 

It's extremely important to stop the influence of negative dreams to prevent them from manifesting in 3D.  This is kind of what I was doing when I became so upset about the negative dreams.  In my own way, I was negating the unwanted dreamstate scenarios.

The above book allowed me to have a much more constructive approach to the dreamstate.  Matters that previously didn't make sense, now make sense.  

From what I presently know, the 3 mentioned states are useful for:

- Precognition to be able to prepare for and even change the future.

- Seeing into the subconscious.

- Seeing which kinds of entities and influences are present.

- When combined with intentional imagination, creates desired manifestations to later be experienced in 3D. 

Furthermore regarding the dreamstate, when something negative happens in a dream, it's of course troublesome, but it can still be 'shaken off.'  The real damage is done when something negative manifests in 3D.  For example, I could have a dream about someone putting a gun to my head, but if someone had a gun to my head in waking 3D life, this would be traumatizing for quite some time (assuming I survived).  The real damage is done when it manifests in 3D.  This also applies to the other side of the spectrum, as something positive/beneficial. 

As a final note, the mentioning of self-transformation in the book is indeed noteworthy.

The Most Undervalued and Disrespected Dimension of All, and In All Fairness

If dreams want to warn me about something to be careful about or avoid in the future in 3D, that's fine.  If dreams want to let me experience realms like 5D and above, that's fine.  But if dreams are just a bunch of neurotic stupid bullshit, I will completely disregard them, because they have zero value.  Here's the latest bullshit from my dreamstate:

A bunch of druggies are driving my car and making me do drugs in my car, and then the druggies take over the house I grew up in, and refuse to go away, armed with guns. 

Then I wake up in the morning, and guess where my feet go?  The floor.  Guess what dimension the floor is in?  Is it 4D?  5D?  Nope!  It's...(drum roll please)... 3D!

What does the above dream have to do with anything?  What validity does it have?  Should I get into dream interpretation?  Not thanks.  

So many people get into metaphysics but they don't even have a life in 3D.  That's why metaphysics feels so fake, because it disregards the world we all live our lives in.  3D keeps getting thrown in the trash can.  

Any metaphysics that disregards 3D is just something to make people go insane, and this has been made quite evident in the 'spiritual community.'  

The previously mentioned ascension experience I had was awesome, but I came back here. 

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Regarding the fallen state of humanity, there are those who believe that humanity should be on its own.  Yet, humanity is an extremely young race by cosmic terms, and humanity didn't get messed up on its own.  

The cosmic forces need to remove the negative interference so that humanity has a fair chance to get out of its fallen state.  If the negative interference is removed and humanity still remains in a fallen state, then ok, then it's on humanity.  But obviously the negative interference hasn't been removed, so I don't put all the blame on humanity.  Humanity wasn't born messed up - humanity had a lot of help.  

I understand that some adversity can assist with evolution, but with the ancients (from the qlippoth), the dark brotherhood, the satanic jinn and other negative jinn, the negative factions of the annunaki, and all the others who absolutely hate humanity and want humanity to fail... there's a difference between healthy adversity and outright unfairness.  

God forbid anything actually be fair. 😏🙄

Addressing Imbalance

When 2012portal deals with "clearing the chimera," these are beings from the tree of death, or qlippoth.  Lighworkers basically get thrown straight into the qlippoth when working with 2012portal.  Entities from the qlippoth are the most unstable in existence.  Occultists such as Aleister Crowley worked with the qlippoth in his later years, and this drove him insane.  

Therefore, understandably, Lightworkers are not stable.  It's not 'personal character flaws' that make Lightworkers unstable.  It's because of being thrown into the qlippoth.  Then, Light is brought through, which is great, but the number of beings and entities from the qlippoth, and the extreme instability of the qlippoth - this becomes an overwhelming force.  

2012portal stated quite some time ago that trillions upon trillions of negative entities were brought down to a much smaller number, and I am seeing some amount of progress with some entities being cleared, but the qlippoth has not been cleared.  I venture to say that the qlippoth still has trillions upon trillions of entities.  Also, even the most advanced adepts, who have been balancing themselves with great discipline for several decades, still get thrown off course by the qlippoth if they decide to confront it.

2012portal rarely has meditations to take on beings from the qlippoth and/or chimera.  Most of the welovemassmeditation meditations are focused on bringing the Light through in various ways.  However, by association, the qlippoth becomes a major force that Lightworkers come into contact with, knowingly or unknowingly.  I myself was foolish in previously making a meditation to clear the chimera.  I am also responsible for harming Lightworkers in this way.  My intentions were good, but good intentions result in a true nightmare when there are essential missing pieces of the puzzle.

So, why the earthquake?  My take:  Imbalance.  Why the imbalance?  It's the qlippoth, and the negative forces who work with qlippoth, and the dark brotherhood that is still in power.  Or, it could even be naturally occurring, but if there is a strong earthquake, this means the planet is imbalanced because humans are imbalanced, so Earth has an earthquake to balance itself out.  But again, why the imbalance?  Do you see how this is all connected?

Obviously the qlippoth is still a problem because it has not been cleared by the Light Forces.  We're also talking about entities such as molech and so forth - none of which have been cleared.  Just this morning in the visionstate I saw being from the qlippoth.  The term 'fugly' to describe this being would be an understatement.

It's important for Lightworkers to understand the cause-and-effect reasons behind why things are the way they are.  Lightworkers are not being told critical information, and then they expect the world to be 'sunshine and rainbows,' which creates even more imbalance when the world does the exact opposite.  

My suggestion, take or leave, would be for Lightworkers to, rather than focus on clearing such entities, instead seal them off into their realm, where they belong.  I don't know the specifics on how to do this, but perhaps the change in focus will help.  At any rate, the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.  Combine doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results with being thrown into the qlippoth, and oh yes indeed, everything makes perfect sense.  (I'm not saying to avoid the meditation to help the people from the earthquake though.  These people desperately need help.  Also, any mediation that helps to create balance definitely helps.  It's just something to maybe keep in mind.)

As a sidenote, to help get more balanced, cut out simple sugar intake - no more of anything that tastes sweet - this also means no fruit.  At least in my experience, for some reason the sweet stuff amplifies the pre-existing imbalance from the qlippoth.  I'm now down to less than 7g of simple sugar per day.  (Simple sugar is not to be confused with starch.  Starch by itself does not have the sweet stuff, or fructose.  Unsweetened dairy does not have fructose.  Do the amount of carbs that work best, but avoid the sweet carbs, and read food labels.)

My Ascension Experience, and a Question

Around 2011 in the dreamstate, I had 2 experiences I can never forget.   First one - I went to a realm where there were planets, but there was no void in space - the space was made of Light.  Second one - I was taken up in a golden vortex with singing voices.  The realm I went to had structures made of pulsing Light.  My body was pure energy a few seconds after waking up.  This one made everything in 3D seem like nothing at all.   I can't remember how it felt though because the 3D mind is incapable of knowing this.   It definitely felt like some kind of ascension.  I didn't do anything to initiate this - it was spontaneous.  Crazy as it sounds, the metal heater in my room was somehow connected to the portal.

I wonder, is this what it's like to be human?

https://youtu.be/PIIWNXBxLzs

How to Know What's Real, and an Update on Russia

The best way I know of to deal with a hyper-polarized 'reality' is to take opposite extremes, and draw a line somewhere down the middle.  Here are a couple examples:

In the US, the Left claims that racism is systemic, while the Right claims that vastly, no one is racist anymore, with the exception of the KKK.  However, I know of towns that are racist - not the fake projected kind from the Left, but real racism.  The middle is: 

The Left takes it too far.  Racism is not "systemic."  However, the Right also goes too far in saying that only the KKK is racist.  Racism is not as bad as the Left claims, but not as nonexistent as the right claims either.  It's somewhere in between.

Another example:

Regarding the planetary situation, there are people who claim that everything is gloom and doom, with negative forces having a stranglehold over Earth.  To these people, everything that happens is from the manipulation of the negative forces - all is hopeless.  Then, there are people who believe that Earth is being liberated at an exponential rate (such as NESARA material and so forth), with everything being 'rainbows and unicorns.'  The middle is:

The 'rainbows and unicorns' perspective is definitely out of touch with reality, but also, Earth is not a hopeless dystopia doomed to absolute subjugation by negative forces.  It's somewhere in between.

We've all heard that "The truth is somewhere in the middle," and although this has become a cliche phrase, it's true.  

Bringing opposite extremes into a midway conclusion is a powerful tool for knowing what's real.

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Furthermore regarding what's real, 2012portal says neither side will win, but Russia is using technology far superior to anything from the West:

https://youtu.be/JwYR8EdUJgs

This is why it's important not to give reality away to outside authority figures.  It's essential to know what's real for oneself.

Updated with Final Thoughts: The End of Insanity

The vast majority of my dreamstate 'experiences' are either pointless or negative.  I won't go into the graphic details on the negative ones anymore.  I'll just say that it's reached a level where I will be disregarding the dreamstate entirely.  Positive dreams (which are extremely rare for me) will not be paid attention to either.  It's just not worth it anymore.  The dreamstate has become a torture chamber for my mind, so it's time to make my main focus the here and now in the physical.

The only purpose I can see for the dreamstate becoming a torture chamber is to get me to realize how abusive the mind can be, so that I can go beyond this.  With all the chaos 'elsewhere,' the here and now in my immediate physical environment is all that remains that is calm and stable.

If I had super positive dreams would I be saying this?  Probably not.  However, the astral, or 4D, is the real maya, or illusion.  To no longer be bound by 4D is to go beyond the insanity of the mind.  

Not all of the mind is insanity, and the mind is an important tool.  Only the parts of the mind that are viable shall be kept.  Abusive aspects have no place in creation.  It's the abusive aspects that cause unimaginable suffering.  The abusive aspects must be purged.  Therefore, the entire dreamstate must be purged (at least in my case), because it has become pure chaos and insanity.  This doesn't mean I'm a 'cat being declawed' though.  One can be aware of abuse and be prepared for anything, but from a standpoint of no longer being tormented.  But yes, the fate of abuse is to permanently end.

Update: Maybe I should be grateful for the torment, because if I had good dreams I'd probably get stuck in 4D, creating an artificial heaven in the afterlife.  Actually, there's an artificial heaven one can create, but one can also create an artificial hell.  The reality beyond both is something the mind does not create.  The reality beyond both is 5D.  What 3D and 5D have in common is independent structure, but maybe 5D's structure is permanent, not being subject to decay, unlike 3D.

Ultimately, everything is mind, but not everything is human mind.  4D is the mind-world of humans (among others as well but that's a subject for another time), being subject to the heavens and hells of the human psyche.  5D is the mind-world of the elementals, and their world is very structured and always maintained, never faulting.

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On another note, I did a search for "Starlight432," and this is what came up at the top of the list:

https://www.deviantart.com/starlight432/gallery

This was maybe the cabal doing a joke on the name.  No, I don't do "I love Pony" drawings.

In the X-files series, Operation Starlight was mentioned as a project to transmute matter into light.  The name Starlight was just something that sounded good at the time though.  I've actually grown weary of the name.   

The Perfect Example of Someone Manipulated by Jinn? (Updated)

At the timestamp here,

https://youtu.be/rG_cMDm7U1A?t=1323

he states, "Who is the one person really in charge of everything, making sure everything happened?  The annunaki - the ruling annunaki families.  The ones here in America, he's gotta go because he's gonna tell the world that we exist and everything else."

As was stated before, the jinn are a huge part of Et disinformation.  The jinn do this in order to conceal their identity.  "He's gotta go because he's gonna tell the world that we exist and everything else."  Jay Essex could be manipulated by the jinn, and the jinn are coming through and saying this through Jay without him even realizing it, as a slip-up.

I could be incorrect, and Jay Essex is the real deal, and when he gets out of his body he's going to do all the things he says he going to do.  There's no denying that Jay has some serious abilities.  However, Jay looks like he's healthier compared with a few months ago.  He's lost weight.  And, he's been saying he's going to get out of his body for nearly a decade now.  So, I'm going to approach this from the previously suggested angle, asking the question, "Is this source of information a manipulation from the jinn?"

Even though I'm trying to conceal my identity, I'm sure I'm going to take some serious metaphysical hits for this.  The jinn do not like being exposed like this, if that's what's happening here.

I wonder who the annunaki from the US is? 

Annunaki vs. jinn?  My oh my... 

Update: SK says the Annunaki are the slaves of hybrid Jinn.  Makes sense.