Real Solutions, Now (Updated)

I've been getting tired of 'hearing myself talk' lately, and I've been looking for new ideas for how to improve daily life.  After going through several videos on youtube in this regard, I found a couple that are very helpful:

 

I'm finding that the stress of looking at any news, including intel on Ets and 'in the know' information – maybe all of this has been reinforcing self-defeating behavior patterns.  Unplugging from all of this and implementing the advice in the above two videos is the solution I've arrived at.  (It's an ongoing process though - there will probably be more video findings.)  Perhaps others who see this post will come to similar conclusions as well.  If not, that's fine too.

Anyway, perhaps the reason I keep defaulting is not because 'this and this needs to be cleared first.'  Maybe the real reason is because I'm paying too much attention to 'this and this needs to be cleared first,' and giving this power.  Maybe it's also because I'm always trying to have high levels of dopamine, which is discussed in the the second video above.  Among other things, always wanting the latest news and intel contributes to this dopamine fixation.

It's time to stop giving my power away to future breakthroughs, such as Cobra stating that "we will have new waves of breakthroughs coming starting from March 29."  (It's actually long overdue to stop doing this.)  No more of this mentality where real changes are always in the future, and no more fixating on the Event.  It's time for real changes, Now.  Maybe much of the 'world at large' will continue to be screwed up, but at least my own life doesn't have to be.  Boom.

Update/Clarification:

ATVOR/clearing of subquantum/lurker is very real, and meditations can be done to strengthen this.  Additionally, it's important to be in the Here and Now in daily life.  Being centered and present beyond all the 'noise out there' in itself can be a great aid for planetary liberation.

Symptoms and Characteristics of Not Being Well Grounded

Question:  What are the symptoms and characteristics of not being well grounded?

Answer:

Symptoms

– Restlessness and Anxiety:  Feeling constantly on edge, unable to relax.

– Difficulty Focusing:  Your mind is racing, but you can't concentrate on any one task.

– Emotional Sensitivity:  Being overly emotional or easily affected by the emotions of others.

– Fatigue:  Feeling tired all the time, even after a full night's sleep.

– Forgetfulness:  Frequently forgetting appointments, deadlines, or tasks.

– Feeling Spacey:  Feeling out of touch with reality, almost as if you're not fully present.

– Impulsivity:  Acting on impulses without thinking things through.

– Physical Discomfort:  Experiencing unexplained aches and pains.

Characteristics

– Disconnected:  Feeling disconnected from your surroundings, yourself, and the people
around you.

– Overwhelmed:  Easily feeling overwhelmed by daily tasks and responsibilities.

– Lack of Stability:  Feeling unstable or unbalanced in your life.

– Impatience:  Having a low tolerance for delays or interruptions.

– Need for Control:  A strong desire to control situations or people around you.    

The Necessity and Power of Grounding

Matthew 7:25 

"The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock."

In today's world of increasing 'turbulence,' being grounded in a strong foundation is key.  

I often hear about accessing Source energies, but in order to really bring Source energies to Earth, one must be grounded and centered to a sufficient degree to be able to receive.

Here are some affordable rocks that greatly assist with being grounded and centered:  

 

Black Onyx

Used for grounding and protection in various spiritual practices.  It's believed to help center and align your energy, providing stability and strength during times of stress or confusion.  Many people use black onyx to ward off negative energy and to feel more connected to Earth.

 

 

Black Tourmaline

Often praised not only for its beauty, but also for its purported protective and grounding properties.  It's commonly used in jewelry, crystal healing, and even for shielding against negative energies and electromagnetic radiation. 

 

 

Hematite

One of the most popular stones for grounding.  Known for its metallic sheen, hematite is believed to help stabilize and protect your energy.  It’s said to absorb negative energy and transform it into positive vibrations, promoting a sense of balance and calm.  Many people use hematite to feel more connected to Earth and to maintain focus and clarity.

 

 

Smoky Quartz

Often used for grounding purposes in various spiritual and healing practices.  It's believed to help connect you to Earth and promote a sense of stability and balance.  Many people use smoky quartz to help dispel negative energy and to foster a calm, grounded state of mind.

 

Black Obsidian

This volcanic glass is believed to have powerful protective and grounding properties, helping to shield against negative energies and clear away emotional blockages.  Many people use black obsidian to connect with Earth and to promote a sense of stability and balance.

 

Alternating Sessions, and Regarding Attacks

Best protocol I feel guided to do:  

Alternate between 'grounding sessions' with grounding rocks, and 'emerald sessions' with emeralds. 

My version of a session: 

Laying down with rocks on my stomach/chest area playing old school video games while chilln' to Captain Marigold.  Some of my best insights actually come through with this 'advanced spiritual practice.' 😁

Regarding attacks:

In the past, no matter how connected to Source someone was, they would still get attacked.  The physical death of Isis Astara 100% proved this.   

Currently however, the dark forces are finally not able to attack as much and as strongly due to all the clearings.  And, it's easier now for people to access Source with more and more energies coming through.  This combination allows those with a very strong connection to Source to finally achieve immunity to all attacks.   

For those with less of a strong connection to Source who are still getting hit, no worries.  I'm apparently in this category myself.  Know that your inner strength comes from being able to get up and keep going after attacks.  

Also know that there are many different kinds of inner strength, and many different levels of evolution.  No one should be comparing themselves to anyone else.  One is simply at where one is at.  It's alright.  

Additionally, it's not your fault for being attacked.  It's the dark forces' fault, because they are the ones doing the attacking.  Rest assured, what's left of them is being dealt with.  In the meantime, persevere.  It's actually easy when being able to rapidly ground and heal.  All the tools are there.   

A Neglected Priority, and An Important Part of Disclosure

My experience with having a cintamani stone was to become more destabilized.  I've been biting my lip, but tachyon chamber sessions (I had 8 sessions) also caused me to be more destabilized.  (This doesn't mean others will be more destabilized by tachyon chambers.  Orgonite also destabilized me, which isn't even associated with 2012 Portal.  Metaphysical aids from multiple sources causing me to be more destabilized has become an unfortunate pattern.)  Emeralds have also been aggravating the situation.  I will thus use emeralds less.

I've decided to use grounding stones such as black tourmaline, black onyx, and smokey quartz.  I'll still have 'emerald sessions,' but stability and grounding are my main priorities now.  I'm only interested in doing what works, regardless of being stated or not stated on 2012 Portal.

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I really love goldfish crackers, but as with all crackers, goldfish are cooked with canola and/or soybean oil.  To enjoy any kind of cheese cracker without the detrimental health effects, I would have to make my own cheese crackers using high oleic sunflower oil.  This is also true with most fried store bought foods and most fried restaurant foods.  Most restaurants use oils that are high in ultra-poisonous oxidized omega-6 fatty acids.  They do this because it's made to be cost-effective.  It's rare to find a restaurant that uses high oleic sunflower oil.  Even many 'health-conscious' restaurants use peanut oil, which is high in omega-6, comparable to soybean oil.  It's interesting to see what's out there though:

https://localfats.com/?form=MG0AV3

If oils high in omega-6 were made illegal globally, and fructose (which is what makes sweet foods taste sweet) was replaced with sugar alcohols, monk fruit, and/or stevia, diabetes would drop by probably 80% or more everywhere.  Many cancers would drastically go down too.

Part of the process of disclosure is to tell the world why there are so many overweight and obese people.  The mainstream media has never revealed the real causes, so the majority of the surface population continues to actively poison themselves.  

The responsibility is partly with the surface population as well.  Real information is out there.  It's just made to be difficult to find.  Most get snagged on disinformation, obtain zero or negative results, and then give up.  Although the surface population is continually lied to, the surface population can still step it up and persevere to find the real deal.  It's just a matter of increasing determination and not giving up.

Short Emerald Update

This is my personal finding.  This may or may not apply to others:

If the emerald is small, having a diameter or length somewhere around 1/2 an inch or less, it's ok to sleep with this in the corner of my pillow.  (Having it in the corner of my pillow keeps it from falling on the floor during sleep.)  This can grant some interesting experiences and abilities in the dreamstate.

If the emerald is large, I don't sleep with this in the corner of my pillow.  If I do, things go seriously... haywire.  Maybe this is because it's too much clearing at once; I don't know.  There can be many theories/speculations as to why.  (In the majority of cases when experimenting with something that has many unknowns, I don't know 'why' reality does what it does – I only know 'what.') 

Maybe Give This A Chance

Some lightworkers have been speaking negatively about Trump, but his executive orders are a massive blow to the cabal.  Here are some that he's already signed:

- Withdrawal from the World Health Organization (WHO):  Ordered the US to withdrawal from the WHO.

- Restoring Freedom of Speech:  Aimed to end federal censorship and restore free speech.

- Withdrawal from the Paris Climate Agreement:  Now there's no way they can impose carbon taxes and so forth to try to meet some crazed draconian commitment to the PCA. 

- National emergency at the US-Mexico border:  To address immigration issues.  Allocates funds for border security to stop terrorists and drug cartels.

- Pardoning Capitol Rioters:  Pardoned and commuted the sentences of of those charged with crimes on January 6.

There's also a ceasefire between Israel and Gaza.  

So, things are looking really good so far.  I know that Trump is not a white hat, but maybe give this a chance.  I for one am willing to give this a chance and roll with it.  And although I've spoken ill of Musk previously, the light forces can keep his more dystopian plans in check.

Anyway, I haven't seen the dark forces this upset in a long time.  I've had quite a few stinging sensations over the last couple days, along with a dreamstate attack that had auditory screaming go through my body an hour ago or so, combined with a fugly entity that hung around for a few minutes.  This was full-blown auditory and visual, and the screaming ripped through my body.  Very, very intense!

An attack was expected.  Although, it's been a few years since having an attack of this intensity.  But I'm fine now.  I worked with the Violet Flame to clear this.  I'll just get stronger from it.  

I'm really looking forward to seeing how this year will play out!  Very exciting times ahead! 

Oh, also:

Back when the light forces tried to work with Russia and China and they completely failed to cooperate, the dark forces had far more power and influence.  So currently, the US has the best chance of being liberated. 

Emerald Findings, and the Main Focus

I've been trying to use emeralds to clean my subconscious of the lurker by sleeping with an emerald in the corner of my pillow.  The results are uncertain.  I'm undecided if this is a good idea, as there have been some extremely volatile dreams lately.  There are many factors to consider.

But definitely, I've concluded that using emeralds for healing in the waking state while relaxing has a very powerful effect.  In the waking state with emeralds, the heart awakens and light comes through that dissolves subquantum/lurker.  Emeralds can be used to access Agartha, but even when not doing an Agartha meditation, emeralds are incredibly beneficial. 

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From my recent experience of having extreme cognitive dissonance from the latest update and Kyoto conference notes, I've concluded that at least in my case, it's best to not get caught up in details and what's being said.  I do much better by 'keeping it simple' and just relaxing and healing in my leisure time.  

I've noticed that people kept wanting to see the conference notes ASAP before they were posted to the public.  Such a mentality may not be constructive.  Why not just relax and be in the Here and Now, and not be so caught up with the latest intel?  

It may be much easier to hold the light, as they say, by loosening one's grip.  Sure, check for updates every now and then, but keep the main focus on what's beyond the mind's insatiable appetite for 'the latest.'  That's my two cents anyway. 

Perspectives on Cobra's Latest Update and Kyoto Conference Notes

Here are my perspectives regarding Cobra's latest update and the Kyoto conference notes:

– I've had recurring dreams of a massive storm lately.  The one last night was of a massively scary category 5+ hurricane.  From the conference notes discussing China's unfortunate situation, it's possible this is China's grid status.  

– Intuitively, I did not feel that the recent California fires were a huge deal.  It felt like many people were being melodramatic about it.  Cobra saying that the fires backfired on the cabal, cleared negative entities, and made the vortex stronger – this confirms that the California fires are not nearly as bad as people think.  It's definitely useful to look at situations without jumping to all-or-nothing conclusions.  This image from a Hal Turner update, however, is interesting.  Looks like the path of the fires goes right where the cabal want to build their smart city rail system:

 

 

– We are told we can create the ideal future timeline, but then are told that until the end of March, matters will be very intense and challenging.  By believing this and giving this focus, this future timeframe (which is a part of the future timeline) can be made to be very intense and challenging through the power of manifestation.  It's always beneficial to be prepared for anything, but wouldn't it be better to focus on the timeframe until the end of March being balanced and harmonious rather than intense and challenging?

The same applies to Cobra saying this in part 2 of the conference:

"Until everything will be ready, we have to continue our boring lives until the point very close to the breakthrough."  Saying this just sends more of the same into the quantum field as the manifestation of a boring reality.  The future timeframe before the Event needs to not have this kind of attitude and programming, as this creates stagnation and disempowerment.  Instead, it is very beneficial to envision the timeframe before the Event as unique and exciting.  

Why tell people they have the power to manifest a positive timeline and then forecast a negative timeline for the coming months?  (It's not a stretch to say this is what happened, at least according to the conference notes.)   

– On January 11, I made a post advocating to be in the Here and Now.  Those were my exact words.  I did not attend the conference at the beginning of January, so I must have psychically picked this up.  

– We are told we can be in the Here and Now and then are told we can envision an ideal future timeline.  How can one be in the present moment while having one's focus on the future?  (This has actually been a human issue throughout the ages.)  The solution is to alternate between focusing on the Here and Now and envisioning a desired future.  The frequency of being in the present moment and focusing on the future is individualized.  There's no 'one size fits all' pattern or way of doing this.  Personally, when I have too many thoughts and my 'head is about to explode,' I go to the present moment for grounding and clarity, as a sort of 'reset button.'  This renews and increases mental endurance. 

(Furthermore with regards to endurance, when I'm working at a job and I get tired and burned out, I've discovered that when I take a series of slow, deep breaths through the nose, I have renewed energy and vigor to keep going.  The breaths need to feel like air is really entering and exiting the lungs.  The breath can be held after inhaling for 1/2 to 1 second as well.  The number of deep breaths can be 1-2 per minute (I haven't been measuring this).  Results have been guaranteed every time after about 15 minutes of this.  This can be done beyond 15 minutes throughout one's work shift as well.  Light can be intended to be going in and out, but it's optional.  The breathing itself is enough to make a massive difference.  It's just a matter of reminding oneself to do this.) 

– Personally, I'm not too focused on envisioning the future.  I'm also not as much focused on Ets and star origins.  Although there can be a positive future, my main focus is to harmonize in the Here and Now.  By doing so, I neutralize destructive energies.  Because there are so many destructive energies/programming, neutralization is my main priority.  I also connect with nature and vibes from 'higher realms.'  I allow the feelings associated with this to come through, to carry me through.  This is simply what I feel guided to do at this time.  Others may be different, which is good.  It's important to have a variety of people with a variety of strategies. 

– My previous post mentioned rampant pedophilia and rapes.  Around the beginning of January, the alternative media was talking about gang rapes. This may have been related to Cobra's mentioning of Omega programming being activated.  Whatever the case may be, the dark forces will not be able to rape their way to planetary dominance.  It's over for them, and they are obviously very desperate if they are resorting to raping to try to get back into power.  

Perhaps there is a way for these rapes to backfire, just as the California fires backfired.  I don't exactly know how, and when one thinks of rape, there is never really a... silver lining.  However, perhaps one could visualize rapists and gang rapists being brought to justice, and/or victims being rescued. 

– Loose ends:  How can the occult war in China be lost with so many forces of light present, including forces of light from other universes?  What is the status of the clearing of the black stones?  What is the status of the Syrian Goddess Vortex?  What is the status of the clearing of directed energy weapons?

– People can write out their thoughts like I'm doing in this post.  It helps to take the pressure off mental resources.  It's almost therapeutic. 

Laced Heroes

What the negative elites do:

Introduce and/or propagate something unimaginably horrible into the world, and then come in as savior figures to fix it.  As saviors, fixing the situation entails a social credit score system followed by brain chips from the thought police.  

With covid they tried to get this going and failed.  Nowadays, it's not just ending wars that is the catalyst for their plans.  It's also rampant pedophilia and gang rapes of women and children.

Of course they have to actually do good things.  Elon Musk calling out Britain's gang rape epidemic is a good thing.  However, Musk is only doing this to gain favor in order to implement a dystopian future.

Here's a possible way the right could use pedophilia for dystopian measures:

Force the public to do brain scans to identify pedophiles.  This would be a slippery slope that opens the door for other mandatory measures.  It starts out as "the fight against pedophilia."  It ends with brain chips.

Definitely, Musk has extensively been working on brain chips:

https://www.captechu.edu/blog/neuralinks-brain-chip-how-it-works-and-what-it-means

And, he's been doing business with China to get a social credit score going:

https://www.aljazeera.com/economy/2023/8/3/what-is-elon-musks-everything-app-and-what-can-it-learn-from-china

Of course, their plans will probably fail.  It's useful to be aware of their strategies though.

(Clarification on 01/12) Stepping Outside All The Noise

Dramas associated with 2012 Portal, dramas from occultists and the occult world, dramas from conflicting intel, dramas within oneself, dramas/abuse in the world at large, and on, and on, and on... all of this is just noise to stop me from being present in the Here and Now. 

Clarification on 1/12:  The above passage can come off as me implying that everything revolves around me.  I've been called a "sociopathic narcissist who only cares about their own comfort" in the comments, so thought I'd clarify:

I'm only speaking from personal experience.  No, abuse and dramas in the world don't happen just to get me 'off center.'  However, when I become angry over problems I can't solve, I only end up adding to the problems in the world from loosh generation, so it may be best not to get so caught up in all the insanity and 'take a breather.'  And, if this is true for me, this may be true for others.

Also, there are those who make a ruckus, but they are not being abused in ways similar to what happens in a 'triple-X rated movie.'  These people who make a ruckus suffer too, but it's definitely a spectrum.  (End of 01/12 clarification.)

Definitely, it's been noise, noise, noise.  My mind has been full of noise from drama-thoughts intertwined with drama-emotions, and it all sounds the same anymore.  Only when I step outside all this into the Now is there relief and clarity.  

Of course assuming one is not being physically and/or sexually abused and/or genocided and one has some quiet time to oneself (the majority of the surface population fits the category of having quiet time without being harmed, even though they try to make it appear to be otherwise), it's always possible to step outside the noise.  

What's your body doing in this moment?  What are your surroundings in this moment?  (That sort of thing.)

Recognize noise as noise, and be Here and Now.  It's like the whole world gets lifted off one's shoulders.  Or, it's like coming out of water just before drowning.  

Kim Gougen is the only one saying that they don't want you to be in the present moment because they don't want you accessing Source.  I don't even care if she isn't who she claims to be.  In the 'intel community,' she's the only one I've ever found who says this.  I don't know about all her other claims, but at least in this regard, she's right.    

 

 

 

It Is What It Is

The biggest frustration I'm seeing with lightworkers:

"Why are the light forces waiting for the Event to intervene on so many levels?  They could do so much more before the Event."

Looking at the evidence, before the Event, the light forces are only concerned with the big picture.  They won't specifically help the 'little people' unless it's a key lightworker, and even then, it's energetic help only.  The light forces won't stop genocides.  They won't (fill in the blank).  They only deal with 'large fish.'  

Are many people becoming cannon fodder?  Absolutely.  Is this fair?  Absolutely not.  But it is what it is.  

Look, there are millions of unresolved problems to be angry about.  If I were to rant about all the things that are wrong with myself and the world at large and fit this into one day, my voice would go hoarse and I would run out of time.  So, I decided to just accept things as they are and move on because there's nothing I can do.  Meditations can be helpful, but there are countless problems that obviously can't be meditated away.  Again, it is what it is.

In many ways, I'm actually now more like a gangster.  I don't kill people and I'm not a drug dealer and so forth, but anymore, I have the character Mike Ehrmantraut's mentality from Breaking Bad and Better Call Saul:

https://youtu.be/gsAeYmTNL80

https://youtu.be/XlwdVpTwpVY

I don't get worked up over small fish and I don't get angry at the light forces because I know it's pointless.  No it's not fair to wait for the Event to intervene when so many unspeakable atrocities are happening that would make people want to puke if I were to be specific, but it's a waste of time and resources to have what one commenter called "brainrot."  

I looked up the definition of "brainrot," which is:

"A slang term often used to describe a state where someone is extremely preoccupied or obsessed with a particular topic, idea, or form of media, to the point where it's all they can think about."

By the way, this same commenter is the one who accused Cobra, Source, and Goddess of "operating like a demented sex trafficking ring for underaged souls."  Further addressing this commenter: 

Well, I'm sure the dark forces are doing this, and I wouldn't be surprised if they hang around 2012 Portal to muck things up.  Yet, you can't provide any proof that it's Cobra, Source, and Goddess doing this.  You would have to actually prove what you say to be taken seriously.  I even diplomatically replied to invite you to provide proof/solutions.  I gave you over a week, and you didn't reply, which means you are copping out.  

(Those who cop-out are a 'dime a dozen' these days, and like so many things, this is small fish.  Just thought I'd briefly mention it to clear the air.)

Anyway, moving on...

Diversifying My Diet Backfired Big Time, the Syrian Goddess Vortex

(I mine as well go into this.)

I was doing fantastic for a couple weeks by keeping my diet very simple.  The diet was low in fiber and just focused on getting the macros down.  Then I decided to diversify by adding peanut butter, avocado, and canned vegetables.  This caused my issues to come back a thousand-fold (I'm not exaggerating.)  Also, I've had major issues with only adding canned vegetables, but no avocado and peanut butter.  Each of these three by themselves have also caused major issues in the past. 

Conclusion:

At least when it comes to my health, all the advice to eat more fruits and vegetables is a lie that has caused major damage.  This is why I take this advice very seriously:

https://www.gutsense.org/fiber-menace/why-dietary-fiber-causes-harm.html

Summarizing the above link, the most fiber someone should eat per day is 15g.  Most 'health foods' are actually poisonous because they are too high in fiber.  And of course plant foods have lectins and so forth.  That's why I eat white bread and not whole wheat.  I often make my own bread as well, and I'm getting very good at it, 'if I do say so myself.' 

Anyway, it's taking over 36 hours to recover from being poisoned from peanut butter, avocado, and canned vegetables.  (I ate these three in moderation.  I wasn't eating massive amounts.  I stopped eating peanut butter and canned vegetables days ago, but I had some avocado yesterday morning, so I'm still recovering from that.)  While I was eating them it was definitely no fun.  I would get shaky and feel like I was dying.  I became extremely unstable in more than one way.  

It could be argued that this is just psychological, that it's my belief that these other foods harm me, which then becomes physiological through the placebo effect.  I doubt it, but anything's possible.  Whatever the case may be, I can't eat them without going into the deepest parts of hell.  

The other possibility is that the Syrian Goddess Vortex is being damaged through unspeakable atrocities being carried out by genocidal maniacs in that region, with the cabal infiltrating the consciousness of the surface population through this.  This may be taking place (I hope it's not), but there's no denying that adding 'health foods' to my diet has been and continues to be extremely detrimental.

Physiology and My True Interest

Someone can do all the positive thinking and so forth in the world, but if their physiology is messed up, this simply won't work.  And, food effects physiology.  

Here's a surprising example of harm that can be caused by foods people take for granted:

https://www.foodsforbetterhealth.com/6-reasons-you-should-never-eat-peanut-butter-7037?form=MG0AV3

Diet isn't an end-all, but eating food or foods that cause physiological imbalances results in negative programming calling the shots.  

I could go into great detail about how to do a low casein lacto-vegetarian diet.  But really, it's up to people to figure out what to eat and what to avoid eating.

Regarding "positive thinking and so forth," this occurred to me recently:

Trapped energy becomes distorted/inverted.  "I let it go" by itself doesn't work because focus and energy has to always go somewhere.  Instead, it needs to be "I let it go and I instead focus on (fill in the blank)."  Even letting go and 'just being' is placing focus and energy on just being. 

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My real interest is to experience feelings that go outside categorization.  There are feelings such as love, joy, and so forth, which are fine, but I wish to go outside the 'human program,' which to some extent, I have.  There can actually be thousands or more unique feelings that cannot be put into words when connecting with environments.  Also, 'higher realms' can be experienced from unique 'lenses' in a physical body.

The unique feelings can be categorized as pleasant or unpleasant (of course it's pleasant undefined feelings which I seek).  However, beyond being categorized as 'good' or 'bad,' there are no words in any language to define them.  Some feelings are also neutral, with the mind being unable to decide if they are pleasant or unpleasant.

The microbiome has its own ways of experiencing, which is a mind within the human body unto itself, which is probably connected with undefined feelings.

The human program is composed of positive programming and negative programming.  An example of positive programming:  "I'm grateful for my ability to do (fill in the blank)," as an expression of gratitude.  An example of negative programming:  "People have hurt me in the past in such-and-such a way, so I will be a victim from this trauma and lash out."

It's true that positive programming is needed to have a decent level of well-being.  It's a powerful tool, but is not an end in itself.  I more look at positive programming (along with dietary protocols for physiological balance) as required maintenance to be able to access undefined feelings that go beyond both positive and negative programming.  

Who's Who and the Importance of Origins

Kim Gougen's material is fun to read, but then there's this:

The "Story" of Kim Goguen - and Ben Fullford, Too? - American State Assembly

Shucks I don't know, lol!  It's good to try to figure out who's who though, because they can't all be right.

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I've discovered that modern-day talk about shadow work has its origins from long ago.  In the 3rd century CE, the two forces were written about in rabbinic texts.  Here's a summary of this from Kabbalah for Dummies by Arthur Kurzweil:

"The Kabbalistic view of life includes the belief that the human soul contains two urges in eternal conflict:  The yetzer hatov (yay-tzer hah-toev), which is the inclination for good, and the yetzer hara (yay-tzer hah-rah), which is the inclination for evil.

The good urges of humankind are the pure emotions, the holy impulses to do good.  Evil urges have a different nature in that they can always be transformed into good.  For the Kabbalist, nothing is evil by definition.  Evil arrives when an action or thought is out of proportion or occurs at the wrong time or the wrong dosage.

The Talmud says that when the yetzer hara was “captured,” houses weren’t built and babies weren’t born.  The important implication of this metaphor is that the evil urge isn’t actually evil but rather has the potential for evil.  Ironically, the source of the potential for evil is the source of creativity."

All the talk about integrating the shadow as a force to accomplish something good - this came from 300 CE, long before Carl Jung.  

More and more I'm asking, "Where do modern-day spiritual and self-help systems originate?"  I ask this because modern-day knowledge only tells a small part of the story.  For example (I may have mentioned this before), "As above, so below" and "As within, so without" come from the principle of correspondence, which is only 1 of 7 hermetic principles.  Many like to say these phrases but don't know where they're from.  Many probably just heard a newager say them at some point. 

Sure, Why Not?

I experienced a really nice state early this morning of being connected with nature and Source.  (The feelings of this cannot be described with words because they go far beyond descriptions/definitions.)  Then, I had a ringing in my ears that lasted for a minute or so.  Right after this ringing, I felt more disconnected with anxiety taking hold in my stomach, which directly confirms this claim from Kim Gougen:

Ringing in the ears is coming from forces that want to suppress a person’s connection to Source.  She states, “And all this time I hoped those annoying tones in my right ear were DNA upgrades.  Boy was I wrong, I guess that’s why I don’t feel any more connected to Source.  Seems obvious now it wasn’t a good thing.”

Although there are those who claim Kim Gougen is a fraud, I couldn’t help but enjoy reading transcripts of her material.  (Plus, I couldn’t make heads or tails of the claims being made against her.)  I can really resonate with what she says:

“If you want to help the situation the best thing you can do is to really live in the moment.  I do hope you take time to just be, live with Source maybe, reach out.  The more you live in the moment and worry less about the future or yesterday, and be present in the now, the easier reaching out to Source will be.  That is the most important thing that you as a celestial creator can do right now, in order to ensure that we can finally rid the universe of this thing.  Hopefully this is the last ‘power’ the deep state has.”

(Starlight’s perspective:  Also, sometimes it’s good to respond to ‘stuff’ with some ‘assertiveness.’  This means not always being ‘spiritually PC.’  Kim would probably agree.)    

This doesn’t mean I’m abandoning Cobra, and I hope earth’s dark matter plasmoids get cleared very soon.  But I don’t feel like I’m being stretched too thin to read Kim Gougen’s material.  She even recently mentioned positive Ets.  She just doesn’t make the same claims about them compared with Cobra.

Ultimately, I’m not following authority figures because I’m embracing my true power.  (Or, working on it!)  However, it can be beneficial to take other perspectives into consideration.  As always though, each to their own.  Do what works.  That sort of thing.