Perspectives and Findings

I've been getting tired of 'hearing myself talk' lately, and I've been looking for new ideas for how to improve daily life.  After going through several videos on youtube in this regard, I found a couple that are very helpful:   I'm finding that the stress of looking at any news, including intel on Ets and 'in the know' information – maybe all of this has been reinforcing self-defeating behavior patterns.  Unplugging from all of this and implementing the advice in the above two videos is the solution I've arrived at.  (It's an ongoing process though - there will probably be more video findings.)  Perhaps others who see this post will come to similar conclusions as well.  If not, that's fine too. Anyway, perhaps the reason I keep defaulting is not because 'this and this needs to be cleared first.'  Maybe the real reason is because I'm paying too much attention to 'this and this needs to be cleared first,' and giving this power....

Question:  What are the symptoms and characteristics of not being well grounded? Answer: Symptoms – Restlessness and Anxiety:  Feeling constantly on edge, unable to relax. – Difficulty Focusing:  Your mind is racing, but you can't concentrate on any one task. – Emotional Sensitivity:  Being overly emotional or easily affected by the emotions of others. – Fatigue:  Feeling tired all the time, even after a full night's sleep. – Forgetfulness:  Frequently forgetting appointments, deadlines, or tasks. – Feeling Spacey:  Feeling out of touch with reality, almost as if you're not fully present. – Impulsivity:  Acting on impulses without thinking things through. – Physical Discomfort:  Experiencing unexplained aches and pains. Characteristics – Disconnected:  Feeling disconnected from your surroundings, yourself, and the people around you. – Overwhelmed:  Easily feeling overwhelmed by daily tasks and responsibilities. – Lack of Stability:...

Matthew 7:25  "The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock." In today's world of increasing 'turbulence,' being grounded in a strong foundation is key.   I often hear about accessing Source energies, but in order to really bring Source energies to Earth, one must be grounded and centered to a sufficient degree to be able to receive. Here are some affordable rocks that greatly assist with being grounded and centered:     Black Onyx Used for grounding and protection in various spiritual practices.  It's believed to help center and align your energy, providing stability and strength during times of stress or confusion.  Many people use black onyx to ward off negative energy and to feel more connected to Earth.     Black Tourmaline Often praised not only for its beauty, but also for its purported protective and grounding properties....

Best protocol I feel guided to do:   Alternate between 'grounding sessions' with grounding rocks, and 'emerald sessions' with emeralds.  My version of a session:  Laying down with rocks on my stomach/chest area playing old school video games while chilln' to Captain Marigold.   Some of my best insights actually come through with this 'advanced spiritual practice.' 😁 Regarding attacks: In the past, no matter how connected to Source someone was, they would still get attacked.  The physical death of Isis Astara 100% proved this.    Currently however, the dark forces are finally not able to attack as much and as strongly due to all the clearings.  And, it's easier now for people to access Source with more and more energies coming through.  This combination allows those with a very strong connection to Source to finally achieve immunity to all attacks.    For those with less of a strong connection to Source who are still getting h...

My experience with having a cintamani stone was to become more destabilized.  I've been biting my lip, but tachyon chamber sessions (I had 8 sessions) also caused me to be more destabilized.  (This doesn't mean others will be more destabilized by tachyon chambers.  Orgonite also destabilized me, which isn't even associated with 2012 Portal.  Metaphysical aids from multiple sources causing me to be more destabilized has become an unfortunate pattern.)  Emeralds have also been aggravating the situation.  I will thus use emeralds less. I've decided to use grounding stones such as black tourmaline, black onyx, and smokey quartz.  I'll still have 'emerald sessions,' but stability and grounding are my main priorities now.  I'm only interested in doing what works, regardless of being stated or not stated on 2012 Portal. ------- I really love goldfish crackers, but as with all crackers, goldfish are cooked with canola and/or soybean oil.  To enjoy ...

This is my personal finding.  This may or may not apply to others: If the emerald is small, having a diameter or length somewhere around 1/2 an inch or less, it's ok to sleep with this in the corner of my pillow.  (Having it in the corner of my pillow keeps it from falling on the floor during sleep.)  This can grant some interesting experiences and abilities in the dreamstate. If the emerald is large, I don't sleep with this in the corner of my pillow.  If I do, things go seriously... haywire.   Maybe this is because it's too much clearing at once; I don't know.  There can be many theories/speculations as to why.  (In the majority of cases when experimenting with something that has many unknowns, I don't know 'why' reality does what it does – I only know 'what.') 

Some lightworkers have been speaking negatively about Trump, but his executive orders are a massive blow to the cabal.  Here are some that he's already signed: - Withdrawal from the World Health Organization (WHO):  Ordered the US to withdrawal from the WHO. - Restoring Freedom of Speech:  Aimed to end federal censorship and restore free speech. - Withdrawal from the Paris Climate Agreement:  Now there's no way they can impose carbon taxes and so forth to try to meet some crazed draconian commitment to the PCA.  - National emergency at the US-Mexico border:  To address immigration issues.  Allocates funds for border security to stop terrorists and drug cartels. - Pardoning Capitol Rioters:  Pardoned and commuted the sentences of of those charged with crimes on January 6. There's also a ceasefire between Israel and Gaza.   So, things are looking really good so far.  I know that Trump is not a white hat, but maybe give this a chance....

I've been trying to use emeralds to clean my subconscious of the lurker by sleeping with an emerald in the corner of my pillow.  The results are uncertain.  I'm undecided if this is a good idea, as there have been some extremely volatile dreams lately.  There are many factors to consider. But definitely, I've concluded that using emeralds for healing in the waking state while relaxing has a very powerful effect.  In the waking state with emeralds, the heart awakens and light comes through that dissolves subquantum/lurker.  Emeralds can be used to access Agartha, but even when not doing an Agartha meditation, emeralds are incredibly beneficial.  ------- From my recent experience of having extreme cognitive dissonance from the latest update and Kyoto conference notes, I've concluded that at least in my case, it's best to not get caught up in details and what's being said.  I do much better by 'keeping it simple' and just relaxing and healing in my leisur...

Here are my perspectives regarding Cobra's latest update and the Kyoto conference notes: – I've had recurring dreams of a massive storm lately.  The one last night was of a massively scary category 5+ hurricane.  From the conference notes discussing China's unfortunate situation, it's possible this is China's grid status.   – Intuitively, I did not feel that the recent California fires were a huge deal.  It felt like many people were being melodramatic about it.  Cobra saying that the fires backfired on the cabal, cleared negative entities, and made the vortex stronger  – this confirms that the California fires are not nearly as bad as people think.  It's definitely useful to look at situations without jumping to all-or-nothing conclusions.  This image from a Hal Turner update, however, is interesting.  Looks like the path of the fires goes right where the cabal want to build their smart city rail system:     – We are told w...

What the negative elites do: Introduce and/or propagate something unimaginably horrible into the world, and then come in as savior figures to fix it.  As saviors, fixing the situation entails a social credit score system followed by brain chips from the thought police.   With covid they tried to get this going and failed.  Nowadays, it's not just ending wars that is the catalyst for their plans.  It's also rampant pedophilia and gang rapes of women and children. Of course they have to actually do good things.  Elon Musk calling out Britain's gang rape epidemic is a good thing.  However, Musk is only doing this to gain favor in order to implement a dystopian future. Here's a possible way the right could use pedophilia for dystopian measures: Force the public to do brain scans to identify pedophiles.  This would be a slippery slope that opens the door for other mandatory measures.  It starts out as "the fight against pedophilia."  It ends ...

Dramas associated with 2012 Portal, dramas from occultists and the occult world, dramas from conflicting intel, dramas within oneself, dramas/abuse in the world at large, and on, and on, and on... all of this is just noise to stop me from being present in the Here and Now.  Clarification on 1/12:   The above passage can come off as me implying that everything revolves around me.  I've been called a " sociopathic narcissist who only cares about their own comfort" in the comments, so thought I'd clarify: I'm only speaking from personal experience.  No, abuse and dramas in the world don't happen just to get me 'off center.'  However, when I become angry over problems I can't solve, I only end up adding to the problems in the world from loosh generation, so it may be best not to get so caught up in all the insanity and 'take a breather.'  And, if this is true for me, this may be true for others. Also, there are those who make a ruckus, but they...

The biggest frustration I'm seeing with lightworkers: "Why are the light forces waiting for the Event to intervene on so many levels?  They could do so much more before the Event." Looking at the evidence, before the Event, the light forces are only concerned with the big picture.  They won't specifically help the 'little people' unless it's a key lightworker, and even then, it's energetic help only.  The light forces won't stop genocides.  They won't (fill in the blank).  They only deal with 'large fish.'   Are many people becoming cannon fodder?  Absolutely.  Is this fair?  Absolutely not.  But it is what it is.   Look, there are millions of unresolved problems to be angry about.  If I were to rant about all the things that are wrong with myself and the world at large and fit this into one day, my voice would go hoarse and I would run out of time.  So, I decided to just accept things as they are and move on bec...

(I mine as well go into this.) I was doing fantastic for a couple weeks by keeping my diet very simple.  The diet was low in fiber and just focused on getting the macros down.  Then I decided to diversify by adding peanut butter, avocado, and canned vegetables.  This caused my issues to come back a thousand-fold (I'm not exaggerating.)  Also, I've had major issues with only adding canned vegetables, but no avocado and peanut butter.  Each of these three by themselves have also caused major issues in the past.  Conclusion: At least when it comes to my health, all the advice to eat more fruits and vegetables is a lie that has caused major damage.  This is why I take this advice very seriously: https://www.gutsense.org/fiber-menace/why-dietary-fiber-causes-harm.html Summarizing the above link, the most fiber someone should eat per day is 15g.  Most 'health foods' are actually poisonous because they are too high in fiber.  And of course plant foo...

Someone can do all the positive thinking and so forth in the world, but if their physiology is messed up, this simply won't work.  And, food effects physiology.   Here's a surprising example of harm that can be caused by foods people take for granted: https://www.foodsforbetterhealth.com/6-reasons-you-should-never-eat-peanut-butter-7037?form=MG0AV3 Diet isn't an end-all, but eating food or foods that cause physiological imbalances results in negative programming calling the shots.   I could go into great detail about how to do a low casein lacto-vegetarian diet.  But really, it's up to people to figure out what to eat and what to avoid eating. Regarding "positive thinking and so forth," this occurred to me recently: Trapped energy becomes distorted/inverted.  "I let it go" by itself doesn't work because focus and energy has to always go somewhere.  Instead, it needs to be "I let it go and I instead focus on (fill in the blank)."  Even l...

Kim Gougen's material is fun to read, but then there's this: The "Story" of Kim Goguen - and Ben Fullford, Too? - American State Assembly Shucks I don't know, lol!  It's good to try to figure out who's who though, because they can't all be right. ------- I've discovered that modern-day talk about shadow work has its origins from long ago.  In the 3rd century CE, the two forces were written about in rabbinic texts.  Here's a summary of this from Kabbalah for Dummies by Arthur Kurzweil: "The Kabbalistic view of life includes the belief that the human soul contains two urges in eternal conflict:  The yetzer hatov (yay-tzer hah-toev), which is the inclination for good, and the yetzer hara (yay-tzer hah-rah), which is the inclination for evil. The good urges of humankind are the pure emotions, the holy impulses to do good.  Evil urges have a different nature in that they can always be transformed into good.  For the Kabbalist, nothing is evil b...

I experienced a really nice state early this morning of being connected with nature and Source.  (The feelings of this cannot be described with words because they go far beyond descriptions/definitions.)  Then, I had a ringing in my ears that lasted for a minute or so.  Right after this ringing, I felt more disconnected with anxiety taking hold in my stomach, which directly confirms this claim from Kim Gougen: Ringing in the ears is coming from forces that want to suppress a person’s connection to Source.  She states, “And all this time I hoped those annoying tones in my right ear were DNA upgrades.  Boy was I wrong, I guess that’s why I don’t feel any more connected to Source.  Seems obvious now it wasn’t a good thing.” Although there are those who claim Kim Gougen is a fraud, I couldn’t help but enjoy reading transcripts of her material.  (Plus, I couldn’t make heads or tails of the claims being made against her.)  I can really resonate with wha...