Perspectives and Findings

Substance addiction and porn addiction are obvious addictions, but there are also other addictions, such as addiction to destructive thinking, intel addiction, food addiction (binge eating/gorging), addiction to another person or persons, and addiction to power.  Core beliefs behind addictions: "If I don't indulge in this, I won't be complete." "If I don't indulge in this, I will miss out." In reality, indulging in an addiction doesn't complete oneself, but makes oneself more empty.  In reality, one misses out on life when indulging in addictions.  Furthermore, it's really archons/parasitical entities that miss out when choosing to not indulge in an addiction.  Just like loosh, the energy given off from the indulgence in addictions is an energetic currency for archons/parasitical entities.  And, the loosh generated from guilt and shame after the indulgence is another feeding for them.  Addictions are very nourishing to archons/parasitical entitie...

Examples of Historical Vegetarians "Nikola Tesla was a vegetarian, especially later in life.  He believed in the ethical, ecological, and health benefits of vegetarianism.  Tesla openly advocated for a plant-based diet, considering it a more humane and sustainable choice.  He once remarked that vegetarianism could help eliminate the "barbaric habit" of slaughtering animals and improve both physical and mental health. Tesla's diet primarily consisted of milk, bread, honey, and vegetables, and he avoided stimulants like coffee and tea.  His views on food were deeply connected to his broader philosophy of living harmoniously with nature." "Pythagoras, the ancient Greek philosopher, is often considered the father of vegetarianism.  His followers avoided meat as part of their philosophy of nonviolence." "Leonardo da Vinci, the Renaissance polymath, reportedly abstained from meat and expressed compassion for animals." More examples of historical ...

Even High Oleic Oils are Poisonous If Eaten as a Food Source I made the false assumption that a high oleic oil like high oleic sunflower oil and/or olive oil can be consumed as a main daily source of fat.  I used these added oils to increase my fat intake by 40g per day.  This was used as a substitute for butter because I wanted to go low in saturated fat, because when having a moderate amount of carbohydrates per day (around 150g net carbs total), saturated fat needs to be low.  (If going low carb, going low in saturated fat isn't really necessary, but I don't do well on low carb diets.) The high oleic oils have been major contributors to heart issues and the 'cancerous bizarre inorganic feelings' in the liver area.  I was having a very hard time trying to figure out why I was getting this way lately, thinking it was just the splurging from Easter, but even when I've splurged in the past, my issues were not as bad as recently.  Soybean oil and canola oil lower ...

This confirms my own findings when eating meat: https://www.purifymind.com/MeatProtein.htm The above link is in a format that is very condensed, so I took key excerpts from it: "It is also well known that dogs, although carnivorous in nature, keep guard and attack strangers more effectively if they are fed larger than normal meat rations.  Similarly, in wartime, when men are to take part in highly risky military action, they have to be given large meat rations, so that the meat is used as a drug to develop aggression, violence and moral insensitivity.  In Homer's Iliad, for example, the warriors have meat-based banquets between one battle and the next.  Seneca used to point out that among the big meat eaters you could find tyrants, organizers of massacres, feuds and fratricidal wars, instigators of murder, slave-traders, while those who fed on the fruits of the earth behaved gently.  Liebig tells how the bear in Giesen zoo became extremely restless and dangerous if f...

Eating Up Some Stored Meat I had a few pounds of grass fed beef in the freezer that's been there for months, so decided to eat it over the last few days as another dietary experiment.  Just as eating meat and dairy in the same day causes imbalance, so does eating meat and pea protein isolate in the same day.  I also recall a while back having peanut butter and meat in the same day, which was another disaster.   Conclusion: Meat by itself with bread and some high oleic oil is not imbalanced.  However, meat has a high potential for imbalance when combined with many other foods.  Maybe this is why Jordan Peterson eats beef and only beef.  On some level maybe he knows. Crude analogy:  Meat is like gasoline while many (but not all) other foods are like the sparks that ignite this gasoline to cause a damaging fire.   Going vegetarian has much less volatility with food combinations compared with eating meat.  Update on 04/21 Meat is...

After watching this video,    now I understand why the dark forces are pushing materialism so much.  They want to block ascension as much as possible. I wonder what the status is with my own sacred oil.  I may not like the answer.   

An idea that came through today: Maybe do A432hz frequencies when accessing the Flower of Life, and 528hz frequencies when accessing the Lotus of Life and octahedral geometry.  The 528hz with the Lotus of Life and octahedral geometry adds an extra layer of shielding.   Update on 4/15: I had a rough time with attacks last night after doing the Lotus of Life and octahedral geometry.  I had stinging sensations quite a bit and a really gruesome dream after going to bed.  I even smelled something foul in the room (sometimes something coming through in the astral (or maybe etheric) can alter smell).  So, maybe it's best to stay with the Flower of Life. There are too many unknowns to know what caused the attacks, but maybe it's best not to get carried away and 'stretched too thin' with all the different geometries.   Update #2 Now I remember why I was so adamant about not doing keylontic science.  The strange sigils she uses really messed me up....

From someone's thoughts, I've been called a "coward" for exploring various geometries, so I thought I'd clarify my previous post. The Flower of Life is the foundation.   For example, the Lotus of Life is derived from the Flower of Life, which was shown in this video on a previous post: https://youtu.be/N5ScSc17Iu0    So no, I wasn't saying to abandon the Flower of Life and to 'ditch the mission.'  I still work with the Flower of Life: https://www.welovemassmeditation.com/2019/09/flower-of-life-meditation-every-4-hours.html   https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2019/07/flower-of-life.html However, I also enjoy exploring many different geometries; hence my previous post about the Lotus of Life. I also appreciate videos from this channel: https://www.youtube.com/@KnewGeometry/videos And, just as A432 frequencies are beneficial, so are Solfeggio frequencies: https://youtu.be/BmwVR_jN470   But certainly, it's best to keep working with the Flower of Life!  

From all that's been said for and against E'Asha Ashayana's claims about geometry, I figured, why not give the Lotus of Life a try to increase 'multidimensionality?'  Here it is as a still image.  Many different patterns can be seen:     Here it is animated: Here is the 8 circle Flower of Life:     (I did not create any of the above images.  The 8 circle Flower of Life image is from keylontic science, and the other two are perhaps from keylontic science followers.  I can't find their online source anymore.) It would be interesting to keep expanding the 8 circle Flower of Life outward if anyone has the software and knows how to do this. Also, why not work with 528hz? https://youtu.be/ZQkBmCJG9i8 🤷 

Sacred Geometry Revisited There's a video I posted on a while back that revealed the flaws in E'Asha Ashayana's claim about the Flower of Life being the "Daisy of Death."  Here are the main points from that video: (Source) (I'm uncertain about Enlil and Enki discussed at the bottom of the image, but overall, this does a fantastic job.) It was very important for me to be able to move past E'Asha's material.  I had been very much into her work long before encountering 2012 Portal.  If any geometry should be demonized, it's trapezoidal geometry: "One of the main occultists of the dark forces, Michael Aquino, has developed a ritual named “the ceremony of the nine angles” to enforce trapezoidal non-sacred geometries in negative occult rituals and this ritual is widely used by the dark forces since 1970s. The lattice of non-sacred geometries is the basis of Matrix construct which surrounds the planet. The antidote to non-sacred geometries is the F...

For those who can't digest many plant foods well for fats (such as not being able to work with avocados, nuts and seeds, and olives) but don't want to get all their fats from animal sources because they want to go low in saturated fat because they are eating more carbs but still don't want to consume toxic oils such as canola oil and soybean oil because of their oxidized omega-6 content (that would be me, and quite a mouthful, isn't it? 😂 ), the solution is to use high oleic sunflower oil, algae oil, olive oil, or another kind of oil that is low in PUFA (Polyunsaturated Fatty Acids).   High oleic oils make a fantastic butter substitute when used on bread.  And, it's even possible to use a cooking spray bottle of a high oleic oil when on the go. For those who cannot make vegan protein powders work for protein no matter how hard they try (that would be me again 😂 ), whey protein powder works well, but only if not overdone.    Others may be able to make meat wor...

This shows how E'Asha Ashayana's claim that the Flower of Life is the "Daisy of Death" is false: https://youtu.be/N5ScSc17Iu0   This goes into many different aspects of the Flower of Life: https://youtu.be/FQlFHTZlT5E   It's still true though that there are other ratios besides the Golden Mean Ratio/Fibonacci Spiral.  There is also the Silver Ratio/Silver Spiral: https://youtu.be/oFgUWVsuEaQ https://architects.zone/golden-and-silver-ratio-in-architecture/ "The silver ratio is closely associated with regular octagons. The ratio between the side length and the diagonal of a regular octagon approximates the silver ratio. "While the silver ratio isn't explicitly found in animal anatomy, it can be indirectly observed in patterns or structures that exhibit octagonal symmetry, such as the arrangement of certain shells or the geometry of spider webs. Similarly, the silver ratio may influence the geometry of certain plants, especially those with octagonal or ...

Most people get so tied up in their beliefs and opinions that they see their versions of reality as absolute truth.  But this cannot be so, because they all have different, and many times, contradictory beliefs and opinions about the same situations.   If we want to see reality through various lenses, we can, but when we get lost in the lenses themselves, we lose our power because the lenses are only composed of duality; we become enslaved to duality.   If someone fears looking at reality beyond lenses, they have become over-identified with lenses. Outside lenses, the natural harmony of reality can be experienced.  Or, is this a 'lens of harmony?'  Rather, it's the essence of Source.  Source (or The Absolute) is naturally positive, and positive is the + side of duality.  Yet, in order for something to be dual, it has to have an opposite on the duality spectrum.  Because Source is a positive that has no opposite, Source is a positive that...

I still read her material:  https://justempowerme.com/what-is-the-great-game-of-the-omniverse-who-were-the-players-the-ultimate-end-goal-of-the-game-is-to-eliminate-natural-creation-goal-1-control-the-most-souls-goal-2-control-earth-go/ I read the article from start to finish.  She discusses the same dates Cobra does, but from a very, very different perspective. She updates with articles here: https://justempowerme.com/posts/ Only time will reveal the 'real McCoy.' Either way, it's beneficial to connect to Source with the Flower of Life.  Although  E'Asha Ashayana claims it's harmful, I don't believe so.  The geometry is a circle going through the center of every other circle, which is very balanced. https://www.welovemassmeditation.com/2019/08/daily-flower-of-life-meditation.html

Holding the Light To really be stronger with "holding the light," it's not only a matter of having a versatile/adaptive psychology and doing meditations.  The physical body must also be in a balanced state.  Eating meat increases 'barbarian aspects,' which definitely hinders holding the light.  Even after no longer eating meat for a day or two, it's still in the system in the colon.  The cleansing of meat from the system can be sped up through colonic irrigations.  There are ways to do this without going to a colonic irrigation clinic.  I won't go into the details though for the sake of 'etiquette.'   Here are some personal findings.  These findings may or may not apply universally:  – Whey protein isolate or concentrate is destabilizing. (This still isn't certain, but is becoming more and more probable.) – Dairy in its natural forms are not as destabilizing as meat, and can be consumed without being placed too much off balance. – Being lacto...

Proposed Protocol for Debates Debate ideas and not people.  If someone tries to turn a debate of an idea into a personal attack, expose what they are doing.  Here’s an example of a hypothetical attack: Person A:  “Some situations can be made out to be more complex than they really are.  It’s healthy to be grounded and down-to-earth at times.” Person B:  "If you were truly enlightened, you wouldn't feel that way.  Maybe you're not as spiritually advanced as you think." Person B is not addressing person A’s argument at all, and is instead using an attack that implies spiritual superiority over person A, while also stating that person A as not spiritually advanced in general, and projecting onto person A that person A believes him/herself to be spiritually advanced, when person A didn’t say anything about being spiritually advanced in the first place. Some attacks can simply be ignored.  Every single thing someone says doesn’t have to be broken down and a...

Feels nice.  

In between the waking state and dream state I heard the thoughtform this morning, "I don't want to help you."  This was accompanied with judgemental vibes.  Whoever this is, I've reached the point with research/application of stoicism and CBT to be in a position to no longer need anyone else's help.  Therefore, I request that whoever you are, please stand aside.  If you don't stand aside, I will simply know that you are trying to hinder my healing and development.  I will also know that you are powerless over me, and anything you might do to try to harm me only falls back upon you. Psychologically, I've made major breakthroughs.  I don't need a therapist, nor do I need the approval of others.  If anything, I am almost in a position to help others with their issues.  I thought about being a paid mentor, which doesn't require an advanced degree.  This is a great alternative to being a therapist.  (I am not 'qualified' to be a therapist be...

I've found freedom in not identifying who I am based on my: – Race – Gender – Sexuality  – Various worldly belief systems It's interesting that by not identifying oneself by these aspects, identity politics is rendered inert. Yes, one can still enjoy various roles.  Everyone has likes and dislikes.  However, there are aspects beyond all of this that can be accessed, as deeper levels of being connected to 'higher realms.'   Even someone with deep and strong destructive programming can access higher realms when disidentifying from this programming.  When someone dies, much of what they thought they were dissolves.  Often, those who die are in for quite a surprise.  I suspect this to be the case from a few experiences of being close to death. I postulate that the more one is ensnared in worldly identities, the smaller one is after death.  The more one knows oneself beyond worldly identities, the larger one is after death.  Ascension could b...

I posted this before as a comment on 2012 Portal, but I'll put this up one more time, with an added observation at the end: Clarification on Trump and Musk: The Light Forces did not say they unconditionally support Trump and Musk. Instead, according to conference notes, this was stated: "1 month ago the chances of cooperation between the Aldebarans and Trump/Musk were 40-45%. As of right now, it stands at 30-35% probability. We’ll see how things go in February and March." "There are two scenarios. The first scenario is that Donald Trump and Elon Musk cooperate and are contacted by the Aldebarans. Elon Musk will be the first person who the Aldebarans will contact. It may begin real disclosure. Elon Musk has a thick mind. He is good in some aspects. If the click happens between him and the Aldebarans, it will be a force for good. The second scenario is that the Aldebarans have a backup plan which will continue regardless of surface politicians. This is why the United S...

Here's my version of the stoic principle of focusing on what can be controlled and letting go of what cannot be controlled:  Years ago, I went jogging 3 hours or more a week.  I would get a runner's high from these jogs.  Life was really good during this time.  Then, however, I started feeling awful after the jogs, and my heart started flip-flopping like I was going to die.  This made me very upset.  I kept saying, "Why am I being punished for doing the right thing?"   Recently though, I decided to go on walks for an hour or more a day, most days of the week.  I feel invigorated with a 'walker's high' from these walks.  It's fantastic! The above is an example of finding ways around something beyond my control.  "If I can't do this, what can I do?"  Suppose it rains most of the time.  Then I would go on walks with a an umbrella or raincoat.  Suppose I had a leg injury.  Then I would go on walks with a cane. ...

Regarding this video, https://youtu.be/7wu4nE3jNSE?list=LL it's not all-or-nothing.  One can watch shows that have great depth.  One can play old school video games that are more artistic-looking.  One can go shopping for products that enhance health and activate higher potential.  One can share insightful material online.  One can do purposeful online research. And, one can get away from all technology and go for a long walk.  One can sit and do nothing for 10 minutes, as was suggested as a test in the above video.  One can do meditations.  One can discipline oneself to read and apply powerful self-help books.  One can learn a new skill set.   It's alright and even healthy to reward oneself for making progress by goofing around.  However, it's best that goofing around not be one's main objective. We all have a meter that can be gauged.  "Goofing around" can be at one end, and "self-disciplined development" can be at the o...

Pea protein powder (and probably rice protein powder - will have to isolate it to make sure) makes me extremely tired. I'm not the only one: https://www.reddit.com/r/vegan/comments/19bnbpb/vegan_protein_making_me_tired/?rdt=34541   One of the replies on the above site states: "I switched to vegan protein since I suspected the whey was causing me back acne, but I find the same thing with it making me soooo sleepy like that. Like feels like I took a Valium. I’m gonna have to switch back to the whey since I can’t function after the vegan protein powder. Sometimes whey will make me sleepy but not half as much…" Even a small amount makes me so tired I have to take a nap.  Other vegan powders do the same thing, such as pumpkin seed protein powder and tofu. When I switch to whey for a while the tiredness goes away.   I wasted a fair amount of money on these vegan protein powders.  Oh well.  It is what it is. I can't really think of anything to post lately; I'm...

If A Stoic Had a Gun to Their Head An unknown commenter stated on a recent post, "I would like to know the immediate response of a Stoic with a gun to their head." This comment may have been an attempt to invalidate stoicism by using an extreme situation for the purpose of shock value , or this may have been a legitimate curiosity.  M ost people in the world will never be in the situation of having a gun to their head.  We hear about it in the news all the time but out of 8 billion people it's statistically extremely rare.  However, stoicism addresses these kinds of scenarios.  "Stoicism and the Art of Happiness" by Donald Robertson states: "Epictetus says that when a terrifying sound surprises us, such as thunder or a falling building, or when we're suddenly confronted by news of some impending danger, even the Sage is necessarily disturbed, because the initial impression forces itself on his mind, and he may grow pale and shrink back automatically f...