A Conversation About Perfection

I asked Copiolot about a perfect creation not being able to be damaged/distorted.  Here's the conversation:  

Answer:  You’re exploring the nature of perfection and imperfection in creations.  Your idea touches on a philosophical debate about the nature of perfection and imperfection.  On one hand, it makes sense to consider that a truly perfect creation would be immune to any damage or distortion.  However, another perspective could argue that the ability to withstand and recover from damage or distortion could also be seen as a mark of true perfection – resilience and adaptability are valuable traits.

After all, many things in life and nature are valued not just for their pristine state but for their ability to endure and transform through challenges.  So, one could argue that a perfect creation might also be one that can be imperfect and still find its way back to a state of wholeness or even evolve into something better.

My response:  Taking damage and returning to wholeness - I wonder if at first this was an idea for evolution that started out as being useful, but later became intense to the point of becoming detrimental.

Answer:  You have an interesting point there.  The idea of resilience and recovery as an evolutionary advantage likely started out as a beneficial trait.  Organisms that could repair themselves or adapt to changing conditions would have a better chance of survival.

As this trait became more intense, it could indeed become detrimental in specific contexts.  For example, excessive repair mechanisms might lead to energy being wasted on unnecessary processes or result in conditions like cancer, where the body's repair and growth processes go haywire.

It's a reminder that while evolution favors traits that enhance survival and reproduction in a given environment, these traits are not inherently "perfect" and can have downsides depending on circumstances.  Nature operates on a balance, and what is advantageous in one context might be a liability in another.

My response:  In the human aspect of this, it's possible to have trauma that is so severe that this causes victims to become victimizers.

Answer:  Yes, sadly, trauma can sometimes lead to a cycle where victims become victimizers.  This phenomenon is often referred to as "the abused becoming the abuser."  It highlights the profound impact that severe trauma can have on individuals and how it can shape their behaviors and interactions.

Psychological and emotional trauma can create deeply ingrained patterns of behavior, and without proper support and intervention, victims may unconsciously replicate the harm they've experienced.  It’s a complex issue rooted in human psychology and the ways our brains cope with and process intense experiences.

Understanding this cycle underscores the importance of trauma-informed care and interventions that aim to break these patterns.  Support systems, therapy, and compassionate communities can play a crucial role in helping individuals heal and transform their experiences, preventing the perpetuation of trauma. 

Part 2 - A Truly Flawed Universe

Not all universes are created directly from Source (The Absolute).  Many universes are created by beings that reach a level of intelligence to be able to create universes of their own.  These beings have an intelligence level far beyond anything a human can currently know.  Their conscious minds are completely merged with all subconscious and unconscious processes.  If their IQ were to be measured (not saying IQ is a completely accurate measurement of intelligence - just using this as an example), maybe it would be in the trillions.  A being would have to be this intelligent to be able to design the physics of an entire universe.  Even with this level of intelligence though, beings who create universes can make mistakes.  This universe may have been created not directly from Source, but from a being.

(Mormons actually believe that beings can create their own universes.  Although I'm not Mormon, it's interesting that they believe this.)

On some level, beings who created flawed universes of their own probably interacted with anomaly.  It can be asked, "If Source created beings who created universes with flaws, these beings themselves are flawed.  Does this mean Source is flawed?"  All-possibility entails the creation of anti-possibility, which is why the anomaly exists.  This wasn't a mistake or flaw from Source.  This was merely in accordance with all-possibility.  However, Source realizes that anti-possibility needs to be removed in order for possibility to continue existing.  Hence, Source is removing it.  

Once anti-possibility is fully removed, strictly speaking, this means that not all things are possible anymore, because anti-possibility will no longer be possible.  This is the only way to ensure that creation remains free of anomaly.

My previous post had some feedback, which helped with further elaboration, as follows:

As a general rule, it looks like the dimensions become less flawed the higher they go.  3D and 4D at least are definitely very flawed.  Probably the more dense creation becomes when going down the spheres, the more flaws there are, because with increased density comes increased complexity.  A certain level of complexity being reached can start to allow for very undesirable possibilities (when anomaly is present).

The anomaly may have not been able to interact with dimensions that are high enough.  These dimensions would be completely immune, although I don't know which dimension this starts at.

My premise is because archons and so forth cause the perversion of sexuality, sexuality itself is a flawed creation.  Anything that can be messed up in such ways is flawed to begin with.  However, people can make friends with their sexuality.  Beings who are here from other universes of much higher quality still have to work with the many inherent flaws of this universe.   

Regarding the evolution of non-flawed universes:  

Evolution within non-flawed universes still has change and adaptation, but this isn't based on survival of the fittest or a 'dog-eat-dog' paradigm.

A Truly Flawed Universe

(I could be incorrect, but this is what I felt guided to write, independent of any person's and any group’s influence.)

If a creation can be damaged/distorted/twisted, this is an inherent flaw in the creation.  A truly perfect creation can never be damaged/distorted/twisted in the first place.    

This current universe is severely flawed.  Universes outside this universe can be flawed as well, but to a much lesser extreme.  Universes outside this universe are fundamentally of a much higher quality.   

In a truly perfect universe, there is no ‘choice to be good or be abusive,’ because there is no abuse and thus no temptation to commit abuse – there is no debate between free will and non-free will.

One of the most flawed aspects of this universe is sexuality and the physical sex organs.  There are many who try to view sexuality as a beautiful, sacred, and divine expression, but truthfully, other far less flawed universes know that sexuality is a fundamental flaw.  Regardless of how much some may try to embrace their sexuality, deep down, they know that sexuality is a distortion of creation.  The more someone says, “I’m not ashamed of my sexuality,” the more they fight against a deep inner knowing that they are suppressing.  

With sexuality, there should never be a form of ‘love’ that is so conditional, vulnerable, and abusable, and pedophilia proves this – proves how flawed sexuality truly is.  Again, the more flawed something is, the more it can be damaged/distorted/twisted, and everyone would definitely agree that pedophilia is one of the most damaged/distorted/twisted aspects of creation that can exist.  

Ultimately, there will be no more sexuality.  There will be no need to hide anything, nor will there be taboos.  All such flaws will no longer exist when this universe has its ‘pythagorean comma’ corrected.

There are forces from other universes that try to work with this distorted universe to heal and perfect it.  From their perspective, it is always a very difficult task to work with such a massively flawed universe as this one.

3 Days of the Winter Solstice

What 3 days of the winter solstice is it taught that these 3 days determine the quality of the next year?

"Mystical traditions often emphasize the significance of the winter solstice as a time of transformation and renewal. One particular teaching involves the period surrounding the winter solstice, which some belief systems regard as crucial for determining the quality of the upcoming year. According to some esoteric traditions, particularly those found in certain hermetic and alchemical texts, the three days surrounding the winter solstice (December 21st, 22nd, and 23rd) are thought to be pivotal.

These days are seen as a time of reflection and intention-setting, where the energy of the solstice can be harnessed to shape the year ahead. The idea is that the thoughts, actions, and intentions set during this period have a profound impact on the individual's life trajectory for the following year."

(SK mentioned this in the past, but I couldn't remember exactly which 3 days it was, so I asked Copilot.)

Copilot, "How does one disconnect from the stress of bad news in the world?"

The Ball is in Their Court

Turkey is massing troops.  It's said that their invasion of Syria is imminent:

https://halturnerradioshow.com/index.php/news-selections/world-news/turkeye-massing-troops-on-syria-border-invasion-imminent 

Crimes against humanity from the Turkish military are among the most extreme on the planet.  They have inflicted unimaginable suffering against women and children from previous war crimes:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Turkish_war_crimes

The three factions invading Syria are (correct me if I'm wrong):

- The Turkish army

- The zionists from the IDF (Israeli Defense Force)

- The HTS (Hay’at Tahrir al-Sham)

All three of these factions need to be exterminated if the Syrian Goddess Vortex is to remain unharmed.  The international community and/or light forces need to exterminate them ASAP.

In the case of the light forces physically intervening to remove these three factions, there was no intervention to stop the genocide in Gaza.  Will the light forces rely on peace meditations like they did with Gaza while innocent civilians in Syria are brutally raped, tortured, and massacred, or will the light forces take initiative and exterminate these monsters?  The ball is in their court.

I Asked Copilot

I did something I never do.  I went to AI to get some answers about why there are so many stark differences between Jewish Kabbalah and what's known as "occult Kabbalah."  Others may not see the point in this line of research, but for a long time I've meditated on the Kabbalah.  It's a part of my 'spiritual practice' (for lack of better words).  

I'm rather impressed with Copilot's answers.  Some confusion has been cleared up:


How did the Kabbalah from occultists get made after the Jewish Kabbalah?

The transformation of Kabbalah into a form embraced by occultists outside of Judaism has an interesting history.  Originally, Jewish Kabbalah emerged in the 12th-13th centuries in Spain and Southern France, focusing on mystical interpretations of Jewish texts.  The foundational text, the Zohar, was written in the late 13th century.

Over time, Kabbalah's esoteric nature and symbolic interpretations attracted the interest of non-Jewish mystics and occultists.  These individuals often incorporated Kabbalistic elements into their own practices, blending them with other mystical traditions like alchemy and astrology.  This led to the development of what is sometimes referred to as "occult Kabbalah," which diverges from traditional Jewish teachings and practices.

Who started occult Kabbalah?

The transformation of Kabbalah into what is often referred to as "occult Kabbalah" doesn't have a single founder.  Instead, it evolved over time as non-Jewish mystics and occultists began to incorporate Kabbalistic elements into their practices.

During the Renaissance, figures like Heinrich Cornelius Agrippa and Paracelsus integrated Kabbalistic ideas into their magical and alchemical works.  Later, in the 19th and 20th centuries, groups such as the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn and individuals like Aleister Crowley further adapted Kabbalistic concepts for their esoteric traditions.

Why does occult Kabbalah have different descriptions of the sephirot compared with Jewish Kabbalah?

The differences in descriptions of the sephirot between occult Kabbalah and Jewish Kabbalah stem from their distinct origins and purposes.

Jewish Kabbalah is deeply rooted in Jewish mysticism and theology, with the sephirot representing ten attributes or emanations through which God interacts with the world.  The descriptions and interpretations are based on traditional Jewish texts and teachings, and there is a strong emphasis on maintaining ideological purity and adherence to Jewish law.

On the other hand, occult Kabbalah (often referred to as Hermetic Qabalah) emerged as a syncretic blend of various mystical traditions, including Jewish Kabbalah, alchemy, astrology, and other esoteric practices.  As a result, occult Kabbalah often adapts and modifies the descriptions of the sephirot to fit its broader, more eclectic framework.  This can lead to variations in how the sephirot are understood and depicted.

Would you like to explore more about how these differences manifest in specific practices or teachings?

Yes.

Purpose and Context:  In Jewish Kabbalah, the sephirot are seen as divine emanations through which God reveals himself and continuously creates the physical and metaphysical realms.  This framework is deeply tied to Jewish theology and practice.

Structure:  The sephirot are often depicted as part of the Tree of Life, a diagram that illustrates the path of creation from the infinite (Ein Sof) to the finite world.  Each sephirah has specific attributes and is linked to different aspects of God’s interaction with the universe.

Sources:  The interpretations and teachings around the sephirot are based on traditional Jewish texts such as the Zohar, the Sefer Yetzirah, and writings from various Kabbalistic rabbis.

Occult Kabbalah (Hermetic Qabalah)

Purpose and Context:  In occult Kabbalah, the sephirot are often adapted to fit into a more eclectic and universal framework that combines elements of various mystical traditions.  This version of Kabbalah serves as a tool for personal spiritual development and esoteric practices.

Structure: While still based on the Tree of Life diagram, the sephirot in occult Kabbalah may incorporate additional correspondences such as astrological signs, tarot cards, and alchemical symbols.  This adds layers of meaning and symbolism that are not traditionally part of Jewish Kabbalah.

Sources:  Occult interpretations of the sephirot draw from a wider range of sources, including the works of Western esoteric thinkers like Aleister Crowley, the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn, and others who have blended Kabbalistic concepts with their own systems of thought.

Specific Differences

Names and Attributes:  Some of the sephirot might have different names or slightly altered attributes in occult Kabbalah to better align with other mystical or philosophical systems.

Interpretation and Use: Jewish Kabbalah uses the sephirot in the context of understanding God’s nature and the process of creation.  In contrast, occult Kabbalah often uses them as part of rituals, meditative practices, and magic, focusing on personal spiritual ascent and transformation.

Why do some mystics attribute Da'at as the "abyss" in occult Kabbalah?  (Jewish Kabbalah has a very different descriptoin of Da'at, never mentioning any "abyss.")

In occult Kabbalah, Da'at is often associated with the concept of the "Abyss" due to its position and symbolic significance on the Tree of Life.  Here are some reasons why mystics attribute Da'at as the "Abyss":

Position on the Tree of Life:  Da'at is situated between the supernal sephiroth (Kether, Chokhmah, and Binah) and the lower sephiroth.  This location creates a conceptual "gap" or "abyss" that one must cross to move from higher spiritual understanding to lower human experience.

Symbolism of Transition:  The Abyss represents a profound transition or transformation.  Da'at, as the point of knowledge and understanding, serves as the key to this transition, symbolizing the passage from ignorance to enlightenment.

Concept of Separation:  The Abyss is often seen as a divide between the divine and the earthly realms.  Da'at, being the bridge between these realms, embodies the idea of separation and the need to reconcile opposites to achieve spiritual growth.

Historical and Mythological Influences:  The notion of the Abyss has roots in various mythological and religious traditions, including the idea of a primordial chaos or void before creation.  Da'at, as a point of hidden knowledge, aligns with this concept of a deep, mysterious chasm that must be navigated.

Why does Jewish Kabbalah associate Gevurah with judgement, while occult Kabbalah associates Binah with judgement?

The differing associations of Gevurah and Binah with judgment between Jewish Kabbalah and occult Kabbalah highlight the variations in interpretation and emphasis within these traditions.

Jewish Kabbalah

Gevurah (Judgment):  In Jewish Kabbalah, Gevurah is traditionally associated with judgment, strength, and discipline.  It represents God's ability to set boundaries, enforce justice, and exercise restraint.  Gevurah balances the sephirah of Chesed (Kindness) to create a harmonious interplay between mercy and judgment.  This duality is central to Jewish mystical thought, emphasizing the need for both compassionate and strict attributes in divine and human actions.

Occult Kabbalah (Hermetic Qabalah)

Binah (Understanding/Judgment):  In occult Kabbalah, Binah is sometimes associated with judgment due to its role as the sephirah of understanding and structure.  Binah is connected to the formation of limits and the process of discernment, which can be seen as a form of judgment.  This interpretation aligns with the broader framework of Hermetic Qabalah, which often reinterprets and reassigns attributes to fit a more universal and eclectic mystical system.

Key Differences

Context and Tradition:  Jewish Kabbalah adheres to traditional Jewish theological concepts, where Gevurah's role as judgment is integral to the balance of divine attributes.  In contrast, occult Kabbalah integrates multiple esoteric traditions, leading to reinterpretations where Binah's attributes encompass aspects of judgment.

Symbolism and Application:  The symbolic and practical applications of these sephirot differ due to the distinct spiritual goals and practices of each tradition.  Jewish Kabbalah focuses on understanding God's nature and maintaining spiritual and ethical practices, while occult Kabbalah uses the sephirot for personal transformation and mystical exploration.

Is Jewish Kabbalah a more powerful system compared with occult Kabbalah?

The question of whether Jewish Kabbalah is more "powerful" than occult Kabbalah largely depends on the context and the goals of the practitioner.  Both systems have unique strengths and applications based on their historical and cultural backgrounds.

Jewish Kabbalah

Spiritual Depth: Jewish Kabbalah is deeply rooted in Jewish mysticism and theology, providing profound insights into the nature of God, creation, and the soul.  It is a highly developed system with centuries of scholarship and practice.

Religious Context:  It is closely tied to Jewish religious practice, offering a spiritual framework that is integrated with Jewish law, ethics, and rituals.

Community and Tradition:  Jewish Kabbalah is supported by a rich tradition of rabbinic scholarship and community practice, which can provide a sense of continuity and support for practitioners.

Occult Kabbalah (Hermetic Qabalah)

Adaptability:  Occult Kabbalah is often more flexible and eclectic, incorporating elements from various mystical traditions, such as alchemy, astrology, and tarot.  This can make it more accessible to individuals from diverse backgrounds.

Personal Growth:  It focuses on personal spiritual development and transformation, often emphasizing practical techniques for achieving personal enlightenment and empowerment.

Creative Integration:  Practitioners of occult Kabbalah may find it easier to integrate into other esoteric practices, allowing for a broader exploration of mystical and magical traditions.

Comparison

Purpose:  Jewish Kabbalah aims to deepen one's understanding of God and fulfill religious and ethical duties within a Jewish framework.  Occult Kabbalah, on the other hand, is more focused on individual spiritual growth and the exploration of mystical experiences.

Practice:  Jewish Kabbalah involves traditional Jewish practices, prayers, and study of sacred texts.  Occult Kabbalah may include a variety of esoteric rituals, meditative practices, and symbolic interpretations.

Ultimately, the "power" of each system is subjective and depends on what the practitioner seeks to achieve.  For those within the Jewish faith, Jewish Kabbalah may offer a profound connection to their religious heritage.  For others seeking a more eclectic and personalized mystical experience, occult Kabbalah might provide a more adaptable path.

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Next I asked Copiolot about E'Asha Ashayana's (this is her current name, lol!) keylontic science:

Is keylontic science accurate when it says that the Kabbalah is fallen?

The claim that Kabbalah is "fallen" according to Keylontic Science is a matter of perspective and belief.  Keylontic Science, which blends spiritual and metaphysical concepts, suggests that the original teachings of Kabbalah have been distorted or misinterpreted over time, leading to a departure from its pure form.

However, this perspective is not universally accepted.  Traditional Jewish Kabbalah and its practitioners would likely disagree with this assessment, viewing their practices and teachings as authentic and divinely inspired.

Ultimately, whether Keylontic Science's claim is accurate depends on one's beliefs and the framework through which they interpret spiritual teachings.  It's always valuable to explore multiple perspectives and sources to form a well-rounded understanding.

Whey Protein, Solfeggio, Asking Someone Out, Reptilian Dream, and Kabbalah Progress

My 'cancer feeling' in my stomach has been off-the-charts lately.  This happened after trying whey isolate instead of concentrate.  (Whey is actually low in tyrosine compared with other dairy.  I don't really care about tyrosine anymore though.  They even sell N-Acetyl-L-tyrosine as a supplement to enhance focus.)  It's unknown why isolate would do this.  There are no negative reviews on it.  I guess this will have to be another 'unsolved mystery.'  

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Why not change it up with healing frequencies?

https://youtu.be/aJRpoUk-mpU

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I decided to ask someone out at a health food store I occasionally shop at.  She said I'm a nice guy but "No."  I'm just glad I asked her out.  I haven't asked anyone out in a very long time.  It's invigorating to do something like this.  

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Early this morning I dreamed about fighting a reptilian.  This reptilian was different than any I've ever encountered.  I was trying to stab his neck, but he was trying to help me.  I looked into his eyes and saw that he didn't want to be what he was and wanted to die.  I found myself feeling sympathy for him.  Then I woke up.  I don't know his current status.  

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The Kabbalah research is going well.  I could make a mega-post about what I'm learning.  I may or may not in the future.  This information is taking me to a level I've never reached before.  Here's an interesting story quoted from "Kabbalah for Dummies":

"One day, Rabbi Eliezer prayed to the Almighty for a vision of Elijah.  Elijah the Prophet appeared before Rabbi Eliezer and said to him, “What can I do for you?”  Rabbi Eliezer said, “I’d like to follow you around.  I’d like to watch you do your work, your work for the Holy One, Blessed be He, in the world.  I just want to follow you around and watch you do your work.”

Elijah the Prophet said to Rabbi Eliezer, “Sorry, you can’t follow me around.  You’ll have too many questions, and I don’t have time for your questions.”  Rabbi Eliezer responded, “I promise I won’t ask any questions.  Will you allow me the honor of watching you do your work?”  Elijah the Prophet agreed to that condition, and off they went. 

That night, the two were looking for lodging and saw a dilapidated shack.  They approached the shack and discovered a young, poor couple, impoverished and owning little else besides one cow, living there.  Elijah the Prophet and Rabbi Eliezer approached the couple and asked them for lodging, and the young couple greeted them warmly, welcomed them in, and gathered some straw to make the two strangers as comfortable as possible.  They offered their guests whatever they had, and Rabbi Eliezer and Elijah the Prophet spent the night. 

When he awoke the next morning, Rabbi Eliezer overheard Elijah the Prophet praying to the Almighty, asking that the Almighty kill the cow.  No sooner had Elijah the Prophet expressed this prayer than the cow suddenly died. 

Rabbi Eliezer was outraged and said to Elijah, “What did you do?  Why did you ask the Almighty to take the life of the cow?  They were such lovely people.  They have next to nothing.  Why did you take their cow?”  Elijah the Prophet looked at Rabbi Eliezer and said, “See, you have so many questions.  I don’t have time for your questions.”  Rabbi Eliezer, though confused, quickly responded, “Please forgive me.  I want to follow you.  I won’t ask you any more questions.”  Elijah gave him another chance, and off they went.

The next evening they were looking for lodging and arrived at a big mansion.  They knocked on the door, and the owner of the mansion came out, greeted them coldly, and agreed that they could stay down in his cellar.  He offered them no human warmth, no physical warmth, and no food, and down to the cellar they went.  During the night, Rabbi Eliezer awoke upon hearing a commotion.  He watched as Elijah the Prophet patched up an area of the cellar wall that was unfinished and crumbling. 

The next day, they continued traveling and arrived at a synagogue of wealthy congregants.  The pews were made of gold and silver, and the people in the synagogue were cold and unfriendly.  When Elijah the Prophet and Rabbi Eliezer entered the synagogue, nobody greeted them, and nobody performed the mitzvah of welcoming guests.  In fact, they noticed people whispering about them behind their backs.  Before they left the synagogue, Elijah the Prophet looked at the congregation and said, “I pray that you should all become leaders.” 

They entered a neighborhood that was impoverished.  The people were living in squalor, but they were very lovely, sweet, warm, gentle people.  Elijah the Prophet looked at this neighborhood, looked at these people, and said, “I want to bless you that one of you should be a leader.”

It was at this point that Rabbi Eliezer couldn’t hold his questions in any longer.  He said to Elijah the Prophet, “I know that you’re going to send me away.  I know that you required me not to ask questions, but I beg you, please, can you give me some understanding of what you’ve been doing?  I don’t understand anything that you’re doing.  I beg you.  Can you offer me some kind of explanation?”

Elijah the Prophet looked at Rabbi Eliezer and said, “I’ll offer you some explanation, but then you’ll have to leave.  Remember the first night when we encountered that lovely yet poor couple living in their shack with their cow?  And remember how outraged you were the next morning when you heard me praying to the Holy One, Blessed is He, that he should kill the cow?  What you didn’t know was that it was time for the wife to die.  But I pleaded with Hashem, "Don’t take the wife.  Take the cow.” 

Elijah said, “You recall the next night when we were put in that rich man’s cold cellar?  And you woke up puzzled when you saw that I was repairing his walls and fixing them up beautifully?  I wasn’t doing that.  I knew that there was a treasure buried within the walls.  The man who owned that mansion didn’t deserve the mansion, let alone the treasure buried in the walls, so I patched and finished up the walls nicely so that no one would ever discover that treasure.” 

Elijah the Prophet went on.  “Remember the next day, when we went to that synagogue that was so wealthy, with gold and silver pews, but all the people were so unfriendly?  I noticed how confused you were when you thought that I’d offered them some big blessing by saying that they all should become great leaders.  That wasn’t a blessing; it was a curse.  Anyone who has ever been in an organization knows the chaos that results from everyone thinking that he or she is a leader.  I prayed that they all should become leaders.  

And then we went to that poor neighborhood, and the people were so sweet and so lovely, and you wondered, in comparison to the earlier so-called ‘blessing,’ why I would just say, "I bless you that one of you should be a leader."  You see, that indeed was a blessing.  All that neighborhood really needed was one good, strong leader who could take the people out of the poverty and squalor that they lived in.”

Elijah the Prophet then said to Rabbi Eliezer, “Yes, you have to leave now, but please don’t forget that what you see in the world is not the whole picture.  It’s only part of the grand picture in the mind of the Almighty.”

(End quote)

I'm finding more wisdom from Judaic sources than I ever thought possible.  Yes, there are genocidal Zionists.  Every culture has bad apples.  Muslims have genocidal extremists but this doesn't represent Arabs, just as Zionists don't represent Jews.  Why not take the best and leave out the rest?  

Anyway, it was the Jews who originally developed the Kabbalah that is used by newagers, spiritualists, and occultists.  And unlike modern versions, the Judaic Kabbalah actually makes sense.

Oops, this turned out to be a mega-post.

(Updated on 12/14) The Reptilian Brain

All humans have what's called the "reptilian brain," which is their most primal aspect.

Those who have been ultra-traumatized have a much stronger and active reptilian brain, as one of the functions of the reptilian brain is survival instinct.

Those with abnormally active reptilian brains from extreme trauma may need to be careful to keep their reptilian brains from overriding higher functioning aspects.  One such method is to change physiology through dietary changes.

I found a true gem on youtube that I thought had disappeared from the internet.  This is very high quality information that takes what's being said in this post to the next level:

 

(People don't necessarily have to take external DMT, but his information is quite rare and useful.)

Some observations:

Taking a melatonin supplement brings the reptilian brain completely under control for a while.  Constantly dosing with melatonin is not the solution though.

Interestingly, various plant foods contain small amounts of melatonin. 

Too much blue light from screens amplifies the reptilian brain and suppresses melatonin.

High tyrosine foods make the reptilian brain more active.

From research with a nutrition search tool, dairy such as cheese, yogurt, and milk have the highest amount of tyrosine.  On the other hand, meat such as ground beef is much lower in tyrosine.  Therefore, going lacto-vegetarian is a disaster for those with overactive reptilian brains.

A question I've been having: 

Do kundalini activations from the planetary grids make the reptilian brain stronger in the surface population?  If so, this would explain why the surface population is increasing in aggressive behaviors (generally speaking).  However, I could be overstating the increase in aggressive behaviors.  (It's difficult to get a reading on this, as humanity has had many aggressive behavior patterns for a long time.)

Update on 12/14:

Despite all dietary efforts, positive results are limited.  It's of course always beneficial to keep vegetable oils and fructose low, but the benefits of diet can only be taken so far.  Thus, too much attention is being placed on diet; all I'm doing is 'chasing my tail.'  This post wasn't a complete waste though (the info on the reptilian brain and Ananda Bosman's video).  

Interesting Find, and Who Wins the War

There is something interesting to learn about the word "cabal" that many in the awakened community may be unaware of: 

The above is an excerpt from "Kabbalah for Dummies" by Arthur Kurzweil.  I've decided to pursue Kabbalah, as was suggested by Siris King, who I very much respect and still listen to from time to time even though I left his group.

Some may believe that Kabbalah is 'deep state' because it has "Kabbal" in it.  The deep state of course prefers that people believe such falsity/lunacy.

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No matter what the dark forces do, they cannot stop The Absolute (Source) from liberating Earth.  Yes they can make life very harsh.  Yes they can cause genocides.  But they are completely delusional because they actually believe it's their place to conquer all creation.  They believe they can take the place of Source when they are less than infinitesimal by comparison. 

Know that whatever the dark forces dish out, they are destined to fail.  Yes they can win battles, but they lose the war, because Source doesn't want what they want.

I'm Sorry, But I Can't Stay Silent On This

I opened up to first contact with the light forces in the dreamstate, and once again, a round-shaped UFO attacked me.  It hit me with a frequency that became auditory as I woke up from the dream.  The vibes were really messed up.  I may even have brain damage with this one.  My head started pulsing again (it's like a throbbing fever sensation without the actual fever - hard to explain). 

I've never actually had a positive dreamstate experience with Ets and UFOs.  They have all been extremely harmful and dangerous.  I don't know if the (US) government has UFO craft as well, using such craft to hijack the situation.  The bottom line is, I'm not currently open to first contact because it's not safe.  Until the light forces are able to clear enough negative interference, I'm left with no choice - I must abandon reaching out for my own safety. 

Others may have very positive dreamstate experiences with Ets and UFOs, and I'm not trying to discourage them.  Others can do what they feel guided to do.  I'm also not discouraging meditations.  The light grid needs the assistance of lightworkers.  I may still do Welovemassmeditation meditations.  But in my case, first contact = no way.  Again, not until enough negative interference is cleared to not be maimed. 

There are other things I can do in the meantime that would actually benefit me instead of causing me serious harm.  There's nothing wrong with gaining spiritual abilities and applying them to the physical world for a better life.  It's possible to connect to the divine and positive aspects of the spiritual world and the physical world at the same time.  The spiritual can enrich the physical, and vice-versa.

Maybe the "powerful flash of energy, relating to the completion of this cosmic cycle and beginning of the next one" on the 11th will change the situation.  Maybe this attack was the final desperate attack from the dark forces.  Maybe not.  I don't know.  

I usually just 'keep my mouth shut' when I have horribly dangerous dreams about Ets and UFOs, but it's been so many times that I need to speak out.

Intense Personal Post Regarding Goddess Presence (Updated 4 times so far)

Update:  It's an attempted attack on the Syrian Goddess Vortex.  (It's never coincidental when I make an intense post.)  I feel guided to remove the previous writing and post this important meditation instead:

https://www.welovemassmeditation.com/2024/12/meditation-for-peace-in-syria-every-4-hours.html  

The dark forces absolutely must not be allowed to compromise or control this vortex.

Update #2:

At least from what I can tell online, so far there is a transition of power that doesn't involve much bloodshed.  Syrian armies just 'up and left,' as did Assad.  I don't know what this entails because I haven't researched Syria much, but it at least doesn't seem to be extremely negative for the Syrian Goddess Vortex – again, so far.  For those who are doing peace meditations, keep sending Goddess Light through! 👍 

Update #3:

Here's where to go to keep track of what's happening:

https://halturnerradioshow.com/index.php/news-selections/world-news/syrian-president-bashar-assad-resigns-has-left-the-country

https://www.rt.com/news/608900-syria-damascus-live-updates/

https://www.timesofisrael.com/

Maybe I was being overoptimistic with this situation; I don't know.  Anyway, do what we can and hope for the best.  That's all anyone can do.  

Update #4:

(People can find Hal Turner's new links with updates on his site.)  

"Israel is destroying Syrian air bases, military bases, defense systems, intelligence facilities, and government structures."

"According to the Supreme Commander of U.S. Central Command, the U.S. unleashed over 75 airstrikes on ISIS camps in central Syria today, deploying B-52 bombers, F-15 jets, and A-10s to send a clear message: "No regrouping allowed."

Hard to say what this means for the vortex.  There are so many unknowns.  Cobra will most likely discuss the situation in his next update.  

Regarding Cobra Conferences (Updated)

Update on 12/07: Last night the dreamstate still had rough elements, but there were very positive elements that kept them at bay.  Maybe there are more attacks just before a conference and less during a conference.  It depends.  There are many variables.  

Further analyzing the behavior patterns of the dark forces, it's becoming obvious that attacks and possession get extremely intense just before and during Cobra conferences.  With the current conference (which takes place December 7th), a personal issue I've been having became more intense than ever before.  And of course, just as this was happening internally, there was a possible engineered earthquake attack:

https://halturnerradioshow.com/index.php/news-selections/national-news/flash-magnitude-6-0-quake-smashes-california-tsunami-warning  

If this was an attack, the goal of course would be to cause a 9.0+ earthquake in the Cascadia subduction zone, which would have resulted in a tsunami close to 100ft high on the West coast.  Very fortunately, this quake was only around 7.0.  (Perhaps there was intervention to get it down to 7.0.  Or, I later learned that this quake had plates moving horizontally instead of vertically.  Vertically moving plates are needed to cause a tsunami.  If this wasn't an attack, then it was earth releasing pressure.  What about the explosion though?)

Update:  There's a radiation spike in CA:

https://halturnerradioshow.com/index.php/news-selections/national-news/radiation-spike-san-diego-ca-people-wondering-was-yesterdays-earthquake-actually-underwater-nuke-blast  

Maybe this was one of Russia's responses for long range missile strikes into their country from US/Nato.  Either way, the dark forces orchestrated this; it's no coincidence that this happened just before Cobra's December conference.

I've also noticed 'above normal' discord on 2012 Portal's comments and associated interactions when there is a Cobra conference, so it's definitely not just me.  (Regarding discord, there are two main types of aggression.)   

Hopefully attacks won't be a problem much longer 😉, but definitely be prepared for some very powerful attacks just before and during the next Cobra conference, which is January 4-7.  (Cobra workshops are probably also in this category.)  

Attacks can of course happen any time, but it's probably not an exaggeration to state that in the relative timeframe, very strong attacks are 100% guaranteed every time there is a Cobra conference.  (I'm not implying that Cobra shouldn't have conferences.  This is just a 'heads up' to not get taken off guard next time – for myself and others.)

A potentially unnoticed way to enhance shielding is to take a look at any possible nutritional deficiencies.  For example, by keeping my fructose intake low I developed a vitamin C deficiency.  I was lucky to find guavas sold at a low price, which are rich in vitamin C while being relatively low in fructose.  (There's also the option of supplementation, but unless getting sick, vitamin C intake should never exceed 500mg per day.  Otherwise, DNA damage and mineral deficiencies such as copper deficiency are the result – long story.) 

Regarding Farscape

I finished watching the last of the series the other day.  It's a bit hard core in parts, but I really enjoyed it. 

My favorite character: Scorpius.

There is also an aspect of St. Germain in the miniseries "Peacekeeper Wars" after Season 4. 

(Spoiler alert)

The end has an interesting idea for using a "wormhole weapon" that results in warring sides agreeing to peace:

https://youtu.be/PtCVqSPUCfc?t=4138

All In!

The only reason I recently considered Kim Gougen's intel is because her material is so well-presented and laced with 'esoteric knowledge' that impressed.  Yet, clever as her material is, it's definitely missing the mark.  Astrological dates are very important, and the 11:11 portal is crucial to the liberation of earth and existence as a whole.

So, full speed ahead with Cobra's latest post, and the energies coming through are just fine.  Although I considered the possibility that humans can't handle the energies coming through, my conclusion is that humans can handle the energies to the necessary degree.  

Tangent:  There are many ways to increase melatonin for better sleep.  The internet has a wealth of useful information on this subject.

There are so many operations taking place right now.  There's the further removal of the lurker, removal of the Jesuits and the nanotech they use in the Sol system, removal of remaining black stones, infiltration of the light forces into the surface population, and code black operations.  So much is going on! 

I took the hardest hits this year, but now it's time to make a massive comeback! 

All in!

 

Solar/Cosmic Energies, or Something Else

("Possible flaws in this post" at the end goes into how I could be inaccurate.) 

Increased solar/cosmic energies coming through have powerful effects on the majority of the surface population who don't associate with 2012 Portal, A432 music, and meditations and so forth.  However, someone who does associate with 2012 Portal, A432 music, and meditations and so forth experiences these energies to a much higher extreme.  Both the 'awakened community' and the rest of the surface population - the vast majority of people on earth cannot handle the energies coming through, and need to be taken to another planet where the energies don't cause them further physical and/or mental damage.  

The damage is only getting worse with time, and I am a personal testament to this.  My own issues have definitely been getting worse.  Lurker clearing had absolutely no positive beneficial effect on me.  Indeed, 2024 was the year when I became much worse than ever before with distortions.  2024 will actually be known as the darkest year of my life.  (I don't like to talk about myself like this.  I like to focus on the larger picture.  I'm just using myself as an example so that others may (or may not) relate.)

So far, the surface population (both lightworkers/warriors and 'normal people') are not being taken to safety from the solar/cosmic energies coming through.  It should not be held against anyone for not being able to handle these energies.  The surface population has simply taken too much damage over eons from the dark forces to be able to process these energies, even with the buffering of these energies taken to the maximum.  

A main issue is that I am no longer getting deep sleep.  Most of my sleep at night is a combination of:  

1. Hearing random thoughtforms from the minds of others (not auditory but in the mind - it's difficult to explain).

2. Hearing accusational thoughtforms against me.  The latest one is "I know where you've been."

3. Occasional visions

4. REM sleep, REM sleep, and more REM sleep, which overloads my mind with too much information.  It's like a second life.  Many of the dreams are random/chaotic.  I also recently encountered some very aggressive 'H.P. Lovecraft entities.'

I'm not getting the deep, healing delta waves that I need.  It's been this way over the past few years, getting worse each year.  It's not that I don't ever go to delta, but it's only a fraction of what's needed to be in a healthy range.  

Melatonin temporarily alleviates issues.  5 mg gets me about 45 minutes of healing relaxation (about 30 minutes after taking this dose) that may have a similar effect compared with delta sleep.  I would have to constantly dose myself with melatonin throughout the day to maintain this, which is not the answer.

Mindfulness and being grounded in the present moment is the most powerful tool I've found thus far.  I realize that even though my mind is being seriously damaged, I can connect with that which is stable to 'carry me through.'  (With the exception of occasional hypoglycemia and the 'cancer feeling' in my liver area/stomach, my physical body is doing alright.  I even went to a doctor to have tests done this year and was issued a 'clean bill of health.'  I'm fit and strong physically, but I know too many people in real life whose bodies are being destroyed.)

Possible flaws in this post:

1. I'm projecting my own issues onto the rest of the world.  Although not everyone else is doing 'super awesome,' they are mentally in far better condition than me.  'It's just me.'   

2. I'm accusing solar/cosmic energies as being a problem when it's something else entirely, such as the dark forces specifically targeting me.

3. Diet is messing me up.  I've been splurging on foods I know I'm not supposed to lately.  'Tis the season' made me think I could get away with eating more sugar, especially since I'm trying out an enzyme lately that breaks down fructose.  This did not yield positive results at all, and I need to get back on track.  Other people who's bodies are being destroyed consume way too much sugar and caffeine and so forth, with their ill health being unrelated to solar/cosmic energies.