I'll Go There One Last Time

I decided to read the interview

https://www.welovemassmeditation.com/2026/07/sisterhood-of-rose-interview-with-cobra-1221-ascension-portal-activation-part-2.html

from start to finish, and give feedback on certain parts.  I searched within myself to see what I really felt and thought, not catering this to fit anyone's expectations:

Debra: And to achieve this, we really hope to involve people who are maybe not necessarily very familiar with meditation or our topics...

Cobra: Even if they have no prior experience with meditation, they just need to do the best they can and that's it.

Starlight:  Probably, the method being used to reach critical mass is to not rely on long-term participants, because too many of these people have become very damaged and burned out.  The method is to instead seek out new people who are completely unfamiliar with 2012 Portal.

Debra: Within groups in the community, there are still people whose main aim is not to serve the higher good, but rather to serve their own ego, or as an infiltrator, even to undermine the work, whether consciously or unconsciously. What difference does it make in terms of the success or the mission and/or energetically if someone wishes to serve their ego, such as wanting to be in control, wanting power, wanting to be respected, wanting to feel important, et cetera, or if someone intends to sabotage the work/mission, often in subtle ways so that it isn't noticeable at all. And how can we protect the work, the mission, when such people are involved?

Cobra: Unfortunately, infiltration happens a lot and people have many weaknesses. If somebody is disturbing the mission too much, that person needs to be expelled from the mission.

Debra: Why is it that some people who were previously seen as sincere Lightworkers, their driving force has become satisfaction of their ego? Is it because the energies are shifting in such a way that deception is becoming more difficult or because these energies are throwing people off balance? And how should we deal with such people?

Cobra: One aspect of the situation is people got tired, people are waiting for results and they didn't come and they gave up, and they just want to get their reward, which is understandable, but this needs to be put into balance. So anybody who is too off balance either needs to change their way or they need to leave the mission and go somewhere else.

Starlight:  Anyone who legitimately calls something out can be labeled as "undermining the work, whether consciously or unconsciously," and/or as "egotistical."  Anyone can be labeled an "infiltrator" and so forth if they start using their own discernment and begin to see inconsistencies.

This is from AI, but makes a really good point:

"Cobra acknowledges that people are frustrated because they are waiting for results and they didn't come, "which is understandable."  But instead of examining whether the predictions or promises were accurate, the focus shifts to the individual's attitude:  they want their reward and are "off balance," and should either change or leave.

That doesn't necessarily mean the advice is entirely wrong.  It's true that groups sometimes have disruptive members, people can become motivated by status or control, and organizations sometimes need to remove people who genuinely undermine their work.  The manipulative potential comes from how broad and subjective the criteria are.  If criticism, skepticism, or frustration can be interpreted as evidence of "ego," being "off balance," or "disturbing the mission," then those labels can discourage dissent and protect the leadership from accountability."  

And, there may not be a methodology to "be expelled from the mission," unless maybe someone is arrested.  There have been lightworkers who became rapists.  I remember the girl who was in the hospital from this.  Such occurrences were placed under the rug, with Cobra calling this "infighting." 

Cobra: Many wars were prevented, many negative things that would have otherwise [occurred] have been prevented. Of course, people have greater expectations, and I also had greater expectations, and we were all expecting things to get better and easier before, but there is simply so much darkness on this planet that it takes time to resolve all of this. So it is not a question if this is working or not. It is just a question how much it has to transform and it's a lot. Believe me, it's a lot.

Starlight:  Actually, it is a question of whether this is working or not, because no one can know with their own experience, nor with any evidence, that “Many wars were prevented, many negative things that would have otherwise [occurred] have been prevented.”  People only have Cobra's word to go on as an authority figure in this instance, and that’s it.  Any and all outcomes often get connected with the 2012 Portal Paradigm.  Yet, there are many other possible causes for events that take place in the world, many of which are quite mundane.

Debra: Okay, very good. So I have a curious question. Is this Part 2 the second half of the 12:21 Ascension Portal Activation, or do you anticipate there being additional parts in the future?

Cobra: This is classified information at this point.

Starlight speculation:  There will be a Part 3 toward the end of the year.  Part 3 will probably go something like this:  “Many hell to heaven conversions have taken place, but to take this to the final level for Source to trigger the Event, Part 3 will bring the quantum field to the final needed stage.” 

Debra: Okay, thank you. In the instructions for the 12:21 Ascension Portal Activation Part 2 meditation, we are to visualize a wave of opalescent blue light of the New Heaven descending from the sky into our heart chakra, all cosmic beings of light supporting this process. Then we visualize a wave of emerald green light of the New Earth ascending from the Earth into our heart chakra, with all subterranean beings of light supporting this process. Then we visualize both energies merging in our heart chakra and creating a field of opalescent blue-green energy of paradise around us. Would you discuss the meaning and power of this opalescent blue-green energy of paradise?

Cobra: That energy is the energy of the 12th Ray. This is the energy which will anchor the perfect archetype for our future. This is like the best possible, super golden, the best possible timeline for the planet. It is, I would say, the most possible positive energy.

Starlight:  I resonate with the blue-green and golden energy aspect.

Cobra: The main thing is if people manifest their Golden Timeline, this is the best approach towards the Event because then they will be less stressed, they will be more balanced, and this is exactly the energy which is needed for the Event to happen.

Starlight:  Yet, it was repeatedly stated in the past that more instability is a “boiling point” that can cause Source to trigger the Event.

Debra: Okay, thank you. There are a few questions about life after the Event. What's approximately the timeframe to integrate advanced technology into the general public after the Event?

Cobra: I would say a few years.

Starlight:  Yet, no one knows when the Event will happen.  When it becomes so cryptic, this is when I start tuning out.

Cobra: What is most important to know is that this nightmare will be over. I don't know exactly when or how, but it will be over and there are already results which can be felt. The energies on the surface are definitely better than they were 10 years ago. If you remember how things were 10 years ago or even a few years ago and now you can feel the difference and things are going in the right direction, it just takes time. So what is important for us is just to keep going until the finish line.

Starlight:  Not knowing how and when is too ambiguous.  Cobra is not God, but this isn't something that can be worked with when neither how nor when is known.  And, how exactly are the energies better now compared with 10 years ago?  This doesn't ring true at all.  

"Just keep going until the finish line" is how it's been done for 14 years and counting.  Followers are made to feel obligated to keep going no matter what, and no matter how long it takes.  This obligation can become a trap that is never broken free of if the Event keeps being postponed into the future.  There has to be a line drawn somewhere.  This extreme level of protraction is a life not worth living for those who are continuing just because they don't want to be 'quitters.'

It's a form of slavery to keep going with the mind fixated on a finish line that is continually out of reach.  Such a finish line obliterates access to the present moment.  (Disclaimer: "present moment" only if not being starved, bombed, physically tortured, etc.)

Cobra: This is the first result of the infiltration of the positive Andromedans and Aldebarans within the Trump administration. There are some people who are not of a human origin who are basically part of the Andromedan and Aldebaran team who are within the administration and they're engineering this. So it is happening because, I would say, the deep state cannot stop this anymore. So they're trying to spin it, but they cannot stop it.

Starlight:  Yet, there are countless people who really don’t like Trump, so they will not be excited about disclosure coming out through the Trump administration.  They will simply tune this out.  And, there are many lightworkers who are not in favor of government disclosure.  (I take no pro nor anti stance on Trump myself; I'm not focused on Trump and Elon.) 

Cobra: I was describing how the implants are structured, what the programming is and how this is being dismantled. And if people follow that guidance, there will be many breakthroughs.

Debra: Okay. Do you see this has been getting better in this area?

Cobra: No.

Debra: So we need to do more work on that.

Cobra: This has not even started.

Starlight:  If the implants were being disabled/removed, this would not solely rely on ‘working on oneself’ and so forth.  The guided self-work can help, but the many implant clearings over the years should have already been having effects that are independent of participation.  After all those 2012 Portal posts about implant clearings, now we get "This has not even started."

Debra: Now in the past you've said that the manifestation of the Event does not depend on the consciousness level of humanity, but yet now raising our consciousness and our vibration by working to manifest our personal and planetary timeline does seem to be important and necessary. So why is it the Light Forces are now asking us to do this, and why now? Have the energies become more favorable for us to manifest?

Cobra: As I have said before, since the activation last August, we can begin to start utilizing our free will, and this is exactly why this process is taking place now.

Starlight:  Cobra’s answer does not address the question.  Having more free will is fantastic (is there really though?), but it’s a massive inconsistency in the narrative to say that humans working on personal and planetary timelines is absolutely needed.  I have no problem with improving 1% and working on golden timelines, but this needs to not be presented in a way that makes people feel obligated.  “No pressure” is key.  When there’s no pressure, people don’t feel strongarmed and will be more likely to give it a go.  The same applies for mass meditations.  The mindset of great urgency can have a sabotaging influence, especially when there are gaping contradictions in the narrative.  (Newcomers to 2012 Portal may be a different story.)

Cobra: Okay, number one is that I know what my purpose is and I follow that purpose. I would say my will is unbreakable because I know what I came here to do and I will do it. This is not to say it was easy; it was extremely hard, but it does not mean that we will not be successful. It just means that it takes longer. There are many disappointments, but the main key is to connect with the Higher Self and to be aware of the highest purpose all the time.

Starlight:  I must admit, I admire an unbreakable will.

Concluding Statement

My main focus will be healing trauma, which means a new line of research I'm pursuing.  I don't want to slow this down by getting caught up in the 2012 Portal paradigm, for or against.  It just goes in circles with 2012 Portal, stunting my research/growth.  Per day, one can spend too much time calling out inconsistencies with 2012 Portal, and too much time being in discord from all the resulting mental prisons in relation to Ets.  My plan is for this post to be the last post that addresses 2012 Portal and related material.  Others can comment about 2012 Portal if they'd like of course, but I myself will no longer participate in this, not even when I agree with what the comments say.  (That's just me.)

And, it's fine for those who need to focus elsewhere and do other things.  There's no obligation.  No pressure.  There's no such thing as quitting when there's something else to start.  Unbreakable wills do not all have to go in the same direction.  There are so many people in the world who 'hold the Light' very powerfully/profoundly who are unfamiliar with 2012 Portal, and who are not into Ets at all.

Just the same, it's fine to continue with the 2012 Portal paradigm for those who feel guided.  Just because I find 2012 Portal to be disempowering does not mean others will.  

I'm not sure how long it will take to read the new material I've encountered on healing trauma.  It's a considerable amount of research with surprising findings.  When mindfulness and meditation is done too much and/or in the wrong way, past traumas can actually surface so severely that a person experiences "retraumatization."  For the most part, this is something meditation retreats and spiritual teachers/leaders do not understand.  Every person has different needs, and just as there is no one-size-fits-all with diet, this is also true with mindfulness, meditation, and 'spiritual pursuits.'  

I'm also in battle with a being (or maybe beings) that I will call "The Ruiner."  This may or may not be the "Lurker."  The Ruiner is one of the strongest adversaries I've ever faced.  I can achieve some of the most superhuman feats in the dreamstate and it's nothing to this thing.  I won't give up though.  I must defeat it.  My soul's survival is in jeopardy if I don't.  

I may take a month or so off from posting. 

P.S.

There are many awesome commenters.  I really resonate with this youtube channel (quite a name for a channel but I don't take the name literally 😂) that someone mentioned:

https://www.youtube.com/@Dark-sd5xh/videos

And last but certainly not least: