My Advice, Take or Leave

Regarding comments on 2012portal, this is my advice, take or leave:

Expecting others to do something can have the opposite effect.  Best thing to do is go by what you feel guided to do, and allow others to make their own choices.  This means not condemning others for not caring.  If some people don't care, let this go.  People will do what they do.  Being upset about the behavior of others only serves to inflate one's own sense identity.  'Holding the light' by seeing others as 'not holding the light' creates an artificial sense of self.

Don't take the comments personally.  Discussions can occur about various issues, but when the comments get taken personally, where emotions get involved in a negative way, this causes unnecessary loosh.  Detach from comments.  

At my job, I work with customer service quite a bit.  Not every customer is nice, but I don't take it personally.  Sometimes things slip through of course, but for the most part, I'm detached from needing approval and kind responses.  I try my best to make the customers happy, but I usually don't allow it to get to me if 'things don't work out.'  The customers simply do what they do, and I let this go.

I also will let go if some people don't understand what I'm trying to say here.  I don't need everyone to understand me.  Also, I recognize that I'm not more spiritual than anyone else when seeing that I am free from needing everyone to understand me.  And, I recognize that I'm not more spiritual for realizing that I'm not more spiritual for seeing that I don't need everyone to understand me, and so forth.  😂

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Regarding a post I saw elsewhere on spiritual narcissists, this is my advice, take or leave:

The problem with pointing the finger at someone for being a spiritual narcissist is the 'log in one's own eye' scenario:

"Why do you see the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye?  Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when there is the log in your own eye?  You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother's eye."

People who point the finger like this need others to be seen as less spiritual, so that they themselves can see themselves as more spiritual.  Maybe the other person is a spiritual narcissist, but by assigning this definition, this both condemns the other person to such a fate more, and condemns one's own self to an artificial sense of spirituality.  If one needs to point the finger at someone else as being 'less spiritual' by calling them a 'spiritual narcissist,' one's own spirituality is being built by needing someone else to be 'less than,' so that one can feel 'more than.'

Of course, those who are narcissists to the point of committing unimaginable crimes against humanity do need to be destroyed, as they are beyond the point of no return.  Yet, in the spiritual community, it's usually just a case of what 2012portal previously mentioned - the duality of "I'm more spiritual than you" between lightworkers is an archonic means of mutual disempowerment.

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(Health update: peanut butter caused other problems, so it's not a good substitute for dairy either.)

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Thoughts regarding the ego:

I'm not a Freudian, but these are the actual definitions of the id, ego, and superego:

Id in its pure form: Sacrifice others for oneself.

Superego in its pure form: Sacrifice oneself for others.

Ego in its pure form: The balancer of the Id and Superego. 

When someone says, "You have a big ego," which is said with a negative connotation, it's actually the id.  In the true sense of the word, having a big ego is positive, because this means having a strong balancer of the id and superego. 

If something doesn't make sense, the rational mind (ego) will not make a decision unless it makes sense.  Especially in modern times, emotions should take a back seat to rationality (common sense).  Part of the reason for many in the West being so stupid is because emotions run amok while the rational mind is neglected.

A lack of verifiable intel also neglects the rational mind, which is definitely part of the problem.  

When the rational mind is in alignment through seeing the logical necessity of a certain action or set of actions (external or internal), other higher aspects can then come through with full force.  Both the rational and intuitive minds need to be 'on the same' page for a lightworker to be the most effective.  

The lack of verifiable intel blocks both minds from being on the same page.  Even the pole shift was exposed by a reply from Dede on 2012portal, who mentioned a couple interesting links.

This one is back from 2013 about how people were saying there would be a pole shift in a few months:

https://www.science20.com/cool-links/pinpoint_accuracy_says_north_pole_will_soon_be_40_degrees_south_equator-114012 

Title of the video below: Magnetic Pole Shift | 40 Degree Nonsense

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nGx2Q3hMfz0

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Uncertainty Regarding CERN, The Behavior of Desire, and Planetary Liberation

I'm unable to know if CERN really is weakening the Earth's magnetic field.  There are those who claim this is the case, and those who claim this is not the case.  I do know that I have more negative dreamstate experiences when CERN is more active.

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It appears that addictions just move from one form to another.  Desire cannot be eliminated.  For example, when I quit drinking alcohol 3 years ago, my addiction to alcohol turned into an addiction to dairy.  The amount of dairy I was consuming was extreme, and casein has an opiate effect similar to heroin:

"Because casein digests so slowly, natural morphine-like substances in casein known as casomorphins, act like opiates in the body as they enter the bloodstream.  Just minutes after you eat a dairy-based food, the casein protein begins to break down. This releases the drug-like casomorphins, which attach to opiate receptors in the brain and cause severe addictions to dairy products (hence the reason they keep people coming back for more.)"

https://www.onegreenplanet.org/natural-health/casein-dairy-protein-and-your-health/ 

Desire has to go somewhere.  All I did was replace one addiction for another.  The key is to redirect desires to healthier, or, less unhealthy directions.  

I'm replacing dairy with small amounts of peanut butter.  Also, whey protein isolate contains virtually no casein, and so as far as I can tell, does not have an opiate effect. 

It doesn't matter if it's organic and non-GMO.  All food is poisonous.  It's simply a matter of consuming less poisonous foods - choosing lesser evils.  

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I've discovered that the foundation of existence on Earth has been stupidity.  There's the saying, "One damn thing after another."  More accurately, it's "One stupid thing after another."  Just as there are less poisonous foods, there are lesser levels of stupidity.  To have a higher quality life on a non-liberated planet, it's just a matter of choosing lesser evils/lesser stupidities.

It's stupid to grow old and die, whereas, the body just deteriorates over time as a slow death.  

Wars are stupid.

Evil is intelligent, but only intelligent at making reality stupid, because slavery is stupid.

Abuse is stupid.

I could write for a very long time listing the seemingly endless amount of stupidity that exists.  

I'm not exempt from stupidity myself either.  There are aspects of myself that are indeed stupid.

Planetary liberation = the end of stupidity.    

Commenting Error Fixed, and is CERN Weakening Earth's Magnetic Shields? Also, Addressing Purposful Liars in the Alternative Media

I can now comment again.  Somehow my cookies settings blocked my ability to comment.  I changed the cookies settings to "Custom" in the "Privacy Settings," and changed it to only block cookies from unvisited websites.  Before, the setting was to block cross-site tracking cookies.  I have no idea why this would have caused the error.  This had not caused any commenting errors previously, and it's been years since I altered my cookies settings.

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CERN is up at full power, and there are claims being made that CERN is the real cause of the weakening of Earth's magnetic shields.  If so, why would this be omitted on the latest 2012 portal update?  The idea that CERN is causing the weakening of Earth's magnetic shields makes something spiritual (The Event and so forth) feel very... artificial and cabal-owned.

Here's a video describing the CERN situation, and its influence on Earth's magnetic fields:

 

There has been a personal correlation with CERN being more active and having disturbing dreams and other issues, which have resurfaced.  I was feeling fantastic during the Summer Solstice, but am low on energy once again.  CERN needs to be shut down ASAP.  

(Good grief.  Enough of this shit already.)

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There is a video by Jordan Sather mentioned by a commenter on the 2012portal blog that is well worth watching, from start to finish.  Jordan Sather reveals the abundance of liars and lying that is taking place in the alternative media:

https://www.bitchute.com/video/Y8uCxjTtUC1K/

Regarding purposeful liars in the alternative media:

Those who claim to be in the awakening movement who are knowingly lying to people with false intel and propaganda seriously need to be held accountable, especially when they get to have all this money and nice possessions as a result.  For example, there really are people who get paid to promote false flat earth theory?  Wow, just... wow.  These are some of the most vile people on the planet!

It's beyond disgusting when real people who want to know the truth, who work hard just to make a living, are being deceived like this by those who get paid to lie in the alternative media, who live lives of luxury.  This crime is possibly deserving of being sent directly to the Galactic Central Sun.  I don't think I'm being too harsh here.

A New Form of Google Censorship, and Am I Supposed to be Dead?

It's been a few weeks, and I felt guided to post again.

Google has found a new way to censor at least myself, by having an error message for comments.  Over the last few days, google keeps saying I'm not signed in when I try to comment.  I then click to sign in, even though I'm already signed in.  It then gives an error message saying I can't sign in.  I click to sign in again, and it just gives the same error over and over:

 

When on anyone else's blog when I'm signed in, I'm also told on their blog that I'm not signed in.  I then click to sign in at the top right, and it just takes me to my blog dashboard.  The same errors shown above come up when trying to sign in at the comments section.  So, thus far, if anyone comments, I will be able to approve their comment, but I will not be able to reply.  I'm completely cut off from making any comments and replies anywhere on all google blogs, including my own.  

I signed out and signed back in a few times, wondering if this would fix the problem, to no avail. 

I did a search for this problem, and no one else mentions the problem, so it's very possible that I am being specifically singled out.  

Google censored one of my previous posts as well. 

I could delete my google account entirely, but this would be giving them what they want.  They would be getting me to censor myself if I did so.  I won't be doing their work for them.

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Moving on to the part in the title wondering if I should be dead... 

I just had a very powerful dream about death.  Death was in the form of a cold, dark mist, and it was taking various people.  I then was in an apartment, and it found me!  I fought it, but it gently took me out of my body, and then I was in the 'realm of the dead.'  Being dead really isn't so bad.  Everyone fears death so much, but after it happens, the experience is like being in a body, but the body doesn't have physical sensations.  And, the body can float around and so forth.  It's kind of like being in the dreamstate, where there are no physical sensations.  This makes sense, as the dreamstate is said to be a part of the astral realm.  

When I found out I was dead, I became extremely sad, and started crying uncontrollably, saying over and over, "I'm so sorry."  My voice became female, which makes sense, because the soul is said to be a universally feminine aspect.  All my thoughts were of a couple of family members who I left behind.  I kept thinking about how sad they would be to find my dead body in my apartment.  

Then, I physically woke up, and was wondering if I was supposed to be dead, but had such strong attachments in the physical world, that I came back.  I now wonder if I am violating the 'natural order of things' by still being physically alive.  I have for some time been feeling that there is nothing further to do in this life and that I should be moving on.  I've wanted to commit suicide many times but the thought of what this would do to others, and the fear of oblivion, stopped me. 

The dreamstate usually shows me something that's happening in the physical world.  Perhaps more people than usual are dying.  My dream with death going around and taking people indicates this.

The dream was very comforting, because now I know that death really isn't so bad, but also very disturbing, because I keep wondering if I should be dead.  I also consider the possibility that this dream was someone else's experience, as this has happened before, although this feels unlikely. 

Things have been looking up for me though.  I've been having more energy and am improving in various areas of my life, but I am haunted by this dream.  I just need to 'shake it off.'  

Supplementary Post to Final Post - Utilizing the Full Power of Sacred Geometry (Final, Final Post 😎)

An excellent interview has been made showing that both the Flower of Life and "keylontic flower of life" are the same geometries.  It's only the angle of view that causes the octa to become a hexa, and vice versa:

https://youtu.be/TkwHyY_0-A4

One can use both the hexa (30 and 60 degree), and octa (45 and 90 degree).  

One could do a Flower of Life meditation:

https://youtu.be/Xglx2S55L0g

Then, at another point in time, one could gaze into 8 pointed star configurations:

https://youtu.be/F7OqgCJa9uU

Also, penta, septa, and so forth, can be explored.  All non-trapezoidal geometry is valid.

Geometrical power can now be fully utilized.  

Clearing of the underground pits can commense at an accelerted rate with fully unlocked abilities of lightworkers.  

The confusion is over.

The Time is Now.

P.S. - Mine as well go all out and say "Command 12 21" three times, several times per day.  This is having a very strong positive effect.  Say this if being energetically attacked, and describe the attack afterward.  Talk about what's on your mind as well after saying it, and so forth.