A Much-Needed Re-Evaluation

Update:  I will leave this post up to analyze how the mind can be influenced.  I am returning to channeling the Galactic Central Sun, as stated a day after writing "A Much-Needed Re-Evaluation."  This is my concluding post:

"Anyway, keylontics is stupid because it has all these unknown sigils and fancy terminology people are just expected to blindly go along with.  So, I'm returning to channeling energy from the Galactic Central Sun."

https://starlight432.blogspot.com/2022/09/the-invisibles-have-still-not-been.html

Perhaps this is not the best time to make this post because of the "highest density of the anomaly at the end of August," but I'm not sure if the current course is the best course.  

This is definitely not good:

"Second death confirmation rocks 2022 Comrades: 'Two deaths are two too many'"

https://www.news24.com/sport/othersport/athletics/second-death-confirmation-rocks-2022-comrades-two-deaths-is-two-too-many-20220829

"James added that a total of 74 runners had been transported to hospital – 41 to St Augustine's and 33 to Netcare Umhlanga – after Comrades shut its medical facilities at 20:00 on Sunday night."

This is becoming more and more of a common issue.  There is also "sudden adult death syndrome."  Many in the alternative media think it's the vax.  This may have something to do with it, but I'm more inclined to believe that it's the increased solar activity.  I believe this is the primary cause because:

1. The vast majority of my extended family members got the vax and not a single one of them died or had severe long-term issues from the vax.

2. Pilots in particular are having heart issues, which makes sense due to increased exposure to solar radiation at high altitudes.

3. In April of this year I took a plane flight, and after the flight, I had a very severe heart arrhythmia.  I thought I was going to die.  (This further supports reason #2.)

4. I did not get the vax but I'm currently having heart issues, and have had heart issues over the last few years.  This may be due to drinking too much just over 3 years ago, which could have caused heart damage, but the doctor could find nothing wrong from the EKG.

5. I'm working with the energies of the Galactic Central Sun, and can physically feel these energies.  Yet, it seems that the more I work with these energies, the more unstable and impulsive I become, and the more I have heart arrhythmia.  I also have this 'pulsation' that goes on in my head.  It's kind of like having the head throb from a fever without the actual fever.  That's the best I can do to explain it.  This is accompanied/associated with extreme exhaustion.

It's very well established that geomagnetic storms cause heart problems:

https://www.archyde.com/solar-storms-and-heart-risks-what-possible-impacts-on-human-health/

Long link and article but very detailed research:

https://skeptics.stackexchange.com/questions/8367/do-solar-flares-and-or-geomagnetic-storms-affect-human-health#:~:text=Studies%20on%20cosmonauts%20on%20Soyuz%20and%20Mir%20supposedly,undulations%2C%20and%20in%20a%20more%20irregular%20heartbeat%20pattern.

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From what's been seen thus far, I conclude that as solar activity continues to increase, more and more people are going to die from heart issues, both young and old.  Also, people will become more and more unstable and worn out.  Is this really the direction we want to go?

It's always rationalized that "This is a cosmic cycle and a part of the divine plan.  This is how it has to be."  I'm calling this into question.  

2012portal never addresses these concerns.  The Light Forces never address these concerns.  Everything's just 'fine and dandy.'  But it's not.  For all I know, I'm actually helping to kill innocent people by intensifying these energies.   

What if keylontic science was right the whole time, and the pole shift is actually part of a very negative agenda?

I am ceasing all meditations until clarification is provided.  I'm left with no choice when people are dying like this, and when I'm having worse and worse issues, both physically and mentally, from 'bringing the light through.'  

It could be the anomaly causing me to write this post and causing the above mentioned issues, and not the solar/galactic energies.  Maybe it's the clearing of the anomaly that is causing so much temporary turmoil (of course the temporary turmoil would be worth it to finally remove the anomaly).  If so, this needs to be fully known.  

Whatever the case may be, one should not do something if there are enough doubts.  Perhaps in a couple weeks or so, matters will be different, and I won't have so many doubts.  In the meantime, I really need a break anyway.  Currently, my stance is: 

I've done more than enough to help, and I'm taking a step back to see what the Light Forces and 2012portal say.  It's kind of... their turn to address this...

Important Finding

I've discovered that the most light can be felt, at least in my case, by focusing on bringing light through from the Galactic Central Sun.  

(The Cosmic Central Sun could also be focused on, whereas, the CCS brings light through all the Central Suns in the universe, and then through the (Milky Way) GCS, through all beings of light, through one's body to the center of the Earth as well.  Or, for simplicity's sake, just focusing on connecting with the Galactic Central Sun can be done.)

An entire 15 meditation could be done only focusing on the Galactic Central Sun bringing light through one's body to the center of the Earth.  Also, the GCS can be focused on at various times throughout one's day.

A much more powerful connection to the Galactic Central Sun will dramatically increase the power of all other meditations.  

 

Benjamin Fulford's Claim About Russia and the CCP is Likely False

Benjamin Fulford's latest claim (or source's claim that he promotes) is that Russia is only working with the People's Republic of China, and not the corrupt Chinese Communist Party.  

I would love for Russia to back up this claim by publicly denouncing the CCP. 

I did a search on Russia's relationship to the CCP, and this is what came up:

https://nationworldnews.com/russia-forges-strategic-ties-with-ccp/

https://ipdefenseforum.com/2022/06/ccp-russia-send-message-with-resumption-of-aerial-military-exercises-in-indo-pacific/

Here's something interesting to consider:

"The CCP sponsors the Russian side secretly and their goal is of course to weaken both sides of the conflict economically and militarily in order for China to be able to take Taiwan and then the whole world. Why is Taiwan so important to the CCP? Because they produce most of the all important computer chips in the world today.

The Western countries with the US sponsors Ukraine and why do they do that? Because Ukraine has been a center of corruption where many Western leaders such as Joe Biden and his son Hunter Biden have received big money from oil corporations. In addition the bio weapons labs in Ukraine that targeted Russia are something that western leaders need to bury as deep down as possible. In fact the western countries have many reasons to defend the Ukraine regime."

Source: http://expandourmind.com/2022/03/28/ccp-behind-ukraine-conflict/   

A Pattern that Needs to Permanently End

The historical pattern is to find a great cause, and then dupe a percentage of people into non-solutions to achieve this great cause.  Many genocides throughout history were from the pursuit of great causes.  In other instances, basic human rights are violated.  The level of abuse is directly proportional to how far the non-solutions for great causes are allowed to evolve.

The great cause of ending covid resulted in the most extreme human rights violations in history because the vax was pushed on people on a planetary scale.  The vax was of course the non-solution, with never-ending new boosters required to 'flatten the curve.'  The amount of resources for covid shots could have been used to feed starving people, with (globally) 25,000 people dying of starvation daily.  

The media is touting climate change propaganda excessively recently, promoting non-solutions.  The non-solutions are switching to solar, wind, and electric cars.  The resources for the batteries is overtaxing the planet through deep mining.  Electric cars just plug into the electric grid, which is run by non-environmentally friendly sources, such as coal and nuclear.  If the majority of people drove electric cars, this would simply overtax the electric grid. 

The conflict between Russia, NATO, and Ukraine is for the great cause of 'peace.'  What will happen if this continues is that NATO countries will economically collapse, and dystopian-AI-social-credit-score China will assimilate Russia, since Russia is best friends with China.  Once this happens, all other countries would not be able to effectively dissent, and would also be assimilated.  This is all of course to achieve the not-so-great reset, which is the WEF's great cause of 'peace.' 

Clearing the anomaly can stop the evolution of these dystopian agendas masquerading as solutions.

Current Planetary Perspective

In the past, I was excited about Russia exposing the bioweapon labs in Ukraine.  Yet, in the back of my mind, I was disturbed that Wuhan labs from China was responsible for the covid bioweapon (a bioweapon with a very high survival rate, but nonetheless a tool for the great reset).  Also in the back of my mind disturbing me was Russia having such a strong alliance with China.  China is a cesspool social credit score hell with AI facial recognition and so forth.  Why would Russia have such a strong alliance with a country largely controlled by the Chinese Communist Party?

Even if Ukraine has bioweapon labs involved with covid variants from the United States, as claimed by Russia, the attempted war between Russia and NATO is just another way to push the great reset, especially with China and Russia being such close friends.  Does that mean I support NATO though?  Not at all.  Both Russia and NATO are probably being played against each other by the CCP and other negative elites (Klaus Schwab and crew, the Jesuits, and so forth) to attempt to bring about the great reset (or, as some accurately state, the not-so-great reset.)  Covid failed to bring about the not-so-great reset, so WW3 was plan B.

It's difficult to see the larger picture when there is so much anomaly manipulating perceptions.  Infiltration can happen even with protections in place.  Also, more detailed intel could have been provided about the situation, or perhaps there was something I missed or misinterpreted from previous intel.  I could even be mistaken right now, but this is the best I can currently do.

The meditations for peace between Russia and NATO helped, and can still be done, but perhaps the best way to resolve the matter is to focus on assisting in the clearing of the planetary anomaly using the Violet Flame and Rainbow Flower of Life - that sort of thing. 

Some may be tired of doing the meditations, but I find the meditations useful for both planetary and personal reasons.  

Many say that we need more than meditations, and direct action is required.  I'm doing both.  I'm not waiting on the Light Forces to save me.  If there's something in my life I don't like and can take action to change, I work to change it.  People of course mean direct action on a planetary scale with the Light Forces physically intervening.  This can happen, but first the anomaly needs to be cleared to a sufficient degree - hence the meditations.  The clearing of the anomaly is stated to be occurring at "roughly exponential curve," which is fantastic news!  There's certainly nothing wrong with assisting in this process.

What about the last line of defense being the underground bases?  It's probably the remaining anomaly that is also a last line of defense.  (The state of the clearing of the underground bases is currently unknown.)  

Perspectives on 2012portal's August 15 Update

(These descriptions are perspectives, not being absolute.)

The reason the cabal and their masters broke the contract and directly attacked lightworkers can be summed up in one word: Survival.

The most anomalous ones knew that they would not survive if the lightworker grid continued (the backup grid cannot be collapsed though, so victory is still guaranteed).  When the Light wins, those who are anomalous enough die.  They will do anything they can to survive, even if for a short amount of time longer.  There is no contract they will not break to survive.  When the worst of the cabal face annihilation, they have nothing to lose, and contracts mean absolutely nothing to them.

In nature, life does what it must to survive as well, as discussed by Owen Cook in the first video in my previous post (Owen Cook doesn't know me).  The most cruel acts happen out of the need, or perceived need, to survive.  Life on Earth before liberation can be summed up as:

"I will do what I must in order to survive."

Fear and paranoia are survival mechanisms in a world saturated with anomaly.  Although I don't have all the intel about the interactions between the Russian generals and the Light Forces, I suspect that the generals lost trust with the Pleiadians, as their survival mechanisms took over.  The survival mechanism runs so deep within the DNA of virtually all life on Earth, that if the DNA feels that it is threatened, many higher aspects become irrelevant. 

Love and Light greatly diminish when survival takes over.  This is simply the way it's been for eons, as the interaction of consciousness with the anomaly has made it so.  Perhaps there is no longer free will when exposure to the anomaly reaches a certain level.  The most anomalous beings, such as the chimera, don't control their 'power' - their power controls them.

The anomaly's negative influence during the last half of August can be drastically reduced by returning focus on the Violet Flame (this has been my personal experience).  This will also help the Light Forces clear the anomaly.   Eeeeh aaaah can also be chanted.

"COBRA – It is actually pronounce eeeeh aaaah. (eeeh aaah, Why do we do that?) It is actually creating an energy vortex which dissolves the very structure of duality and dissolves the structure of quantum anomaly on the planet."

(Other meditations can also be useful, such as the Rainbow Flower of Life and Emergency Meditation.)

Here are a couple excellent Violet Flame videos:

https://youtu.be/504ic1qa-iQ

https://youtu.be/nz2Afg95MGI

Updated: How To Deal With Betrayal - Fake Friends Who Exploit You, Abandon You, And Stab You In The Back

Well worth watching, from start to finish:

https://youtu.be/hN1E5L-wiJU

Also, this one (some parts worth watching):

https://youtu.be/VIBBH-dwzJc

The Veil, Attack on Ascension, and Definition of "Mental Prison"

Current thought process:

- Perception that goes beyond the veil.

- The veil is death.

- Being beyond death while still in a physical body.  Then, ascending.

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I was watching a movie I hadn't seen in a long time.  At the ending when the main character was transforming into Light, I had stinging sensations in my back.  Here is the ending:

https://youtu.be/p5hH21xgscY

Because of being attacked when watching the above scene, which has aspects of ascension, there probably is an agenda to try to suppress the ascension process.  The goal of the negative forces is to keep consciousness trapped in the negative (guilt, shame, anger, conflict, fear, and so forth).  The negative forces seek to accomplish this by suppressing the heart center, installing negative subconscious programming, and designing mental prisons.

(My) definition of "mental prison" - Having a problem where there is no solution, but constant thoughts occur for solutions, in vain, where the solutions just make the problem worse.  Also, being stuck in cognitive dissonance, where the very act of thinking about something ensnares one in a lose-lose entrapment.  

Examples:

- Waging war on everyone to create peace.

- Wanting to make others change their belief systems by reinforcing their preexisting belief systems through conflict.  (Both the political Left and Right do this, not realizing that neither side can ever win, because both sides just reinforce each other's own positions.  Neither side will ever give up the fight.  Only something happening on a massive and shocking level never experienced before can force both sides to abandon their positions.)

- Being a health advocate while being unhealthy and unable to resist cravings for unhealthy foods.

- Trying to stop an addictive behavior by indulging in the addictive behavior even more than before.

- Abusing oneself or others to create 'healing.' 

- Believing that abuse is a form of love.

- Wanting to be free from a dead end job when only seeing more dead end jobs as alternatives. 

- Trying to be more present and then later doing the exact opposite, losing control of oneself, as a repeating cycle.

- Believing in various alternative intel outlets that contradict each other, and/or reality itself (non-results or inverse/opposite results.)

- Waiting for planetary liberation to be happy.  

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The above list is by no means complete. 

One cannot break free if one is unaware of being in a prison.

Awareness of mental prisons occurring within oneself is critical for liberation.

There are various methods to break free from mental prisons. 

The Earth Will Carry Me Home

I have not only the burden of my own thoughts, but also the burden of other people's thoughts.  I can hear their thoughts when in between the waking and sleeping state, whether I want to or not.  I can also hear them at times in the waking state.  Sometimes I can tell who these thoughts are coming from and who these thoughts are in reference to, and sometimes not.  

When it's a thought-form from someone else that is directed toward me, and the thought is negative, this becomes a form of abuse.  For example, someone in management (I know who it is) had a serious thought about me being "trouble."  This is how I'm perceived at my job because I've been having "trouble" 'keeping my cool' at times.   

Magicians can stave off the negativity of others, but eventually it will find them, because the negativity is becoming all-pervasive.  More and more, even the most adept will be unable to place the negativity of others 'out of sight, out of mind,' as the surface population becomes more and more unstable.  (Let's hope I'm wrong on this.)  

However, there is a solution.  I will use myself as a reference.

I'm a deeply wounded person, but it doesn't matter, because the Earth will carry me home.  

My job, and the endless garbage I continually face - both within and without - none of this matters at all, because the Earth will carry me home. 

I will hold onto the Earth.  She doesn't mind.  She will carry me home.  

The Earth is in a much better state than myself.  The Earth is in a much better state than humanity. 

The Sun, and Galactic Central Sun, and Cosmic Central Sun - they bring the Light through.  

And, the Earth will carry me home.  

Get Out of the Mental Prisons

The animal kingdom has it rough.  There's the constant struggle to survive.  Yet, the animal kingdom is not imprisoned to thought.  An animal doesn't get sad about planetary affairs and how pathetic the (societal) world is.  An animal doesn't fantasize about suicide.  

When an animal gets into a conflict, it doesn't later hold a grudge.  When the conflict is over, the animal moves on.  

The plant kingdom is the same.  Plants don't preoccupy themselves with all the nonsense that humans are preoccupied with.  Plants are simply present.  They are not trapped in their heads.  Only humans get trapped in their heads.

The animal and plant kingdoms are great teachers to get outside mental prisons.  When the mind becomes a prison, with 100% of thinking becoming 100% negative, the only solution beyond suicide is to go beyond all mental constructs.  When all thoughts are negative, all thoughts can be rejected.  When a computer starts glitching and going haywire, the computer needs to be reset.  The human mind operates in the same way.  

There are many ways a human can break free from mental prisons and/or do a reset.  One can focus on their physical body, and physical body movements if moving.  One can focus on objects.  One can focus on the space between objects.  One can focus on grounding within the Earth.  One can watch a sunrise or sunset.  One can do certain meditations.  As long as the focus is outside mental prisons, a human can know peace, and experience positive and enigmatic feelings beyond categorization. 

Regarding excessive desire, which is also a mental prison, this can help:

https://youtu.be/qoYq04FpLzE

One's true home is outside all mental noise.

Perhaps the foundation for being an occultist (the kind of occultist that doesn't do human sacrifices and so forth) is to be skilled at being outside mental prisons.  Yet, although occultism can liberate one from mental prisons, occultism can also trap one in mental prisons even further through negative dreamstate/astral experiences.  Although occultism is worth exploring, one needs to be careful, and not become obsessed with negative paranormal experiences that may be encountered.

What about artistic expression, logic, and the sciences?  These are aspects of the mind that, under certain conditions, can be liberating.  As with occultism though, these aspects are 'double edged swords.'

Current Synopsis of the World (Updated)

If the CCP really has taken over or is taking over the chip industry in Taiwan, this means absolute enslavement for all humanity.  

Earth ruled by China is a world that is completely void of value and meaning.  The current societal world is already nearly worthless already.  China coming to world power would be the end of what little point there is to existing at all in the societal world.  The natural world is a different story, but China ruling the world means not allowing people to live off the grid.  There would be nowhere anyone could run and hide.     

Regarding Ets and 'who's who' and 'what's what,' I'm just going to have to come to terms with not knowing at all.  I guess we'll just have to find out, through time.  It is my hope that the victors will not be AI tyrants.    

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Update: Some recent thoughts for consideration:

It will be quite a lesson for Russia to learn that the CCP has been playing both sides of the war.  The US is aggressive and abusive toward Russia from the control of the CCP.  China pretends to be friends with Russia while simultaneously stabbing Russia in the back through the CCP's installed puppet government in the US.  The control of the CCP probably went back before the Biden regime was installed, and has now reached its peak.  

There is the possibility that Russia is aware of the CCP's manipulations, but is playing along for now as a chess strategy.

China has, for a very long time, desired world domination, more so than even the US - more so than any other nation on earth.  China sees itself as the ruler of earth as a matter of ultimate destiny.  This must not be allowed to happen!

(There's probably a million things I'm not seeing.  That's why I don't like to think about and/or write about the planetary situation.)

Regarding Corey Goode and Any and All Et Intel Outlets

Regarding Corey Goode's latest video, I wasn't triggered, but was very disturbed.  I was disturbed because Goode even said that Pleiadians are AI.  This is in stark contrast to 2012portal, which states that the chimera are AI, and the Pleiadians are here to liberate Earth.  

These matters don't simply go away.  I obsess about finding out what's real, and what's not real.  I absolutely must have such matters figured out.  

My stance is:

Someone is lying, big time.  Whoever is lying will be brought to justice, and the punishment, as least in my opinion, should be as severe as possible.  It's extremely damaging to lightworkers to be lied to about Ets.  

If the the Zulu (from Corey Goode's material) are real, they need to make themselves known.  As of yet, I have not seen the Zulu with my metaphysical abilities.

2012portal's claims are supported by some amount of evidence.  For example, 2012portal provides links and scientific explanations.  There was also the incident that happened on the planet surface at Kivu Lake when the chimera were being cleared.  There was a literal fire on the lake.  Online though, anything can be made to appear a certain way.

(There are commonalities between Corey Goode and 2012portal.  Both say there will be a solar flash.  And, both talk about the negative faction of Andromedans, with different descriptions, but with similar conclusions.) 

There are two opposing lines of thinking.  Overall, Et intel outlets fall into either category 1, or category 2:

1. The Galactic Federation of Light (or Galactic Confederation) are positive forces who are here to liberate the planet.

Examples: 

2012portal 

Many other websites that can be found using a search engine.

2. The Galactic Federation of Light are masquerading as angelic beings of light and so forth, who are actually AI, and have been tricking entire worlds into an AI based UFO religion enslavement paradigm.  

Examples: 

Corey Goode

Group for Hellenic Re-establishment

Others found using a search engine who have differing negative claims about the GFL.

The Galactic Courts will be the ones to decide the fate of those who lie about Ets, which applies to anyone and everyone who deceive people as they claim to have intel about Ets.  It's still unknowable who's lying.  Opposing versions of reality cannot be correct though.  'Something's gotta give.'

I will do my best to not allow the cesspool of online confusion about Ets to continue to destabilize me.  

Update:  I didn't default on something negative I often do internally as a result of being compromised.  I instead internally asked, "Why is this happening?"  I started this line of questioning to figure it out, and then I got the strongest stinging sensation on my left elbow I've ever had!  I'm fairly stoic when it comes to pain, but this felt like I was being stung by a wasp!!!  I was writhing in pain!!!

I'm done being a damn battery.  I don't care how bad I get stung.  This has to end, and end now.  Matters may get really crazy, because this time, I'm not just going to go along with the negative internal programming.  I don't care if it kills me.  Screw this.

Ets, Taiwan, and Personal Growth (Updated)

There's this:

SSP Update: THE ANDROMEDA SYNDICATE - Beware Galactic Federations of Seductive Human ETs

https://youtu.be/89GPGs3o7s0

At least in my case, I'm more confused about Et's than ever before.  One could say to use discernment.  My discernment tells me to remove focus on Ets, and refocus on personal growth.  This can always change though.

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The situation between Taiwan and China appears to be getting even worse:

https://halturnerradioshow.com/index.php/en/news-page/world/breaking-news-china-fires-missiles-over-taiwan

This escalation is after the mentioned "peak conflict," which was extended until the 3rd.  It appears the peace meditations allowed Pelosi to travel to Taiwan safely, and return safely.  Pelosi was also wearing pink, which may have symbolized the pink light.  Was this just to save herself and then have Taiwan take the fall afterward?  That's not necessarily how it is, but that's how it appears.  

Looking deeper, if Pelosi's plane was shot down, or if she was blocked from returning, this could have resulted in WW3 consequences, which is perhaps why the hourly meditations were during Pelosi's visit.  Regardless, people can continue to do peace meditations for Taiwan if they feel guided.  

Jim Stone made a recent update with some interesting points, saying that China will set off fireworks and make a show because of Pelosi's visit, but China will not directly attack and invade Taiwan, because this would be too difficult.

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I've discovered through some recent online interactions that detaching from unwanted thoughts, emotions and feelings can be very unhealthy.  Detaching is just a way of not dealing with unwanted thoughts, emotions, and feelings, and as a result, they become stronger. 

One of my problems is I've been taught to always be nice and courteous, and never become angry.  This then backfires, as the anger becomes suppressed, and I finally end up exploding.  Instead of trying to get the anger to go away, it's important to understand the causes behind the anger.  The anger is there for a reason.  The anger is trying to tell me something.  Maybe I need to get a new job, or (fill in the blank).  So, I follow where the anger leads.  This can be done with anything internal that is negative.   

I'm the 'nice guy' in person, and can read people and gauge their responses, which is why I have very powerful customer service skills.  It was my 'beta male niceness' that got me to be well-liked at my job.  But behind the 'nice guy,' there is a very angry, hurt, messed up being.  That's not all there is behind the nice guy, but the very angry, hurt, messed up being is larger than I previously thought.  

Now, it's about finding answers.  Unicorns and rainbows are fantastic, but wouldn't it be nice to experience rainbows and unicorns authentically, without negativity festering from unresolved issues?  Put some heart into answers.

The question can be asked, "What is my shadow trying to show me?"  One can find the reasons why one is the way one is on all the different levels and types of internal distortions/mutations.

All the various negative programming within needs to be known on a very deep cause-and-effect level.  Otherwise, one will perpetually repeat the same mistakes.

Grounding is very important.  

There are two opposed schools of thought.  One is "What you think about, you bring about," which implies bringing attention away from negativity and toward the positive.  The other is, "Go straight into the darkness to master it."  Probably, different situations require different approaches.  If a situation becomes dangerous, one can go back where it's safe.  There's no "One size fits all."  Even psychotherapy is a viable option.

This is very... experimental.  Some may find that focusing on bringing the Light through is the most effective, and this may be the case.  Bringing the Light through means the Light goes into the Darkness, transmuting it.  Perhaps awareness itself is an aspect of the Light - the Light of Awareness.