Something Exists

One thing I found in common between most who have 'inside information' is they see themselves as saviors.  David Wilcock believes himself to be the reincarnation of Edgar Cayce and that his intel will liberate the planet.  The author of the Cobra blog stated that he saved Earth from annihilation on multiple occasions.  Jay Essex stated he is the reincarnation of Gandhi and will fix everything 'once he gets out of his body' (dies).  Kim "Possible" states that she has virtually identical DNA to the original Eve and that she has the highest level clearance on the planet for distribution of all the world's money, and she is denying the cabal the power to enslave/genocide humanity by completely cutting off their funds.  There are probably more examples of people like this out there who have managed to gain large followings.  Are any of them telling the truth, or are they all just lying on purpose or are delusional?  Only time will tell.  

The only thing I can really know for certain is this:

Something exists.  I may perceive this something to not be as this something really is.  Yet, this something exists. 

The End

A Christmas Story

Santa got Covid.
Then he got the vaccine.
Now there's no more Santa.

The End

Considerable Increase in US Population Despite 'Pandemic'

This is something I decided to check out. Here is the population for the United states over the last 3 years: 

Dec 1, 2020 330.66 million

Dec 1, 2019 329.02 million 

Dec 1, 2018 327.43 million 

Doing some basic subtraction with these dates, there was a 1.59 million increase in population from 2018 to 2019. From Dec. 1, 2019 to Dec. 1, 2020, there was a 1.64 million increase. During this ‘pandemic,’ there was an even greater population increase than the prior year! Some could say it’s because of ‘increased immigration.’ With these lockdowns and travel restrictions though, there would actually be less instead of more immigration. Just thought I’d point the numbers out for arsenal against the propaganda that Covid has been so deadly to the US. Others could do this for their own countries as well. They would probably have similar findings.

Source for numbers:

https://www.multpl.com/united-states-population/table/by-month 

How to Reduce the World's Population by 90%

This petition is the most awesome petition you will ever sign! 

https://www.change.org/p/the-awakened-population-planetary-liberation-now

And this meditation is the most awesome meditation!

http://2012portal.blogspot.com/2021/11/make-this-viral-divine-intervention_23.html

I have a bit of an ability to do mind-reading, and maybe I was able to get inside the minds of the cabal.  Here's their possible (probable?) plan:

The vaccines will be lethal, not killing immediately, but in the near future by destroying the immune system and so forth.  The vaccine deaths (from those who at first choose to get vaccinated) will be blamed and recorded as deaths from the new Covid strain.  Because we are saying that our vaccines also protect against the new Covid strain, the artificially higher mortality from the new Covid strain (vaccine deaths) will be used as leverage to force vaccinate the rest of the population.  Also, make a small portion of the vaccines nonlethal, in a form that shuts down higher faculties in order to have a small portion of the population survive as our mindless slaves (~500 million).  A population of 7.5 billion people is too great to be controlled, but ~500 million mindless slaves is a different story.

Update:  There's something else to consider as well:

"There are many scary news in the media but ultimately there is no reason to be afraid for the vast majority of people reading this blog. The vaccines are NOT being used to depopulate the planet, and vast majority of people taking the vaccine will NOT die. After the Event, the Light Forces will be able to reverse and heal ALL negative side effects of the vaccines with their technology.

Light Forces have also communicated that it is very good for people to minimize their exposure to mainstream and alternative media and rather spend more time in nature, meet each other in small inspiring groups, listen to the music or do whatever it takes to keep the vibration high. If you feel so guided you can also meditate and clear the energy of Lightworkers and of the planetary energy grid with the violet flame."

And, don't feed the bad wolf:

https://starlight432.blogspot.com/2021/08/two-wolves.html

 

Seeing Reality for Myself

I thought Benjamin Fulford's idea of going to hospitals and investigating for oneself was a good idea.  I live on the West coast, and cases are said to be particularly high in my county. 

Here is an article about the hospital:

https://www.nbcbayarea.com/news/coronavirus/bay-area-hospital-bed-availability-declines-as-covid-19-cases-rise/2413561/

Here is the Bay Area Hospital mentioned in the above article, in Coos Bay, Oregon on Friday December 18, 2020, at around 2:30 pm.  I don't know about the mentioned hospital beds running out from the news article, but I found that this hospital was not super busy and had many empty parking spaces:

 

If Benjamin Fulford is Correct

If Benjamin Fulford is correct about Covid being a global scam, this would mean that the number of people who are a part of this scam is far greater than most would think.  I had the thought-form that the number of people it would take to keep the scam going would be around 1 in 20 people, or maybe even more.  There would be no other way to keep the scam going unless a very substantial portion of the surface population is participating.  I'm not pointing this out to say that Fulford is incorrect.  He may very well be correct.  

The problem is that for the vast majority of the surface population, the situation is this:

If you give someone enough money, this person will do JUST ABOUT ANYTHING.

Pay someone enough money to be a crisis actor, and 9 times out of ten (or more), this person will gladly comply.  This makes the surface population look really bad, especially to positive Ets.  I really hope that I'm exaggerating here, and there are less people than I'm saying who would throw away their integrity (and humanity) for money.  If it's just 1 in 20 people on earth who would throw away their integrity for money, betraying humanity on this large a scale, with this many people 'in on it,' this also makes the surface population look really bad to the rest of the universe.  

The bottom line is that money needs to be in the hands of the 'good guys,' so that people will do good in the world for money.  If the cabal has most of the money, there are more than enough people in the world who would gladly accept the offer to participate in the genocide of humanity.  This would apply even if Benjamin Fulford is partially correct.  Suppose the virus is real and is killing a very small number of people, but the numbers need to be inflated to have a genocide (global forced vaccination and/or mass starvation from lockdowns), so 1 in 20 people are crisis actors and/or people in high positions of authority to continue the lies and propaganda.  Either way, Covid is definitely being used for NWO purposes. 

Taking Our Power Back

If people feel that the next Cobra mass meditation will create real changes, then by all means do so.  I will probably participate in the meditation myself.  However, I'm not going to rely on the meditation, nor the light forces, to save the world.  I'm not waiting anymore.  The time is now, and here is what I have to say:

The Cobra blog states this in their December 15th update:

"If the critical mass is reached, the Light Forces will be able to intervene more directly in the global situation, start dissolving the Matrix, and a cascade of events will follow that will inevitably lead to the Age of Aquarius.

If we wish to achieve an impact on the physical plane and reach the critical mass, tt is extremely important that we do our meditation exactly at the time which has been determined by the Light Forces to have the maximum positive impact..."

This is the problem.  The Cobra blog encourages people to rely on the light forces to enact real change on earth.  It's always about the light forces intervening, instead of the surface population intervening themselves.  So, people are always waiting on future meditations before anything real will change in the physical world.  This has been going on for several years.  This is also why there were so many comments of people complaining about the light forces not doing anything to physically intervene.  The Cobra blog should never have encouraged people to rely on the light forces like this in the first place.  

The main mentality created by the Cobra blog is this:

"You will live a miserable existence in a hostage situation until the light forces are able to intervene, but do mass meditations to speed up the process of planetary liberation.  Until these mass meditations are completed, with the proper astrological alignments in place, there is nothing else that can be done to help the situation.  Well, maybe go out in nature for 30 minutes a day to feel better, but you will still be in a hostage situation when doing so."

Every mass meditation starts out like this:

"It is time to take action again! It is time to take the destiny of our world in our own hands! We all agree that the process of planetary liberation is taking too long."

Yet, the Cobra blog strongly implies that only the actions of the light forces (positive Ets) can liberate the planet, so how exactly are we taking our destiny into our own hands?  Humanity itself is basically made out to be powerless to solve the situation themselves, short of mass meditations which by the way, have not even created any noticeable positive changes.  This next one (December 21, 2020) is supposed to be the next big one though that will finally allow physical changes to occur.  However, it was mentioned in previous mass meditations that this would be the case as well.  This isn't the first time Cobra has stated that the light forces would be able to directly intervene after a mass meditation.

Here's what was said for the August 21st, 2017 solar eclipse meditation:

"This meditation helps the Light forces to ground the energy of Light on the surface of the planet to resolve the deadlock between the Light and the dark forces, finally setting humanity free."

A quarter of a million people participated in the August 21st mediation, exceeding critical mass.  This is just one example of many where the Cobra blog led people on to believe that the light forces would finally be able to enact real positive changes for the surface population.  The April 4, 2020 meditation had 1.1 million people participating lol!  And here we are now, over 8 months later, with the world in a very sad state of affairs.

While Cobra followers have been helplessly waiting on this next mass meditation, I have been contacting armies across the globe to help the United States stop the CCP (Chinese Communist Party).  I don't count on mass meditations and Et help to save the day.  I instead count on real people, right here, right now.  Here is my message to militia across the globe as an email:

Subject line:  Military Assistance Requested to Save the World from the CCP

"As I'm sure you are aware, the United States is outnumbered by the Communist China Party, infiltration from within, and from possible invasion from UN armies.  If the United States is taken over by the CCP, the entire world will fall under the dictatorship of the CCP as well.  Here is an example of what the military in the United States is up against:

https://prepareforchange.net/2020/12/15/communist-china-successfully-infiltrated-vaccine-giants-pfizer-astrazeneca-and-glaxosmithkline-as-part-of-unrestricted-warfare-to-defeat-the-us-military-and-conquer-north-america/

Although your country has not always been on the best terms with the United States, please provide help for the sake of the future of your own country, as no one on earth will escape the rule of the CCP if the CCP takes over the United States.  Please also request aid from all other armies across the globe who are not owned by the CCP to assist in liberating the United States from the CCP.

Thank You."

'Not Quite Ready'

This is a response to David Wilcock's latest video.  I want to point out that I'm not trolling him here, but felt that it was important to point something out very strongly.  

Here's his latest video on youtube:

https://youtu.be/4Z4DcQ53yfM

In this video, Wilcock states that first contact will not happen yet because 'people aren't quite ready.'

My response is this:

No one was ready for this whole 'COVID NWO thing,' but people are learning to stand up for their rights.  There are countless things that happen to people that they are 'not ready for,' but they still happen, and people learn to be able to handle it.  That's why I 100% disagree that people are not ready for first contact.  People would definitely be able to handle first contact right now.  It may be a shock to them, but how would this shock be any different to them than, for example, the birthing process itself?  The baby isn't premature either.  The baby's already been in the womb for too long.

Maybe the positive Ets want to have a 'proper' first contact that is some great moment in history.  I, however, strongly feel that this simply needs to happen ASAP.  Just get it done.  How many children have to starve to death every day, and how long do the people of earth have to suffer and be abused, just to have a 'proper' first contact?  Action needs to happen ASAP.

Wilcock also goes into how he 'wasn't wrong' about saying that things would happen back in April.  He says that he wasn't wrong but his 'timing was off.'  If someone says something is going to happen but it doesn't happen, this person is wrong.  No one's perfect, but this wasn't the first time Wilcock has stated something would happen and it didn't happen.  Back in April I stocked up on food and water.  This time I will NOT be stocking up on food and water.  If others feel the need to do so, go for it.  Whatever. 

I have a bad attitude for a very good set of reasons.  The romance is dead.  Let's just get this bullshit over with. 

Free Choice

Someone who has 25% accurate information regarding the subject of choice makes choice A.

If this someone had 100% accurate information on the subject of choice, this someone would have instead made choice B.  Therefore, free choice is maximized when accurate knowledge is maximized.  Free choice cannot exist when information is incomplete and/or inaccurate.

The media tries to violate free choice through misinforming people. The media operates like this:

“Those others are lying to you, but I’m telling you the truth, so listen to me, and make decisions based on what I’m telling you.”

History of Esoteric Groups/Individuals I Followed (Unfinished Version)

 Desteni Productions

I encountered this group in 2008.  The group started out with a girl who was the voice of an interdimensional portal, where different kinds of beings would come through.  Desteni Productions covered a wide range of esoteric topics, including the Annunaki and Atlantis.  According to Desteni Productions, all life everywhere else in the universe has been destroyed through wars, and earth is the last planet with life.  The cause of all of this was the "mind consciousness system."  Only the physical is said to be real, and life is to be "birthed in the physical" by removing all mind-systems, including love.  This group was said by some to be the teachings of the 'illuminatti.'  This controversial group was eventually banned from youtube.  Old videos of portal interviews have returned to youtube.  I watched about 500 of their videos, and was very much a believer 'back in the day.'  I had a falling-out with the group though over another person's information named Amitakh Stanford.

Amitakh Stanford

This author had the site xeeatwelve.com, which no longer leads to her work.  Amitakh Stanford has many gnostic writings about the nature of the universe, which I was very much interested in around 2009.  According to Amitakh Stanford, the universe is a creation from darkness.  At its smallest unit, physical matter is composed of spinning tetrahedrons, and light that it trapped within these spinning tetrahedrons is what keeps the universe going.  The sun is said to actually be a cube that spins so fast that it is spherical only by appearance.  When light is liberated from physical matter, the universe will cease to exist.  The "True Realm" is the real world, which is a world that is free from the prison of geometry.  The Annunaki and demiurge are discussed.  Manichaeism is the specific branch of gnosticism that Amitakh Stanford promotes, and the prophit Mani is an "Attas of light" who came to liberate light from physical matter.

Keylontic Science

I encountered keylontic science in the early 2000's when I was doing an internet search for activating multidimensional DNA.  E’Asha Ashayana (current name) is the author of Voyagers - The Secrets of Amenti Volumes 1 and 2.  Many topics are discussed, including Ets, DNA activation, merkaba, and the history of the universe.  The scope of E’Asha Ashayana 's work is astronomical, with countless lectures and programs.  Metatron is said to be fallen, and the metatronic merkaba is called a death star merkaba, which leads to finite life and a non-eternal nature.  The flower of life is said to be metatronic, and therefore very much avoided.  This lead to great confusion, as I was a follower of many other people and groups who were promoting the flower of life or the metatronic merkaba, including Dan Winters, Ananda Bosman, and Cobra.  E’Asha Ashayana terms the fibbonaci sequence as the "fib of no chi," which is a merkaba that has to vampire on everything in its path to sustain itself.  The "krystal spiral" was stated to be the true eternal progression of numbers, with a ratio of the square root of 2 instead of phi, which is 1.618.

Ananda Bosman

This person is said to the the founder of the A432 hz movement.  Through tuning music to A432 tuning, and also having music at 144 beats per minute, it is stated that a harmony can be reached of compassionate love, which is 8hz.  Ananda Bosman states that the pineal gland calcifies at puberty but can be re-awakened by drinking ayahuasca, which contains pinoline, DMT, and other alkaloids.  Ayahuasca is also said to activate 8 hz.  What interested me so much about Ananda Bosman was that the white and dark brotherhoods could be bypassed through "All-Is-God," meaning that the physical world is also God, without any seperation.  The duality of heaven vs. hell can be bypassed through 8hz, leading to a novelty of experience outside polarity.  I decided to drink ayahuasca in 2006, as I wanted to gain psychic abilities and become physically immortal.  I drank the ayahuasca under the wrong settings though, and it was the most frightening experience I've ever had.  I don't state this to disuade others if they wish to give ayahuasca a try though.  After the 6 hour journey, I was completely unafraid of death.  The ayahuasca allowed my concsious mind to make contact with the underlying fear that is present in the physcal body (all physical bodies have this fear but it's in the background), and transmute a portion of this fear.

Dan Winters

Dan Winters worked with Ananda Bosman on certain projects.  Dan Winters was a developer of "perfect compression," which involves phi-ratio progression of numbers.  The main goal is stated to be able to die successfully (whenever death may arrive), whereas after death there is enough coherance to be able to maintain choice, as a self-stearing tornado of sorts.  Dan Winters uses the pentagram as the main sacred geometry to illustrate this.  Dan Winters also developed the "imploder nozzle," which sends water through a vortex to make the water very rejuvinating.  Plants who were given this water were shown to grow faster, healthier, and taller than plants given normal water.  

Cobra (Compression Breakthrough)

This site is 2012portal.blogspot.com, which covers a number of topics, including Ets (mainly the Pleaidians), the origin of evil (the "anomaly"), reptilians, chimera spiders, mass meditations, astrology, planetary affairs, and solar system affairs.  The Cobra blog has a been a source of great frustration for me in the last year, as mass meditations were not able to stop COVID NWO plans despite reaching and in some cases far exceeding "critical mass."  I had a falling out with this blog when I saw that case numbers and deaths for the virus were sky-rocketing just after the November 11th mass meditation.  I was already in a very upset state when over 1 million acres of forest were burned in Oregon fires (I live in Oregon).  California has had many fires as well.  I was upset that action was not taken to stop these fires by Ets and "the resistance."  I visit the Cobra blog from time to time, but I take information from this blog with 'a very large grain of salt.'  All of my comments are blocked from being posted on the Cobra blog because I said "Fuck you."  The real reason may have been that I was exposing the absolute failure of the meditations to fix the timeline.  I could write more about this blog here, but it's such a 'can of worms,' and my other blog posts about Cobra go into this in greater detail.

Grand Order of Draco Slayers

I encountered this group around the same time I was having a falling out with Desteni Productions.  Bear Heart, who was the youtuber who made occult-inspired videos, is a western ceremonial magician who has confirmed super-human strength.  He channels all kinds of heroic beings, the main one being Thor.  The first video I saw from him was his description of getting in to a physical fight with a physical reptlian.  This blew my mind away.  I've watched every single video he's ever made, although his main channel is no longer on youtube.  I learned a great deal about the occult from G.O.O.D.S.  I talked with Bear Heart on the phone as well.  Later with his videos, he started talking about working with the 72 spirits of the goetia.  I didn't understand this, which seemed to take a very different direction from his Thor videos.  I didn't quite feel that I should be working with the 72 goetic spirits (maybe I'm a wimp lol, but my intuition told me to stay away from it).  Bear Heart also had a blog with many updates, but he completely disappeared from the public arena around 2015 or so.  

MindandMagick

This is another western ceremonial magician who may have had a history with Bear Heart.  Mindandmagick's youtube channel and programs delve into the occult, and I in addiction to Bear Heart's teachings, I have learned a great deal from Mindandmagick's material.  Topics include astrology, polarity, manifestation, and various magical techniques.  

SirisKing

This youtuber delves into this occult, giving information about various ways of initiation, including lunar initiation and solar initiation.  I used to watch SirisKing's older videos, which talked about a wide range of subject matter, giving some very interesting knowledge, but these older videos were later removed.  Current videos also have excellent occult knowledge with very unique perspectives.  SirisKing focuses on various cultures as well, and states that culture is a very important factor in the occult.  A great deal of occult knowledge and development can't be accessed without some kind of initiation from an adept, which is probably true.  SirisKing also gives excellent suggestions for reading material to learn about the occult.

David Wilcock

Emery Smith

Corey Goode

Jay Essex

Sarah Adams

Phillip Sunnen

Chrisie Thai

Otto Jackobson

GHREES

Jordan Sather

Toying With My Emotions

That's how it feels regarding positive Ets.

Maybe there's a small sign here and there that they are out there, but when it comes to the really serious problems that I need help with, positive Ets just aren't there.  I don't like asking for help in the first place.  I like being self-reliant.  But when I wake up in the morning and the area where my kidneys are hurts, and everything thus far that I've done to stop this has failed, I suppose I do need help.  My doctor didn't seem to think anything was wrong with me from the blood tests, but something definitely is wrong when I wake up in the morning feeling absolutely horrible.  It's problems like these, among many other problems, where the really big help is needed, the Pleiadians have always done absolutely nothing to assist.  All kinds of excuses are made of course from the Cobra blog as to why help cannot be provided. 

I've had thought-forms come to me where they say that they love me and so forth, but then they just let me suffer like this as my body falls to pieces.  I exercise.  It's been nearly 18 months without any alcohol.  I try all kinds of dietary changes.  I will continue to try all kinds of dietary changes.  What else can I do?  Help with the most important problems is never available.  Help is always... just out of reach.

I'm not complaining.  I'm being factual.  It's a fact that these problems go unaided, and have gone unaided for several years.  That's true for everyone else as well who are rapidly deteriorating.  Hearing "I love you" just makes things worse when core problems remain unsolved and unrelenting.  

I try not to think about positive Ets, because when I do, the confusion and frustration that arises from them not truly being there to truly help gets in the way of accessing Source.  I need to go to Source for help, and not get caught up in first contact, because all first contact has ever been for me was a broken heart.  If they really love me, why won't they help me?  The only conclusion I can arrive at is that they don't really love me.  But they say that they do!  Maybe Source loves me.  Maybe Source can finally come through and help me, and fix my problems and the planet's problems.  So yes, I let Source flow through me.  But no, I will not allow the mind-game that has become first contact to get in the way.  

If positive Ets want to make first contact, then do so.  Or don't.  Either way, I will not allow reunification with Source to get side-tracked.