Solar/Cosmic Energies, or Something Else
("Possible flaws in this post" at the end goes into how I could be inaccurate.)
Increased solar/cosmic energies coming through have powerful effects on the majority of the surface population who don't associate with 2012 Portal, A432 music, and meditations and so forth. However, someone who does associate with 2012 Portal, A432 music, and meditations and so forth experiences these energies to a much higher extreme. Both the 'awakened community' and the rest of the surface population - the vast majority of people on earth cannot handle the energies coming through, and need to be taken to another planet where the energies don't cause them further physical and/or mental damage.
The damage is only getting worse with time, and I am a personal testament to this. My own issues have definitely been getting worse. Lurker clearing had absolutely no positive beneficial effect on me. Indeed, 2024 was the year when I became much worse than ever before with distortions. 2024 will actually be known as the darkest year of my life. (I don't like to talk about myself like this. I like to focus on the larger picture. I'm just using myself as an example so that others may (or may not) relate.)
So far, the surface population (both lightworkers/warriors and 'normal people') are not being taken to safety from the solar/cosmic energies coming through. It should not be held against anyone for not being able to handle these energies. The surface population has simply taken too much damage over eons from the dark forces to be able to process these energies, even with the buffering of these energies taken to the maximum.
A main issue is that I am no longer getting deep sleep. Most of my sleep at night is a combination of:
1. Hearing random thoughtforms from the minds of others (not auditory but in the mind - it's difficult to explain).
2. Hearing accusational thoughtforms against me. The latest one is "I know where you've been."
3. Occasional visions
4. REM sleep, REM sleep, and more REM sleep, which overloads my mind with too much information. It's like a second life. Many of the dreams are random/chaotic. I also recently encountered some very aggressive 'H.P. Lovecraft entities.'
I'm not getting the deep, healing delta waves that I need. It's been this way over the past few years, getting worse each year. It's not that I don't ever go to delta, but it's only a fraction of what's needed to be in a healthy range.
Melatonin temporarily alleviates issues. 5 mg gets me about 45 minutes of healing relaxation (about 30 minutes after taking this dose) that may have a similar effect compared with delta sleep. I would have to constantly dose myself with melatonin throughout the day to maintain this, which is not the answer.
Mindfulness and being grounded in the present moment is the most powerful tool I've found thus far. I realize that even though my mind is being seriously damaged, I can connect with that which is stable to 'carry me through.' (With the exception of occasional hypoglycemia and the 'cancer feeling' in my liver area/stomach, my physical body is doing alright. I even went to a doctor to have tests done this year and was issued a 'clean bill of health.' I'm fit and strong physically, but I know too many people in real life whose bodies are being destroyed.)
Possible flaws in this post:
1. I'm projecting my own issues onto the rest of the world. Although not everyone else is doing 'super awesome,' they are mentally in far better condition than me. 'It's just me.'
2. I'm accusing solar/cosmic energies as being a problem when it's something else entirely, such as the dark forces specifically targeting me.
3. Diet is messing me up. I've been splurging on foods I know I'm not supposed to lately. 'Tis the season' made me think I could get away with eating more sugar, especially since I'm trying out an enzyme lately that breaks down fructose. This did not yield positive results at all, and I need to get back on track. Other people who's bodies are being destroyed consume way too much sugar and caffeine and so forth, with their ill health being unrelated to solar/cosmic energies.
You were able to get your blog back, I'm glad to read you again 😊, yes blaming Lightworkers because they make mistakes is heresy, I don't have the best health and I inherited an osteoarthritis gene, but for now it's stable, and compared to some workers I consider myself very lucky, it's great that you're healthy 👍.
ReplyDeleteI felt intense energies and a great fatigue a few days ago, I scared my doctor 9 of tension 😬, I lightened the number of meditation, and I have trouble to make complete nights, I' m often thirsty too, I think it's due to an intense energetic cleansing and my body is asking me for water to evacuate it's the first time I feel this way, we have a glimmer of peace between Russia and Ukraine, let's wait and see if Trump will be able to light the candle of peace.
And now I've decided to cut myself off from the rest, and devote myself to my project, I've hoped so much, I've been so disappointed and manipulated that I've made the choice to believe in myself first and let myself be guided by my higher self. If the event ever happens and I'm still in this world, you're the first person I'd like to meet. You've given me so much, you've always listened to me and comforted me, it may not be much in your eyes but trust and kindness are what matter most 🤗.
Take care of yourself and your family 🌈🙏😘
I was surprised that I could get my blog back. I thought it was too late and just wanted to see what would happen if I tried. I was surprised that it was so easy to recover it!
DeleteThese energies can overload the system if they get too intense. It's good to take a rest. I hope your health improves.
I don't feel that I'm deserving of much of anything anymore, but thank you for the kind words. Trust and kindness go a long way. 🤗 💖
Been REELING since August. August I was in AGONY. September onwards getting rattled with ascension symptoms, and this past month alone was insane.....getting some OLD symptoms that been gone for a long time coming BACK.
ReplyDeleteI've been with ascension symptoms since 2010. The ONLY benefits I've gotten do far is I can CATCH THINGS that fall or are thrown a lot better. BUT THAT IS NOT a fair trade off what been TAKEN from me, and all these stupid symptoms. I lost the whole of my 30s and half my 40s to ascension. AM I GOING TO GET THOSE 15 years BACK?
And what prize is there for ME with this ascension stuff?
And YET people ask me WHY I am so ANGRY?
I agree, it's a major flaw I'm seeing when so many lightworkers pretend that everything's hunky-dory when it's not. So many are being adversely effected, and in many cases, the damage is extreme - even fatal. I don't know how much of this is from energies coming through with humans not being compatible. It's hard to say, but it could be a major factor. So many variables, ugh.
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DeleteWell, IF I am doomed to be on this planet, and die here.....my soul WILL SNAP. Too many traumas, and being left to rot on this planet....if the light forces DO abandon me, I WILL go AFTER both them AND the darkies.
Like Obi-won said, Strike me down and I shall become more powerful than you can possibly imagine, but unlike Obi, I shall be powerful.
In a nutshell.....this is a message to the light forces, IF you leave me here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qA42DzgsX7U
And I'll make the Lurker look like a sissy in comparison.
MY soul to the light forces:
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/y-yV110u6rk
So, IF you really are smart, wise and ENLIGHTENED, you WILL come down here and help ALL OF US.
Otherwise, you're not better than the darkies.
It's good to see you Sherman, I understand perfectly, we're the same age, you and I both know that if nothing happens, the human body in hell rapidly degrades after a certain maturity.
DeleteI'd never judge you, and yes the Lightforces are no better in some cases, when I read about the first settler, the descendant of the Prime Creator's closest who was abandoned by her own Light family, and considered a traitor, it pissed me off, but what a shitty Light family! They didn't even bother to check if it was true or not, they were quietly safe in their ship! While she suffered in hell. So yes, Sherman, the forces of Light are far from perfect. Kisses take care of yourself and your family 😘
@Le Temps
DeleteThat's what happens, since humans, as I said many times, are genetically raped monkeys. The darkies don't CARE if their slaves fall apart...hence why they want so many people to keep reproducing.
For me, WHAT 'family', mine disowned me after standing up to them. They can smeg off for all I care.
I know, Sherman, it's just that they don't deserve you. You're a good person, because behind every person who's been hurt by hell and still puts up with it more than anyone else is a beautiful soul, and the Lightforces should take that into account.
DeleteIn the past, I've come across many Lightworkers, or at least those who claim to be Lightworkers.
It's a distortion of the identity of the true Lightworker, who acts with benevolence and disinterest. Just like Jesus, but we all know what happens to beings who emanate this kind of energy. They are the ones who pay the highest price down here.
@Mes enfants
DeleteWell, I got no desire to become a martyr, I tell you what.
Be real nice is being a good person actually would, you know, have SOME benefits.
Here are 2 videos regarding what being a good person ends up getting you, less than nothing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iwxZzTjgr9U
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_mFK_e4KWs
"You get punished for not being a bullshit artist!"
And that's just in regards to intimacy, be it emotional or physical, on this twisted planet.
And, no, I will not give my life if it means it saves humanity....nope, not going to happen.
Sherman, with the second video:
DeleteStraight galactic society women are sexually attracted to masculine fire within men, but this fire is different than aggression. On earth, 'bad guys' have fire laced with aggression. With galactic society, fire is there but the tattoos and thug-stuff is not.
On earth, 'nice guys' don't have much fire, or at least come off as not having much fire. Even if fire is directed in 'idiotic directions,' women still take this over nice guys, because 'fire is fire.' Also, fire is sought in same-sex unions. (I'm not trying to make a point in this reply. This just kind of 'came through.' It can be interesting to compare earth sexuality with galactic society sexuality.)
Conclusion: Both galactic society and earth society sexuality is the same in that they both seek fire, but unlike earth, galactic society fire is not laced with 'modernized plastic jungle junk' and all the programming that goes along with this.
DeleteI don't know @Sherman how galactic relationships work, the harem story deeply baffled me, we'd been told about twin flame relationships now it sounds more like orgies where everyone sleeps with everyone else. I know that at the beginning of my awakening many people tried to have relationships with my soul in the dreamstate, it's disturbing, recently my twin showed up saying that I wasn't cheating on my husband by uniting with him! Come and explain this to my husband!
DeleteThe funny thing is that my husband is part of my soul family.
One thing is certain: the twin flames of the great souls (Jesus, St Germain) have been totally erased, and one wonders what the role of feminine energy really is in the galactic context, apart from sacrificing itself over time.
Until I know that clearly, I can't open my heart. And the idea of being a concubine in a harem is absolutely not my future project; I still prefer to be single.
Take care all 😊
@Starlight
Deleteand those women who LOVE the 'bad boyz', more often then not, as they said:
Can't feel attracted to someone who is AVAILABLE for intimacy (like ME). <---- Dr. Drew
Other guy looks out for NUMBER ONE. He'll chew you out and spit you out, use you like an old Kleenex and just discard you. <---- Adam Corolla.
Like Libra said, I can no longer try/accept ANY humans as a lover/partner, ONLY an alien will I choose, shit I want to PURGE my humanity, on the genetic level, in addition to my masculinity.
I REALLY want to know WHAT sexuality is like for THEM. *points to the sky*
And, just as an interesting bit of trivia of myself, it's about now, give or take a few days, when I was on my last date, the anniversary as it were. December 1999. I really thought I finally won then (in my teen years in high school.....NO girlfriends, NO homecoming dance, NO wild spring break, NO senior prom, not even a single 1 night stand of meaningless sex), and that the universe was FINALLY showing me some kindness (she was intelligent, sharp mind, we both loved poke'mon and she was like a young Carolyn Jones as Mortica Adams in appearance) ....but she become the first of a long line of people that I tried to start something with to suddenly DISAPPEAR.....as if they never even existed.....her cell phone was out of service, her pager was out of service, she and her mom and grandpa moved out of the house. I called her up in early 2000, and found out someone ELSE was living there now, the woman who moved in said they left quite some time earlier. What REALLY hurts me is that she never said she was moving...no email, no phone call, not even an old fashioned letter....and worse, she never even said goodbye. And from then on, EVERYONE I tried to hook up with, be close by me or long distance, they always vanished. I am CERTAIN the darkies deliberately were doing this to me....they REALLY love seeing me suffer.
I really hope I get to spill some darkie blood, I feel I outta be allowed to at LEAST kill one of them.
And again, these 'Light Workers' keep asking WHY I am so full of anger and frustration?
Got a feeling I'll be more close like a Klingon maiden after I'm restored.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8iNojlgqlxI
Sherman, I'd say you have fire - a kind that Ets may like, who knows. Balance is beneficial, but too much balance kills fire. Lightworkers who get too into balance can stagnate. Nothing wrong with some 🔥
DeleteI mean, depends on how the fire is used. 'It's complicated.'
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