Perspectives and Findings

There are many positive changes taking place in the world, but on a personal level, I don't feel that I'm making enough improvements.  This is partly why I've been so frustrated recently.  Finally though, I've been making progress with what's called "Cognitive Behavioral Therapy."  Yes, this is another book I'm reading titled "Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Made Simple – 10 Strategies for Managing Anxiety, Depression, Anger, Panic, and Worry" by Seth J. Gillihan.  Here's a useful quote: "Action seems to follow feeling, but really action and feeling go together; and by regulating the action, which is under the more direct control of the will, we can indirectly regulate the feeling, which is not."  – William James In the past, I tried to change my feelings internally, such as changing my focus.  However, actions themselves can also change feelings – and with great power.  It may be an action that I don't feel like doing initiall...

The more time that passes without tangible results, the more likely I am to consider this: All these intel people and groups, from Cobra to Kim Gougen to Keylontic Science to (fill in the blank) could exist to ensnare people who awaken beyond the mainstream in order to keep them 'under the thumb' of 'the system.' The ones I see with the highest level of personal power are Positive Non-Abusive Occultists (PNAOs will be used to refer to them for convenience.)  PNAOs have an awareness of metaphysics and manifestation power that in many areas, surpasses that of lightworkers.  Therefore, PNAOs could be more outside 'the matrix' compared with lightworkers.   Can lightworkers astral travel at will, see auras clearly in the waking state, manifest personal wealth and abundance, and (fill in the blank)?  For the most part, probably not.  PNAOs, however, have many such super-abilities.  Some PNAOs even do weather magick, such as this one: https://youtu.be/aoMpKS...

The most terrifying experiences of anomaly I ever encountered were from influence(s) on a friend to make him want to be able to morph the physical world into anything and everything.  On the surface, this doesn't sound too messed up, but the implications are this: (Warning:  This is very disturbing.  If you decide to watch this, let it reinforce your determination to dissolve what's left of anomaly/subquantum anomaly.) https://youtu.be/Us466Rp31zg The influence(s) on my friend was very much of the H.P. Lovecraft genre, and I began seeing astonishingly messed up morphings of reality in the dreamstate.  To say the least, this was extremely traumatizing.  I saw things no one should ever see (and feel).  (This happened over a decade ago.  Fortunately, I don't have this issue now.) I'm curious if the above video and what I saw in the dreamstate 'back in the day' are examples of expressions of anomaly's true essence.  My intuition says "Yes."  I'm ...

(This is a follow-up to Self-Empowering Quotes regarding the quote, "The ultimate power in life is to be completely self-reliant, completely yourself.") I heard the thoughtform, "People need each other."   Stoicism teaches to be positive members of the human race.  However, stoicism also teaches that although relationships with other people are preferred, it's possible to be alright without them. The above quote I picked for stoicism reflects my personal experiences.  My personal experiences with other people have been mostly negative.  Mostly, I have disappointed other people, and other people have disappointed me.  Also, I often am bombarded with being called names like "coward" and so forth through thoughtforms, possibly by an occultist I used to know online.  Most occultists are disappointed in me, and most people do not like me once they ‘get to know me.’  And hey, maybe this is with good reason.  If I'm mostly rejected by others though, I c...

(Sorry for going 'a million miles and hour' with my posts.  It's just that I feel a strong impulse for rapid change, which could be influenced from rapid change happening in the world.  There's that kind of energy going around lately, which is good.  I'll take a break from posting though in the near future.) Here are some stoicism quotes I picked out for self-empowerment: “Focus on what you control, take the rest as it happens, and respond with virtue.”  – Jonas Salzgeber "Freedom is the only worthy goal in life.  It is won by disregarding things that lie beyond our control."  – Epictetus "Every obstacle becomes an opportunity to practice wisdom, courage, justice, and self-discipline."  – Jonas Salzgeber "The greater the difficulty, the more glory in surmounting it."  – Epictetus "Become the person who can do what others dread doing and resist doing what others can’t resist doing."  – Jonas Salzgeber   “No person has the power...

I'm reading "The Thirteen Petalled Rose" by Rabbi Adin Steinsaltz.  (I'm reading three different books at the same time.)  Regardless of how people feel about the genocide of Palestinians, Rabbis have very rare and profound knowledge.  Also maybe keep in mind that many Rabbis probably do not support what's been done to Gaza.   This excerpt may be of interest to those who were part of the dark forces who joined the Light Forces  – those who were not destructive enough to be sent to the Galactic Central Sun who chose to change sides. “Repentance is not just a psychological phenomenon, a storm within a human teacup, but is a process that can effect real change in the worlds.  Every human action elicits certain inevitable results that extend beyond their immediate context, passing from one level of existence to another, from one aspect of reality to another.  The act of repentance is, in the first place, a severance of the chain of cause and effect in whi...

Benefits of Modifying/Hybridizing The positive occultist/magician, the transurfer, or the lightwarrior/worker  – these kinds of people (and/or groups of these kinds of people working together) can have control over certain things that stoicism says cannot be controlled.  Yet, the core stoic principle remains the same.  Regardless of how high the power level may be, there will always be something that cannot be controlled.  (Stoicism teaches to not stress over what cannot be controlled and focus on what can be controlled.)   In short, stoicism can be modified or hybridized for those with higher power levels while still keeping its core beneficial principles.  The current era has variables that did not exist in older eras, so it's beneficial to modify or hybridize older systems of knowledge.  Although it's a 'double edged sword,' modifying or hybridizing older systems for the current era (and even future eras) can make them very useful.  Guide...

Stoic At Heart I was advocating principles of stoicism in previous posts without realizing it.   In previous posts I stated that being upset over events beyond one's control generates loosh.  On this post I stated: "There are problems that I cannot solve no matter what I do.  I realize that these problems are not my fault because I've done everything I could to fix them.  I won't be a loosh battery from problems that are beyond my control.  At this point, they are no longer my problems - I let them go. " There are a few more of my blog posts like this with different ways of saying it.  I recall one that talks about how there can only be loosh generation and disempowerment from being upset about abusive events in the world while not being able to do anything to stop these abusive events.  I can't find this post, but I know I wrote it somewhere. "The Little Book of Stoicism" by Jonas Salzgeber states the exact same principle: "Handing power ...

One must have a clean, well-functioning subconscious to begin with if activating 'special abilities' with various esoteric tools.  In many cases, even a small amount of damage to the subconscious can become a full-blown distortion when activating such abilities.  The examples of spiritual leaders who became abusive in this post all had too many issues with their subconscious to begin with, which caused their downfall.  Damage to the subconscious is most easily picked up during childhood, but can also occur when older.  Often, esoteric tools do not heal this damage, but instead amplify it.  The damage is like a dark seed or set of dark seeds, and esoteric tools can cause this seed or set of dark seeds to grow into a monstrosity in the truest sense.  A beast with superpowers is still a beast. There's also the problem of subconscious damage from past lives.  Cobra stated that the lords of karma are no more, but this doesn't necessarily mean that subconsc...

The reason I have so much difficultly with emeralds and so forth is because this is too advanced for me.  And, judging from the behavior patterns of many commenters on 2012 Portal along with Cobra repeatedly mentioning infighting, this may be too advanced for many lightworkers as well.   There are some who can handle it very well, but it's possible that these people are the exception and not the rule.  I at least am definitely not the exception. If many lightworkers can't handle it, the surface population will probably have a very, very tough time with the Event, and the days ahead that lead up to the Event. Maybe much of the surface population would handle it better if the level of trauma and damage didn't run so very deep within so many.   Anyway, I've decided to get stronger roots and stability by reading and applying this book:     I was using grounding rocks to become more stable, but this wasn't enough.  I'm going to have to drastically stre...

Her knowledge will not be ignored.  " A Byproduct of Going Off the Gold Standard Was That Food Changed Depending on how old you are or where in the world you live, you might have noticed a change in your food back in the 1960-1970s.  If you lived in a rural area and got produce from the local grocery store you probably noticed that food used to taste different.  Now with the advent of GMOs, processing and radiating food etc., which is part of the whole process unfortunately that needs to end, but you might have noticed even if you buy from an organic farm a difference in the taste if you’ve been around long enough.  And you may have noticed you needed less food even because it tasted different.  Well, this is a byproduct of a system that happens to coordinate with going off the Gold Standard and the initiation of a global worldwide financial system.  Those two things don’t go together, they don’t make any sense, but I’d say, the mechanism go...

Every time I would work with what's on the list below, I would get messed up: – A cintamani stone – Tachyon chambers – Emeralds  – Many other Cobra participations What kept happening was issues would arise, and I thought that these issues were just intensifying to be cleared, but the issues just kept intensifying without being cleared.  I've been enduring this for several years now, suffering in silence.  I was silent because I didn't want to mess things up for others.  I have a group of followers who take stock in what I say.  But last night was the final straw when I decided to give the emeralds a try again. (I gave myself a break from emeralds - they've just been sitting on a table for a few days until last night.)   I was feeling really strong and centered just before last night's the emerald session.  I felt really good that I had surpassed some serious personal issues.  But during the emerald session, these issues came back very int...

I had another post prepared that was more controversial than the last one.  This was a mega-post that covered numerous angles on something, but I then realized that the intellect alone is not enough to comprehend and solve the really tough issues.  I suppose this is the true meaning of the saying, "I'm at my wit's end." Beyond the intellect, there is Goddess Presence.  (There are other names for this too.  This doesn't have to have a fancy name.)   I would at times hear the thought, "starving."  Now I know why.  Many don't even know that they have been starved.  Truly, the world has been starved of Goddess Presence.  Even a small amount of Goddess Presence coming through causes massive positive transformations.  

I'm often 'metaphysically influenced' to not discuss controversial subject matter here.  Yet, great progress can be made from addressing such subject matter.  I'll give a warning though:  This post contains controversial material not suitable for all audiences.   I'll start off with the less controversial part first: Weaponization of the Event People believing that most of the progress can be made only at the Event are disempowering themselves.  There are even cases of people holding off on their development because they are so fixated on the Event.   Cobra has a vast number of posts detailing vast portions of the dark forces being cleared.  So much is already being done before the Event, so why not have the mentality that action can be taken Now instead of only at the Event?  I was attacked by some negative entities last night.  I then had this thought that said, "Only at the Event can this be cleared."  I then stated on no un...

I've been getting tired of 'hearing myself talk' lately, and I've been looking for new ideas for how to improve daily life.  After going through several videos on youtube in this regard, I found a couple that are very helpful:   I'm finding that the stress of looking at any news, including intel on Ets and 'in the know' information – maybe all of this has been reinforcing self-defeating behavior patterns.  Unplugging from all of this and implementing the advice in the above two videos is the solution I've arrived at.  (It's an ongoing process though - there will probably be more video findings.)  Perhaps others who see this post will come to similar conclusions as well.  If not, that's fine too. Anyway, perhaps the reason I keep defaulting is not because 'this and this needs to be cleared first.'  Maybe the real reason is because I'm paying too much attention to 'this and this needs to be cleared first,' and giving this power....

Question:  What are the symptoms and characteristics of not being well grounded? Answer: Symptoms – Restlessness and Anxiety:  Feeling constantly on edge, unable to relax. – Difficulty Focusing:  Your mind is racing, but you can't concentrate on any one task. – Emotional Sensitivity:  Being overly emotional or easily affected by the emotions of others. – Fatigue:  Feeling tired all the time, even after a full night's sleep. – Forgetfulness:  Frequently forgetting appointments, deadlines, or tasks. – Feeling Spacey:  Feeling out of touch with reality, almost as if you're not fully present. – Impulsivity:  Acting on impulses without thinking things through. – Physical Discomfort:  Experiencing unexplained aches and pains. Characteristics – Disconnected:  Feeling disconnected from your surroundings, yourself, and the people around you. – Overwhelmed:  Easily feeling overwhelmed by daily tasks and responsibilities. – Lack of Stability:...

Matthew 7:25  "The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock." In today's world of increasing 'turbulence,' being grounded in a strong foundation is key.   I often hear about accessing Source energies, but in order to really bring Source energies to Earth, one must be grounded and centered to a sufficient degree to be able to receive. Here are some affordable rocks that greatly assist with being grounded and centered:     Black Onyx Used for grounding and protection in various spiritual practices.  It's believed to help center and align your energy, providing stability and strength during times of stress or confusion.  Many people use black onyx to ward off negative energy and to feel more connected to Earth.     Black Tourmaline Often praised not only for its beauty, but also for its purported protective and grounding properties....

Best protocol I feel guided to do:   Alternate between 'grounding sessions' with grounding rocks, and 'emerald sessions' with emeralds.  My version of a session:  Laying down with rocks on my stomach/chest area playing old school video games while chilln' to Captain Marigold.   Some of my best insights actually come through with this 'advanced spiritual practice.' 😁 Regarding attacks: In the past, no matter how connected to Source someone was, they would still get attacked.  The physical death of Isis Astara 100% proved this.    Currently however, the dark forces are finally not able to attack as much and as strongly due to all the clearings.  And, it's easier now for people to access Source with more and more energies coming through.  This combination allows those with a very strong connection to Source to finally achieve immunity to all attacks.    For those with less of a strong connection to Source who are still getting h...

My experience with having a cintamani stone was to become more destabilized.  I've been biting my lip, but tachyon chamber sessions (I had 8 sessions) also caused me to be more destabilized.  (This doesn't mean others will be more destabilized by tachyon chambers.  Orgonite also destabilized me, which isn't even associated with 2012 Portal.  Metaphysical aids from multiple sources causing me to be more destabilized has become an unfortunate pattern.)  Emeralds have also been aggravating the situation.  I will thus use emeralds less. I've decided to use grounding stones such as black tourmaline, black onyx, and smokey quartz.  I'll still have 'emerald sessions,' but stability and grounding are my main priorities now.  I'm only interested in doing what works, regardless of being stated or not stated on 2012 Portal. ------- I really love goldfish crackers, but as with all crackers, goldfish are cooked with canola and/or soybean oil.  To enjoy ...

This is my personal finding.  This may or may not apply to others: If the emerald is small, having a diameter or length somewhere around 1/2 an inch or less, it's ok to sleep with this in the corner of my pillow.  (Having it in the corner of my pillow keeps it from falling on the floor during sleep.)  This can grant some interesting experiences and abilities in the dreamstate. If the emerald is large, I don't sleep with this in the corner of my pillow.  If I do, things go seriously... haywire.   Maybe this is because it's too much clearing at once; I don't know.  There can be many theories/speculations as to why.  (In the majority of cases when experimenting with something that has many unknowns, I don't know 'why' reality does what it does – I only know 'what.') 

Some lightworkers have been speaking negatively about Trump, but his executive orders are a massive blow to the cabal.  Here are some that he's already signed: - Withdrawal from the World Health Organization (WHO):  Ordered the US to withdrawal from the WHO. - Restoring Freedom of Speech:  Aimed to end federal censorship and restore free speech. - Withdrawal from the Paris Climate Agreement:  Now there's no way they can impose carbon taxes and so forth to try to meet some crazed draconian commitment to the PCA.  - National emergency at the US-Mexico border:  To address immigration issues.  Allocates funds for border security to stop terrorists and drug cartels. - Pardoning Capitol Rioters:  Pardoned and commuted the sentences of of those charged with crimes on January 6. There's also a ceasefire between Israel and Gaza.   So, things are looking really good so far.  I know that Trump is not a white hat, but maybe give this a chance....

I've been trying to use emeralds to clean my subconscious of the lurker by sleeping with an emerald in the corner of my pillow.  The results are uncertain.  I'm undecided if this is a good idea, as there have been some extremely volatile dreams lately.  There are many factors to consider. But definitely, I've concluded that using emeralds for healing in the waking state while relaxing has a very powerful effect.  In the waking state with emeralds, the heart awakens and light comes through that dissolves subquantum/lurker.  Emeralds can be used to access Agartha, but even when not doing an Agartha meditation, emeralds are incredibly beneficial.  ------- From my recent experience of having extreme cognitive dissonance from the latest update and Kyoto conference notes, I've concluded that at least in my case, it's best to not get caught up in details and what's being said.  I do much better by 'keeping it simple' and just relaxing and healing in my leisur...

Here are my perspectives regarding Cobra's latest update and the Kyoto conference notes: – I've had recurring dreams of a massive storm lately.  The one last night was of a massively scary category 5+ hurricane.  From the conference notes discussing China's unfortunate situation, it's possible this is China's grid status.   – Intuitively, I did not feel that the recent California fires were a huge deal.  It felt like many people were being melodramatic about it.  Cobra saying that the fires backfired on the cabal, cleared negative entities, and made the vortex stronger  – this confirms that the California fires are not nearly as bad as people think.  It's definitely useful to look at situations without jumping to all-or-nothing conclusions.  This image from a Hal Turner update, however, is interesting.  Looks like the path of the fires goes right where the cabal want to build their smart city rail system:     – We are told w...