The Secret Was to Put the Solutions Right in Front of Them

Many say the same thing - that you can only live a good life when (fill in the blank) happens.  

Jay Essex - "As soon as I get out of this body you'll all start having good lives."  He's been saying this for about the last 6 years and counting.

2012portal - "When The Event happens there will be planetary liberation, but not before."  I'm doing the peace meditations, which have a very positive influence both on a planetary scale and personal level.  I've been involved in helping 2012portal lately, but this is another example, because people assume they cannot be happy until there is planetary liberation, which is not true.

GESARA/NESARA - "Mass arrests and the RV will happen on such and such date."  Then this doesn't happen and the future date keeps getting moved into the future.  They've been doing this for several years.

I'm certain there are many others out there who do this, and this is abusive.  Perhaps some of them don't mean to be abusive, but people are being harmed with this carrot-on-a-stick mentality.

Eckhart Tolle is one of the few who says to stop waiting on the future to be happy.  I know I've said this many times before, but the only time one can be in is Now.  When someone thinks of the future, they do so Now.  When someone thinks of the past, they do so Now.

 

I do believe that some of these sources of intel have truth in them.  For example, I've metaphysically seen the chimera that 2012portal mentions.  And again, the peace meditations are fantastic.  So, this post isn't meant to hark on sources of intel, but it needs to be made very clear that people can start having fantastic lives Now.  

People don't have to wait for Jay Essex to get out of his body to start having good lives.  People don't have to wait on the Event, or NESARA/GESARA, and so forth, either.  People can find beauty and truth, and live amazing lives, Now.  Being stuck in waiting mode is not a life worth living.  

My advise, take or leave, is to do the peace meditations and to read or listen to Eckhart Tolle's The Power of Now on a regular basis.  Each time this book is read or listened to, different truths are found.  It's like reading or listening to a different book every time!

Also, stop listening to any news because it's not important.  Monkeypox and blah blah blah and so forth ad nauseam doesn't matter.  It's all just an attention game.  They just want people's focus, whether for or against them, so that they can keep people on a downward spiral.  The best thing to do is not give them any attention at all.  Walk away from all the garbage, and don't look back! 

Be here, Now!

And, try bringing the Goddess Light through listening to and chanting Aumm to this.  Very powerful, indeed...

https://youtu.be/i8o59Gt3CxU

Peace Meditation Update, and a Possible Attempt on My Life

When doing the meditation for peace between Russia and NATO, I feel a deep sense of sadness from members of Russia.  The Russians are sympathetic to those who want peace, but feel that NATO is forcing a nuclear retaliation.  The Russians don't want to have to respond with nuclear strikes, but feel very strongly that there is absolutely no other option.

The peace meditations should be continued.  This is just a report on what I'm picking up.  

Definitely, there is a feeling of deep sadness...

I could be incorrect, and this sadness is coming from elsewhere.  This is just what I feel guided to write, take or leave.

NATO especially needs to be dissolved with the pink light. 

(Personally, the pink light is felt the strongest when the pink light is brought through without trying to tell the pink light what to do.  Maybe it's a matter of bringing the light through, and the light will know what to do.  Each one doing the meditations has their own unique ways of working with the light, so this is not a suggestion - observation only.  I like the peace meditation because it both localizes the Goddess Light and sends the Goddess Light to the entire planet.) 

Here is the guided audio for the peace meditation:

https://bit.ly/3ySOP2I

This is a fantastic visual reference for Goddess Light:

https://youtu.be/Xglx2S55L0g

Timezones and written version of the peace meditation:

https://www.welovemassmeditation.com/2022/06/urgent-meditation-for-peace-between-russia-and-nato-every-4-hours.html

I modified a Galactic Central Sun image for Goddess Light:

 

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A possible attempt on my life has been made by getting me to believe I am iron deficient.  (In my case, previous attempts on my life manifested in the form of putting harmful ideas for health protocols into my mind.  I thought the ideas were brilliant at the time, only to 'learn the hard way' that these ideas were often fatal.)  I've been wondering about being iron deficient for a long time, so I recently purchased a very potent heme iron supplement, which caused arrhythmia.  As some may already know, I have pre-existing heart issues, and a high amount of heme iron dramatically increases the risk of death from heart issues.  I was able to realize what was happening in time and my condition is stabilizing.  A positive personal effect of bringing the light through is that I have greater awareness and protection.  Had I been in a less ideal energetic state, matters would probably have become extremely dangerous, as I would probably still be taking the heme iron.

No One in the Surface Population Truly Wants to be Nuked

There are those who think the world is so unbearable that they desire for the world to be nuked.  The world actually isn't so bad at all when unplugging from the mainstream and alternative media.  I even stopped keeping up with alternative media outlets who I find to be high quality.  Although I'm still tired at times, I have a much more positive outlook on life.

I do still keep up with 2012portal updates, and have found that doing the peace meditations does indeed have a very positive effect.  

I'm discovering that being angry is being powerless, because anger accomplishes nothing for me.  Looking at the latest deep state charades and being angry and going on pointless rants with my voice echoing on the walls - those days are over.  I no longer feel threatened by negative agendas.  I know that the negative agendas will fail, and that the cabal want WW3 so they can maintain power, and I choose to be a part of not allowing this to happen by helping to bring peace to the situations between Russia and NATO.

Some may think the world deserves to be nuked, but this is just talk.  If the world really was nuked, people would be very, very sad and regretful.  Nukes are not only physical.  Nukes cause extreme damage to realms beyond the physical.  No one in the surface population truly wants the world to be nuked.  

I highly suggest that everyone participate in the peace meditations, regardless of past grievances.  The peace meditations are done not out of fear, but out of choosing to be part of the solution.  It's quite nice to bring the pink light through, to help stop the negative elites'/cabal's plans, and to dissolve their engineered conflicts, both internally and externally. 

Keep up the awesome work! 

The Larger Picture

I shouldn't put personal matters before the larger picture, so I deleted my previous post.  Perhaps Cobra holds me to a higher standard, and this is why sometimes some of my comments don't go through.  Whatever the case may be, I'm letting this go now.

The last thing I want to do is get in the way of what needs to be done.  I don't know what the larger picture is anymore, but I don't want to discourage lightworkers from doing the peace meditations.  Maybe the primary focus needs to be the peace meditations to prevent unnecessary casualties.  There are many different perspectives, and it's up to lightworkers to make a choice on what they feel they should do. 

My conclusion is that it would be a good idea to do the peace meditations.  There are various versions of WW3 and/or attempts at WW3 - the fighting would reach a point where it becomes mostly innocent casualties.  The light forces don't only rely on lightworkers doing the peace meditations, but the peace meditations would help them to more easily weaken and stop the cabal's WW3 plans.

All the best!

 

Ending Powerlessness

One becomes powerless when one is angry about a negative situation but cannot do anything about the negative situation.  

For example, there are neighbors who have a dog tied up that can constantly bark for hours.  A few weeks ago, I knocked on their door to ask (in a cordial manner) if they could move the dog.  I was greeted by an obese woman who did not take kindly to this.  She said "all dogs bark," as though there was something wrong with me for asking, like I had no right to ask.  And, my landlord management wouldn't do anything if I asked.  Management didn't care about the cats having noisy sex from other neighbors in the past (fortunately these other neighbors who feed the cats had the decency to finally catch one of the rapist cats so the problem is mostly resolved.)  Also, it's not technically animal abuse, so animal control won't do anything.  I feel bad for the poor dog.  It's a very unhappy dog.  People who have dogs like this in the city are very selfish.  But, I can't do anything about it. So, I bought earplugs with the highest NNR (Noise Reduction Rating), and a pair of earmuffs that also have the highest NNR that I could find at the store.  That's the only thing I can do short of doing something unlawful, such as setting the dog free, but I don't want to go to jail and/or have my tires slashed and so forth if the neighbors found out.  So, it's ultra-high NNR earplugs and earmuffs.  This doesn't solve the negative situation, but it makes the negative situation bearable.

If one is angry and one can do something about a negative situation, this is another story.  One can turn the anger into action that will cause change.  

Example:  All these shills in the alternative media who are probably being paid by governmental organizations to lie to people, who are also tricking well-meaning people into giving them money online... this (understandably) makes me angry.  So, I did something about it.  I helped to expose these deep state agents by making a blog post promoting Jordan Sather's video.

It's also important to know that there is cause-and-effect.  Anyone who disrespects me (on a severe enough level - I don't sweat the small stuff), such as the selfish neighbors with the noisy dog, will have consequences manifest for them.  Those who are paid to lie, both in the mainstream and alternative media, will be exposed and have some very tough times ahead.  People will have uprisings against these liars, and stop giving these liars money.  I definitely encourage people to stand up to these liars.  This isn't 'baneful magick' though.  I don't do baneful magick.  This is simply the natural order.  

Regarding situations with the world at large, the world will do what the world will do, but I have the belief that more and more, the natural order, and divine intervention, will increasingly assert itself.  People can do meditations for this, or not.   

No more being upset and powerless.  No more tears. 

Disinfo Agents Everywhere, and the Planetary Situation

Jordan Sather once again is brilliantly exposing all the liars and shills in the alternative media:

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https://www.bitchute.com/video/HHLSzUNiCerl/

These people are being paid money to spread lies and disinformation.  Many of them refer to their sponsors as "white hats." 

I found it particularly disturbing that Wilcock has been, and may currently be into, smoking marijuana.  Wilcock repeatedly stated in the past that he was against this sort of thing because it compromises people (and it does). 

It's interesting that disinfo agents are now attacking one another.  It's like a pit of venomous snakes attacking one another. 

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I decided not to go to the Mt. Shasta conference.  The right thing to do would be to refund my money, especially since I have a job to support myself.  I don't take money from other people in order to promote unsubstantiated claims.  It's entirely possible that I actually helped fund disinfo agents by purchasing the two days at the conference.  This will not happen again.

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Regarding the planetary situation, governments are causing their downfall by trying to starve their citizens, with Sri Lanka being a prime example.  If the U.S government continues on its course of hyperinflation and resource-cutting to the point of citizens losing widespread access to basic necessities required for survival, the U.S government will probably be overthrown by its citizens (the non-obese portion of citizens will do this, while the obese portion will die of heart attacks from panicking).  People who are starving have nothing to lose.

It is very positive that corrupt politicians are starting to step down, but there needs to be much, much more of this.

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In the esoteric arena, I do believe that there is a new 'cosmic energy' coming through.

A Truly Good God

(I don't see myself as a good person.  I don't know how I can say what I'm saying in this post because this is meant to be said by someone who isn't so messed up.  I feel like a hypocrite.  However, maybe being the way I am allows me to somehow see through certain deceptions.  Either way, this is about the message, and not the messenger.) 

Christians believe that everything that happens is part of God's divine plan.  Yet, so many horrific atrocities happen in the world.  It appears that Christians have Stockholm syndrome for their God.  Their God continually abuses them, or allows them to be abused by evil (which is the same as their God abusing them because their God created evil), and yet they continue to worship their God.

This same mentality also exists within the Q movement, along with certain parts of the newage movement.  Their line of thinking is, "Everything has to be ok because everything that happens is a part of God's divine plan."  So, they are basically saying that rape, torture, adrenochrome etc, are ok because this is part of God's divine plan.  This belief is obviously insane.

A truly good God would never play games with good and evil.  A truly good God would never give people a 'choice' between good and evil (the free will game, and with the Christian God it's not free will because their God is all-knowing, so all choices are predetermined), because a truly good God would never intentionally create evil.  I use the word "intentionally" because the only way God can still be good when evil exists is if God unintentionally created evil, as a mistake.

There is still a divine plan though.  The divine plan is for God to fix the mistake of creating evil, by removing evil forever.  Creation is being modified to not have the flaw that allows for the existence of evil.  This is also what 2012portal stated:

"The main lesson of our Universe now is to completely transform all gross primary anomaly, and the current metastable cosmic quantum vacuum state will shift into a new, more stable equilibrium state without darkness."

God is the eternal creator, but is also within the creation.  Some prefer polytheism over monotheism, which is fine.  God is within Gods and Goddesses.   

In order to have the strongest connection to Source, the insane belief must end that Source intentionally created evil.  

There should not be cognitive dissonance when connecting to the Creator.

 

A Brief Personal Update

Flax seeds are much higher in phytoestrogens, even compared with soy.  Even lignan-free flax oil has proven to be toxic.  Use is now discontinued.

Daily supplementation of vitamin D3 has been ongoing for several years, and it may be at toxic levels.  Use is now discontinued.  

Prolonged exposure to blue light at home has been neutralized with the use of glasses that block it. 

The current nature of imbalance is that any small imbalance becomes amplified to wreak psycho-physiological havoc.  This amplification possibly exists due to extensive and compulsive cleansing protocols, along with liver damage from previous alcohol abuse.  The liver may be in a state that is unable to effectively break down toxins (example: phytoestrogens from flax oil).

Personal improvements are being made, but there are no promises.

Anxiety manifests when I don't default on a certain addictive behavior (non-alcohol related).  It's almost as though I'm being energetically bullied to default on this addictive behavior.

Light entering from above to dissolve anomaly has been detected through the visionstate.

Others wishing for my death have been detected through the dreamstate. 

Decent A432 electronic music has been re-found.

Melatonin Update - Not a Long-term Solution, and Too Much Chaos

The melatonin experiment is not a long-term solution.  I can't just keep taking melatonin when I have to go to work and pay the bills.  I get too tired.  Plus, only megadoses have any positive effect anymore, and the positive effect doesn't solve the problem.  I may, however, megadose on my days off to get some momentary relief.  Although I sleep quite a bit more when megadosing, I'm momentarily able to access higher aspects, whereas, higher aspects are more able to be dominant over 'other aspects.'

When the surface population becomes very upset, and there's chaos and turmoil, I default on negative aspects.  These negative aspects are not a physical danger to anyone else though.  

I keep thinking it's dietary, but the evidence is more on the side of the planetary grids being messed up.  When the planetary grids are messed up, I'm messed up.  No amount of lightwork and meditations are able to bypass that.  As the chaos in the world increases through a global economic collapse, and resulting violent overthrows of governments (China is going insane, for example) throughout the world... it seems like there really is a correlation with chaotic global affairs and my own 'distortions' becoming more and more severe. 

I try to be at the cause, but unfortunately, am at the effect.  Nonetheless, lightwork can still be useful.  Light can still be brought through.  I do, however, suggest that people don't look up to me and so forth.  I'm too compromised to be a leader.  I don't want my problems to become other people's problems.  People need to do what they feel is right, and leave me in the background.  

I need to be in an environment where I don't have to put up with all the insanity at my job and so forth anymore.  (I need to be taken off world.)  The summer solstice was fantastic for me.  I was able to almost pass as a human being.  Nothing significant changed in my diet either.  I just got better.  I had so much energy and felt so amazing, I even did some overtime at my job.  Perhaps it was the planetary alignment that made me feel so well.  All the planets were lined up.  This was also around the time the Light Forces were stated to be making huge progress on 2012portal.  Maybe that factored into it as well.  Who knows.   

Then, around the 25th or so, all the distortions came back. 

When I quit drinking over 3 years ago, I felt amazing and went on jogs several times a week.  Then, covid and all its nonsense started and the grids collapsed... I could then no longer go on jogs because my heart kept skipping beats, and other old problems came right back.  Again, there was no significant change in my diet.  I was doing the right thing, but when vortexes/grids collapse, even though I quit drinking and took good care of myself, it's like I was 'back to square one' again.  It's so unfair when I do the right thing and still am set back like this.  At least I know that it's not my fault.

It's also possible that CERN is adversely affecting me.  I'm particularly sensitive to what CERN is doing, although few would find this believable.

There's also the possibility of subquantum anomaly being used against me.  Also, negative occultists could be targeting me.  Or, I'm just stupid. 😆 There are many possibilities. 

I'm just going to accept myself the way I am.  Maybe my greatest weaknesses can somehow be my greatest strengths.  I don't know.  What else can I do? 

An Experiment to be Much Better Able to Deal with Increased Solar Activity Hitting Earth's Artificially Compromised Shields from CERN

By having Earth's shields being compromised by CERN's allowed activities, and the increased solar activity, this can cause an imbalance of having too much solar energy in a world where nurturing Goddess energy is lacking.

By being around those who are fully vaxxed for several hours a day (for example, at work), this can compromise one's connection to one's higher self.

As a personal note, by doing too many colonic irrigations over the years using water that is questionable in quality, my own gut has perhaps been damaged to the point of being depleted of melatonin, and/or depleted of its ability to adequately produce melatonin.  (Both the gut and the brain produce melatonin.)  When someone says, "You don't have the guts," this implies cowardice.  Perhaps an aspect of cowardice comes from the gut being damaged/compromised.

As a second personal note, I have been having serious mental problems that have been getting more severe over time.  I also psychically picked up a thought-form telling me to kill myself earlier today.

As a third personal note, although I don't like being reliant on supplements, I have decided to take melatonin during the daytime, starting this evening.  Melatonin is the only supplement that brings me back into balance, and it makes sense, because melatonin is probably a 'Goddess hormone' of sorts, which can counter the excess solar (masculine) energies hitting earth, and can help to strengthen the connection to my higher self.  Then, I can bring more light through.

I volunteer myself as the test subject.  I'm a 'zombie' in the daytime anyway, always being super tired, so there's really nothing to lose.  A time-released version is probably best.  I'm not sure about the dosage, but when my shadow starts to become more dominant, that's when I know I need to take another dose (in mg).

As a fourth personal note, I took poisonous amounts of syrian rue in 2006 (long story), which may have caused seratonin syndrome.  I'm not well-versed on the science, and neither are modern scientists when it comes to serotonin syndrome.  Long story short - melatonin brings back much needed inner balance.  Every mental technique has failed.  Meditation has failed.  It's time to start doing something on a physiological level.  Sometimes that's what it takes.

If others wish to join in this experiment who are also having balance issues, perhaps melatonin will help you as well.

I researched if melatonin is addictive/habit forming, and it is not.  There are no known withdrawal symptoms if someone stops taking it.

Wish me luck!

The Science of Dairy Protein, and Why Farmers Around the World are so Upset

There have been many claims regarding dairy protein, but this reveals the real science:

 

The claim that dairy protein is similar to heroin is false.  

In the 3D world, more and more, my interest is in food science, and how different foods have different effects on the body, and thus, the mind.

My current finding for myself is that eating meat on a daily basis causes imbalance, but dairy protein (in various forms) has a healing effect.  I realize that I've gone back and forth on this, but I did not have an adequate scientific understanding.

A possible aspect of food is that different times of the year causes food to have different effects.  During one time of the year, a specific food can be beneficial, but at another time of the year, detrimental.  Humans are not independent from the cycles of nature.

SirisKing said in a previous video (which would take forever to find) that if someone eats meat, it's better to do so in the winter months. 

It's very important to know what food to eat, because food has such an enormous psycho-physiological effect - far more so than most people believe.

It's also very important to not have the food supply collapse (obviously), which is why farmers around the world are becoming so upset with new environmental policies that are not about saving the environment, but instead, are about causing mass starvation.  Farmers around the world are rapidly realizing the very real threat that these new environmental policies pose, and are fighting back very hard, as the situation is becoming a matter of life and death.  

The negative elites are far outnumbered.

Playing a Keyboard in A432 Part 2

I decided to make another.  I put a bit more effort into this one.

 

On the flip side, I let out my 'crazy side' in this form in 2016: 

https://starlight432.bandcamp.com/album/music-from-the-elseverse

I stopped making music around June of 2017.

Bottom Line - All US Citizens Have One Thing in Common

It doesn't matter what side of the political spectrum anyone is on in the United States.  Everyone in the US now has common ground, because everyone in the US has to eat.  So, when gas keeps being sky high, and when food becomes too expensive and/or scarce to be able to live, every single US citizen has common ground.  

Not one single US citizen would ever say it's ok for themselves and their friends and family to STARVE in order to fight Russia.  

This is why corrupt politicians who keep supporting the 'liberal world order' will fail, because even the most hardcore liberals would never allow themselves to starve in order to 'liberate' Ukraine.  And, according to the figures, that's exactly what is being pushed like never before - fighting Russia to the point of US citizens starving.  

Everyone's gotta eat.

Playing a Keyboard in A432

I'm awful at playing, which is partly why I play the same keys over and over.  Another reason is I'm planning the next pattern for a chord.  I find patterns for progressions.  I'm playing by ear.  My singing is not that great.  I'm terrible and I know it.  

I bought this keyboard, which is a Casio, over a decade ago.  I made sure to find a keyboard that would allow me to alter the pitch.

 

Previous music compositions, which are more complex because I programmed them using Propellerhead Reason, can be found here:

https://starlight432.bandcamp.com/album/risen-eternally

A More Specific Description of CERN's Plans for July the 5th

BPEarthWatch states that CERN has reached these levels before.  He then states that the difference this time could be the length of time CERN runs at these power levels.  He briefly mentions Atlantis as well.  I mentioned Atlantis a couple days before his video in my last post.  Apparently, either my blog is being followed by BPEarthWatch, or this is thought-transference, where people in different parts of the world have similar thoughts.

He also goes into how the great reset and social credit score system will be inevitable, in a gloom and doom scenario, which is why I sometimes don't watch his videos.  He's very well-versed with the sciences, but I find myself having to filter out the rest.  He also uses the bible in other videos to say that all the gloom and doom is a 'done deal.'  I don't believe that humanity is doomed to a dystopian outcome. 

Even if humanity is doomed to a scenario of losing access to water and food unless submitting to the dystopian demands of the negative elites, having extra water (and his mentioned water filter) and food would not get people very far.  The amount of looting would be so severe that those with resources would be robbed.  Those living outside cities would not be safe from looting either.  Clearly there must be another plan in place that doesn't involve mass starvation.  If not, and 90% of humanity is eradicated, which is also mentioned in his video, clearly, 'God has forsaken his children.'

Anyway, here's the video:

 

CERN Scheduled to Break Previous Records July 5th, and a Possibility Regarding the Underground Pits

Here is a link showing CERN's plans:

https://www.dailyveracity.com/2022/06/29/cern-to-restart-on-july-5-satanic-particle-accelerator-to-run-at-maximum-speed-in-search-of-god-particle/

There are sources that claim that the cause of the fall of the previous Atlantis was from foolish Atlantians who opened portals to realms that are harmful to this realm.  The Atlantians arrogantly thought nothing was wrong with what they were doing, just like those at CERN.  History, it appears, is repeating itself.

I had a friend several years ago who became very interested in Cthulhu over time.  I would then start seeing horrific entities in dreams that are not meant to be seen.  I later requested help from other occultists.  One occultist told me that my friend was opening portals to sealed realms.  These realms were obviously sealed for very good reasons.  I'm actually still very compromised from this, although I don't blame my friend.  Sometimes things just don't work out and 'things go south.'

Lightworkers and the surface population need to 'amp their shields up to maximum' in case CERN is not shut down by or before the 5th.

I speculate that CERN is the "quite improbable, but very dangerous scenario that has yet to be resolved" mentioned by 2012portal's most recent update.  If these entities are allowed to come through if CERN is not stopped, perhaps they can be rapidly cleared by the Light Forces, and by lightworkers using the Violet Flame. 

In the meantime before the 5th, Divine Intervention needs to be requested to permanently shut CERN down.  It would be better to shut CERN down than to have to deal with clearing more negative entities.  This doesn't, however, mean that all research regarding hadrons should cease.  Ruggero Maria Santilli's work with hadronic physics has very beneficial results that doesn't involve opening portals to sealed realms.  

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2012portal's reference to clearing the Orion group is probably the underground pits being cleared: 

"The Orion subfaction is mostly located in underground bases and is being wiped out."

http://2012portal.blogspot.com/2022/06/planetary-situation-update.html

Perhaps a previous meditation assisted, and is assisting, in this process.