Perspectives and Findings

- Recently switched to a vegetarian diet, but no powdered whey.  Pea protein isolate is so far a success. - Jogged 4.4 miles (7.08 km) in 45 minutes in spite of the smoke yesterday. - Lifting very light weights to avoid raising blood pressure.  4 sets of 75 reps of 5lbs on each arm. - Month 15 of zero alcohol intake.   - Zero psychoactive intake of any kind, with the exception of needed protein. 

A few years ago, I was intaking small amounts of hydrogen peroxide to increase the oxygen in my bloodstream as a health protocol.  I found that this caused stomach/digestion problems, so I seeked an alternative way.  There are those who inject it, but of course I didn't want to use a needle.  The only other way I could think of to get hydrogen peroxide into my bloodstream was to create a homemade hydrogen peroxide enema.   However, I didn't know that the alkalinity of the hydrogen peroxide was much too strong for the intestines.  It rapidly fizzed up my intestines, and began to eat away at them.  I couldn't flush it out, as it locked my large intestines shut.  I could feel it burning out my insides, and I constantly felt like I had to defecate.  When I strained to defecate though, only blood came out.  I became very weak and thought I was going to die.  I didn't go to the hospital.  I toughed it out for 3 days.  That's how long...

Lately I haven't been feeling like myself.  Part of the problem may be that I've been taking whey protein isolate to see the effects.  Whey isolate has a very strange taste to it and may have been causing 'glitches' in my mind.  I'll be doing something and then I forget what I'm doing, or forget how to have basic thoughts.  It can reach the point where I feel like I could almost 'forget who I am' and disappear entirely.  It's definitely not fun! These symptoms were in combination with being visited by some human-grey hybrids in the dreamstate this morning.  They infringed upon my space and were basically tweeking me.  I tried to fight back but they of course had me in a state of being paralyzed.  Afterward for over an hour I was in this tweeked state of believing myself to be in a different place and even a different person.  I knew this wasn't right and had to struggle to figure out where I really was and so forth.  I've had dreams of g...

In the dreamstate, I was speaking with an associate from work.  There was an area that I was denied access to, which was at the corporate level.  There were negotiations taking place in this area, and I eventually found a way to 'interdimensionally' hack into this area.  I then was told to basically "Go back to sleep and be a good worker" by a person in corporate, and my reply was "But I have all these abilities, so why can't I move up to a much higher level?"  I then realized the one I was saying this to had yellow eyes, and these yellow eyes then became reptilian/snake eyes.  I thought I was talking to a person, but this person was clearly not human, and was very dangerous.  Everyone was afraid of him.  I asked the others if anyone would stand up to him, and everyone basically told me "No way!"   ----- Synopsis:  At work lately, there have been changes that are very NWO.  Everything is encouraged to become digital, and a very nast...

The bottom line:  Action or failure to action.  The time for talk and negotiations is OVER.  The planet surface can be purged along with deep underground bases simultaneously.  Those who have the power to act yet fail to act:  You, along with the cabal you fail to purge, are TRAITORS OF HUMANITY.  All the suffering and death inflicted upon the population - their blood is on YOUR hands. 

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Part of my problem is I can hear other people's thoughts, and I often don't like what I hear.  I live in an apartment complex where I have neighbors living close, having their door directly across from my door. Today a package was accidentally delivered to my address instead of my neighbor's.  When a package is delivered, the deliverer knocks on my door, and then places the package on the porch in front of the door.  When I opened the door to see what was going on after the deliverer had left, my neighbor opened his door as well.  I read the package, and it had my neighbor's name on it, but it took a while for me to find his name, so it was awkward.  When I finally found his name, I gave it to him.  Later, when not being able to sleep at night, I causally had my neighbor in mind, as he often is active doing various tasks at night, opening and closing his door, sometimes shutting it loudly for some reason.  I heard the thought-form "Thief."  I imme...