Different Degrees of Being Intertwined
The movie The Cell illustrates what happens to someone who is too intertwined with the lurker to be saved:
(Warning - this movie is not for the 'faint of heart')
For those who are not too intertwined with the lurker to be saved, both sides of trauma will be dissolved. The two sides of trauma are victim tendencies and abusive tendencies. These tendencies cover an enormous range, with sexual traumas and relationship traumas said by Cobra to be the main ones.
I recently heard thoughtforms telling me to shut up, along with accusations against me for delaying the Event due to my distortions of consciousness from my traumas and programming.
I was thinking that I'm not the problem. It's just a matter of removing the lurker from me along with the surface population.
Keep in mind, oftentimes the dark forces play both sides. They program distortions into a person and then blame the person for everything.
I'll be bold here and say it's not my fault.
Yes, their programs are quite insane. Their program told me I was screwing up the grids with my energies.
ReplyDeleteYeah, the symbolism connecting to the Goddess is prevalent in this scene - excellent analysis of that.
ReplyDeleteThe woman is inside the mind of a psychopath serial killer using sci-fi technology. The serial killer has a dual aspect of an anomalous self and his inner child. When his anomalous self is mortally wounded, his inner child is also mortally wounded. In order to defeat his anomalous self, there's no way to save his inner child, so he dies. Too much of himself has been consumed by anomaly to be able to exist without it, being so intertwined with it that wounding the monster in him wounds his inner child.
In the physical world, it's said that people can be killed, but ideas cannot. Certain tyrannical and very destructive ideas will simply take over new replacements when pre-existing adherents are killed. Removing the lurker removes the source of anomalous ideas, which blades and bullets cannot destroy.
Regarding having a female body, it's possible to take female form in the dreamstate to have female experiences to some extent. Perhaps having this intent before bed can help to do this. This isn't a true solution, but can be explored before physical intervention (which you may have already explored).
Yeah, it's surgery removing cancer, which can be very tricky, requiring great care and courage. Cancer pretends to be normal human cells, which is why the body doesn't remove it on its own. Similarly, there are many anomalous aspects that the dark forces and lurker want people to accept as being normal, such as abuse being necessary for evolution. This is definitely a learning process for all involved.
ReplyDeleteCarl Jung's works are amazing! Maybe parts of the shadow are not anomalous, while parts of what's out in the open are. The world can be very mixed up.