Thursday, February 19, 2026

Boring Health Update Followed By A Very Noteworthy Dream

"The Fiber Menace" material doesn't apply to everyone.  Thus, diet is even more individualized than I previously thought.  Actually increasing my own fiber intake and going off bread has drastically helped my situation, which I never would have believed to be the case.  

This certainly doesn't mean my fiber intake will be at close to the recommended 40 grams per day, but what I was doing was absolutely not working.  I had to go against my own belief system to get results.

Sometimes it's helpful to be spontaneous/unpredictable to find solutions.

Experienced in the dreamstate a couple hours ago:

I was walking in nature, and the vibes became indescribably happy.  Then, the greenery became a beautiful and alive painting, which felt even more amazing.  Then, I felt something become very upset, and the vibes went back down to 'normal consciousness,' along with an H.P. Lovecraft entity swinging one of its tentacles as me. 

Interpretation:

The clearing is getting to the point where darkness is being stretched too thin to keep everyone contained.  I'm definitely looking forward to the final completion of its removal!

Monday, February 16, 2026

The Importance of the Foundation

From "Initiation into Hermetics" by Franz Bardon (who was considered by many practitioners to be an adept):

"It is evident that true initiation knows neither a mystic nor a magic path. There is only one initiation linking both conceptions, in opposition to most of the mystic and spiritual schools which are dealing with the very highest problems, through meditation or other spiritual exercises, without having gone through the first steps at first. This would be very similar to somebody starting with the university studies without having gone through the elementary classes first. The results of such a one-sided training, in some cases, are disastrous, sometimes even drastic, according to the individual talents. Generally the error is to be found in the fact that most of the matter comes from the Orient, where the material as well as the astral world is regarded as maya (illusion), and consequently little attention is paid to it." 

The elementary skills are as follows: 

 


 

 




 













   

 




 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lightworkers/warriors have been expected to do very advanced workings, with bringing light through the Galactic Central Sun being one example of many, without having foundational knowledge and structure.  I myself kept seeing terms such as "astral plane" and "mental plane" and so forth without really knowing much about these planes.  I myself am by no means an adept, and quite frankly, neither are the vast majority of lightworkers/warriors.   

Although it's not required to be an adept to be a lightworker/warrior, we are doing advanced lightwork without even mastering the fundamentals.  It makes sense that there are so many issues.  "If structure is unstable, power magnifies instability."

"Individual ascension process" should start with the fundamentals, which are lacking in most – myself included.  

Friday, February 13, 2026

The Golden Timeline Meditation Observation and Guided Video

With steps 4 and 5 of the Golden Timeline Meditation:

"4. Visualize your life from this moment on getting better and better, with healing, love and abundance coming to you. Visualize your days improving as months pass by, until all your dreams are fulfilled.

5. Visualize planetary situation getting better and better, with conflicts resolved and a huge awakening starting worldwide. Visualize this process unfolding until the planet is liberated and enters a new golden age."

Personal life improvements are often inseparable from larger picture progress.  One strong example:

So many lightworkers/warriors have been attacked with directed energy weapons for a very long time, which is being exposed in the Epstein files:

https://x.com/liberty_lyss/status/2021889575916863996?s=46 

(Thank you Azara for mentioning this, and for all the supportive comments!) 

Satellites and radio frequencies are being used for DEW attacks, so the disabling/destruction of satellites and government/corporate facilities involved in DEWs could be visualized.   

The dark forces interfere in so many ways with personal timelines, so their removal would definitely also be integral to lightworkers'/warriors' personal aspects of the liberation timeline.  This along with removal of DEWs could be included in step 5.  Yet, how can personal life get "better and better" in step 4 without larger picture interventions?  What's good for personal life and what's good for planetary liberation are often intertwined.

Those who decide to do this meditation will know what to do though.  However one decides to go about this, it looks like exposure of the crimes of the dark forces is picking up more and more momentum, as part of the "awakening starting worldwide." 

Also, there's a fantastic meditation video from Inner Alchemy that incorporates the Golden Timeline Meditation, mentioned by the commenter ksh:


  

May the clearings now enter a phase of exponential power and intensity! 🔥

Saturday, February 7, 2026

So Much Beyond The Veil Was Already Revealed

(AI was partly used in this post.  It has been very accurate and useful in this regard.)

It would be nice to get a break from all the drama that comes with geopolitics, Ets, intervention, the Event, and (fill in the blank in this realm of focus), so I figured, why not gain a really solid knowledge base of metaphysics?  The most overlooked knowledge came from occultists from the 1900s.  Modern-day newagers and occultists discuss pieces of knowledge from this time period.  For example: 

"Guy Ballard (Godfre Ray King) – His early 1930s "I AM spiritual movement" is the first system to explicitly name the Violet Flame, Emerald Ray, and White Flame (White Fire of An).  These spiritual tools were later popularized by Mark L. Prophet and Elizabeth Clare Prophet in the 1950s to 1970s.

Emeralds were suggested in Guy Ballard’s writings and in later teachings (Edna Ballard, Mark L. Prophet, Elizabeth Clare Prophet) to bring the mind and heart's focus on the Emerald Ray, which was said to act as a conductor of vibration and to serve as a symbolic amplifier of the ray’s qualities.  Their idea was by holding, meditating on, or wearing an emerald, one can attune more easily to the Emerald Ray, just as violet crystals or amethyst are used for the Violet Flame."  (This isn't stated to invalidate Cobra.  It's just important that people know the history.  And, regardless of how one regards Cobra and/or the Light Forces, these spiritual tools are very useful and powerful in their own right.)

Here are some (but certainly not all) major contributors from the 1900s for strongly increasing psychological and metaphysical knowledge and power:

Helena P. Blavatsky (1831–1891)

Set the cosmological template (planes, cycles, root races, occult history).  Covers:  Theosophy, Eastern-Western synthesis, esoteric historiography.  Read:  "Isis Unveiled, The Secret Doctrine" 

Aleister Crowley (Controversial but still had major contributions, 1875–1947) 

Operationalized magic as experiment and will-training.  Covers:  Ritual, yoga, sex magick, symbolic systems.  Book example:  "Magick in Theory and Practice" 

Dion Fortune (1890–1946)

Clean psychological reframing of magical practice.  Covers:  Group mind, psychic hygiene, inner mechanics.   Book example:  "The Mystical Qabalah." 

Israel Regardie (1907–1985)

Stripped ceremonial magic of superstition; made it psychologically legible.  Covers:  Golden Dawn praxis, psychotherapy overlap.  Book example:  "The Golden Dawn."

Rudolf Steiner (1861-1925)

Developmental model of consciousness and cognition.  Covers:  Spiritual science, epistemology, perception training.  Book example:  "Knowledge of the Higher Worlds."

G.I. Gurdjieff (1866–1949)

Introduced attention, self-remembering, and mechanical psychology.  Covers:  Consciousness states, inner friction, intentional suffering.  Book example:  "Beelzebub’s Tales to His Grandson" (slow, but foundational)

P.D. Ouspensky (1878–1947)

Made Gurdjieff usable and systematic.  Covers:  Structure of attention, levels of being.  Book example:  "In Search of the Miraculous"

Manly P. Hall (1901–1990)

Taught symbolic literacy at scale.  Covers:  Myth, alchemy, initiation symbolism.  Book example:  "The Secret Teachings of All Ages"

Franz Bardon (1909–1958)

Most methodical psycho-physical training system ever published.  Covers:  Concentration, elemental balance, will control.  Book example:  "Initiation Into Hermetics"

René Guénon (1886–1951)

Metaphysical rigor; exposes modern spiritual dilution.  Covers:  Tradition, metaphysics, initiation theory.  Book example:  "The Crisis of the Modern World"

Arthur Avalon (aka John Woodroffe, 1865–1936) 

Legitimate transmission of Tantra and Kundalini concepts.  Covers:  Subtle anatomy, Shakti theory, chakras.  Book example:  "The Serpent Power"

Carl Jung (1875–1961)

Gave the psychological language occultism now depends on.  Covers:  Archetypes, alchemy as individuation, synchronicity.  Book example:  "Psychology and Alchemy" 

Max Heindel (1865–1919)

Rosicrucian cosmology with karmic mechanics.  Book example:  "The Rosicrucian Cosmo-Conception"

William Walker Atkinson (1862–1932)

Neo-Theosophy and New Thought; color, vibration, and mental influence concepts; precursor to modern energy work.  Book example:  "The Astral Plane" 

What this list gives you

If you seriously read these authors, you will understand: 

– The many different planes and subplanes

– Where chakras, planes, and archetypes actually came from 

– Why energy work is largely attention control

– How ritual affects identity and perception

– Why most modern occult discourse is derivative 

– How inner transformation was meant to work

(Note: It's interesting that Arthur Avalon had much information on Kundalini.)  

Those who may be uncomfortable with this knowledge from believing it to be infiltrated by the dark forces could simply filter out what they disagree with (if anyone decides to really get into this of course).  Many aspects may have changed with developments over the last few years, but still, much of the psychological and metaphysical structures these authors wrote about remains the same. (I haven't read most of their works myself, but am definitely inspired to do so.)   

Monday, February 2, 2026

Kundalini Needs Goddess Presence

So many kundalini activations and forms of initiation do not include Goddess Presence.  Perhaps this is the real reason why so many initiates fail.  Countless distortions result from kundalini rising without her.  Goddess Presence can heal much of this, and has been the missing factor.     

The ideal way to raise kundalini is with a romantic partner.  This allows for enough Goddess Presence as the needed loving guiding force.  Some of the best lightworkers/warriors have a romantic partner.  Some of the most unstable lightworkers/warriors are lone wolves – with or without being leaders with followings.

The dark forces have their own kundalini activations, but these activations are as unstable and destructive as possible – void of Goddess Presence.  In this way, kundalini has been used as a 'weapon of mass destruction.'  Psychopathic aggression, lies/trickery, and primal lusts that respect no boundaries are common among the cabal.  They've been corrupting the grids with this, which has been having a destructive influence on lightworkers/warriors and the surface population.  

Kundalini can partially go up the spine, but then stay in the lower chakras.  In this case, the energy is much more potent in the lower chakras while still being blocked.  As an analogy, this would be like being stuck in 1st or 2nd gear in a car trying to go at speeds for 4th and 5th gears.  The dark forces may have hyper-amplified the first 3 chakras to the exclusion of all the others, or if the others are used, it's only for subjugation/domination purposes, as pure distortion.  

There are many references from Cobra that coincide with the need for Goddess Presence during kundalini activations.  Here's one such example:

"The second secret that the Cabal is trying to hide is that interactions between female and male polarity create a toroidal electromagnetic field that triggers kundalini energy which leads to planetary liberation." 

https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2019/01/bubbles-of-heaven.html 

More on this here:

https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2018/03/sexual-energy.html

And here: 

https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2018/04/soul-families.html  

In most (if not all) cases, kundalini activation is only partial without such interactions, and many cabal members probably view Goddess Presence as something that controls them.  It's probably a power issue with them.  

Rising kundalini has been causing the surface population to rise up against the dark forces in various instances, which is the constructive aggressive aspect of Goddess Presence.  The dark forces have been trying to manipulate this aspect by redirecting constructive aggression into destructive infighting.  The dark forces figure, "If people are going to be more bold and stand up for their rights, we can invert this in on itself and get people to only fight each other." 

Goddess Presence can calm the 'inner beast' for those who are damaged/distorted who are being used for WW3.  Additionally, Goddess Presence can be a force for constructive behaviors that help liberate the planet.