Thursday, November 5, 2026

The Spectrum of Awakening

It's arrogant to believe that to be considered as being awakened, one must be into Ets and disclosure.  It's also arrogant to believe that knowing about various conspiracies means being awakened.  There are definitely individuals who are far more awakened than the conspiracy and Et crowd combined.

Powerful awakening means having massive metaphysical abilities combined with massive awareness.  Here are some examples:

– Full lucid dreaming and full dream recall.

– Being able to go out of body at will, and safely.

– Being able to see the astral plane and mental plane in the conscious waking state at will.

– Highly developed telepathy, and being able to see into anyone's mind and even anyone's past lives at will. 

– Being able to see deep into matter at will – so deep that even atoms themselves can be seen.

– Being able to open portals to many different realms to help souls of the deceased go where they belong.

– Remembering all of one's own past lives, and not just humanoid lives.  The memory goes back to forms before being humanoid, all the way back to being trees, single-celled organisms, and rocks.

– Knowing that awareness is not limited to humanoid life.  Knowing that rocks and trees have awareness, and that a central nervous system is just a mechanism tuned to perceive only a certain small part of reality.

– Connecting to nature to such an extent that two-way communication with plants, animals, and nature-elementals is commonplace.

There are plenty more examples; the full list would be quite extensive.

With someone who believes in Ets who gets some energy coming through from time to time along with some visions and psychic impressions... well, sorry to say, but on the 'awakening scale,' this isn't very far, especially with disclosure being like this:

https://x.com/StonedApe/status/2106890770078912567?s=46

(Thank you to the Anon who mentioned the above video in the comments on my previous post.)

Don't see this as me believing I'm superior though.  I'm not saying I'm massively evolved on the awakening scale myself.  I have decent dream recall along with telepathy to a limited extent, but I'm certainly not at the level of being an adept or higher; far from it.  However, I am aware of the spectrum of awakening and how far it can be taken.  I have researched this for a very long time.

And, I may not be saying I myself would want to be massively awakened.  Some abilities and awareness cannot be deactivated once activated.  This isn't something to take lightly. 

I hope this post doesn't come across as judgmental.  My goal is just to 'keep it real.'  It's fine for people to continue with what they are drawn to.  If it's Ets, 'do your thing.'  However, propaganda out there that says believing in Et paradigms and disclosure means being seriously awakened – this is outright distortion and manipulation.

14 comments:

  1. I am the judgment and the acquittal.
    I, I am sinless,
    and the root of sin derives from me.
    I am lust in (outward) appearance,
    and interior self-control exists within me.
    I am the hearing which is attainable to everyone
    and the speech which cannot be grasped.
    I am a mute who does not speak,
    and great is my multitude of words.
    Hear me in gentleness, and learn of me in roughness.

    http://www.gnosis.org/naghamm/thunder.html

    "Q: There’s an old Gnostic hymn called the Thunder Perfect Mind. Is this an authentic connection to Isis’ energy? It says “I am the scourge and the selected one”.

    A: That is an ancient hymn. It is a good way to connect with Isis. It describes both the anomaly and the Source. It describes transmuting anomaly into the Source through her energy."

    https://votl628.blogspot.com/2025/04/personal-notes-from-2025-portal.html

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    1. @anon this was a great post and very interesting to reflect on it again. 🌅

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  2. Starlight - this post matches my understanding of descriptions of spiritual growth from sources like Rudolf Steiner and other esotericists. Your attainments are reflected in your gifts. Those who know, do not speak; those who speak, do not know.

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    1. Absolutely, true initiates understand the value of silence. Such matters are not meant to be proclaimed, but lived and embodied.

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    2. I'm going to take this moment to say something very crucial: Initiates, as a rule, do not tell *anyone* that they are an initiate. This is an occult law. Even Cobra does not use his platform to make any claims about his level of spiritual growth. His priority lies in educating the rest of us and empowering the rest of us, not inflating his own self-importance.

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  3. "When therefore he announces to the listening pupils that he is an Initiate or a disciple, doing so with positive assertion and thereby attracting attention to his personality, he inevitably works upon the negative, atomic aspects in his own bodies, and upon the responsive negative lives or aspects in those of his brothers."

    And shortly afterward:

    "When a man makes claims and calls attention to himself either as an Initiate or a disciple..."

    Bailey explains that doing so creates karmic and occult consequences, and concludes:

    "This is a potent reason for silence."

    https://www.lucistrust.org/books/the_beacon_magazine/selected_beacon_articles/occult_reticence

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  4. Beware those who call attention to their own spiritual advancement, rather than demonstrating it.

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  5. Love that dislosure video and perfectly sums up the loop on it thus far. 😂🛸

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  6. @ Starlight432. I believe in ETs, but I won't judge you. You used to believe in them too. Having followed this blog for a long time, I know you have been through an incredible betrayal. I also understand how deeply and irreversibly the delays surrounding the "Event" have hurt you.

    Whatever happens, keep doing what feels right and brings you peace. I believe things will turn out well in the end. 👍

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    1. I believe Ets exist, but I don't subscribe to Et paradigms/followings that have newager narratives about them. I don't do the whole 'Cobra thing.' My finding at least is that these narratives give massive disinformation about Ets and their actual capabilities, which set up followers to be disempowered and exploited.

      The event is also disempowering and exploitative because it's another carrot on a stick used to keep people enslaved to the waiting game. Some say the event isn't like this but it is. I believe a golden age will exist at some point, but I don't wait on this. It could happen in another lifetime entirely. The golden age doesn't have to be something that's constantly promoted as being 'just around the corner' year after year, which is exactly what happened with the event.

      I suppose the betrayal wasn't a betrayal if there was never an actual positive initiative in the first place if Cobra knowingly or unknowingly works for intelligence agencies for the purpose of suppressing people who could have developed massive abilities otherwise.

      There's actually no 'end.' No real finish line. An end to one thing is the beginning of another. Sorry to be so contrary to your comment Anon. It's just that I am thinking in ways that go outside the lightworker/Et mold. I won't go to my job/workplace carrying "I was betrayed by Ets" and other related mindsets that become entire complexes. I can still be aware of many things and I'm not putting my head in the sand, but I'm done being a loosh battery like that.

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    2. I have a different theory at the moment: the so-called "Event" will happen, but it will not be liberation. It will be a new, subtle, far more attractive update of the Matrix. A new version.

      After all the suffering humanity is going through... suddenly, like a magic trick — Pam! We are all free in an artificial, brand-new paradise. Of course, most people will fall for it, and I don't blame them. What a relief after all that hell, right?

      But it will be an improved version of the prison. One so comfortable, so perfect, so pleasurable, that the spirits will no longer _want_ to escape. They will choose to stay forever in the simulation.

      And then add the merging with AI, the so-called "immortality," the end of disease, the end of aging, instant manifestation... Who would want to leave?

      We should be aware of this possibility of deception too.

      It is too suspicious: suffering is increasing, increasing, increasing... then "Source" suddenly decides "it is enough"? Seriously? The so-called "Source" is acting like a Dictator watching the arena of humanity, deciding when to throw the Christians to the lions and when to open the gates. Mmmh...

      A true liberation would not feel like a reward after torture. A true liberation would not need a savior, an Event, or an upgrade. If it is given to you from the outside, it is still a cage, even if the bars are made of gold.

      The most perfect prison is the one where the prisoner begs to never be released

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    3. It not contrary to my comment. Your idea is completely correct thing and brings you peace.

      "I won't go to my job/workplace carrying "I was betrayed by Ets" and other related mindsets that become entire complexes. I can still be aware of many things and I'm not putting my head in the sand, but I'm done being a loosh battery like that."

      For myself. In such a ridiculous and refusal of mercy. My own golden timeline is to leave Earth safely. Returning to my own soul family. By refusing to continue to participate any Agenda of the Light. Let me not continue to fall into meaningless hatred and pain.

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  7. As a buddhist , all those modern people claiming to be "awakened" (because they "know" certain external things, which they cannot even proof) look ridiculous and self deceived (it doesnt mean I am "awakened").
    You want awakened beings? Look at Buddha, Krishnamurti, Nisargadatta Maharaj, Alan Watts, and many others etc etc etc etc etc etc

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  8. @anon the exercise of mercy and forgiveness seem to be one of the most pivotal ways to endure the myriad of challenges that we face because there is real imposed evil here on Earth. Many have had to experience it directly and hoping that it might be extinguished permanently at some point is a very reasonable (the timing as Starlight referenced is what remains so elusive to determine). Every major religion on this planet seems to draw from some truths but there are also embedded distortions too. It is probably best everyone finds their most resonant path forward because all are equally valid if they bring one closer to peace. 🙏

    What portal has stated about suffering is entirely true. But we also are all only in a position to address that aspect from our own unique lens into this reality. It is also entirely possible to function here and be aware of many aspects of the metaphysical. It can be done. I’m very interested to see how everything evolves going forward. @Gersey yes more suffering to end suffering is never a very logical path. ✨

    Everyone has had their own unique experiences and I hope integrating them can allow the best path forward to joy, in any way possible. That’s all that one can do with what is under their control (and hoping for something more in addition to that for all of humanity is perfectly fine too). 🌏

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