Thursday, April 2, 2026

Believe It Or Not

A commenter stated this:

"I am from southern China. I can confirm that the allegations against Li Haoyang are true; he is a monster who raped a girl and tried to cover it up. Li Haoyang was arrested by the police in 2024 and is currently in prison. Additionally, Liu Ziwen, the founder of the Blue Dawn organization, and his assistant Li Bei were arrested by the police in September 2024. They were apprehended in Tibet and are currently serving prison sentences as well, charged with using religious superstition to undermine public welfare."

Cobra mentioned the issue of "greyhat lightworkers." I'm reminded of a post by Ascend Liberation

https://optimaltimeline.blogspot.com/2025/09/the-broken-bridge-why-awakened.html 

that has this quote from Cobra:

"Light Forces are estimating that about one third of people in Lightworker groups (physical and online) are either entity possessed, MK-Ultra programmed double agents (sleepers) or some of them even infiltrated agents of Jesuits, Illuminati and intelligence agencies."

https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2019/12/blue-dawn-ascension-conference-report.html

It's important to understand the psychology of some rapists and pedophiles.  Some of them are really sorry for what they do and they will cry, but then will continue with their abusive behaviors because the programming goes so deep into their natures.  When anomalous programming bonds with sexuality, it's like scrambled eggs (that of course cannot be unscrambled).  It goes to such a deep level that someone like this who has a good heart cannot stop.  (I'm not taking the side of these individuals.  They absolutely need to be apprehended so that no more people get hurt.  This is only stated to understand the inner workings.)

Believe it or not, sexual deviants who are not born psychopaths (the ones who still have a heart and empathy) can connect with Source.  This is because sexuality is not the only aspect of a human being.  It's just that when someone with these issues connects with Source/higher realms, their distortions are not a part of this.  

Their sexuality would be non-salvageable, so if going back to Source, that part of them would be disintegrated while the rest of their non-distorted aspects survive.  This would be a partial restart, and one who is like this would rebuild aspects that are disintegrated if chosen.  (I'm approaching this from the angle of abusive sexualities being unable to be repaired no matter how much anomaly/subquantum/lurker gets cleared.  I could be wrong though; this is just what I'm seeing from current understandings.)

I'm able to become other people and embody their perspectives when drifting off to sleep at night.  (This is not under my control.)  Some of this comes through when I return to myself upon waking up, and I can see very private aspects of others.  I also have entire dreams of other people's experiences.  (Also not under my control.)  This places me in a position to go beyond surface-level understandings.  

The subject matter on this one is 'touchy,' but the remaining clearings reside within touchy issues.  There is no subject that should go unexamined if any tangible progress is to be made.

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  1. So you haven’t heard about this? I’ve seen two photos of the victim. In one, she looks young, healthy, and full of life—she doesn’t look a day over 23. She’s sitting in a small wooden boat, smiling at the camera. The other one is of her in a hospital bed. I don’t know if you’re familiar with the zombie look—thinning hair, skin and bones, sunken eyes, protruding cheekbones, and a waxy complexion. It shouldn’t be hard to picture. The medical report shows she was diagnosed with septic shock. Apparently, she gave birth at home on her own, which led to an infection; the virus entered her bloodstream, causing widespread inflammation throughout her body. I’m not sure if the girl ultimately survived; I recall someone mentioning she had to undergo an amputation. This incident triggered a massive crackdown on “Lightworkers” in mainland China, with many arrested—some of whom remain in detention to this day. While some of those arrested undoubtedly deserved it, a significant number were undoubtedly caught up in the dragnet. Everyone is familiar with the CCP’s methods: they confiscate your phones and computers, and scrutinize your social media communications and browsing history. If you’ve ever shared information about Cobra or organized group activities, you’ll be deemed guilty. They’ll follow the trail—if the administrator of a group is arrested, every member of that group will be interrogated. I’m still grateful to this day that I managed to avoid that storm. I recall this incident occurring before the widespread UFO/UAP sightings in the U.S.; around that time, an airport in China also suspended flights due to a UAP sighting.

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    1. At the time, all sorts of groups were popping up all over mainland China, and some people were even posting videos on social media where they appeared on camera to discuss “the incident” and related topics. I tried joining every single one of these groups, but I found them all to be too tacky. I did find a few people with higher levels of awareness, but the vast majority tried to turn the Cobra message into a religion, allowing no room for doubt. When I chatted with them in group chats, I’d get kicked out just for posting a lighthearted emoji—even though my intention was simply to interact with everyone in a relaxed and friendly way to build rapport. They wanted to create an order where only one voice was allowed. If you questioned anything, you were labeled a dark force and deemed not to be serving the light.
      Do you know why I think they’re so low? Because I was exposed to J. Krishnamurti and Eckhart Tolle long before I encountered Cobra’s teachings. So I know what kind of people are truly on the path of spiritual growth, and what’s just a sham.
      As Krishnamurti said—truth is a land without a path.

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    2. I feel it’s necessary to add that, at the time, I was also frequently participating in discussions within Krishnamurti’s discussion groups. These groups shared the same characteristics as the Cobra group—and were even more extreme. Krishnamurti’s language is very straightforward and rational. They would even mimic the tone of Krishnamurti’s Chinese books and translated lecture videos, just to keep the imitation going and satisfy their own sense of accomplishment. They would answer questions with more questions; as long as they didn’t want to stop, they could discuss things all day long, until eventually they forgot what the original question was. Isn’t that ridiculous? Do you understand? Why did Krishnamurti dissolve the World Star Society? Because this sage had long foreseen that humanity would turn everything into a complete mess.

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    3. Medbed anon.

      Hey, brother, deep observations and experiences.
      The deeper we go, the more interesting it becomes.
      With such evil I completely doubt about any positive changes, we are totally in a dead end.
      But let us swallow these truth pills and let's move on.
      Since I am amazingly sensitive energetically, so for a very long time this liberation community including Cobra seemed to me to be amazingly distorted, everyday I could not understand how deeply the people are fallen into this nest of dark, sticky, distorted energies.
      How can any forces of light work with such demons?
      At the end of the road, I wouldn’t be surprised at all if we all ended up being drawn into the darkest cult of the millennium.

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    4. China shandong qingdao, I remember seeing a fundraising site for this girl in the hospital that was posted in the comments section on a 2012 Portal post. I think that was her. She was in a bed and looked like she was in critical condition. I never could figure out what happened to her until now (if that's the same person).

      Having a cult mentality for 2012 Portal is indeed very toxic. People should always be allowed to ask questions and call matters out. No one should ever be made to feel ashamed for doing so.

      The most drama and discord occurs when I get into 2012 Portal's material. All the timeframes and astrological dates and Ets and the Event and so forth – this is all a very destabilizing influence on my life. Yet, I grow the most when I read Eckhart Tolle's material and implement it in my life – disidentifying from mental constructs and being present – that sort of thing really helps immensely. (I need to check out Krishnamurti's material more, and will.)

      It could be argued that the dark forces attacking is what makes life so destabilized when participating in 2012 Portal. For example, dark influences trigger people I know in real life to go against me. They get 'activated' in this way. Even if it's only the dark forces attacking in retaliation for participating in 2012 Portal that makes life so unstable though, at this late of a stage, there's nothing wrong with taking a step back and simply accessing I Am presence through the works of Tolle and Krishnamurti completely outside the 2012 Portal paradigm.

      At this point it's the liberation forces' responsibility to take care of business. No one's participation in 2012 Portal is required on the planet surface. People cannot be expected to get more and more damaged like this when it's been so many years already. There does reach a point where many may choose to move on, if only for their own welfare. There's nothing selfish about this because people are no good to the world anyway if being in unstable/dire conditions from all the damage. The damage really does add up over the years.

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    5. Nisargadatta Maharaj is also amazing to read, I always recommend reading him ( "I am That" Book)

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    6. I’m not suggesting that Krishnamurti’s message is superior. He elevated my ability to analyze the mind to a whole new level, making it easier for me to understand my own mind and how the individual mind influences the world. But he also had obvious flaws. He actually had a materialistic streak. He once said that if you worship a piece of rotten wood every day, you’ll get used to it over time, and if you skip a day, you’ll feel guilty. He used this to satirize religious worship, but proper rituals aren’t entirely without merit. He also never acknowledged the benefits of meditation. His teachings didn’t recognize reincarnation either; his response to those who asked about it was that you only hope reincarnation exists because you want to escape reality. So it depends on how you view him—much like how you view a cobra. If you treat his teachings as absolute truth, they will impose greater limitations on you. If you find his analysis of the human mind worthy of contemplation, then he can be of great benefit to you. But if you wish to explore other realms, you will need to seek out a new teacher or achieve enlightenment on your own.

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    7. I agree, all of them have their own flaws. It's maybe a matter of using what works best and discarding the distortions.

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    8. Yes, Starlight, I first read *The Awakening of Love*, and then *The Awakening of Spirituality in the New World*. Although the information was limited, I will never forget the profound impact they had on me. Actually, I’d known about the Cobra blog since 2012, but back then I mostly read it out of curiosity. I didn’t take what he said very seriously—much like how I viewed certain channeled messages. That was until I dreamed of Sanat Kumara for three consecutive nights. I asked many people about it, but none of them could explain it. None of them had ever experienced having the same dream three nights in a row, and crucially, during those three days I had a hangover every single day; I was in the throes of severe depression at the time. Yet when I woke up, I felt refreshed and clear-headed. It was as if I had woken from a dream rather than a hangover. At the time, I was drinking five 500-milliliter bottles of beer every day. I don’t know how much you can handle, but I would be completely wasted, and the next day I’d be in a daze for at least the entire morning. More importantly, every time I woke up, this dream would automatically resurface in my memory. It was as if I were walking from the room of the dream into the room of reality—a seamless transition. It was only then that I began to take Cobra’s messages seriously, because his messages, to some extent, explained why I was here. This was also the most powerful energy event I’ve experienced in my 30-plus years of life. I would look forward to a similar event almost every night before falling asleep, but it never happened again.

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    9. I used to drink quite a bit and then stopped from blood pressure/heart issues in 2019. I would drink 10.5% alcohol in 24 oz or 700 milliliter bottles. It wasn't every night but about 3 nights a week, and 3-4 bottles each time. I would go to work the next day with no one knowing. I'm glad those days are over!

      It's very interesting when dreams and metaphysical abilities find correlations with 2012 Portal. I have an almost photographic memory for dreams. Well, it's really strange. There are times when I can't remember dreams well at all, and other times the memories are very clear – so much so that I feel like I'm losing my mind because there are thousands upon thousands of dreams that can be recalled over the years. The 'dream database' could be in 4D somewhere, maybe linked with the akashic records. Memory is interesting because it's not limited to the physical brain.

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  2. I will still "follow" Portal in the sense of curiosity and a salt grain of open mindedness. I never really found it too destabilizing personally so maybe I've good metaphysical protection by default I'm not sure. Maybe the biggest downside is that it gave me an excuse to not prepare myself more fully for getting ready to live several more decades (rest of my life) in the Matrix which I've wholeheartedly dreaded well before discovering Portal.

    But Portal gave me that hopium I wouldn't need a "plan". I stand a solid chance of losing that hopium for good pretty soon. Then my next hopium might be something dismal like the implementation of a UBI, self-driving cars (driving terrifies me but I still have to do it), or even dying early (not by my own hand of course l, I couldn't do that).

    Portal 2012 website isn't going to survive one more year at this rate of inconsistencies and disillusionment, and I'll be there to witness its downfall I predict. I am possibly seeing it happening in real time. I'd love nothing more than to be wrong.

    The updates don't resonate (especially not the last one "New Heaven") and the comment section is just filled with uncritical pep/praises, channeling spammers, and people rambling incoherently off topic or about things so incoherent they can barely be considered to be about a topic at all.

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    1. Same anon. In retrospect I'm a bit overly pessimistic in this comment. I'll try working on being more neutral. I don't know exactly what will or will not happen. I also think that even if Portal goes down, and this whole community parts and goes their separate ways, planetary liberation is still a possibility but just we'll be forced to detatch from outcomes in such a case. After all, lightworkers collective role was supposed to be fulfilled completely back in August 2025, so it's not really needed to even have that website up anymore for the Galactics and/or angelic realms to do their thing. Neither would our engagement or continued obsession with it be required either.

      Whatever happens or not, it'll just be what it is.

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    2. Yeah, the 12:21 Portal was supposed to completely secure the timeline. Participation should be regarded as welcome but not critical to planetary liberation. The responsibility now shifts to the liberation forces. Golden timelines are fine, but are best pursued away from intel and updates. With so much having been cleared, "as above so below" applies, so the physical world should start showing major signs of improvement. What happens in the physical world has the final say regarding what's real and what's fabrication.

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    3. @starlight. Totally agree with you. News has shifted again and seems to suggest dark forces have a desire to control the narrative on the galactics when their presence becomes known without any ambiguity to the surface population. This is also why, as we have discussed previously, the event should always precede any disclosure scenario. 🛸

      There is massive potential for a fear narrative to develop and it appears there is already an attempt to seed it throughout humanity’s consciousness. Soft disclosure is never a good idea at this late stage. 🙏

      https://x.com/people/status/2039823218211479980?s=46

      https://x.com/thehill/status/2039786443577729046?s=46

      It’s been pushed heavily mainstream lately and we know it’s all under control of dark forces until planetary liberation. 🌅



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    4. Azara, very true, it's the modus operandi of the dark forces to disclose only in a way that fits their agenda.

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    5. starlight & Azara, so true.

      the aim of Matrix is to absorb loosh energy and prolong the Matrix for another second.

      Liberation concerns everyone: men, women, the good, the bad, children, middle-aged people, the elderly, ordinary folk—everyone ,From the old unnatrual ways and patterms:This includes any form of dependence.(media, specific information channels, etc.)
      It is different from simply enjoying something and being able to let it go at any time.It is the latter that constitutes true freedom; the former invariably leads to a fixed pattern that restricts our innate potential.

      In the final stages, it is advisable to maintain a healthy distance from any online information sources; observing is more important than drawing conclusions.

      Once the storm has passed, everyone will see clearly.

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    6. @starlight yes it is ridiculous if the Galactics were to allow disclosure to proceed in a fear based way which is exactly what this path entails. These news articles were everywhere today and reaching many people. 🛸

      It wlll allow the entire process to be hijacked and anchored in confusion. There are many individuals who had negative experiences and they will reveal them compounding the fear. Soft discourse is half truths and manipulation. It opens a type of energetic box that can not be closed (there are many who already believe and accept the NHI presence and what’s about to occur is an attempt to control those who haven’t thought about it seriously or accepted it yet). ✨

      It’s bizarre because we see the problems coming from this a mile away. 💜

      https://x.com/rosscoulthart/status/2039898283754328133?s=46

      https://x.com/nypost/status/2039936074844168291?s=46

      Nevertheless, it’s interesting to see this begin to accelerate again. Most lightworkers I’ve spoken to are very disappointed in it and seriously questioning the competency of the galactics at this point. Hopefully, it simply indicates the event or some broader sequence of final breakthroughs is close. Disclosure in this format will never solve the issues truly affecting humanity. Some even see it as a mockery. 🙏

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  3. Azara and MiracleTian, very good synopsis of the situation. It's definitely best to observe information without getting ensnared in many of the dramas and fears that are being promoted. I still keep an open mind to sources outside 2012 Portal as well. I came across this yesterday:

    "Now on the other hand there are other types of resets that are more positively fed to you. Some of those would be the Global Currency Reset that has been in the works now for almost two decades, which never pays out. Nesara/Gesara which has been in the works for allegedly much longer and neither of them are telling you the truth.

    ...The Great Reset is the next possible option for the elite to maintain control of us cattle as they call us. So that being said, the reason why they put out different versions of the Great Reset online is because they are looking for your implied consent, whether you favor the positive one or watch lots and lots of video about the negative Great Reset. The implied consent there is you watch, you fear it, so you’re giving away your power through fear. In addition to that, you do nothing about it. Not like there is anything you could do about it, but once you know and you do nothing that is implied consent. So, you are consenting to what they are about to do to you, based on the fact you are doing nothing. They say willful ignorance is a crime and this is where they kind of get you on a technicality.

    Now this isn’t anything negative towards all you listening to this in any way shape of form because there really isn’t anything you can do and they know it. But they put this information out there, both positively and negatively so they can get the majority of people to follow along and to do nothing but sit there and wait for the positive thing to happen, while the others are just looking for signs everywhere and anywhere that the negative could possibly be happening."

    (Link)

    Just going on how what she's saying makes sense, and not focusing on her being legit or not, well... she makes a massive amount of sense on this! Either way, with it being a positive great reset from Ets or a negative great reset from the dark forces, it's a fearful situation to have conditions continually deteriorate globally; both the positive and negative great reset feed fear in this way. The positive great reset also feeds fear that as global economic conditions continue deteriorating the promised interventions by liberation forces will never even occur. (The fear the negative great reset with all the gloom and doom is more obvious so I need not describe it.)

    This whole 'Event thing' that so many get sucked into also promotes hope that alternates with fear. The fear element is not knowing when it will occur and how bad things will have to get, along with uncertainty if it will even happen "in our lifetimes," as I've seen some say. Is it really using good sense to believe a magical 'Event' will just fix everything all of a sudden while global conditions continue to destabilize/worsen? Maybe not.

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  4. Medbed anon.

    So. I connected to certain sources and they also think, that there will not be any gradual shift, since even it the disclosure happened today, the humanity is too programmed to digest that and the largest part of humanity would continue living with red flowers in their hands as if nothing happened.
    So as they say, I also think the same, that IF/WHEN this great change happens, it happens in a way that this civilisation will continue collapsing to unseen levels and when it reaches the peak turmoil, then the Solar Flash happens and we instantly shift to the new reality.
    Since linearly I do not see it happening for long days already, that would take 100-200 years.
    And the biggest indication, in my opinion, before the final moment, will be the unprecedented turmoil, what is happening now, makes up maybe 5-10% to what are gonna see.
    So today, there are no any indications of it happening today, tomorrow or very soon.

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    1. @medbed anon. I think you’re correct about the maximization of entropy before trigger. I know a starseed who connected with her soul family in summer of 2023 in a float tank session. There are many details I could share but really what is most important is she has absolutely no knowledge of cobra, the light forces etc. I helped her work through this information after it occurred.🙏

      She was shown looting/riots and some chaos (it was communicated that this was a direct result of disclosure or what I’ll describe as some lifting of the veil here). This was a very powerful comms scenario that was totally unexpected.

      My own comms came long ago on this topic and independently of the portal. 💜

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    2. Medbed anon

      Hello, dear.
      Of course, nobody knows, but even though I am lost and angry, but I always understand your positions and many things you share. I also know very powerful souls, who have also had the connections with their soul families, have been taken to the ships and so on, and some of them are known nationwide in their countries. And that is how we defend our positions, because that seems fully legit for us.
      I also KNOW, it does not matter, when or how, but this movie will end up in certain way, we have detected the situation itself accurately and we do not need to have any doubts about it. THIS IS PRISON. There is nothing else to know.
      Even my closest people, with whom we almost used to fight when I tried to tell them that they were sleeping in this prison cell, these days are waking up and texting me the messages, that 'now I start to see what you used to say me'.
      Okay, Azara, thank you very much for your unstoppable love spread here and wish you all the very best.

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  5. What if this "event" follows natural cicles pre determined by Source? Maybe beings not trustful at all knowing that it will happen some time is using that to confuse us and feed themselves with our frustration and pain. Like our life in Earth follows some directives till we die that we dont know what will be. It happens same with Gaia

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    1. Sherman, being rude do not make me feel better as well

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    2. Was no being rude to you. Simply saying any 'directives' are just Archon creations.

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    3. Ok But I mean only Primordial Criator directives.

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  6. I'd say any paradigm that has great turmoil and a promised 'Event' that fixes it all, whether it be in the near future or centuries from now, is a method that is abusive. I choose not to go along with such a paradigm anymore. A paradigm that actually works is one that has conditions gradually improving instead of deteriorating. Old systems that don't work anymore can fade away, but the new planetary liberation systems need to be introduced at the same time. Yet, all that's really occurring is deteriorating global conditions without any known solid foundation emerging to replace it. I won't feed into the mentality that this is just a part of 'progress behind the scenes.' If progress is not tangible I will no longer buy into these kinds of narratives.

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    1. @starlight yes it’s extremely abusive with so much higher dimensional manipulation (especially asymmetrically on the surface by the actions of the dark forces). Whatever is reaching into this experience is very malevolent if it can impact so many souls; many who didn’t seek it out either. A lack of clarity and closure here will hurt many especially as conditions deteriorate further. 😔

      I don’t see it as progress either, and even if we accept the portal’s description of the liberation process as accurate in totality it feels more chaotic than what was expected to have occurred if the purpose of lurker/anomaly disentanglement was a smooth transition. 🌅

      The excuses about the dark forces also make little sense to me as the galactics would have always had the need to negate certain acts by them in the physical if they were to intervene. All that matters is what is tangible, you’re so correct about that. Suffering more to end suffering is logically incoherent. 🙏

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    2. Azara, I definitely concur. This is so important it needed to become a new post.

      https://starlight432.blogspot.com/2026/04/if-it-causes-harm-why-feed-it.html

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    3. Besides, "centuries from now" means nothing to us whose lifespans in "genetically floored primates" bodies tend to be under 80 years old. If someone dies and re-emerges as their true self, time as we know it doesn't exist outside the 3D Matrix. Therefore, all things that were to happen, have already happened. Eternity means that both past and present timelines are over, yet paradoxically not yet started. That's according to some NDEs I've read. Outside of time, earth's stories, all versions of this reality, it's already all done and fulfilled from the perspective of the other side.

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    4. That does not make me feel better, Anon.

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