Either Way

I still read her material: 

https://justempowerme.com/what-is-the-great-game-of-the-omniverse-who-were-the-players-the-ultimate-end-goal-of-the-game-is-to-eliminate-natural-creation-goal-1-control-the-most-souls-goal-2-control-earth-go/

I read the article from start to finish.  She discusses the same dates Cobra does, but from a very, very different perspective.

She updates with articles here:

https://justempowerme.com/posts/

Only time will reveal the 'real McCoy.'

Either way, it's beneficial to connect to Source with the Flower of Life.  Although E'Asha Ashayana claims it's harmful, I don't believe so.  The geometry is a circle going through the center of every other circle, which is very balanced.

https://www.welovemassmeditation.com/2019/08/daily-flower-of-life-meditation.html

Holding the Light, The Problem I've Run Into, and Aggression May Still Help if Used 'Properly'

Holding the Light

To really be stronger with "holding the light," it's not only a matter of having a versatile/adaptive psychology and doing meditations.  The physical body must also be in a balanced state. 

Eating meat increases 'barbarian aspects,' which definitely hinders holding the light.  Even after no longer eating meat for a day or two, it's still in the system in the colon.  The cleansing of meat from the system can be sped up through colonic irrigations.  There are ways to do this without going to a colonic irrigation clinic.  I won't go into the details though for the sake of 'etiquette.'  

Here are some personal findings.  These findings may or may not apply universally: 

– Whey protein isolate or concentrate is destabilizing. (This still isn't certain, but is becoming more and more probable.)

– Dairy in its natural forms are not as destabilizing as meat, and can be consumed without being placed too much off balance.

– Being lacto-vegetarian is easy, but being vegan is extremely difficult.  (Those  who can be vegan for long periods of time without issues have accomplished quite a feat!)

– Pea protein isolate and rice protein isolate only cause tiredness when combined with dairy.  A dairy meal can therefore be alternated with a non-dairy meal with vegan protein powders.

Back to physiology:  I can apply CBT and stoicism, but if my physiology is imbalanced, the imbalanced energy doesn't dissipate, and almost all of my attention has to be focused on distancing myself from destructive thinking.  Only the combination of physiological balance with CBT and stoicism creates a state of balance and harmony.  With all of these conditions being met, meditations can be done with much greater access to the light.  ("Stoicism" is not being used here with the common definition as "cold and unfeeling."  I'm referring to historical stoicism, which is entirely different.)

True lightwork involves tapping into a harmony that prevents conflicts before they start.  This allows for synchronicities to work in one's favor, as well as in the world's favor.

Some prefer to be fighters though.  I knew someone who ate large amounts of meat to give him strength to rip apart negative entities in the astral.  However, light can come through to dissolve these entities instead.  It's just a matter of what one prefers.  There is no 'one size fits all' approach.  For those who do Cobra meditations though, eating meat doesn't mix well.  It requires a high level of 'fine tuning' to be able to be in a balanced enough state to access the light when working with Cobra meditations.   

The Problem I've Run Into

Being vegetarian and holding the light has placed me on the other side of the 'predator-prey' spectrum.  In the dreamstate this morning, two others tried to dominate me with their 'animalistic urges.'  (I'd rather not go into too many details.)  Just as a predator hunts its prey in the animal kingdom, humans (maybe just the cabal portion of humanity along with certain compromised individuals) hunt those who hold the light.  

(Important note:  Being on the prey side of the predator-prey spectrum does not mean I preyed on anyone in the past when being more on the predator side.  I never went after anyone, but I was more aggressive and had more 'barbaric vibes' – vibes which I kept to myself.  For example, I never tried to kidnap someone and sell them into slavery – in the dreamstate this morning I was threatened with this as I was being assaulted.)     

With all the subquantum/lurker cleared, I'm very puzzled because there's still so much darkness in the world.  'Predatory animalistic tendencies' of people appear to be amplified.  It's still very unclear as to why this would be.  (I'm not complaining; I just don't understand.)

Aggression Can Help When Holding the Light if Used 'Properly'

Sometimes when my mind keeps tormenting me with stupid nonsense, such as imagining scenarios of conflict and 'getting all worked up,' it works to aggressively tell the mind to shut up.  (I live alone, so there's no one to look at me like I'm crazy when I start saying, "Shut up!")  

Sometimes a more aggressive approach is needed when the bull starts getting really stupid.  Doing so does not appear to be compromising.  It provides relief when nothing else works to make it stop with its bull-shit. 

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Notes Over the Last Week or So

Proposed Protocol for Debates

Debate ideas and not people.  If someone tries to turn a debate of an idea into a personal attack, expose what they are doing.  Here’s an example of a hypothetical attack:

Person A:  “Some situations can be made out to be more complex than they really are.  It’s healthy to be grounded and down-to-earth at times.”

Person B:  "If you were truly enlightened, you wouldn't feel that way.  Maybe you're not as spiritually advanced as you think."

Person B is not addressing person A’s argument at all, and is instead using an attack that implies spiritual superiority over person A, while also stating that person A as not spiritually advanced in general, and projecting onto person A that person A believes him/herself to be spiritually advanced, when person A didn’t say anything about being spiritually advanced in the first place.

Some attacks can simply be ignored.  Every single thing someone says doesn’t have to be broken down and analyzed.  However, if an attack is particularly insidious, it can be beneficial to expose the attack layer by layer, as a learning process for oneself and others.  

Some instances are just someone being humorous.  It all depends.  It’s usually apparent when it’s an attack though.  

Some don’t prioritize exposing online attacks, and feel that there are more constructive things to do with their time.  This is understandable.  Each to their own.    

Stoicism/CBT/Transurfing advises to see adversity and obstacles as opportunities.  One can ask oneself with various undesired situations, “How can I turn this into an opportunity?”  Not all situations can be turned into opportunities, but it may be a surprise that many situations that previously were not seen this way, can be this way.

I Got Hit Hard

On the morning of March 26, 2025 at around 8:00 a.m in the dreamstate, I was bombarded with 2 different frequencies, primarily in my left ear.  It was 2 different frequencies because the ringing in my left ear had 2 different ringing pitches.  This was a frequency attack to keep my consciousness ensnared in ‘lower vibes.’  I’ve been making more and more progress to be liberated from darkness, so they decided to try to get me back into my little ‘cage’ with this attack, which was probably carried out by a black ops branch of the military industrial complex.  This is a violation of the Geneva Conventions and Cosmic Law/Galactic Codex.  I command full restitution for this criminal act.  I command that all parties responsible for this attack be brought to justice.  (I waited until now to post this because I didn’t want to distract anyone from the clearing of subquantum/lurker during the critical timeframe of March 14 – 28.)  

Americans aren’t necessarily bad and stupid people.  It’s just that Americans get hit with frequencies to keep them in a truncated state of development.  The United States has a massive cabal presence, with perhaps the most extreme level and use of psychotronic weaponry in the world.  This is probably why there are not many lightworkers from the US compared with many other nations.  

According to a powerful occultist I once knew:

The cabal technologies have both physical and nonphysical aspects, operating in 3D but also just above 3D, in the etheric plane.  Entire geographical locations can be bombarded with certain frequencies and energies.  Spheres on the Kabbalah can also be used for this purpose.

I Got Hit Hard Again Just After the Activation

This morning, I woke up about 40 minutes after “a flash of Light through the planetary energy grid, that will activate all planetary Dragon leylines and the Goddess Atlantean equator leyline.”  Here is the dream I woke up to:

I was on a ship on the ocean of some kind and was put under anesthesia.  There was a male and female doctor.  They had to remove something from my arm.  After this, they malevolently agreed that it would be a good idea to cut off a centimeter of my tongue.  One of the doctors said, “No less than a centimeter.”  After they did this, the anesthesia started wearing off.  I kept saying in tears with my heart crying out, “Why would you do this to me?”  I was saying this as I was trying to get my tongue to stop bleeding with toilet paper.  There were many bloody pieces of toilet paper I was dropping in the toilet.  After waking up from the dream, I almost physically felt the pain of a centimeter of my tongue having been cut off.  

My question is, if so much evil has been cleared according to 2012 Portal, why do abuses like this continue to happen?  Why do people still behave this way?  Wouldn’t people start to no longer do these kinds of messed up things, whether it’s physically or metaphysically?

Exposing Censorship

Not too long ago, I’ve been getting censored by a couple groups – PrepareForChange and by Kim Gougen.  They won’t let me comment anything. 

I don’t know why Kim Gougen would do this, but PFC may be doing this because of what I stated about the book, “A Long, Dark Shadow” by Allyn Walker.

I disagreed with this book because it wants to create another identity within identity politics.  As I stated on a previous post, among other things, it’s best to not make one’s sexuality into their identity.  This includes the identity of being a pedophile or, as Allyn Walker unfortunately calls it, “Minor Attracted Person.”     

However, this book also came up with instances of people being talked out of abusing children from support groups.  Would support groups be such a bad idea if they can prevent abuse?  Or, would such support groups become another deep state agenda?  Many believe that pedophiles will end up abusing children – that it’s just a matter of time.  Is this really true for them all?  Anyway, this is a huge ‘can of worms,’ but being censored by PFC in perpetuity only falls back upon them.  They probably think I’m a pedophile for exploring the possibility of pedophiles being talked out of abusing children. 🙄

By the way, I doubt anyone from PFC actually read “A Long, Dark Shadow.”  (I read the entire book.)  In order to come up with the most effective arguments against a book, wouldn’t it be a good idea to actually read the book?  

Regarding Kim Gougen

Kim Gougen is completely opposed to Cobra.  She previously stated:

“Are there enough drones in the world to stage a fake alien Invasion which is where they’re going? I’m going to say probably not at the ready. They would probably need several months in manufacturing and then there’s the coordinating of the drone, the people that control the drones, and all of this stuff. So probably not at this time. I know that is another rumor that’s going around out there so I wanted to tell you the backstory behind that and that they have tried to use it. It’s also being reported on the 2012 Portal site I think that’s Cobra. It’s everywhere and they’re talking about an incoming alien invasion of some sort. They can hope for that I guess but it’s simply not the case.”

(Source)

“When the Dark Overlord, Lucifer died about a year ago, his wife made an agreement with the Draco that gave them a red line interaction with the moon. That is why the 20th tile on the Mayan calendar is on the woman’s back. It meant that it was the beginning of Lilith’s rule and apparently when ‘Isis got her crown back’. Kim mentioned this because it was discussed on some 2012 Portal Blog Site and she was explaining that this is what they were talking about."

Source

“COBRA is not our friend. What she can tell us is that his meditations typically take place around the new and full moons. Is that a coincidence? He’ll state that the signal has been sent and in his updates tell you whether requirements were met, not met, or a failure incurred. If you type in his acronyms like SPX for example, you can decode the message and find out exactly what he is talking about. Usually it’s attached to some agency, DARPA, or Black Sun operation.”

Source

What Kim Gougen Says About the Name “Starlight”:
 
“The Starlight System

Regaining control was all tied back to the Star Light System. The Deep State did not create it as it’s been here in our galaxy probably for around a million years. The reason Kim never detected it is because it was covered under the False Light Agreement. By false light she means inorganic light that mimics actual light, therefore you think it’s something of the light or an organic thing but it’s not. There were eight agreements under this in total if she remembers correctly and were phased outside the galaxy. Every single planet was involved including Earth, actually Earth was the target. So this ties into the earthquakes. Why did that happen? Because if something were to happen to Omega the earthquakes were to be triggered because they were part of that same network.

Now the Starlight system started mimicking everything that Alpha 2 (now called the Harmonic Genesis of the Creator of Organic Life System) was building. It stuck itself right in between Alpha 1 and Alpha 2. So if you were NORAD this morning and you had a connection but it wasn’t going anywhere, it’s because you were trying to connect and poking in with the lines in between the Planes of Existence but it was just molding around you. This Starlight system never existed in the Physical Plane because it never got that far. Now it no longer exists at all.”

Source

I don’t know what to make of Kim’s material.  But PFC often posts her material on their blog.  I was just wondering if they were aware that she regards Cobra as being a part of the deep state.  I of course don’t necessarily believe this about Cobra.  Honestly, I don’t know what to make of any intel anymore.  The only thing I know for sure is that it’s all a huge mess.  Oh well.

Applying CBT and Stoicism to Metaphysical/Dreamstate Attacks

There’s no reason why CBT and stoicism can’t be applied to such attacks regarding healing from possible resulting PTSD.  I’ll definitely use this for the latest attacks.  Furthermore, CBT and stoicism are always something to fall back on when all else fails.  I definitely underestimated them both, and I’m very glad I decided to pursue them.  

Green Light

Feels nice.

 

I'm Doing Great!

In between the waking state and dream state I heard the thoughtform this morning, "I don't want to help you."  This was accompanied with judgemental vibes.  Whoever this is, I've reached the point with research/application of stoicism and CBT to be in a position to no longer need anyone else's help.  Therefore, I request that whoever you are, please stand aside.  If you don't stand aside, I will simply know that you are trying to hinder my healing and development.  I will also know that you are powerless over me, and anything you might do to try to harm me only falls back upon you.

Psychologically, I've made major breakthroughs.  I don't need a therapist, nor do I need the approval of others.  If anything, I am almost in a position to help others with their issues.  I thought about being a paid mentor, which doesn't require an advanced degree.  This is a great alternative to being a therapist.  (I am not 'qualified' to be a therapist because I don't want to go into massive student loan debt.) 

I've been reading the books and doing the work of a college student.  The university I go to is my living room, and, weather permitting, the outdoors.  Currently though, I don't feel guided to be a paid mentor, as this would entail a great amount of online time doing video calls.  I feel that I already spend too much time online.

Long story short, I don't judge myself for past mistakes.  I instead use past mistakes as learning opportunities.  I'm grateful that I hit 'rock bottom' around 2024.  I'm grateful for the mistakes I made then, and before then, because all of this helps to steer me in a healthy direction.  

I also understand that I don't need anyone's validation and approval to be able to function.  Even if the entire world of humans hated and rejected me, it's alright, as this is beyond my control.  A performer on a stage only gets nervous from being afraid of disappointing the audience.  However, if the performer realizes that the only thing that matters is the virtue of the performance itself, regardless of what the audience may think, all the fear and anxiety vanishes.  Whether it's a performance on stage or living life, this is the way to be.  

What if the light forces look down upon me as well?  I don't think they do, but if they do, the same still applies.  Really, I'm doing just fine.  Whether it's the surface population or the light forces, I don't place myself in the position to be at their mercy.  I can now fully stand on my own two feet.  (Finances is another matter of course, as I will be running out of money in the not-too-distant-future, but stoicism and CBT places me in a strong position to be able to make ends meet – even with a touch of grace.)

Possible Aspects Beyond the Veil

I've found freedom in not identifying who I am based on my:

– Race

– Gender

– Sexuality 

– Various worldly belief systems

It's interesting that by not identifying oneself by these aspects, identity politics is rendered inert.

Yes, one can still enjoy various roles.  Everyone has likes and dislikes.  However, there are aspects beyond all of this that can be accessed, as deeper levels of being connected to 'higher realms.'  

Even someone with deep and strong destructive programming can access higher realms when disidentifying from this programming. 

When someone dies, much of what they thought they were dissolves.  Often, those who die are in for quite a surprise.  I suspect this to be the case from a few experiences of being close to death.

I postulate that the more one is ensnared in worldly identities, the smaller one is after death.  The more one knows oneself beyond worldly identities, the larger one is after death.  Ascension could be similar.

There are still masculine and feminine energies after death or ascension, but not in the way that is understood in 'earthly terms.'  

There are no identity politics and other such similar dualities beyond the veil.  

One can go beyond the veil without dying.  This is 'dying without dying.'  

Physical matter has dimensions above 3D.  It has 4D, 5D, 6D, and 7D aspects, with their many sub-layers.  (I was told that the physical world is dimensions 1-7.)  This is multiple layers of complexity within complexity.

Exploration within physicality can become very interesting when in a state beyond identities.  The possible undefined experiences of this may as well be infinite.