The End of Free Will

Free will fundamentally is:

"I have the choice to either align myself with Source, and all this entails, or dis-align myself with Source, and all this entails.  I have the choice to either be good, and maintain a positive creation, or be bad, and destroy creation."

It's not truly possible to go outside of Source.  Everything returns to Source, one way or another.  So, even though a being can go against Source as 'free will,' this is not truly possible.  Therefore, free will is a game - an illusion. 

If a creation can be disintegrated, the creation is an illusion.  Physicality is capable of disintegration, so physicality is an illusion.  I did not previously believe this, but because of the abuse that exists within physicality, along with the associated astral and so forth, this conclusion was inevitable.  

The learning for Source is to no longer create realms that are subject to Murphy's Law..  Realms that are high enough, or close enough to Source, cannot be sabotaged.  Only these higher realms will continue to exist.  All other realms with the illusion of free will, shall not exist, ever again.

(The original 'rebellion against Source' referred to in various religious texts must have occurred in a realm capable of disintegration.)

Choice is not the same as free will.  There will always be a choice to have various experiences.  But there will no longer be the 'choice' to go against Source, which is the same as going against Oneself.  Having the illusion of the choice go against Source/Oneself was from the anomaly.  

When the anomaly ends, so will the illusion of free will.

A Major Realization Has Been Reached

The more I try to find the truth, the more confused I become.  

The quest for truth has become a trap.

Attention that goes to countless sources of intel becomes stretched too thin.  Surprisingly, there actually is such a thing as having a mind that is too open.   

Best to keep it simple, and do what one feels guided to do.

A mind that is too open can become gullible, and therefore vulnerable to manipulation.  The mind should be open to new possibilities, but should also have a filter for discernment.  

It seems that wherever I go, trouble follows, because I will be able to see one thing clearly, only to be clouded on something else shortly after.  Such is the nature of a mind that wants to know everything, opening too many doors, going too many directions - becoming lost.

I will work on being more disciplined, and I apologize if I have caused turmoil recently with my latest obsession with perfection.

On my part, more focus will now return to this:

https://www.welovemassmeditation.com/2022/09/violet-flame-meditation.html

Mine as Well Go For It and Not Hold Back

If it truly is the fate of this universe to end up as space dust because it's fallen and unable to be repaired, then so be it.  

I'm not going to argue with fate anymore.  If it really is true, there's no stopping it. 

Yet, who knows?  Maybe the fate of this universe won't be annihilation.

The double seed flower of life is still noteworthy, as is the geometry of 8.

But yes, mine as well...

https://www.welovemassmeditation.com/2022/09/violet-flame-meditation.html

People can also consider the following 4 part series.  Here are the first two parts:

The Krystar Awakening

https://youtu.be/-3k4C3UfXbY

https://youtu.be/NjLPBRirYRk

It's very interesting what she mentions in part 2, while speaking about increased solar activity.  She states that new viruses may emerge. 

The increased solar activity causes changes in all lifeforms on Earth, which includes viruses.  After all, it was called the "Coronavirus."  Sun virus?  Hmm.

(Not saying biolabs didn't play any role though.)

The Largest Picture

09/26 Update:  This is what needs to be realized:

https://starlight432.blogspot.com/2022/09/many-flaws-have-been-found-in-keylontic.html 

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The original post below is invalid because it's from fear-based teachings.  It should not be taken seriously:

I''m not thinking ahead in time billions of years.  I'm not thinking ahead in time trillions of years.  I'm thinking ahead in time forever.  

The most disturbing thing I've heard from E'Asha Ashayana is that beings can be immortal for even billions of years, but still end up with their consciousnesses being annihilated if living in a fallen system.

If beings do not obtain lifeforce energy from Source, they must obtain it from other living beings and systems.  Other systems must be assimilated and consumed, which then places these other systems in the same category as 'fallen status.'  At a certain point, Source does not allow this to continue happening, and cuts off the ability for fallen systems to consume other living systems.  The fallen systems then consume the finite amount of quanta they themselves contain, and then implode in upon themselves, as what's called "space-dust return."  All beings in such finite systems completely lose who they are, having to completely start over, remembering nothing of who they were.  

Eternal life should not be regarded as only a Christian term.  Eternal life goes infinitely beyond Christianity.  Without eternal life, there is no reason to exist.  Whether a being's consciousness is deleted in 10 years or 10 billion years is irrelevant.  The end result is the same - non-sentient, space-dust return.

The hexagonal flower of life is finite because it has a limited spectrum of frequency, using 60 degree angles.  60 degree angles are not evil, but exclusively using 60 degree angles entraps one into finiteness.  

The Krystic flower of life, however, has 12 sets of circles at 30 degree angles surrounding a central point or Source-point/zero point, resulting in petals with a vast multitude of different angles.  The geometry astounds me because of having so many possibilities.  To the best of my sensing abilities, I find that the Krystic flower of life covers a vast spectrum of frequency, leading to possible eternal life.  

To me, the Krystic flower of life is, dare I say it, perfection.

(I am not the owner of the above images.) 

I really do find that what she says I cannot ignore.

Fall of Metatron

https://youtu.be/HsM-APvvdF8

A Major Decision Has Been Reached

(I am not the creator of the images in this post.)

Perhaps there's a very good reason why I haven't been able to silence my inner voice telling me something's wrong.

https://youtu.be/PuYpKUiLmKg

The decision has been made.  All personal operations with the flower of life will cease from here forward.

This geometry will be my new pursuit, which, although I didn't realize it at the time, was my old pursuit starting over 15 years ago:

 

 

The 45 degree angles can be seen in the petals.  This resonates well.

Time to get back on track to go home.

 

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The geometry issue was never addressed, so I'm addressing this myself. 

 

If others feel differently, that's fine, and I could be wrong. 

Well, Actually...

I will not ignore people who say this:

 

 

The 6 petal flower of life does form cubes, but the 8 petal/krystic petal does not.

Perhaps the violet flame could be used in the geometry of 8.

Seeing the Two Forces, and a Return to the Violet Flame

One can discern, as Owen Cook puts it, that which connects to the energy of life, from that which connects to the energy of death.  These two forces can be seen both in online and real life interactions.

The energy of death from human behavior:

- Promotes that life is only difficult and full of suffering, with a nihilistic/pointless view of life.

- Promotes one's own ego and is narcissistic, seeing oneself as more special than others, as morally superior to others, more 'in the know' than others while looking down upon others, and so forth.

- Uses projection and gaslighting.

- Has a victim mentality.

The energy of life from human behavior:

- Promotes that life has meaning and is beautiful, and that life can be enjoyed individually and universally, instead of being full of suffering.

- Is willing to acknowledge when oneself is incorrect, and makes changes accordingly.

- Acknowledges one's own ego, but is not at odds with one's own ego, instead using it as a tool for positive change through self-awareness.

- Uses discernment to be aware of the force of death, to help keep from being sucked into the force of death. 

(More could probably be added to the above lists.)

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Although I still take a profound interest in the geometry of 8 (from my previous post), 2012portal's update today confirmed what I was mainly focused on for the last two weeks of August when the anomaly was at its highest density: the Violet Flame.  I will be returning main focus to the Violet Flame, and others can also do so if they feel guided.

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-ujIE4tLGbH0QKSS8RoPGtpP5stoWr_C

Victory of the Light!