I Don't Understand After All

There was something I thought I understood, but I don't.  Not to be cliche, but many successful men in the world say they could not be successful without the support of their women.  If this is true, I'm at an extreme disadvantage, because  I've never had a woman to support me in life (as an adult with a romantic partner).  I don't know what it's like to truly love someone else like this.  I've been 'in love' before, but never actually truly been intimate with a lover and built a lasting relationship with her, so being 'in love' doesn't give me the understanding that comes with actual love being lived.

So, regarding the sabotage mentioned on Cobra's post, I don't understand.  I don't think I could ever live with myself knowing that I in large part caused the mass enslavement of humanity on earth, creating an insurmountable amount of suffering from coronavirus NWO plans.  I feel that if I were in a situation where my twin soul was going to be tortured by the draco, I would risk allowing the draco to do so for the greater good.  I couldn't just let the people of earth be subjugated, in several cases murdered (mass murder by intentionally placing the elderly with the virus together in nursing homes, deaths from the virus and in larger part deaths from lockdown measures and so forth), and tormented like this just to save my twin soul.  That would be so selfish of me!  

Yet again, regarding twin souls, or twin flames, or soulmates and so forth (there are many different terms for this), I don't know what it's like to truly love someone else in this way.  If I had my twin soul being held hostage on the other side like this, I also wouldn't be allowed to participate in the mission, as it would be a violation of protocol.  

I don't mean to be a 'stick in the mud.'  This is just how I've been seeing things lately, as it's been building up for a while.  I know in the end that the mission and compression breakthrough will be a complete success. 

In Excess, Protein Becomes Negatively Psychoactive

Protein is needed for maintaining health, but most people consume more than what is required.  Researching from various sources, the amount of protein required per day is possibly 0.36 grams per pound of body weight.  

My own experience is that, just as in the case with excess fructose, excess protein activates various mental problems over time.  

Also, it's possible that powdered protein (whey, pea, soy, etc.) is more efficiently utilized compared to food sources.  This is possible because powdered protein has been isolated from food, which may make it easier to absorb.  This has been true at least in my own experience, although I don't have actual studies for official proof.  If this is true. even less than 0.36 grams of protein per pound of body weight needs to be consumed per day if the protein is in powdered form. 

Lockdowns

There are those who have been promoting population reduction for a long time. Here's a question:

Why would those who promote population reduction all of a sudden care so much about human safety?

It's not even a conspiracy theory.  It's just common sense.  What happened to farmers when the world had all these lockdowns the first time around?

“Look what’s happened to smallholder farmers all over the world. Look what’s happening to poverty levels. It seems that we may well have a doubling of world poverty by next year. We may well have at least a doubling of child malnutrition.”

https://nypost.com/2020/10/11/who-warns-against-covid-19-lockdowns-due-to-economic-damage/

At the very least, lockdowns from the coronavirus have made the rich get richer and poor get poorer on a global scale.  At the very worst, continued and/or reinstated lockdowns will collapse the global economy, causing the world's food supply to collapse, resulting in a significant reduction of the world's population through mass starvation.  The worst case scenario hasn't happened... yet.

Environmentalists, animal rights advocates, and various political activists believe there are too many people in the world.  Yet, if asked to step to the front of the line to be the first to die, those who promote population reduction would probably decline.

The coronavirus is definitely a calamity, but if the global food supply collapses the coronavirus will look like virtually nothing at all by comparison.  Mass starvation and chaos from hunger strikes would plunge the world into a per-industrial era.

What kind of future does humanity want?  Does humanity want to digress back to the stone age or keep progressing forward?  Humanity, it's up to you to decide. 

Fructose is Kryptonite

Fructose is what makes sweet food taste sweet.  Sucrose (sugar) is one fructose molecule and one glucose molecule.  If fructose was removed from sugar, the sugar would become pure glucose which would then no longer taste sweet.  

Fructose is about equally damaging to the liver compared with alcohol:

https://youtu.be/f_4Q9Iv7_Ao

Fructose intake is also associated with various mental problems:

https://www.studyfinds.org/sugar-high-fructose-intake-adhd-bipolar-disorder-aggressive-behavior/

Most fruits people eat in modern times are hybridized to taste sweet.  Before organized agriculture, fruit would taste bitter instead of sweet.  Thus, people promoting fruit as a health food are promoting a scam.

Every time I indulge in something sweet, even when making sure the sugar is content is not nearly as high as soda and so forth, I still have mental problems of various kinds as a result. 

Starch does not contain fructose unless added during food manufacturing.  Most breads, for example, contain various amounts of added sugar.  Starch intake does not cause mental problems in my case unless very high levels are consumed in a short amount of time.