Possible Meaning of "Sequence," Filtering Out Accordingly, Getting a Better Grasp of the Dreamstate, and A Constructive Area of Focus

Possible Meaning of "Sequence"

Humans function through interpenetrating vehicles, with the causal body on the higher mental plane, the mental body on the lower mental plane, the astral body on the astral plane, the etheric double on the etheric levels of the physical plane, and finally, the dense physical body.  As consciousness descends through these denser and denser vehicles, one's Source-nature becomes increasingly veiled.  Higher energies are converted many times before reaching the physical world.  Code language such as "Sequence" could be a way of bringing different "light codes" that descend into layers within layers of increasing density to finally reach the physical.

Filtering Out Accordingly 

Adepts from the past say that the original "Masters" (rather than "Ascended Masters") are already in physical bodies on earth, and operate with full conscious volition on all planes simultaneously.  They are not said to be disincarnates at all.  Thus, adepts of the past would maintain that there's no needed clearing of any subquantum/lurker for the ascended and the light forces to fully intervene on the physical plane.  I'm learning a very different paradigm that drastically differs from 2012 Portal on many crucial levels.

However, there are pleasant vibes when thinking of positive Ets and advanced civilizations.  And, there are pleasant vibes and light that can experienced from Welovemassmeditation material, such as the Rainbow Flower of Life.  Yet, at least in my case, Et intel must be mostly avoided.  It just ends up getting in my way because of the inconsistences.  Adepts of the past exposed the Jesuits too (thank you to the awesome commenter who mentioned this), so I figure, if looking at intel at all, why not just stick with theirs?  (With discernment of course to filter out what needs to be filtered out.)  Anyway, that's just what works best for me.  Others may differ, and that's fine. 

Getting a Better Grasp of the Dreamstate 

When in the dreamstate, it's possible to distinguish between what's from the lower astral, mid astral, higher astral, and mental plane.

People can go up to the mental plane when asleep at night, but it's extremely rare for this to be remembered.  I was extremely lucky to have remembered going up to the mental plane over a decade ago, mentioned in my previous post. 

Remembering going up to the higher astral in the dreamstate is somewhat rare, but not extremely rare.  The higher astral has scenery of very pleasant nature scenes (Summerland), although this is just one example.  One could also have a dream of being in a positive futuristic civilization (maybe somewhere between type 1 and 2 on the Kardashev scale), which could also be from the higher astral.  One of the ways to distinguish the plane level is the overall feeling.  If the overall feeling is very uplifting, this is probably the higher astral.  If the feeling is neutral to somewhat dramatic, this is probably mid to lower astral. 

Although the mental plane can be translated down into astral imagery, the mental plane cannot be confused for the higher astral. There's a massive difference.  The energies of the mental plane are blissful beyond comparison.  Yet, the higher astral is really nice too, with definite paradise vibes.  (I wouldn't mind spending a considerable amount of time in Summerland.)  It goes something like this:

Lower astral:  Fear, obsession, confusion, compulsion, and emotional turbulence. 

Mid astral:  Ordinary human emotions, social interactions, personal dramas, and everyday concerns.  The vast majority of time spent and memories that come through in the dreamstate are the mid to lower astral for the vast majority of people.  Also, in the waking state, most people are unfortunately all-too-often tuned to energies of the mid to lower astral (the 'daily grind' and so forth).

Higher astral:  Harmony, beauty, kindness, refinement, elevated feeling, and a sense of meaning and well-being.

Lower mental (the 4 lower subplanes as 4-7):  Very strong clarity, with thoughts becoming absolutely beautiful geometries or very high-clarity environments.  There's an ultra-high level of order and direct comprehension and understanding, which is experienced as much more precise compared with anything from the astral. 

Higher mental (the 3 higher subplanes as 1-3, as the "Casual plane"):  The beginning stage of going beyond thoughtforms.  There is direct apprehension of wholes rather than sequences.  Ideas are perceived as unified causal principles rather than geometrical or symbolic structures.  Individuality becomes continuous identity over incarnations rather than a single thinker generating thoughts.  Forms of the lower mental plane appear as secondary expressions when projected downward into form. 

(There are of course realms above this, but oh definitely, this is plenty for now!)

In the dreamstate, the mid and lower astral can end up being a major distraction because this is where there can be a massive amount of intelligence and complexity in a way that lacks the beneficial guiding aspects of the higher astral and mental plane.  It's possible to get lost in such experiences.  (I've definitely 'been there' many times.)  It's alright to explore this, but maybe with some distance and a 'grain of salt' because it can get very tricky.

A Constructive Area of Focus

A constructive area of focus can be the higher astral and lower mental plane.  Even though much can be accomplished on the mid astral, the vibes of the higher astral and lower mental plane are essential for developing mental abilities, metaphysical abilities, motivation, and well-being.  Regarding the higher mental plane, most people do not consciously access it during physical life, and most are not consciously aware of it after death.  Yet, as humanity continues to evolve, this could change.

I wanted to find a video that is characteristic of the lower mental plane.  There isn't really anything that accomplishes this.  However, this can be regarded as a toned-down version of thoughts appearing as morphing geometries experienced there:

Where They Get It From, Metaphysical Attacks, A Disturbing Possibility, and A Legendary Book About 5D

Surprise, surprise – I have more time on my hands than I thought and I've been having more flashes of insight.

Where They Get It From 

The more I learn from adept material of the late 1800's and early to mid 1900's, the greater is my ability to see where virtually all current online occultists and Et intel derive material from.  They promote bits and pieces from such original adept material and run with it without having a solid foundation.  Thus, it makes perfect sense that there is so much distortion and insanity in occultism and Et spiritual groups in modern times.

Metaphysical Attacks 

Here's some more learning I did regarding metaphysical attacks: 

The two characteristics I'm currently aware of for being more vulnerable to metaphysical attacks are:

1. Believing in the power of the one who is attacking.  The attacker uses their victim's belief in their power to attack as a primary power source.

2. Being morally compromised/corrupted.  (This can also include high instability.)  This causes the aura to develop holes and cracks.  

(Directed energy weapons may be a different story.  This is only dealing with energy attacks that do not have technological assistance.) 

Regarding #2, it makes sense that baneful occultists would try to corrupt their victims any way they can, with distorted teachings with substantial followings being one such example.  The corruption is the most powerful when it's subtle and less seen.  Psychology can be extensively weaponized for such purposes.

A Disturbing Possibility

Has anything changed metaphysically from the time period of the mentioned adepts, or is the system exactly the same now as it was back then?  We may be moving into a new age and so forth, but what if the evolutionary rules behind changing ages really hasn't changed, despite claims from various intel sources to the contrary?  For example, what if the lords of karma are actually still in existence and in full power?  If so, 2012 Portal lightworkers may be in for a very unpleasant surprise!  (I'm not saying this is the case, but it's always a good idea to cover all bases and be prepared for just about anything.)  

A Legendary Book About 5D 

The only one I can find from back then who wrote a book solely dedicated to the Devachanic Plane (aka Mental Plane, aka 5D) is Leadbeater.  This book was first published about 130 years ago.

 

 

I copied the transcript and uploaded it to GPT (sorry, it's ridiculously useful for this sort of thing) to compile a description of this plane's magnificence with direct quotes:

This must have been the realm I was taken up to over a decade ago in the dreamstate.  It's true that when I was there, absolutely nothing from earthly experience could remotely approach the bliss from this realm.  My life on earth did not matter in the slightest.  After I came back into my body and continued about my day though, this feeling quickly disappeared.  And, I'm incapable of remembering how it felt, as the feeling was truly not of this world.  I do get glimpses when attempting to access it though.

It's important to state that it's not expected that others be in '5D mode' when incarnated on earth.  Everyone has a variety of backgrounds and priorities, and often times the loosh gets way down when being more 'down to earth.'  I myself try to enjoy the simple pleasures of life and 'make do' the best I can.  Yet, Leadbeater's book and my experience are definitely worth mentioning.  And, 5D can stream down into the astral and physical.  All the realms are connected.  

How Attention Works, Continuing Learning, and Regarding Singing

How Attention Works  

The nature of a 'black hole' is thus:

Both positive attention and negative attention upon it only gives it more energy.  Is 2012 Portal a black hole?  Others may make their own conclusions.  I for one do much better when I simply don't focus on it and instead pursue other ventures.  

I've called matters out so many times with Et intel.  I've 'been there done that' extensively, but even this ended up becoming an ensnarement.

Continuing Learning 

Although Charles Webster Leadbeater may have had 'issues,' his material is extremely useful for learning about the astral and higher planes.  This would be the next audiobook to carefully listen to after listening to "The Astral World" from Atkinson (aka Swami Panchadasi):

 

I'm also learning from Helena Blavatsky's material.  

There's so much to all of this.  I'm truly blown away by the depth of information.  And, I don't care who it's from anymore.  If Crowley himself had useful information, I would learn from his material, and I may in the future.  (Discernment of course being used, keeping what is useful and discarding what is not.) 

Here's a small sample of what I've learned:

– The top three subplanes of the astral are what many call "Summerland."  More on this here:

https://spells8.com/the-summerland-afterlife-wicca/ 

– The astral is refined physical matter beyond the gaseous and plasma states.  It is the realm upon which desires (pleasure/pain duality) are burned out, especially in the lower subplanes, before going up in frequency to the mental plane.

– When someone who had strong desires in physical life dies, they have a longer duration in the astral.   

– Once finished in the astral, the core of who the person really is goes up to the mental plane.  Their astral body is shedded and becomes an astral shell or corpse as it decomposes in the lowest subplane of the astral.  So, just as someone sheds their physical body in the physical plane, there is also the shedding of the astral body in the astral plane.  

– Those who lived a life with a sufficient degree of intentionally 'balanced duality' are either very briefly in the astral after dying, or they go straight to the mental plane, bypassing the astral entirely.  (The astral body is instantly shedded).  It's possible to instantly go higher than the mental plane upon death, but this is extremely rare.  

– The mental plane has reduced duality and less conflict-driven polarity compared with the astral and physical. 

– The vast majority of seances actually only channel other entities or the astral shell of someone that runs on autopilot, or the "shade," which was all the lower aspects of the deceased that temporarily has intelligence before decomposing as an astral shell.  Channelers become very corrupted from this.

– The more someone was ensnared within 'base personality traits' in physical life, the less of their personality they can take up with them to the mental plane.  Those ensnared parts are encased within the astral shell, decomposing with it upon being shedded.  

This is really amazing material, and I'm really inspired to keep learning.  Maybe some others will be as well.

There are also concentration exercises, such as focusing on an object for a time and tuning everything else out.  Cultivating the ability to concentrate is massively needed on 'planet ADHD.'

Regarding Singing

I've found that when I sing/chant to A432 and/or Solfeggio frequencies, this backfires.  It's much better to just be in silence if listening to these frequencies.  Somehow it's too much of a good thing; it becomes a corrupting force.  Others may or may not have the same finding.

Anyway, I could go on and on, but I'll end this here.  Others can figure out what to do and what not to do.

I Just Want to Know the Real Deal

It was adepts in the late 1800's and early to mid 1900's who were the most awakened for the 'modern era.'   

William Walker Atkinson (aka Swami Panchadasi) is a prime example of an adept who had revolutionary information:

 

 

To a considerable extent, the hippie movement of the 70's and subsequent newager movements watered down, distorted, and misused their information.  

Yet, it's also true that some of these historical adepts had disempowering programming that leaked into their material.  So of course, discernment is needed.  But definitely, the level of information they accessed far surpasses material from most current esoteric and intel circles.  

On my part, there's not much else to say.  I just want to know the real deal.

Intel Can Be Decentralized

Due to some very horrible and cruel happenings (a culmination of about 10 years of abuse ending in tragedy), I have many new responsibilities.  My life has become very busy now.  I'm going to have to learn many new skills, not because of some 'inspired higher purpose,' but because I'm needed.  

I don't have much time and energy to keep making posts.  I was going to make a post about how to best deal with others dying (adepts of the past had much to say on this), as so many people are dying lately, but this is something others can look up if they want.  

Someone stated that my posts aren't helping anyone and that people need to spend more time off cyberspace.  Fair enough.  My advice, take or leave, is similar:  Don't get caught up in all the hype that's on all these screens.  Live in the real world more. 

I could make a new post sometime in the future; who knows.  However, don't count on it.  Everything has changed.  I have to face what has happened and fulfill many new responsibilities.  

As for intel, I will state this though:

Cobra's sources may be compromised because they lied about medbeds coming out in January of this year.  And, maybe many other promoters of Et paradigms have compromised sources too.  

Further advice, take or leave:  Focus on making your own inner or outer contact with Ets, Source, or whatever you wish to make contact with, outside all these screens.  Become your own source of intel.  

Everyone's free to keep chatting here with comments left open.  

Laters.

Modes

Many of these modes overlap or combine together.  And, they often activate without direct intent.  I don't usually say, "I'm going to be in such-and-such mode."  Maybe I'll start though to see how it goes.  Either way, it's good to be aware of modes.  By mapping them out, this enhances awareness and access. 

Presence mode

To break free from mental noise and mental prisons, it's possible to become present beyond the thinking mind for a much needed break/refresher.   

Example:  https://youtu.be/-TH_CPDyOZI 

Psychology mode 

Getting a perspective on how the mind works and how programming operates can allow for much more efficient mental functioning.  Dealing with life's many challenges in ways that go beyond previous programming is self-empowering.  

Example:  https://youtu.be/_W_wPVRpqTs

Stoic mode (aka Vulcan mode)

What one cannot control can cause a massive amount of loosh generation.  So, focusing on what one can control and letting the rest go can be extremely helpful.  And, there are many stoics from the past who had excellent advice for times that require the emotions to be kept in check in order to make the best possible decisions.  

Example:  https://youtu.be/R9OCA6UFE-0 

Lightworker mode

This is for bringing Light through with Cobra meditations and/or other similar methods.  A432 tones and/or Solfeggio tones can also be used for amplification and enhancement.

Example:  https://youtu.be/HRLbzo4eoS0

Slayer mode 

(I go into this mode more and more.)

Some are led to believe that the vast majority of harmful entities have been cleared when this may not actually be the case.  Regarding all the different paradigms with claims of clearings, the best approach may be 'all bets are off.'  

If bringing Light through to dissolve harmful entities doesn't entirely get the job done, one can become very aggressive to slay them.  I've had such an intention when dozing off to sleep, which helped me destroy them in the dreamstate.   

Example:  https://youtu.be/rpkGS2fwnF8 

(I don't know about the Hebrew part in this vid.  I know of another who also has great prowess with metaphysical warfare who touts the benefits of Hebrew (Siris King).  This has always been confusing.  Bottom line:  The healthy aggression is the reason I chose this vid for the example.) 

There are more modes besides the ones on this list.  There are also destructive modes, such as 'loosh battery mode.'  (It's fine to let emotions out.  I cried very intensely for about 30 minutes the other day.  The question can be asked though, "Am I primarily in a mode that is messing me up?"  People 'go there.'  I've 'gone there.'  Yet, it's best to not 'stay there' indefinitely.  That sort of thing.)   

Healing, and Staying Present and Grounded

I find the method of healing in this article to be useful:

https://justempowerme.com/part-2-revisiting-the-planes-of-existence-creation-explained-making-conscious-thought-doing-energy-movement-being-manifestation-the-5-primordials-1-dust-divine-sparks-2-ai/ 

The method is:

– Realizing that disease is not a part of the divine plan.  (This can be stated silently or out loud as well.)

– Surrounding disease particles in the body with Source-Light, and dissolving them through 'squeezing.'  

I don't care what paradigm it's from.  If I find something useful, I'll use it.  And, her material is very interesting, at least to me.

And, I find this to be very helpful:

 

 

Some others may bash Tolle.  This has happened before; whatever, I don't care.  

I don't promise manifestations of any kind.  Maybe something will happen, but who knows.  

Mostly, I just want to no longer have my energies be used to fuel more havoc/mayhem in the world.  (That's just me.)  In order to do this, I need to be grounded and present beyond closed-loop mental constructs/prisons.  I'll deal with what needs to be dealt with, but I'll minimize loosh generation in the process. 

A Most Interesting Blogger

I came across a blogger who has what I consider to be mind blowing experiences and perspectives:

https://www.blogger.com/profile/10014644018847779962

His blog has a definite appeal for those with 'street smarts.'  Also, his material is more on the side of being distrustful of Ets.  Many lightworkers will not resonate, and that's alright.  I like to have my blog explore many different paradigms and not be centered only on one group of people.

(Interesting to note:  He has good things to say about the Violet Flame.)

Other than that, I don't really know what to say.  I'm in learning mode from what happened.  

Metaphysical Tools, Spiritual Hierarchy Yet Not, and Latest Protocol

Metaphysical Tools

For those who are not into Ets, it's still possible to use metaphysical tools without this being intertwined with Et paradigms.  There are plenty of people who are not into Ets who access some of the flames.  And, if metaphysical tools are only for personal use without being connected to any larger-picture paradigms, that's fine too.   

Some are into Ets but are not into metaphysical tools, believing them to be useless.  (They definitely aren't useless but I understand how it could seem that way.)  Others are into neither.  Others yet are into both.  There's no judgement on my part against the different kinds of people who come here. 

Spiritual Hierarchy Yet Not

There's this analysis:

https://chatgpt.com/share/69e78c9a-a79c-83e8-86c0-be41d467f394

It could be necessary for a spiritual hierarchy to help manage this world in its fallen state, but when fully rejoining the non-fallen creation (the non-fallen multiverse), there may be no need for hierarchical maintenance.  Ascension could change as well.  And, it could be possible to still access metaphysical tools like the flames (for those who are into such tools) and still not be within a hierarchy.   

Latest Protocol

– Elimination of focus that goes in no-solution directions. 

When the direction has no resolution, there's no point in 'going there.'  Focus can be centered on what's essential, which frees up mental resources and reduces loosh.  By engaging in mind games, even if one can come up with elaborate arguments or counterarguments that can be seen as valid, the end result is still ensnarement in mind games.  Weaponized spirituality to explain various non-interventions is one of many such mind games.  A question can be asked, "What repeats in my mind over and over that doesn't get resolved?"   

This is only addressing problems with no reachable solutions; there's nothing wrong with having a sense of humor and having leisure activities and so forth.

Other Paradigms and Knowing the History

I am intrigued by this comment:

 

The Great White Brotherhood (GWB) has been frequently associated with spiritual hierarchy by multiple Et/planetary liberation figures, including Cobra, Sheldan Nidle, and David Wilcock.  These would be the Ascended Masters and associated liberation forces (Galactic Federation and/or Confederation, Light Forces, and so on).  Wilcock mentioned "harvests" many times (which doesn't sit so well).  Here's an example:

September 4, 2010 

"Now is the time where all the prophecies we have been giving over the years come true. Their final failing point only is that the candle wax burns lower than most would think is possible without the flame being extinguished.

Nonetheless, you are ripe and ready for the harvest of consciousness. The earth has cultivated its bounty, and for this we are greatly appreciative of your efforts."

Source:  https://divinecosmos.com/davids-blog/863-managementtransfig/ 

There is an alleged Et contact who proposed going beyond being absorbed into the GWB though.  He's the only 'Et guy' I'm aware of who did this (Ananda Bosman).  He's stated before that it's possible to go beyond harvests of the Dark and Light Brotherhoods.  He calls this the "Midway Path."  The really 'good stuff' from his material no longer exists on the internet, as his akasha.de site is no longer accessible (at least not on my server), but he does maintain this website:

https://anandabosman.com/

What is the actual Midway Path though?  I have two of Ananda Bosman's books:  "The Unity Keys of Emmanuel" and "All is God."  "8 Hz compassionate love" is involved, and Bosman started popularizing A432 music in the late 90's.  

So far from my reading of the material, the Midway Path entails not being completely absorbed into the Light or Dark Brotherhoods.  This means surpassing the duality of both opposing sides.  

(For those here who are not into Et's, it's still possible to have a non-dual perspective.)

A long while back, Cobra mentioned the 11:11 portal (that was supposed to end all duality) being completed:  

November 07, 2022: 

"11:11 is a multidimensional bridge between two reality systems, the old reality of duality and the new reality of Oneness. We entered this doorway on January 11th, 1992. We then went through the 20 years process of activating eleven gates within 11:11, each time anchoring more presence of Oneness on this planet. Now we are activating the 11th gate of the 11:11 and hereby the 11:11 becomes wide open and Oneness consciousness accessible as never before."

November 22, 2022: 

"Diamond of the Unseen has been revealed. The doorway of the 11:11 is hereby being completely open and activated and will stay open forever. This is our dimensional bridge to Oneness. This is our pathway Home." 

Sources: 

https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2012/11/makethis-viral-eleventh-gate-1111.html

https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2012/11/eleventh-gate-activation-update-diamond.html 

Yet, throughout 2012 Portal, and with many 2012 Portal followers, there is a pronounced duality of "Light vs. Dark."  It's always a war scenario of the dark forces vs. the light forces.  

Of course occupying forces who are causing all the problems need to be neutralized, but especially with the war scenarios taking place currently, there certainly has not been any end to duality.  With earth as a whole, duality has probably increased over the last few years, and not decreased.  

Also, Sheldan Nidle was saying almost the exact same things in the 90's as 2012 Portal:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ground_Crew_Project 

Nidle's first book, "Your First Contact," was published January 1, 2000.  

 

The full timeline looks something like this: 

(There was also influence from Aleister Crowley in shaping earlier Et narratives.)

Also related:  There's the "Secret Police" and "Secret Chiefs."  These beings are not the Ascended Masters, but have many overlaps in characteristics. 

Anyway, there's a really good post from Ascend Liberation about Andromedans:

https://cobramap.blogspot.com/2026/04/andromedans.html 

Actions speak louder than words, so let's see some action (from the good guys).   

Who knows, maybe something very positive will finally happen for all to witness. 

Liberation forces, let's see some action.  Honor your agreements, or you mine as well not exist at all. 

Meaning, Paradigms and Psychological Consequences, A Massive Problem Within Spiritual Movements, Regarding Distractions, My Life Stories, and Beyond the Veil

I sometimes get to where I want to leave 'blog life,' but when I'm finally about to truly let it go, something else comes through for me to post.  This has been the pattern thus far at least.  And, I understand the importance of having a place to go to express oneself.  So, the Starlight blog continues!  Here are some observations as of late:

The Surface Population Seeks Meaning 

Eckhart Tolle states that the search for meaning is only a mental construct.  However, with those who are inspired to be in the present moment, being in the present moment gives them meaning.  It's probably inescapable to seek meaning.  Furthermore regarding meaning:

I set goals for myself.  These goals aren't lofty ones like becoming independently wealthy or anything like that.  Not so much anymore.  I just have small goals that give me something to do, such as reading a book, lifting weights – that sort of thing.  Why?  Because without any meaning or purpose at all, the body's immune system goes down, and in the most extreme cases, the body starts to seriously shut down (not the kind of shutting down that comes with natural sleep) with death looming.  So, even if it's small accomplishments, this has become essential, if nothing else than to keep a minimum level of physical health.  This appears to be universal for all gulag inhabitants (the entire surface population to one degree or another).

The above protocol was inspired by the book, "Man's Search For Meaning" by Victor E Frankl.  This book is intense but well worth reading.  It’s an account from a concentration camp survivor that goes into what's called "logotherapy."  

I had to sift through some archonic ideas in this book, such as 'spiritual growth through suffering,' but it still has some very profound insights into psychology.  Although the vast majority don't live in the conditions like the author did in this book, it may be relevant to the situations of some lightworkers/warriors who can be in conditions that are on the harsher end of the spectrum. 

Different Paradigms Have Different Psychological Consequences 

Corey Goode maintains that humanity needs to set itself free and that positive Ets will only intervene in the distant background.  This is in stark contrast to 2012 Portal.  2012 Portal has stated countless times that positive Ets will liberate earth with drastic interventions, and that lightworkers/warriors just need to help out with meditations and planting stones and so forth for preparation.  This is why I (and others who may relate) started calling out Cobra when it at least felt like the tone started going in the direction of “Humanity needs to wake up to allow for planetary liberation.” 

The psychological effect of being told Ets will intervene on countless levels and then this being delayed for so many years is absolutely devastating.  There are so many damaging aspects to relying on these interventions and then having these interventions continually be out of reach, and not even knowing their real timeframe.  

Corey Goode’s followers (the ones remaining after his court case) are probably in a better psychological state, because Corey Goode’s followers were told from the start that “Humanity has most of the power,” while 2012 Portal has repeatedly stated “Humanity is in a hostage situation that only positive Ets can resolve,” which sets up many followers to be chronically obsessed with being rescued.   

There can be endless debates about how much control the dark forces currently have over the surface population, but whether or not humanity 'has the power' is not the point I’m trying to make.  I’m only looking at this in terms of psychology.  It’s far more mentally healthy to view oneself as self-empowered rather than viewing oneself as being a hostage who needs to be rescued with the rescue operation being continually protracted.  Even those living in very dire conditions would be more sane if not being told for so many years that Ets would rescue them with this continually failing to materialize.

(At this point, I’m going to have to become a psychologist.  I may not get a Master’s or PhD, but I’ll increase my psychological research to a 'professional level' with or without the ‘fancy piece of paper on the wall.’  Psychology is only one piece of the puzzle, but I drastically underestimated it.  At the same time though, I'll use discernment to not be limited by psychology, as psychology is mostly not open to 'metaphysics.')  

Somewhat Related: 

One can learn about black nobility families (I suggest doing so if one's unfamiliar), and this is important, but the reason I haven't posted on this subject is because I take a different strategy.  I'm more interested in the psychology that is employed by the dark forces, which is something that may be universal among them.  I endeavor to learn the psychology of their manipulations and then to come up with solutions.  One of their main manipulations a wise one once told me is to promise change and then always have this change be out of reach.  This is what believers of the 2012 Portal paradigm are continually being put through.  (I'm not accusing 2012 Portal of intentionally doing this, but this is the result thus far.) 

A Massive Problem Within Spiritual Movements

Regarding recent verbal abuse in the comments section(s), what comes out of all of this is a massive problem within spiritual movements.  There can be abusive behavior, and this behavior gets excused because "We're all on the same side" and so forth.  Various ways are found to downplay the abusive behavior.  These kinds of mentalities can be used to justify all forms of abuse.  

There are countless instances of physical and sexual abuse that get pushed under the rug within countless spiritual movements in real life.  Fortunately this has only been in the form of verbal abuse here recently, as my blog confines interaction to text and media on a screen; I don't have any following in real life.  Yet, imagine if some of the really unstable ones who visit my blog lived together in a spiritual group in a compound. (Actually, maybe try to not imagine this. 🫣😅)  I of course don't mean to single anyone out when saying this, but this kind of material has been known to gravitate 'all kinds of crazy.' 

Anyway, at least on my blog, here's my advice, take or leave: 

If you find something that benefits you and others start hating on it, just don't listen to them.  Keep going with it.

Also, don't listen to the happiness police, and don't listen to the unhappiness police.  (The happiness police try to force others to be positive all the time with toxic positivity, and the unhappiness police try to force others to be miserable all the time with doom and gloom and "Only Ets can save us so don't you dare enjoy anything on planet gulag."  Well, they often say "mostly anything" at least.)

Do what works best and don't let others discourage you if they make the attempt.  

Regarding Distractions

Really, who am I to bash material that helps someone?  I won't do that, and those who do become nothing more than distractions.  The same awesome commenter who mentioned the recent playlist also pointed out that the dark forces use distractions to hinder growth, and it's true, they do.  

Maybe some people get used as puppets to unknowingly try to create distractions for others.  This is a pattern I've been noticing both online and in real life.  I'll also ask myself, "Are there ways I'm being used as a puppet?"  

Anyway, I found the playlist recently mentioned by the awesome commenter to be very helpful.  Yet, if some resonate more with information from elsewhere (internal and/or external places), that's fine too.  People can 'do their thing.'  There's no one size that fits all.  

My Life Stories 

The first video in the playlist was very synchronistic for me because I've been noticing that with the stories I've been telling myself, there's been a great amount of negativity bias.  It's as though only selectively negative memories come up in a chain to create harmful stories.  

So after viewing the video linked above, I started looking for alternative 'life story evidence' to poke holes in my harmful life stories.  I found many such holes, which provided me relief.  I began reframing in a grounded way, pointing out previously ignored facts that contradicted my harmful life stories.  I didn't go 'rainbows and unicorns' with my past, but I debunked many of the destructive stories I've been telling myself, which helped me immensely. 

Beyond the Veil

Beyond words (including my own words), and beyond the two main forms of aggression, there are realities beyond the veil that can be accessed.  There really is emerald light and so many other aspects that can be accessed inwardly.  And, opals really do have rainbow frequencies, which reminds me of the Rainbow Flower of Life.  And yes, there really can be inner first contact.  Yet, there's no "first in line."  It's instead a free flowing situation without this becoming a spiritual competition.  

An excellent personal goal can be to go beyond the two main forms of aggression and related distractions that attempt to act as blocking mechanisms.  A big part of this is learning to let go of what doesn't serve oneself.  

So yes, even if momentarily (in my case it's momentarily, although this can change with more practice), what's beyond the veil can be inwardly accessed.  Associate this with 2012 Portal or not.  I understand why there are those who don't.  Either way, it's still possible to access what's beyond the veil.

The Sweet Spot (Updated on 04/13)

I've run into issues with the belief that the video in my previous post on psychology is a 'fraud' and 'toxic positivity,' so maybe in the future I will only say what needs to be said in my own words to reduce what I call "toxic distortivity."  Toxic distortivity can be defined as:

"Going to extremes to distort and/or falsely label what's being said."

In my own words, here's some psychology that may be useful:

Beyond positive thinking (which is toxic positivity) and beyond the emotions, there is the story that people tell themselves based on their past.  When analyzing myself, I found that I have destructive stories I've been telling myself for a long time that do indeed cause destructive life tendencies.  It actually is the stories I've been telling myself (when I'm alone with no external disturbances) that underlie my destructive thinking and feeling. 

The dark forces promote that truthers have a know-it-all attitude that is closed off to exploring certain subject matter.  The dark forces want truthers to not venture to explore the hard sciences, for example, and instead blow off the hard sciences as 'cabal disinformation.'  Yet, if truthers actually got into the hard sciences, they could come up with breakthroughs that 'normies' would not have come up with (hopefully not getting assassinated in the process of course).  This is because truthers have a more powerful imagination than average people that can reach new heights when this is applied to the hard sciences.  

Psychology is also a science, although not 'hard.'  In addition to promoting that the hard sciences be avoided, the dark forces also use various psychological methods to get truthers to blow off the benefits of psychology as being 'cabal nonsense' or a 'fraud' or 'toxic positivity' in order to keep them in a limited lane of thought.

Here's a question:  If all the sciences are 'cabal-run junk' and so forth, why do we have cars and jets and advanced computers and so forth?  It's obvious that the hard sciences have countless tangible manifestations.  It's just that there are of course limitations and directions the hard sciences do not venture.

There definitely is a closed-mindedness to the hard sciences, but blowing off the hard sciences (and psychology) is actually even more closed-minded than the hard sciences are.  How ironic that many truthers who see themselves as having so much 'out-of-the-box thinking' are actually more closed-minded than mainstream scientists! 

A truly awakened and powerful individual embraces the hard sciences and psychology and is open to metaphysics and alternative information at the same time.  Also, any distortions in the hard sciences and psychology, along with distortions from alternative information, get sifted through with discernment.  (Questioning of authority is still 100% enacted.)

With that being said, back to accusations of 'toxic positivity' against my previous post:

All I'm saying is that there can be a balance between toxic negativity (and toxic distortivity) and toxic positivity, which also has its own version of toxic distortivity (a modified definition of toxic distortivity within toxic positivity).  

It's definitely not beneficial to be 'sunshine and rainbows' all the time.  Yet, it's also definitely not beneficial to be 'doom and gloom' all the time either.  There can actually be a middle ground between the two.  Surely there is a 'sweet spot.'  That is my aim.  

It's understood that many need direct intervention from the light forces ASAP.  Yet, day after day, week after week, year after year, and decade after decade (some have been into being extracted since the "Age of Aquarius" music video came out in the late 1960's) goes by without interventions that can be directly experienced, so it may be even worse to wait on the light forces in a great state of need without exploring other avenues.  I for one will not wait on intervention while my life wastes away.  Pardon my 'french,' but that way of 'living' can go fuck itself. ⚡️🔥

Update on 04/13:

I felt it necessary to scrutinize the video in the previous post using AI.  I asked AI to come up with a better, more complete version of the video that removes inaccuracies.  I also requested that this be stated in a way that is easily relatable.  Here goes:

"A more accurate way to understand “core stories” is not as a single hidden force that controls your life, but as part of a larger system made up of your thoughts, emotions, behaviors, and experiences, all constantly influencing each other.  What people call a “core story” is basically a deep belief or pattern you’ve learned over time about yourself, other people, or how the world works (for example, “I’m not good enough” or “people will hurt me”).  These beliefs don’t just come from one moment in childhood.  They usually form from repeated experiences, especially emotional ones, and they stick around because your mind keeps finding ways to confirm them, often without you realizing it.

These “stories” feel true not because they’re always accurate, but because they’re reinforced in multiple ways.  For example, if you believe you’ll be rejected, you might avoid social situations or act guarded, which prevents you from having positive experiences that could prove the belief wrong.  Your mind also tends to focus on evidence that supports what you already believe and ignore what doesn’t.  On top of that, emotions play a role. If something feels scary or uncomfortable, it can make the belief seem even more valid.  So the story keeps itself going, not just as an idea, but as a loop between thinking, feeling, and acting. 

Because of this, real change doesn’t come from simply “telling yourself a new story.”  It usually requires a more structured process.  That includes questioning your beliefs, looking at actual evidence, and most importantly, testing them in real life by doing things you might normally avoid.  Over time, these new experiences can start to weaken the old patterns and support more accurate, flexible ways of thinking.  Changing your “story” is part of the process, but it happens gradually, as your mind updates based on what you consistently experience, and not all at once through insight alone. 

At the same time, it’s important to be realistic about responsibility.  You’re not in control of everything that shaped you or everything that happens to you.  But you do have some control over how you respond and what you choose to do next, within your circumstances.  So a better way to look at it is this: your core beliefs matter, but they are not fixed and not all-powerful.  They are part of a system that can change, but only through repeated, real-world adjustments, and not just by deciding to think differently about the stories you tell yourself."

The Thing Behind The Thing

An awesome commenter sent me a playlist of videos here:

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLckrOG6wXxv1HYNcTwsyr2nwfmkx08p3F&si=lggut3uEaanUQPKW 

I watched the first one from start to finish: 

 

 

It's understood that not everyone here has an interest in money.  Many just want to go home, and that's fine, but the above video's core message can be extremely helpful to all walks of life.  I'm extremely impressed by his level of information.  Many self-help gurus say to "change your thinking," but he states that the actual core behind the thinking comes from the stories we tell ourselves based on our past.  This is a major breakthrough! 

He also goes into distortions in the spiritual community, explaining that some individuals use inner work “as a superiority flex,” expressing attitudes such as “You haven't done the inner work that I’ve done, so you’re just not as spiritually evolved as me.”  He points out the irony that this stance arises “from a place of superiority and ego,” reinforcing a narrative of “why I’m better than others,” including beliefs such as “I’m chosen” or “the universe speaks through me and not other people.”  He's definitely correct in calling this out.

He is slightly different than Eckhart Tolle because he states that new identities can be made while Tolle suggests being present beyond all identities.  My finding is that one can forge new identities and also have times to go beyond all identities, as the "undefined."  And, the 'control room behind all identities' can be from the standpoint of the undefined I Am Presence.  

I don't see the above video as the law of attraction or law of assumption, as of course those two interrelated principles have distortions.  (Spirituality can be weaponized to blame victims for atrocities.)  I more look at this in terms of not changing reality, but instead changing how reality is dealt with.  If outer manifestation doesn't change when personal psychology is improved, 'it is what it is.'  However, at least how the world is dealt with doesn't have to result in massive amounts of loosh generation. 

I'll definitely be watching more videos on the above playlist.  I'm very grateful to the awesome commenter who sent this! 💖

Loosh Management Strategy and a Surprise

Important note:

The strategy of not feeding energetic currency to unwanted personal realities is most easily applied for those who have a basic level of safety and health.  For those who do not have their survival needs met, those who are in very real danger, and those who have severe medical conditions, this becomes much more difficult to implement.

Historically, there have been cases of very hard-core stoics who were able to detach from being physically tortured for years on end.  There have also been prisoners of war who detached from the abuse they went through.  There's no expectation for those living in dire circumstances to do this though, and the result can often be PTSD.

Very often for those in dire conditions, hope of being rescued is all they have to keep them going.  So, to those who are in dire conditions who are reading this post, I would never try to say to give up on hope.  (This leads me to conclude that there's no one-size-fits-all way to deal with every scenario.)

With this being said, the following is addressed to those who live in average conditions (sub-par because earth is still not liberated, but not dire):

With personal life situations, we all have bills to pay and we deal with scenarios that are just no fun.  We all have to ‘go through the motions.’  Yet, through the teachings of the stoics and being present beyond “my life” and “my situation,” it’s possible to have a level of detachment to reduce the amount these situations leech our energies through loosh.  I’ve been able to energetically detach in this way to a moderate extent.  I’m still stuck in the situations, but at least I’m not feeding them massive amounts of my energy.  This is a skill that grows the more it’s applied. 

I’m not advocating the Law of Attraction or the cliché, “What you think about, you bring about.”  This is more precisely, “One need not make unwanted situations worse through amplification from giving them energetic currency.”  (Energy and focus is a current of energy – hence "energetic currency.") 

Just as energetic currency is given or withheld to personal life situations, energetic currency is also given or withheld to global situations.

Giving energetic currency to “ends times madness” narratives, such as the narrative that the world will continue destabilizing and worsening followed by an Event that ‘saves the day’ – this only results in feeding the realities of more severe economic hardship, wars and genocides, and other various doom and gloom scenarios.  Atrocities in the world being justified as 'just a part of the plan for destabilization for the Event' is a very dysfunctional and abusive mindset.    

I’m not denying that global issues exist.  Yet, feeding these issues with the belief system above and other forms of fixation only amplifies them, especially for those who have activated their manifestation powers with Flower of Life meditations and so forth.  

Tangent:  When both constructive and destructive occurrences in the world are seen as 'progress,' this results in a narrative that cannot be held to scrutiny.  Surely I'm not the only one who has a problem with that.

Basically: 

Beyond what Cobra or anyone else says (including me), people can ask themselves, “What am I feeding?”  Situations must be faced, but there can at least be the exercise of power over feeding.  This doesn’t have to be done in a way that is ‘sticking our heads in the sand.’  Reality should not be ignored.  It's just that unwanted situations need not be made even worse through giving them vast amounts of energetic currency.  

Anyway, not to be the 'loosh police' or anything; just trying to 'make do.'  Getting outside and going for walks in nature, if possible, really helps.  So does learning the hard sciences or some form of challenging mental activity.  These kinds of activities help take the mind off all the 'stuff.'  The 'stuff' may still there, but it doesn't have to be a massive vampire.

The Flip Side 

Well, I've got it all figured out don't I?  Everything can just be 'managed,' nice and neat. 😏     

I recently reached a point where my own issues tormented me so much I accessed Source with my entire being crying out, "Why?"  I broke down in a way I've never done before, and everything became alive in a way I can't describe as tears rolled down my face.  I got pushed so far nothing could stop the floodgates from bursting.  

This could be seen as awakening through suffering.  I guess in my situation, I don't care anymore.  This is just the way it happened.  

Sometimes there are no more strategies.  No more techniques.    

Sometimes it's just oneself and the Creator.     

My Golden Planetary Timeline

There are two types of Golden Timelines per person.  One Golden Timeline is what someone wants personally (Personal Golden Timeline), and the other one is what someone wants for Earth (Planetary Golden Timeline).  These two Golden Timelines intertwine and overlap in many areas.

I prefer to live spontaneously, so I don't have a Personal Golden Timeline laid out with specifics.  However, my Planetary Golden Timeline is as follows:

First, liberation forces would need to have their trillions upon trillions of forces (it would be this number if the entire multiverse/omniverse is here) to keep any and all possible retaliations from the dark forces against the surface population in check.  Part of this would involve liberation forces beaming off all nukes from the planet surface.  All chemical/biological weapons are beamed away.  Also, all secret bombs in all major cities would be beamed away.  (I've come across intel saying major cities are held hostage in this way.)  All the dark forces are beamed off-world and processed.  (Militaries can still remain, except for the ones that are exclusively of the dark forces).  This all happens simultaneously.  

Then, millions of Et-level EMPs would be used to shut down all remaining militaries on the planet surface.  This would be done to stop all missile launches against all UFO craft and civilians.  Boots on the ground Et militaries would also surround countless areas of vulnerability to stop any armies from committing genocides.  These Et militaries could be cloaked until needed.

All core systems for water and so forth would be managed by liberation forces.  The surface society would be completely infiltrated on every level by liberation forces (covertly in the beginning).   

By this point, many in the surface population know 'something's up,' because missiles are no longer able to be fired anywhere on the planet surface and there have been many strange sightings of 'beamings.'  Around this time, UFOs start showing themselves in mass and start broadcasting through mainstream media.  Some time is given for the surface population to digest all of this.  Chaos is avoided because again, liberation forces have so thoroughly infiltrated all aspects of all societies.

When the surface population digests this enough, liberation forces distribute replicators, medbeds, and all other really cool tech and so forth.  Then, the Event happens.

(There may be pieces I'm missing, but this is the 'gist of it.'  I could state what happens beyond the Event in this timeline, which entails starseeds and earthseeds going where they want to go in the cosmos along with many other activities, but I feel the Event is a good stopping place for now.) 

The Event doesn't trigger these interventions.  Instead, these interventions trigger the Event.

The timeframe for my Golden Planetary Timeline's completion is this year.  

I'm not saying my Golden Planetary Timeline is 'how it will go down,' but this would definitely be my chosen course for planetary liberation.

(I apologize for making so many posts in such a short time.  This one's more important, and I'll give it a decent amount of time before making another.)

If It Causes Harm, Why Feed It?

I found this to be very interesting: 

"Now on the other hand there are other types of resets that are more positively fed to you. Some of those would be the Global Currency Reset that has been in the works now for almost two decades, which never pays out. Nesara/Gesara which has been in the works for allegedly much longer and neither of them are telling you the truth.

...The Great Reset is the next possible option for the elite to maintain control of us cattle as they call us. So that being said, the reason why they put out different versions of the Great Reset online is because they are looking for your implied consent, whether you favor the positive one or watch lots and lots of video about the negative Great Reset. The implied consent there is you watch, you fear it, so you’re giving away your power through fear. In addition to that, you do nothing about it. Not like there is anything you could do about it, but once you know and you do nothing that is implied consent. So, you are consenting to what they are about to do to you, based on the fact you are doing nothing. They say willful ignorance is a crime and this is where they kind of get you on a technicality.

Now this isn’t anything negative towards all you listening to this in any way shape of form because there really isn’t anything you can do and they know it. But they put this information out there, both positively and negatively so they can get the majority of people to follow along and to do nothing but sit there and wait for the positive thing to happen, while the others are just looking for signs everywhere and anywhere that the negative could possibly be happening."

(Link)

(Some may take issue with this source, but what she's saying here makes a massive amount of sense.  In many ways her material far exceeds my expectations.)   

(The loosh from gloom and doom that goes with the dark forces' great reset is obvious, so there's no need to discuss that in this post.)

The positive great reset promised by 2012 Portal generates a massive amount of loosh because this goes in a cycle of hope to fear to despair/hopelessness to hope again.  This repeats over and over.  

Followers have hope that the Event and the positive Et great reset will bring about planetary liberation, but as the world continues to deteriorate (wars, genocides, increasing economic hardship and so forth), fear comes into play:   

"What if the Event doesn't happen for such a long time the world gets so bad that even earthseeds (natives to earth who are more used to hardship) will not be able to stand it anymore?"  "What if we are all just left standing with a broken world and no intervention?  That's the pattern so far and it's already over 3 months into 2026!"  

Then the fear turns into despair/hopelessness, but the despair/hopelessness is unbearable to endure for too long, so it returns back to hope again.  And on and on this goes. 

My solution is to no longer accept any narrative that promotes deteriorating conditions followed by an Event that 'saves the day.'  I'll no longer feed the narrative that deteriorating planetary conditions is 'progress behind the scenes leading to the Event.'  I'll instead go with what's tangible.  What happens in the physical world can have the final say regarding what's real and what's fabrication.

Anymore, at least in my case, it's about "Does this belief system benefit me or does this belief system cause me harm?"  It's not selfish to approach it this way, because when someone stops being harmed, this means it's one less person in the world being harmed, which means less harm to the world itself.

Personal Golden Timelines are fine.  There's nothing wrong with this.  Eliminating harmful belief systems assists such timelines.  And, if followers want to keep participating in meditations and so forth, that's fine too.  Maybe this could be done without feeding that horrendous 'loosh cycle' though. 

The most progress I've ever made in life was when I internally implemented Eckhart Tolle's material of going beyond harmful mental constructs.  Yet, if some don't like Eckhart Tolle because he's wealthy, it's possible to come up with one's own methods of going beyond harmful mental constructs, or a hybrid method of sorts.  

Ultimately though, people will do what they do.  This is not up to me.  This is just 'where I'm at,' and maybe some will benefit from what's being said here.

Update:  A disclaimer needs to be added:

I'm not saying that unavoidable aspects of life can just be ignored.  There are many narratives that are physically occurring that must be dealt with, such as paying taxes (or trying to bypass taxes for those brave few who unfortunately often end up in prison).  Yet, Event narratives do not fit this category.  Unlike paying the bills and so forth, the Event continually does not manifest.

I'm not saying to just avoid reality.  In fact, by no longer energetically supporting narratives that continually have no physical manifestations, I'm promoting that we 'get real.'

It's also possible to do what must be done to survive without giving it as much frustration/anger/fear.  I learned this from Eckhart Tolle and stoicism.  Of course this doesn't change reality, but it does get the loosh down.

Disclaimer #2:

It's detrimental to 'fall into materialism.'  There are metaphysical realities as well.  However, most don't know the actual 'structures' of metaphysical realities (I'm fuzzy on this myself) and how they really operate.  

I have metaphysical abilities, but I use caution to not get too tied up in this.  Telepathy and dreamstate experiences, for example, can be disabling if I focus too much on them, especially when not being grounded.

Believe It Or Not

A commenter stated this:

"I am from southern China. I can confirm that the allegations against Li Haoyang are true; he is a monster who raped a girl and tried to cover it up. Li Haoyang was arrested by the police in 2024 and is currently in prison. Additionally, Liu Ziwen, the founder of the Blue Dawn organization, and his assistant Li Bei were arrested by the police in September 2024. They were apprehended in Tibet and are currently serving prison sentences as well, charged with using religious superstition to undermine public welfare."

Cobra mentioned the issue of "greyhat lightworkers." I'm reminded of a post by Ascend Liberation

https://optimaltimeline.blogspot.com/2025/09/the-broken-bridge-why-awakened.html 

that has this quote from Cobra:

"Light Forces are estimating that about one third of people in Lightworker groups (physical and online) are either entity possessed, MK-Ultra programmed double agents (sleepers) or some of them even infiltrated agents of Jesuits, Illuminati and intelligence agencies."

https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2019/12/blue-dawn-ascension-conference-report.html

It's important to understand the psychology of some rapists and pedophiles.  Some of them are really sorry for what they do and they will cry, but then will continue with their abusive behaviors because the programming goes so deep into their natures.  When anomalous programming bonds with sexuality, it's like scrambled eggs (that of course cannot be unscrambled).  It goes to such a deep level that someone like this who has a good heart cannot stop.  (I'm not taking the side of these individuals.  They absolutely need to be apprehended so that no more people get hurt.  This is only stated to understand the inner workings.)

Believe it or not, sexual deviants who are not born psychopaths (the ones who still have a heart and empathy) can connect with Source.  This is because sexuality is not the only aspect of a human being.  It's just that when someone with these issues connects with Source/higher realms, their distortions are not a part of this.  

Their sexuality would be non-salvageable, so if going back to Source, that part of them would be disintegrated while the rest of their non-distorted aspects survive.  This would be a partial restart, and one who is like this would rebuild aspects that are disintegrated if chosen.  (I'm approaching this from the angle of abusive sexualities being unable to be repaired no matter how much anomaly/subquantum/lurker gets cleared.  I could be wrong though; this is just what I'm seeing from current understandings.)

I'm able to become other people and embody their perspectives when drifting off to sleep at night.  (This is not under my control.)  Some of this comes through when I return to myself upon waking up, and I can see very private aspects of others.  I also have entire dreams of other people's experiences.  (Also not under my control.)  This places me in a position to go beyond surface-level understandings.  

The subject matter on this one is 'touchy,' but the remaining clearings reside within touchy issues.  There is no subject that should go unexamined if any tangible progress is to be made.

Know Thyself

If you truly know yourselves, there's nothing I or anyone else can say that will sway you from your work, whether this be planting stones, daily/hourly meditations, attending conferences/workshops, and other forms of participation.  Words cannot discourage those who have such an inner knowing.