Perspectives and Findings

Dramas associated with 2012 Portal, dramas from occultists and the occult world, dramas from conflicting intel, dramas within oneself, dramas/abuse in the world at large, and on, and on, and on... all of this is just noise to stop me from being present in the Here and Now.  Clarification on 1/12:   The above passage can come off as me implying that everything revolves around me.  I've been called a " sociopathic narcissist who only cares about their own comfort" in the comments, so thought I'd clarify: I'm only speaking from personal experience.  No, abuse and dramas in the world don't happen just to get me 'off center.'  However, when I become angry over problems I can't solve, I only end up adding to the problems in the world from loosh generation, so it may be best not to get so caught up in all the insanity and 'take a breather.'  And, if this is true for me, this may be true for others. Also, there are those who make a ruckus, but they...

The biggest frustration I'm seeing with lightworkers: "Why are the light forces waiting for the Event to intervene on so many levels?  They could do so much more before the Event." Looking at the evidence, before the Event, the light forces are only concerned with the big picture.  They won't specifically help the 'little people' unless it's a key lightworker, and even then, it's energetic help only.  The light forces won't stop genocides.  They won't (fill in the blank).  They only deal with 'large fish.'   Are many people becoming cannon fodder?  Absolutely.  Is this fair?  Absolutely not.  But it is what it is.   Look, there are millions of unresolved problems to be angry about.  If I were to rant about all the things that are wrong with myself and the world at large and fit this into one day, my voice would go hoarse and I would run out of time.  So, I decided to just accept things as they are and move on bec...

(I mine as well go into this.) I was doing fantastic for a couple weeks by keeping my diet very simple.  The diet was low in fiber and just focused on getting the macros down.  Then I decided to diversify by adding peanut butter, avocado, and canned vegetables.  This caused my issues to come back a thousand-fold (I'm not exaggerating.)  Also, I've had major issues with only adding canned vegetables, but no avocado and peanut butter.  Each of these three by themselves have also caused major issues in the past.  Conclusion: At least when it comes to my health, all the advice to eat more fruits and vegetables is a lie that has caused major damage.  This is why I take this advice very seriously: https://www.gutsense.org/fiber-menace/why-dietary-fiber-causes-harm.html Summarizing the above link, the most fiber someone should eat per day is 15g.  Most 'health foods' are actually poisonous because they are too high in fiber.  And of course plant foo...

Someone can do all the positive thinking and so forth in the world, but if their physiology is messed up, this simply won't work.  And, food effects physiology.   Here's a surprising example of harm that can be caused by foods people take for granted: https://www.foodsforbetterhealth.com/6-reasons-you-should-never-eat-peanut-butter-7037?form=MG0AV3 Diet isn't an end-all, but eating food or foods that cause physiological imbalances results in negative programming calling the shots.   I could go into great detail about how to do a low casein lacto-vegetarian diet.  But really, it's up to people to figure out what to eat and what to avoid eating. Regarding "positive thinking and so forth," this occurred to me recently: Trapped energy becomes distorted/inverted.  "I let it go" by itself doesn't work because focus and energy has to always go somewhere.  Instead, it needs to be "I let it go and I instead focus on (fill in the blank)."  Even l...

Kim Gougen's material is fun to read, but then there's this: The "Story" of Kim Goguen - and Ben Fullford, Too? - American State Assembly Shucks I don't know, lol!  It's good to try to figure out who's who though, because they can't all be right. ------- I've discovered that modern-day talk about shadow work has its origins from long ago.  In the 3rd century CE, the two forces were written about in rabbinic texts.  Here's a summary of this from Kabbalah for Dummies by Arthur Kurzweil: "The Kabbalistic view of life includes the belief that the human soul contains two urges in eternal conflict:  The yetzer hatov (yay-tzer hah-toev), which is the inclination for good, and the yetzer hara (yay-tzer hah-rah), which is the inclination for evil. The good urges of humankind are the pure emotions, the holy impulses to do good.  Evil urges have a different nature in that they can always be transformed into good.  For the Kabbalist, nothing is evil b...

I experienced a really nice state early this morning of being connected with nature and Source.  (The feelings of this cannot be described with words because they go far beyond descriptions/definitions.)  Then, I had a ringing in my ears that lasted for a minute or so.  Right after this ringing, I felt more disconnected with anxiety taking hold in my stomach, which directly confirms this claim from Kim Gougen: Ringing in the ears is coming from forces that want to suppress a person’s connection to Source.  She states, “And all this time I hoped those annoying tones in my right ear were DNA upgrades.  Boy was I wrong, I guess that’s why I don’t feel any more connected to Source.  Seems obvious now it wasn’t a good thing.” Although there are those who claim Kim Gougen is a fraud, I couldn’t help but enjoy reading transcripts of her material.  (Plus, I couldn’t make heads or tails of the claims being made against her.)  I can really resonate with wha...