The cycle for those who desperately want to be rescued by Ets:
Hope, to fear of not being rescued, to despair, back to hope again when the despair is unbearable. (The cycle repeats.)
The solution is to never place oneself in such a position again. Many will understand this over time. Yet, there will unfortunately be those who are hopelessly trapped in that cycle who will never even remotely try to work with the world that actually exists around them. 'It is what it is.'
I won't be making any more posts on 2012 Portal and Ets. It's time to go into a new chapter. This blog will now explore the possibilities that are right in front of us. (I'm not suggesting that others stop if it's their highest inspiration to have contact with Ets. This doesn't have to be limited to the '2012 Portal paradigm' though, and hopefully they do this from a healthy, non-desperate position.)
Chemistry, along with what chemistry branched out of – alchemy – has always fascinated me. Physical matter itself is very unique and mysterious.
Here's an interesting vid on the matter (pun intended):
Adepts have unlocked the ability to be able to magnify like the above video with their 'seeing abilities'. Of course this is extremely uncommon in modern times, and so far, I myself don't have this ability. Yet, this is part of what inspires me – knowing that there is the potential to unlock these kinds of abilities.
When other densities of the physical come into play, such as the physical's 4D and 5D aspects, it gets even more interesting.
The hard sciences and knowledge from adepts of the past (and some rare adepts in the present) – this is enough to keep someone fascinated for many lifetimes. The question can also be asked, "What can I know with my own mental and metaphysical abilities? What can I know that isn't in a book or from anyone else?" It's important to be able to find one's own answers outside all available knowledge as well.
Now that I'm not wasting my focus on Et intel and the endless confusion and cognitive dissonance this generates, development and exploration can really gain momentum.
Added this just now:
ReplyDelete(I'm not suggesting that others stop if it's their highest inspiration to have contact with Ets. This doesn't have to be limited to the '2012 Portal paradigm' though, and hopefully they do this from a healthy, non-desperate position.)
Try do, but desperation does kick in, especially if all we ever see is just twinkling lights moving in deliberate ways in the sky. Need more. Been trying since 1991.
DeleteObrigada, Starlight. Vamos descobrir o que mais é possível. Uma jornada linda pode estar começando hoje para nós. Esperançosamente, será abençoada!
ReplyDeleteSim! 🌄
DeleteThis website provides some more practical and basic methods.
ReplyDeletehttps://spiritualityzone.com/how-to-work-with-energy/
https://spiritualityzone.com/manifestation-goal-setting-visualisation-taking-action/
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DeleteA simple practice that is often recommended is to meditate for 15-30 minutes per day, never skipping a single day. You focus on your breath inhale/exhale and try to get to the point where you can just be conscious without "thinking" something. I've tried to "skip" ahead to thoughtlessness (complete "empty" state of mind) without focusing on breath and I think I was perhaps "jumping ahead" too soon. Sometimes I've had some success with this sometimes not, however.
ReplyDeleteIt's best to calm one's mind/emotional state before beginning a meditation session, as if one's too preoccupied with something external, whatever it is be it some worry, desire, longing, or even intellectual curiosity, that can easily result in distracted daydreaming throughout the whole session. I think not being too hard on oneself for a failed or difficult meditation session is important too as frustration just compounds and becomes a self-reinforcing loop further disrupting sessions.
I've being doing longer and multiple 30 minute to even sometimes an hour-long meditation sitting because I've wanted to get more practice, but shorter, 15 minute sessions might be better for me to go back to because the shorter the time the more you must learn to make good use of it rather than not take it too seriously and then begin daydreaming too readily.
One more thing regarding meditation: I think I've noticed that meditating without ambient music may be somewhat better than having it on, as in, having as much silence and as few sources of noise as possible in one's environment is usually said to be ideal.
DeleteI agree, as much silence as possible can help when meditating. I often like to meditate on a physical object or connect with the physical environment. This is what got me so interested in the physical itself; the interesting feelings from this. I also get to where I have intermittent meditations without them being official sessions, spontaneously throughout the day.
DeleteUntil I was about nine, I read incredibly quickly—I could take in three lines of text at a time. Back then, I thought that was perfectly normal. Later, when I started school, I had to adapt to the slower reading pace of the other children, and gradually I lost that ability.
ReplyDeleteMy favourite time of day was bedtime, because before falling asleep I would play in my mind, imagining myself becoming infinitely, infinitely large, or infinitely, infinitely small (perhaps many people have experienced this feeling). It was great fun—far more interesting than doing homework. That was in 1999...
Around 2000–2001, when I was 10 or 11, computers were just beginning to become widespread in China. A few classmates and I suddenly started gathering spontaneously to discuss the liberation of Earth. We all felt that the solar system was under the rule of darkness, and we spent every day debating how we could liberate Earth, whether it had anything to do with the alignment of the planets in the solar system, and so on. At that time, the Li Hongzhi incident (Falun Gong) was unfolding in China. The news criticised Li Hongzhi day in, day out for over half a year. Several classmates dared not discuss the idea of Earth and the solar system being invaded by darkness any longer, for fear of ending up like Li Hongzhi.
When I was eight, I woke up in the middle of the night to see a black shadow, over two metres tall and somewhat lizard-like, running towards me. My body was paralysed and I couldn’t make a sound; I was terrified. That was in 1998.
Ever since the school organised a vaccination in 2001, I have suffered from a kind of artificial neurological disorder, requiring me to take chemical medication (which is also why I began a raw food natural therapy regimen).
My soul’s mission is entirely genuine. I believe many people have had similar experiences. Many were awake from the start; it is simply that their multidimensional abilities and memories have been sealed away. I believe there will come a time when everything returns to its rightful place, just as it is written in the Book of Enoch: the resurrection of the righteous.
By the way, 432, have you ever thought about setting up a Telegram group?
Interesting experiences! I've been paralyzed like that too before from attacks in the dreamstate. I hope the diet helps get the disorder healed.
DeleteI've considered making a group but I'm very secretive with my identity, and Telegram kept requiring a phone number for me to create an account. I like just staying with this blog for now, although this could change in the future.
Yes, the body’s cells possess an intuitive, primal wisdom. When the planet naturally took shape in the third dimension, the earth was already abundant with food: fruit, herbs, tender plant leaves, and certain seaweeds. Back then, there was no pollution; the soil was rich in nutrients, and there was no need for labour—one simply ate the fruit and sowed the seeds. Everything was very simple.
DeleteSuch is the source’s love for life. Humanity was not designed to spend every day digging up potatoes or mining coal until we were too exhausted to walk.
Raw food is a way of taking back our sovereignty，also the simplest way to bring the body’s cells embrace nature.
Pure raw foods possess the highest vitality, bio-enzymes and antioxidants; moreover, these foods engage in a form of biological communication with cells in a most subtle manner—it is a world of its own. Dead foods hard to such communication at the cellular or even DNA level.
Basiclly includes fruits, vegetables, herbs (coriander, oregano, celery etc), wild foods (red algae, wild blueberries, spirulina etc) and coconut water nature liquid.
Thank you for providing a space for discussion many ways on ascension journey. it means a great deal to many people.
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DeleteTake care of yourself firstly, if/when you have extra energy and resources,then u will/can naturally help the liberation mission.Best wish for you.And maybe finding your soul family can help you a lot, real contact can dissolve part of the anomaly from digital products.
ReplyDeleteIn Western ceramonial magic systems there is usually heavy utilization of the physical realm and physical objects, symbols and instruments, specially set aside and kept sacred, for use in dealing with nonphysical energies (spirits, planetary energies, etc.,). Some see it as redundant or excessive but I see a lot of beauty and mystery in it, Solomonic type ceramonial magic especially (Solomonic systems isn't just Goetia demonology, it deals extensively with angelic and planetary powers, it's just that the Goetia is wildly popular and apparently can be engaged with outside the Solomonic system itself).
ReplyDeleteThe tools, instruments, bells, whistles, candles, braziers, special wood boxes and intricately carved wands and pentacles and elaborate circles and divine names. It obviously looks extremely fancy and of course expensive (it was primarily a system by and for upper class affluent practitioners during the European Renaissance after all).
Nonetheless, I find it all very aesthetically ornate and fascinating at the same time, in addition to it all being very advanced looking. I suppose adepts have no use for magical weapons or special carvings or thaumaturgical appliances however.
Some comments on my last post from Anons:
ReplyDelete"One thing is certain: Cobra can endlessly shield distributors who help him sell products. Li Haoyang, Cobra's general distributor in China, raped, assaulted, and illegally detained multiple female lightworkers, and filmed group sex videos to threaten these women into silence. One young female university student was beaten by Li Haoyang to the point of developing epilepsy and mental instability. Even more horrifying, Li Haoyang refused to use condoms, resulting in four women becoming pregnant. Afraid of registering as the father at a hospital, he forced one of the female students to give birth at home, leading to a severe infection that drove her to attempt suicide by taking sleeping pills. This is the real story behind the fundraising post you saw on the WLMM website—a crime committed by Cobra’s selfish and foolish agent, yet you knew nothing about it. In the end, the student underwent amputation due to the severe infection, and Li Haoyang was sent to prison by the enraged parents of the victim. Why is this so closely tied to Cobra? Because during Li Haoyang’s crimes, many lightworkers emailed Cobra to expose Li Haoyang’s sexual harassment, sexual offenses, and business fraud. However, Cobra issued no warnings or penalties to Li Haoyang. Instead, he covered up these vile acts under the guise of unity, ultimately leading to irreversible consequences. Li Haoyang’s family runs several companies with registered capital in the millions, owns multiple valuable properties, and has earned substantial profits within the lightworker community. He could easily afford the medical expenses without needing donations. I truly cannot understand why Cobra would conceal the truth and exploit the wealth of global lightworkers to pay for the crimes of the real culprit."
"A complete fraud. The ULTRA VIOLET SHIELD sold by the Cobra’s dealers is available in similar products in Asia, which are generally used for skin care. However, the price that Cobra charges is as high as around 700 euros, while I was able to purchase it for just 7 euros. The price difference is almost a hundred times. The Far UVC Disinfection Light sold on the Cobra’s website is around 1700 euros. In Asia, I was able to buy a medical-grade 222nm ultraviolet disinfection lamp for only 50 euros. The Pleiadian Stargate, Quantum Fluctuation Resonator and Tachyon Healing Chamber sold by Cobra, whose ingredients are white crystals and brass, are priced at 560 euros, 1350 euros and 25400 euros respectively. The common feature of cults is to harvest believers' money by selling energy products that are far above the market price."
"Many of the stones were acquired by him at low prices. I've heard of an American lightworker who barely survived by collecting fragments from meteorite craters in Arizona and selling them to Cobra. After Cobra's tachyonlized processing, these worthless stones were transformed into Cintamani, increasing their value dozens of times. Basically, all other types of stones are acquired by Cobra, processed after tachyonlized (zero cost), and then sold at a price increase of several times or even dozens of times.
Frankly, lightworkers worldwide have been burying various stones and building Cobra's so-called light grids for over a decade, yet these things remain utterly useless. Cobra continues to release new stones and new grid-burying projects, using the guise of mission and liberation to bind people to endless investment. The only beneficiaries are Cobra and its distributors, who are now mostly millionaires."
My two cents:
DeleteYikes, this is not good. And, there have been many issues I've been biting my lip about. I don't have any sexual allegations, as I've only participated with 2012 Portal online and in private with no IRL interactions with others. However, there is basic logic. A couple examples:
Cobra states that pumpkin seed oil is only from earth and is a type of currency with positive Ets/Galactics. Yet, all that has to be done is get the genetic code for pumpkin seeds and grow entire plantations for pumpkin seed oil on other planets that are hospitable to plant life. This would be an absolute piece of cake for positive Ets. Plus, what's this 'currency business?' Positive Ets don't have a need for a monetary/barter system.
Emeralds are not unique to earth and can exist on other earth-like planets. I found this out using AI, but also by just doing an online search for "emeralds can be found on other planets."
If Cobra is willing to come clean, make amends, take responsibility, and remain honest and genuine in future, that should be the most important thing.
Delete(I can’t even be sure if the Cobra of today is the same as the Cobra from the beginning.)
Over the years, I have indeed gained some insights and knowledge from Cobra’s messages.
Neutrality and compassion have always been my firm principles.
After all, Cobra is only human; the key is to bravely face up to one’s actions, make amends, and then actively change. This applies to everyone.
@MiracleTian yes there are some truths Cobra has shared and I found myself engaging with the material he presented on the basis of personal experiences (many which were shared experiences too and in the physical). Hopefully, all the clarity we’ve been searching for will arrive in time. The disclosure, first contact, and reunions aspect is very real. 💜🛸
DeleteHonestly, it will be very interesting to see how the weeks and months develop ahead regardless of the outcome. The tension in the surface society is boiling and that is also impacting lightworkers/warriors. The situation with Ascend Liberation will be difficult to sweep under the rug now, and it reveals some serious issues. Likely an exposure of anything withheld from the lightworker community by the portal will occur. Everyone has really been doing their best and only desires honest answers. 🙏
Yeah, this doesn't surprise me. I got the impression that anyone trying to hold predators accountable in this community would be met with hostility for "disrupting harmony" or something equally victim-blamey. Something about the way sex was framed in a lot of Cobra's writing didn't sit right with me. Most people probably didn't think much of it, I don't think everyone in this community is a predator by any means. But I can see how it would have been validating to individuals like this, who likely already felt entitled to sexual gratification.
DeleteI was the anon who commented in the last post about some "disturbing experiences" with someone I briefly befriended in the discord community. Thankfully it was all online and energetic, nothing ever escalated offline. My intuition SCREAMED at me to never meet with this individual in real life.
He seemed to have an obsession with me, apparently having vivid dreams about me for the past decade, and he was convinced that we had some sort of mission together. I had *no* dreams like this, the few dreams I had about him were warning me about his intentions. He kept pushing twin flame narratives even though I wasn't attracted to him in the slightest.
I woke up one morning feeling deeply violated for reasons I couldn't explain, and he pretty much admitted to doing some sort of tantric healing on me in the dream state. Which, without consent, is straight up energetic rape. Interestingly from his perspective in the dream, I was pushing him away and rejecting him, but when he told me about this he was talking about it as though he was a victim of my "shadow projections". He sincerely believed he was healing me, and my response was only because I was "triggered by his light" 🤢 I'm horrified to think about what would happen if I did end up meeting him in person.
I'm not sure if anyone here is familiar with the "alien love bite" phenomena, but this felt orchestrated in an eerily similar way. Like it was all a method to manufacture suffering on both ends to be harvested as loosh. This guy was probably someone deeply lonely, being strung along by some parasite entities who convinced him his actions were justified.
Anyways I'd been sitting on that experience for some time, and here (on anon) seems like the place to get it out there, so thank you I suppose. I knew there would be no accountability for it, because how could you for something that happened in the subtle planes? So after it happened I just quietly distanced myself from the community. Even though I kept checking updates my trust in Portal 2012 was honestly shattered after all of that.
I also have some doubts about Cobra's claims about sexual union. Sexual union is certainly a good thing, but Cobra's explanation is too superficial, and this concept leads many people with impure hearts to use the excuse of "the sacred union of soulmates" to induce promiscuity. Cobra once called himself a galactic tantric teacher. However, Swami Rama, this humble, loving, and enlightened yoga master, also mentioned in his book 'Living with the Himalayan Masters' the teachings he received from visiting tantric practitioners. He stated that tantric practice focused solely on physical sexuality is only the most basic and fundamental level of tantric practice, while the higher levels involve no physical contact or interaction; the energy transformation occurs at a higher level.
DeleteI am more inclined to trust these masters because they are sincere and have already attained enlightenment.
I am another anonymous person who posted the last comment. I have also heard many people mention the details of the accusations against Li and others; these are truly heinous crimes.
DeleteThank you other anon for bringing it to awareness. Predators at this scale need to be exposed, this is vile
Delete@anon I’m so sorry to hear about this experience and I’ve also been targeted in the past by those wielding their energies in such a negative way sexually. We don’t consent to any of this distorted, heinous activity and enough is enough. I agree that promiscuity (which under the veil here causes big problems) is entirely a different concept from the types of energies referenced on the portal and what Cobra has described for healing requires a liberated surface via the event for proper actualization. 🪽✨
DeleteThese allegations are truly horrible. Maybe those "in the know", such as the Hungarian couple, Untwine, those poor women mentioned by the anon above, and maybe Ascend Liberation (whatever it is that he hinted at) went public with their stories. Given the level of devastation wrought upon others, it really would be best if it all came to light.
DeleteIn that context, here's an interesting channel where one can do so, just in case anyone is interested.
https://www.youtube.com/@CultstoConsciousness
So, in other words, give up all my dreams and hopes...and settle for what I have: Little to nothing.
ReplyDeleteNo Et contact, no rescue, no reunion with my PROPER family and friends, no no femization, no space travel, no special someone. Just be the BEST ugly little man I can be, be a good little wage slave, pay taxes, bend over 'for the man!' and take up the ass, and wait for death one day....in otherwords, be another George Carlin, who died a highly disappointed man and who said he'd welcome death when it comes for him. LOVELY.
All my life, I KNOW my soul is alien and feminine....getting BACK to the stars, getting a chance to be feminine again, and meeting my special someone....THOSE, as I mentioned, are the ONLY reasons I've not become either become a junkie yet, or put a bullet in my head. What could POSSIBLY make up for all this? What is there for ME, here?
I NEVER felt at home on this rock.....was ALWAYS A FISH OUT OF WATER...and if I don't get these things I need as posted above, the darkies WIN, and they will LAUGH. I can not accept a life as Charlie Brown in the flesh, folks, I just CAN'T.
If there is a god, that god must be evil.
I made this addition to the post yesterday:
Delete"(I'm not suggesting that others stop if it's their highest inspiration to have contact with Ets. This doesn't have to be limited to the '2012 Portal paradigm' though, and hopefully they do this from a healthy, non-desperate position.)"
@Sherman. I’m sorry for all you’ve been through and it is not right. Unfortunately, things did not go to plan here for many of us, but while there is life, there is hope. 💜
DeleteI do feel there is something, a piece we are all missing in the puzzle and hopefully what is going on here will be revealed in totality over time. Things are unlikely to remain the same on the surface much longer, and here is what I will say with certainty, change is likely to be inevitable and I feel there is a shattering of all illusions in process, it is better to live in light and truth than under deception. ✨
Maybe everything we are waiting for does arrive soon, and equally we must also prepare for other outcomes. I feel there is a justice that permeates creation and that can be a type of solace as this must all be eventually be brought into balance. It is an energetic necessity. 🌅
The problem is that there was significant interference in the Earth human experience from the start and it’s now at a level of asymmetric control/manipulation that defies comprehension. If the Galactics think in the manner of simply observing humanity, they are traitors and no different than the archons. (Maybe worse because they hide behind a mask of light falsely; also I do believe they have trouble coordinating and working together which further demonstrates lack of competency).
The absolute strongest souls in creation agreed to assist here as an act of unconditional love, and the group who promised to fulfill their side of the mission pulling a metaphorical “bait and switch” or relishing in their power to basically deny mercy is a very disturbing thought. These are not source aligned, angelic realm oriented, or ascended master guided beings in any way if that has occurred. Mercy should never wait. 🫤
Also more catastrophically, they would in fact have betrayed the starseeds who came here to assist after certain assurances provided by the other side of the mission for how closure would occur. The galactics truly are naive children if they believe that liberation is so simple to achieve via a surface population that has evil imposed on them so intensely and seemingly without end. It must be said that if this were to be true about the Galactics then they are petty, cruel, and willing to sell out their own kind. It would be advisable for any soul to get as far away from this reality as possible after their Earth experience concludes for them if any of our concerns are accurate. It is a version of Earth and in a reality devoid of genuine mercy under such conditions. And in a multiverse of multiverses (you in fact do have options) a reality meant to be filtered out of one’s eternity as a result. (This would be a hypothetical conclusion if no intervention occurs soon with continued acceleration of an AI dystopia, financial slavery, limited medical options etc). 🙏
I can’t say for certain what we should expect next, much seems to be in motion. I would hope all that we’ve desired to see (in the area of mercy) arrives. Many are struggling now because the tension seems to be increasing on a personal, community, collective, and surface level for humanity.
I believe love wins. It always does since it was there at the start. 🪽
@Azara
DeleteWHAT 'options' DO I actually have is MY question.
And, right now, I do NOT FEEL LOVED....not one damned bit. In other words, I feel like a real life Charlie Brown. And you outta see the videos on Youtube of ole' Chuck just snapping. Same thing with Anakin Skywalker....a good person, who never got a break, treated horribly, and who become the quintessence of evil. Kinda like the lyrics of Black Sabbath's "Iron Man".
Of course "god" is Evil, we gnostics call him the demiurge
Delete@Sherman genuine question... Do you have any transfeminine friends? Like minded people who can uplift you? I know you're dead set on getting off planet gulag, meeting with your star family, and being transformed using ET technology, but are you completely opposed to trying to find peace in the here and now?
DeleteI know the medical system is corrupt, and transitioning via MedBed does sound preferable, but are you against trying HRT in the meantime, just to feel more comfortable in the body you have?
I promise you you don't have to be so miserable. If I may be a bit (respectfully) blunt, that may be why you're lonely. It has less to do with your physical appearance, and more about how you make people feel. Constant bemoaning and demanding situations change with no effort is, well... Draining to listen to. Meanwhile, all it really takes to be liked by others is an open heart, a willingness to listen, and a sense of humor. You don't need to look a certain way.
Do you have hobbies? Any activities you enjoy doing? Those will be your lifeline as you extract yourself from the Portal community. Fill that space with things that uplift you, and if you don't know of anything, follow your curiosity and let go of any shame of being a beginner (easier said than done).
You have options, I promise. Happiness is available, even on planet gulag, you just have to look a bit harder for it.
@Sherman find something/anything that brings you joy and allows you to express yourself in a way infinitely, and authentically connected to your heart. I understand this is not always an easy task with the obstacles we encounter on Earth but there is always hope if we refuse to give up. 🙏
DeleteAlso, by doing so we are anchoring our highest energies and we can also find gratitude because some who are enduring medical struggles, severe poverty, or under threat of war have no opportunity to even contemplate the availability of such options. 😔
As for the Earth situation, I’m not surprised. Something is being dealt with at the level of the Galactics. I believe Ascend Liberation’s comment was a clue and I feel KeyM’s pendulum was detecting this. 🪽
However, I have a personal anecdote, there is a powerful starseed and lightworker I know personally and as for inner contact yes it has occurred for some. She and her partner had a visit from an old friend (experienced together) and I guess it would constitute as non physical so a type of protection into their home.
I feel it needs to be shared here. There is disagreement among the galactics. They were also told that many galactics felt war would start if there was not an expeditious event trigger (by end of 2025 or early 2026). This entity also seemed a bit distoriented about this starseeds lack of recollection of certain things almost as though maybe they’re not understanding what it’s like for us here under the veil…
I wasn’t sure what to make of it and also personally didn’t think war would start since we had so many resolutions in 2025. Something is definitely on the table soon. Let the light but really love end this all permanently. 💜
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Any and all friends I have live hundreds of miles away.
HRT won't work, lemme tell you WHY.
1: I'M TOO OLD. I'm 47.
2: The ravages of masculine puberty were horrific. A: Had to start shaving at age 13. B: Voice got deeper in age 14. C: Starting going BALD at age SIXTEEN.....and became Captain Picard bald before I was even 21.
3: Murphy's law. Since childhood, good ole' Murphy followed me everywhere I gone....like Kramer from Seinfeld, or some creepy stalker. Not everyone does well on HRT....I seen some get either organ damage, or their appearances got worse. Not everyone became lovely like Natalie Mars.....some wound up getting a huge ass, hips & thighs like a hippopotamus, and a big ole pot belly...and, to add insult to injury, little to no breasts. In other words, some of they become like Mrs. Chokesondik from Southpark. And, seeing how many things in my life would, in fact, blow up in my face...I got this strong feeling I'd either have wrecked organs or end up looking like some androgenous (and not the sexy kind) FREAK....like Akhenaten, HE was a definitive FREAK.
4: MONEY. Such a endeavor will need MONEY, something I don't have a lot of.
5: My teeth are broken and snagly.
So, even if I DID have the resources, I'll probably end up not looking and sound like Natalie Mars or Sasha De Sade, but more like Dame Edna or Mrs. Brown. -Shudder- Being an ugly old lady is not my idea of an improvement.
I USED to pursue relationships, but they always went bad....when I find someone I MIGHT have a chance with, they are always in another state, or more often than not, another country. And the ones I had a good chance with, they often disappear on me, as if they never existed, like an NPC. And, since my teen years, I got constantly turned down for 'the bad boyz', like these: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_mFK_e4KWs . And getting 'friend zoned', turned down for abusers, junkies, and so on. And, after 19 years....from age 15 in 1994 to age 34 in 2013 (and Valentines' day, no less....got hit hard with a nasty back stabbing, as it were), I TOTALLY game up on HUMANS as partners....I just been hurt way too many times to try anymore. ONLY an ALIEN will I accept for a lover.
The depressed me is a culmination of so much crap. You REALLY think I got a chance for happiness on a PRISON PLANET? Kinda like telling the folks at Auschwitz there's a chance for a happy future.
Being human is a fucking PUNISHMENT from god, I tell you what. And IF I die on this rock, as I am, my soul is gonna declare all out WAR on both the Light Forces and the Dark Forces.....for hell hath for fury like a woman scorned. And like Michelle Phifer as Cat Woman said, "Life's a BITCH and now SO AM I!"
@Azara
DeleteOnly gaming keeps me sane. Since THERE, I can play as pretty girl in most games.....sad my life, is, eh Azara?
"However, I have a personal anecdote, there is a powerful starseed and lightworker I know personally and as for inner contact yes it has occurred for some. She and her partner had a visit from an old friend (experienced together) and I guess it would constitute as non physical so a type of protection into their home.
I feel it needs to be shared here. There is disagreement among the galactics. They were also told that many galactics felt war would start if there was not an expeditious event trigger (by end of 2025 or early 2026). This entity also seemed a bit distoriented about this starseeds lack of recollection of certain things almost as though maybe they’re not understanding what it’s like for us here under the veil…
I wasn’t sure what to make of it and also personally didn’t think war would start since we had so many resolutions in 2025. Something is definitely on the table soon. Let the light but really love end this all permanently. 💜" Can ya talk to them about us? I wanna know if we actually HAVE a future, and a good one at that? I also want to know AM I going to get MY chance for a PROPER body, meeting my REAL family/friends, and finding a special someone? Sorry, but 'going within' only can do so much, you know. Sometimes, one needs outside help.
And I bet even Cobra is wondering what's up. For ME, and mom, we feel we need to wait and see what's up regarding Cobra.....innocent until proven guilty, you know. I say this because in my 2nd or 3rd year of high school, I went to the local Taco Bell and I knew a girl I knew worked there, and I grabbed some grub and said, "Say hi to ( ) for me", one of the jerks in school hated me, as did many (and he was disfigured, one leg and one arm shorter....ironic, since you'd think he'd be more kind) made rumors that I was stalking her, just cause I said 'tell her I said hi" and to the point her boy friend was ready to pummel me, and I had to yell and scream at everyone to prove my innocence. So, I am not gonna tar and feather cobra, unless it is proven he is either a fraud or manipulator.
@Sherman too many times in history it has been a “shoot the messenger” template, and I think everyone is looking for answers. The past few months have been absolutely crazy, and it seems the recommendation of connecting to our higher selves and observing with discernment as a focus is the only viable path for now. 🙏
DeleteI really hope we all have the clarity desired as soon as possible. That starseed and her partner received the message that it’s being resolved and involves angelic realms and ascended masters directly (angelic realms were not pleased with the progress here and some of the approaches for this reality which simply didn’t encompass the type of mercy unconditional love should represent). 💜
Angelic realms are true multiversals. 🪽
If we consider the infinite number of realities which comprise creation (the true multiverse). And Not just the constraint of timelines galactics are bouncing around inside, it seems that the hardest thing of all, its to create a sentient entity in physicality, that remembers who they really are, while still enjoying the very sensual and challenging environment of physicality. This can even be a challenge at the higher densities, but on Earth, under the veil of separation and the suffering loops, it’s totally unsustainable. 😔
The higher realms where just as much a part of the "WHAT IF" experiment in the belief of separateness. They have considered themselves "above the fray" of those in 3D. But they have egos just like everyone else, and to have forgotten mercy is a very severe error. If they are not of unconditional love, then they are not light, and they do not represent source. 🌅
The degree of cosmic engineering that took place to throttle down each beings energy to make such an experiment possible and believable is staggering. This is their moment to take the promised actions. At minimum they must immediately release the awakened starseeds because they have no jurisdiction over us. And in our case, and especially among others from the angelic realm or other multiverses, they are not even exclusively from their universe. 🌎🛸
@Sherman
DeleteI'm certain there's something, somewhere out there that can be done. I just don't exactly know what it is.
My human family and I are planning a trip, but I can't say where, although it's on Earth.
I got to invite a few redditors into my CE5 group.
If I meet any ET whatsoever, I won't forget to mention you. I promise. I'm sorry it's so hard to get a hold of them.
I even have warned my star family 2 years ago that their inability to contact me more directly would end up with me living dire psychological consequences. And it already happened. I know it's probably not their fault. There seems to be a sort of invisible edict that holds them back.
I am also angry for you. You definitely don't deserve this profound existential suffering and maladjustment.
@Talia
DeleteThanks, that means a lot, believe me.
As for CE5s, which I've done since 2014 (even had a 'grass circle' formation in the backyard after the first time), you MIGHT get even better results of you bring someone who's blind with you. In 2017, we did a CE5, and one of the folks brought his wife, who was legally blind, and she was seeing really interesting things with her mind, she was sensing a lot of things showing up, saying "they are here, they are there" and she was pointing with her hands to various directions. We had lights flying over head, changing directions mid flight.
Tell them I got psychological consequences as well, to the point I'll be shopping around for drugs once I reach social security age, if things don't change.
And tell them to grow a spine and tell the 'invisible edict' what to go do with itself, if you know what I mean. And suggest to them "Star Trek: Insurrection"....for IF there is some committees arguing and debating about us.....time for the ones who want to intervene and contact us asap, that it's time to take matters into their own hands....they can do far more themselves than we ever can, and that's a fact.
PLUS the fact that if I die on this rock, as I am.....my soul WILL be coming to GET THEM.
All the visions of rape over the years when trying to sleep at night (which I never have disclosed) make sense now in light of what's being said about all the abusive scenarios associated with 2012 Portal.
ReplyDelete@starlight I personally think all we are hoping for is on deck next. Also duality/darkness had to be addressed at every density (including at the level of the Galactics). There’s so much I’ve experienced that leads me to believe we will be okay. But something big is happening energetically which is likely touching the other side of the mission now or very soon. 💜
DeleteAll saboteurs removed like on planet X would be nice.
DeleteI'm sorry you experienced it as well.
DeleteAngelic realms and ascended masters would desire the most thorough clearance at every level. 🪽🙏
DeleteAny saboteurs will have foreclosed on their own essences. Any delays are now stalling in my opinion and that is going to be a big problem. It would be much easier for some to walk away from all of this if there weren’t so many experiences shared among them and now the light in the form of truth, a type of love, will have to come and disinfect it all.
Also this same starseed had visions or the underwater bases/subsurface bases long before cobra ever mentioned their construction (as seen through the eyes of a soul family member) from what I suspect. The portal definitely has truths but what everyone is now attempting to assertain is what is going on?! 🔥
This starseed is not a portal follower at all but activated totally independently of it and from a young age like myself.🙏
@Azara
DeleteMy mom says Cobra is legit, and that the anger from all the delays are what's causing this 'Tarring and feathering' feeling towards him now. And my mom's been pretty damned spot on 99% of the time with things, she's a good barometer, as it were.
Also, anyone else feeling strange right now? Pressure and odd energy, anyone?
@Azara
DeleteSeveral folks on Youtube are reporting WEIRD feelings....strange pressures and energy.
Coupled with X flares and CME's going on right as of now.
Wish we could be informed on how we will feel come the event; would help a lot.
@Sherman we are in fact experiencing a spiritual cauldron/pressure cooker scenario at this time. There are many aspects cobra presented that are absolutely true (some have direct experiences with it).🙏
DeleteIf there’s disagreement among galactics, then they need to choose mercy as soon as possible. I do know for a fact 100% that the 1221 portal opened exactly as planned. So now we need it reflected in the physical with the miracles such a transition was meant to produce. 🌅
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DeleteSherman, you’re lucky your mother is still alive. I think we’re about the same age—I’m 48. My mother passed away three years ago. She knew about the Event, and she also understood that she wouldn’t live to witness it.
She used to tell me, “Oh, you guys are lucky—you’re going to see the Change, to be part of it.” Now I wonder if it’s really going to happen during my lifetime. Lol
@Starlight this is a long read but it might be insightful and relevant:
Deletehttps://veilofreality.com/2014/11/22/the-dark-side-of-cupid-hyperdimensional-interferences-in-love-relationships/
@Sherman By any chance, have you played a game called Sky: Children of the Light? That game offers many ways for you to express yourself and is quite fun to play, even if playing solo. I know for myself, my first playthrough was only several hours, yet it was an unforgettable experience that helped make me feel loved and connected to all things. If you haven't already played it, you really should give it a try. The game is not only free, but is also easy to make many friends online, too! :)
Delete«Light Pendulum Session» (I have asked my Light Pendulum)
DeletePrivate First Contact Dish…..Is this real and something which is (carefully) planned? YES.
Sherman: «Does your pendulum say anything about the possible early rt (et) contact for folks like us, as mentioned in Cobra’s workshop notes»? POSITIVE ANSWER.
Sherman: «I wanna know if we actually HAVE a future, and a good one at that»? YES.
Sherman: «I also want to know, AM I going to get MY chance for a PROPER body, meeting my REAL family/friends,
and finding a special someone? YES.
Sherman, as I’ve said before:
If we (me and my female soul mate) have some kind of conversation with Beings of Light, I will mention you, if it feels right. Maybe you will get some (special) feedback.
(Now I’m going to bed).
@Sherman, Cobra may have its own issues. That doesn't mean his information is wrong.
DeleteFor example, contact dish is real.
Because for many of us, his information is verifiable. Azara has raised this point multiple times.
And the mention of the big spiders vanishing bit is such a prime example.
DeleteAlthough the suffering of earthseeds is of course bad and they're exploited too, they're often quite "used to it" here and navigate the system quite well and are rather resilient when it comes to hardships or poverty: they know how to deal with the harshness and can "make things work" sorta on autopilot mode. They tend to do fine with jobs, careers, not questioning why things are so unfair, etc.,
ReplyDeleteWith starseeds (activated AND even unactivated), they tend to struggle more coping with what everyone else tolerates/breezes through. If there's no intervention it's gonna be hardest on starseeds many of whom will not be able to get jobs or financial independence and end up committing suicide or going homeless.
Heck, I think earthseeds probably cope better with becoming homeless too, and probably have a lot more innate "street smarts" because of so many lifetimes in abusive, dangerous and extremely negative/anomaly-saturated environments. For some it might be real shitty but not unbearable or psyche-shattering.
With AI, now even earthseeds can barely get decent jobs, and they tend to out-compete starseeds by a longshot when it comes to employability and career advancement.
I'm mostly talking about the West here though, particularly the US where I live. Obviously in situations involving war torn regions or genocides, no one's going to be able to cope with that or be able to find any stability or tolerance, earthseed or not.
@anon totally agree with this assessment, and it’s a very severe problem because under such heavy activation, the starseeds who are most aware of the surface situation are under disproportionate impact. 🫤
DeleteSome of the activations in the past few years were very powerful in the starseeds and unlike the Earth seeds (whose suffering is also an abomination), they are not on “autopilot” or under a type of anesthesia until the trigger for significant change such as the event arrives. 🛸
Something is very off in the current approach of the galactics and I just can’t see any scenario where the starseeds would have consented to this. It is an even higher violation of their free will as they give no implicit consent because of their awareness level. The situation in the United States is as you described with job losses mounting, and there is real trouble ahead in almost every area.
Everyone just appears to be so defeated, stressed, anxious. AI dystopia seems to be looming…
Even among the Earthseeds it’s a very sad state for many. The lack of abundance is crushing them. They suffer medically with a system weaponized to harm them and prevent real healing. The debt slavery continues without end.
Much of this isn’t panic but rather a quieter form of burnout, emotional numbness, and a pervasive “what’s the point” energy. I see it worsening. And those who have any higher self penetrance are actually being crushed by the system.
This phenomenon is known as “despair signaling,” where individuals feel detached, exhausted, and overwhelmed. The end of this process has not aligned with the arrangement made to bring closure in a reasonable time frame thus far. 🙏
@Anon
Deleteearthseeds see no other way.....THEY think jobs, money and such is THE be all, end all. Look at political questions...when asked about concerns and wants, it's ALWAYS 'THE ECONOMY! THE ECONOMY!' and never about happiness or freedom or rights. And not questioning why things are so unfair, and just accepting it is like Stockholm syndrome. They refuse change, even if the change is GOOD. They'd rather live a life of slavery that they know of than to live a freedom they can't even imagine, much less demand. They'd rather be, as Kissinger called them 'useless eaters'.
@Azara
It's like the emos who just don't care anymore, like if life is gonna crush them, why bother do anything anymore kinda thing. Another example are like the Vietnam veterans who are so traumatized....they either volunteered for 'fight for their country', or, most likely, were drafted straight out of high school and saw their child hood friends literally get blown to pieces, nearly get killed themselves and still are basket cases, even to this day. Starseeds, light workers and wrongfully incarnated souls like me feel pretty much like that.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hSp8IyaKCs0
Azara, I think it's reasonable to call what WE are going through as SHELL SHOCK.
I think I might've even read from somewhere, maybe from the Unveiling blog (I'm a newcomer who found Portal after that blog went abandoned and read it last year), that some of even the willing volunteers were "taking on more" than their souls could reasonably handle by incarnating into the Matrix ultimately becoming what amounts to, yes, failed tragic broken martyrs. Or, in absolute worst case scenario, going dark and/or losing their souls.
DeleteMakes me wonder if they might've been pressured unnecessarily or that information about just how bad earth is was withheld from them.
Another starseed friend I follow on social media believes that a lot of if not the majority of homeless drug addicts on the street are actually amnesiac starseed volunteers who couldn't handle it here and went insane/consumed by despair.
Pretty grim thought to be honest, sounds exactly like an unnecessarily created cannon fodder-type scenario if what that starseed friend said is correct.
The situation in China is much the same: an increasing number of people are scraping by on a pittance earned from recycling cardboard boxes, whilst many young people are working merely to survive as artificial intelligence takes over and jobs disappear. Apart from the proliferation of electronic devices and logistics, life has remained largely unchanged in most respects, though surface surveillance systems are far more sophisticated than they were decades ago.
DeleteMy sole focus has always been on dismantling this system. Nothing else.
Regarding Cobra, I agree with Sherman ， need to wait and see. I am unable to verify exactly what transpired in the actual sequence of events.
If I possessed the ability to travel back in time or use remote viewing, I could investigate, but I do not. Every single detail must add up; there must be no embellishment. It is what it is. This is a fundamental stance.
The current energy field is like a room undergoing a high-intensity clean-up: dust and mould are flying everywhere, making it hard to see clearly—it’s like an extreme version of floaters. Those living in the room will feel particularly uncomfortable, choked, and under immense environmental pressure. This is normal, so take care of yourselves and live with integrity, radiating your inner light.
There is no doubt that the filth is being sucked away by a vacuum cleaner, particularly in recent years. Underground military bases and facilities utilising black magic that disrupts the earth’s energy meridians are undergoing intensive cleansing. This explains the urgent allocation of resources to the construction of artificial intelligence and related infrastructure following the COVID-19 pandemic. Why such haste?
Because they know that the support systems behind them are being swept away by the vacuum cleaner; they have no choice but to play this card.
An artificial matrix without the support of an energy field is like a company with nothing but a signboard.
The real war is largely taking place within underground facilities and structures that run counter to the earth’s energy lines.
Skin rashes merely reflect the breakdown and expulsion of toxins from within the body.
Once the artificial matrix is dismantled, everything will come to light.
(Take control of your own life sovereignty; do not rely on any external channels.)
This is the will of the entire universe, just as all life is destined to return to its source from the moment of its birth. Everything will inevitably come to light in due course.
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DeleteAn average Pleiadian wouldn’t survive a week here so it’s interesting that we are expected to continue to survive for years and years. I feel strongly that drug addicts, or any addicts are starseeds that just couldn’t cope with this world. My cousin was one. He was the purest, sweetest and smartest person, definitely not from this world. He got along with absolutely anyone and was respected by even some of the more dangerous people. He started getting panic attacks at a young age and long story short he overdosed of mixture of alcohol, antidepressants, sleeping pills and painkillers. I’m resentful of his death especially because he didn’t get peace, he just got recycled back to this planet that destroyed him the last time.
DeleteShowing that the whole starseed, light worker method should not longer be used. IF things remain as is by the time I reach 60, I will, as mentioned, try to fry my brain like Ozzy did....that guy could barely talk for the past 30 years.
DeleteThis is kind of interesting; I've found this on multiple news outlets:
ReplyDeletehttps://www.theguardian.com/world/2026/mar/30/trial-opens-masonic-lodge-network-paris-freemason-mafia-france
Even when comments go through instantly, I still found one in the spam folder about an hour ago that needed to be approved.
ReplyDeleteAnonymous: «Although the suffering of earthseeds is of course bad and they’re exploited too…….»
ReplyDeleteI think your comment describes the situation here on Earth very well!
Perhaps also a lot of Starseeds who are not able to cope with this harsh and brutal environment in this negative matrix end up like drug addicts.
Anon #2
DeleteFurthermore, many starseeds are already on the verge of falling into darkness, making it impossible for us to help each other. Deep interactions often trigger trauma each other, easily leading to abstract actions (and illogical or crazy actions).
This is why Earth must be liberated quickly. Otherwise, it's impossible to eliminate darkness, as many starseeds may fall into it.
@Sherman
ReplyDeleteEu acredito que você terá um bom futuro.
E acredito que você encontrará alguém especial.
E eu torço que isso te aconteça agora, sem depender de intervenção.
Desejo que um dia, do nada, sem nenhum motivo aparente, você simplesmente acorde feliz e que tudo comece a dar certo para ti, te levando para uma vida próspera e realizada.
Realmente desejo isso.
Vou colocar a sua felicidade como parte da minha linha do tempo dourada, se me permitir fazer isso.
I need feminization to get happy.....something I can not do on my own. Sorry to disappoint you, but sometimes one NEEDS intervention. You really think the surviving inmates of Auschwitz prison camp would somehow escape without intervention from the allied forces? Even if the Nazis were to leave the main gate open, I doubt the prisoners would even have strength to crawl through them.
Deletehttps://chatgpt.com/share/69cbd2d6-7770-83e8-9def-ca5825bd567a
ReplyDeleteOf course modern science has definite limitations, but I found this interesting.
DeleteModern science is just what people in power pay scientists to say. Give an alien a book on Einstein's stuff or mainstream physics, and they'll probably bust a gut laughing.
DeleteSherman, that's why I said "modern science has definite limitations." However, the real Ets can feel free to clear all of this up, along with all the claims being made in the comments about sexual abuse and fraud (and pumpkin seed oil and so forth). I don't see any Ets laughing.
DeleteBut yeah, it's getting to the point where I'm 'beating a dead horse.' I do need to move on. Others may want to as well. There's no real point in statements that keep repeating over and over. Others are actually 'beating a dead horse' as well, just in different ways than I am.
It's fine for anyone here to say what they want of course, but personally, I need to work on other projects. Yet, I'm glad all of this has been voiced. It's important to go where we're told not to go by authority figures (including alternative ones) to find real answers. Even if real answers can often not be the ones we want, at least they are real. I'd rather know what's real and have it be something I don't want than believe in lies that make me feel good.
DeleteExactly. Everyone is in pursuit of the truth in its entirety at this point. This is not easy to accomplish under the current circumstances, but a combination of discernment and collaboration with a maximum focus on honesty is the best chance at success. I think most who explored what the portal had to offer had their own experiences that is what led to such an intense focus on its material. 🛸✨
DeleteIf they had simply read something online they would have moved on from it long ago. As for myself and other starseeds whom I know that are aware of this material; their desire for answers is only increasing because of what they have experienced coupled to the information that was presented there. 🙏
I was making progress internally on some core issues but then heard a ringing sound this morning. The issues came back. There is definitely energetic manipulation taking place.
ReplyDeletePode ter certeza disso
DeleteOs escuros estão bastante atentos nesses últimos dias
@STARLIGHT, we had a solar flare X1.5 yesterday and it can bring some effects in our body like ear ringing sound, i dont know if is that what u meant.
DeleteThe energies have been exceptionally difficult the past few weeks. I have found that it correlates closely with timeline collapses or adjustments. 🙏
DeleteSome of the worst I experienced were in 2020, Autumn of 2023, June of 2024, and around the time of this war escalation/early March. It often stabilizes with higher energies dominating after and a type of immunity against further harassment. Ideally this is the wave of energies that leads to final breakthroughs. These loops are unacceptable and we do not consent. 🛸
Speaking of polymarket, everything is so weird currently. 😅
https://x.com/polymarket/status/2039057886668628477?s=46
Archonic deception will continue until event trigger or some other definitive breakthroughs unfortunately. 🫤
Black nobility and illuminati control these narratives.
I don't think the ear ringing was from the solar flare. I've had it ring like this before when there were no solar flares. The ringing was often followed by negative energetic consequences. Stoicism helps push through whatever happens with this. Really helps get the loosh down.
DeleteAzara, regarding anticipated breakthroughs, I've found that it's best to move on to other projects. When the mind is off the Event and related subjects, there is a clarity and freedom of mind that returns.
Yes we also need to be in present as well and the role of the observer is needed now more than ever. Things will happen or not happen when and if they do. It is a very strange time currently. It will likely become much stranger ahead. 🌅
DeleteYes, Azara! The energies have been very, very difficult, especially the last few days. It’s really like living in a pressure cooker/cauldron cooker.
ReplyDeleteAzara: «We are in fact experiencing a spiritual cauldron cooker scenario at this time».
Yes, that’s for sure!
Not only a cauldron cooker here on Earth, but a cauldron cooker for the entire universe and especially the Starseeds (here on the surface) are in the middle of this cauldron cooker.
I am very sensitive when it comes to energies and I can really feel the great energy pressure into the negative matrix and into the anomaly.
It is tiring, but my Light pendulum says that we are quite close to the Compression Breakthrough.
I asked the pendulum if it can estimate approximately how long it will take before Compression Breakthrough manifests itself, but it (the pendulum) will not answer that question, only that we are quite close.
By the way, I have a relaxed «relationship» to the Compression Breakthrough.
It's certainly looking Biblical level crazy here on the surface.
DeleteLet's say I, for example, never knew about Portal. What would've I ended up learning in 2026 at this point?
1. That all the conspiracy theorists were right about the cabal/Illuminati, as was shown by the tiny little Epstein file drip. I didn't believe in the cabal until Portal convinced me.
2. That the entire political and economic structure in the USA was a sham feeding into the Rothschilds/Israel/Mossad Zionist/Khazarian cabal this whole time.
3. That everyone else paying attention to even mainstream news and social media outlets like reddit can see this too, and that now even people who were never into conspiracies know it.
Nobody's (except severely plugged in sleeping earthseeds) are ever going to genuinely trust the system like before. If they go along with the status quo and the authorities it's out of survival and a sense of powerlessness rather than blind trust. That lack of trust and repressed rage/horror causes a kind of pressure that builds. A kind of pressure that ensures that eventually business as usual can't go on indefinitely.
Add to this people no longer see a positive economic future in this system, AI is eating jobs, corporations aren't playing nice anymore, and those proven-to-be cabal billionaires are not only being rapaciously greedy at the expense of all life, but will now and forever be known as part of an "elite" protected class above the law and willing to eat and rape children on a systematic scale. You bet people aren't going to be happy with the system going forward, especially not the younger generations left with scraps and near-zero career or abundance prospects.
Delete@KeyM
DeleteMaybe ask more like "Less than a year? More than a year?" "Will be live to see it?" and "Are WE going to get ANY help...healing, supplies, resources, etc?" Since even human militaries have been able to send supplies across into enemy territory. Light Forces outta as well.
My relationship with the Event is extremely negative because I strongly oppose planetary situations becoming worse and worse and then all of a sudden a divine 'miracle' is going to 'fix' everything. Instead, I maintain that situations on the planet surface should start improving instead of deteriorating, and that a 'divine flash from Source' isn't needed for major interventions by liberation forces to actually improve life in the here and now. I fundamentally disagree with the entire premise of the Event. It's one of the most abusive constructs I've ever come across. 🔥
DeleteAnd, I bit my lip on this in the past because I thought 'the boiling pot just needs to boil over' for the Event to happen, but the boiling pot actually did boil over, but still, no Event.
DeleteThose who believe in the Event use it as a safety net. Yet, what if there is no such safety net? Again, I wouldn't have dared to say this a year ago, but when it's 3 months into 2026, I'm very seriously considering that 'we've all been had.'
I remember when people thought the world as we know it would end in 2012. Then when nothing happened, it was supposed to be no later than 2025. Oh how diabolical it truly would be to have the world get blown up with no Event ever taking place. Thus far that's the exact direction/pattern. That's why I got into stoicism and all the other 'mindfulness crap' (which many do regard as such) because I didn't want to be left standing without any way to cope.
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Delete@starlight I’ve contemplated it too and it would be very strange for that outcome as so many powerful souls are attempting to manifest it (especially with the rapid acceleration of entropy occurring in the surface society as a major motivator for trigger).
DeleteMaybe that energy will finally be sufficient for its total actualization soon (maybe sharing it in the thread of so many golden timelines is also helpful).
I do believe we are infinitely free outside this experience. It would be unfortunate if for whatever reason that diabolical outcome occurred. We must remain ready for any outcome, and if we have all been had from so many unique angles and strange ways than it’s even more curious and strange than having never been had at all.
There were other starseeds who weren't Portal followers but relied on info from others qhht hypnosis sessions which overwhelmingly predicted a Great Solar Flash that would dismantle the Matrix. Most qhht sessions predicted, like Portal's Event, that the Flash would come no later than 2025, but there's other sessions saying there are versions of reality where it doesn't happen and all sorts of other scenarios, Event versions included, along with gradual ones with neither the Flash or the Event.
ReplyDeleteNo concrete dates are relied upon because the overarching idea is that we live in a multiverse and the version of reality we're currently is is chosen only by our higher selves who know better than our ego selves which suffer and demand rescue/escapes, so it might select a more difficult or frustrating reality for us to be in.
The basic message is that your inner spiritual work and awakening level determines and/or indicates which timeline/universe you're currently in. Therefore, in this paradigm, you're not recommended to just sit and wait for the Flash without doing internal spiritual work.
I'm not necessarily agreeing or disagreeing with this perspective but it's an alternative one which does certainly differ from Portal's rigid Event-promising narrative.
@anon
DeleteSome have even had contact with soul family that led them to information aligned with the event process. (Also it was independent of cobra in many cases) I do believe this really is advancing toward an event type scenario; main concern timing because time continues to equate to more purposeless suffering…
I was reflecting on this in the other thread just now but since there are many comments there; here it is again here….
There was evil imposed upon Earth humanity in a very deliberate and manipulative manner for a tremendous amount of time. It’s actually quite silly the whole narrative of positive galactics and their involvement here at all other than being a force to remove the imposed evil. If they’re going to philosophize and tell everyone how to feel in this situation despite not originating under similar circumstances, it is the single most ridiculous thing I’ve ever heard. 🫤
(The dark forces have a very maniacal system wielded against the souls here which is totally asymmetrical in its application against the surface population). The unveiling blog articulated some of this with immense precision. 🔥
There is absolutely no reason for the starseeds to be here other than anchoring energies (which was possible because of their various soul origins) as exposing one’s self to trauma loops under anesthesia is just insanity. Any starseed here already made the ultimate sacrifice by being here at all in the first place. Some individuals have received details of what the event would be like independent of Cobra’s description (generally through soul family contact). I know a few this happened to and it’s shocking and confirmatory (I have my own experiences as well). 🌅
They were led to the portal because it resonated with their past experiences.
Despite the delays, the portal’s approach to what is going on here has been the closest to anything that has a semblance of sense (despite having some coherency issues in a few areas/mainly the delays; lack of mercy). 🛸
The other possibility is the ultimate dream in this particular reality and we all awoke far too much in this experience relative to the speed at which it resolved in duality’s exhaustion.
Everything we do is to find out what we enjoy. We come into this low plane and even others similar to where the galactics reside for its limitations to experience challenges and contrast so that we can map out what we love and how much darkness is still comfortable, like a bit of spice on your dish. If it's not too much, dark concepts can very much enrich the experience of the light (referential perspective), or you'd never have a Halloween party, which is a playful twist on dark concepts. The imposed evil is of a very catastrophic tier in this universe.
However, I would suspect we would all agree the reality concepts here are not aligned with what resonates most with us (purposeless suffering being a big problem at this stage of the duality exhaustion process). There’s an infinite multiverse. I am certain of that based upon very personal experiences. We are also only dealing with one version of the Galactics, ascended masters, etc in this particular reality. There are many versions of them across infinity and other versions of ourselves too. This was not only the most anomaly infested universe but also the most restrictive (which couples together). We are infinitely free outside of this experience.
DeleteIt may really be that once the energetic moment arrives, every soul will be in an experience most aligned with their level of activation as a higher consciousness and simply knowing what they desire to experience next. Even the idea of golden timelines is very subjective at certain junctures. Technically because all souls are infinite, they could diffract aspects of themselves to join you on any experience you desire. Creation was meant to be a lens on love in an infinite number of unique ways. Looping back to that would result in every soul on a path to the infinitely authentic representation of what they love. Part of the energetic moment ahead is probably capable of opening that door to our subjective views of joy across eternity (and whether or not we even continue in an entirely shared reality at all). 💜
As for spiritual work, I would say those who are capable of mercy and forgiveness have basically mastered the art of transmuting dark into light. Many of those who begin to awaken overly complicate what spiritual work even is. Technically it’s another trap in most cases and made overly complicated by so many. We are love at the start and to love we return. If we try to see ourselves in others; and find the spark of the divine there (as well as protecting our own sovereignty; which is a type of self love it becomes quite simple).
DeleteAnd for the highest aspects of its application unconditional love is the frequency of mercy and forgiveness which opens the door to redemption and transmutes all darkness into light eternally. 🪽
Lightworkers are not devoid of spiritual work. I am still doing spiritual work to this day. The problem is that spiritual work alone, without external intervention, is insufficient to liberate the earth.😡
DeleteYes it’s an entirely personal experience but not a one approach fits all. The lack of external intervention is a big issue for certain if evil is imposed on a population so traumas continue on loop. Many serious questions about exactly what’s going on here will probably come to light soon. I agree with starlight that whatever it is, it would be better to have a truth than further distortion. It’s a very strange time currently and many things aren’t making sense on many levels. No matter what occurs this has to be the strangest sequence of events imaginable that led everyone here to certain experiences to engage such topics at all. 🙏💜
DeleteThe unveiling blog which I a newcomer read in October 2025 was perhaps the scariest thing I've ever read, but also the most vindicating and cathartic. I was sort of in shock after reading it because of the level of sheer darkness it wrote about, and the diabolical intricacies and scope and scale of it. No human mind (myself included) can scarcely imagine that level of evil which was/is still operating on this planet.
DeleteThe cabal triggered a war with Iran, leading to the blockade of the Straits. Chemical fertilizers are in short supply. Because there are no reserves, chemical fertilizers are supplied on an as-needed basis.
ReplyDeleteMeanwhile, the US spring planting season is almost over. However, some farmers currently lack access to chemical fertilizers. Others purchase 40-70% more chemical fertilizers. Therefore, the outcome of rising grain prices is already predetermined. There will be a food crisis in the US and globally this fall until 2027. This is the plan of bad people. The poor may starve.
Will the Earth's energy be good then? ETs are giving the cabal more time. That will make it harder to liberate the Earth.
In Australia a senator there apparently admitted ETs exist and faked a disclosure move as an obvious APRIL FOOLS joke (it's now April Fool's day in the US). I saw the clip. The politician could hardly contain his laughter. This is just the powers that be openly mocking everyone at this point.
ReplyDeleteIf I'm going to be stuck in this reality for more years I'm going to need to start going back to school to take classes I do not want to and persue a job/career path that I hate. But that'll just be the way it is I guess.