Friday, July 4, 2025

šŸ”„šŸ”„šŸ”„ Taking Matters Into My Own Hands šŸ”„šŸ”„šŸ”„

As far as I can tell, the greys harvest my energies in a certain way that will not be disclosed.  Last night I got to the point where I started saying "No" again.  The pattern is, when I say "No" and don't give them what they want, they resort to terrorizing me at night/very early morning.  I then get frustrated about the light forces not intervening, with a high amount of cognitive dissonance.  I then just 'take the hits like a good little bitch.' 

This time, however, my anger became stronger than my fear.  As I went into the theta range into sleep, anger started blasting out of my skull as some kind of energy.  (This has happened before, although it's been a very long time.)  Then in the dreamstate as the greys showed up, I began pulverizing them, I think with my hands.  The memory is very unclear, but I know that I stood up to them in a big way and did damage to them, or even killed some of them.  

The Event would be really awesome.  However, it's disempowering to wait on the light forces to clear what needs to be cleared, and I just proved it.  Also, being peaceful in 'Eckhart Tolle' mode has its merits, but (time to get into slangish mode) sometimes you gotta get mean and nasty.  Sometimes you gotta say "fuck this shit!" and do what needs to be done.  Sometimes if you want something done right, or at all, you gotta do it yourself.  

So, yeah, lets have divine intervention and the Event.  But maybe a part of divine intervention is getting our own hands dirty, and not waiting on the light forces to do certain stuff for us.  

On another note, Votl628 is either dead or, glass half full, went with the light forces or underground resistance.  But if he went with the light forces or underground resistance, he would still be able to update comments and participate online from afar.  Bottom line:  Someone doesn't just disappear like that.  He can't be on vacation for so long.  That would make zero sense.  (It would definitely help morale if Cobra gave info on what happened; many lightworkers are getting creeped out by his disappearance.)

My advise:

For those associated with 2012 Portal, don't ever put a photo or video of yourself online.  Don't tell anyone your real name online.  If you have a facebook or twitter and so forth, give fake names and birth dates. (Facebook is so retarded anymore that it requires photo verification.  I gave it someone else's photo so am now permanently blocked.  Good riddance – facebook isn't worth my time anyway.)  

Votl628 isn't the first person to disappear like this over the years.  I myself may be getting tracked.  Even though I didn't put up videos/photos of myself, they can still find info, especially with AI.  

Associating with 2012 Portal is one of the most dangerous things anyone can ever do.  Most newcomers don't realize this, and they become major targets.  Don't be deceived by the rainbows and unicorns.  This is not for the faint of heart, and people can 'get disappeared.'

Happy 4th. 

 

Wednesday, July 2, 2025

I Don't Want to Be Part of the Problem

People like Dr. Berg are a part of the problem.  His one-size-fits-all solution is for everyone to go low carb and eat high amounts of animal protein.  He has a following of over 10 million people who swear he changed their lives.  He has his own keto cult founded on lies and loosh from animal sacrifices.  

Of course people's health will improve when cutting out processed foods and so forth.  But then this gets falsely attributed to animal flesh being a superfood.  It's actually what's subtracted that causes the health benefits, not the animal flesh itself.

Also of course, people who are on the carnivore diet are part of the problem.  They eat somewhere around 1.5 – 3 pounds of animal flesh per day.  The animal kingdom already has it hard enough as it is.  The amount of animal loosh from the entire world's population eating 1.5 – 3 pounds of animal flesh per day would be unimaginable.  It's also unsustainable.  For reference, the average amount of animal flesh eaten when averaging the world's population is about 1/4 of a pound per person per day... so those on the carnivore diet eat 6 to 12 times more meat than the average person.

Even if it were true that the only way for me to thrive and be healthy was to eat 1.5 – 3 pounds of animal flesh per day – which it isn't true at all, but hypothetically – I would refuse to do it.  I would rather be sup-par than eat this much meat.  

The dark forces have been influencing me to go on the carnivore diet, which is why I was eating so much meat before I recently went vegan.  All I would ever hear was the carnivore diet being promoted as the ultimate supernova of health and vitality.  

When I was eating close to a pound of meat per day, the guilt inside me became unbearable.  I felt like I was taking way more than my fair share.  I don't know how people who are on the carnivore diet can live with themselves.

It feels like a reckoning of sorts is coming.  Those who became famous and/or wealthy from greed and lies will have everything pulled out from under them, and they will be forced to face themselves and what they've done.  Right now they have it really nice.  Everything caters to their every whim.  May the hammer show them no mercy.

Monday, June 30, 2025

Not All Vegan Diets Are The Same

People who say they tried going vegan and they felt terrible (or even almost died from it) didn't do a version of the vegan diet that worked for their bodies.  

For example, if I ate a can of black beans per day with rice (dividing this into a few meals of beans and rice), I would be in a world of hurt.  First, I can't tolerate rice.  While so many people are saying "bread is a health destroyer," I'm saying "rice is a health destroyer."  I can get stomach cramps from rice, and it spikes my blood sugar super high, while bread does not.  (The bread should not be whole wheat; I stated in a previous post that whole wheat bread is full of roundup, with it being absorbed into the bran.)  Second, I can't handle the amount of fiber in a can of beans per day.  I would need to divide 1 can of beans into 3 days, assuming I can even handle that.  (The freezer works really well to keep food fresh.  Just thaw out what's needed overnight before the next day.)

I would also be in a world of hurt if I ate large quantities of nuts/seeds and/or nut/seed butters every day.  These can be really hard on my gut.  

What about tofu?  I'm not completely sure yet, but this guy eats quite a bit of tofu every day, and he's very healthy without having 'man boobs' from so much soy:

https://youtu.be/qLtka8mlV8Y 

Even with some tofu though, there's probably no way for me to get enough protein per day without vegan protein powders, since I can't eat massive amounts of beans/legumes and nuts/seeds per day.  (The guy in the above video does some vegan protein powder too every day in the form of powdered BCAAs.)  It just needs to be made sure that the powders don't have toxic metals in them, as some vegan protein powders test high in this.

What about coconut oil?  There are studies saying coconut oil raises LDL cholesterol (the alleged "bad cholesterol"), but these studies were giving subjects 2-4 tablespoons per day.  Other studies show minimal to no increase in LDL cholesterol when it's less than 2 tablespoons per day.  (There are many people who say high cholesterol isn't even the issue.  These would be the 'carnivore folks.'  I'm still undecided.)  I was doing just 1 tablespoon per day (not all at once but 1/2 tsp with meals), but maybe I don't really need to add it at all. 

Vegetables like boiled or steamed broccoli and fruits like olives don't give me issues.  So basically, it's a matter of narrowing down what foods do and don't work.  This can take a long time to figure out, as there are many variables that can lead to false conclusions, but it's well worth the effort because the result is having a much higher quality of life from being very physically healthy. 

Some people can eat 2 cans of beans per day and feel great.  It's like these people were literally created to be vegans (lucky bastards).  Other people like myself can only do a vegan diet if it's a very specific version that suits my exact needs.

Anyway, anyone who says "vegan diets don't work" are just being lazy and not thinking for themselves.  The reality is: 

Yes vegan diets do work, but you have to tailor the vegan diet to your body's unique needs.

Is the vegan diet boring though?  I see food less as a source of pleasure, and more as a tool for success.  (Well, I like to have treats every now and then, but I've finally developed a high degree of discipline, at least when it comes to food.) 

Saturday, June 28, 2025

Doing a 180 – Going Vegan

What I was eating before going vegan:

I was eating poultry with every meal during the day, and eating dairy at night.  Then I tried just eating poultry with every meal without dairy.  In both of these instances, my 'dark side' became debilitating.  I was also absolutely miserable because I hate eating a pound of meat a day with bread and nothing else.  So, I recently decided to go completely vegan.  

I haven't gone completely vegan in several years.  I instead tried just having some butter for fat and keeping everything else vegan, so this time around with no butter is unique for me.

I also heard the thoughtform, "neurotoxin."  This was possibly a reminder from what Unveiled Mysteries said about meat.

I may have been brainwashed to believe that plant foods have natural toxins that harm humans.  There's a great amount of research showing that many plant defense compounds are actually anti-inflammatory and can help fight against cancer.  

I'm not starting out eating a massive amount of vegetables, but the vegetables I've been eating have not caused me issues thus far.  And, I can use pea protein isolate and rice protein isolate to get more protein.  I can also add small amounts of coconut oil and high oleic sunflower oil.  These additional protocols help ensure that I get enough macronutrients.  (If one knows what they are doing, vegan diets are actually very easy and affordable.)  

Some long-term vegans develop nutritional deficiencies, and their health dramatically improves when eating, for example, some fish.  If in the future I need to eat some meat, I will.  But this may not be necessary if I cover all my bases.  I could supplement with B12 occasionally.  Will see how it goes.

I my case, diet has become an art form.  I enjoy the creativity involved in coming up with various vegan foods and meals.  I've already written down 7 different vegan meals I can eat per day.   

I've been feeling like a hypocrite when eating meat because I'm not willing to kill and butcher an animal.  I figure, if I'm not willing to do those things myself, I shouldn't be eating animals.  So, in addition to health reasons, ethics comes into play.  I'm not a vegan activist though.  I'm not interested in debating with people who eat meat about going vegan or anything like that.  'Each unto their own.'

So far, my ability to focus has substantially improved.  I still get tired, but definitely not as tired as I was when eating meat and cheese.  I envision myself continuing to get stronger and brighter with this new eating plan.

Friday, June 27, 2025

The Limitations of Quantum Mechanics

I plugged in some very complex equations into AI that I found from a scientist I'd rather not name (because I don't want to give the dark forces someone to attack).  I'm also not promoting CERN; perhaps more can be done with hadrons outside of CERN.  

Here is a summary:

Real-life systems (like engines, living things, or anything with friction, heat, or decay) lose or gain energy.  Regular quantum math doesn’t handle this well because it assumes everything is isolated and reversible.  Instead of assuming perfect balance, it lets us model messier, real-world stuff (like heat loss, chemical reactions, etc.)  In physics, this is important for modeling open systems (anything that's not sealed off from the world).

Quantum physics is still very useful for various technologies.  Quantum physics is powerful, but it's like a perfect model for a simplified world, and is therefore incomplete for many real-world scenarios.  Hadronic physics appears similar to quantum mechanics, but it’s expanded to include irreversible processes, time asymmetry, and more realistic physics. 

With hadronic physics, A neutron, an electron, and a nucleus combine into something new: a pseudo-nucleus.  The new nucleus has less electric charge (Z - n), same mass number A, and a modified total spin.  This is not allowed in quantum mechanics.

Pseudo-nuclei are prohibited by quantum mechanics because the Heisenberg Uncertainty Principle states that you can’t know position and momentum exactly at the same time.  Squeezing particles too close together (to make pseudo-nuclei) violates this rule.  If this pseudo-nucleus is real, there can be faster-than-light movement.

Hadronic physics also recovers Einstein's "determinism," meaning that it moves away from randomness and probability in quantum mechanics.  With hadronic physics, it's back to cause-and-effect rules (like Einstein wanted), with new parameters that control how particles behave outside normal quantum rules.

The math of hadronic physics makes the uncertainty principle shrink toward zero Both position and momentum can be known, so determinism is restored.  This violates quantum theory and supports Einstein’s dream of a predictable universe.  At the same time though, hadronic physics shows that over 5 times the speed of light is possible, which violates Einstein's Relativity.  

In short: 

Aspects of Einstein's theories that hadronic physics agrees with:

– The universe is not fundamentally random.

– Particles follow cause-and-effect rules.

– There’s no need for uncertainty or probabilistic wavefunctions.

Aspects of hadronic physics that disagree with Einstein's theories:

– “Superluminal speeds” (faster than light)

– Massive momentum at tiny distances

– Objects (pseudo-nuclei) that imply the uncertainty principle is broken 

(Note: I'm by no means a physicist, but I enjoy seeing what's possible.) 

Tuesday, June 24, 2025

Cobra Derangement Syndrome

This disorder has one or more of the following symptoms:

- General obsession with the 2012 Portal blog  

  • Subjects find it nearly impossible to take their minds elsewhere

- Repeating of rants regarding Et intervention  

  • Comments/replies from subjects cannot be differentiated from automated machines

- Fixation on the Event to the point of being mostly unable to function in daily life  

  • Subjects do little to nothing to improve their lives in the present, believing the Event to be their only salvation

- Revenge-oriented behaviors against Cobra and/or the light forces

  • Some subjects even issue threats

More symptoms for this disorder may be added in the future.