Monday, February 2, 2026

Kundalini Needs Goddess Presence

So many kundalini activations and forms of initiation do not include Goddess Presence.  Perhaps this is the real reason why so many initiates fail.  Countless distortions result from kundalini rising without her.  Goddess Presence can heal much of this, and has been the missing factor.     

The ideal way to raise kundalini is with a romantic partner.  This allows for enough Goddess Presence as the needed loving guiding force.  Some of the best lightworkers/warriors have a romantic partner.  Some of the most unstable lightworkers/warriors are lone wolves – with or without being leaders with followings.

The dark forces have their own kundalini activations, but these activations are as unstable and destructive as possible – void of Goddess Presence.  In this way, kundalini has been used as a 'weapon of mass destruction.'  Psychopathic aggression, lies/trickery, and primal lusts that respect no boundaries are common among the cabal.  They've been corrupting the grids with this, which has been having a destructive influence on lightworkers/warriors and the surface population.  

Kundalini can partially go up the spine, but then stay in the lower chakras.  In this case, the energy is much more potent in the lower chakras while still being blocked.  As an analogy, this would be like being stuck in 1st or 2nd gear in a car trying to go at speeds for 4th and 5th gears.  The dark forces may have hyper-amplified the first 3 chakras to the exclusion of all the others, or if the others are used, it's only for subjugation/domination purposes, as pure distortion.  

There are many references from Cobra that coincide with the need for Goddess Presence during kundalini activations.  Here's one such example:

"The second secret that the Cabal is trying to hide is that interactions between female and male polarity create a toroidal electromagnetic field that triggers kundalini energy which leads to planetary liberation." 

https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2019/01/bubbles-of-heaven.html 

More on this here:

https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2018/03/sexual-energy.html

And here: 

https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2018/04/soul-families.html  

In most (if not all) cases, kundalini activation is only partial without such interactions, and many cabal members probably view Goddess Presence as something that controls them.  It's probably a power issue with them.  

Rising kundalini has been causing the surface population to rise up against the dark forces in various instances, which is the constructive aggressive aspect of Goddess Presence.  The dark forces have been trying to manipulate this aspect by redirecting constructive aggression into destructive infighting.  The dark forces figure, "If people are going to be more bold and stand up for their rights, we can invert this in on itself and get people to only fight each other." 

Goddess Presence can calm the 'inner beast' for those who are damaged/distorted who are being used for WW3.  Additionally, Goddess Presence can be a force for constructive behaviors that help liberate the planet. 

 

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  1. Great reflection on this topic. ✨

    The goddess is an integral part of the planetary liberation because the divine feminine will be very supportive of the redemption aspect for many souls that were entrapped for eons in trauma loops. πŸ™

    It is also divine mother, the feminine as the base aspect, the fundamental medium or substrate of existence which provides the calm; a magnetism of unconditional love, nurturer, lover, and the most comfortable home for all souls now that cosmic evil’s erasure has arrived. πŸ’œ

    The reunions of soul families post event (especially between soulmates and twin souls whom the dark forces invested maximally to separate on the surface) will have massive healing effects on the entire universe. πŸŒ…

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    1. Yes, into the new dawn. πŸ’–πŸŒŒ✨πŸŒ…

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  2. Kundalini activated incorrectly or distorted can also result in pure madness. Even modern psychologists report incidents of "kundalini psychosis" specifically. It can just cause pure terror and confusion, along with hallucinations and sensations typically of things like feeling like you're on fire and/or have bugs crawling under your skin.

    Also in addition to hypersexuality, the cabal may (or perhaps, different factions of cabal) prioritize complete shutdown of passion and artificial suppression of all sensuality and try to create anhedonic humans disconnected from their sexuality and lower-chakra grounded "zest" for life altogether. Taking away the natural capacity for romantic love or even one's own sexuality is a unique and heinous form of disempowerment of people.

    This creates people who are uncaring, obedient, robotic and willing to tolerate more intolerable things as normal. It can give you the lack of higher-chakral emotionality of a sociopath minus the lower-chakral type of "ego passion" emotionality that tends to be amplified in some dark personalities, spurring them to increased enjoyment of lusts and ruthless amoral ambitions to succeed in the Matrix.

    I think this might have even happened to the grey alien ETs, having no emotions or genuine sexual pleasure/desire. PSSD or "Post SSRI Sexual Dysfunction" from certain pharmaceuticals, particularly SSRI type antidepressants, are known to create emotional blunting and lack of sexuality. I have a mild version of this type of condition, starting in 2019 and still not healed from it.

    My sex drive is way too low for a male my age (like low testosterone, but my levels are normal- although in an aside, it appears the cabal was ALSO lowering testosterone in men of younger generations by chemically poisoning them via food and water supply!). I do not feel emotions so deeply either.

    Self control is easier sometimes, but I feel cut off/alienated from my own physical being and I can't really experience much in the way of love either, and my empathetic capacities have also shut down somewhat (so I may have become "darker" in that sense, although I still have a moral compass, intellectual empathy, and some bits of emotional empathy remaining intact or situational).

    This condition is not fun, and it's surreal how different I used to feel before 2019. I feel like a whole different person but now I'm at the point where I've pretty much forgotten what "normal" actually feels like anymore. This is a type of total opposite/inversion to ascension if you ask me; it's a form of devolution and it's absolutely diabolical. Why did I take these horrid pills in the first place? For only a few days due to pressure from family plus a failed/haywire "Dark Night of the Soul" type of ordeal back in 2018-2019.

    To understand more of the horror of this little acknowledged condition created by Big Pharma (thus cabal-created) there's this link here below that goes into detail and mentions other people's stories. Some have it far, far worse than I do and I'm grateful I didn't get near as bad as some of these cases (some of which included cognitive decline, unlike the greys who lost their emotions but gained tremendous logical/reason based mechanical intelligence rather than lost it):

    https://www.pssdnetwork.org/

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    1. I thought about mentioning the schizophrenia aspect. Very true, kundalini that gets activated too fast and in the wrong way can cause true madness.

      I researched SSRIs. That's terrible! The AI said this when I asked what can be done to speed up recovery; hope this helps:

      "1. Time + natural neural recovery
      The nervous system can slowly readjust receptor sensitivity and neurotransmitter balance after the drug is stopped.
      Patience is critical—some people improve over months to years.
      Supporting overall brain health helps (sleep, exercise, balanced nutrition, low stress).

      2. Pharmacological interventions (off-label, experimental)
      (Always under doctor supervision; these are not standard treatments)
      Dopaminergic agents: Drugs that enhance dopamine function, like bupropion, pramipexole, or amantadine, may help restore sexual desire or pleasure.
      PDE5 inhibitors (like sildenafil / Viagra): Can help with erectile function in men but don’t fix other cognitive or emotional blunting.
      Serotonin antagonists / modulators: Some experimental treatments aim to block overactive serotonin receptors (like 5-HT2A antagonists) to rebalance the system.
      Hormone support: Checking testosterone, thyroid, or prolactin levels can identify treatable contributors to sexual dysfunction.

      3. Lifestyle and neurological support
      Exercise: Increases dopamine and overall neuroplasticity.
      Sleep optimization: Helps the brain recalibrate neurotransmitters.
      Stress reduction: Chronic stress worsens cognitive/emotional symptoms.
      Healthy diet: Adequate protein, omega-3s, and micronutrients support neurotransmitter synthesis.

      4. Experimental and emerging approaches
      Transcranial magnetic stimulation (TMS) or transcranial direct current stimulation (tDCS): Early studies suggest potential improvement in mood and sexual function by targeting brain circuits.
      Nerve stimulation therapies: Rarely used, mainly experimental, targeting pelvic or genital nerve pathways.
      Supplements: Limited evidence; some try L-carnitine, maca, or ginseng, but results are anecdotal.

      5. Avoiding triggers
      Don’t restart SSRIs unnecessarily, as they may reset the cycle.
      Be cautious with other drugs that affect serotonin, like tramadol or certain antibiotics (as mentioned in your earlier quote)."

      Some people see gradual improvement over months, while others remain symptomatic for years. Early recognition, supportive lifestyle measures, and careful medical supervision seem to give the best chance of faster recovery."

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    2. Darkies kept me from being laid since high school. When you are the ONLY balding kid in school....you DO NOT get dates. And each time I THINK I find a person who does like me, they always, and I mean always, disappear soon after. And I don't think I'll be sexually confident until I am feminized.

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  3. Probably what I refer to as 'clamping' in the lower portion of the solar plexus.

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  4. Analyzing encounters with some lightworkers/warriors in the past that didn't go so well, this can be a matter of being hyper-fixated with perfectionism. Down here on the planet surface, humans make mistakes. Lightworkers/warriors are not always going to be the most cooperative, especially with all the attacks. This late in the planetary liberation process, no lightworker/warrior should be expected to be on perfect behavior all the time. Actually, trying to be on perfect behavior all the time makes it more likely for mistakes to be made, as this is how human psychology operates.

    Am I always at 100%? No, nor will anyone else be, including perfectionist lightworkers. We're all just doing the best we can. There's no such thing as 'perfect' down here. It's completely unreasonable to expect perfection in the current pre-Event situation. I'm not saying it's ok to be unreasonably ridiculous either, but it's alright to let some of the pain out. Non-judgement is the best way to go.

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    1. Someone can get AI to play a piano perfectly, with every note being exactly mathematically correct, but it takes the human touch to make this truly profound. When a human plays the piano, it's not mathematically perfect, but this is how the music becomes a work of art instead of just notes on a page. And, sometimes it's alright to turn off the metronome.

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    2. It's interesting that with all the Star Treks (before the really modernized ones), in each one, there was always the one character who was trying to learn the human touch. With the Original Series it was Spock. With The Next Generation it was Data. With Deep Space Nine it was Odo. With Enterprise it was T'Pol. With Voyager it was Seven of Nine.

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    3. Well said Starlight. At such a late stage in the liberation process and after so much delay, it is important for everyone to find their heart source center and understand how the exhaustion has affected the lightworkers/warriors. πŸ’œ

      Perfection was never the goal for us but instead to remember something, anything, despite the veil and illusions imposed upon souls on the surface. And most importantly, to remember there is a better way was the key, and those lightworkers who incarnated here (which was the greatest sacrifice of all) transmuted tremendous amounts of anomaly simply by existing in this experience. They found the strength to love not where it was easy but most difficult. ✨

      The liberation of Earth was impossible without the participation of the starseeds/lightworkers/warriors. They were a direct lens into this experience. I would hope the light forces empathize tremendously with us because we all truly did our best. Those starseeds who are frustrated simply want to see the suffering ended soon, and really it’s hard to criticize that aspect of their continued disappointment. I agree about non judgement and part of the goddess energies will be a chance at redemption for many souls (specifically those who are genuinely remorseful and desire to make amends). πŸŒ…

      Humanity will be heavily guided to release the desire for revenge, and the abundance, peace, medical technology will help them to heal and end all of these trauma loops forever. πŸŒŽπŸ›Έ

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    4. Well said Azara, and hopefully the healing takes place in time. Revenge contributes to a fallen timeline, as witch hunts destroy the innocent along with the guilty. When there's not enough healing, justice gets confused with revenge.

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    5. Revenge is also pretty pointless when you realize that no one really gets away from consequences in the cosmic scope of things. The results from long-term perusal of the path of darkness, even if one was still technically a victim themselves at one point, or in the case of Archons, victims of the Lurker/Anomaly itself, then the fate you must endure can be pretty grim and dire even IF you decide to or turn to the light again.

      It's not punishment, but re-balancing of energy stolen from others directly or indirectly, consciously or unconsciously aware of doing it, and of course, willful intent makes the re-payment much heavier. The GSC is an alternative that may spare one from this kind of pain, so I can see why some beings, especially Archons might've willfully opted to go to the GCS. Simulation chambers, immersive soul reviews, solitary confinement/stasis across thousands/millions of years, prison planets (actual prison and reformative, not parasitic control matrix like earth is) created by the LF, the guilt one must face when repenting truly, etc., it's quite a lot.

      I read a Near Death experiencer account of someone who, in the US military, loaded a crate full of weapons onto a truck in Vietnam (keep in mind this person wasn't evil or necessarily wanting to kill anyone) and they felt ALL OF THE PAIN that the crateful of weapons did to all they were used against, and upon that the grief of the families affected, and after that all the intergenerational trauma and echoes of that resulting from it.

      EVERYONE on earth is probably going to have some painful things to experience in their life review because of how life was in this Matrix everyone couldn't live without ending up hurting or feeding off of another sentient being in some way. Also, another thing is, a tiny minority of lightworkers may actually be former Dark Forces or dark beings that have reformed and agreed to live this life as a lightworker as a part of their atonement. It's not outside the realm of possibility.

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    6. Well, I am different, then. I want to PURGE my humanity, in addition to my masculinity, and become ALIEN. It's the ALIEN part, ALIEN past I want to embrace once again.

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    7. @Sherman Earth humanity and the lightworkers/starseeds have very different journeys ahead. Earth humanity forms a being, an entity which consists of the native Earth souls that originated in the Earth human experience. 🌎

      The starseeds are part of their own collective consciousnesses, civilizations, higher realms, and soul families. If you are ready to be finished with the Earth experience, it will be over immediately for you after the event. It is 100% free will vectors honored and I suspect many starseeds won’t return here until after the transition and the final removal of anomaly. Some may not return at all, it’s entirely free will and there are some beings who may even return to home universes as multiversal participation here was very real due to primary anomaly’s entrenchment in this reality. ✨

      The act of participation in this mission was considered a tremendous sacrifice and an act of pure unconditional love to assist in the liberation of Earth so the Universe could be free from anomaly and suffering eternally. I noticed last year Cobra addressed this topic explicitly and you can be assured transportation will be provided after the event and in Cobra’s words “you can depart immediately.” You will not be forced to continue an Earth or human experience. Most of the starseeds were just passing through here for mission purposes.πŸ’œ

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    8. @anon yes this does occur and those souls had already fully rejected darkness and because of their experiences with it, they could be of service on this mission because they understand how it operates at depth. πŸ™

      However, they would have already aligned with light powerfully, and thus provide a type of anchor for redemptive energies (in the hope this might sway some of the dark forces toward light). πŸŒ…

      Participation on this mission was very, very selective and the most powerful beings of light were sent to the surface so that there might be some small chance of awakening in the depths of this mind matrix system (which is the most repressive and manipulative in the entire universe). πŸ›Έ

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    9. Do we get an advanced notice liked "Get ready, we're coming to pick you up."

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    10. What's "alien" and "human" actually overlap in many areas. Et art, for example, is not AI art either. Ets are humanoid after all. The "human touch" is more metaphorical than literal.

      I myself very much feel native to earth. Yet, there may be surprises for myself and many others.

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    11. I'm alien. NEVER felt at home here, and was always a fish out of water in pretty much everything here.

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    12. I remember back when Cobra said positive Ets are our "human cousins," or something similar. This resonates.

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    13. @starlight
      SUPERIOR, genetically proper cousins, you mean.

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  5. Someone's mom died in Iran when they did the massacre. Second time I've heard this as a strong thoughtform. May have been the one who commented in great pain about Iran in a recent post. Very sorry for your loss, or whoever this may be.

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  6. The Cabal has done a pretty good job programming the masses. Just look at how messy society is now, especially among young people. It’s clear that one of the most attacked things in the world today is the healthy heterosexual relationship.

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    1. I gotta admit, it is attacked quite a bit.

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    2. @gersey
      HOLD IT!

      DON'T blame the gays, bi's and trans folks for the shit of the world. Gays and trans been around since before history. And Cobra himself said twin souls CAN be same sex. Gays and trans folks are NOT cabal, nor part of any 'agenda'. And I heard sexuality is quite fluid out beyond earth.

      Not every man wants a woman, not every woman wants a man. Deal with it.

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    3. gerSey's actual comment does not place blame on gays and trans people. It simply states that healthy heterosexual relationships are one of the most attacked things. (I saw someone getting triggered by this a million miles away btw.)

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    4. I concur with this:

      "To be more prepared for those connections, the surface population needs to be aware that the Pleiadians and the Resistance have a very similar societal model that is based on soul families. Sometimes they are fully committed to exclusive sacred union with their twin soul or their primary soulmate, and sometimes they form open polyamoruos connections that are based on Soul Love and free flow of sexual energy. Same sex unions do happen among them, but they are free from any Archon interference that is so prevalent on the surface of this planet."

      https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2018/04/soul-families.html

      And this:

      "The Archons are also manipulating the Cabal and are pushing the homosexual agenda among Cabal members because they know too well that a genuine positive sexual interaction between a male Cabal member and a woman is the most powerful force that can actually transform the Cabal member into someone that supports the Light.

      Many Cabal members have a twisted and distorted access to some of the lesser Goddess mysteries which they have received as part of their occult training. Many Cabal members were dropouts of ancient mystery schools in antiquity in past incarnations when they failed to pass the tests to gain access to greater mysteries and then kept, misused and distorted the lesser mysteries they already had access to: (link)

      The Cabal is trying to enforce their distorted perception of the lesser mysteries on the general population through Hollywood and the mass media.

      The main key for planetary healing is women allowing themselves to feel and express their sexual energy. Many times it does not need to be expressed through a sexual union, it can be expressed through a sensual touch. Or through dance: (link)

      The purpose of sexual energy is merger of female and male polarities into the One. It is the key to immortality and Ascension.

      Sexual merger as part of Ascension process is part of the greater Goddess mysteries."

      https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2018/03/sexual-energy.html

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    5. @Sherman the energy of the hero (the masculine or electricity) often explores both male and female incarnations and may even chose the female physical form to embody those energies on the lower planes. ✨

      Souls that have a strong affinity for the role of divine mother will generally exhibit a preference for the female form in the physical. It is possible for same sex unions to occur just as Cobra described because those polarities (electricity and magnetism/hero/goddess) are beyond physicality and gender. πŸ’œ

      The electricity and magnetism creates the polarity and attraction regardless of form because energetic aspects to union transcend the physical. On Earth reproduction and family structures are quite distorted because of the quarantine. There was an immense amount of effort invested into severing these bonds from the spiritual/soul family template. πŸ™

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  7. Speaking about perfectionism; the world-famous British rock band Oasis (which includes the Gallagher brothers) is also known for many interesting and spiritual lyrics.
    In one of their songs, this is a bit of the lyrics: «True perfection has to be imperfect. I know that that sounds foolish but it’s true».
    I think this is a nice way to put it.
    Starlight432: «Someone can get AI to play a piano perfectly, with every note being exactly mathematically correct, but it takes the human touch to make this truly profound»……..Yes, very, very true!
    A great pianist/musician brings music to life in a very special way.
    I don’t think AI is able to do this.
    AI (which some people now use to make music for themselves) can create songs/music that are mediocre at best, but AI will NEVER be able to create musical masterpieces.

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    1. Well said, and I like those lyrics! Mistakes can lead to wonderful possibilities that perfection often misses.

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  8. Yes, I think kundalini can be very dangerous to experiment with a lot.
    I have heard stories about various yogis who have done some dangerous experiments with kundalini.
    Azara: «The reunions of soul families post event (especially between soulmates and twin souls whom the dark forces invested maximally to separate on the surface) will have massive healing effects
    in the entire universe».
    This sounds very exciting, Azara!
    When it comes to spirituality, maybe the thing that has to do with twin souls is my favorite topic.
    Do you think, Azara (or anyone else here) that some twin souls will actually meet a little before The Event?
    Or will the risk probably be a little to great?
    (Certainly not that easy to answer).

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    1. Yeah, kundalini can be super scary!

      With twin souls reuniting, it seems a bit less risky now, but if they do, they should definitely keep a low profile just in case.

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    2. @KeyM From what I understand it’s primarily slated for after the event due to safety issues. The main problem is the dark forces aggressively target these types of unions. The twin soul is also different than the romantic soul mate because you only have one twin soul. ✨

      Romantic soulmates are members of an individual’s soul family or extended soul family who can channel the unconditional love of the twin soul in a love relationship, and it’s possible to have different tiers of romantic soulmates, primary, secondary etc. πŸŒ…

      However, the twin soul is part of the ascension process and would be the deepest type of connection possible with another soul. Its actually not that common for twin souls to even incarnate on the physical planes at the same time or for some beings who originate from the spiritual dimensions of the highest densities, angelic realms, multiversals, etc even in the same reality (often they are having experiences to bring back to the other half). πŸͺ½

      However, it is a unique time in the history of this reality and the start of the new cosmic cycle, so these unions will be occurring although not obligatory. πŸ’œ

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    3. @keyM twin souls are my favourite topic too, its my dream to meet my twin one day!

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    4. My twin's out there *points to the stars* As I mentioned, I gave up on humans as lovers 13 years ago.

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    5. M, considering only my experience, it seems that my twin and I met and recognized each other in this life, and terrible things happened. I'm probably in a worse energetic and spiritual state than I was before, and apparently there were negative impact on planetary situation.

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    6. There were quite a few twins that had activations (where both are directly incarnated on the surface currently) between 2020-2023/early 2024. This didn’t work out very well for those twins who made contact from what I understand. Many were even deactivated to some degree after performing certain energy work as the energies were not well calibrated for the timeline protraction that occurred (especially after June 2024 timeline collapse) . πŸ™

      Some of those activations were maximized temporarily (for energy conduction purposes during that critical 2023/2024 range that led to a successful open of the 1221 portal. πŸŒ…

      Those types of unions are really intended post event if desired.

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  9. I personally am feeling much more optimistic about planetary liberation lately. MUCH more optimistic. Why? Because the Dark Forces are literally being exposed to the general public as we speak due to the Epstein releases, some of which are extremely disturbing (but the worst bits of truth, such as torture videos etc., are yet to come, and this isn't even beginning to touch on the Underground Bases/DUMBs horrors yet).

    This IS tangible results. Disclosure of the Dark Forces, even the miniscule slow-drip we got now, is far more than what I was anticipating this early in February. I will however say this is also NOT a happy thing because as we know, the details of what's coming out is truly horrendous and tragic, and unspeakably demonic (we all knew, and Cobra told the truth this whole time along with other "truther" sources of intel). I also urge lightworkers to refrain from being in the overly ego-centric prideful "I TOLD YOU SO" mode when interacting with earthseed or unawakened friends or family about this stuff.

    For a lot of them it's traumatic and if you seem overly enthusiastic or eager to rub it in their face that "SEE I WASN'T CRAZY AFTER ALL HAHAHA" well that doesn't exactly reflect well on your part. We're supposed to be like councilors helping people digest and assimilate these horrible truths coming out. It's like when the Holocaust of Nazi Germany was being exposed to the public: it was rough for people to take in and the last thing they want or need is someone who is berating them or laughing at them for having "failed to catch on" beforehand.

    I'm also speaking to myself here. I've been a bit overly gloat-y with my mom who thought I was nuts back in 2025 going full on "tinfoil hat" but now it's clear that all the "conspiracy nuts" were right all along.

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    1. @Anon the exposure of the cabal in the area of Epstein and child trafficking networks is a massive defeat for the dark forces as any light on their malevolence at this late stage of liberation erodes their power further. πŸ™

      They depleted their buffer in an attempt to prevent such reveals the previous time it could have been possible (2019/2020), via the pandemic, other authoritarian acts, and social tensions, etc, as suppression.

      However, we are in a totally different situation now due to the clearance that has occurred over the past 2 years, coupled with the 1221 portal activation. I don’t think we’ll be waiting long at all for the event. πŸŒŽπŸ›Έ

      Although we didn’t align with the weeks scenario for trigger, months was also a stated possibility. There is a tremendous amount of information now exposing the cabal and the broader control system, so it is likely reaching the masses as preparation. I sincerely hope the post July 9th period is a post event paradigm. The sooner the dark forces are directly removed and healing can begin the better. πŸ’œ



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    2. https://cobraconnections.blogspot.com/2026/02/epstein-confirmations.html?m=1

      Interesting analysis. πŸ™

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    3. @Anon
      After the crap we been through, I say we are ENTITLED to a "I TOLD YOU SO!" moment. We're owed SOMETHING.

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    4. But WHEN do we see these guys getting dragged off in hand cuffs and sitting in a court room?

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    5. I want the top big bosses (Italian families, top Satanists) exposed, not just "Bill Gates", "Obama", "Tom Hanks" and the other patsies. Are u guys kidding? Think big!

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    6. Good point. There are so many elites way up there and no one even knows their names. Epstein itself is only soft disclosure of the crimes of the dark forces. Yet, Epstein could lead to the top ones being removed as a chain reaction. Will be interesting to see how far it gets. It needs to pick up more momentum though, regardless of whether or not the surface population is 'ready.'

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    7. We NEED some kind of reward for all this. Like Han Solo said, "I expect to be WELL PAID!". I've not taken verbal and physical abuse for nothing, you know.

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  10. Teresa Cristina: «Twin souls are my favourite topic too, its my dream to meet my twin soul one day!»
    Then we are two with the same desire.
    Then at least we have something important to look forward to and enjoy.

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  11. Still wondering what Cobra's gonna tell us on the 20th.

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    1. Same bs as always

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    2. I anticipate new, unverifiable obstacles and fierce behind-the-scenes battles, and again, no radical intervention in the real world. I sincerely hope this time will be different, and that the sincerity and faith of the Lightworkers will no longer be treated like insignificant scraps on the ground.πŸ˜•

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  12. @Sherman, stop jumping like boiling milk over anything for god's sake, lol! I have nothing against the rainbow group. Nothing at all!!! I said that heterosexuality is the most attacked by the Cabal, while homosexuality is stimulated, protected, and encouraged. I wonder why that is?

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    1. To give the average slobs someone to fear and hate. And homosexuality been around since recorded history. It's the damned christians who demonized it.

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    2. Sherman, debating religion and politics became boring a long time ago. Honestly, I'd rather watch a documentary on industrial wastewater treatment.

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    3. Just saying what I see and feel. The flag waving, bible touting 'patriots' NEED someone to hate and fear. All they got left to hate are the gays and especially now the trans folks. That's all.

      Got a waste water treatment plant several miles from here, btw.

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    4. Sherman, yes of course, one side gets angry, then the other side gets angry, and then both sides double down and feel persecuted and so forth. Boring stuff.

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  13. In connection with a group meditation I attended on Wednesday, February 4th, I could actually notice that some angels, guides and ascended masters expressed a form of impatience, especially regarding the liberation process of the Earth and that this liberation process should not take much longer than necessary.
    Quite interesting, I think.

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    1. Luckily now with the new Epstein document reveals, the general public is beginning to agree as well. They're already expressing their faith in the system run dry as a desert. People were already fed up with the economic inequality, inflation and AI-job displacement. They're beyond pissed now that they're still expected to go to work 9-5s for billionaires and pay taxes to politicians like the ones in the E- Files who are now proven to eat human flesh and torture children.

      If we don't see liberation by the Light Forces soon you might just witness Revolutionary action and/or coups against the cabal, and of course subsequent revenge occurrences. Contrary to popular belief, the French Revolutionaries didn't only use the "humane" nigh-painless guillotine beheadings; there were also angry mobs dragging corrupt aristocrats through the streets beating them to death, humiliating them and straight up brutally torturing them (not shocking since in that period of France peasants watched their children literally die of starvation in piles of excrement due to the negligence of the elites at that time).

      This is obviously a "lower timeline" scenario if history is allowed to repeat itself in such a manner.

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      A revolution now would not work. The cabal has the technology, the weapons, the wealth, and the numbers of obedient soldiers at their side. What does Joe Sixpack and Plain Jane have?

      Remember when the masses in Hawaii told the cabalits to fuck off a few years ago? The place was turned into charcoal. This ain't like the American Revolution when both sides had the same technology.

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    3. @KeyM very interesting. Angelic realms collaborate closely with Ascended Masters of every reality (an Ascended master typically has a version of itself in each universe), and this impatience makes sense when we’re almost 7 months past the 1221 portal’s activation. ✨

      The Ascended masters directed the galactics to remove the dark forces as soon as possible last May. Given the resources available to the galactics since the entire universe is now free, and so much clearance has occurred, I would hope we’ll see decisive action very soon. πŸ›Έ

      Technically the Anutara and other Angelics incarnated as starseeds are an extension of the Angel crystalline realms and absolutely not under the jurisdiction of the Galactics technically (many of these starseeds sent themselves here for the mission although most bonded with certain civilizations on their journeys). There are multiversal starseeds on Earth that are possibly even departing this universe post event. Angelic realms also desire reunions and it’s very important that this process is concluded as soon as possible. The level of activation for many lightworkers on the surface relative to the speed of chapter close was not part of the original plan. πŸ™


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  14. Another negative timeline scenario besides possible violent revolution is the opposite: the public remains distracted, demoralized and we see neither the overthrow of the cabal nor intervention by the end of July/August. Both the left and right side of the mainstream news outlets and social media are mostly ignoring the Epstein scandal or trying to narrow-focus on parts that suit their political talking-head red state/blue state divisive politics as usual nonsense.

    Fox News (right) isn't talking about Epstein at all because they want to protect Trump, and on the other hand the liberal/left news outlets are all doing nothing but talking about "Trump this" "Trump that," "ICE this and ICE raids that," only bringing up Epstein stuff in the context of Donald Trump.

    Some liberal dems are insisting on renaming the Epstein files the "Trumpstein files" as if the greatest scandal in human history is only significant insofar as it incriminates the president. Ancient Biblical-tier evil is on full display, and the media just chooses to pretend like nothing just happened.

    It's infuriating. I do not care about Trump and am sick to death of hearing about him or seeing him. The main purpose of that Orange guy seems to be to divide and distract people as much as possible and boy does it appear to be working well a lot of the time!

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    1. I mostly don't pay attention to it. Truly respectable results are mass arrests and an end to wars and genocides. Anything short of that is of very little interest.

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    2. Totally agree about respectable results at this late stage, and I feel something like this

      https://x.com/disclosureorg/status/2019608072147063090?s=46

      Is a very weak timeline and unacceptable approach to further escalation which is only open to more manipulation and distortion as the political polarizations only desire to utilize such information for control. There is no chance any government will ever disclose aspects of the truth without a manipulative agenda present, and they will conceal tremendous amounts of information from humanity.

      Something like this may have been more applicable pre 2020 but with the cabals buffer exhausted, it’s time to trigger the event and have the galactics directly reveal all aspects of the truth to the surface population. πŸ’œ

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  15. Thought I'd do a quote regarding niacin (more specifically niacinamide) and how it can help people with schizophrenia and/or those who suffer from kundalini syndrome:

    "In the early 20th century, Pellagra was widespread in institutionalized populations. Many patients were diagnosed as “insane.” When niacin was introduced, entire psychiatric wards emptied. This fact left a deep imprint on psychiatry.

    Niacinamide (which is an even better form of niacin) may help some individuals by:

    – Supporting brain energy metabolism
    – Reducing oxidative and inflammatory stress
    – Stabilizing glutamatergic signaling
    – Improving overall neurochemical resilience

    Specifically in schizophrenia, tryptophan metabolism is often shifted toward:

    –Excess kynurenine
    –Elevated kynurenic acid (an NMDA receptor antagonist)

    Niacinamide helps:

    – Reduce metabolic pressure on tryptophan pathways
    – Stabilize NMDA receptor function indirectly
    – Support glutamatergic signaling integrity"

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    1. Doses were given in grams 'back in the day,' but even with the total daily amount being under 500mg, there are major benefits:

      "At 100–500 mg/day, niacinamide already:

      – Raises intracellular NAD⁺ availability
      – Supports mitochondrial function
      – Improves redox balance
      – Dampens low-grade neuroinflammation
      – Reduces metabolic stress on tryptophan pathways"

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    2. While making homemade bread and only eating homemade bread as my carb source, the flour was organic and unfortified. I like it this way because I don't like the forms of iron and folic acid that are added to commercial white bread. Yet, commercial bread is also fortified with small amounts of B1, B2, and niacinamide. I fortified my homemade bread with B1 and B2, but I did NOT fortify it with niacinamide. Thus, my diet has had almost no niacinamide for quite some time, which has been causing various issues. I'm glad to have finally fixed this problem by adding niacinamide when fortifying homemade bread.

      Also, folinic acid or methylfolate could be used in place of folic acid when self-fortifying – this is a much better form. (Actually, folate isn't heat stable while the other B vitamins are heat stable, and the liver stores folate and takes a long time to deplete, so it's probably best to just take folate as a supplement once per week instead of fortifying.) And, niacinamide will be higher in my bread compared with commercial bread to gain the maximum benefit.

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    3. What about the niacin flushing effect? Is that a helpful mechanism of the substance? I've turned red a couple times after taking niacin supplements. I've also heard that it can cause liver damage or insulin resistance as well. Maybe it's best/safer to get niacin/niacinamide from diet rather than supplements?

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    4. Anon, great question! Niacinamide is the form of niacin that does not cause flushing. The flushing effect of niacin has benefits though, as follows:

      – Supports and stabilizes metabolism is supported
      – Anti-inflammatory effect
      – Immune-modulatory and neuroinflammatory dampening effects
      – Fat cells are told to pause releasing fat into the bloodstream
      – Blood vessels briefly open up, letting blood flow more easily through tissues.
      – Stress-response dampening

      Flushing effect range:

      – Typical threshold: ~50–100 mg per single oral dose
      – More pronounced flush: ≥250 mg
      – Severe flush: ≥500 mg

      Doses of niacin at 1g or more per day for prolonged time can cause liver issues. Niacinamide is much easier on the liver for prolonged periods, even though there's no flushing. I'll probably keep mine at around 250mg per day of niacinamide and maybe occasionally do a flushing with niacin. It depends on what benefits one is looking for. Flushing has benefits that go outside niacinamide, but niacinamide has the same beneficial metabolic, energy, and 'insanity-reducing' effects.

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  16. Medbed anon.

    From my perspective, those released files have some certain influence to the consciousness of the people and hopefully this shows that there are some positive forces behind, othwerwise it would not have been released to the public. Since one day with such publications people will rise to the streets and that's it. So there is some hope that there are some positive forces behind. Now, the most important thing is how fast and how soon other things that shake the world will develop. Since if we got these files, and now we will be waiting for three more years for something new, then we will not make it till our departure from this physical plane, things must escalate on after another, one on top of the other.
    I agree with Sherman, who says, that we have the right to say 'I told you so' and not only that. I will not say and I will not do anything in case of any action, since it fucked me up completely, so I have no life force left for that, so I will not contribute in any way. If not action is taken very soon people will start calling light forces the dark forces.
    The one who reads portal you will see how decisive this next update will be. There is no need for any deep reading or imaginable calculations. Once the update is here and it has at least a little bit of uncertainty, nothing will happen this year. Update MUST be totally clear and after that we must see the tension in the world building steadily further without any doubt. Even now after these files, very soon something must escalate. Since now it has come and in a month the humanity will have forgotten that same way as covid.
    So it is easy to read the energies and without further escalation there will not be any actions out of the blue.
    And really, for many of us those epstein files is a joke, but if a ordinary sheep read those files, one must be completely brainless to not understand that we live in hell. And we will not change it by ourselves, the armies would destroy us all easily, so there is only one way to hope that some positive forces will intervene. And only the time will show. Now the deciding factor will be easy, which is how fast another public info or other actions will develop. If after espstein files we do not get anything new until the early summer, then nothing will happen this year. If that is real, something must start moving, it is clearly visible that somebody is stretching the gum with everything, constant war mongering, constant ceasefire negotiations, consatant talks, but no any real movement. Days are passing in vain.

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    1. I agree, there needs to be less ambiguity and very tangible results that are out in the open that don't just rely on "so-and-so said so."

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    2. @medbed anon Yes the intensification must absolutely continue. What you say is true about the horrors and evil at the top of this surface control system. πŸ™

      Decisive action must occur and we’ll soon see if there is forward movement or another bag of excuses. If the level of clearance is truly as described, then an escalatory sequence of final breakthroughs must begin. πŸŒŽπŸ›Έ

      The release of the Epstein files did open the door to some light from the collective consciousness of Earth humanity on the issue. Exposure is a powerful mechanism of clearance, but action must follow. πŸ”₯

      As for what we’ll clear the disappointment of the lightworkers, it’s the event. Many lightworkers found it strange Galactics were instructing them to manifest their personal desires inside a planet where liberation is long overdue. Of course it’s important to establish the energetic conditions for health and safety for themselves and those close to them as well as work toward manifesting some level of personal/financial stability to escape enslavement. πŸ’œ

      However, beyond such layers it just remains a hall of illusions where purposeless suffering continues, and the peace lightworkers were seeking was an end to the dark forces so real healing can begin. πŸŒ…

      I really hope we’ll see this March-July period bring total culmination and closure. You’re right that days pass in vain and at some point it just feels like stalling. It is now 2026 and not unreasonable for lightworkers to simply desire closure. They did in fact come here on a mission as anything “manifested” inside this system is still just a fraction of the abundance and joy that they had outside the experience. The goal was for all souls to have a chance at such fulfillment, to expand infinitely and authentically into what they love. 🌹

      I don’t particularly find the Galactics current directives very persuasive and it’s really time for them to bring closure (we understand the referenced safety issues but there must be tremendous resources available to them by now when we’re considering the entirety of the universe is free).

      And as for those Lightworkers/straseeds who are ready to move on, this must be respected as soon as possible.

      C.S. Lewis described this type of desire most accurately and due to the level of activation necessary for many lightworkers to fulfill their missions, it must be respected.

      "If I find in myself desires which nothing in this world can satisfy, the only logical explanation is that I was made for another world."

      For some starseeds that will be the New Earth and others a return home to their soul families, eternal favorite civilizations, or dimensions of origin.

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    3. Medbed anon.

      Kind Being Azara, I always agree with everything you say. You touch certain main points. If there is so called real progress made, things must escalate. And, from my perspective, at this stage, that is not too hard to see the movement of energies: if there is a real progress, things in one or two months will escalate, if not there will be as you say a bag of new excuses. That's all she wrote. We just must stay vigilant and conscious, it is not so hard to see the progress, we understand the situation relatively good, how it all can unfold. So there must be an escalation from now on.
      Yes, I always agree when you share about those crazy statements, to make some kind of a dream life in hell, the ones who say that are mentally ill, me and others need medbeds, the damaged body has too deep cellular level, the food costs thousands per month, and many of us can not even work too much of the declining body conditions, so statements about the physical action, about medbeds and statements like you shared about making a paradise in hell makes me doubt of this whole initiative. It is hard to believe who can be so stupid to share such delusions.
      Still, some parts of the puzzle are missing..
      This epstein's files release shows that our position and experience that this planet is taken over by the devil, has always been correct. 15-20 years ago people were in a complete coma and did not even dream of such things, the reality used to seem normal, everybody used to think that we live in a naturally real world. So even for me, the most pesimistic person in this area, this files' publication really confirms that many of us a lot of years, decades have been correct, and we have been correct against 98% of the world, which as you, Azara, sometimes say, is a bit morale boosting. Since we are fully correct with what we have been claiming all our lives. In those documents there is even a planning of pandemic shown, which again shows, that I was fully correct by not allowing my family members to vaccinate and none of them did that. So the whole truth is on our side fully. Almost every night I contemplate, switching different possible perspectives of where I could have been wrong with this whole experience, but I can never find any miscalculations in my experience it is just that it's very hard to withstand this avalanche when you stand alone against the whole world. I used to always ask me, is that possible that everybody is false and I am the only one who sees the things deeper, but, yes, that was the case.
      Getting back about the described progress, the time will pass and we will see the real truth, but with our knowledge, I think, we can orientate pretty well by ourselves. The Even will not happen tomorrow, there will be tension felt in the air, I clearly see it, everybody will feel that tension if it comes. A fact that Event is not happening tomorrow, so in the coming months, I think, max in three months we must see some other escalations or it is better that we can see it sooner. And, yes, you often share about the deep awakening and that is a total different experience than to be a little awake. Imagine I wake every day single morning and share to some of my people around an hour every single day that for me it is like the dream, I do not see anything real here, this is such a deep experience and that is amazingly hard to withstand it. πŸ™‚ It is only my personal contemplations, and they are totally mine, so I am really very deeply interested if I make it to that so called long awaited change. If I make it, all the questions will be answered and actually then I can go even the same minute after the Event. If not, this would be as an impenetrable super black maze with no exit. I dedicated my life for that. One person a couple of days ago said to me: 'You are a hero, you are already left alone with nobody and still you are banging your head to the wall with your truths'.
      Thank you.

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  17. How do you recommend kundalini activation be done?

    Although I desire a relationship, I don't have a romantic partner, and that seems quite distant from my reality right now. It simply doesn't happen for me, no matter what I do. Therefore, the activation must be done in another way.

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    1. I don't know how kundalini activation should be done. Most probably do it the wrong way though, because if most did it the right way, countless people would have superhuman intellect and abilities and start ascending in mass. Cobra mentioned women and men not reaching orgasm and exchanging energies back and forth though. Yet, there are many specifics on this that are still not available to civilians.

      It may be best to not activate kundalini with any kind of 'special technique' if one doesn't have a partner and/or doesn't know how (that covers pretty much everyone). The brutal truth may very well be:

      It's better to not have kundalini activated than to lose one's mind and/or become hypersexual to the point of damaging one's own sex organs.

      However, there is kundalini activation that's more slow that's happening to the surface population with the energies coming through, and the planet is ascending, so what I often focus on is connecting to nature and the planet, as I also don't have a partner.

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    2. I heard the thoughtform, "Connect with yourself!" That's great as well, but there needs to be input/output. Both the internal and external are important. Ultimately everything is experienced internally though. Maybe distinctions no longer need to be made at a certain point.

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    1. Researching further though, the benefits of a niacin flush are overstated.

      "The lipid effects of flush niacin are real, but the cardiovascular benefit was overstated, and improving cholesterol numbers does not equal improving outcomes."

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  19. Speaking of vitamin B; many years ago I had a serious deficiency of vitamin B.
    I went to a naturopath and when she shone a light on my pupils they did not contract as they should have.
    I experienced the deficiency condition almost as a crisis. The therapist said that drug addicts and alcoholics often also have a lack of contraction of the pupils (but I have never been an alcoholic or a drug addict).
    Eventually I started taking large dosis of vitamin B (thiamine, which I got from the naturopath) and after a short time I felt much better and have since used a lot of vitamin B, preferably a B-vitamin complex with most of the
    B-vitamins.
    I think vitamin B is very important, among other things, for the nervous system.

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    1. Excellent! Yeah, B1 deficiency is a big one. B complex is fantastic for keeping energy levels up.

      I venture to say that many lightworkers/warriors may have various nutritional deficiencies from 'food nazism.'

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    2. And that food can cost a fortune these days, Starlight. And that many of the store shelves are bare often.

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    3. I haven't seen many bare shelves. This is all exaggerated quite a bit. I can get by rather cheaply.

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    4. I take B12 every day and now i started a diet without White flour and sugar to see if i can lower colesterol , its always high and doc wants me to take statins, what I refused . I bought yesterday phito esterois and i hope i dont need statins

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    5. @Starlight
      Not where I am. It's bad over here. Lots of bare shelves, the fruits and veggies are half spoiled or moldy, and everything is expensive. I can tell you this is not exaggerated.

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    6. Sherman, that's really strange. I haven't seen this being widespread. There's no covid insanity going on right now. Only explanation I can think of is that you live in the path of that big winter storm.

      Teresa, congrats on getting the sugar down! White flour is my staple but if it works to forgo it, sounds good. πŸ‘

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    7. Yea, sub zero temperatures. Also, the stores been pretty lacking even when it was warmer.

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    8. I avoid white flours/carbs like the plague, and only sweeteners I use is mainly raw honey, or home made maple syrup I get from my neighbor, and molasses.

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    9. Sherman, I stay away from all these sweeteners, and I avoid poisonous whole wheat.

      Raw honey has just as much fructose as high fructose corn syrup. Maple syrup pretty much does too. Molasses is close as well. Just because it's more 'natural,' this doesn't make it better. For example, same for agave nectar – pure poison. The fructose molecules are exactly the same. Unless you use very small amounts, (and I mean SMALL), you mine as well be drinking sodas.

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    10. Also, all those people who say that a slice of white bread equals several teaspoons of sugar are absolute liars who don't understand basic chemistry. The white bread that I buy is starch with a very low amount of the simple sugar fructose. (Starch is composed of chains of glucose molecules, and not health/liver destroying fructose molecules.) I would have to eat 16 slices of this white bread to equal the amount of simple sugar in 1 tablespoon of honey. And, my homemade white bread is even lower in simple sugar than this commercial bread.

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    11. I don't use agave. :P
      Honey is not harmful, and has been used for millennia.

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    12. All further replies from me on this have been deleted except for this one. The real answer is in my comment and reply to my comment on my latest post. As a sidenote I'll state this here though:

      Sherman, when I say what I say below, don't give me "Diet doesn't make me feel this way." I know through and through that alterations in diet make absolutely massive, and even life-saving differences on how I feel. This is NOT just in my head either. Diet itself is not universal. However, the effect of diet on how someone feels IS universal.

      I don't know for sure what your diet would need to be, but the diet you are eating for your body is absolutely terrible based on how you say you feel most of the time. You could be fructose intolerant like I am, who knows.

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    13. 1: I don;t eat pounds and pound of sweet stuff.
      2: I eat lean proteins like venison, fish, eggs, dairy.
      3: Fruits and veggies work well with me.

      I feel bad due to ASCENSION SYMPTOMS, SHUMAN RESONANCE, X-FLARES, and darkie attacks.


      And, as I said, when everything goes to hell in life like it has for me, such as being human, being a MAN, and an UGLY ONE AT THAT, having a family of drunk, greedy bigoted bible warriors; and living on a gulag planet is what makes me life hell.

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    14. Sherman,

      1. You don't have to eat pounds and pounds of the sweet stuff to be really high in sugar. Only 1 tablespoon (which is a fraction of a fraction of a pound) of honey has 12 TO 15 GRAMS OF SUGAR.
      2. Sometimes too much protein actually makes issues worse.
      3. I'm not so sure fruits and veggies work well for you. Evidently not.

      "I feel bad due to ASCENSION SYMPTOMS, SHUMAN RESONANCE, X-FLARES, and darkie attacks." You drastically underestimate diet's effects on psycho-physiological health. The difference in how I feel when eating fruit and not eating fruit is astronomical (no fruit stops the feeling of being 'hangry' and so forth in my case), so once again, you are completely ignoring the role diet plays in wellbeing.

      You don't have to associate with bigoted bible warriors. You can cut those people out of your life (unless you are stuck in the same house with them). And like I said, things you don't like don't have to be constantly focused on, as that only makes it worse.

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