Perspectives and Findings

The greys (or as some say, the jinn) continue to terrorize me, so I am exercising this protocol: (I'm always terrorized by them when sleeping at night, so this can be done when dozing off.  It's not an official meditation.)   Strongly imagine oneself being a giant that is hundreds, or even thousands of feet high, or even several miles high, even going up into the exosphere if deemed necessary.  The greys are like little ants on the ground as one stomps on them as though one would stomp on insects.  This can also work with tsunami attacks, as tsunamis have been used as a water elemental attacks against me.  Giants experience tsunamis as mere ripples on a pond.   Being a giant has many uses.   

– Don't wait on the light forces or NESARA or the St. Germain Trust to give oneself money.  Don't play the waiting game.  Do what is needed to bring oneself abundance here and now.  This may mean doing things one doesn't like, but perseverance can pay off.     – Don't entertain the idea that money is evil.  Have an abundance mindset.  – Don't entertain "shoulds" such as "We shouldn't have to use money in the first place because we should have replicators."  Deal with what is here and now.  This doesn't mean to no longer have energetic support for planetary liberation.  Just make sure this doesn't interfere with bringing oneself abundance here and now.  Don't allow weaponized spirituality and idealism to place oneself in poverty, and break free from victim mentalities.   – Get into being motivated with 'mental toughness.'  This is part of why I made a recent post with motivational videos.    – Find ...

"Now, as long as humanity uses common sense and avoids doing foolish things, peace will soon return to our world." https://www.golden-ages.org/2025/05/23/20250523-02/ I heard some thoughts that may have been from a member of the positive forces that humanity on the surface is overvalued/overestimated in quality.  (For convenience, the term "positive forces" is being used to cover the light forces, resistance movement, and the light forces from other universes.) Worse case scenario (perhaps the most likely scenario): Surface humanity's common sense is far below the needed threshold for "peace soon returning to our world."  Not only do plans need to be made for some key lightworkers who are not using common sense, but also for surface humanity with the same issue.  All worst-case scenarios need to be covered.  (Maybe they already are, but access to that intel is restricted for security reasons.)   The reason there is such a lack of common sense among s...

The greys just terrorized me in the dreamstate again; it's been a while.  Two of them this time.  I was just enjoying some music in the dream, and they came out of nowhere.  They moved fast from a distance and made a strange yelling sound.   Lately I've been actually having positive experiences in the dreamstate.  Lately I've been liberating myself by learning and growing too much for their taste.  So, they came back to 'keep me in line.'  I'm so sick of them I may try to fight back this time if/when they come to terrorize me again.  I hate them!  Why can't they just die already?  They have no right to interfere in my evolution!  It was a major boundary that was crossed for them to ever mess with me, or anyone else!  I command to the positive realms and beings above, and all positive forces, and to The One, remove these parasites forever!!!

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My blog is for those who may be interested, but is also a way to communicate with the Light Forces.  This post is particularly addressed to the Light Forces. My friend from the past who became obsessed with H.P. Lovecraft and associated entities may be a focal point of sorts for the lurker.   There is an energetic connection I still have with this person, and I am still seeing entities from H.P. Lovecraft lore when in the lower alpha and theta range of consciousness.    I would like to know if these entities are from the lurker, or are from the inverted tree, or abyss.  This gets confusing. Regarding this: "First, by utilizing Mjolinr technology, the Light forces have evaporated all physical and non-physical black holes around the surface of the planet, including all black holes in the auric fields and all black holes inside implants of the surface population. This has collapsed all Tunnels of Set and the dark grid around the planet is no longer an inverted...

Lacto-Vegetarian Diet Fails with Hard Labor I've had to do some intense physical labor recently, and the vegetarian diet hasn't been getting me through it well.  I've been vegetarian for over a month, and it was fine when I wasn't working, but when really physical work is involved, I become ultra-depressed/'dark.'  I've also been very thirsty all the time.  I'll drink a massive amount of water and the thirst remains.  This is possibly due to the very high amount of phosphorus from the lacto-vegetarian diet.  Dairy is very high in phosphorus, which is hard on the kidneys.  My phosphorus intake was estimated at about 3g per day.  The recommended amount is 700mg per day for adults.  Long-term high phosphorus intake from dairy is a health disaster.  Meat has far less phosphorus compared with dairy such as cheese, so I'll be replacing dairy with meat to the level necessary to get the phosphorus down.  Regarding the Event I always said to have...

One can be a slave to one or more of the following (this is no particular order): – Cabal programming – Materialistic desires – Cobra updates (placing one's well-being on the next update) – Repetitive long-term online ranting that yields zero results – Conflicts/infighting  – Comment sections – Intel and needing to know 'the real deal' – Mental prison mind loops – Upsetting news of negative events in the world that make Earth feel 100% hopeless and broken – Corporations – Fixation on negative events in the past – Fixation on the future (There may be more to add to this list I haven't thought of.)  The less layers of slavery that exist in one's life, the better off one will be.  The question can be asked, "Which layers can I eliminate?"  Go from there.

Listen to and sing "Om" to A432 frequencies.   Don't try to visualize anything.  Just feel the sound within.   Sound can carry Light through. Unite with Sound to unite with Light. Updates on 05/08: It's fine to do visualizations.  The next mass meditation of course has visualizations.  It's just that there are times when healing and unlocking abilities is best done in a way that places all focus on the feeling of Sound itself. "Eeeeeaaaah" and other mantras can be chanted as well.  Do what feels natural.   I noticed that when singing without listening to A432 frequencies on headphones or speakers as a guide, my voice naturally tunes to A432.  I confirmed this by generating a pitch to the frequency of my singing with software.

I'm not saying everyone should go vegetarian.  I have a friend who has Parkinson's disease who went on the carnivore diet.  (It's said that the carnivore diet really helps people who have Parkinson's.)  If the carnivore diet helps people with certain health conditions, I'd say go for it.  (Although I'm vegetarian, one thing I have in common with the carnivore diet is that I avoid vegetables.  Surprisingly, I've found that virtually all vegetables are poisonous.)  But as for the lightworker community as a whole: Yes there have been agendas (which failed) to get people to eat toxic soy-based meat substitutes and/or fankinmeats.  Yet, looking at the current situation, it makes sense that the dark forces want more lightworkers to eat meat because the increased conflicts aid WW3.  Also, the dark forces routinely alternate agendas, and they could have even been using reverse psychology with their anti-meat agendas for manipulation to eat more meat...

Substance addiction and porn addiction are obvious addictions, but there are also other addictions, such as addiction to destructive thinking, intel addiction, food addiction (binge eating/gorging), addiction to another person or persons, and addiction to power.  Core beliefs behind addictions: "If I don't indulge in this, I won't be complete." "If I don't indulge in this, I will miss out." In reality, indulging in an addiction doesn't complete oneself, but makes oneself more empty.  In reality, one misses out on life when indulging in addictions.  Furthermore, it's really archons/parasitical entities that miss out when choosing to not indulge in an addiction.  Just like loosh, the energy given off from the indulgence in addictions is an energetic currency for archons/parasitical entities.  And, the loosh generated from guilt and shame after the indulgence is another feeding for them.  Addictions are very nourishing to archons/parasitical entitie...

Examples of Historical Vegetarians "Nikola Tesla was a vegetarian, especially later in life.  He believed in the ethical, ecological, and health benefits of vegetarianism.  Tesla openly advocated for a plant-based diet, considering it a more humane and sustainable choice.  He once remarked that vegetarianism could help eliminate the "barbaric habit" of slaughtering animals and improve both physical and mental health. Tesla's diet primarily consisted of milk, bread, honey, and vegetables, and he avoided stimulants like coffee and tea.  His views on food were deeply connected to his broader philosophy of living harmoniously with nature." "Pythagoras, the ancient Greek philosopher, is often considered the father of vegetarianism.  His followers avoided meat as part of their philosophy of nonviolence." "Leonardo da Vinci, the Renaissance polymath, reportedly abstained from meat and expressed compassion for animals." More examples of historical ...

Even High Oleic Oils are Poisonous If Eaten as a Food Source I made the false assumption that a high oleic oil like high oleic sunflower oil and/or olive oil can be consumed as a main daily source of fat.  I used these added oils to increase my fat intake by 40g per day.  This was used as a substitute for butter because I wanted to go low in saturated fat, because when having a moderate amount of carbohydrates per day (around 150g net carbs total), saturated fat needs to be low.  (If going low carb, going low in saturated fat isn't really necessary, but I don't do well on low carb diets.) The high oleic oils have been major contributors to heart issues and the 'cancerous bizarre inorganic feelings' in the liver area.  I was having a very hard time trying to figure out why I was getting this way lately, thinking it was just the splurging from Easter, but even when I've splurged in the past, my issues were not as bad as recently.  Soybean oil and canola oil lower ...

This confirms my own findings when eating meat: https://www.purifymind.com/MeatProtein.htm The above link is in a format that is very condensed, so I took key excerpts from it: "It is also well known that dogs, although carnivorous in nature, keep guard and attack strangers more effectively if they are fed larger than normal meat rations.  Similarly, in wartime, when men are to take part in highly risky military action, they have to be given large meat rations, so that the meat is used as a drug to develop aggression, violence and moral insensitivity.  In Homer's Iliad, for example, the warriors have meat-based banquets between one battle and the next.  Seneca used to point out that among the big meat eaters you could find tyrants, organizers of massacres, feuds and fratricidal wars, instigators of murder, slave-traders, while those who fed on the fruits of the earth behaved gently.  Liebig tells how the bear in Giesen zoo became extremely restless and dangerous if f...

Eating Up Some Stored Meat I had a few pounds of grass fed beef in the freezer that's been there for months, so decided to eat it over the last few days as another dietary experiment.  Just as eating meat and dairy in the same day causes imbalance, so does eating meat and pea protein isolate in the same day.  I also recall a while back having peanut butter and meat in the same day, which was another disaster.   Conclusion: Meat by itself with bread and some high oleic oil is not imbalanced.  However, meat has a high potential for imbalance when combined with many other foods.  Maybe this is why Jordan Peterson eats beef and only beef.  On some level maybe he knows. Crude analogy:  Meat is like gasoline while many (but not all) other foods are like the sparks that ignite this gasoline to cause a damaging fire.   Going vegetarian has much less volatility with food combinations compared with eating meat.  Update on 04/21 Meat is...

After watching this video,    now I understand why the dark forces are pushing materialism so much.  They want to block ascension as much as possible. I wonder what the status is with my own sacred oil.  I may not like the answer.   

An idea that came through today: Maybe do A432hz frequencies when accessing the Flower of Life, and 528hz frequencies when accessing the Lotus of Life and octahedral geometry.  The 528hz with the Lotus of Life and octahedral geometry adds an extra layer of shielding.   Update on 4/15: I had a rough time with attacks last night after doing the Lotus of Life and octahedral geometry.  I had stinging sensations quite a bit and a really gruesome dream after going to bed.  I even smelled something foul in the room (sometimes something coming through in the astral (or maybe etheric) can alter smell).  So, maybe it's best to stay with the Flower of Life. There are too many unknowns to know what caused the attacks, but maybe it's best not to get carried away and 'stretched too thin' with all the different geometries.   Update #2 Now I remember why I was so adamant about not doing keylontic science.  The strange sigils she uses really messed me up....

From someone's thoughts, I've been called a "coward" for exploring various geometries, so I thought I'd clarify my previous post. The Flower of Life is the foundation.   For example, the Lotus of Life is derived from the Flower of Life, which was shown in this video on a previous post: https://youtu.be/N5ScSc17Iu0    So no, I wasn't saying to abandon the Flower of Life and to 'ditch the mission.'  I still work with the Flower of Life: https://www.welovemassmeditation.com/2019/09/flower-of-life-meditation-every-4-hours.html   https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2019/07/flower-of-life.html However, I also enjoy exploring many different geometries; hence my previous post about the Lotus of Life. I also appreciate videos from this channel: https://www.youtube.com/@KnewGeometry/videos And, just as A432 frequencies are beneficial, so are Solfeggio frequencies: https://youtu.be/BmwVR_jN470   But certainly, it's best to keep working with the Flower of Life!  

From all that's been said for and against E'Asha Ashayana's claims about geometry, I figured, why not give the Lotus of Life a try to increase 'multidimensionality?'  Here it is as a still image.  Many different patterns can be seen:     Here it is animated: Here is the 8 circle Flower of Life:     (I did not create any of the above images.  The 8 circle Flower of Life image is from keylontic science, and the other two are perhaps from keylontic science followers.  I can't find their online source anymore.) It would be interesting to keep expanding the 8 circle Flower of Life outward if anyone has the software and knows how to do this. Also, why not work with 528hz? https://youtu.be/ZQkBmCJG9i8 🤷 

Sacred Geometry Revisited There's a video I posted on a while back that revealed the flaws in E'Asha Ashayana's claim about the Flower of Life being the "Daisy of Death."  Here are the main points from that video: (Source) (I'm uncertain about Enlil and Enki discussed at the bottom of the image, but overall, this does a fantastic job.) It was very important for me to be able to move past E'Asha's material.  I had been very much into her work long before encountering 2012 Portal.  If any geometry should be demonized, it's trapezoidal geometry: "One of the main occultists of the dark forces, Michael Aquino, has developed a ritual named “the ceremony of the nine angles” to enforce trapezoidal non-sacred geometries in negative occult rituals and this ritual is widely used by the dark forces since 1970s. The lattice of non-sacred geometries is the basis of Matrix construct which surrounds the planet. The antidote to non-sacred geometries is the F...

For those who can't digest many plant foods well for fats (such as not being able to work with avocados, nuts and seeds, and olives) but don't want to get all their fats from animal sources because they want to go low in saturated fat because they are eating more carbs but still don't want to consume toxic oils such as canola oil and soybean oil because of their oxidized omega-6 content (that would be me, and quite a mouthful, isn't it? 😂 ), the solution is to use high oleic sunflower oil, algae oil, olive oil, or another kind of oil that is low in PUFA (Polyunsaturated Fatty Acids).   High oleic oils make a fantastic butter substitute when used on bread.  And, it's even possible to use a cooking spray bottle of a high oleic oil when on the go. For those who cannot make vegan protein powders work for protein no matter how hard they try (that would be me again 😂 ), whey protein powder works well, but only if not overdone.    Others may be able to make meat wor...

This shows how E'Asha Ashayana's claim that the Flower of Life is the "Daisy of Death" is false: https://youtu.be/N5ScSc17Iu0   This goes into many different aspects of the Flower of Life: https://youtu.be/FQlFHTZlT5E   It's still true though that there are other ratios besides the Golden Mean Ratio/Fibonacci Spiral.  There is also the Silver Ratio/Silver Spiral: https://youtu.be/oFgUWVsuEaQ https://architects.zone/golden-and-silver-ratio-in-architecture/ "The silver ratio is closely associated with regular octagons. The ratio between the side length and the diagonal of a regular octagon approximates the silver ratio. "While the silver ratio isn't explicitly found in animal anatomy, it can be indirectly observed in patterns or structures that exhibit octagonal symmetry, such as the arrangement of certain shells or the geometry of spider webs. Similarly, the silver ratio may influence the geometry of certain plants, especially those with octagonal or ...

Most people get so tied up in their beliefs and opinions that they see their versions of reality as absolute truth.  But this cannot be so, because they all have different, and many times, contradictory beliefs and opinions about the same situations.   If we want to see reality through various lenses, we can, but when we get lost in the lenses themselves, we lose our power because the lenses are only composed of duality; we become enslaved to duality.   If someone fears looking at reality beyond lenses, they have become over-identified with lenses. Outside lenses, the natural harmony of reality can be experienced.  Or, is this a 'lens of harmony?'  Rather, it's the essence of Source.  Source (or The Absolute) is naturally positive, and positive is the + side of duality.  Yet, in order for something to be dual, it has to have an opposite on the duality spectrum.  Because Source is a positive that has no opposite, Source is a positive that...

I still read her material:  https://justempowerme.com/what-is-the-great-game-of-the-omniverse-who-were-the-players-the-ultimate-end-goal-of-the-game-is-to-eliminate-natural-creation-goal-1-control-the-most-souls-goal-2-control-earth-go/ I read the article from start to finish.  She discusses the same dates Cobra does, but from a very, very different perspective. She updates with articles here: https://justempowerme.com/posts/ Only time will reveal the 'real McCoy.' Either way, it's beneficial to connect to Source with the Flower of Life.  Although  E'Asha Ashayana claims it's harmful, I don't believe so.  The geometry is a circle going through the center of every other circle, which is very balanced. https://www.welovemassmeditation.com/2019/08/daily-flower-of-life-meditation.html

Holding the Light To really be stronger with "holding the light," it's not only a matter of having a versatile/adaptive psychology and doing meditations.  The physical body must also be in a balanced state.  Eating meat increases 'barbarian aspects,' which definitely hinders holding the light.  Even after no longer eating meat for a day or two, it's still in the system in the colon.  The cleansing of meat from the system can be sped up through colonic irrigations.  There are ways to do this without going to a colonic irrigation clinic.  I won't go into the details though for the sake of 'etiquette.'   Here are some personal findings.  These findings may or may not apply universally:  – Whey protein isolate or concentrate is destabilizing. (This still isn't certain, but is becoming more and more probable.) – Dairy in its natural forms are not as destabilizing as meat, and can be consumed without being placed too much off balance. – Being lacto...

Proposed Protocol for Debates Debate ideas and not people.  If someone tries to turn a debate of an idea into a personal attack, expose what they are doing.  Here’s an example of a hypothetical attack: Person A:  “Some situations can be made out to be more complex than they really are.  It’s healthy to be grounded and down-to-earth at times.” Person B:  "If you were truly enlightened, you wouldn't feel that way.  Maybe you're not as spiritually advanced as you think." Person B is not addressing person A’s argument at all, and is instead using an attack that implies spiritual superiority over person A, while also stating that person A as not spiritually advanced in general, and projecting onto person A that person A believes him/herself to be spiritually advanced, when person A didn’t say anything about being spiritually advanced in the first place. Some attacks can simply be ignored.  Every single thing someone says doesn’t have to be broken down and a...