Friday, May 29, 2026

Where They Get It From, Metaphysical Attacks, A Disturbing Possibility, and A Legendary Book About 5D

Surprise, surprise – I have more time on my hands than I thought and I've been having more flashes of insight.

Where They Get It From 

The more I learn from adept material of the late 1800's and early to mid 1900's, the greater is my ability to see where virtually all current online occultists and Et intel derive material from.  They promote bits and pieces from such original adept material and run with it without having a solid foundation.  Thus, it makes perfect sense that there is so much distortion and insanity in occultism and Et spiritual groups in modern times.

Metaphysical Attacks 

Here's some more learning I did regarding metaphysical attacks: 

The two characteristics I'm currently aware of for being more vulnerable to metaphysical attacks are:

1. Believing in the power of the one who is attacking.  The attacker uses their victim's belief in their power to attack as a primary power source.

2. Being morally compromised/corrupted.  (This can also include high instability.)  This causes the aura to develop holes and cracks.  

(Directed energy weapons may be a different story.  This is only dealing with energy attacks that do not have technological assistance.) 

Regarding #2, it makes sense that baneful occultists would try to corrupt their victims any way they can, with distorted teachings with substantial followings being one such example.  The corruption is the most powerful when it's subtle and less seen.  Psychology can be extensively weaponized for such purposes.

A Disturbing Possibility

Has anything changed metaphysically from the time period of the mentioned adepts, or is the system exactly the same now as it was back then?  We may be moving into a new age and so forth, but what if the evolutionary rules behind changing ages really hasn't changed, despite claims from various intel sources to the contrary?  For example, what if the lords of karma are actually still in existence and in full power?  If so, 2012 Portal lightworkers may be in for a very unpleasant surprise!  (I'm not saying this is the case, but it's always a good idea to cover all bases and be prepared for just about anything.)  

A Legendary Book About 5D 

The only one I can find from back then who wrote a book solely dedicated to the Devachanic Plane (aka Mental Plane, aka 5D) is Leadbeater.  This book was first published about 130 years ago.

 


 

I copied the transcript and uploaded it to GPT (sorry, it's ridiculously useful for this sort of thing) to compile a description of this plane's magnificence with direct quotes:

This must have been the realm I was taken up to over a decade ago in the dreamstate.  It's true that when I was there, absolutely nothing from earthly experience could remotely approach the bliss from this realm.  My life on earth did not matter in the slightest.  After I came back into my body and continued about my day though, this feeling quickly disappeared.  And, I'm incapable of remembering how it felt, as the feeling was truly not of this world.  I do get glimpses when attempting to access it though.

It's important to state that it's not expected that others be in '5D mode' when incarnated on earth.  Everyone has a variety of backgrounds and priorities, and often times the loosh gets way down when being more 'down to earth.'  I myself try to enjoy the simple pleasures of life and 'make do' the best I can.  Yet, Leadbeater's book and my experience are definitely worth mentioning.  And, 5D can stream down into the astral and physical.  All the realms are connected.  

172 comments:

  1. Thanks, Starlight432! Interesting, as always!

    PHYSICAL INTERVENTION MEDITATION on Sunday, May 31st at 08:45 am UTC.
    Just before the start of the meditation, please say the following decree out loud three times:

    «I decree and I command physical intervention of the Light Forces on the surface of the planet now!»
    Guided audio playlist: https://bit.ly/4oSh4HI
    Sunday May 31
    01:45 am PDT Los Angeles
    04:45 am EDT New York
    05:45 am BRT Rio de Janeiro
    09:45 am BST London
    10:45 am CEST Paris
    02:15 pm IST New Delhi
    04:45 pm CST Taipei, Beijing
    05:45 pm JST Tokyo
    06:45 pm AEST Sydney
    (from the website welovemassmeditation.com).

    This meditation is basically highly recommended as a full moon meditation (at the exact time of the full moon).
    As I see it, this meditation is a strong signal/statement, among other things, to Galactics to intervene on the surface ASAP and not drag this more out unnecessarily.
    Those who do not feel like meditating (in the usual way) or with their eyes closed can of course do the «meditation» with their eyes open while watching this (guided audio playlist): https://bit.ly/4oShHI.
    This guided audio playlist video contains important things and hopefully provides a lot of inspiration and helps build up the «intervention energy» so that we can accelerate the intervention process.
    I also think it is good to do this meditation (in what way you wish) and send out a powerful signal for physical intervention more often (than once a month at the full moon).
    I think we have to use our voices now!
    @Azara: «I find immersing myself in that which brings me happiness to be most effective…….meditation, music….»
    Yes, I do agree, Azara! Very important!

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  2. Did an astral projection ONCE.....seen amazing, beautiful things, seen so many aliens, so much goodness. Even saw on of those stars or planets made of pure, solid diamond, a few years before Cobra even mentioned it, and before I knew of Cobra. Then I snapped awake and found myself in my room, on planet Gulag.....it CRUSHED me. Cried like a banshee, slammed my fists into the floor, like a kid having a tantrum. Never doing it again, for no matter what ya do, you always return to this toilet of a planet. Imagine finding that special someone....or finding you're real home, and having it TAKEN from you.

    Simple things, to me, are not enough.
    “To survive is not enough. To simply exist is not enough!” - Roga Danar

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  3. This meditation comment was from me (KeyM).

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    1. Wonder what the pendulum says if this will work or not.
      Also, I'm curious what's gonna happen on the 9th next month.

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  4. Reddit and other social media platforms have more severe censorship than I imagined. Cabels have infiltrated them extensively. Comments that speak the truth are often directly removed by moderators. For example, they might emphasize that evil aliens are cooperating with Earth's government, while benevolent aliens are willing to help humanity.

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    1. @anon still monitored and controlled. It’s very common to encounter this on most platforms. X is the only social media that has it significantly less (although it still exists in some areas). 🙏

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  6. By 2031 or 2032, we will receive economic aid from the LF due to the self-collapse of the DF surface dark network. Lurker is irrelevant NOW, because the promise has already been made.

    https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2024/09/ending-cycle.html

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    1. Why do you keep saying those dates? There won't be anything TO save by then. And I'd probably become a drug addict by then if I gotta wait more.

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    2. gerSey here:

      By 2030 most of us will e a pile of ashes, and the rest a bunch of happy New World Order slaves. Wake the f' up! The time is NOW or never!

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    3. No one cares about the financial when there is medical/physical suffering. Every day of delay is more humiliation for the starseeds who are not under any form of matrix “anesthetization.”

      @Sherman ignore the dates. Intervention was due already and they have no authority to min/max probabilities and suffering. I believe Cobra has been put in a difficult position too (very poorly handled process on the other side of this liberation). It’s common to have that phrase of “shoot the messenger” play out.

      Part of that was anomaly/darkness connected but we’ve reached the threshold where a bag of excuses is not acceptable when this entire process can be resolved in a strategic and operational way. 🛸

      As we’ve discussed, too many of the most powerful souls were concentrated on the surface and that was an issue. They need to trigger the event as it’s clear the energetic chord of disclosure is ringing and activity increasing. Also so many topics that you would never see in the media presented constantly. ✨

      https://x.com/chrisuksharp/status/2060668587711275105?s=46

      https://x.com/cortex_zero/status/2060560005892297156?s=46

      https://x.com/marionawfal/status/2060550544024887578?s=46

      https://x.com/interstellaruap/status/2060389452128923986?s=46

      There is a quickening. So we shall see where that leads soon. 🔥


      The Galactics will likely face full considered for dereliction of duty soon (this will arrive from Angelic realms). 🪽

      @KeyM yes whatever push we can do now is essential. Mercy is all that matters. Hope the Galactics won’t fail this part and simply trust in unconditional love to create miracles.

      I’m done being silent after all I experienced. All that the unveiling revealed is true too. May source have mercy on us all. 🌅

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    4. Yes. Azara. There are indeed some positive revelations happening right now. It's not appropriate to say that nothing happened. But that's not enough to change the world. Only the galactic can easily pull the trigger. Immediately liberate the Earth. Showing compassion is the crucial key to liberating the Earth and eliminating darkness.

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    5. @anon I totally agree. Whenever the Galactics, Light Forces, or any and all groups on the other side of this liberation process are so nonchalant about the event’s window of trigger, it is very cruel. 🫤

      It’s absurd to delay relief to the surface population a moment longer if prerequisites are met for the transformation to begin. Also, if the light forces have such little empathy for those physically suffering, then we have a big problem. I also highly doubt all groups on the other side of the mission agree with the delays. 🪽

      Mercy creates miracles and the perspective of the light forces that they must first observe miracles to deliver mercy is catastrophically flawed. Hopefully, those among the light forces who truly possess a heart source connection, that remember where creation began, a love singularity at the origin of the multiverse will push these groups aside and act. 🛸

      The Ascended Masters instructed the Galactics to remove the dark forces. It is time to end the loops of pain and suffering which cause the fear of incessant trauma and output the low frequencies. The event must be triggered for this to occur. 🌅

      Also, if the light forces don’t understand that unconditional love is the frequency of mercy and forgiveness which opens the door to redemption and transmutes darkness, than their competence is totally in question. 🙏

      The next few weeks/and possibly months will be extremely revealing coupled to this Disclosure situation that is under acceleration. The output of all this remains to be seen. 💜

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    6. I didn't mention a date; I only quoted the date Cobra mentioned. Cobra's previous statements align with my experience, making me realize that his statements have some "reference value." Therefore, I chose to quote it. Even if you don't pay attention, time will still pass. The difference this time is that it's a promise; we will have a clear yes or no by then. At least for me, that's the case. We can verify things. Reveal the answer. I think this is quite positive. And I think it's already a very conservative view. This doesn't mean the event will happen then, that we'll have advanced alien technology, make contact with aliens, or reveal the truth. But it means the Dark Network on the surface will collapse on its own, and DF won't be able to stop LF from giving us financial aid. If it really happens, we'll all have aid by then. If nothing happens by then, we'll truly have evidence, not just subjective emotions to overturn everything. Cobra never promised the event would happen in 2025 on his blog. Waiting is costless; you won't actually lose anything. Nobody's stopping you from doing other things. The only problem that frustrates you is that you've invested too much meaningless, false hope in it. If you pursue the truth of a matter without mixing it with expectations or demands, you'll find it's really nothing. Like everyone else, I pursue the truth.

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    7. Um dia, Cobra falou que o evento teria de acontecer antes de julho de 2025. Outro dia, Cobra falou que poderia acontecer em 3 meses após aquele momento, ou em 2037. Mais pra frente falou que a data foi estabelecida e não mudaria, mas não seria revelada (essa informação ele nunca revogou diretamente). Na real, a gente não tem certeza de nada. Não temos certeza de que existem extraterrestres, não temos certeza de que Cobra serve à Luz, não temos certeza de que há uma guerra luz x escuridão, não temos certeza de que há esforços de libertação e por aí vai.
      A única certeza que a gente tem é que a gente não tem certeza de nada.
      Temos fortes impressões e experiências. Mas o que é real, o que é engano, o que é manipulação e o que é loucura? Não sabemos. Só temos o agora e a perspectiva de que viveremos até o dia em que deixaremos de viver e é isso.

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    8. @Mac
      All THAT does is gives folks 'something to do', MEANINGLESS.

      YOU really think I can go on for another decade being in this wrong body, and living on a gulag world populated by monkeys who'd slit their own throats if an authority figure told them to do so?

      Ummm......no.

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    9. To be honest, Cobra didn't say on his ThePortal blog that the event would happen in 2025. He did say so in private interviews and meetings. This was his personal prediction, but he didn't say it on his blog. (The following is what I'm saying to myself.) I feel I can't let my personal emotions cloud my pursuit of objective facts and truth. We are all adults. The adult world isn't so simple and straightforward. Adults know how to make choices and how to look at problems calmly and objectively. If your initial motivation was based on emotion rather than objectivity, if you don't hold a piece of the truth, then there's no need to look at it anymore. But unfortunately, I do hold a piece of the truth. And I didn't initially follow Cobra because of his personal charisma. So I won't be discouraged by Cobra's prediction being wrong. I have various personal experiences that prove to myself that this is not just a joke. So I'm sorry, I can't quit. I'm not interested in the New Age movement or anything about aliens. I'm here simply to understand the truth. Frankly, I even dislike the New Age movement, various alternative spiritual information, and information about UFOs and aliens. I'm more interested in what's happening to me.


      I don't want to express any loyalty to this matter or try to gain anything. I'm just someone who seeks the truth and wants to find out what happened.

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    10. Yes we all just want answers as to what precisely is going on at this point. The level of cognitive dissonance has a tendency to increase with the passage of time and lack of tangible results. However, many also have their own experiences which can not be ignored, and yes it’s not a joke. 🙏

      Some of my experiences have reached the physical and involved others who have no knowledge of the topics we are discussing here (the situation with the Galactics as shared was basically confirmed in this manner).

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    11. @Mac "At the end of this process in 2032, a well-known economist, Martin Armstrong, predicts the system as we know it will no longer exist," Cobra's blog post stated. This is actually Martin's prediction, and the prediction that Earth's magnetic field will drop below 50% in 2032 is also "according to sources."

      This is Cobra's consistent practice of not making his own statement, but quoting others. This is not an explicit commitment from Cobra.

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  7. @Gersey yes the time is now. Ridiculous that Mercy would be denied a moment longer. 💜🙏

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  8. From latest experiences, the astral is still a very nasty mess. Because the astral is the blueprint for the physical, with "as above so below" applying:

    Under Cobra's paradigm, unless some massive clearings happen in a massively rapid succession in the astral, there's a very long way to go. One may as well conclude that nothing has been cleared at all.

    I became very balanced last night before entering the dreamstate so that nothing was being filtered through my own distortions for a time, and I found that distortions of consciousness in much of humanity are still in full swing. I'm sorry to say that for Cobra's paradigm, I have nothing but bad news. 5D can be accessed more and more though. My main focus now is to clear my own distortions so that I can maybe go to 5D after I die from old age. Lightworkers here will find this path 100% unacceptable, stating that we need results now, but it's not like there's anything else to work with.

    Others don't have to give up, but trying to get oneself in a better state despite external circumstances is something that can be done regardless of Cobra's paradigm being true or not. One can ask oneself the question, "What can I do that overlaps both scenarios of Cobra's paradigm being true and not being true?"

    The ones who say they can do nothing and that only Et intervention can save them are of course not going to be receptive to this comment in the slightest, but others who are more flexible and understand the pointlessness of being perpetual loosh batteries for a paradigm that perpetually fails to deliver will see the merits of breaking out of the debilitating nihilism that so many Et paradigms bring.

    For those with debilitating medical issues, I'm sorry that nothing can be done for you. My own family member died in a failed medical system without dignity in a state of ICU delirium. This was after 9-10 very long years of unexplainable debilitating chronic pain from headaches and body pain of the most severe extreme. Continued protraction is beyond unfair for those with severe medical issues, and it's beyond unfair to hear about "medbeds in January of 2026." It's actually downright evil, which is why, understandably, I'm going outside the Cobra paradigm to find, to the best of my ability, 'the real deal.'

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    1. And, this wasn't the first family member I've seen die. This was the most messed up way though, by far.

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    2. 🙏😔

      Yes the denial of mercy here for so many beings reveals much of what we need to know about the situation.

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    3. Medbed anon

      Yes, such things as careless guesses about medbeds show very strongly and still somehow again nobody wants to see it, which is a pure fact, that no any real insider, knower, clairvoyant, or a high-ranking person would never allow himself to throw such claims without any real possibility of that thing really happening. That is why such channels are nothing but weak, shallow new age channels.
      Strange thing with all those lightwarriors who are now hiding under the bushes, but somehow maybe Sebastian used to be the one who seemed a little bit more trustworthy than others, I do not remember him illiusioning too much, as kobra used to talk of 'very soon', 'special periods', 'activations', 'super portals', I remember Sebastian at the same time always being cautious and never giving the false hope, he would always say, 'we are still under the threshold of something happening'. So I would say Sebastian used to talk in a most normal way.
      Guys, you have to wake up and understand that we do not know anything and nobody does.
      If so called kobra or anybody else had any timeframe especially at this stage which is allegedly the latest stages, so that could be possible to say whether the Event will happen in 2 years, 5 years, 10 years or 20 years. If that is not possible to say, that means there is no any information and that is it.
      That is so easy to understand, I have not checked kobras site for months, since that is a mockery, now I laugh at myself what I used to do there. I know, I used to get the hope there, but when I really started investigating, it became obvious it is time to stop reading that shit.
      I do not know if I am not mistaken, but there used to be a person Hilda I guess who went outta this shit and lives a normal life. This blogspot is also the last place I visit, because after 15 years of following different types of channels, not a single one made a correct guess. Not a single one. Am I stupid? No, thanks, that is why I stopped.
      One a little bit more interesting thing is these ufo files and yes we will see in not longer than this year's end what it will bring. More shit or clarity. That is it.
      All other is hope and illusions.


      Now I little but seprate thought which is a friendly thought: there is a person name Azara here, who I guess will majority of people would agree seems really like an advanced being.
      So my desire at this stage would be to get in Azara experience and feel how she/he feel this situation. :))
      I know that personal experience I have that experience also, but I doubt it now and that is it, so that would be interesting to be able to see experience what other experiences. 🙂
      I give all the credits and compliments to all of you and let it happen!
      But I live the way it will not happen. I just do not feel anything anymore about this question. There is just a bunch of experiences, thoughts and hopes about that. 🙂

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    4. Medbed anon, I concur with your findings. At this point, living as though it will never happen and massively distancing oneself from it and pursuing other knowledge/ventures is exercising excellent sense. 👍

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    5. That’s a very calm and practical response! Way to go, Starlight!

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    6. @medbed anon so much happened that I could probably author novels. 😅

      But the way I’m certain some of what is shared by these sources must be true is that it reached me in the physical (directly); some of it in the manner Sebastian described and a tremendous number of alignments with what the portal has shared. (Although portal’s predictions on timing of resolution here have been a catastrophic error). Also this reached others who are no affiliated or knowledgeable of any of this info in a physical way too. This occurred in a way I witnessed directly. Shared experiences allowed me to see we are in a serious situation here (whatever that may be).

      I wouldn’t waste a minute of my time with any of it without the direct impacts experienced previously. 🙏

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    7. Medbed anon

      Azara, my thought was a friendly thought, no arrogance. Maybe my english is not too good to express what I always wanna say, I better learn it than use a translator. :)
      That was more of a thought that I have experienced something similar but now it faded.
      So maybe I became too picky, that could be a huge fatigue talking through me. So if/when I offend somebody - I am sorry. :)
      Some kind of a swamp seems like many of us do the best we can including me, but everytime it goes the worst way. :)

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    8. @medbed anon no worries. It’s exactly like you described and we do the best we can. 💜

      Your perspective and experiences are vitally important to everyone’s understanding. Every piece contributes something to the whole. ✨

      We’re all in this together whatever that may be. I try to stay cautiously optimistic at this point, but also remain prepared for just about anything. 🙏

      The portal is definitely on life support given the absurdity of what has unfolded since the Ascension Portal opened. The weirdest part is a close and clairvoyant individual who is part of my life saw this directly in August independently of any portal info, not a follower of astrological alignments, or liberation movements, starseed/lightworker matters etc. This was a vitally important confirmation for me. 🌅

      It’s a strange experience (all of it). But not new to me so maybe that helped process it over time. The galactics (light forces) are 100% real just as the dark forces/layers of the control system are also present in this mind matrix system.

      I can’t say for certain where it leads but I hope whatever path opens next is mercy and tranquility for all. Many have felt these energies as of late so we shall see. 🪽

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    9. Medbed anon

      I apologize.

      Yes, I have been experiencing those dark forces whatever it is for years and years, today it seems that that I am all time low. For the past ten years, somebody clearly wants to not to destroy me, but to kill me. This system.
      Sometimes there comes a thought to the consciousness about myself: 'how is he still standing!'
      But I have not experienced any help from any positive beings, I will never say thanks to any of them.
      Then everybody asks: 'oh, why are you so angry?' Better shut the fuck up!!
      Chocolate made of shit.

      Thank you and apologies to everyone.

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  9. @Starlight it’s all a complicated mess that’s for certain, and somehow we must remain strong enough to assemble the pieces and better understand precisely what is occurring. 💜

    The knowledge and experience of everyone who comments here has been very helpful, and you have shared so many great information resources. Time definitely brings clarity in the case of what is unfolding now. Information tends to surface under such circumstances and must say many will agree the times have never been stranger than now.

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    1. My strategy for assembling the pieces is to learn, learn, and learn from the adepts of the past. Wish I had done this much sooner. Better late than never though!

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  10. First seven chapters of Leadbeater's The Devachanic Plane explained very well:

    https://chatgpt.com/share/6a1b44f6-360c-83e8-b441-0a210c7b60e5

    He even mentions the "Music of the Spheres."

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  11. Saturday, May 13, 2023

    "The Light forces have also manged to completely clear the higher mental plane from all dark entitites, and they have broken the control the dark forces had over the lower mental and the astral plane. Almost all Invisibles have been removed. The few remaining dark entities on the astral plane are disorganized, in flight, and are no longer part of the dark network. All Lords of Karma (Lords of Trauma) that have not been captured and taken to the Galactic central Sun have escaped from higher planes to the etheric and physical planes, where they still hold control."

    Source: https://2012portal.blogspot.com/2023/05/portal-of-light-activation-and-taiwan.html

    According to theosophists and other adepts of the past, only a very limited amount of negativity can exist on the lower mental plane, and no negative entities whatsoever can exist on the higher mental plane (causal plane). The higher mental plane is actually beyond any kind of form. This plane cannot be cleared of dark entities because dark entities cannot exist there.

    Blavatsky would probably go even further and state that descriptions of armies of hostile beings inhabiting the causal plane reflect misunderstandings arising from lower psychic perception, as the causal plane is not populated by discrete, antagonistic personalities.

    And, the dark forces never had majority control of the astral plane. It's way too vast for any faction or group of factions to control it like this. Corrupted humans continually create dark entities on the astral as well, so there would not be "few remaining dark entities." Most such entities would be on the lowest subplanes of the astral though.

    Cobra's metaphysics does not add up.

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    1. You might also want to read this:

      https://blavatskytheosophy.com/beware-of-the-star-rishis/

      I'm not necessarily for or against, just putting it out there.

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    2. Anon, interesting read, thank you. Some quotes that stood out to me:

      "The current craze or obsession in the New Age Movement with supposed spiritual beings or channelled messages coming from Sirius or Orion or the Arcturians and the so-called “Galactic Federation of Light” depicts the nature and work of the Star Rishis very clearly.

      Thousands upon thousands of people around the world sincerely believe themselves to be Arcturians or that they have come to Earth – as “starseeds” – from another Universe or that they are the chosen channel for “King Ra-Ra-Om of Andromeda” or an “Intergalactic Queen of the Crystal Kundalini Dimension” or other such nonsense, which more often than not involves a blasphemous desecration and misuse of sacred Eastern terms, the “Ashtar Command Crew” being another lurid example.

      There are definite beings of an unsavoury nature behind all this fantasy and delusion and they seem intent on destroying the potential usefulness and real benefit that a good spiritual person could be to humanity by getting them ensnared in the deceptive realm of psychism which, once entered, is very difficult to break free from."

      "Those who have fallen under the sway of the “Star Rishis” tend to have no interest at all in knowing the actual facts about things, have no time for Esoteric Philosophy or Spiritual Science, dislike thinking and using their mind, and prefer to cast aside the Ancient and Ageless Wisdom in preference for science fiction type fantasies of archangels flying round the Universe in spaceships and Masters (often calling themselves by the names of the real Masters) going for picnics in the Milky Way.

      There seems to be some strange element in human nature which is appealed to by such things. We have personally known some of these New Age channelling enthusiasts who have readily admitted that they prefer fantasy to reality and that the reason they prefer to give their attention to such things as the “Galactic Federation of Light” (“Astral Federation of Darkness” might be a more fitting name) is because they find it “more exciting” than the things that the actual Masters have written and taught."

      "Yes, the “Star Rishis” are very busy today in their ongoing efforts to ensnare the minds of the multitudes and hinder the true work and progress of human evolution. We should have compassion for the people who get sucked into such things – many of whom are already mentally ill or become so as a result – but at the same time we must speak firmly, since humanity’s future will suffer because of all this dangerous nonsense."

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  12. This is off topic, but something I have wanted to post for some time. I have been thinking about a friend that took their life during the COVID lockdown, isolation and depression. What becomes of their souls and after the Event Will I be able to met them again. I feel foolish posting this, however my question is genuine.

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    1. Anon, existem muitas possibilidades para o que pode ter acontecido com seu amigo e a maioria das respostas pode ser diferente do que você gostaria de ouvir. De maneira geral a resposta curta é que após a morte do corpo passa-se um período inicial que pode ser turbulento, e eventualmente a alma é levada a um lugar bom e calmo onde viverá por um tempo, antes de seguir para a próxima vida. Antes de procurar detalhes, tenha certeza que você está pronto para o quadro completo. Respondendo sua segunda pergunta, a regra é que em algum momento as almas afins podem se reencontrar. Se você está pensando nele do nada, então talvez meditar ou rezar por ele seja útil para vocês.

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    2. Medbed anon

      Again, this is too hard question. I have talked to people whose consciousness allegedly have been taken to the alien ships, really advanced beings. And they all tell different stories. Because we do not know exactly what will happen. We are here and we do not know what happened previously. I also have a lot of information, where I am from, what I have been doing for the last million years and many other things, but all these tellers are connected with this liberation movement, which absolutely uncertain and shady till today.
      So I am happy with myself that I do not sit in those unclear fairytales anymore.
      The best and the most nightmarish thing in my opinion to openly face this harsh hell, then it is like we navigate through it like a ship through the ocean, since you cannot make that ship disappear or take it out of the water.
      So we do not know, some say there are karma lords that have been defeated, others say, that they are in full power, others say some souls manage to leave the quarantine. That is why I say this is nonsense and how can we believe somebody, who makes million guesses and they all by 100% fail. How is that possible.
      Absurd.
      Everything is a big smelly shit. If there is God, that power would always be interested in stopping any kind of a devil deeds against it's creation. Now many of us are in the biggest torture, in hell and God cannot do anything, we are in biggest deepest possible hell, look how many people are already dead! Blessings to Wilcock, lightforces gave him a present for his dedication - it's death. Very nice work.
      For those who read Portal, that fascinating what new obstacles and clearings will arise in the coming years. That is amazingly interesting , when they will run out of the stories.
      Yes, that is our big disease to blindly believe something without any tangible evidence.
      We search for hope. If we ask somebody for something we must go and ask professional for that. So a question where somebody is after death will not be answered by anybody on this earth at the present moment.
      I hope that I will be the most incorrect one and something very soon will happen with this UFO activity if we end up like this this year again, this will again show that nobody knows nothing at all on this planet absolutely.
      Apologize for telling the truth. It hurts for me too.

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  13. I prefer to work alone and only trust my Inner God. No Outer "God", no gods, goddeses, angels, aliens, Ascended Gangsters, "guides", etc...Invisible Ones are a Big No for me.!!!! I give them NO opening no access. I dont fucking trust them.

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  14. A quick test—this won't take long.

    Q:Sir/Madam, do you believe that aliens exist?

    A:No i don't(❌)

    B:Yes,i guess?(❌)

    C:No, I don't believe aliens exist.

    Because I "KNOW" that aliens exist."(✅✅✅)


    Remember the difference between believing and knowing. Whether you choose to believe or not, you don't know. What you know, you know whether you choose to believe it or not.

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    1. Yes, one can know that aliens exist. However, the question can be asked, "Do aliens exist as Cobra says they do with the Galactic Codex and the Event, and all that this entails?" I myself do not know that they exist in this way, and I'm having very serious doubts that they exist in this way. I cannot give an answer of "Yes" that I believe in Cobra's paradigm, nor any other paradigm with mass Et interventions to liberate earth, whether it be this year or sometime in 2031 or 2032, as you have said. Nor can I say that I know.

      If aliens have no operation to liberate earth, with them just doing their own thing, with them basically saying, "We never said we would do the things Cobra said we would do in the slightest. He and his sources are 100% misrepresenting who we are what we are all about," one can know that aliens exist, but at the same time, one would probably also say, "So what? Who cares?"

      Either way, I don't really give Ets that much thought anymore. There are far more interesting avenues for me to focus on, such as adepts from the past who have knowledge that I absolutely massively underestimated. That's just me though.

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    2. Medbed anon

      If not giving my disappointed personal opinion, what we have seen in this matrix, we could say that they exist. In this reality to think that we are alone would be a bit naive.
      So neutrally I would answer this question this way.
      And also as we talked to Azara, by having certain experiences I think there is a chance of something happening sometime in the future or not.
      Guys, that is why it is interesting, because it will not last forever, that we go incarnation after incarnation like we do now. It will not last forever. One day even in one million years we will all wake up somehow and be free, because now we are like the puppets controlled by strings by somebody, we do not belong to ourselves. So this part is the most interesting. So we will break free. But if it does not happen in this incarnation, then what is the point of being in this incarnation at this time, there is no any point. If somebody says that I need this experience, then fuck it, I do not need this experience, I did not ask for it and I do not know what to do with it, since I am in amnesia, a stupid saying that I need this experience does not work for me, nor for anybody else, since you do not know what to do here simply.
      So we are here and now, but if somebody threw me here by expecting that I will be tortured to death here and then I will share my experience outside this quarantine later, then somebody was very stupid, since what I am gonna do in such case will be a cruel deadly revenge.
      Everyone who gets in the way will get hurt.
      If we thought that this is a simple human life and we are humans who are born and one day die, okay, but we are not humans the way the system describes, so coming here to get some kind of the lesson which we do not even know what lessons is a nonsense, a stupid lie and mockery, since nobody knows what to do. Mission impossible to do something when you dont even know what you are supposed to do. So this cheap trick does not work.
      So me, you Azara, many other people have understood that this is not a saint place, so when our certain experiences connect with our knowledge it is very hard as Azara said to turn away and forget it when you see right through this lie.
      In my case I must focus on myself, though still shit happens, but that is a bit easier by deceiving myself to live like this, since being stuck in this mess gave me absolutely nothing.
      So by being here in this blogspot we are not stupid, we see a lot of the truth, but if this incarnation happens with this torture with no positive change, then after death there will be a new war of revenge in the Universe. The most merciless war of revenge. Someone will have made a fatal mistake in that case.

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    3. Let me get straight to the point. Bro, I'm a contactee. I only care about my own experiences, nothing else. I don't want to learn or be bombarded with this information. I just treat it as entertainment. I found some details on ThePortal that are synchronized with what happened to me. You've only heard some of what Cobra says, but I've seen it, I've experienced it firsthand. I never believe everything Cobra says. I listen to different perspectives. What I can prove to be true, I believe to be true. Other things that haven't been proven true, I don't care about at all. I don't "believe" in extraterrestrials. I "know" they exist. I'm really talking about myself. You are free to choose whether to believe Cobra's information or not. I just want to fully express myself.


      Very few people in this world truly "know" about extraterrestrial life. My definition of "knowing" is having had contact with extraterrestrials as a person who has been in contact with them, not having a subjective understanding of extraterrestrials and believing in their existence.

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    4. Medbed anon

      Thanks for sharing, Mac, it helps.

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    5. Mac, indo direto ao ponto, você teve contato físico com extraterrestres?
      Viu com seus olhos algum extraterrestre em corpo físico?

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    6. Para mim, é difícil lidar com o relato de vocês, quando dizem que viveram experiências que confirmam o paradigma e as suas ideias, mas não relatam quais são essas experiências.
      Starlight nos conta quais são as experiências dele, então sabemos seu ponto de vista e podemos comparar com as nossas informações e elaborar nosso entendimento.
      Então, caso se sintam estimulados a isso, nos contem, por favor.
      Eu sinto medo e vergonha de contar as minhas próprias, mas caso vocês se abram, pode ser que eu me inspire e me encoraje e conte também.

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    7. @Starlight yes if the interaction between Earth humanity and the Galactics doesn’t involve an operation to liberate Earth, then their presence here is inconsequential and neutral to negative at best. Although it can be argued that any sufficiently advanced civilization would observe the suffering here and understand that with the asymmetric systems that impose evil, action to assist the souls would be a moral imperative. 💜

      So at that point, the Galactics would be of a lesser moral positivity, than even the Earth humanity (who generally assist those suffering when possible/those with the resources to do so on this planet even against great obstacles at times). 🙏

      The strangest aspect of this all is that many have received a message consistent with an event /style or level intervention. I personally know an individual who received this message in a sensory deprivation tank (above the event). This was not something they expected. They do not follow Cobra. I would not call them an activated starseed,

      They had contact with their soul family. They eventually had physical contact. They received information on some past lives on Earth (not many at all). Leading them to see they weren’t from here and like layers being peeled back so much was revealed.

      This is like many of our experiences. It was profoundly transformative. I’ve known others who had similar experiences. This experience included the event depicted (that word not utilized but what was shown consistent).

      The question will be where this all leads. What Sebastian described was also very real. I hate to inform everyone that whether it’s comfortable or not the beings that are here are capable of doing much of what he described. I have personal experience with them breaking character. In the physical. Shared with others who are Earthseeds and not connected or informed of any of what could be possible in this area.

      For many it’s become the question of what the hell is going on?!

      It’s a serious situation here. However, the energies have improved. The event if it’s going to occur should have been triggered in 2023, 2024, or 2025. I do not like the lack of mercy and I don’t know what we’ll see next. There’s some real indications of movement in the energetics currently but it must escalate to something tangible for change or as you described perfectly, “who cares?!”

      This is exactly how the surface population will respond to any government disclosure if nothing changes in the area of medical, abundance, and debt slavery/and removal of dark forces. 🛸

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    8. @carol some of us have. And some positive experiences and also some negative. I really hope all the answers can be more forthcoming soon. 🛸

      As I said for some of us this came for us in the physical. I’ve also known some who had what Cobra described as “inner contact with GF” more dreams, visions while awake, astral visits (like a projection into their home) before it was referenced on portal. 2021-2024 range. Something was definitely escalating for early 2020s at some point. ✨

      The situation is very critical for many because they didn’t seek this out. It was a very complex situation. I believe Mac. And everyone really wants answers. Something is catastrophically wrong with this entire reality of loops continue in such a way.

      The energies have fortunately improved in many areas I will say. However, with all that has occured and is underway (the disclosure aspect remains to be seen how it evolves), many are concerned they’re trapped in some fallen reality. We’ll see how it goes. 💜🙏

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    9. Yes. Azara. Because of the exposure of UFOs, I can try to discuss this with random strangers online. When I talk about how extraterrestrial life is benevolent and willing to help humanity, unfortunately, most people disagree. They believe that if UFOs were positive, they would have already helped Earthlings, because everyone is struggling. Therefore, people on Earth tend to view UFOs as neutral or negative. Galactic intervention is urgently needed, showing compassion instead of continuing to stand by.

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    10. @anon yes. It’s all just absurd and the artificial mechanisms of control and consciousness suppression must cease to exist for the surface population to view the galactics/light forces etc as benevolent entities. 🛸

      Also, the suffering is purposeless. It has no value and just as Medbed anon perfectly articulated, deadly serious. This is the one aspect the portal shared which matched exactly with information I had received independently. 🙏

      Most starseeds, or other spiritually oriented souls became victims of the new age entrapment, school, lessons, imposed evil. Just total garbage and basically the type of lens on reality that is fully aligned with evil and not the divine. Victim blaming insanity. Earth is the planet of sorrows. This is how it was known across the universe. The hope is that with the parasites removed it could allow souls to expand infinitely into the most authentic version of what they love. The presence of divine consciousness (which the Galactics enjoy in abundance) reduces the entropy and aligns a path toward self expression, synchronicities, fulfillment, whereas all that is distorted in the quarantine/under the veil/matrix system.

      No one is here willingly unless they were deceived on the Earth human incarnation wheel as a soul native to this planet, entered accidentally and became trapped or started this experience with certain expectations for actual change to arrive.

      Compassion and mercy are that of the divine. Love is what output the multiverse.

      I hope all of our exhaustion and concerns are simply just signs of an approaching culmination after such a long journey. We must prepare for anything, however.

      I do feel that some of the tension now matches what Sebastian once shared on the Unveiling,

      “ That means the Lightworkers are basically the only ones feeling the tension of ‚what should be‘ vs. ‚what actually is‘ the most. They are the only ones who are seemingly stretched to infinity in their hopes and expectations.

      There is nothing pleasing about this, the tension among the Lightworkers will increase till the event and there is nothing to change about that.”

      Strange times currently, that much I am certain. 💜

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    11. @Carol
      I have never had physical contact with extraterrestrials. However, I have had non-material physical contact with them. My experiences with extraterrestrials are extremely private, personal, and involve relationships between men and women. These experiences have spanned my entire life. I can only share these experiences through a blog. It's impossible to systematically recount these fragmented experiences from different periods in the comments section. I can give two examples related to thePortal, but they are irrelevant to deciding whether people continue following thePortal blog. On the morning of June 8, 2023, I had a dream. I dreamt of something absolutely unusual. I dreamt of a huge cylindrical object, like a rocket, collapsing and exploding in mid-air. In the dream, I was subjected to a massive explosion, comparable to reality. This was absolutely unusual. Then, when I woke up in the morning, I saw this post on thePortal blog, June 8, 2023. I experienced a non-material breakthrough in my dream. Another thing is that, before the implants were completely removed, around 2022-2023... In my dream, I was touched by a pleiadian. I woke up the instant she grabbed my arm from behind. It was clear I was awakened by an electric shock from the implant. Then, around September 2024, I dreamt I was physically touched by aliens, and this time I didn't wake up throughout the entire process.


      I know these things may be irrelevant to people and prove nothing. But as someone who experienced it firsthand, people need to understand that I wasn't someone who had a few encounters with aliens and was then abandoned. A pleiadian woman wanted to seduce me and control my life. Just last year, on my birthday in November 2025, she told me in my dream, "I want to be with you forever."

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    12. I don't care about the so-called "Galactic Alliance" or "Resistance Movement" or "Planet X," or "the event" or whether "good or evil" truly exists. What do these things have to do with me? I only care about what's happening now, and what has been proven true in the past. What I can tell you is that aliens do exist. And there's a female pleiadian who wants to seduce me and control my life. She controls my life. That's it. It might sound disgusting, but it's true. That's all the truth I know. It all revolves around that female pleiadian. She's been in constant contact with me. Some of the details might make you blush or swear. You know what? Last year on my birthday, she told me in a dream that she wanted to "be with me forever," and I was jolted awake by her sudden "confession." She also sends me some kind of electromagnetic beeping as a daily interaction in response to what I see, hear, or think. You won't believe it. This interaction happens almost every day.

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    13. An entire fleet of "cloud ships" in the real world appeared to me. Aliens deliberately controlled my body, forcing me to wake up on a deep winter morning in December and go to the window to see the spaceships close by in the sky. Aliens prevented me from entering a relationship and prevented me from going to university. Telepathy. Telepathy in dreams. I was influenced by aliens to the point that I had a one-sided telepathic connection with a female classmate and received her emotions. I have had many experiences with aliens, touching on forbidden knowledge and a corner of the truth. It's hard not to imagine that I'm a sexually frustrated, unambitious, mentally unstable, and fantasizing nerd. But that's not the case. The truth is that what I'm saying is true. People just haven't seen it. These doors to the world of truth opened only to me alone at a specific time in my life. I'll tell you why they are intelligent beings. Because to me, she is a living person. Her personality and all her traits couldn't be clearer. Her plans, her wisdom, her emotions. She has been pursuing me. I can't ignore it. It is my life itself.

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    14. If I were to systematically organize all my experiences with her onto my blog—systematically compiling these fragmented pieces of information from different times and making them available to the public—I'm afraid people would think I'm a very decadent, delusional, and sleazy shut-in. That's why I don't do it. Because my experiences are very private, personal, and involve relationships.

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    15. @Mac this is precisely why most aren’t going into every specific detail because it’s personal. I believe you. 💜

      It would be nice to just simply ignore the ET/Galactics aspect but for some it’s been a life long situation. 🫤

      My own experiences also extend the range from the telepathic, to visions, shared dreams, shared messages, manipulation of devices in the physical, soul family contact (extremely positive), presence of craft that I was guided to observe (also experienced in the physical with others who are not aware of all the higher dimensional/galactics/ET situation, energetic attunements felt with a variety of physical manifestations, projection of entities into the home (positive), and yes direct physical contact (I believe this was connected to Agartha and it became absolutely intense in 2023 and 2024); which is when we really should have been seeing massive breakthroughs.

      Also, I found the portal/the unveiling, votl 628 after this had all been occurring. It was impossible to ignore. I also directly intersected with the dark forces. It was awful. I don’t know if I’ll ever be comfortable talking about that facet in full detail (but it’s over and I’m okay despite all of it)

      It’s all real and that’s why I hope mercy is coming in a way that ends the Earth theatre, circus, whatever this all is. Medbed anon is correct. We’re in hell otherwise and I won’t be silent about it. 🪽

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    16. Mac, agradeço por me contar.
      Imagino o quanto essas experiências te impactaram. Por mais estranho que pareça, eu posso te dizer que te entendo muito mais do que eu gostaria e muito mais do que desejo que qualquer outra pessoa te entenda. Esse tipo de vida não é legal.
      Algumas das minhas experiências são semelhantes às suas na forma e não muito no conteúdo.
      Embora eu odeie admitir isso, preciso reconhecer que eles têm grande controle sobre a minha vida.
      Minha vida é relativamente tranquila e confortável, porém, e tenho capacidade de ficar minimamente bem se eu conseguir não incomoda-los muito e se eles não precisarem muito de mim. Quando estou fazendo algo que eles identificam que pode atrapalha-los, eles me castigam. Quando eles precisam que eu faça alguma coisa para eles, eles me pedem, com grau de gentileza bastante variável, dependendo de quem pede.
      Por eles eu me refiro às supostas forças da Luz e as forças da escuridão.
      Aparentemente eu sou o que se poderia chamar de pessoa contatada também. E no meu caso esses contatos e experiências acontecem com muita frequência e são de quatro formas: em estado de sonho, em estado meditativo, em estado de vigília sem contato físico e também com contato no plano físico. Muitas dessas formas de contato e experiências aconteceram com testemunho de outras pessoas e muitas delas apareceram no blog.
      A minha vida pessoal e a narrativa do blog são praticamente uma coisa só. O blog do Cobra é quase como um diário das minhas experiências.
      ...
      E isso é extremamente cansativo.

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    17. Não sei dizer se as Forças da Luz existem realmente. As forças da Escuridão, no entanto, eu sei que existem. Nesse momento eu estou aberta à possibilidade de que o que parece ser Força da Luz seja na verdade apenas um disfarce das Forças da Escuridão, para distrair pessoas que como eu não podem ser totalmente adormecidas. Mas experimento sentimentos sublimes de êxtase, quando elevo minha vibração a níveis realmente altos, então eu sei que o Divino existe.
      Tenho certeza que existe o oculto e que o oculto interfere na nossa vida. Da existência de seres multidimensionais poderosos que interferem na nossa realidade eu tenho certeza, porque vivo isso todos os dias, com testemunhas.

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    18. That's the thing. The contact is not physical. It's in the dreamstate. The experience is real. However, the interpretation remains unproven. The 'Ets' could simply be entities in the astral pretending to be Ets, or elementals. There's no way to really know who it really is. And, cloudships could be something like Project Bluebeam.

      There can be, for example, beings who claim to be "9D Ets" (no one here made this claim; again this is just an example) who are only beings residing in the astral. "I experienced this energetically over and over" or "I experienced this in the dreamstate over and over" is not enough. I've made statements about the dreamstate myself in the past, and I have finally learned from these historical adepts just how complex and deceptive this can truly be.

      And, for those who pass on, their belief systems after death get realized in the astral. Someone who dies could actually create the experience of being rescued by the light forces and being on one of their ships in a cloned body, when the entire experience is being created only with the astral consciousness of the deceased.

      So, when it comes to energetic experiences and the astral, especially when it comes to beings claiming to be Ets, even when someone "knows" something, is it really what they know? It can be very, very tricky. Experiences may be profound and transformative, but they do not by themselves establish the ontological status of the beings involved. Probably, the more extraordinary the identity claimed by a being, the more skepticism should be applied to that identity.

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    19. @Carol Your experiences were very resonant with me, and it really is exhausting here with so much on loop. I do feel we are all in this together, and we did not agree to what has occurred on our side of this process. 🛸

      Interesting attempt at escalation by dark forces one week after Uranus conjunct Sedna and Heaven/New Earth Key unification.

      https://x.com/daily_mailus/status/2061445879144329728?s=46

      It’s literally like clock work with the oscillations in positive and negative energies.

      I do know that there is great tension between our soul families (those of the starseeds) and this reality’s light forces at this time. The starseeds sent to the surface, some were of universal/multiversal tier experience and agreed to cooperate and assist with certain assurances in place from this reality’s light forces/version of ascended masters. 🙏

      The protraction here can definitely approach the level of dereliction of duty since there is considerable asymmetry between our side of the mission (the limitations and sacrifices to be here), and the level of consciousness/conditions the light forces enjoy (their contributions were essential too but this was a partnership not an enslavement). We are not part of any experiment and the justice ahead could reach them directly if we don’t see closure given what has occurred.🪽



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    20. @Starlight some of us had contact in the physical. I’m not entirely sure what the implications of that were. And some of it involved those who know nothing of the portal. Also othered encountered the dark forces behaving exactly as the the unveiling described.

      I can’t be silent anymore about it. What the hell is going on? 🙏

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    21. By that I mean they broke character. Like literally we’re not operating in a subtle way. This is why I’m not going to be silent anymore about it. And as medbed anon both sides can go to hell if this little circus is what has been output. ✨🪽

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    22. Also the comms I have to share is that there were others involved who experienced the same thing in the physical with none, 0 of the beliefs are perspective to output it. So it just seems like a total mess here. It’s actually pure evil and thus it would have to be we are in a fallen reality if that’s the case.

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    23. Azara, from this thread at least, the 'contacts' are all in the dreamstate and/or energetic. And, even if someone says they had contact in the physical, can they be trusted as telling the truth? There's no way to know if they are legit when their claim is on a computer screen.

      The only way to know it's real is if we are getting replicators and medbeds in physical 3D, with ships landing everywhere, with people physically shaking their hands and touching their ships. Anything less than this is highly suspect. (And of course the claim about medbeds in January really doesn't help.)

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    24. And, from perpetual protraction/delays and even metaphysical inconsistencies from Cobra (I clearly stated this in a previous comment on this post), I for one am not counting on this happening in physical 3D. Sorry, enough is enough. I'm moving on.

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    25. @Starlight and that remains the problem. I totally agree about the ontological status of them and without those items available to the surface population we can’t determine true motivation. That is actually concerning too. 🛸

      However, physical contacts have occured (some of it involving what some have referred to as light forces and then cabal/dark forces) and to simply call out everyone as a liar would be inappropriate too. That should never be done to them.

      Technically we can’t prove or confirm anything 100% about the astral and higher planes either. Anyone can say what they desire about it, reference a few texts where something was referenced historically or recently. Again it all loops. Whatever is most effective in piecing everything together is most important.

      I guess we can only watch this theatre cautiously now. We’ll see where it leads and maybe Disclosure in some form provides more pieces or none at all. It all couldn’t be more strange that’s for certain. 🫤

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    26. @Starlight yes it’s totally on life support. To even have these types of interventions delivered so haphazardly speaks volumes about those who would be purportedly guiding the process. The January medbed situation was very serious in that regard. 🙏

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    27. Eu acredito nas experiências de vocês, porque vivi as minhas. Se eu não tivesse vivido, confesso que provavelmente não acreditaria em vocês. Ao mesmo tempo, entendi que viver sob o paradigma da mudança atrapalha nossa vida.

      Desejo que a gente consiga esquecer tudo isso e seguir em frente, porque ao que tudo indica a vida vai seguir como sempre foi.

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    28. Azara, there could have been physical contact in the past with Ets. This does not mean they are here in the capacity Cobra states though.

      Yes Ets exist, but relying on dreamstate and/or energetic experiences is highly suspect. People can even have dreams about Ets when they want contact so desperately, and they are creating their experiences with the astral substance. Psychics can confirm what Cobra says, while they are just confirming shared creations in the astral.

      It's true, nothing can be 100% confirmed about the astral. The astral is difficult to know correctly, but it is not impossible to know correctly. Part of (part of because this is only one aspect) the nature of the astral is for it to be what human consciousness creates, along with elementals and other entities creating there.

      True higher mental consciousness is fundamentally different from astral consciousness, but many people mistake astral experiences for higher ones. The top 3 subplanes of the astral can be used for deception to see 'Et beings of light' and so forth. Even in the higher astral regions, appearances alone are not proof of a being's true nature or level of development.

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    29. @Carol yes if nothing changes we will have to accept it, but can also know something maybe went catastrophically wrong (my guess is around the 2023/2024 range, I’m not sure if that is consistent with your experience but it would be interesting to know).

      I’ve been fortunate enough to have met quite a few individuals over the course of my life; and yes in the physical (often in the most unusual ways) that provided enough confirmation of what is going on at a general level at least.

      I have my own experiences of course as well and that is why I can’t dismiss anyone who claims similar engagement. What really surprised me was when it reached in affecting those with no preconceived ideas and beliefs of what it would be and independently. And that maybe is a form of comms. Again everything we’re trying to understand that extends beyond a purely 3D physicalist, reductionist or mind matrix construct must cause us to trust some of the accounts of it whether it’s written, part of occult knowledge/metaphysics etc….

      Also some of this reached the physical for me, for others. I really just don’t know what to say. It’s a hard thing. And yes it does feel like betrayal at this stage. Like you said, we’ll all have to carry on. Take what we learned about this particular reality/universe with us going forward. It is certainly an odd time and the energies have never felt this strange to me ever. ✨

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    30. @Starlight yes that is true.
      There are those that had contact in the physical in the past few years where some of what was conveyed matched some of the planetary liberation ideas. Reunions, end of cabal’s domination here. This was experienced independently of Cobra (again I don’t think we can call everyone liars on that aspect).

      Some have also been targeted by dark forces in a manner similar to how portal, unveiling, etc have described such surface systems. I just don’t think we should call them all liars. It’s a slippery slope. 🙏

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    31. Azara, I didn't call them liars. I said that there's no way to know if they are legit. And it's true, there's no way to know.

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    32. @Carol, Eu tive contatos de forma astral e sonhos.
      Eu e um colega temos dons que posso dizer que são próximos ao xamanismo com medicinas. Em 2014 quando tomamos, queríamos sair da matrix de forma intencional, apareceram reptilianos em forma astral/entidade e foi bem desagradável, eles estavam no expulsando do local e tentando impactar nosso equilibrio meditativo.

      Tive muitas experiências sobrenaturais, desde ver outras cidades a nivel físico, como vários buracos negros no céu rompendo a realidade.
      Em 2015 tive um sonho que considero que era minha missão, onde eu tinha de equilibrar as polaridades, elevar e romper com a camada da quarentena espiritual planetária (consegui em dezembro de 2025).

      Tive sonhos com naves saindo do mar (pareciam arcturianos) e tivemos palestras e recebemos uma cura ano passado.

      Quando rompi a quarentena em dezembro, vieram os reptilianos novamente, junto com a energia dos EUA me chamando para trabalhar com eles, no qual eu neguei prontamente.

      Recentemente tive contato com um dragão e uma pleiadiana nas ativações espirituais, mas nada significativo que irá mudar a situação atual.

      Eu sinceramente estou muito desapontado com a espiritualidade e as supostas forças da luz, pois eles são muitos bons em cobrar e tentar nos adestrar. Não querem saber se você tá bem ou mal, querem que eu sirva conforme a forma que eles impõem, adeque as circunstâncias extremamente desagradáveis da realidade, seja um cachorro eficaz, aja que nem uma máquina tendo o melhor desempenho frente as circunstâncias desse sistema. Não se distraia, viva em serviço escravo.
      Não sei quem é pior, sistema e nobreza negra que nos escravizam, ou espiritualidade de luz que também exigem o máximo mas não fornecem o mínimo.

      Essa dissonância cognitiva entre o Eu Sou elevado e a realidade externa está bem difícil de equilibrar, principalmente quando já ativei a divindade, acesso o infinito, e sou obrigado a viver escassez externa, e nada que tento fazer da certo. Manifestação ou atração? Mais fácil papai Noel descer.

      Eu estou tentado fazer o que posso, se eu conseguir ascender com o físico, eu vou virar as costas e ir embora para outro multiverso que sei que existe pois já acessei, e se tudo for assim, ou viro uma divindade independente, ou prefiro só me apagar no sol central e descansar eternamente. Porque o tamanho da indiferença que sinto das forças da luz comigo não está escrito. Temos de ser uma máquina de resiliência espiritual, desafios, dificuldades, ataques, e uma espiritualidade querendo usar isso tudo para te adestrar feito um cão.

      Tem 10 anos que ancoro ativamente energias elevadas em alto grau. Desde dezembro ancoro de oitava à nona dimensão, ganhei algo com isso? Só boas sensações e pelo menos sei que se eu morrer agora não reencarno aqui mais. Boas sensações não pagam boletos.


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    33. Also, it's entirely possible for our own governments to have their own UFO programs. They could stage the entire thing, including physical contacts.

      It could very well be something like this:

      https://youtu.be/PeXUJKCkqlo

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    34. And just as we’ve all said, and Mac addressed this well. Portal has definitely engaged in some type of information warfare too possibly. I do have to say that Medbed anon may be correct in how difficult it is to know anything to completion or at all. I think it’s great to assemble many tools in our set for understanding the situation. All the knowledge has purpose.

      From my personal experience and the experiences of others; not all of this was confined to the astral. If ETs were conveying this information in the physical, then it’s an entirely different layer that also must be exposed and addressed. From my experience, this has occurred (certainly without all the extensive details shared on the portal and other similar sources); but enough to recognize its framework.

      The pieces will fall where they may now as we’ve concluded already. The ETs have had a role in all this (especially among the dark forces). It is not all astral. However, it’s very difficult to see the trajectory that will all take given the lack of any change as anticipated. 🌅

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    35. The vast majority of Et stuff is probably astral.

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    36. @Starlight it’s possible both can occur. I suppose the problem is verifying anything at this point. It’s some shared experiences I’m referring to. I suppose what happens next in the physical will be the best gauge for everything. I don’t think we can discount anything. I hope true clarity can eventually arrive in all areas.

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    37. Azara, people in seances for example can have shared experiences, but they have no way of knowing who they are really interacting with on the other side. And actually, I strongly feel that certain things need to be directly discounted. Eventually having clarity is not acceptable because this keeps people in a state of stagnation. The result of the Et stuff, when looking the bottom line, is stagnation; wasting away.

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    38. Also we find that Blavatsky's writings also speak of the Dark Side, but not as negative ETs or reptilians. It's human adept sorcerers of the "Black Lodge" according to such sources. It even mentions the Jesuits being a huge part of it:

      https://blavatskytheosophy.com/?s=Jesuits&submit=Search

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    39. Power black magic can create unimaginably potent illusions and physical manifestations, all from manipulation of astral energies. Even medieval grimiores of dark magic make it pretty clear, the results of true magic can get very, very physical.

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    40. Same anon

      I'm not saying this to debunk, but both the Cobra paradigm and Theosophy mention the Dark Brotherhood. The real thing I'm not sure of is whether or not they were always at the top of the "food chain" the entire time, or if they were, as Portal says, servants of negative ETs.

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    41. @Starlight not everything is astral. I’m not quite certain why you’re not understanding that some had shared experiences in the physical.

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    42. Also this did not result from seances, shared beliefs. It was convergent. You’re harming people by telling them their physical experiences are just astral foolery. Some of this involved craft being seen by those who had nothing to do with it. You can’t know everything. Just like we can’t know everything about the astral or whatever the hell is going on here. Some cases could be some may not be. I’m open to many possibilities. It’s becoming clear we may know just about nothing with certainty soon. We’re in real trouble here.

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    43. Thanks anon. 👍 This is further evidence that modern-day intel got their information from the historical adepts from the late 1800's and early to mid 1900's. At this point (if I wanted to but I of course don't want to and will not) I could start my own 'Et cult' and sound like an absolute boss with all the books I've been reading from them. I could amaze and dazzle, combining their profound knowledge base with all kinds of different 'spins.'

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    44. Azara, I never said that everything is astral. Of course, it is not. You are not looking at what I've been saying. You also glossed over what I said about our own government having their own UFO and first contact programs as well.

      Looking at all the channelers of Ets, and all the conflicting claims even from non-channelers, it's fairly obvious that this is from the astral, because only the astral could provide so many contradictory claims and still allow this to exist in that realm.

      I never said I knew everything, but I'm definitely doing my homework with these historical adepts, and am uncovering far more than I ever expected.

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    45. Azara, also, accusing me of harming people is rather comical, because Et stuff has harmed a very considerable number of people, and very deeply. Many people have committed suicide over Et stuff, gone insane, etc. Looks like you are being triggered now, as you resort to attacking with personal accusations.

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    46. Basically we’re getting to the point where nothing can be trusted. Just because certain information was shared about the astral by adepts or texts doesn’t make it all true. Some could be, however very true from that material. Other aspects may not be. Some of what Cobra has shared could be true. The situation I’m referring to is a direct experience and which had multiple pieces and included the physical as well as not being shared in a sense that they had some type of common beliefs or intention for it.

      Honestly I grow more concerned by the lack of clarity by the day. And if no one wants to believe anything stated by experiencers whether it was isolated to energy, dreams, visions or even reached into the physical, then we have no pieces really.

      It’s clear nothing substantial has occurred on the surface to drop the veil or provide any clarity. I agree about the ET stuff but for those who experienced it directly. (Maybe Medbed anon has some ideas) it can’t all just be dismissed as an astral/seance type phenomenon. It’s far too much of a simplification. 🙏

      I guess what does it mean when some had contact that led them to the portal and the broader ideas of the changes to come here. I think everyone who had such experiences is very confused right now. In some of these scenarios it wasn’t something they were seeking nor was isolated to just themselves or even those directly with them experiencing it. It had a cascade and reach effect where they discovered those completely unconnected to it saw a craft and it was a big spectacle in the community. This is where things are going off the rails.

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    47. @Starlight because you claim to know what others have experienced. And you can not know for certain. I agree that some could be astral but some might not be. And I agree the whole situation has harmed many so we’re all trying to figure out precisely what is happening.

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    48. Azara, I still maintain that most of it is indeed astral. Again, looking at all the insane contradictory claims about Et's from all the intel outlets, and even singular intel outlets contradicting their own intel, this very strongly shows that it's mostly astral. And, the actual physical contacts could have been from clandestine government agencies. There could have also been real contacts and contactees, but again, there's no way to know who's legit. Also, when I see posts on X about Ets and how it's being made into a mockery, this speaks volumes.

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    49. Azara, I'm just looking at the trends. I can not know for certain, but I can have a pretty good idea, as can others who really do their homework.

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    50. @Starlight none of it is comical when some of these experiences impacted individuals in ways they did not understand. When you tell someone something didn’t happen physically, but it doesn’t match what they experienced it is a dismissal of something that impacted them directly. Proposing an idea is different than saying for certain it’s a specific way. 🙏

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    51. Azara, I figured it would be understood what was meant by 'comical.' "Ironic" could be used in place of that word of course. I myself have had many 'meaningful' astral experiences that amounted to nothing. From my experiences, and from looking at the trends, I'm not changing my stance.

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    52. These Et outlets can't even get their densities/dimensions figured out, among so many other things, and they all contradict each other, and they even contradict themselves.

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    53. And there was this from an anon that ended up in my spam folder:

      "Power black magic can create unimaginably potent illusions and physical manifestations, all from manipulation of astral energies. Even medieval grimiores of dark magic make it pretty clear, the results of true magic can get very, very physical."

      Yep.

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    54. @Starlight yes many contradictictions there even separate from whether or not any changes arrive on the surface. 🫤

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    55. Astral is NOT good enough, not for ME.

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  15. Medbed anon

    Yeah, big crap. I understand everybody. If we cannot verify or believe contacts, aliens, experiences then we can also say everything is fake and not real by digging every separate thing to the deepest possible levels. I had such state of consciousness where I saw that this so called physical reality is not real and after my death there is not any physical reality left, that is not possible, since it is clearly like holographic projection, so in such case everything is not real.
    Okay, let us say, we have been betrayed. By whom, by those couple of groups of assholes? Where are the others? :D God also betrayed us? :D This is a pure crap. Where are other positive beings? Where are those fucking angels, ascended masters, and others? Assholes. Yeah, otherwise this is pure hell.
    Deep philosophy. I understand everybody, I even feel where all of our perspectives come from. Mine - from the lack of visible truth.
    But I am sure tomorrow or some day this will end. I am guaranteed about that. Because don't matter how shitty everything looks, people are waking up, they see the truth, and even in thousand years, people will revolt globally.
    This will end up.

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    1. I'd say, the physical and the astral are both real and not real. They are real in the sense of immediate effects, but in the larger picture they are not entirely real because they are in a constant state of flux. The realms actually exist, but only what is constant and eternal can be said to be truly real.

      I'd say that God/Source hasn't necessarily betrayed us, but the physical world is the farthest from Source. The higher realms are realms with fewer layers of veilings. The mental plane has less veiling compared with the astral, and the astral has less veiling compared with the physical. The physical is akin to looking through a shaded window within a shaded window within a shaded window (and so forth). Light and truth is still there, but is veiled on the deepest level/layers.

      Yeah though, one way or another, abuse cannot exist forever. However, there are many false paradigms that promise an ending in the near future that was actually destined to happen decades, centuries, or even millennia later. At the current rate of 'positive change' in 3D, earth could be liberated in a few thousand years. Maybe something like that. Even if it's much sooner than a few thousand years, "much sooner" can be a couple hundred more years. (This is of course going outside 2012 Portal's carrot-on-a-stick 'Event paradigm.')

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    2. And this I agree with fully. At this pace it’s agonizingly slow. Everyone will have to find a way to move forward in the most resonant way if there is no resolution. No resolution this year pretty much ends that idea of a very merciful approach to any type of change (we all agree it’s overdue). The veiling is very true and there are so many pieces that it makes putting them together in the dark that much more difficult.

      A carrot on the stick narrative is not sustainable at all. It is already burning out. 🔥

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    3. @Starlight
      In a few thousand years, there'll be nothing to liberate....just a wasteland of a planet, with toxic waste and plastic saturated waters, land inundated with radiation, and disfigured mutants. And IF any intelligent life is still around, they'll be back in the dark ages, or in tribal communities, killing each other in local resource wars and which god they worship is better.

      IF that's the case, I say, like Ellen Ripley once said, "Nuke the site from orbit". Give this miserable lump of rock a mercy killing and BLAST it like planet Alderan.

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  16. The whole premise of "specialness" collapses when you look at it through Gnostic Spirit. The Gnostic view divides reality into the uncreated Spirit and the created demiurgic trap. Anything that belongs to creation - astral planes, ET races, chakras, ascension timelines, "higher dimensions" - is still part of the same prison, just painted with fancier colors.

    *1. The astral is not spiritual*
    In classical Gnosticism, the astral is the domain of the archons. It’s psychic, not pneumatic. Traveling there, seeing beings, getting downloads - that’s just moving between rooms in the same jail. The Spirit is alien to all of it. It doesn’t "ascend" because it was never part of the ladder to begin with.

    *2. "Special" roles are ego traps*
    Starseed, contactee, walk-in, chosen lightworker: these are identities. Identities are garments the soul wears. The Spirit has no name, no mission, no cosmic résumé. The moment someone needs to be recognized as special, you’re looking at the ego-soul complex, not the Spirit. The demiurge loves hierarchy. It feeds on people who think they’re above the "asleep masses."

    *3. Truth doesn’t confer status*
    Even if a contactee is relaying 100% accurate intel about Orion politics or Galactic Federation ships, so what? Data from inside the matrix is still matrix data. Knowing the guard’s schedule doesn’t make you free. The Spirit doesn’t become more Spirit by knowing things. It’s already whole, already outside. It has nothing to prove and no audience to impress.

    *4. The need for attention vs. the call of the Spirit*
    Most of the scene runs on attention economy. Dramatic abduction stories, secret missions, predictions that never land. That’s hunger, not gnosis. Real awakening, in the Gnostic sense, is quiet. It’s the recognition: "I am not from here, and none of this is mine." No merch, no followers, no title. The Spirit doesn’t do performance. It remembers.

    *Bottom line:*
    From the vantage of Spirit, the astral and aliens are just more scenery in the demiurgic theme park. Ascension is another word for climbing higher in the cage. Calling yourself special because you’ve seen the upper floors misses the point. The only real difference is whether you remember you don’t belong here at all. And that memory doesn’t make you special. It makes you foreign.

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    2. @anon and there is the truth of the experience. Although we are having a linear experience here with very specific roles or paths, it remains a projection of the eternal soul into this paradigm.

      So in many ways maybe it’s not "ascending to 5D". not going to the 5th dimension of the god entity's matrix. Maybe exiting out of the matrix altogether as a Universal Being of Light. In the description above it’s better not to be harvested by this god entity and its Empire... of angels, archangels, ascended masters, galactics. Better to return to the place outside of this 'mimic/synthetic construct/matrix' imposed by the god entity. 🙏


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    3. Different anon.

      Yeah, the whole Gnostic view was that this entire universe they (we too) were/are in is hopelessnessly fallen and it's mostly up to the individual to awaken and return to Source/"Plemora."

      In their view, the "Matrix" and Archons weren't limited to earth, it was all encompassing of a failed reality created by accident. The Gnostic concept of "Error" is also synonymous with what Portal called "Anomaly."

      "God/Source/"Sophia' didn't intend for this and suffering isn't fair or reasonable, but no one's coming to save you either" is pretty much the original Gnostic worldview.

      Maybe the ancient Gnostic adepts figured out this reality was doomed long before it will really begin to dawn on us...?

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  17. That seems very possible too. All interesting. 💜

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  18. Medbed anon

    Good readings, thank you all.
    Thanks for sharing your experiences, perspectives and all that we have. :)
    Yes, basically if we go to the levels where everything we have experienced, seen, heard is not real, then this is worse than worst. But I would think we are the strongest ones, since we have seen through something, that could be matrix or how we call it, and we are searching for the answers. Too deep waters, we are digging a tunnel with our fingers, not too easy.
    Well, in my opinion, we are where we are and till the end of the year, we might see where all this UFO stuff goes, maybe that could show something.
    Although we do not see each other, but I am grateful to all of you, because really, this blogspot is the only one place I visit, cause I have investigated that basically almost everything is a lie and tragically distorted.

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    1. Medbed anon, thanks.

      I'd say that the experiences themselves are real, but when it comes to Ets, and actually, the astral itself, it's extremely difficult to see the true nature of what is experienced.

      It's possible to be activated to be able to see the astral and the physical at the same time in the waking state, but it's so much to see that without special training (the kind that is the rarest of the rare unfortunately, which I myself still don't have), one will not know what they are seeing. The astral sight allows for seeing into the atoms themselves, and also every layer within physical objects, and then there's everything in the astral going on at the same time with its 7 subplanes. This is why I take extreme caution now regarding what I experience in the dreamstate. It's so much more complex than I ever realized.

      Statement in general:

      I may not be in much company in actually reading all these books I've been suggesting in my posts lately. Seems like many are ignoring the material and continuing to repeat the same arguments about Ets over and over. People can do that, but anymore, my interest at least in this is virtually nonexistent. (Yawns) 'Each unto their own' though.

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    2. @Starlight yes that is the rarest of abilities for certain. 🙏


      @medbedanon ““we are where we are and till the end of the year, we might see where all this UFO stuff goes“

      Yes we’ll just have to see how it goes. There’s a tremendous amount of information to explore and the ET situation hits a very hard stop this year with lack of results. The Disclosure situation is intriguing but far below what is needed for real change.

      The truth is impossible to hide permanently and it will find its way to the surface. 🌅





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  19. I wanted this blog to go in a direction that would help others to not do drug use, suicide, and/or other self-destructive behaviors if/when results don't happen this year. It's not going so well though because many have 'placed their eggs in one basket.' For some, there's no way for them to come back out of this. I did everything I could, but for some, no matter what I say, they won't break out of it. It is what it is. 😌

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      I would think that is a great thing for everybody to share whatever they feel guided to share. We get the impuls, and I think that is the most real possible to think to follow it, if you have the impuls to share, that is great. For me I can say that I am a bit too immature for certain things, but I feel this is great to share everything we feel the desire, impuls to share. I would say, the most precious thing is that you are here and you wish the best for everybody, that works like a healing energy. Also there is a being Azara, who always shares that calming energy, so frok my side I work with my flaws, and it does not matter what I say in a angry way, deep inside I am always grateful for everyone.
      It clearly feel that at least in this blogspot everybody is like a silent team with each other and I never feel that some of us are intentionally against others, these are just the deepest topics.
      So I wish you, Starlight, and others to continue sharing everything you want and think is the best and might help for others and I am sure it helps in ways that we do not know yet. Subconsciously, let us state it this way.
      Starlight, do not stop doing what you feel guided to do. Do it anyways!

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    2. If the event doesn’t happen this year, I think a lot of people will need to move on. Cobra’s website still leads with 2012 - it’s been about 14 years, yet people keep returning to it like moths to a flame. Meanwhile, this likes of Daft Punk, Sebastian, FM144, and VOTL and even Q have all moved on. I don’t know.

      Starlight - thank you for this website.

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    3. Medbed anon

      Talking especially about VOTL628, somebody said he was attacked. So nobody knows, maybe a person fears about his health, about his life being taken away if he continues sharing his thoughts, who knows, but of course that seem super strange, when we do not know what is in the person's head, it is hard to say, but he could come here, leave his opinion and then go live his life or maybe they were threatened to be killed or something, but that seems amazingly unrealistically suspicious.
      About kobra: you can tell me whatever you want I will remain honest with my feelings, I do not see nothing sincere and honest at all there. Honest thing is if you see, feel that information you get is inacurate, distorted, you allow honestly and openly for the audience to know the real situation, but he further does not stop and continues sharing his unrealistic stories, that are distorted, inacurate and nothing ever happens what is stated to happen. So in this case I will stay with myself with my honest seeing and feeling. There was a good saying 'Portal is on life support'. :D
      A person stated that anyways people are flying there like flies to the soup so if very soon nothing happens, I will be sure that Portal channel is a strongly formed negative egregor, energetic cloud. We must look at the things soberly: if a person as kobra takes such high level positions of information providing planet wide, such person must calculate every single word, but whoever is behind it, does not give a damn at all about nobody. So again where in his all energy field any of you detects sincerety, I am too stupid to comprehend.
      And maybe I am! Let it be so.
      Honesty. There is no need for anything else.
      For me Portal ruined his all reputation irreversibly even if the world changes tomorrow. This is not how the things are done.

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    4. Thanks, yeah everyone continues to develop learning and perception in their own ways.

      I really want to be wrong about 2012 Portal and Et paradigms, but unfortunately, I keep getting proven right every day, especially with what happened with my family member and that evil January medbed claim. Yet, maybe some other paradigm will come true this year. Kim Gougen has been saying positive change is right around the corner lately. And then there's Jay Essex. Who knows. But if all fails, there's a sold foundation laid out by adepts from the past. At least for me, that's an avenue that motivates me to keep getting out of bed in the morning. It may not be for others though. I understand.

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    5. Yeah I think Eckhart Tolle type teachings or even simple Buddhist style meditation is the most likely thing that'll help people connect to Source/Higher self and at bare minimum retain sanity and basic survival until death. And I strongly feel like after death, it's unlikely there'll be anything keeping us in some sort of manufactured or undesirable fake reality of suffering.

      The teachings of adepts I find are moreso designed for those who feel called to become developed occultists or spiritual masters dedicated to helping humanity (bodhisattva ideal), whereas for simply getting gnosis or full awakening (the actual kind where you're able to have unbreakable inner peace despite external circumstances or environment) you just need to master Presence and non-ego consciousness like Tolle.

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  20. I agree with medbed anon; good readings and thanks for sharing experiences and perspectives in this very difficult and confusing time.
    Here is something I would like to share:
    A very close friend of mine (who died on December 20, 2020, on my birthday) was, according to him, taken aboard a Lightship on the night of March 10, 1992.
    For several years he gave many lectures about this (in some of the lectures about this I sang self-composed songs in the breaks between all the talking).
    Interestingly, his (female) twin soul experienced her first third-degree contact with a spaceship on the evening of March 9, 1992.
    She described this in quite detail in a book that she published in 1994. In this book she describes many of her spiritual experiences after this, in addition to the fact that large parts of the book are also channeled with so-called automatic writing, where the hand is controlled by a higher power and writes by itself.
    As I understand it, such automatic writing became largely impossible after the negative invasion on the surface of Mother Earth in January 1996.
    A year later, on March 23, 1993 , she wrote in automatic writing that she had met her twin soul (probably on some level), but I don’t think they ever physically met on the surface of the Earth. I have never met this lady.

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    1. @Medbedanon yes this is what apparently happened to Votl628. Others have been attacked too in various ways over the years but the total withdraw is very odd. Not sure what to make of it and this was probably something the Portal should have addressed if it actually hoped to provide some continuity for those who are trusting its intel. 😅

      @Starlight But yes very difficult to discern anything with certainty the longer direct “changes” remain elusive. That evil January medbed claim hit everyone hard and was a quite a red line to cross on false hope. It was so strange and I’m still not sure why such a piece of information like that would be shared if it’s not all but certain. It becomes like a type of forced error, totally unnecessary and damaged portals own credibility immensely (when it was already starting to confuse and create massive dissonance). 🙏

      I agree we all hope to be wrong about where Portal’s heading and even the ET paradigm will collapse this year if despite the Disclosure accelerating, nothing tangible occurs. And it wouldn’t matter what was true or not in that paradigm because the impacts on those who had experiences would be on full display. None of what was experienced came from beings of mercy so astral, physical, or if something else would still be of the same thread. Nothing positive in that case.

      @KeyM very interesting accounts of those contacts and I hope will have more direct penetrance so there is no more doubt about intentions as soon as possible. 💜

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    2. Azara, yes, and one of my darker theories is that 2012 Portal is a 'phishing campaign' of sorts by the dark forces to find those who have more potential to awaken. Followers get astrally tagged by the site and then are severely targeted while looking other places for the origin of the attacks when the attacks are from 2012 Portal itself (and associated negative entities and elementals from black magicians), as a major dark forces operation. (I usually bite my lip with these darker theories, but what has happened is so very evil an unforgivable, the gloves come off.)

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    3. I think others have mentioned it before but even the codename "Cobra" doesn't exactly have positive connotations. It's a word/animal you'd associate with predatory consciousness, devious cunning, toxic venom, betrayal/backstabbing, and even demons.

      It doesn't even sound appropriate to say, as a title for a supposed messenger of the light. Still, that criticism is minor compared with the overall picture, and as Ascend Liberation said in that ominous comment, that picture is NOT pretty. Me mentioning the unsettling codename is like pointing to a tiny crack on the wall of a room while there's a big gaping hole in the floor.

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    4. Cobra probably has a double meaning to symbolize kundalini, as snakes are symbolic of kundalini. I see what you are getting at though Anon.

      Crazy thing is looking back at all of 2012 Portal's posts, there are countless links and videos that are missing; so many missing sites. It's like once they were posted on 2012 Portal, the targeting became ultra severe. I was heavily targeted too, and not to sound too 'macho,' but I just smashed right through it. However, friends I'd have would start dying. And then, the years upon years of torture of my family member before having him die without dignity. They couldn't get me so they got others who were important to me. So evil. Evil, evil, evil...

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    5. Another possible "dark theory" one might have of Portal is that the Lurker wasn't ever real as a subquantum primordial darkness entity from prior cosmic cycles, but as an artificial elemental the community was tricked into collectively creating and feeding. As even "chaos magickians" well know, thought + belief + charging/"feeding" and you got yourself an astral Frankenstein on the loose vampirizing on the unsuspecting.

      Not saying it's true, just throwing it out there because I don't know enough to tell one way or the other. In theosophy also, there's the "Dweller on the Threshold" but this is an astral entity comprised of all evil thoughts and intentions created entirely by humanity's vices and "shadow" I think I recall.

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    6. Yeah there could be that aspect as well. Why should the black magicians do all the work? Get the followers to do some of it for them.

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    7. @Starlight and Anon yes at this stage the entire narrative arrives at a critical mass of failure in its projections/predictions for any tangible change. Instead the pattern Starlight has described emerged, and it’s not looking good. 🔥

      It’s evident the portal will exhaust itself soon and although I have a tendency to avoid the comments submitted on the portal now, it’s increasingly apparent that many followers are questioning everything. If paid conferences and endless grid work are the only path to mercy, it’s highly suspect. It is up to any purported light forces to show themselves (another possibility that was teased too but never materialized) and earn the trust of the surface population. Wise beings that can actually defeat darkness and enact mercy would not be so eager to introduce “new excuses” if their intent was to be decisive. If we even consider just the Earth experience many souls have summoned immense courage to assist the vulnerable, innocent, and those who suffer. They certainly did need the technology of the Galactics to accomplish it but instead found a way to succeed. 💜

      As Starlight described, it becomes a type of trap and false hope can become an instrument to impose evil. So again it’s on life support but quite honestly close to a flat line if we’re being honest. That is its fate in 2026 at this pace. It’s incredible to consider it’s already June. 🫤

      @anon “ Ascend Liberation said in that ominous comment, that picture is NOT pretty”

      Yes between this statement from Ascend Liberation and the Medbeds comment earlier this year it really disturbed many portal followers. No clear answers about either issue were forthcoming and it only adds to the confusion. 🙏

      If you couple that to the disappearance of votl628, Sebastian and others, it’s actually further destabilizing to the lightworkers who are left with only questions.

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    8. I hope if this reality is truly fallen and we're trapped here having to make due with life in the Matrix until death, then I hope there will still be some kind of benefit, recognition, amends, or at least a sort of cosmic apology and all this wasn't for nothing in the grand scheme of all things.

      I don't want revenge like others, but I wonder how I would've found myself in this mess of a reality if nothing truly happens. I also just got a new kind of mental illness episode type thing a few days ago and still ongoing it's to the point I can't even relax like before.

      I'm just tired of intrusive experiences like this that just sap my energy and peace. I'm on occasional desperate "copium" now hoping that this new mental issue will maybe "be a catalyst" for enlightenment or something but I know that's just a common Archonic lie.

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    9. @KeyM
      Wonder if I'll ever see MINE again.....mine's alien, and she's out there, somewhere, waiting for HER wife/girlfriend to come back.


      Oh, how I want to punch source in the throat for all this crap.

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  21. Aside what the commenters are saying here, I don't actually need that much intel. I am already on my own path when it comes to personal transcendence. I have my little community of friends online and IRL and that's enough. Especially since my mother disowned me recently... sigh. I cannot abandon my siblings either.

    I am actually very happy that my purpose was visible so early. It managed to make me avoid fatally falling into the "mind trap".

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  22. Medbed anon

    Yes, I have some contacts who brought a lot of the truth for the people about this evil system in certain countries but at some point maybe 3 years ago their shared information started to seem strange and also like it was conveyed from the negative powers, 'you have to improve more', 'humanity is not ready yet', 'the inner work has not yet been done', 'you have to try more' and although those people are really bright people loved and respected by many, but why and how by being at that level they spread that stupid info. It seemed to me that they must consciously see the situation, that it is not our fault, that we are in amnesia and cannot reach better results, we are just doing our mission, but it became like somebody above us sits there in movie theatre and tells us what to do as if we are their slaves.
    So that is why for a long time I have been texting here that I do not see anything here of a good will. As Azara or somebody else said, if they are interested in helping, saving humanity, they would do this immediately, love is self understood and it does not demand anything in return, it just is, and it is alive by being love itself, this is like the answer to all of the questions. And what we see, which I have noticed long time ago, that all those requirements, orders from somebody to us is a fucking nonsense, this is the real dark forces. Take Portal channel and show me what is there made of love and good will? With every new update everything seems more and more stupid, they have confused themselves in their constant fairytales.
    So from this perspective I understand Starlight who tries to give an opinion that this shit might be deeper than deep, we have the contacts, some via dreams, some physically, we meet certain people, we experience this as if that is fully real, but that can also be staged by smart negative forces, maybe this is what he is tryna say by sharing his thoughts. I have had many similar considerations maybe from different angles, but what is going on here, really reminds like a deep matrix in the matrix game without the exit.
    But yeah, it does not matter, we are all in our experiences and till our death we will see something. Maybe we will see that's been a big hoax, maybe we will see the changes, who knows.
    One thing I am completely sure that I am in a strictest prison and this is not a natural normal life.
    Yes, this place is not controlled by positive powers, this is another clean fact.
    So we have only one question, when this will end.
    There are always those inner contemplations of why I am here at this time. Either with a clear purpose or simply kidnapped.
    We have gone very far, in my opinion with our understanding, since 97% of humanity has no idea about nothing. I see them all in deep coma.

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    1. A summary of where I'm coming from:

      The contact phenomenon is primarily astral, psychic, symbolic, or subjective in nature. The entities involved may be real, but their claimed identities are unverified. People continue to report dreams of galactics, telepathic messages, astral encounters, and energetic downloads, but the actual conditions of life on Earth remain unchanged.

      Most do not have physical contact, and the ones that do could even be getting messed with by clandistine human-made UFO progrms. And, physical manifestations in the sky can be from programs like Project Bluebeam. Yet, even if every cloudship photo is genuine, the important question is, "What have they accomplished for humanity?"

      The higher astral has some very pleasant energies. So, the astral doesn't have to have a negative connotation, but from decade after decade, the bottom line remains. Where's the actual postiive change on the planet surface, and why do Et narratives shift to weaponized spirituality against surface humans when results keep failing to deliver?

      Even in the scenario of it not being clandistine human-made UFO programs, with most sightings of Ets in the skies being real, and even if multiple contactees really did encounter Ets, because there have been no positive transformations on the planet surface, I for one no longer trust them. To me, beings who show themselves above while wars and abuse continue on the planet surface cannot be trusted, no matter what any positive claims any Et intel says about them.

      Then there's this, which was pointed out by an anon commenter, which is well worth considering:

      https://blavatskytheosophy.com/beware-of-the-star-rishis/

      Suppose the month of July comes and goes with zero major breakthroughs, with only breadcrumbs and pathetic government 'disclosure' being provided, as business as usual? How much longer will Et folks continue to say, "Time will tell?" If 2027 arrives, will followers be saying at that time, "2027 will be the deciding year," just as they said 2026 would be? 2025 was already stated to be the deciding year by so many. When will people finally put their feet down and say, "Enough, it's time to move on." If they don't though, they don't. But I myself have had enough. Actually, far more than enough.

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    2. I have abandoned spirituality completely and am not interested in astral anything because I just have to focus on physical life to stay as sane and as functional as possible. Spirituality has never benefited me, I think it’s the psychological skills that somewhat help me deal with the every day struggle. Needless to say I also don’t do any meditations anymore and I feel strong repulsion towards meditation these days. But sometimes I just yearn for people that have been through similar things as I have, which is why I come to this blog.

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    3. Medbed anon

      Starlight, yeah, of course, one hundred percent. All of this is nonsense. I have had same thoughts for years already. If somebody wants to help, they will help, period. Millions die everyday and they do not give a shit about that, so they are the real dark forces.
      Basically we are at the point where we cannot even believe with our own eyes. Real physical tangible all-encompassing planet wide evidence must be put on the table for the whole humanity.
      Yes, the biggest nightmare will be if it all turn out to be a complete scam, which many of us have experienced, but that experience itself was illusion by its nature. Actually when I always talk about the psyop, I never meant that people's experiences are not real, or what they see is not real, no, I never think of that, since nothing I read here makes me wonder, I have seen that all myself, so I do not find anything unheard or unseen here, but when I say about psyop, I mean that we have the experiences, but they are like transparent, hollow, like a projection in its nature.
      Maybe people I meet are not so stupid, when they say to me, that they see and know that the sky is not real, that almost all surrounding people are npcs, that we do not live in any kind of a planet, that there is no any cosmos, in the past I used to think that they are dreaming, but maybe I am dreaming and we are dreaming, by thinking about these cosmic wars, etc, maybe that is another illusion. Aaah, but though they say that we do not live on any planet, they still say and see that the disclosure is coming, they are certain about that. Who the hell knows.

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    4. @Medbedanon and Starlight

      You have both described the situation with absolute precision and clarity. I couldn’t agree more. 💜

      “To me, beings who show themselves above while wars and abuse continue on the planet surface cannot be trusted, no matter what any positive claims any Et intel says about them.”

      Yes! This is exactly what I feel too. And these beings would have to be completely incompetent to have no intervention capabilities at this stage if we consider the technologies at their disposal (and in addition, if we trust the portal’s intel that the universe/multiverse is free). The government Disclosure is pathetic and whether it is an energetic path for interface with humanity’s collective consciousness or not, if the Galactics aren’t active participants, then we all know it will simply be another mix of truth and deception. In that case, it can be utilized for control of the surface population and will actually harm others (no different than all the religions that combine truth and lies). 🛸

      The current trajectory of the supposed liberation in 2026 and beyond is totally nonsensical and has already transitioned to a state of absurdity. The event level interventions you articulated here earlier this year were excellent and even had proof of concept applications previously if what portal shared is considered accurate. We have not see any tangible evidence of such actions thus far or indications they could be imminent.

      Even portal’s message about “liberation” has begun to shift recently (many previous and current followers have detected it). The number of updates there have decreased significantly and the attempt to ensnare followers into its paradigm may be very apparent. It’s become a type of loop and we are all well aware of where that can lead. 🙏

      This is a wonderful group of knowledgeable and powerful souls here. I love you all and it’s a great that we can have such tremendous discussions because even if it’s difficult at times, truth is all that matters. Truth and light are one and the same. ✨

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    5. @medbed anon

      “ Real physical tangible all-encompassing planet wide evidence must be put on the table for the whole humanity.”

      Yes I agree with you completely and it is the only way the portal’s narrative about liberation can move forward.

      Mercy is unconditional love and creates miracles. There is no love if there are beings who would deny mercy because they are waiting for a miracle. That is a loop that does not close. The mercy is the energetic act that can create the change. The absolute asymmetry between such purported light forces and those suppressed in a mind matrix construct renders a much higher standard for those beings to demonstrate actions that build trust and reveal their benevolence. It is now June 2026 and we see where that has led. 😅

      And yes I agree with you about the illusions. This is why I believe exiting out of the matrix altogether as a Universal Being of Light. In the description above it’s better not to be harvested by this god entity and its Empire... of angels, archangels, ascended masters, galactics. Better to return to the place outside of this 'mimic/synthetic construct/matrix' imposed by any god or source entity. Technically we can be our own totality or source filter on infinity. 🙏

      Maybe that’s what we’re meant to conclude so we are not entrapped by this particular reality/universe in any way. Ever again. 💜

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  23. É hora de seguir em frente. E isso pode ser a coisa mais difícil que faremos na vida.

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    1. É, é isso. Como Starlight sempre diz, é o que é....

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  24. New post on blog - "Drastic systems security breach at 504"

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  25. @Mac
    Ask your alien contacts to talk to ME, to contact ME. There's NOTHING for me on this gulag world for me, those aliens can HELP ME. I don't want a human partner/lover, I want an ALIEN partner/lover, and to BE alien once again myself.

    I'd just need 15-20 minutes advanced notice from them to get presentable.

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    1. @Sherman. I've never contacted them. I'm always the one contacted by them. And I don't know how to contact them. So I'm sorry, I can't solve your problem.

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  26. Thanks all, and excellent feedback! 💖

    Regarding getting out of the system, all the realms still remain with their physics. The physical has its own physics, and the metaphysical has its own physics, as "meta physics." Getting out of the system is not possible if by the system this includes all the realms. They are still in full operation. As far as I know, there's not anywhere else one can go. Patterns of consciousness, whether constructive or destructive, still operate and perpetuate themselves in 3D, 4D, 5D, and so forth, and from lifetime to lifetime. However, with a little help from GPT, I separate the lords or administers of karma, along with angels, Ets, all the 'stuff,' etc, out of the equation, and approach this from a purely mechanistic angle, as follows:

    If the personified language about "Lords of Karma" and other such beings is stripped away, the question becomes, "How do behavioral, emotional, mental, and deeper consciousness patterns perpetuate themselves, and how do they stop perpetuating themselves?" Viewed that way, karma begins to resemble a kind of causal patterning rather than a system of rewards and punishments. For example:

    A traumatic experience creates fear. Fear influences perception and behavior. Those behaviors create new experiences. Those experiences reinforce the original fear. This is a self-perpetuating loop. Similarly:

    Anger creates conflict. Conflict creates more anger. More anger creates more conflict. The pattern sustains itself. From this perspective, the crucial question is not, "What punishment does karma assign?" Instead, it's "What mechanisms keep this pattern running?" and "What interrupts the cycle?"

    This is where approaches like Eckhart Tolle's become interesting. If a pattern requires unconscious identification to continue, then conscious observation may weaken the pattern's ability to reproduce itself. Recurring structures reproduce themselves unless something interrupts them.

    The challenge is that not all patterns are broken the same way. Some dissolve through insight. Some require emotional processing. Some require behavioral change. Some may persist even after they are fully understood intellectually. For example, a person may completely understand that a fear is irrational and still experience the fear response.

    So if one adopts a "raw physics" view of karma, the focus shifts from cosmic judgment to dynamics. What generates the pattern? What feeds it? What weakens it? What causes it to terminate?

    In that framework, presence, focus, self-observation, therapy, ethical conduct, conscious action that is possible to be taken, and so forth, can all be seen as methods for disrupting self-reinforcing loops.

    The core question shifts from "Who is administering this?" to "What is causing this pattern to continue, and what causes it to stop?" That is a more mechanistic and less mythological way of approaching karma.

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    1. The closest thing I could come to for this is Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT), which has 6 methods. Here are the first 3:

      1. Acceptance

      Acceptance does not mean approval, resignation, or liking something. It means making room for an experience rather than fighting it. Suppose anxiety appears. Most people instinctively do: anxiety → resistance → more anxiety → nore resistance. ACT asks, "What happens if I allow anxiety to be present without making it the enemy?" Many painful states become much more disruptive when we spend enormous energy trying not to have them. The goal isn't, "Get rid of anxiety." The goal is, "Stop organizing your life around avoiding anxiety." This is where ACT differs sharply from many self-help systems.

      2. Cognitive Defusion

      Normally we become fused with thoughts. Some examples: "I'm a failure." "Nobody likes me." "This will never work." "I have to escape this feeling." When fused, thoughts appear as reality. ACT teaches that thoughts are events occurring within consciousness. Instead of, "I am a failure," ACT shifts toward, "I am having the thought that I am a failure." Even further, it can be "I'm noticing the mind producing the thought that I am a failure." The content hasn't changed. The relationship has.

      3. Present-Moment Awareness

      The mind constantly travels to regret about the past, fear about the future, imagined scenarios, internal arguments, and replaying events. ACT repeatedly asks, "What is happening right now?" Not philosophically, but directly, through current sensations, current sounds, current feelings, current actions. The purpose is contact with reality. Many patterns continue because attention never leaves imagination long enough to encounter what is actually happening.

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    2. Here are parts 4-6:

      4. Self-as-Context

      ACT distinguishes between the conceptualized self and the observing self. The conceptualized self is the stories one tells oneself, such as "I'm shy," "I'm damaged," "I'm spiritual," "I'm successful," "I'm broken." These are narratives. The observing self, however, is the awareness that notices thoughts, emotions, sensations, and memories. ACT argues that you are not the contents of experience. Instead, you are the perspective from which experience is observed.

      5. Values

      Values are not goals. An example of a goal is to lose 20 pounds. The value itself is health. Goals can be completed. Values are directions. ACT does not ask, “What do I want to acquire?” Instead, ACT asks, "What kind of life do I actually want to embody?" This becomes the compass for everything else.

      6. Committed Action

      Many people become excellent observers. Many people become highly self-aware. But nothing changes behaviorally. ACT insists that values must become action. Examples: If you value connection, call a friend. If you value learning, read a book. If you value health, go for a walk. Do these things not because you feel motivated, not because anxiety disappeared, not because the stars align, but because it serves your chosen direction.

      Summary:

      Notice what's happening, allow experience to exist, stop treating thoughts as absolute truth, rest in the observing perspective, clarify what matters, and act in that direction, repeatedly.

      This isn't applicable for everyone here, but for some, who knows, this could help.

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    3. Oh, isso é ouro! Muito útil.

      Eu não sabia que o nome disso é ACT. É exatamente isso o que estou fazendo para seguir em frente.

      Eu tenho feito o trabalho de identificar as histórias centrais, o de mudança de identidade, o trabalho interno e o trabalho de sombra que conversamos algumas semanas atrás, tendo atenção de somar as ações e o compromisso, praticamente nesse formato ACT que você trouxe agora 😁

      Fiquei feliz, vai dar certo. É só fazer todas as etapas e perseverar. Vai dar certo.

      Obrigada, Starlight. Teu trabalho com esse blog é mais importante agora do que em qualquer outro momento antes desse.

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    4. Carol, ainda bem que isto ajuda! 💖 Sim, incorpora a ideia de identificar as histórias centrais na sua estrutura, o que o torna muito útil. 🥳

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  27. New workshop video posted on YouTube (but not available in English): https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6pETnOSQDJM

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    1. I experienced just how horrible of a place Phoenix Arizona truly is. It's absolutely NOT one of the purest energetic regions in the United States. It's more like the lowest subplane of the astral. A diabolical place in the truest sense of the word.

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      :DDDD

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    3. @Starlight Great to have this information because I had always considered a potential visit someday. Definitely will avoid it now. 😅💜

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    4. It's super hot there, has massive numbers of AI data centers, countless people driving tesla crap-cars, tons of noisy druggies, and has a huge gap between the rich and the poor. So many security guards there too at a Walmart I went to because there's so much crime there. Phoenix AZ is the colon of the US.

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    5. I've heard similar things about Los Angeles. People have described it as a deeply demonic place energetically.

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  28. Thanks for interesting info, Starlight432!
    It seems to me that there is and has been a total lack of decision-making ability when it comes to intervention on the surface, so that things have been postponed and postponed.
    If this is the real problem, Cobra is unlikely to be allowed to write about this on the 2012 portal.
    In addition to the Lurker, it is also possible that hostages are also part of the big picture and that may also have affected this decision-making ability in a negative direction.
    According to my pendulum , the Lurker is being pushed downwards and is approaching some kind of threshold value.
    I’m still positive and I believe in one or another way is this planet going to be liberated in the near future (before 2027), although I have a relaxed «relationship» to this liberation process.

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    1. Yeah, I take a massive step back without associating with it anymore. Personal clearings and getting in touch with the mental plane is a great line of focus. Et intel outlets are unnecessary for this, and can actually end up getting in the way. Having a relaxed relationship, as you say, is a good idea. 👍

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    2. "One way or another, this planet is going to be liberated in the near future."

      Yes, I thought the same thing the other day as well. Although there have been some very good discussion points on here, I cannot help but think that what we have been made aware of (and beyond that) is still very much a real possibility.

      Take for example aliens.gov. Though it has nothing to do with alien disclosure on the surface, it gets the public to consider the idea of closely guarded secrets about aliens, and that they are among the population (even if just as a joke).

      As Azara mentioned earlier, I cannot imagine for things to last much longer and for other parties (e.g. angelics) to idly stand by. One way or another, everything WILL be resolved in the end :)

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    3. Different anon.

      Well if as a joke it isn't funny. Aliens.gov is actually using the language of divisive racial identity politics, dehumanization (of fellow humans who look different), and Manhattan surrounding boarders and classic divide and conquer fearmongerinh. I'm not amused at all. It's tarnishing the whole image and reputation of disclosure and ETs for EVERYONE or at least every sane, reasonable person.

      This is not a good direction at all, it actually looks bad and like we need to just consider ETs as something that may as well not be real if these types of profane shenanigans are what is broadcasted to an embattled, survival-locked surface population.

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    4. *language not "Manhattan"

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    5. First anon

      You most certainly have a fair point - I think it is safe to say that many people (if not the majority) are very much in agreement with you.

      That being said, it could be argued that the way it is written (though perhaps distateful) allows for two things, even if unintended: 1) to spread like wildfire to people who ordinarily would not follow such topics, and 2) to have the thought of actual aliens involved in secret with both governments and the population, if but for a moment.

      Taking these things together, it enables the human collective to have an ever so slight further awareness, even if such topics are not presented in ideal form. Though a far cry from what we would perhaps like it to be, it still stands as an example as to how things can and will be fully resolved in the end, one way or another.

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    6. @KeyM
      Can ya ask if it Lurker's gonna be removed totally by this summer, and will we notice any differences?

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  29. How nice to end the day (here in Europe) with beautiful music and which fills my soul with so much «fuel»;
    one of the symphonies of the great English composer Ralph Vaughan Williams (1872-1958);
    so nice to contemplate the beauty that almost makes me forget all the misery.
    This made my day!
    By the way, for those who feel like listening to beautiful music, I also recommend his «Fantasia on Greensleeves».
    Sheer beauty! (this is my opinion).

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    1. Nice suggestion, KeyM! Fantasia on Greensleeves reminds me a bit of the music from the Dragon Quest series funny enough - I think you would quite like it :)

      https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kup39UuYUCM

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    2. Same anon

      And since we are on the topic of video game music, why not also mention about Octopath Traveler? That series has a fantastic music score as well!

      https://youtu.be/DQHDq9anOeY?si=6FBkTGyGfb5TIEHM

      https://youtu.be/fhH-_Bt4TII?si=u26O2vCD7WIcgzAM

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    3. Among the highest aspirations is music, and in 5D it's said to come into life in indescribable ways.

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  30. The darkest hour is just before dawn. I cling to that because, for me, that hour is now. This year has been nothing but blackness. I look around and I can’t see the light yet. Maybe that’s how it’s meant to be.

    I made a choice: to face the darkness head-on. Running never worked, and escaping won’t help now. Joseph Campbell called this moment 'the belly of the whale' : the point in every hero’s story where you’re swallowed whole and have to find your way out from inside. Lovecraft spent his life staring into that same void. He wrote about cosmic darkness not to worship it, but to name it. To face it. Maybe that’s the secret of the universe: you don’t beat the darkness by outrunning it, you beat it by standing still and looking it in the eye until dawn comes.

    Music is the one rope I have in this. To whoever recommended R. Vaughan Williams, thank you. I put on his 'Hits' on YouTube tonight. "The Lark Ascending" started playing and for three minutes the blackness wasn’t so total. RVW knew something about this. He wrote after WWI, when the world felt like it had ended. His music doesn’t deny the dark, but it remembers that light exists. It’s not a cure, but it’s a witness. And tonight, that’s enough.

    Dawn doesn’t need my permission. It’ll come!!!. Until then, I’m here. In the belly of the whale. With RVW in my ears.

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    1. Thanks ChaveM for the suggestion, the music is beautiful, and Anonymous, interesting things really do happen, I was listening to that song exactly when I read your comment. 🌞🌞🌞

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  31. I couldn't join the earlier lengthy discussion about ET contact and experience sharing because Blogger was acting tantrummy again. Maybe now I'll go through? Hope it gives you guys some further insight on that whole conversation.

    I had a dream at the exact time period Azara mentioned (2021-2024). It was during the night of June 8th to 9th 2024, a year or so before the 12:21 Portal activation IIRC. I know this because I shared it the morning after with exactly one person in private. As Jonathan Carty would say, I was "divinely guided" (more like felt an energy of "gently advised against, but no big deal if it happens anyway") to not share this publicly "yet" (at the time).

    I was randomly surfing Reddit on a tablet, with my old account that I deleted a long time ago. When I noticed that, I tapped my profile name and it brought me to a page I couldn't get out of (no UI or browser buttons) and seemingly only I had access to it. The page had a wall of text with a title similar to this: "THIS IS COBRA. IT IS TIME FOR HELP.". Scrolling down there was a "recruitment board" with a dozen or so names, designations and jobs. The others were scrambled/obfuscated to me (probly for security purposes). The line with my name (my REAL name, not the one I use here) had a designation called "Pilot of the Future", and my "job" would be "hacking/destroying a C-2 cannon, you'll need to code for this".

    Cut to a 3rd-person view of me piloting a space ship like the one from Descent but no 6DOF, it controlled more like a mixture of Wipeout and Eliminator. I was navigating inside a humongous mothership, eventually I found the other recruited ships. We aligned horizontally, 12 ships including mine. A bigger, red-stripey(?) ship appeared, felt like Cobra or a projection of his, and we were briefed on a training mission of sorts. I clumsily tried to adjust my ship because it was drifting in zero gravity and accidentally bumped into one of the ships. Oopsie. Nobody really cared though.

    Then we were teleported to an "arena" (in retrospect, and I didn't note this at the time, reminded me a bit of Airfix Dogfighter). Looked like an old barn house but made of metal, giant rooms (we were like mosquitoes in there) and pitch dark save for some moonlight. The "mission" was simple: find light beacons hidden around the area (they looked exactly like the pickup beacons from GRIP Combat Racing but white instead of green) and throw flash grenades at them. 8 beacons in 10 minutes was the goal, and they did not respawn (if you flashed it, it's yours). Felt like a videogame, there was even a visible HUD with data (time left, HP, beacons hit/left, etc.).

    The mission started and I managed to hit 7 beacons in 5 minutes, so one left. The others had cleared most areas of the map, I kept searching and lost myself. At some point I was focusing so hard on finding that damn beacon that I entered a type of "flux state", movement trails all around me, dolly zoom and everything. My head started playing the middle brigde part of DOH-T (ref: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9uacV1LxRaE&t=175) but only the pads, no drums, a high-pass EQ (think Sonic using Boost) and a big-ass reverb. The more i focused, the louder (and more distorted) the kick started fading in, and the visuals started "thumping" along. Felt exactly like a rave.

    I woke up shortly after that, so I presume I didn't complete the "mission" (either I "forfeited" or time ran out, probly the latter). I don't know what were the implications of being there and specially of "failing", but looking at it now it's like that old Brazilian saying: "nada acontece feijoada". Because we're still here waiting for physical breakthroughs two years later, and I feel like a war veteran not being paid once after Vietnam.

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    1. I've had dreamstate/astral experiences like this as well, with many complex operations taking place. My conclusion at least for myself is that it's constructed. When it's from memory, the question can be asked, "Why would a highly advanced extraterrestrial operation use imagery taken almost entirely from the dreamer's personal memory bank?"

      I don't mean to discount yours. It's a true experience. It's just that the Et stuff does this kind of astral dreamstate imagery quite often. Once in the dreamstate I was even attacked by UFOs. Anything and everything can be constructed with the astral substance. It gets very layered when the subconscious is tuned to it.

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    2. On the flip side though, it's possible that some of your experiences were a combination of your own mixed with the experiences of others – even Ets. (My preference is to not buy into this possibility too much because it often just goes in circles, but for the sake of looking at this from more than one angle, I may as well mention it.)

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    3. (For sure, I don't know everything, and I could not be seeing something. This is just my 'two cents.')

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    4. @Starlight You got a good point regardless. If we don't see physical results then it definitely was a construct. The memory bank questioning makes a lot of sense to me as well, feels like that meme about "every copy of Mario 64 is personalized" (except "Mario 64" could be "The Event" in this case). It's such a silly thing I can't fathom Galactics actually using this as their modus operandi, highly inefficient.

      As for the attacks, I can confirm there's a pattern when they're targeting me specifically. They go directly to the cheap-ass "jumpscare" method. Setup, trigger and everything. Like imagine an emeny spawning behind a wall in a game when you go through a certain collision box, but the game always does a microstutter when that happens. I can easily feel when it's going to happen.

      I would theorize they actually know when I'm reaching a certain point or area I "shouldn't be seeking" in the astral, and they also know I yank myself instantaneously from my dream when I sense a jumpscare is coming, or when it happens in a microsecond (probly your typical weakness exploitation, I've always hated anything involving terror and jumpscares). Usually those areas resemble liminal spaces with a lot of darkness in them, and I get attracted to those like a moth seeking a lamp. I suspect they know I know something.

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    5. Rollcager, I can definitely relate on the dreamstate attacks! Over time it got to where I would force myself to wake up just before they did the hit. I could feel it coming in the way you're describing. Many times I would feel something trying to force me out of my body, so I'd start smacking myself a bit when waking up. The white flame in particular helps quite a bit to ward things off at times, if I remember to use it.

      Yeah, it looks like most Et intel outlets are CIA, NSA, and other high level organizations around the world messing with people. All these channeled messages. All these contradictory intel claims without physical results. All this astral stuff they do while nothing changes down here.

      Cobra seems more credible because he states that most channelings of Ets are manipulations, and he states that most of the alternative media is run by the cabal. Cobra definitely stands out among Et intel, but unfortunately this too started having serious breakdowns in terms of coherency. Who knows though.

      Definitely, advanced Et civilizations exist, but on earth most of the intel on them is probably not what it appears. Something along those lines.

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  32. Am working on another post that will maybe get some things clarified/balanced out after the recent discussions. Much has come through. Not yet sure about the timeframe though.

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  33. @Sherman:
    «Can ya ask if it Lurker’s gonna be removed totally by this summer and will we notice any differences?»
    My pendulum answers that most likely there will be some Lurker left before the fall arrives.
    If the intervention on the surface and The Event happens during the summer, we will, as I understand it, get a kind of «event flash» (from the Source) that will dissolve even more of the Lurker, but probably not all.
    In any case, I think the inner core of the Lurker may be demanding to transmute, but I do not think that we need to transmute all of the Lurker before initiating the physical intervention on the surface.

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    1. @KeyM and Sherman

      If the timeline evolves in the format described by the portal, it (lurker/anomaly) would be reduced further at the time of the physical intervention through an energetic pulse. 🌅

      The Event Flash is a powerful pulse of divine Light sent directly from the Source (the Galactic Central Sun / Cosmic Central Sun) at the exact moment of the Event’s trigger. It is not the full Solar Flash (which occurs later, during planetary and final ascension waves). ✨

      It basically occurs just before or simultaneously with the physical intervention (mass arrests, financial reset, etc.). It is the energetic “spark” that makes the Event more smooth. 🛸

      The physical Event itself removes the vast majority of the residual Lurker and anomaly from most of the planet, but the final surface-entangled remnants are cleared gradually afterward with the type of healing that can only occur with the dark forces removed. 💜

      All Lurker and primary anomaly will be completely gone across the entire creation after the final stages of ascension and the Solar Flash since this reality is where the primary anomaly entrenched across the multiverse. 🪽

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