A Dark Portal Has Been Used Against Me

I'm going to go ahead and post one of the attacks because it needs to be exposed.  

In the dreamstate this morning, I heard a female voice tell me she was the "Queen of ants."  I then saw a giant and aggressive ant.  The ant made some hostile sounds against me and 'got up in my face.'

Right after waking up, I saw a portal that looked similar to dark moving static on a TV screen for a few seconds:

The portal was inside my eyes, not being externally physical.  It was fair in size but did not take up all of my vision.  The rest of my vision was my waking surroundings.

I had a problem with this kind of portal a few years ago.  I didn't expect to see it again.

Regarding Attacks, The LF and RM Need to be Much More Informed, And So Shall Be

Despite following the previously listed immunity protocols and doing at least one meditation per day, the nonphysical (and physical, as there can often be various body pains that have no other explanation) attacks continue.  I will now be filing factual reports of what's being done to me.  

This needs to be said (sorry, it's a bit long): 

I'm not having positive dreams of Ets.  The vast majority of my dreamstate experiences are either nonsensical or highly negative.  I am also not as interested in Ets anymore.  I rather prefer the 'shamanistic path.'  

Although I don't claim to be a shaman, I have a strong connection to Earth, nature, physicality itself, the Sun, the Cosmos, and Source.  On a personal level, it's my finding that Ets are not needed for such connections and the well-being such connections generate, nor are others among the surface population.  

I can safely state that if my basic necessities were met, I would be fine never seeing another humanoid being of any kind ever again.  (I'm not saying this to be hurtful - it's just a fact.)  

Yes, I am still a social being by design, and yes, I can still get lonely at times (just barely), but I prefer to connect to environments instead of other humanoid beings.  I'm definitely a hermit, and/or am very 'hermetic.'  

If there was never Et first contact, I know that I can still be at peace because I still have Mother Earth and so on to enliven me.  Yes, I can still be open to Ets, and perhaps I have been assisting in certain operations, but no, I don't need them to be happy.  

Again, the shamanistic path, or at least shamanistic mentality, can really be quite fulfilling in its own right, and I can't just try to be something I'm not.  It's very important to be honest with oneself.  I'm sorry if this is not ideal for the LF and RM, but I should not deny my true feelings, and as far as I can tell, these are my true feelings, not being cabal-induced and/or negative entity-induced.  However, I'm often very changeable.  One could say I'm never the same person.  Yet also, the shamanistic theme has been getting more and more prevalent throughout all my different 'selves.'  I feel more guided to heal from attacks through shamanism rather than through trying to connect to the LF and RM.

With all that being said (I've definitely been biting my lip on how I really feel), the factual reports of abuses will be posted on 2012 Portal's most recent posts in the comments.  The LF an RM need to be more informed about what's been going on.  (This is going in the opposite direction of my own 'code black' of silence on such matters, which I wasn't really following anyway.)

I'd prefer not to post abuses on my blog here.  Or, I may make posts of attacks on my blog on a monthly basis, or a weekly basis, as the posts will probably become mega-posts if done monthly.  If 2012 Portal does not post a comment of abuses (for whatever reason - the reason may not be nefarious - there is quite a bit of third party shadow-banning going on), I may also post it here.  The postings should be regarded as official claims made to the LF and RM to better inform them with what needs clearing, and also for the sealing of dark portals.

Someone could troll with, "You brought this on yourself, so clear it yourself."  I'll do what I can, but I also understand that I don't have the ATVOR and Mjolnir technologies.  All the 'nasty stuff' needs to be cleared in order to liberate the planet, and the LF and RM have agreed to intervene.  All I'm doing is helping to ensure that their contract is fully honored.  I regard this as a business operation - cut and dry.

Additionally, I encourage other lightworkers to inform the LF and RM of attacks they have been experiencing.

Follow-Up to Immunity Post

Regarding the part on vegetarianism and veganism:

In the past, I was too impatient with vegetarianism.  When going vegetarian, it takes a few days to fully 'energetically detox' from any meat that has previously been eaten, which I did not see.

If someone decides to stop eating meat, this should not be done out of 'stuckupness,' but instead out of a desire to have a better chance to get outside the range of certain attacks and/or to be in a better position to say "No" to various 'dark tendencies.'  (Some attacks take the form of dark tendencies, which then allow for other attacks; it's a viscous cycle.)

As there are more and more cosmic energies coming through, perhaps it actually would be a better idea to stop eating meat, or at the least, stop eating meat for periods of time for the sake of cleansing.  Lately I've felt guided to stop eating even the cleanest meat.

In the past I ate meat because I believed I needed extra strength to perform physically demanding jobs, but perhaps this is not so.

As always, I'm not telling anyone what they should do.  This is just my latest personal finding regarding meat. 

I've found that whey protein doesn't cause 'balance issues.'  I feel guided to go vegetarian but not vegan. 

Advice to Have Greater Immunity from Attacks

(This advice is in no particular order.)

Don't drink alcohol.

Don't smoke marijuana (no THC, period.)

Don't do caffeine.

Don't do any drugs of any kind.

Don't take any pharmaceuticals.  (Disclaimer: I'm not a doctor and this is not medical advice.)

Keep simple sugar (the sweet stuff) intake very low.

Keep vegetable oil intake very low.

Don't have any 'food vices.'  Meaning, don't get addicted to one particular kind of food.  (In my case it was a yogurt addiction.)

Eat 'clean,' and if eating wheat, it should be organic when possible to avoid Monsanto's Roundup.  This doesn't necessarily mean go vegan or vegetarian.  Vegans and vegetarians do not have a 'superior spiritual standing.'  Some people don't do well with oxalates, phytates, saponins, and lectins, so they avoid many fruits and vegetables.  It's individualized.

Don't look at pornography of any kind.

Have an (individualized) exercise routine.  It doesn't have to be anything fancy.  It could just be taking a walk. 

Practice the art of focus and meditation, allowing for greater internal balance.

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The above advice doesn't allow for invincibility to attacks, but does help quite a bit.  Just knowing that oneself is living better - this increases both confidence and 'energetic standing.'  

Current Status of Attacks

At first I thought there may have been some progress with decreasing the attacks, but this is not so.  My previous post confirms this.

Also, there are continued burning and stinging sensations, along with continued electronic dark thoughtform bombardments.  There is also the previously mentioned helicopter incident.  Sorry to say, the attacks are still very active, and have not abated on any experiential level.

Back to 'square one.'

To Be Brutally Honest

Over the years, I've experienced several lifetimes of experience through the dreamstate.  It really is that vast.  I'm concerned that my mind will start falling apart because it's just too much to fit into one mind.

One of my abilities is to momentarily have someone else's perspective, completely experiencing it as my own.  I just had the perspective of (probably) a member of the Light Forces about me, and it was not exactly positive.  The perspective was:

"I love you, but you are still very brutal."

I didn't know how to exactly say it, but yes, it's true.  I'm am one of the most brutal people on the planet.  However, I am a Master in the truest sense at keeping the brutality to myself, unlike the cabal.  If someone were to call me a lightworker, I would be the lightworker who by far has the largest shadow, who by far carries the most anomaly.  It's actually quite rare for someone like myself to still try to contribute to planetary liberation.  

Even if I can say all the right things (occasionally), this doesn't mean I'm good natured.  I just wanted to let people know who may look up to me that I'm not someone to look up to.  I'm not being too hard on myself either.  No, seriously, don't look up to me.  

I have a good heart, but again, I've had too much interaction with the anomaly over the years.  People would be very shocked if they knew just how bad it really is.  The Light Forces may know.  If not, I'm giving them fair warning.  I suspect they know though because it feels like they are being especially cautious with me.  

I have some ideas to better manage my shadow, but it will take time.

On another note, an unmarked black helicopter with more than one rotor flew extremely low over where I live.  It was so low that the place shook.  It was so low I'm surprised it didn't run into a tree.  The probability of this being coincidental is virtually zero because I live in a somewhat remote location.  There is a small airport not far away, but it's only for coast guard, and their helicopters are not unmarked.  So, as anomalous as I may be, perhaps I'm doing something right to be harassed on this level - who knows. 

But again, don't believe I'm positive.  A part of me kind of even enjoys being messed up.  I'm just being 'brutally honest.'  It's better that I do so now and not try to be someone I'm not, and/or portray myself as someone I'm not.  

Keeping It Simple

It's well known that I like to explore other esoteric practices beyond 2012 Portal.  I do this for more self improvement and curiosity.  My latest experiment was to chant letters from the Hebrew alphabet (while internally visualizing their characters) to A432 frequencies while looking at sacred geometry on my computer last night before bed.  The result was complete disaster in the dreamstate.

I won't describe what happened in the dreamstate except to say that I was messed with in a way to try to make me go completely insane and never come back.  I've been through worse, but this one took me off guard.  I really didn't expect to have my energies be put in a blender, in very incompatible and dangerous combinations.

This morning I returned to some lightwork, chanting Oooom and Eeeeaaaah to the Flower of Life sphere and connected to the Central Suns, and now feel better.

Conclusion:

When being a target of the dark forces, it's best to not get complicated and use different symbols/symbolism, because targets have Murphy's Law apply to them much, much more than the 'average joe.'

Oooom and Eeeeaaaah are simple.  The Flower of Life is simple.  The Sun symbol and Cosmic Central Sun symbol are simple.  When it's simple, Murphy's Law cannot latch onto anything to cause mayhem - at least not the kind of mayhem that results in irreversible madness and/or deletion. 

Murphy's Law and the physical:

The physical is the most complex because it's the most dense, so has the greatest potential for Murphy's Law and incompatible combinations.  A prime example of an incompatible combination in 3D is Monsanto's Roundup.

Important note:

Simple does not equal weak.  The simplest can actually be the most powerful.